CHAPTER V VOCATION OF THÉRÈSE

I was far from meriting all the graces which Our Lord showered on

me. I had a constant and ardent desire to advance in virtue, but

often my actions were spoilt by imperfections. My extreme

sensitiveness made me almost unbearable. All arguments were

useless. I simply could not correct myself of this miserable

fault. How, then, could I hope soon to be admitted to the Carmel?

A miracle on a small scale was needed to give me strength of

character all at once, and God worked this long-desired miracle on

Christmas Day, 1886.

On that blessed night the sweet Infant Jesus, scarce an hour old,

filled the darkness of my soul with floods of light. By becoming

weak and little, for love of me, He made me strong and brave; He

put His own weapons into my hands, so that I went from victory to

victory, beginning, if I may say so, "to run as a giant."[1] The

fountain of my tears was dried up, and from that time they flowed

neither easily nor often.

Now I will tell you, dear Mother, how I received this inestimable

grace of complete conversion. I knew that when we reached home

after Midnight Mass I should find my shoes in the chimney-corner,

filled with presents, just as when I was a little child, which

proves that my sisters still treated me as a baby. Papa, too,

liked to watch my enjoyment and hear my cries of delight at each

fresh surprise that came from the magic shoes, and his pleasure

added to mine. But the time had come when Our Lord wished to free

me from childhood's failings, and even withdraw me from its

innocent pleasures. On this occasion, instead of indulging me as

he generally did, Papa seemed vexed, and on my way upstairs I

heard him say: "Really all this is too babyish for a big girl like

Thérèse, and I hope it is the last year it will happen." His words

cut me to the quick. Céline, knowing how sensitive I was,

whispered: "Don't go downstairs just yet--wait a little, you would

cry too much if you looked at your presents before Papa." But

Thérèse was no longer the same--Jesus had changed her heart.

Choking back my tears, I ran down to the dining-room, and, though

my heart beat fast, I picked up my shoes, and gaily pulled out all

the things, looking as happy as a queen. Papa laughed, and did not

show any trace of displeasure, and Céline thought she must be

dreaming. But happily it was a reality; little Thérèse had

regained, once for all, the strength of mind which she had lost at

the age of four and a half.

On this night of grace, the third period of my life began--the

most beautiful of all, the one most filled with heavenly favours.

In an instant Our Lord, satisfied with my good will, accomplished

the work I had not been able to do during all these years. Like

the Apostle I could say: "Master, we have laboured all night, and

have taken nothing."[2]

More merciful to me even than to His beloved disciples, Our Lord

Himself took the net, cast it, and drew it out full of fishes. He

made me a fisher of men. Love and a spirit of self-forgetfulness

took possession of me, and from that time I was perfectly happy.

One Sunday, closing my book at the end of Mass, a picture of Our

Lord on the Cross half slipped out, showing only one of His Divine

Hands, pierced and bleeding. I felt an indescribable thrill such

as I had never felt before. My heart was torn with grief to see

that Precious Blood falling to the ground, and no one caring to

treasure It as It fell, and I resolved to remain continually in

spirit at the foot of the Cross, that I might receive the Divine

Dew of Salvation and pour it forth upon souls. From that day the

cry of my dying Saviour--"I thirst!"--sounded incessantly in my

heart, and kindled therein a burning zeal hitherto unknown to me.

My one desire was to give my Beloved to drink; I felt myself

consumed with thirst for souls, and I longed at any cost to snatch

sinners from the everlasting flames of hell.

In order still further to enkindle my ardour, Our Divine Master

soon proved to me how pleasing to him was my desire. Just then I

heard much talk of a notorious criminal, Pranzini, who was

sentenced to death for several shocking murders, and, as he was

quite impenitent, everyone feared he would be eternally lost. How

I longed to avert this irreparable calamity! In order to do so I

employed all the spiritual means I could think of, and, knowing

that my own efforts were unavailing, I offered for his pardon the

infinite merits of Our Saviour and the treasures of Holy Church.

Need I say that in the depths of my heart I felt certain my

request would be granted? But, that I might gain courage to

persevere in the quest for souls, I said in all simplicity: "My

God, I am quite sure that Thou wilt pardon this unhappy Pranzini.

