“BETWIXT MY LOVE AND ME.”
“Is he--is he----” faltered Cecil.
“Not _dead_, my dear? oh no! how could you imagine that?” cried Lady
Haigh, in great excitement; “nor hurt, nor even in danger, I hope, at
present. But the horses are ready. Let us start at once, and I will
tell you about it as we go along. Mr D’Silva is coming with us.”
They left the Residency and rode in single file through the narrow
streets of the city; but once outside the gate, Mr D’Silva withdrew to
a respectful distance with the cavasses, and Lady Haigh and Cecil were
left side by side.
“Now, Lady Haigh, please tell me,” cried Cecil, whose brain had been
busy conjuring up horrors the whole time.
“You must be brave, my dear child, and thankful--thankful that you are
able to see Charlie once more, when it was just a chance that they
didn’t succeed in keeping you from him.”
“Lady Haigh!” Cecil almost screamed, “they haven’t put him in prison?”
“No, my dear, no. Your imagination certainly dwells on horrors. Wait a
little, and I will tell you it all. You know that for some time
Charlie has been very unpopular in the city, and that the _budmashes_,
as we should call them in India, have been shouting bad names after
him in the streets? Well, it has been a great mystery why this should
be, for he got on so very well with the Baghdadis in his first two
years here, but now it seems that they have come to regard him in some
way as a spy. Of course there has been mischief at work, somebody has
been slandering him, but that doesn’t make it any better. Naturally I
knew all this, but nothing more, and what has happened to-day has been
a tremendous shock. Very early this morning Sir Dugald received a
letter from the Pasha, brought by Ovannes Effendi. I don’t know what
was in it, but Denarien Bey called just about the same time, and they
were all three closeted together. Then Denarien Bey and the other man
went away, and Sir Dugald sent for Charlie. I had no idea that there
was anything wrong, or even out of the common, and you may conceive my
astonishment when Charlie came rushing to me in a fearful state and
told me that Sir Dugald had ordered him to proceed at once to Bandr
Abbas, right away down the Gulf, and remain there until further
orders. They have an outbreak of cholera there, and their doctor is
overworked and has telegraphed for help. Of course Charlie didn’t mind
the cholera, but he was to start to-day, by the steamer leaving this
very morning.”
“Oh, Lady Haigh, he isn’t _gone_?” cried Cecil.
“You may well be astonished, dear. I assure you I laughed at the
notion of such a thing. ‘My dear boy,’ I said to Charlie, ‘you have
made some mistake. Wait here, and I will go and speak to Sir Dugald.’
And I went, Cecil, and it was true. Sir Dugald was very busy, getting
ready to go to this wretched investiture, and I couldn’t make him tell
me all I wanted to know, or else my brain was in such a whirl that it
didn’t penetrate properly. All that I could make out was that the
Pasha had sent to say that Charlie was a spy, and that he couldn’t
have him in the city any longer--which, of course, is utter
nonsense--and that he had better leave as soon as possible, for that
the _budmashes_ were crying out for his blood. That was true enough,
my dear; there was a mob of them in front of the gate howling out the
most dreadful things. I never felt so thunderstruck and so much at a
loss in my life. It was as if the world’s foundations were shaking, or
we were in a transformation scene at a pantomime. There has been
absolutely nothing to account for all these extraordinary events, but
yet they have happened, and Charlie must go. I begged and entreated
Sir Dugald to let him wait for the next steamer, but he asked me
whether I wanted to have his blood upon my head, and said he should
see him safely on board before he started for this thing. Well, my
dear, I saw that there was no doing anything with Sir Dugald, so I
went back to poor Charlie. He was nearly wild, and I can tell you I
was not much better, what with getting all his things packed in such
a hurry, and everything. He wanted to force his way into the Palace
and insist on seeing you, but it would have been throwing his life
away to venture into the town, and Sir Dugald absolutely forbade it,
and told him he would have him put under arrest if he tried it. Then
the poor fellow and I managed to devise a plan. I wasn’t going to let
him be driven away without saying good-bye to you.”
“Oh, thank you, Lady Haigh,” murmured Cecil, her eyes wet.
“So I made up my mind what to do,” continued Lady Haigh; “I just took
the law into my hands, for I knew it was no use speaking to Sir
Dugald, and if he is angry I don’t mind.”
“But he couldn’t help all this,” Cecil’s sense of justice impelled her
to say. “What could he have done?”
“My dear,” responded Lady Haigh, in the true Jingo spirit, “he could
have torn up the Pasha’s letter and sent him back the pieces. He could
have said to those two poor wretched Armenians, ‘Go and tell your
master, if he wants to get rid of Dr Egerton, to come and turn him
out.’ And he could have called out the guard and armed the servants,
and defended the Residency as long as there were two stones left on
one another, and he ought to have done it, rather than get rid of
Charlie at the beck of an upstart like Ahmed Khémi.”
