CHAPTER VII

_New York to California_

When I was but a little boy, I can well recollect, a nice little pond in

the hollow of two hills beautifully situated, near the school house

where the pupils would enjoy the intervals of their school time. How I

would wonder at the experiment of throwing a stone in the pond and

watching anxiously the circles of water growing larger and larger till

reaching the banks of the pond and there they would break, as though in

despair for the limitations of their enlarging tendencies. It seems to

me, now, a parallel despair threatens my heart, for being obliged to

compact this story of my conversion. Yet, in view of the fact that the

American reader is a greater admirer of quality rather than quantity, I

must content myself by giving a brief account on the practical side of

my personal experience as a Christian worker, among the rich and the

poor, the high and the low classes and masses, in cities and towns,

sunshine or clouds, rain or snow, by day or by night; I made myself

servant unto all men, that I might by all means save some, and this I do

for the Gospel's sake. And, it is only proper, to confess, publicly,

that I am prepared to suffer all things, for the love which I feel in my

heart to be of some service to my own people, an historical race of

people they are, drifting away from God, blindly allowing blind priests

to lead them into the ditch. There is a cheering prospect about this

people, for whose salvation I have devoted my life, that when Christ

enters into the heart of a Greek, there is very little hope left for the

devil to induce him to be a backslider. A truly converted Greek soul is

worthy of all the joy that the angels in heaven rejoice over one sinner

that repenteth. How much more rejoicing shall be there, if we get

converted all the Greeks that are living in the United States and use

them as a kindling matter to start the fire of salvation in the hearts

of the millions of people under the Greek and Russian church slavery,

all round the Mediterranean countries?

With this and many other social and industrial problems laying upon my

heart, I find the atmosphere, in New York, too close for any opening and

very little encouragement for a beginning. And the atmosphere grew more

asphyxiating every day with the arguments of my friend George N. He

never had any sympathy with the subject so dear to my own heart, his

highest ambition being money-making, for which end he relinquished the

Presbyterian pulpit, after being duly graduated from a Presbyterian

Seminary for ministerial ordination. It was only natural that our

thoughts and our ambitions should face each other suspiciously from the

diametrical opposite ends. And with all due respect to my old teacher

and gratefully acknowledging his hospitality for entertaining me many a

day, I find out that at the best I had to be in his mercy, as long as I

was not able to explain myself, to the American people, speaking in

their own language. And, as difficulties have always had a peculiar

effect upon my personal character; to face them, and fight them out with

one object in view to die or to win, I left New York right after

Christmas of 1903, in the midst of an unusually severe winter, rather a

wanderer; but determined to ramble among the American people and learn

the language by ear, which proved in my case, and I believe, it is in

every case, to be the best school for learning the correct pronunciation

of any language you might desire to speak, and be not laughable when you

address the natives of that language.

Where should I direct my wandering steps, it was the all important

question, under my consideration in the first place. Boston: I had been

scouring the ground before, and from a thorough-going I was convinced

that to begin in a place where the most superstitious, if not fanatic,

Greeks are situated, at all appearances it should be a wonderful failure

without any dose of wisdom in it; while I was not able to take my stand

before the people, whose sympathies I needed in judging my purposes and

my efforts. In the great wild West, way out there, where some of the

best easterners by leaving their homes and their comforts therein, and

enduring all the hardships of pioneering life they succeeded at last to

put a solid foundation of a new and permanent civilization

astonishingly wonderful not only in the development of this great land

of liberty but revolutionizing the whole commercial and social system of

the world.

Who hath known the mind of the Lord? We have been taught, that His

purpose is to glorify Himself through human agency, and we know that all

the great movements in history were originated in an insignificant way

by insignificant persons at the beginning. Who could say, at the time,

when the daughter of Pharaoh came down to wash herself at the river, and

there she drew out of the water an ark with a child in it, that that

child would be the chosen one of God to deliver his people from the

Egyptian bondage? Or, when, a poor carpenter with his wife went up from

Galilee, out of the city of Nazareth, into Judea in a small village of

Bethlehem, and Mary brought forth her first-born son, and wrapped him in

swaddling clothes, and laid him in a manger, because there was no room

for them in the inn; that that baby was the King of Kings, Christ the

Lord and Saviour of all mankind?

That, humble fishermen would be the heralds of glad tidings, to those

who accept Christ as their Saviour? That an altruist monk should leave

his monastery, thus violating his vows to Pope and the church, to be the

mouthpiece of the Truths of Christ's Gospel, and become the father of a

Reformation that brought down the Romish pride, for all time and raised

the banner of personal liberty in Him who is the Only One to save every

soul that cometh unto Him without the necessity of a priest? That such

men as John Wesley, Moody, and a number of others, to accomplish great

things for the advancement of God's kingdom? And the greatest religious

living man, General William Booth, who, with his ingenious and prototype

system, is doing more for God and humanity, than all religious bodies

put together? Their beginning was insignificant.