I should still think so if he did not confess his sins or give any

sign of sorrow, because I have such confidence in Thy unbounded

Mercy; but this is my first sinner, and therefore I beg for just

one sign of repentance to reassure me." My prayer was granted to

the letter. My Father never allowed us to read the papers, but I

did not think there was any disobedience in looking at the part

about Pranzini. The day after his execution I hastily opened the

paper, _La Croix,_ and what did I see? Tears betrayed my emotion;

I was obliged to run out of the room. Pranzini had mounted the

scaffold without confessing or receiving absolution, and the

executioners were already dragging him towards the fatal block,

when all at once, apparently in answer to a sudden inspiration, he

turned round, seized the crucifix which the Priest was offering to

him, and kissed Our Lord's Sacred Wounds three times. . . . I had

obtained the sign I asked for, and to me it was especially sweet.

Was it not when I saw the Precious Blood flowing from the Wounds

of Jesus that the thirst for souls first took possession of me? I

wished to give them to drink of the Blood of the Immaculate Lamb

that It might wash away their stains, and the lips of "my first

born" had been pressed to these Divine Wounds. What a wonderful

answer!

After receiving this grace my desire for the salvation of souls

increased day by day. I seemed to hear Our Lord whispering to me,

as He did to the Samaritan woman: "Give me to drink!"[3] It was

indeed an exchange of love: upon souls I poured forth the Precious

Blood of Jesus, and to Jesus I offered these souls refreshed with

the Dew of Calvary. In this way I thought to quench His Thirst;

but the more I gave Him to drink, so much the more did the thirst

of my own poor soul increase, and I accepted it as the most

delightful recompense.

In a short time God, in His goodness, had lifted me out of the

narrow sphere in which I lived. The great step was taken; but,

alas! I had still a long road to travel. Now that I was free from

scruples and morbid sensitiveness, my mind developed. I had always

loved what was noble and beautiful, and about this time I was

seized with a passionate desire for learning. Not content with

lessons from my teachers, I took up certain subjects by myself,

and learnt more in a few months than I had in my whole school

life. Was not this ardour--"vanity and vexation of spirit"?[4] For

me, with my impetuous nature, this was one of the most dangerous

times of my life, but Our Lord fulfilled in me those words of

Ezechiel's prophecy: "Behold thy time was the time of lovers: and

I spread my garment over thee. And I swore to thee, and I entered

into a covenant with thee, saith the Lord God, and thou becamest

Mine. And I washed thee with water, and I anointed thee with oil.

I clothed thee with fine garments, and put a chain about thy neck.

Thou didst eat fine flour and honey and oil, and wast made

exceedingly beautiful, and wast advanced to be a queen."[5]

Yes, Our Lord has done all this for me. I might take each word of

that striking passage and show how it has been completely realised

in me, but the graces of which I have already told you are

sufficient proof. So I will only speak now of the food with which

my Divine Master abundantly provided me. For a long time I had

nourished my spiritual life with the "fine flour" contained in the

_Imitation of Christ._ It was the only book which did me good, for

I had not yet found the treasures hidden in the Holy Gospels. I

always had it with me, to the amusement of my people at home. My

aunt used often to open it, and make me repeat by heart the first

chapter she chanced to light upon.

Seeing my great thirst for knowledge, God was pleased, when I was

fourteen, to add to the "fine flour," "honey" and "oil" in

abundance.

This "honey" and "oil" I found in the conferences of Father

Arminjon on _The End of this World and the Mysteries of the World

to Come._ While reading this book my soul was flooded with a

happiness quite supernatural. I experienced a foretaste of what

God has prepared for those who love Him; and, seeing that eternal

rewards are so much in excess of the petty sacrifices of this

life, I yearned to love Our Lord, to love Him passionately, and to

give Him countless proofs of affection while this was still in my

power.

Céline had become the most intimate sharer of my thoughts,

especially since Christmas. Our Lord, Who wished to make us

advance in virtue together, drew us to one another by ties

stronger than blood. He made us sisters in spirit as well as in

the flesh. The words of our Holy Father, St. John of the Cross,

were realised in us:

Treading within Thy Footsteps

Young maidens lightly run upon the way.

From the spark's contact,

And the spicèd wine,

They give forth aspirations of a balm divine.

It was lightly indeed that we followed in the footsteps of Our

Saviour. The burning sparks which He cast into our souls, the

strong wine which He gave us to drink, made us lose sight of all

earthly things, and we breathed forth sighs of love.