And Lady Haigh paused for breath after this tremendous burst of
eloquence.
“But the plan?” asked Cecil. “Where are we going now?”
“I was just telling you, dear. As I said, I took the law into my own
hands. I saw the captain of the steamer, and I put the whole affair
before him. Sometimes, you know, honesty is really the best policy. I
said to him, ‘Captain Wheen, you are a sailor’--that flattered him,
because of course his voyages are all confined to the river--‘and I
want your help in a very delicate matter. You may have heard that my
cousin, Dr Egerton, is ordered down to Bandr Abbas to help with the
cholera there. Now he is engaged to the young lady they call Mdlle.
Antaza, at the Palace, the Pasha’s English governess, and it will
break her heart if he goes without saying good-bye to her.’ I could
see that Captain Wheen was very much touched; but he pretended he
wasn’t, and said very gruffly, ‘I can’t delay the sailing of the
_Seleucia_ for any Pasha or Resident’s lady on earth.’ I said,
‘Captain Wheen, I am sure you know that I would not on any account
have you break your rules, or get into trouble with your owners. What
I want to say is this. Dr Egerton was to start to-morrow for a little
shooting at Takht-Iskandar, and his things were all sent there early
to-day before we heard of this. Now I ask you, would it be possible
for you to stop off Takht-Iskandar and allow him and his servant to go
on shore for an hour or two, to pack up the things and bring them on
board? That would give me time to send a note to the Palace, and come
out to Takht-Iskandar.’ ‘I can’t do that,’ he said. ‘You see, if we
took to letting passengers go on shore where they liked to fetch more
luggage, it would sink the ship at last, besides doubling the length
of the voyage; but I can tell you this, ma’am, in confidence--the
engines of the _Seleucia_ are wonderfully cranky. Now if anything was
to go wrong with those engines, and we had to lie-to for an hour or so
to set it right, I shouldn’t wonder if it was to happen just off
Takht-Iskandar, and then of course the doctor might go on shore and
fetch his togs. Now there’s just that chance, ma’am, and it would
never surprise me if it was to happen. Engines are queer things,’ and
I believe he winked at me. That was all that I could get out of him;
but it did what I wanted, so I settled matters with Charlie. He was to
make as long a business of his packing as he possibly could, and I was
to bring you out to say good-bye to him. I didn’t know how to reach
you, for I was afraid they wouldn’t admit me at the Palace; but I
thought a note might get in. So I sent it off; but I don’t think it
would ever have got to you if Um Yusuf hadn’t met her cousin in the
bazaar and loitered talking to her.”
“But why do you think there would have been any difficulty?” asked
Cecil.
“My dear, is it possible you don’t see that this is all a plot? There
is some deep purpose behind these extraordinary events, and the only
purpose I can conceive is that of separating you and Charlie. You tell
me that Azim Bey dislikes him, and I can quite believe that he is
capable of very strong childish jealousy. Mind, I don’t think he
managed all the details. There is some older and wilier person
behind--possibly the Um-ul-Pasha or Jamileh Khanum. At any rate, Azim
Bey had taken his precautions very carefully, and if he had not been
summoned away the note would never have got to you, and Charlie would
have gone without your even saying good-bye to him. So, my dear, be
thankful.”
“Oh, Lady Haigh!” remonstrated Cecil. She could say no more: the blow
was too sudden, too dreadful. She rode along in silence, while Lady
Haigh poured forth stores of comfortless comfort, and adjured her to
be cheerful when she met Charlie. Cheerful! the very word was a
mockery. The gloomy unsettled skies and muddy plain seemed to accord
better with her mood than did Lady Haigh’s philosophy. They were
approaching Takht-Iskandar now, and everything looked sad and sodden.
All the glory of the white and pink and purple fruit-blossom was gone,
and little green fruits alone represented the promise of a month ago.
The palace, always flimsy and dilapidated-looking, was sorely battered
and damaged by the storm of yesterday, and the trees were beaten down
and in many cases stripped of their leaves. The riders approached
softly along the sandy road, and paused at the corner of the house,
where Mr D’Silva left his horse and went on to reconnoitre. Presently
he came back, and, helping the two ladies to dismount, led them in at
a side-door which was unfastened, and on through various passages and
unfurnished rooms until they reached the dining-room, where Charlie,
with his Armenian boy Hanna, was engaged in separating his shooting
requisites from those of Mr D’Silva--their possessions having been
sent on together.
“Well, Charlie,” said Lady Haigh, marching into the room, “doing your
guns on this table, are you? Take them away into the smoking-room this
instant, Hanna, and finish them there. How long have you been here,
Charlie?”
“Hours, Cousin Elma,” groaned Charlie, with Cecil’s hands locked in
his.