These names, a few of the many, I thought to mention for the

encouragement of those who always try to find some excuse, for not doing

all they can, to realize that for which they every day pray, "Thy

Kingdom come." As for me, I know, that there is nothing impossible with

Jesus, and it is only according to our faith, and the work which we put

in it, that we reap the results of our efforts.

When I left New York, I made a short stop-over at New Jersey, and one

snowy morning I went to the R. R. station and purchased my ticket for

Athens, Ohio, because, in studying geography, I noticed that there are

quite a number of towns in the United States by the name of Athens, and

I was very desirous to visit the Athens, Ohio, and see if there was any

Acropolis or monuments to compare with the Athens, Greece. The train

arrived at Athens, Ohio, R. R. station just on time, not to miss my

dinner at a nearby restaurant, where I inquired if there were any Greek

people in the town. A very gentle young lady, waiting on the table gave

me instructions to find a candy store kept by a Greek, where she took

her ice cream. I found the place and the Greek who was a real good

natured middle-aged man and his family living on the floor above the

store. He received me kindly and after a short conversation he said he

thought I could make a suitable help for him and he offered me the job

without asking any questions as to my identification. I had no thought

of staying at that place and declined the offer. By the same Greek I was

glad to learn that Athens, Ohio, though there is no Acropolis and no

Socrates there; yet, she is a nice little college town and the Greek was

doing a rushing business with the students. The next train was for St.

Louis, Missouri, and I was very anxious to see the Mississippi river, so

I went on that train. The great bridge on the Mississippi river and the

Union station at St. Louis are two buildings that could make honor to

any city in the world. I left my luggage at the parcel-room and started

out to find a hotel, where I could have the best accommodations for the

smallest amount of money. When I located myself the best that I could,

the next thing I thought to look around for a job, as I liked to stay in

St. Louis till the opening of the World's Fair in the year 1904. I

bought a newspaper: I could then read some English, but speak very

little yet. The advertisement which attracted my attention was a short

one "Wanted young man willing to work, apply, at given number and

street." It was Saturday yet I was anxious and willing to work, so, I

went to answer the ad. By asking in every corner some man in uniform,

not knowing at the time if they were policemen or conductors in the

electric cars, I find the street and presently I saw the number above

the door of a great big livery stable. I looked over the newspaper, and

the number was correct. I was not prepared for the surprise and for a

moment I hesitated to enter. The thoughts came to me by bunches: for the

first time in my life I was looking for an honest work to make an honest

living, and the first place, God's Providence, brought me, was a stable;

and what a big stable that was. I never knew anything about stables and

horses: what could I do there? Instantly my feet began to move backwards

when a thought came as a lightning: what do you care if it is a stable,

or a dowager's palace? It is work that you want, and it is much more

honorable to work in a stable and be right with God, than to live in the

luxuries as a High Priest and be an hypocrite. Labor, it has always been

an object of my admiration, though, labor is set forth as a part of the

primeval curse, "in the sweat of thy face thou shalt eat bread" and

doubtless there is a view of labor which exhibits in it reality as a

heavy, sometimes a crueling burden. But labor is by no means exclusively

an evil, nor is its prosecution a dishonor.

These impressions, false though they are, have wrought a vast and

complicated amount of harm to men, especially to the industrious

classes, causing these classes, that is, the great majority of our

fellow-creatures, to be regarded, and consequently to be treated even in

Christian lands, as a parish caste, as hereditary "hewers of wood and

drawers of water" doomed by Providence, if not primarily by the Creator

himself, to a low and degrading yoke, and utterly incapable of

entertaining lofty sentiments, or rising to a higher position; to be

restrained therefore in every manifestation of impatience lest they

should temporarily gain the upper hand, and lay waste the fair fields of

civilization; and to be kept under for the safety of society, if not for

their own safety, by social burdens and the depressing influences of

disregard and contempt.

A better feeling, however, regarding labor and laborers, is beginning to

prevail: these motions, which breathe the very spirit of slavery whence

they are borrowed, are in a word dishonored, while they are gradually

losing their hold on the heart, and their influence on the life.