Very sweet is the memory of our intercourse. Every evening we went

up to our attic window together and gazed at the starry depths of

the sky, and I think very precious graces were bestowed on us

then. As the _Imitation_ says: "God communicates Himself sometimes

amid great light, at other times sweetly in signs and figures."[6]

In this way He deigned to manifest Himself to our hearts; but how

slight and transparent was the veil! Doubt was no longer possible;

already Faith and Hope had given place to Love, which made us find

Him whom we sought, even on this earth. When He found us

alone--"He gave us His kiss, and now no one may despise us."[7]

These divine impressions could not but bear fruit. The practice of

virtue gradually became sweet and natural to me. At first my looks

betrayed the effort, but, little by little, self-sacrifice seemed

to come more easily and without hesitation. Our Lord has said: "To

everyone that hath shall be given, and he shall abound."[8]

Each grace faithfully received brought many others. He gave

Himself to me in Holy Communion oftener than I should have dared

to hope. I had made it my practice to go to Communion as often as

my confessor allowed me, but never to ask for leave to go more

frequently. Now, however, I should act differently, for I am

convinced that a soul ought to disclose to her director the

longing she has to receive her God. He does not come down from

Heaven each day in order to remain in a golden ciborium, but to

find another Heaven--the Heaven of our souls in which He takes

such delight.

Our Lord, Who knew my desire, inspired my confessor to allow me to

go to Communion several times a week, and this permission, coming

as it did straight from Him, filled me with joy.

In those days I did not dare to speak of my inner feelings; the

road which I trod was so direct, so clear, that I did not feel the

need of any guide but Jesus. I compared directors to mirrors who

faithfully reflect Our Saviour to the souls under their care, and

I thought that in my case He did not use an intermediary but acted

directly.

When a gardener gives special attention to a fruit which he wishes

to ripen early, he does so, not with a view to leaving it on the

tree, but in order to place it on a well-spread table. Our Lord

lavished His favours on His Little Flower in the same way. He

wishes His Mercies to shine forth in me--He Who, while on earth,

cried out in a transport of joy: "I bless Thee, O Father, because

Thou hast hidden these things from the wise and prudent and hast

revealed them to little ones."[9]

And because I was small and frail, He bent down to me and

instructed me sweetly in the secrets of His love. As St. John of

the Cross says in his "Canticle of the Soul":

On that happy night

In secret I went forth, beheld by none,

And seeing naught;

Having no light nor guide

Excepting that which burned within my heart,

Which lit my way

More safely than the glare of noon-day sun

To where, expectant,

He waited for me Who doth know me well,

Where none appeared but He.

This place was Carmel, but before I could "sit down under His

Shadow Whom I desired,"[10] I had to pass through many trials. And

yet the Divine Call was becoming so insistent that, had it been

necessary for me to go through fire, I would have thrown myself

into it to follow my Divine Master.

Pauline[11] was the only one who encouraged me in my vocation;

Marie thought I was too young, and you, dear Mother, no doubt to

prove me, tried to restrain my ardour. From the start I

encountered nothing but difficulties. Then, too, I dared not speak

of it to Céline, and this silence pained me deeply; it was so hard

to have a secret she did not share.

However, this dear sister soon found out my intention, and, far

from wishing to keep me back, she accepted the sacrifice with

wonderful courage. As she also wished to be a nun, she ought to

have been given the first opportunity; but, imitating the martyrs

of old, who used joyfully to embrace those chosen to go before

them into the arena, she allowed me to leave her, and took my

troubles as much to heart as if it were a question of her own

vocation. From Céline, then, I had nothing to fear, but I did not

know how to set about telling Papa. How could his little Queen

talk of leaving him when he had already parted with his two eldest

daughters? Moreover, this year he had been stricken with a serious

attack of paralysis, and though he recovered quickly we were full

of anxiety for the future.

What struggles I went through before I could make up my mind to

speak! But I had to act decisively; I was now fourteen and a half,

and in six months' time the blessed feast of Christmas would be

here. I had resolved to enter the Carmel at the same hour at which

a year before I had received the grace of conversion.

I chose the feast of Pentecost on which to make my great

disclosure. All day I was praying for light from the Holy Ghost,

and begging the Apostles to pray for me, to inspire me with the

words I ought to use. Were they not the very ones to help a timid

child whom God destines to become an apostle of apostles by prayer

and sacrifice?