“Then you had better go back to the _Seleucia_ at once,” said Lady
Haigh, promptly.
“One hour, ten minutes, milady,” put in Hanna, as he carried off the
guns.
“Then you can have half an hour, Charlie--not a moment more, and even
that is trading on Captain Wheen’s kindness in a most shameful way. Mr
D’Silva, if you will be so kind as to see that no one interrupts us
for half an hour, we shall be eternally grateful to you. We can trust
you for that, I think?”
“I am an Englishman, Lady Haigh,” replied Mr D’Silva, more in sorrow
than in anger, as he withdrew, quite unconscious that he was saying
the very thing which, as Lady Haigh remarked afterwards, when she
remembered to be cynical, an Englishman would not have said.
“Now, Charlie,” said Lady Haigh, when he was gone, “make the most of
your time. Never mind me,” and she sat down on the divan and composed
herself as if for a nap, while Charlie and Cecil wandered to the other
end of the room and enjoyed the luxury of being thoroughly miserable.
For some time Cecil could do nothing but cry, with her head on
Charlie’s shoulder, while he tried to comfort her, but found the
situation so devoid of comfort that he failed miserably.
“Ten minutes more,” came in a sepulchral voice from the corner where
Lady Haigh sat, engrossed now with a tattered copy of the Army and
Navy Stores list. Cecil roused herself with a sob.
“Oh, Charlie,” she said, “what shall I do without you?”
“Look here, my darling,” said Charlie, energetically, struck with a
sudden idea; “just listen to me one moment. I can’t bear to leave you
here among all these wretches. Will you--could you--marry me at once?
If you would, I----”
“Charlie!” was interjected sharply by Lady Haigh.
“I would come back to the Residency, and we could get Dr Yehudi to
marry us. Then you would come with me, and we should not be parted
after all.”
“I think, young man, you are forgetting that you would have to reckon
with Sir Dugald,” said Lady Haigh, grimly. “I am astonished at your
innocence. After knocking about the world for so long, can you really
imagine that it is as easy to get married as to order your breakfast
at a hotel?”
“Besides, I wouldn’t have you venture back into Baghdad for anything,”
said Cecil.
“Then I will wait at Basra for three weeks, or as long as the
regulations require,” said Charlie, eagerly, “and Cousin Elma will
bring you down there. O, Cecil, my darling, do say yes.”
“Oh, Charlie!” sighed Cecil, but in a moment her face changed and grew
firm; “I can’t do it--it would be wrong. Why, Charlie, you forget that
I am pledged to stay here for more than two years and a half still. I
can’t leave my post. My duty is here, and yours, I suppose, is at
Bandr Abbas. When Azim Bey’s education is finished, then I shall be at
liberty to leave Baghdad, and then----”
“Can’t you come now, dear?” he pleaded. “I don’t want to persuade you
if it is really your duty to stay, but I think that Azim Bey’s conduct
has not been so considerate that you need strain matters on his
account. Think of our going home together, Cecil, and seeing all your
people again.”
“Don’t,” murmured Cecil, brokenly; “you make me so miserable, Charlie.
You can’t think how I want to see Whitcliffe again, and all of them.
But I mustn’t go. It isn’t right. I can’t break my promise. You know
you wouldn’t respect me yourself if I did such a thing. So I must
stay, and you must go. Besides, there is another reason. If you
resigned now, and stayed at Basra, and went home afterwards, instead
of going to Bandr Abbas, they would say you were afraid of the
cholera, and I couldn’t bear that any one should think that of you.
No, I have some consideration for you, Charlie dear, though I have got
you into such trouble. I was thinking as we came along that it might
have been better for you if you had never met me at all.”
“Not a bit of it!” cried Charlie. “Never think that again, Cecil. Why,
before I met you I was a regular loafer, just doing a spell of work in
one place and then getting myself sent on somewhere else, and never
settling down. But now I have something to work for, something to look
forward to. I should have missed the chief good of my life if I had
never met you. No, dear, knowing you has done everything for me, and I
am as thankful as I can be for it now, and I always shall be. As for
this trouble, no doubt it comes because otherwise I should be too
happy.”
“Your time is nearly up, Cecil,” said Lady Haigh. “Don’t you want to
give Charlie any cautions about taking care of himself at Bandr
Abbas?”
“No, I don’t think so,” said Cecil. “I know he will do his duty
wherever he is, and I also know that he will remember me and not let
himself be careless about taking proper precautions, and that sort of
thing.”
“And every evening,” said Charlie, “I shall go up to the wind-tower
and look in the direction of Baghdad, and imagine that you are
standing on the roof of the Palace and looking towards Bandr Abbas.”
“When she will probably be having her tea with Azim Bey quietly in the
cellar,” said Lady Haigh. “Don’t be sentimental, Charlie. I detest
sentiment.”
