"Yes, they are," agreed the ashamed Fanny. "I make them up out of my

head as I go along."

"But they're quite as interesting as the things that do happen to real

people," argued the devoted Susan. "More interesting, I think. I don't

know any real person who interests me as much as Caroline in Fanny's

story."

Mrs. Burney smiled. She had no wish to be harsh, but she had very

decided ideas as to what was and what was not proper for young ladies

to do. She was a bustling, sociable person, and she considered that

Fanny was altogether too shy and reserved. She wanted to make her more

like her other sisters, Esther and Charlotte, both of whom were very

popular with the many visitors who came to see the celebrated Dr.

Burney.

"It's for your own good," she said finally. "I shan't tell your father,

but I know he wouldn't approve of your spending your time in this way."

"I know," said Fanny slowly. "I know what people think of a young woman

who writes. I oughtn't to do it, but the temptation was too strong for

me. I'll give it up, mother, and not steal off here by myself. I'll try

to be more the way you and father want me."

"That's the right spirit, Fanny. You know we're all very proud of you

anyway." Stooping down Mrs. Burney kissed her stepdaughter, and then

left the sisters alone.

For some time there was silence while Fanny stared at the big pile of

closely written sheets which lay in front of her and Susan looked at

her sister. Then with a sigh the older girl rose and gathered the

papers in her arms. "Mother is right. It is wrong of me," said she.

"Would you mind, Susan, coming down into the yard with me?"

"What are you going to do, Fanny?" asked her sister in alarm.

"I've made up my mind what's best to be done, and I'm going to do it.

Come down-stairs, please."

Fanny led the way with the papers, and Susan came after her. They went

down the three flights, through a hall, and out into a paved court at

the rear of the house.

"Will you watch them a minute, please?" said Fanny, as she laid the

papers on the bricks.

She went indoors and soon was back again, with some sticks of wood,

some straw, and a lighted taper in her hand. She laid the sticks

together, stuffed some straw in among them, and then placed the pile of

papers on top.

"Oh, Fanny," cried her sister, "you're not going to burn up all the

story? Oh, poor Caroline! Don't do it, Fanny; think how long it took to

write it and how good it is!"

"I must," said Fanny, very decidedly.

"Oh, please, please don't! It's almost like murder. It's a shame,

Fanny, it is, it's a terrible shame!"

"It hurts me most," said Fanny, "but it's the only way to settle

Caroline once for all." With a very grim face she held the taper to the

straw until it caught fire. In a moment a page of the manuscript was

curling up in flames.

"Oh, Fanny, Fanny!" cried Susan, tears coming to her eyes. She looked

beseechingly at her sister, but the latter's purpose was inflexible. A

few minutes more and the papers were all burning brightly.

The two girls stood there until the fire had burnt itself out, and then

turned to each other. Tears stood in Fanny's eyes and also in those of

the sympathetic Susan. "Poor Caroline Evelyn," sighed Fanny, "I'm going

to be ever and ever so lonely without her."

Susan slipped her arm about her sister's waist, and they went indoors

to get ready for supper. The young authoress was very quiet when the

family met at table a little later, and had very little appetite, but

the family were quite used to Fanny's reserve, and none of them thought

anything about it except the faithful Susan, who threw tender

reproachful glances across the table at Fanny from time to time.

The father of these girls, Dr. Charles Burney, was the fashionable

music-master of the day in London. He had made a great success, and had

so many pupils that he had to begin his round of lessons as early as

seven o'clock in the morning, and often was not through with them until

eleven at night. Many a time he dined in a hackney coach on sandwiches

and a glass of sherry and water as he drove from one house to another.

Among his friends were all sorts of people, musicians, actors,

scholars, famous beaux and belles, and as he was most hospitable his

children grew up familiar with many different types of men and women of

the great world of London. The other girls and the boys were like their

father in taking part in all the entertainments that went on, but

Fanny, the second daughter, although she was admitted to be very

bright, was unusually quiet and retiring. Her teacher called her "the

silent, observant Miss Fanny," and that described her well, because she

was always watching the people about her, and remembering their

peculiar tricks of manner and speech.

But she had a mind of her own and could speak up on occasion. When she

was ten years old her father lived in a house on Poland Street, next

door to a wig-maker, who supplied perukes to the judges and lawyers of

London. The children of the wig-maker and the Burney children played

together in a little garden behind the former's house, and one day they

went into the wig-maker's house, and each put on one of the fine wigs

he had for sale. Then they began to play in the garden until one of the

perukes, which was very fine and worth over ten guineas, fell into a

tub of water and lost all its curl. The wig-maker came out, fished out

the peruke, and declared it was entirely ruined. With that he spoke

very angrily to his children, when suddenly the quiet Fanny stepped

forth, and with the manner of an old lady said, "What is the use of

talking so much about an accident? The wig is wet, to be sure, and it

was a very good wig, but words will do no good, because, sir, what's

done can't be undone." The wig-maker listened in great surprise, and

then made Fanny a little bow. "Miss Burney speaks with the wisdom of

ages," he said, and without another word went into the house.