In the afternoon, when Vespers were over, I found the opportunity

I wanted. My Father was sitting in the garden, his hands clasped,

admiring the wonders of nature. The rays of the setting sun gilded

the tops of the tall trees, and the birds chanted their evening

prayer.

His beautiful face wore a heavenly expression--I could feel that

his soul was full of peace. Without a word, I sat down by his

side, my eyes already wet with tears. He looked at me with

indescribable tenderness, and, pressing me to his heart, said:

"What is it, little Queen? Tell me everything." Then, in order to

hide his own emotion, he rose and walked slowly up and down, still

holding me close to him.

Through my tears I spoke of the Carmel and of my great wish to

enter soon. He, too, wept, but did not say a word to turn me from

my vocation; he only told me that I was very young to make such a

grave decision, and as I insisted, and fully explained my reasons,

my noble and generous Father was soon convinced. We walked about

for a long time; my heart was lightened, and Papa no longer shed

tears. He spoke to me as Saints speak, and showed me some flowers

growing in the low stone wall. Picking one of them, he gave it to

me, and explained the loving care with which God had made it

spring up and grow till now.

I fancied myself listening to my own story, so close was the

resemblance between the little flower and little Thérèse. I

received this floweret as a relic, and noticed that in gathering

it my Father had pulled it up by the roots without breaking them;

it seemed destined to live on, but in other and more fertile soil.

Papa had just done the same for me. He allowed me to leave the

sweet valley, where I had passed the first years of my life, for

the mountain of Carmel. I fastened my little white flower to a

picture of Our Lady of Victories--the Blessed Virgin smiles on

it, and the Infant Jesus seems to hold it in His Hand. It is there

still, but the stalk is broken close to the root. God doubtless

wishes me to understand that He will soon break all the earthly

ties of His Little Flower and will not leave her to wither on this

earth.

Having obtained my Father's consent, I thought I could now fly to

the Carmel without hindrance. Far from it! When I told my uncle of

my project, he declared that to enter such a severe Order at the

age of fifteen seemed to him against all common sense, and that it

would be doing a wrong to religion to let a child embrace such a

life. He added that he should oppose it in every way possible, and

that nothing short of a miracle would make him change his mind.

I could see that all arguments were useless, so I left him, my

heart weighed down by profound sadness. My only consolation was

prayer. I entreated Our Lord to work this miracle for me because

thus only could I respond to His appeal. Some time went by, and my

uncle did not seem even to remember our conversation, though I

learnt later that it had been constantly in his thoughts.

Before allowing a ray of hope to shine on my soul, Our Lord

deigned to send me another most painful trial which lasted for

three days. Never had I understood so well the bitter grief of Our

Lady and St. Joseph when they were searching the streets of

Jerusalem for the Divine Child. I seemed to be in a frightful

desert, or rather, my soul was like a frail skiff, without a

pilot, at the mercy of the stormy waves. I knew that Jesus was

there asleep in my little boat, but how could I see Him while the

night was so dark? If the storm had really broken, a flash of

lightning would perhaps have pierced the clouds that hung over me:

even though it were but a passing ray, it would have enabled me to

catch a momentary glimpse of the Beloved of my heart--but this was

denied me. Instead, it was night, dark night, utter desolation,

death! Like my Divine Master in the Agony in the Garden, I felt

that I was alone, and found no comfort on earth or in Heaven.

Nature itself seemed to share my bitter sadness, for during these

three days there was not a ray of sunshine and the rain fell in

torrents. I have noticed again and again that in all the important

events of my life nature has reflected my feelings. When I wept,

the skies wept with me; when I rejoiced, no cloud darkened the

blue of the heavens. On the fourth day, a Saturday, I went to see

my uncle. What was my surprise when I found his attitude towards

me entirely changed! He invited me into his study, a privilege I

had not asked for; then, after gently reproaching me for being a

little constrained with him, he told me that the miracle of which

he had spoken was no longer needed. He had prayed God to guide his

heart aright, and his prayer had been heard. I felt as if I hardly

knew him, he seemed so different. He embraced me with fatherly

affection, saying with much feeling: "Go in peace, my dear child,

you are a privileged little flower which Our Lord wishes to

gather. I will put no obstacle in the way."

