CHAPTER XXX.

THE KNIGHT OF THE BLACK CASTLE.

My readings with Mr. Carmel totally ceased; in fact, there was no time

for any but that one worship which now absorbed me altogether. Every now

and then, however, he was in London, and mamma, in the drawing-room,

used at times to converse with him, in so low a tone, so earnestly and

so long, that I used to half suspect her of making a shrift, and

receiving a whispered absolution. Mamma, indeed, stood as it were with

just one foot upon the very topmost point of our "high church," ready to

spread her wings, and to float to the still more exalted level of the

cross on the dome of St. Peter's. But she always hesitated when the

moment for making the aerial ascent arrived, and was still trembling in

her old attitude on her old pedestal.

I don't think mamma's theological vagaries troubled papa. Upon all such

matters he talked like a good-natured Sadducee; and if religion could

have been carried on without priests, I don't think he would have

objected to any of its many forms.

Mamma had Mr. Carmel to luncheon often, during his stay in town.

Whenever he could find an opportunity, he talked with me. He struggled

hard to maintain his hold upon me. Mamma seemed pleased that he should;

yet I don't think that she had made up her mind even upon my case. I

daresay, had I then declared myself a "Catholic," she would have been in

hysterics. Her own religious state, just then, I could not perfectly

understand. I don't think she did. She was very uncomfortable about once

a fortnight. Her tremors returned when a cold or any other accident had

given her a dull day.

When the season was over, I went with papa and mamma to some country

houses, and while they completed their circuit of visits Miss Pounden

and I were despatched to Malory. The new world which had dazzled me for

a time had not changed me. I had acquired a second self; but my old self

was still living. It had not touched my heart, nor changed my simple

tastes. I enjoyed the quiet of Malory, and its rural ways, and should

have been as happy there as ever, if I could only have recovered the

beloved companions whom I missed.

My loneliness was very agreeably relieved one day, as I was walking home

from Penruthyn Priory, by meeting Mr. Carmel. He joined me, and we

sauntered towards home in very friendly talk. He was to make a little

stay at the steward's house. We agreed to read _I Promessi Sposi_

together. Malory was recovering its old looks. I asked him all the news

that he was likely to know and I cared to hear.

"Where was Lady Lorrimer?" I inquired.

Travelling, he told me, on the Continent, he could not say where. "We

must not talk of her," he said, with a shrug and a laugh. "I think, Miss

Ware, we were never so near quarrelling upon any subject as upon Lady

Lorrimer, and I then resolved never again to approach that irritating

topic."

So with common consent we talked of other things, among which I asked

him:

"Do you remember Mr. Marston?"

"You mean the shipwrecked man who was quartered for some days at the

steward's house?" he asked. "Yes--I remember him very well." He seemed

to grow rather pale as he looked at me, and added, "Why do you ask?"

"Because," I answered, "you told me that he was in good society, and I

have not seen him anywhere--not once."

"He was in society; but he's not in London, nor in England now, I

believe. I once knew him pretty well, and I know only too much of him. I

know him for a villain; and had he been still in England I should have

warned you again, Miss Ethel, and warned your mamma, also, against

permitting him to claim your acquaintance. But I don't think he will be

seen again in this part of the world--not, at all events, until after

the death of a person who is likely to live a long time."

"But what has he done?" I asked.

"I can't tell you--I can't tell you how cruelly he has wounded me," he

answered. "I have told you in substance all I know, when I say he is a

villain."

"I do believe, Mr. Carmel, your mission on earth is to mortify my

curiosity. You won't tell me anything of any one I'm the least curious

to hear about."

"He is a person I hate to talk of, or even to think of. He is a

villain--he is incorrigible--and, happen what may, a villain, I think,

he will be to the end."

I was obliged to be satisfied with this, for I had learned that it was a

mere waste of time trying to extract from Mr. Carmel any secret which he

chose to keep.

Here, then, in the old scenes, our quiet life began for awhile once

more. I did not see more of Mr. Carmel now than formerly, and there

continued the slightly altered tone, in talk and manner, which had

secretly so sorely vexed me in town, and which at times I almost

ascribed to my fancy.

Mr. Carmel's stay at Malory was desultory, too, as before; he was often

absent for two or three days together. During one of these short

absences, there occurred a very trifling incident, which, however, I

must mention.

The castle of Cardyllion is a vast ruin, a military fortress of the

feudal times, built on a great scale, and with prodigious strength. Its

ponderous walls and towers are covered thick with ivy. It is so vast

that the few visitors who are to be found there when the summer is over,

hardly disquiet its wide solitudes and its silence. For a time I induced

Miss Pounden to come down there nearly every afternoon, and we used to

bring our novels, and she, sometimes her work; and we sat in the old

castle, feeling, in the quiet autumn, as if we had it all to ourselves.

