CHAPTER III.

Dr. Somers came in, with a pair of eagle eyes going before him, as it

seemed, like pioneers, to warn him of what was in his way. The Rector

peered and groped with the short-sighted feeble orbs which lurked amid a

nest of wrinkles, but the Doctor’s brilliant black eyes went on before

him and inspected everything. He was a tall, straight, slim, but

powerful old man, with nothing superfluous about him except his beard,

which in those days was certainly a superfluity. It was white, and so

was his hair; but his eyes were so much darker than any human eyes that

were ever seen, that to call them black was not in the least

inappropriate. He had been the handsomest man in the county in his

youth, and he was not less so now--perhaps more, with all the imposing

glory of his white hair, and the suavity of age that had softened the

lines in his face--lines which might have been a little hard in the

fulness of his strength. It was possible to think of the Rector as,

according to his own words, fading away out of the earth, but Dr.

Somers stood like a strong tower, which only a violent shock could move,

and which had strength to resist a thousand assaults. He came into the

sober-toned rectory, into that room which was always a little cold,

filled with a soft motionless atmosphere, a kind of abiding twilight,

which even Clare’s presence did not dispel--and filled it, as it seemed,

swallowing up not only the Rector, but the young brother and sister, in

the fulness of his presence. He was the light, and Mr. Fielding the

shadow in the picture; and, as ought always to be the case, the light

dominated the shadow. He had taken in every thing and everyone in the

room with a devouring glance in the momentary pause he made at the door,

and then entered, holding out his hand to the newcomer--“They meant to

mystify me, I suppose,” he said, “and thought I would not recognise you.

How are you, Edgar? You are looking just as I thought you would, just as

I knew you would. When did you come home?”

“Last night, late,” said Edgar, returning cordially the pressure of his

hand.

“And did not wait to be waited on, like a reigning monarch, but came to

see your old friends, like an impatient good-hearted boy? There’s a fine

fellow,” said the Doctor, patting him on the shoulders with a caress

which was quite as forcible as it was affectionate. “I ought to like

you, Edgar Arden, for you have always justified my opinion of you, and

done exactly what I expected you would do, all your life.”

“Perhaps it is rash to say that I hope I shall always justify your

opinion,” said Edgar, laughing, “for I don’t know whether it is a good

one. But I don’t suppose I am very hard to read,” he added, with a warm

flush rising over his face. He grew red, and he stopped short with a

certain sense of embarrassment for which he could scarcely account. He

did not even try to account for it to himself, but flushed all over, and

felt excessively hot and uncomfortable. The fact was, he was a very

open-hearted, candid young fellow, much more tempted to wear his heart

upon his sleeve than to conceal it; and, as he glanced round upon his

three companions, he could see that there was a certain furtive look of

scrutiny about all their eyes: not furtive so far as the Doctor was

concerned, who looked through and through him without any concealment of

his intention. But Mr. Fielding had half-turned his head, while yet he

peered with a tremulous scrutiny at his young guest; and Clare’s pretty

forehead was contracted with a line of anxiety which Edgar knew well.

They were all doubtful about him--not sure of him--trying to make him

out. Such a thought was bitter to the young man. His colour rose higher

and higher, and his heart began to beat. “I do not think I am very

difficult to read,” he repeated, with a forced and painful smile.

“Not a bit,” said the Doctor; “and you are as welcome home as flowers in

May: the first time I have said that to you, my boy, but it won’t be the

last. Miss Clare, my sister would be pleased if you told her of Edgar’s

return. She will have to be prepared, and got up, and all sorts of

things, to see him; but, if you were to tell her, she would think it

kind. Ah, here’s the chocolate. Of course in this house everything must

give place to that.”

“I will go over to Miss Somers for ten minutes,” said Clare, “thank you,

Doctor, for reminding me; and, dear Mr. Fielding, don’t let Edgar go

till I come back.”

“I should like to go too,” said Edgar. “No? Well, I won’t then; but tell

Miss Somers I will come to-morrow, Clare. Tell her I have brought her

something from Constantinople; and have never forgotten how kind she

used to be--how kind you all were!” And the young man turned round upon

them--“It is a strange sensation coming back and feeling myself at home

among the faces I have known all my life. And thank you all for being

so good to Clare.”

Clare was going out as he spoke, with a certain shade of reluctance and

even of pride. She had been told to go, and she did not like it; it had

been implied that she had forgotten a duty of neighbourship, and to Miss

Somers, too, who could not move about, and ascertain things for herself;

and Clare did not like to be reminded of her duties. She turned round,

however, at the door, and looked back, and smiled her acknowledgment of

what her brother said. These two old men had been very kind to her. They

had done everything that the most attached old friends could do at the

time of her father’s death. That was a whole year ago; for old Squire

Arden had made a stipulation that his son was not to come back, nor

enter upon the possession of his right, till he was five-and-twenty--a

stipulation which, of course, counted for nothing in the eye of the law,

but was binding on Edgar, much as he longed to be at his sister’s side.