Joyfully I went home. . . . The clouds had quite disappeared from

the sky, and in my soul also dark night was over. Jesus had

awakened to gladden my heart. I no longer heard the roar of the

waves. Instead of the bitter wind of trial, a light breeze swelled

my sail, and I fancied myself safe in port. Alas! more than one

storm was yet to rise, sometimes even making me fear that I should

be driven, without hope of return, from the shore which I longed

to reach.

I had obtained my uncle's consent, only to be told by you, dear

Mother, that the Superior of the Carmelites would not allow me to

enter till I was twenty-one. No one had dreamt of this serious

opposition, the hardest of all to overcome. And yet, without

losing courage, I went with Papa to lay my request before him. He

received me very coldly, and could not be induced to change his

mind. We left him at last with a very decided "No." "Of course,"

he added, "I am only the Bishop's delegate; if he allows you to

enter, I shall have nothing more to say."

When we came out of the Presbytery again, it was raining in

torrents, and my soul, too, was overcast with heavy clouds. Papa

did not know how to console me, but he promised, if I wished, to

take me to Bayeux to see the Bishop, and to this I eagerly

consented.

Many things happened, however, before we were able to go. To all

appearances my life seemed to continue as formerly. I went on

studying, and, what is more important, I went on growing in the

love of God. Now and then I experienced what were indeed raptures

of love.

One evening, not knowing in what words to tell Our Lord how much I

loved him, and how much I wished that He was served and honoured

everywhere, I thought sorrowfully that from the depths of hell

there does not go up to Him one single act of love. Then, from my

inmost heart, I cried out that I would gladly be cast into that

place of torment and blasphemy so that He might be eternally loved

even there. This could not be for His Glory, since He only wishes

our happiness, but love feels the need of saying foolish things.

If I spoke in this way, it was not that I did not long to go to

Heaven, but for me Heaven was nothing else than Love, and in my

ardour I felt that nothing could separate me from the Divine Being

Who held me captive.

About this time Our Lord gave me the consolation of an intimate

knowledge of the souls of children. I gained it in this way.

During the illness of a poor woman, I interested myself in her two

little girls, the elder of whom was not yet six. It was a real

pleasure to see how simply they believed all that I told them.

Baptism does indeed plant deeply in our souls the theological

virtues, since from early childhood the hope of heavenly reward is

strong enough to make us practise self-denial. When I wanted my

two little girls to be specially kind to one another, instead of

promising them toys and sweets, I talked to them about the eternal

recompense the Holy Child Jesus would give to good children. The

elder one, who was coming to the use of reason, used to look quite

pleased and asked me charming questions about the little Jesus and

His beautiful Heaven. She promised me faithfully always to give in

to her little sister, adding that all through her life she would

never forget what I had taught her. I used to compare these

innocent souls to soft wax, ready to receive any impression--evil,

alas! as well as good, and I understood the words of Our Lord: "It

were better to be thrown into the sea than to scandalise one of

these little ones."[12]

How many souls might attain to great sanctity if only they were

directed aright from the first! I know God has not need of anyone

to help Him in His work of sanctification, but as He allows a

clever gardener to cultivate rare and delicate plants, giving him

the skill to accomplish it, while reserving to Himself the right

of making them grow, so does He wish to be helped in the

cultivation of souls. What would happen if an ignorant gardener

did not graft his trees in the right way? if he did not understand

the nature of each, and wished, for instance, to make roses grow

on peach trees?

This reminds me that I used to have among my birds a canary which

sang beautifully, and also a little linnet taken from the nest, of

which I was very fond. This poor little prisoner, deprived of the

teaching it should have received from its parents, and hearing the

joyous trills of the canary from morning to night, tried hard to

imitate them. A difficult task indeed for a linnet! It was

delightful to follow the efforts of the poor little thing; his

sweet voice found great difficulty in accommodating itself to the

vibrant notes of his master, but he succeeded in time, and, to my

great surprise, his song became exactly like the song of the

canary.

Oh, dear Mother, you know who taught me to sing from the days of

my earliest childhood! You know the voices which drew me on. And

now I trust that one day, in spite of my weakness, I may sing for

ever the Canticle of Love, the harmonious notes of which I have

often heard sweetly sounding here below.

But where am I? These thoughts have carried me too far, and I must

resume the history of my vocation.