“When you leave Bandr Abbas, do you think it possible that you will be
allowed to come back here?” asked Cecil.
“I’m afraid not,” said Charlie. “It’s not likely, is it, Cousin Elma?
No; I may be sent somewhere else in the Gulf, or to Aden, if Sir
Dugald is kind enough to give me a good character, but this business
with the Pasha will probably prevent my ever coming back to Baghdad.”
“But the mystery may be cleared up, and everything put right,”
suggested Cecil, hopefully. “You would come back if you were asked,
Charlie?”
“Rather! I would come back as bottle-washer to a Bengali _babu_, like
the doctor they have at Muscat,” said Charlie, “but I’m afraid the
Persian shore of the Gulf will be my nearest point.”
“But, Charlie,” said Lady Haigh, “do you really think of taking
another post? You have not been home for a long time, and your
property must be all going to rack and ruin. Why not resign when you
have seen them through at Bandr Abbas, and go home to look after
things a little?”
“I don’t want to go home until I can take Cecil,” said Charlie.
“Besides, she prefers me to have something to do instead of loafing.”
“But if you have land and tenants at home, they ought to be looked
after,” said Cecil. “I never realised it before.”
“What an unworldly young person you are!” said Charlie. “Yes, there’s
all that, but Aunt Frederica looks after it for me.”
“By all means, my dear boy, go home and get the place ready for Cecil,
and make acquaintance with her people,” said Lady Haigh. “But don’t
let Frederica choose your carpets and curtains for you. Her taste is
atrocious. And now, Cecil, you have had thirty-five minutes, so say
good-bye and come.”
“Just one minute more, Cousin Elma,” pleaded Charlie.
“Not a second,” said Lady Haigh. “Now, Charlie, not another scene of
misery,--I can’t stand it. Say good-bye quickly, my dear boy. If you
harrow up Cecil’s feelings again, it will be too much for her.”
“I beg your pardon,” said Mr D’Silva’s voice at the door, “but the
boat is waiting for Dr Egerton.”
“Now, Charlie, my dear boy,” said poor Lady Haigh, entreatingly, as
Charlie still stood with his arms round Cecil. “You will get us all
into trouble, you know, and we have really done all we could for you,
and Sir Dugald will be so much vexed. Good-bye, my dear boy. Now let
her go. Take care of yourself, and don’t be rash. No, you are not to
come farther than this. I will look after Cecil. My dear child, don’t
faint. I don’t know what will happen to us if you do. Charlie, I will
_not_ have you come any farther. Go back, and get on board. Mr
D’Silva, please give Miss Anstruther your arm to the door. Charlie, go
back. My dear boy, good-bye. Give Cecil’s love to her people.”
And Lady Haigh, reiterating her instructions and prohibitions in a
voice choked with tears, followed Cecil and Mr D’Silva along the
passage, turning suddenly to find that Charlie was following her
stealthily, bent on getting another sight of Cecil. She drove him back
again with one of her quick bursts of passion, and hurried to the spot
where the horses were waiting. She and Mr D’Silva helped Cecil into
the saddle, for she was in a numb, dazed condition, and he led her
horse through the wood and into the road. Pausing only once, to see
the _Seleucia_ passing out of sight round a bend in the stream, they
rode swiftly back to Baghdad, which looked dull and miserable under
the clouded sky, with mud under foot and sodden palm-trees overhead,
and a turbid, rapidly flowing river that could not reflect the mean
houses on either side.
When Azim Bey returned that night from the ceremony of the
investiture, he was surprised to find his courtyard almost in
darkness. Going into the schoolroom, he found that the only light came
from the glowing charcoal in the brazier, beside which Cecil was
crouching, still in her riding-habit. The wind had risen again, and
was howling round the house and in the beams of the roof, and the
whole scene was one of desolation.
“Are you ill, mademoiselle?” asked Azim Bey, in the most natural tone
he could devise, while one of the negresses followed him in, carrying
a torch, which shed a flickering light on the darkness. Cecil said
nothing, but looked up at him with eyes of such sadness that they
haunted him in spite of his efforts to banish the impression.
“I do not understand you, mademoiselle,” he said, unblushingly, in
reply to her unspoken reproof.
“You have driven Dr Egerton away,” she said.
“I ask your pardon, mademoiselle. How was I to know that you had any
special interest in the English doctor?”
“But you did know,” said Cecil, wearily. She had not spirit to contend
with her pupil that night.
“But, mademoiselle, that is impossible. You have never told me; you
would not even let me approach the subject. How was I to know?”
“How can I tell?” asked Cecil. “I feel sure that you did know, and
that all this is your doing. Well, Bey, you have won the victory; I
hope you enjoy it. Good-night.” And he saw her no more that evening.