CHAPTER XI.

CATASTROPHE.

The steamer looked very near now and large. It was plain it had no

longer any chance of clearing the rocks. The boatmen were bawling to one

another, but I could not understand what they said, nor hear more than a

word or two at a time.

The steamer mounted very high, and then seemed to dive headlong into the

sea, and was lost to sight. Again, in less than a minute, the black mass

was toppling at the summit of the sea, and again it seemed swallowed up.

"Her starboard paddle!" shouted a broad-shouldered sailor in a

pilot-coat, with his palm to the side of his mouth.

Thomas Jones was among these men, without a hat, and on seeing me he

fell back a little. I was only a step or two behind them.

"Thomas Jones," I screamed, and he inclined his ear to my shrill

question, "is there no life-boat in Cardyllion?"

"Not one, miss," he roared; "and it could not make head against that if

there was."

"Not an inch," bawled Williams.

"Is there any chance?" I cried.

"An anchor from the starn! A bad hold there--she's draggin' of it!"

yelled Williams, whose voice, though little more than two feet away,

sounded faint and half smothered in the storm.

Just then the steamer reared, or rather swooped, like the enchanted

horse, in the air, and high above its black shape shot a huge canopy of

foam; and then it staggered over and down, and nothing but raging sea

was there.

"O God! are they all lost?" I shrieked.

"Anchor's fast. All right now," roared the man in the pilot-coat.

In some seconds more the vessel emerged, pitching high into the

brilliant moonlight, and nearly the same thing was repeated again and

again. The seafaring men who were looking on were shouting their

opinions to one another, and from the little I was able to hear and

understand, I gathered that she might ride it out if she did not drag

her anchor, or "part" or "founder." But the sea was very heavy, and the

rocks just under her bows now.

In this state of suspense a quarter of an hour or more must have passed.

Suddenly the vessel seemed to rise nearer than before. The men crowded

forward to the edge of the bank. It was plain something decisive had

happened. Nearer it rose again, and then once more plunged forward and

disappeared. I waited breathless. I waited longer than before, and

longer. Nothing was there but rolling waves and springing foam beyond

the rocks. The ship rose no more!

The first agony of suspense was over. Where she had been the waves were

sporting in the ghastly moonlight. In my wild horror I screamed--I wrung

my hands. I could not turn for a moment from the scene. I was praying

all the time the same short prayer over and over again. Minute after

minute passed, and still my eyes were fixed on the point where the ship

had vanished; my hands were clasped over my forehead, and tears welled

down my cheeks.

What's that? Upon the summit of the bare rock, all on a sudden, the

figure of a man appeared; behind this mass of black stone, as each wave

burst in succession, the foam leaped in clouds. For a moment the figure

was seen sharp against the silvery distance; then he stooped, as if to

climb down the near side of the rock, and we lost sight of him. The

boatmen shouted, and held up each a hand (their others were holding

their hats on) in token of succour near, and three or four of them, with

Thomas Jones at their head, ran down the slope, at their utmost speed

to the jetty, under which, in shelter, lay the Malory boat. Soon it was

moving under the bank, four men pulling might and main against the gale;

though they rowed in shelter of the reef, on the pinnacle of which we

had seen the figure for a moment, still it was a rough sea, and far from

safe for an open boat, the spray driving like hail against them, and the

boat pitching heavily in the short cross sea.

No other figure crossed the edge of the rock, or for a a moment showed

upon the bleak reef, all along which clouds of foam were springing high

and wild into the air.

The men who had been watching the event from the bank, seemed to have

abandoned all further hope, and began to descend the hill to the jetty

to await the return of the boat. It did return, bearing the one rescued

man.

Laura Grey and I went homeward. We made our way into the back-yard,

often forced to run, by the storm, in spite of ourselves. We had hardly

reached the house when we saw the boatmen coming up.

We were now in the yard, about to enter the house at the back-door,

which stood in shelter of the building. I saw Mrs. Torkill in the

steward's house, with one of the maids, evidently in a fuss. I ran in.