The inner court is nearly two hundred feet square, and, ascending a

circular stair in the angle next the great gate, you find yourself at

the end of a very dark stone-floored corridor, running the entire

length of the building. This long passage is lighted at intervals by

narrow loop-holes placed at the left; and in the wall to the right,

after having passed several doors, you come, about mid-way, to one

admitting to the chapel. It is a small stone-floored chamber, with a

lofty groined roof, very gracefully proportioned; a tall stone-shafted

window admits a scanty light from the east, over the site of the

dismantled altar; deep shadow prevails everywhere else in this pretty

chapel, which is so dark in most parts that, in order to read or work,

one must get directly under the streak of light that enters through the

window, necessarily so narrow as not to compromise the jealous rules of

mediaeval fortification. A small arch, at each side of the door, opens a

view of this chamber from two small rooms, or galleries, reached by

steps from this corridor.

We had placed our camp-stools nearly under this window, and were both

reading; when I raised my eyes they encountered those of a very

remarkable-looking old man, whom I instantly recognised, with a start.

It was the man whom we used, long ago, to call the Knight of the Black

Castle. His well-formed, bronzed face and features were little changed,

except for those lines that time deepens or produces. His dark, fierce

eyes were not dimmed by the years that had passed, but his long black

hair, which was uncovered, as tall men in those low passages were

obliged to remove their hats, was streaked now with grey. This stern old

man was gazing fixedly on me, from the arch beside the door, to my left,

as I looked at him, and he did not remove his eyes as mine met his.

Sullen, gloomy, stern was the face that remained inflexibly fixed in the

deep shadow which enhanced its pallor. I turned with an effort to my

companion, and said:

"Suppose we come out, and take a turn in the grounds."

To which, as indeed to everything I proposed, Miss Pounden assented.

I walked for a minute or two about the chapel before I stole a glance

backward at the place where I had seen the apparition. He was gone. The

arch, and the void space behind, were all that remained; there was

nothing but deep shadow where that face had loomed. I asked Miss

Pounden if she had seen the old man looking in; she had not.

Well, we left the chapel, and retraced our steps through the long

corridor, I watching through the successive loop-holes for the figure of

the old man pacing the grass beneath; but I did not see him. Down the

stairs we came, I peeping into every narrow doorway we passed, and so

out upon the grassy level of the inner court. I looked in all directions

there, but nowhere could I see him. Under the arched gateway, where the

portcullis used to clang, we passed into the outer court, and there I

peeped about, also in vain.

I dare say Miss Pounden, if she could wonder at anything, wondered what

I could be in pursuit of; but that most convenient of women never

troubled me with a question.

Through the outer gate, in turn, we passed, and to Richard Pritchard's

lodge, at the side of the gate admitting visitors from Castle Street to

the castle grounds. Tall Richard Pritchard, with his thin stoop, his

wide-awake hat, brown face, lantern jaws, and perpetual smirk, listened

to my questions, and answered that he had let in such a gentleman, about

ten minutes before, as I described. This gentleman had given his horse

to hold to a donkey-boy outside the gate, and Richard Pritchard went on

to say, with his usual volubility, and his curious interpolation of

phrases of politeness, without the slightest regard to their connection

with the context, but simply to heighten the amiability and polish of

his discourse:

"And he asked a deal, miss, about the family down at Malory, I beg your

pardon; and when he heard you were there, miss, he asked if you ever

came down to the town--yes, indeed. So when I told him you were in the

castle now--very well, I thank you, miss--he asked whereabout in the

castle you were likely to be--yes, indeed, miss, very true--and he gave

me a shilling--he did, indeed--and I showed him the way to the chapel--I

beg your pardon, miss--where you very often go--very true indeed, miss;

and so I left him at the top of the stairs. Ah, ha! yes, indeed, miss;

and he came back just two or three minutes, and took his horse and

rode down towards the water gate--very well, I thank you, miss."

This was the substance of Richard Pritchard's information. So, then, he

had ridden down Castle Street and out of the town. It was odd his caring

to have that look at me. What could he mean by it? His was a countenance

ominous of nothing good. After so long an interval, it was not pleasant

to see it again, especially associated with inquiries about Malory and

its owners, and the sinister attraction which had drawn him to the

chapel to gaze upon me, and, as I plainly perceived, by no means with

eyes of liking. The years that had immediately followed his last visit,

I knew had proved years of great loss and peril to papa. May heaven

avert the omen! I silently prayed. I knew that old Rebecca Torkill could

not help to identify, him, for I had been curious on the point before.

She could not bring to her recollection the particular scene that had so

fixed itself upon my memory; for, as she said, in those evil years there

was hardly a day that did not bring down some bawling creditor from

London to Malory in search of papa.

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