On October 31, 1887, alone with Papa, I started for Bayeux, my

heart full of hope, but also excited at the idea of presenting

myself at the Bishop's house. For the first time in my life, I was

going to pay a visit without any of my sisters, and this to a

Bishop. I, who had never yet had to speak except to answer

questions addressed to me, would have to explain and enlarge on my

reasons for begging to enter the Carmel, and so give proofs of the

genuineness of my vocation.

It cost me a great effort to overcome my shyness sufficiently to

do this. But it is true that Love knows no such word as

"impossible," for it deems "all things possible, all things

allowed." Nothing whatsoever but the love of Jesus could have made

me face these difficulties and others which followed, for I had to

purchase my happiness by heavy trials. Now, it is true, I think I

bought it very cheaply, and I would willingly bear a thousand

times more bitter suffering to gain it, if it were not already

mine.

When we reached the Bishop's house, the floodgates of Heaven

seemed open once more. The Vicar-General, Father Révérony, who had

settled the date of our coming, received us very kindly, though he

looked a little surprised, and seeing tears in my eyes said:

"Those diamonds must not be shown to His Lordship!" We were led

through large reception-rooms which made me feel how small I was,

and I wondered what I should dare say. The Bishop was walking in a

corridor with two Priests. I saw the Vicar-General speak a few

words to him, then they came into the room where we were waiting.

There were three large armchairs in front of the fireplace, where

a bright fire blazed.

As his Lordship entered, my Father and I knelt for his blessing;

then he made us sit down. Father Révérony offered me the armchair

in the middle. I excused myself politely, but he insisted, telling

me to show if I knew how to obey. I did so without any more

hesitation, and was mortified to see him take an ordinary chair

while I was buried in an enormous seat that would comfortably have

held four children like me--more comfortably in fact, for I was

far from being at ease. I hoped that Papa was going to do all the

talking, but he told me to explain the reason of our visit. I did

so as eloquently as I could, though I knew well that one word from

the Superior would have carried more weight than all my reasons,

while his opposition told strongly against me. The Bishop asked

how long I had wanted to enter the Carmel. "A very long time, my

Lord!" "Come!" said the Vicar-General, laughing, "it cannot be as

long as fifteen years." "That is true," I answered, "but it is not

much less, for I have wished to give myself to God from the time I

was three." The Bishop, no doubt to please Papa, tried to explain

that I ought to remain some time longer with him; but, to his

great surprise and edification, my Father took my part, adding

respectfully that we were going to Rome with the diocesan

pilgrimage, and that I should not hesitate to speak to the Holy

Father if I could not obtain permission before then. However, it

was decided that, previous to giving an answer, an interview with

the Superior was absolutely necessary. This was particularly

unpleasant hearing, for I knew his declared and determined

opposition; and, in spite of the advice not to allow the Bishop to

see any diamonds, I not only showed them but let them fall. He

seemed touched, and caressed me fondly. I was afterwards told he

had never treated any child so kindly.

"All is not lost, little one," he said, "but I am very glad that

you are going to Rome with your good Father; you will thus

strengthen your vocation. Instead of weeping, you ought to

rejoice. I am going to Lisieux next week, and I will talk to the

Superior about you. You shall certainly have my answer when you

are in Italy." His Lordship then took us to the garden, and was

much interested when Papa told him that, to make myself look

older, I had put up my hair for the first time that very morning.

This was not forgotten, for I know that even now, whenever the

Bishop tells anyone about his "little daughter," he always repeats

the story about her hair. I must say I should prefer my little

secret to have been kept. As he took us to the door, the

Vicar-General remarked that such a thing had never been seen--a

father as anxious to give his child to God as the child was to

offer herself.

We had to return to Lisieux without a favourable answer. It seemed

to me as though my future were shattered for ever; the nearer I

drew to the goal, the greater my difficulties became. But all the

time I felt deep down in my heart a wondrous peace, because I knew

that I was only seeking the Will of my Lord.

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[1] Cf. Psalm 18[19]:5.

[2] Luke 5:5.

[3] John 4:7.

[4] Eccl. 1:14.

[5] Ezechiel 16:8, 9, 13.

[6] Cf. _Imit.,_ III, ch. xliii. 4.

[7] Cf. Cant. 8:1.

[8] Luke 19:26.

[9] Cf. Luke 10:21.

[10] Cant. 2:3.

[11] Sister Agnes of Jesus.

[12] Cf. Matt. 18:6.

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