"Oh, Miss Ethel, dear, did you see that? Lord a'mercy on us! A whole

shipful gone like that! I thought the sight was leaving my eyes."

I answered very little. I felt ill, I was trembling still, and ready to

burst again into tears.

"Here's bin Thomas Jones, miss, to ask leave for the drownded man to

rest himself for the night, and, as Mr. Carmel's away, I knew your papa

and mamma would not refuse; don't you think so, miss? So I said, ay,

bring him here. Was I right, miss? And me and Anne Wan is tidyin' a bed

for him."

"Quite right, I'm sure," said I, my interest again awakened, and almost

at the same moment into the flagged passage came Thomas Jones, followed

by several of the Cardyllion boatmen, their great shoes clattering over

the flags.

In the front rank of these walked the one mortal who had escaped alive

from the ship that was now a wreck on the fatal reef. You may imagine

the interest with which I looked at him. I saw a graceful but manly

figure, a young man in a short sailor-like coat, his dress drenched and

clinging, his hat gone, his forehead and features finely formed, very

energetic, and, I thought, stern--browned by the sun; but, allowing for

that tint, no drowned face in the sea that night was paler than his, his

long black hair, lank with sea-water, thrown back from his face like a

mane. There was blood oozing from under its folds near his temple; there

was blood also on his hand, which rested on the breast of his coat; on

his finger there was a thick gold ring. I had little more than a moment

in which to observe all this. He walked in, holding his head high, very

faint and fierce, with a slight stagger in his gait, a sullen and

defiant countenance, and eyes fixed and gazing straight before him, as I

had heard somnambulists described. I saw him in the candle-light for

only a moment as he walked by, with boatmen in thick shoes, as I said,

clattering beside him. I felt a strange longing to run and clasp him by

the hand!

I got into our own back-door, and found Laura Grey in the room in which

we usually had our tea. She was as much excited as I.

"Could you have imagined," she almost cried, "anything so frightful? I

wish I had not seen it. It will always be before my eyes."

"That is what I feel also; but we could not help it, we could not have

borne the suspense. That is the reason why the people who are least able

to bear it sometimes see the most dreadful sights."

As we were talking, and wondering where the steamer came from, and what

was her name, and how many people were probably on board, in came

Rebecca Torkill.

"I sent them boatmen home, miss, that rowed the boat out to the rock for

that poor young man, with a pint o' strong ale, every one round, and no

doubt he'll give them and Thomas Jones something in hand for taking him

off the rock when he comes to himself a bit. He ought to be thanking the

Almighty with a contrite heart."

"He did not look as if he was going to pray when I saw him," I said.

"Nor to thank God, nor no one, for anything," she chimed in. "And he sat

down sulky and black as you please, at the side o' the bed, and said

never a word, but stuck out his foot to Thomas Jones to unbutton his

boot. I had a pint o' mulled port ready, and I asked him if I should

send for the doctor, and he only shook his head and shrugged his

shoulders, as he might turn up his nose at an ugly physic. And he fell

a-thinking while Jones was takin' off the other boot, and in place of

prayin' or thanks-giving, I heard him muttering to himself and

grumbling; and, Lord forgive me if I wrong him, I think I heard him

cursing some one. There was a thing for a man just took alive out o' the

jaws o' death by the mercy o' God to do! There's them on earth, miss,

that no lesson will teach, nor goodness melt, nor judgment frighten, but

the last one, and then all's too late."

It was late by this time, and so we all got to our beds. But I lay long

awake in the dark, haunted by the ceaseless rocking of that dreadful

sea, and the apparition of that one pale, bleeding messenger from the

ship of death. How unlike my idea of the rapture of a mortal just

rescued from shipwreck! His face was that of one to whom an atrocious

secret has been revealed, who was full of resentment and horror; whose

lips were sealed.

In my eyes he was the most striking figure that had ever appeared before

me. And the situation and my own dreadful excitement had elevated him

into a hero.

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