Individuals arising from time to time from the lowest levels of social

life to take, occupy, and adorn its loftiest posts, have irresistibly

shown that there is no depression in society which the favors of God may

not reach. Especially has a wider and more humane spirit begun to

prevail since man has learned more accurately to know, and more

powerfully to feel, the genius and the spirit of the Gospel, whose

originator was a carpenter's son, and whose heralds were Galilean

fishermen. Reason and experience too, in this as in all cases, have come

to revealed truth, tending forcibly to show that labor, if under certain

circumstances it has a curse to inflict, has also many priceless

blessings to bestow. Yet, when it fell to my lot, to submit myself in

that class and be a laborer and earn my bread by the sweat of my brow,

it was a critical moment to decide upon. And just at this moment a man

of small stature came out of the stable, and as I looked suspiciously,

he asked me if I wanted anything. I want this job said I, showing to him

the ad in the paper. With a few sharp glances at me standing now like a

marble; all right, he said; you just put on your working clothes and

come here on Monday morning at 5 a. m., and we will have something for

you to do. I left him and on my way back home I entered the first

clothing store and purchased an outfit of working-man's clothes. The

next day was Sunday and I spent the day in my room, praying that God

would sustain me in my new career. At night I had very little sleep,

making my plans for the future, or building my castles in the air, and

early Monday morning I was at the stable before 5 a. m. Soon the little

man appeared and after the customary ceremony in taking my name and

address, he led the way into the inner part of the stable in front of a

huge heap of horse manure. There, he says, you just shovel that out of

the window, and handing to me a big fork, for the operation, he

disappeared.

There are certain happenings in our lives indelibly written in our

memory, which cannot be effaced by the stream of time, and one week's

experience in this stable was sufficient to engrave the deepest lines in

my heart of sympathy and mercy for sinful, suffering humanity. It has

been said in the old Greek mythology that the greatest achievement of

Hercules was when he undertook to clean the stable of the king Augeus

at Argos. But should Hercules lived in this stable for one week, I doubt

that his name would ever appear in the list of demigods.

[Illustration: REV. M. GOLDEN

Captain of the Salvation Army]

It is beyond the limits of self respect to even attempt a brief account

of all that took place in that stable, but sufficient to say that I went

in there one individual and by Saturday I came out ten thousand strong.

And I had to put up in St. Louis one more week in a bath house, with

much work and expense to get back into my one individual, and hasten my

wandering steps towards Chicago, with a stop-over at Springfield,

Illinois, where I had references to meet a gentleman, professor of the

Greek language in one of the colleges there. When I arrived at the house

of the dear professor, he, began to speak to me from a book, in an

exameter homerean tone, and I understood about as much as the faithful

who goes to church and the priest reads the mass in Latin. At

Springfield I lost my satchel and with it my Greek documents, which

might have been very interesting to the reader, yet, I hope in my next

publication to have reproductions of those documents from the original,

which I can easily obtain from Athens.

Chicago is my next stop. The Babylon of the West. Last week of January,

1904, the weather 12 degrees below zero. All the idles of Chicago hired

by the city hall could not keep control of the snow on the streets. I

located myself in a furnished room on Wabash Avenue, and bought a paper

to find a job, but my experience in the stable at St. Louis, took away

from me all the courage to select any kind of work from the paper, yet I

was very anxious to settle for a while in Chicago, in that third

cosmopolitan city of the world, London and New York being respectively

first and second.

Chicago offers great opportunity to a student of religious, industrial

and social conditions, and when, by chance, I secured employment in a

leading warehouse, a very good paying position, under the circumstances,

I devoted all my spare time visiting the Greek quarters, incognito, and

studying everything that came within my observation, and attending all

kinds of public meetings of various denominations and societies, which

proved a great help to me in learning the proper pronunciation of the

English words, in fact for five years I did not speak five times in the

Greek language.

One morning I read in the paper the following announcement: "The Knights

Templar of the United States have made their plans to celebrate the 29th

triennial conclave of Knights Templar to be held in San Francisco, Cal.,

September 4 to 9. The occasion will be of universal character,

representatives from all the world; and Great Britain will send to this

imposing ceremony the highest officials that control the affairs of the

chivalric order of Freemasonry in the British Isles. The Earl of Euston,

most eminent and supreme grand master of great priory of England and

Wales and the dependencies of the British crown, were coming with

credentials to represent Edward VII, the king of England." I was

looking forward to my visit to California, since I left New York, but I

never expected the time for me to go there would come so soon as it did.

I was longing to see a great gathering of Freemasons, of this class of

men, that, in every country represents the highest ideals of good

citizenship.

With a few days preliminary preparations, I bade good-bye to my

employer, and well supplied with recommendations from some influential

friends and acquaintances which I had made in Chicago, I saw myself off

to California, on the forenoon train, the 25th of June, 1904.

The trip was uneventful, excepting the unbearable heat and dust,

especially going through the States of Oklahoma, Arizona and New Mexico,

and the number of Indians, which, for the first time in my life I beheld

in their own skin living and moving contented as though they still were

the dominating race on the continent, with their square faces painted in

various colors, wrapped in their blankets, and bare-footed, their feet

being very much like those of a mud turtle, they were the real thing.

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