Thus, his father oppressed him down to the very edge of his grave. And

poor Clare would have been very forlorn in the great house but for her

old friends. Miss Somers, who was not then so great an invalid, had gone

to the Hall, to be with the girl during that time of seclusion, and she

had been as a child to all of them. A compunction smote Clare as she

turned and looked round from the door, and she kissed her hand to them

with a pretty gesture. But still it was with rather an ill grace that

she went to Miss Somers, which was not her own impulse. Compulsion

fretted the Arden soul.

“I brought Clare into the world, and Fielding has been her head nurse

all his life,” said the Doctor, “no need for thanking us on that score.

And now all’s yours, Edgar. I may say, and I’m sure Fielding will say,

how thankful we both are to see you. You could not have been altogether

disinherited, as the property’s entailed; but I never was easy in my

mind about it during your father’s lifetime. The old Squire was a very

peculiar man; and there was no telling----”

“Doctor,” said the young man, once more with a flush on his cheek,

“would you mind leaving out my father’s name in anything that has to be

said?--unless, indeed, he left any message for me. He liked Clare best,

which was not wonderful, and he thought me a poor representative of the

Ardens, which was natural enough. I have not a word to say against him.

On the whole, perhaps, I have got as much good of my life as if I had

been brought up in England. I have never been allowed to forget hitherto

that my father did not care for me--let me forget it now.”

“Exactly,” said the Doctor, looking at him with a certain curious

complacency; and he gave a nod at Mr. Fielding, who stood winking to get

rid of a tear which was in the corner of his eye. “Exactly what I said!

Now, can you deny it? By Jove! I wish he had been my son! It is what I

knew he would say.”

“Edgar, my dear boy,” said the Rector, “every word does you credit, and

this more than all. Your poor father was mistaken. I say your poor

father, for he evidently had something on his mind just before he died,

and would have spoken if time had been allowed him. I have no doubt it

was to say how sorry he was. But the Ardens are dreadfully obstinate,

Edgar, and he never could bring himself to do it. It is just like you to

say this. Clare will appreciate it, and I most fully appreciate it. It

is the best way; let us not dwell upon the past, let us not even try to

explain. Your being like your mother’s family can never be anything

against you--far from it. I agree in every word you say.”

This speech, flattering and satisfactory as it was, took the young man a

little by surprise. “I don’t know what being like my mother’s family has

to do with it,” he said, with momentary petulance; but then his brighter

spirits gained the mastery. “It is best never to explain anything,” he

continued, with a smile. “There is Clare calling me. I suppose I am to

go to Miss Somers, notwithstanding your defence, Doctor.” And he waved

his hand to Clare from the window, and went out, leaving the two old men

behind him, following him with their eyes. He was glad to get away, if

truth must be told; they were fighting some sort of undisclosed duel

over his body, Edgar could see, and he did not like it. He went across

the village street, which was very quiet at that end, to the Doctor’s

great red brick house, and as he did so his face clouded over a little.

“They have got some theory about me,” he said to himself; “am I never to

be rid of it? And what right has any one to discuss me and my affairs

now?” Then the shade gradually disappeared from his face, and in spite

of himself there glided across his mind a sudden comparison between the

last time he had been at Arden and the present. Then he had a boy’s keen

sense of injustice and unkindness eating into him. It had not cut so

deeply as it might have done if his temperament had been gloomy; but

still it had galled him. He had felt himself contemned, disliked, thrust

aside--his presence half clandestine--his wishes made of no account--his

whole being thrust into a corner--a thing to hide, or at least to

apologise for. Now, he was the master of all. The bells had rung for

his home-coming; everything was changed. The thought made his head swim

as he walked along in the serene stillness, with the swallows making

circles about, and the bees murmuring round the blossomed trees. He had

been living an uncertain wandering life, not always well supplied with

money, not trained to do anything, an innocent vagabond. Now there was

not a corner of his life upon which some one interest or another did not

lay a claim. He had the gravest occupations on his hands. He might make

for himself a position of high influence and importance in his county;

and could scarcely be insignificant if he tried. And all this had come

to him without any training for it. His very habits of mind were not

English; even in the midst of these serious thoughts the village green,

which was at his left hand, beyond the Church and the Rectory, caught

his eye, and a momentary speculation came across him, whether the

village people danced there on Sundays? whether the fairs were held

there, or the tombola, or something to represent them? and then he

stopped and laughed at himself. What would Mr. Fielding say? Thus Edgar

had come to be Squire Arden without even the habit of being an

Englishman. The sense of injustice which had weighed upon him all his

life might have embittered his beginning now, had his mind been less

elastic. But nature had been so good to him that he was able to toss

these dreary thoughts aside, as he would have tossed a ball, before he

went in to see Miss Somers. “Things will come right somehow,” he said to

himself. Such was his light-hearted philosophy; while Clare stood grave

and silent at the door to meet him, with a seriousness which would have

been more in accordance with his difficulties than with hers. What

troubled her was the question--Would he be a radical, and introduce

innovations, ignore the mightiness of his family, conduct himself as if

his name were anything else than Arden? This sufficed to plant the

intensest seriousness, with almost a cast of severity in it, upon the

brow of Clare.

