CHAPTER XIV.

How dazzlingly lovely she was! I gazed at her with the same bewildered

fascination that had stupefied my reason and judgment when I beheld her

for the first time. The black robes she wore, the long crape veil

thrown back from her clustering hair and _mignonne_ face, all the

somber shadows of her mourning garb only served to heighten and display

her beauty to greater advantage. A fair widow truly! I, her lately

deceased husband, freely admitted the magnetic power of her charms! She

paused for an instant on the threshold, a winning smile on her lips;

she looked at me, hesitated, and finally spoke in courteous accents:

“I think I cannot be mistaken! Do I address the noble _Conte_ Cesare

Oliva?”

I tried to speak, but could not. My mouth was dry and parched with

excitement, my throat swelled and ached with the pent-up wrath and

despair of my emotions. I answered her question silently by a formal

bow. She at once advanced, extending both her hands with the coaxing

grace of manner I had so often admired.

“I am the Countess Romani,” she said, still smiling. “I heard from

_Signor_ Ferrari that you purposed visiting his studio this afternoon,

and I could not resist the temptation of coming to express my personal

acknowledgments for the almost regal gift you sent me. The jewels are

really magnificent. Permit me to offer you my sincere thanks!”

I caught her outstretched hands and wrung them hard—so hard that the

rings she wore must have dug into her flesh and hurt her, though she

was too well-bred to utter any exclamation. I had fully recovered

myself, and was prepared to act out my part.

“On the contrary, madame,” I said in a strong harsh voice, “the thanks

must come entirely from me for the honor you have conferred upon me by

accepting trifles so insignificant—especially at a time when the cold

brilliancy of mere diamonds must jar upon the sensitive feelings of

your recent widowhood. Believe me, I sympathize deeply with your

bereavement. Had your husband lived, the jewels would have been his

gift to you, and how much more acceptable they would then have appeared

in your eyes! I am proud to think you have condescended so far as to

receive them from so unworthy a hand as mine.”

As I spoke her face paled—she seemed startled, and regarded me

earnestly. Sheltered behind my smoked spectacles, I met the gaze of her

large dark eyes without embarrassment. Slowly she withdrew her slight

fingers from my clasp. I placed an easy chair for her, she sunk softly

into it with her old air of indolent ease, the ease of a spoiled

empress or sultan’s favorite, while she still continued to look up at

me thoughtfully. Ferrari, meanwhile, busied himself in bringing out

more wine, he also produced a dish of fruit and some sweet cakes, and

while occupied in these duties as our host he began to laugh.

“Ha, ha! you are caught!” he exclaimed to me gayly. “You must know we

planned this together, madame and I, just to take you by surprise.

There was no knowing when you would be persuaded to visit the

_contessa_, and she could not rest till she had thanked you, so we

arranged this meeting. Could anything be better? Come, _conte_, confess

that you are charmed!”

“Of course I am!” I answered with a slight touch of satire in my tone.

“Who would not be charmed in the presence of such youth and beauty! And

I am also flattered—for I know what exceptional favor the _Contessa_

Romani extends toward me in allowing me to make her acquaintance at a

time which must naturally be for her a secluded season of sorrow.”

At these words my wife’s face suddenly assumed an expression of wistful

sadness and appealing gentleness.

“Ah, poor unfortunate Fabio,” she sighed. “How terrible it seems that

he is not here to greet you! How gladly he would have welcomed any

friend of his father’s—he adored his father, poor fellow! I cannot

realize that he is dead. It was too sudden, too dreadful! I do not

think I shall ever recover the shock of his loss!”

And her eyes actually filled with tears; though the fact did not

surprise me in the least, for many women can weep at will. Very little

practice is necessary—and we men are such fools, we never know how it

is done; we take all the pretty feigned piteousness for real grief, and

torture ourselves to find methods of consolation for the feminine

sorrows which have no root save in vanity and selfishness. I glanced

quickly from my wife to Ferrari: he coughed, and appeared

embarrassed—he was not so good an actor as she was an actress. Studying

them both, I know not which feeling gained the mastery in my

mind—contempt or disgust.

“Console yourself, madame,” I said, coldly. “Time should be quick to

heal the wounds of one so young and beautiful as you are! Personally

speaking, I much regret your husband’s death, but I would entreat _you_

not to give way to grief, which, however sincere, must unhappily be

useless. Your life lies before you—and may happy days and as fair a

future await you as you deserve!”

She smiled, her tear-drops vanished like morning dew disappearing in

the heat.

“I thank you for your good wishes, _conte_,” she said “but it rests

with you to commence my happy days by honoring me with a visit. You

will come, will you not? My house and all that it contains are at your

service!”

I hesitated. Ferrari looked amused.

“Madame is not aware of your dislike to the society of ladies,

_conte_,” he said, and there was a touch of mockery in his tone. I

glanced at him coldly, and addressed my answer to my wife.