Among all their father's friends the Burney children thought there was

no one quite so amusing as the great actor David Garrick. He would drop

in at all hours of the day, and always playing some new part. Sometimes

he would sit still and listen to Dr. Burney talk on the history of

music, and gradually his face and manner would change until the

children could scarcely believe he was the same man who had entered the

room a short time before. He would seem to become an old crafty man

before their very eyes, or a villain from the slums of London, or a

Spanish grandee for the first time in England. Sometimes he would

appear at the house in disguise and give a new name to the maid and

appear in the dining-room as a stranger to the family. Once he arrived

at the door in an old, ill-fitting wig and shabby clothes and the

servant refused to admit him, taking him for a beggar. "Egad, child,"

he said to the maid, "you don't guess whom you have the happiness to

see! Do you know that I am one of the first geniuses of the age? You

would faint away upon the spot if you could only imagine who I am!" The

maid, very much startled, let him pass, and he shambled into the house,

again pretending to be a beggar. The children were always delighted to

have him come, and Fanny in particular, because she had a talent for

mimicking people herself, and she liked to study him. He often sent

them tickets to see him act at Drury Lane Theatre, and there they saw

their friend play the greatest rôles of the English stage as no actor

had ever played them before.

Fanny's particular friend was a Mr. Samuel Crisp, a curious man who had

once been very popular in London, but had retired to a lonely life in

the country at a place called Chesington Hall. He was very fond of the

Burneys and often had them visit him at his country home. Fanny called

him "her dearest daddy," and loved to walk across the meadows with him,

and tell him of the curious people she had met at her father's house in

town. He understood her better than any one else, and it was to him

that she confided the story of how she had burned the manuscript of her

novel. "It was very hard, Daddy," she said. "I know I oughtn't to want

to keep on scribbling, but somehow I can't help it. I think of so many

things, and I want to make them real, and the only way is to put them

down on paper. People tell me young ladies shouldn't be writing

stories, that it's not genteel, but how can I help myself?"

"You can tell them to me, Fanny, and no one shall ever know you made

them up."

So she unburdened her heart to him, told him of her friend Caroline

Evelyn, the dear child of her brain, of the suitors that young lady

had, and how she treated them, and of her elopement to Gretna Green,

and of the funny people she was continually meeting. Mr. Crisp listened

and smiled, surprised at the girl's powers of description and humor.

Finally he said to her, "It seems to me, Fanny, that young lady's

career is more interesting to you than your own."

"So it is," she answered. "I think more about her than about any one

else."

"Then," said Mr. Crisp, "in spite of your mother's good advice and your

own judgment I predict that Caroline rises in time from the flames."

"Do you think so, Daddy? Oh, if she only might! It's well there's no

paper and ink here or I'd begin her over again right on the spot."

Mr. Crisp was right in his prediction. That summer the Burneys went to

the little town of King's Lynn, where Fanny had been born. There Fanny

shut herself up in a summer-house which was called "The Cabin," and

began to rewrite her book. She seized upon every scrap of white paper

that she could find and bore it off with her. She worked secretly,

inventing numberless excuses for the hours she spent by herself.

Gradually the story took shape again, changed in many ways from its

first telling, and with the heroine rechristened Evelina.

Meantime Dr. Burney had started to prepare his great History of Music,

and asked the help of his daughters to copy it for him. Fanny wrote the

best hand and was the most reliable, so her father made her his chief

secretary, and day after day she worked with him, having to postpone

her own book from week to week. But each time she came back to it more

ardently and each time her pen flew faster as she sat at her table in

the little summer-house. At last she told Susan about it, and Susan was

delighted, and when Fanny read some of it to her she declared that it

was a thousand times better than the story of Caroline had been.

When her father's History of Music appeared in print it made a great

success, and this stirred the youthful Fanny with the desire to see

what London would think of "Evelina." She was determined, however, to

keep its authorship unknown, and so she carefully recopied the

manuscript in an assumed handwriting in order that no publisher or

printer who had seen her handwriting in any of the manuscripts she had

copied for her father should recognize the same hand in this. But

"Evelina" had grown to be a very long novel, and by the time she had

copied out two volumes of it she grew tired, and so she wrote a letter,

without any signature, to a publisher, offering to send him the

completed part of her novel at once, and the rest of it during the next

year. This publisher replied that he would not consider the book unless

he were told the author's name. Fanny showed the letter to Susan, and

they talked it over, but decided that she ought not to send her name.

