LAURA GREY.
You are to suppose my journey safely ended in London. The first thing I
did after securing lodgings, and making some few purchases, was to go to
the house where my great friend Sir Harry Rokestone, had died. But Mr.
Blount, I found, had left London for Golden Friars, only a few hours
before my arrival.
Another disappointment awaited me at Mr. Forrester's chambers--he was
out of town, taking his holiday.
I began now to experience the consequences of my precipitation. It was
too late, however, to reflect; and if the plunge was to be made, perhaps
the sooner the better. I wrote to the vicar, to give him my address,
also to Mr. Blount, telling him the course on which I had decided. I at
once resolved to look for a situation, as governess to very young
children. I framed an advertisement with a great deal of care, which I
published in the _Times_; but no satisfactory result followed, and two
or three days passed in like manner.
After paying for my journey, and my London purchases, there remained to
me, of my fifty pounds, about thirty-two. My situation was not so
frightful as it might have been. But with the strictest economy a
limited time must see my store exhausted; and no one who has not been in
such a situation can fancy the ever-recurring panic of counting, day
after day, the diminishing chances between you and the chasm to whose
edge you are slowly sliding.
A few days brought me a letter from the good vicar. There occurred in it
a passage which finally quieted the faint struggle of hope now and then
reviving. He said, "I observe by your letter that you are already
apprised of the disappointing result of my search for the will of the
late Sir Harry Rokestone. He had informed several persons of the spot
where, in the event of his executing one, which he always, I am told,
treated as very doubtful, it would be found. He had placed the key of
the safe along with some other things at his departure, but without
alluding to his will. At the request of Mr. Marston I opened the safe,
and the result was, I regret to say, that no will was found." I was now,
then, in dread earnest to lay my account for a life of agitation and
struggle.
At last a promising answer to my advertisement reached me. It said, "The
Countess of Rillingdon will be in town till this day week, and will be
happy to see L.Y.L.X., whose advertisement appeared in the _Times_ of
this morning, if possible to-day before two." The house was in Belgrave
Square. It was now near twelve. I called immediately with a note, to say
I would call at a quarter to two, and at that hour precisely I returned.
It was plain that this was but a flying visit of the patrician owners of
the house. Some luggage, still in its shiny black casings, was in the
hall; the lamps hung in bags; carpets had disappeared; curtains were
pinned up; and servants seemed scanty, and more fussy than in the
organized discipline of a household. I told the servant that I had
called in consequence of a note from Lady Rillingdon, and he conducted
me forthwith up the stairs. We passed on the way a young lady coming
down, whom I conjectured to be on the same errand as myself. We
exchanged stolen looks as we passed, each, I daresay, conjecturing the
other's chances.
"Her ladyship will see you presently," he said, opening a door.
I entered, and whom should I see waiting in the room, in a chair, in her
hat, with her parasol in her hand, but Laura Grey.
"Ethel!"
"Laura!"
"Darling!"
And each in a moment was locked in the other's embrace. With tears, with
trembling laughter, and more kisses than I can remember, we signalized
our meeting.
"How wonderful that I should have met you here, Laura!" said I; though
what was the special wonder in meeting her there more than anywhere
else, I could not easily have defined. "You must tell me, darling, if
you are looking to come to Lady Rillingdon, for, if you are, I would not
for the world think of it."
Laura laughed very merrily at this.
"Why, Ethel, what are you dreaming of? I'm Lady Rillingdon!"
Sometimes a mistake seizes upon us with an unaccountable obstinacy.
Laura's claiming to be Lady Rillingdon seemed to me simply a jest of
that poor kind which relies entirely on incongruity, without so much
colour of possibility as to make it humorous.
I laughed, faintly enough, with Laura, from mere politeness, wondering
when this poor joke would cease to amuse her; and the more she looked in
my face, the more heartily she laughed, and the more melancholy became
my endeavour to accompany her.
"What can I do to convince you, darling?" she exclaimed at length, half
distracted.
She got up and touched the bell. I began to be a little puzzled. The
servant appeared, and she asked:
"Is his lordship at home?"
"I'll inquire, my lady," he answered, and retired.
This indeed was demonstration; I could be incredulous no longer. We
kissed again and again, and were once more laughing and gabbling
together, when the servant returned with:
"Please, my lady, his lordship went out about half an hour ago."
"I'm so sorry," she said, turning to me, "but he'll be back very soon,
I'm sure. I want so much to introduce him; I think you'll like him."
Luncheon soon interrupted us; and when that little interval was over,
she took me to the same quiet room, and we talked and mutually
questioned, and got out of each the whole history of the other.
There was only one little child of this marriage, which seemed, in every
way but that, so happy--a daughter. Their second, a son, had died. This
pretty little creature we had with us for a time, and then it went out
with its nurse for a drive, and we, over our afternoon tea, resumed our
confessions and inquiries. Laura had nearly as much to tell as I. In the
midst of our talk Lord Rillingdon came in. I knew whom I was to meet. I
was therefore not surprised when the very man whom I had seen faint and
bleeding in the wood of Plas Ylwd, whom Richard Marston had shot, and
whom I had seen but once since at Lady Mardykse' ball, stood before me.
In a moment we were old friends.
He remained with us for about ten minutes, talked kindly and pleasantly,
and drank his cup of tea.
These recollections, in my present situation, were agitating. The image
of Richard Marston had re-appeared in the sinister shadow in which it
had been early presented to me by the friends who had warned me so
kindly, but in vain.
In a little time we talked on as before, and everything she told me
added to the gloom and horror in which Marston was now shrouded in my
sorrowful imagination.
As soon as the first delighted surprise of meeting Laura had a little
subsided, my fears returned, and all I had to dread from the active
malice of Richard Marston vaguely gathered on my stormy horizon again.