CHAPTER LIX.

AN INTRUDER.

It was all true. Richard left Dorracleugh early next morning. Those who

have experienced such a separation know its bitterness, and the

heartache and apathy that follow.

I was going to be left quite alone, and mistress at Dorracleugh for

three weeks at least; perhaps for twice as long. Mr. Blount was to leave

next day for France, to pay a visit of a fortnight to Vichy. Sir Harry

Rokestone, a few days later, was to leave Dorracleugh for Brighton.

Nothing could be kinder than Sir Harry. It was plain that he suspected

nothing of the real situation.

"You'll be missing your hit of backgammon with Lemuel Blount," he said,

"and your sail on the mere wi' myself, and our talk round the tea-table

of an evening. 'Twill be dowly down here, lass; but ye'll be coming soon

where you'll see sights and hear noise enough for a dozen. So think o'

that, and when we are gone you munnon be glumpin' about the house, but

chirp up, and think there are but a few weeks between you and Brighton

and Lunnon."

How directly this kind consolation went to the source of my dejection

you may suppose.

So the time came, and I was alone. Solitude was a relief. I could sit

looking at the lake, watching the track where his boat used to come and

go over the water, and thinking of him half the day. I could walk in the

pathway, and sit under the old beech-tree, and murmur long talks with

him in fancy, without fear of interruption; but oh! the misgivings, the

suspense, the dull, endless pain of separation!

Not a line reached me from Richard. He insisted that while I remained at

Dorracleugh there should be no correspondence. In Golden Friars, and

about the post-office, there were so many acute ears and curious eyes.

Sir Harry had been gone about three weeks, when he sent me a really

exquisite little enamelled watch, set in brilliants; it was brought to

Dorracleugh by a Golden Friars neighbour whom he had met in his travels.

Then, after a silence of a week, another letter came from Sir Harry. He

was going up to London, he said, to see after the house, and to be sure

that nothing was wanted to "make it smart."

Then some more days of silence followed, interrupted very oddly. I was

out, taking my lonely walk in the afternoon, when a chaise with a

portmanteau, a hat-box, and some other luggage on top, drove up to the

hall-door; the driver knocked and rang, and out jumped Richard Marston,

who ran up the steps, and asked the servant, with an accustomed air of

command, to take the luggage up to his room.

He had been some minutes in the hall before he inquired whether I was in

the house. He sat down on a hall-chair, in his hat and great-coat, just

as he had come out of the chaise, lost in deep thought. He seemed for a

time undecided where to go; he went to the foot of the stairs, and

stopped short, with his hand on the banister, and turned back; then he

stood for a little while in the middle of the hall, looking down on his

dusty boots, again in deep thought; then he walked to the hall-door,

stood on the steps in the same undecided state, and sauntered in again,

and said to the servant:

"And Miss Ware, you say, is out walking? Well, go you and tell the

housekeeper that I have come, and shall be coming and going for a few

days, till I hear from London."

The man departed to execute his message. Richard Marston had paid the

vicar a visit of about five minutes, as he drove through the town of

Golden Friars, and had had a very private and earnest talk with him. He

seemed very uncomfortable and fidgety. He took off his hat and laid it

down, and put it on again, and looked dark and agitated, like a man in a

sudden danger, who expects a struggle for his life. He went again to the

foot of the stairs, and listened for a few seconds; and then, without

much ado, he walked over and turned the key that was in Sir Harry's

study-door, took it out, and went into the room, looking very stern and

nervous.

In a little more than five minutes Mrs. Shackleton, the housekeeper, in

her thick brown silk, knocked sharply at the door.

"Come in," called Richard Marston's voice.

"I can't, sir."

"Can't? Why? What's the matter?"

"You've bolted it, please, on the inside," she answered, very tartly.

"I? I haven't bolted it," Richard Marston answered, with a quiet laugh.

"Try again."

She did, a little fiercely; but the door opened, and disclosed Richard

Marston sitting in his uncle's easy chair, with one of the newspapers he

had bought in his railway carriage expanded on his knees. He looked up

carelessly.

"Well, Mrs. Shackleton, what's the row?"

"No row, sir, please," she answered, sharply rustling into the room, and

looking round. She didn't like him. "But the door was bolted, I assure

you, sir, only a minute before, when I tried it first; and my master,

Sir Harry, told me no one was to be allowed into this room while he's

away."

"So I should have thought; his letters lying about--but I found the door

open, and the key in the lock--here it is; so I thought it safer to take

it out."

The old woman made a short curtsey as she took it, dryly, from his

fingers; and she stood, resolutely waiting.

"Oh! I suppose," he said, starting up, and stretching himself, with a

smile and a little yawn, "you want me to turn out?"

"Yes, sir, please," said Mrs. Shackleton peremptorily.

The young gentleman cast a careless glance through the far window,

looked lazily round, as if to see that he had not forgotten anything,

and then said, with a smile:

"Mrs. Shackleton, happy the man who has such a lady to take care of his

worldly goods."

"I'm no lady, sir; I'm not above my business," she said, with another

hard little curtsey. "I tries to do my dooty accordin' to my conscience.

Sorry to have to disturb you, sir."

"Not the least; no disturbance," he said, sauntering out of the room,

with another yawn.

He was cudgelling his brains to think what civility he could do the old

lady, or how he could please or make her friendly; but Mrs. Shackleton

had her northern pride, he knew, which was easily ruffled, and he must

approach her very cautiously.

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