She then wrote to another publisher, making the same offer as she had

made to the first. He said he would like to see the manuscript.

Thereupon Fanny decided to take her brother Charles into the secret and

have him carry the work to the publisher. Charles agreed, and Fanny and

Susan muffled him up in a greatcoat so that he looked much older than

he was, and sent him off. He was not recognized, and when he called

later for an answer he was told that the publisher was pleased with the

book, but could not agree to print it until he should receive the whole

story. That discouraged Fanny, and she let the book lie by for some

time, but finally plucked up courage, and copied out the third volume.

In the meantime Fanny began to wonder if it would be fair for her to

publish a novel without telling her father, and she decided she ought

to go to him. She caught him just as he was leaving home on a trip, and

said, with many blushes and much confusion, that she had written a

little story and wanted to have it printed without giving her name. She

added that she would not bother him with the manuscript in any way and

begged that he wouldn't ask to see it. The Doctor was very much amused

as well as surprised, and he told her to go ahead and see what would

come of the story.

Better satisfied now that she had her father's consent Fanny sent the

third volume to the publisher, who accepted the book and paid her

twenty pounds for it.

[Illustration: FANNY BURNEY]

At length "Evelina" was published. The first Fanny knew of it was when

her stepmother opened a paper one morning at the breakfast table and

read aloud an advertisement announcing the appearance of a new novel

entitled "Evelina; or, A Young Lady's Entrance into the World." Susan

smiled across the table at Fanny, and Charles winked at her, but she

sat very still, her cheeks a fiery red. They did not give her secret

away to the rest of the family, nor mention who the author was to any

of their friends. Shortly afterward Fanny was ill and went out to

Chesington to recuperate. She took the three volumes of "Evelina" with

her, and read them aloud to Mr. Crisp, who pretended that he had no

idea who the author might be and listened with the most flattering

interest to chapter after chapter. "It reminds me of something," he

said one day.

"And what may that be, dear Daddy?" she asked.

"I can't think, but it's prodigiously finer than what I'm trying to

recall," he answered.

By the time she returned home all London was talking about the new

novel and wondering as to the author. Wherever Dr. Burney went he found

people discussing the same subject. The great Dr. Samuel Johnson

declared that it was uncommonly fine, and the Doctor was the accepted

judge of all literary matters. Like all the others he was sure that the

writer was a man, and made many guesses as to which of the lights of

London it might be, but although one man after another was credited

with the honor of having written it each had to decline the

satisfaction. Sir Joshua Reynolds declared he would give fifty pounds

to know the author and meant to find him, and Sheridan vowed he must

get the clever man, whoever he was, to write him a play.

In the meantime Fanny and Susan were enjoying the mystery tremendously.

It was very delightful to hear all the visitors at their house talking

of "Evelina" without the faintest notion that the author was sitting

there listening to all they had to say. But the time came when Dr.

Burney learned the secret, and his pride in Fanny's accomplishment

could not keep him silent. He told the story to several of his friends

and they, very much amazed, passed it on to others. Then Mrs. Thrale, a

friend of the Burneys, gave a dinner, and told her guests that they

should have the pleasure of meeting the author of "Evelina" there. When

they came they were presented to the shy, quiet young woman whom they

had often seen at Dr. Burney's house. She was overwhelmed with

congratulations, and when the party came to an end Sir Joshua Reynolds,

with a most courtly bow, bent over her hand, and hoped that he might

shortly have the pleasure of entertaining her at his home in Leicester

Square. When she went home Fanny said to Susan, "The joke of it is that

the people spoke as if they were afraid of me, instead of my being very

much afraid of them."

"Evelina" made Fanny Burney famous. She became a well-known figure in

London life, and wrote other novels, "Cecilia, "Camilla," and "The

Wanderer." She wrote a life of Dr. Burney, and she kept many diaries,

all of which were filled with witty and humorous descriptions of the

people of her age. In time she was appointed a Lady in Waiting to Queen

Charlotte, wife of George III, and took a prominent part at court.

Later she married the French Chevalier D'Arblay, and went with him to

France, where she had many exciting adventures during the Reign of

Terror. She afterward described these adventures in her diary and it

gives a most interesting account of those thrilling times.

So it was that "the silent, observant Miss Fanny" became one of the

great figures of England at the close of the eighteenth century, and it

was the fact that she could not give up her love of writing and had to

tell the story of her heroine Evelina that first brought her to the

notice of the world and made her famous.

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