“Didn’t I tell you exactly how it would happen?” said the Doctor, when

Edgar was gone; “no sentiment to speak of--utter absence of revengeful

feelings: settling down as if it was the most natural thing in the

world--bygones to be bygones, and a fair start for the future. Didn’t I

tell you? That boy is worth his weight in gold.”

“You certainly told me,” said Mr. Fielding, faltering, “something very

like what has come to pass; but I don’t receive your theory, for all

that. No, no; depend upon it, the simplest explanation is always the

best. One can see at a glance he is like his mother’s family. Poor

thing! I don’t think she was too happy; and that must have intensified

old Arden’s remorse.”

“Old Arden’s fiddlestick!” said the Doctor. “I wouldn’t give _that_ for

his remorse. He had his reasons you may be sure. Character has been my

favourite study all my life, as you know; and if that frank,

open-hearted, well-dispositioned boy ever came out of an Arden’s nest, I

expect to hear of a dove in an eagle’s. He has justified every word I

ever said of him. I declare to you, Fielding, I am as fond of him as if

he were my own boy.”

“Poor fellow!” said Mr. Fielding, shaking his head, as if that was not

so great a compensation as might have been desired. “He will get into

dozens of scrapes with these strange ways of thinking; and he knows

nothing and nobody--not a soul in the county--and probably will be

running his head against some stone wall or other before he is much

older. If I had been twenty years younger I might have tried to be of

use to him, but as it is----”

“As it is we shall both be of use to him,” said the Doctor, “never fear.

Of course, he will get into a hundred scrapes; but then he will struggle

out again, and no harm will come of it. If he had been like the Ardens

he might have escaped the scrapes, but he would have missed a great

deal besides. I like a young man to pay his way.”

“It appears to me, Somers, that you are a radical yourself,” said the

Rector, shaking once more his feeble old head.

“On the contrary, the only real Tory going. The last of my race,--the

Conservative innovator,” said Dr. Somers. “These old races, my dear

Fielding, are beautiful things to look at. Clare, for instance, who is

the concentrated essence of Ardenism--and how charming she is! But that

order of things must come to an end. Another Squire Arden would have

been next to impossible: whereas this new-blooded sanguine boy will make

a new beginning. I don’t want to shock your feelings as a clergyman: but

the cuckoo’s egg sometimes comes to good.”

“Somers,” said the Rector, solemnly, “I have told you often that I knew

Mrs. Arden well. She was a good woman; as unlikely to go wrong as any

woman I ever knew. You do her horrible injustice by such a supposition.

Besides, think: he was always with her wherever she went--there could

not have been a more devoted husband; and to imagine that all the while

he had such a frightful wrong on his mind--it is simply impossible!

besides, she was the mother of Clare.”

“That covers a multitude of sins, of course,” said the Doctor, “but you

forget that I know all your arguments by heart. I don’t pretend to

explain everything. It is best never to explain, as that boy says--wise

fellow! Half the harm done in the world comes of explanations. But to

return to our subject. I never said he found it out at once;

perhaps--most likely--it was not discovered in her lifetime. Her papers

might inform him after her death. It is curious that when there is

anything to conceal, people do always leave papers telling all about it.

If you will give me any other feasible explanation I don’t stand upon my

theory. Like his mother’s family--bah! Is that reason enough for a man

to shut his heart against his only boy? Besides, he is not like any one

I know. I wish I could light upon any man he was like. It might furnish

a clue----”

“When you are on your hobby, Somers, there is no stopping you,” said the

Rector, with a look of distress.

“I am not alone in my equestrian powers,” retorted the Doctor, “you do

quite as much in that line as I do; but my theory has the advantage of

being credible, at least.”

“Not credible,” said Mr. Fielding, with gentle vehemence. “No, certainly

not credible. Nothing would make it credible--not even to have heard

with your ears, and seen with your eyes.”

“I never argue with prejudiced persons,” answered the Doctor, with equal

haste and heat; and thus they parted, with every appearance of a

quarrel. Such things happened almost daily between the two old friends.

Dr. Somers took up his hat, gave a vague nod of leave-taking, and issued

forth from the rectory gate as if he shook the dust from his feet; but

all the same he would drop in at the rectory that evening, stalking

carelessly through an open window as if, Mrs. Solmes said, who was not

fond of the Doctor, the place belonged to him. He went across the street

with more than his usual energy. His phaeton stood at his own door, with

two fine horses, and the smartest of grooms standing at their heads. Dr.

Somers was noted for his horses and the perfection of his turn-out

generally, which was a relic of the days when he was the pride of the

neighbourhood, and, people said, might have married into the highest

family in the county had he so willed. He was still the handsomest man

in the parish, though he was no longer young; and he was rich enough to

indulge himself in all that luxury of personal surroundings which is

dear to an old beauty. Edgar, who was standing at one of the twinkling

windows, watched the Doctor get into his carriage with a mixture of

admiration and relief. On the whole, the young man was glad not to have

another interview with his old friend; but his white hair and his black

eyes, his splendid old figure and beautiful horses, were a sight to

see.

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