“_Signor_ Ferrari is perfectly right,” I said, bending over her, and

speaking in a low tone; “I am often ungallant enough to avoid the

society of mere women, but, alas! I have no armor of defense against

the smile of an angel.”

And I bowed with a deep and courtly reverence. Her face brightened—she

adored her own loveliness, and the desire of conquest awoke in her

immediately. She took a glass of wine from my hand with a languid

grace, and fixed her glorious eyes full on me with a smile.

“That is a very pretty speech,” she said, sweetly, “and it means, of

course, that you will come to-morrow. Angels exact obedience! Gui—, I

mean _Signor_ Ferrari, you will accompany the _conte_ and show him the

way to the villa?”

Ferrari bent his head with some stiffness. He looked slightly sullen.

“I am glad to see,” he observed, with some petulance, “that your

persuasions have carried more conviction to the _Conte_ Oliva than

mine. To me he was apparently inflexible.”

She laughed gayly. “Of course! It is only a woman who can always win

her own way—am I not right, _conte_?” And she glanced up at me with an

arch expression of mingled mirth and malice. What a love of mischief

she had! She saw that Guido was piqued, and she took intense delight in

teasing him still further.

“I cannot tell, madame,” I answered her. “I know so little of your

charming sex that I need to be instructed. But I instinctively feel

that _you_ must be right, whatever you say. Your eyes would convert an

infidel!”

Again she looked at me with one of those wonderfully brilliant,

seductive, arrowy glances—then she rose to take her leave.

“An angel’s visit truly,” I said, lightly, “sweet, but brief!”

“We shall meet to-morrow,” she replied, smiling. “I consider I have

your promise; you must not fail me! Come as early as you like in the

afternoon, then you will see my little girl Stella. She is very like

poor Fabio. Till to-morrow, adieu!”

She extended her hand. I raised it to my lips. She smiled as she

withdrew it, and looking at me, or rather at the glasses I wore, she

inquired:

“You suffer with your eyes?”

“Ah, madame, a terrible infirmity! I cannot endure the light. But I

should not complain—it is a weakness common to age.”

“You do not seem to be old,” she said, thoughtfully. With a woman’s

quick eye she had noted, I suppose, the unwrinkled smoothness of my

skin, which no disguise could alter. But I exclaimed with affected

surprise:

“Not old! With these white hairs!”

“Many young men have them,” she said. “At any rate, they often

accompany middle age, or what is called the prime of life. And really,

in your case, they are very becoming!”

And with a courteous gesture of farewell she moved to leave the room.

Both Ferrari and myself hastened to escort her downstairs to her

carriage, which stood in waiting at the door—the very carriage and pair

of chestnut ponies which I myself had given her as a birthday present.

Ferrari offered to assist her in mounting the step of the vehicle; she

put his arm aside with a light jesting word and accepted mine instead.

I helped her in, and arranged her embroidered wraps about her feet, and

she nodded gayly to us both as we stood bareheaded in the afternoon

sunlight watching her departure. The horses started at a brisk canter,

and in a couple of minutes the dainty equipage was out of sight. When

nothing more of it could be seen than the cloud of dust stirred up by

its rolling wheels, I turned to look at my companion. His face was

stern, and his brows were drawn together in a frown. Stung already! I

thought. Already the little asp of jealousy commenced its bitter work!

The trifling favor _his_ light-o’-love and _my_ wife had extended to me

in choosing _my_ arm instead of _his_ as a momentary support had

evidently been sufficient to pique his pride. God! what blind bats men

are! With all their high capabilities and immortal destinies, with all

the world before them to conquer, they can sink unnerved and beaten

down to impotent weakness before the slighting word or insolent gesture

of a frivolous feminine creature, whose best devotions are paid to the

mirror that reflects her in the most becoming light! How easy would be

my vengeance, I mused, as I watched Ferrari. I touched him on the

shoulder; he started from his uncomfortable reverie and forced a smile.

I held out a cigar-case.

“What are you dreaming of?” I asked him, laughingly. “Hebe as she

waited on the gods, or Venus as she rose in bare beauty from the waves?

Either, neither, or both? I assure you a comfortable smoke is as

pleasant in its way as the smile of a woman.”

He took a cigar and lighted it, but made no answer.

“You are dull, my friend,” I continued, gayly, hooking my arm through

his and pacing him up and down on the turf in front of his studio.

“Wit, they say, should be sharpened by the glance of a bright eye; how

comes it that the edge of your converse seems blunted? Perhaps your

feelings are too deep for words? If so, I do not wonder at it, for the

lady is extremely lovely.”

He glanced quickly at me.

“Did I not say so?” he exclaimed. “Of all creatures under heaven she is

surely the most perfect! Even you, _conte_, with your cynical ideas

about women, even you were quite subdued and influenced by her; I could

see it!”

I puffed slowly at my cigar and pretended to meditate.

“Was I?” I said at last, with an air of well-acted surprise. “Really

subdued and influenced? I do not think so. But I admit I have never

seen a woman so entirely beautiful.”

He stopped in his walk, loosened his arm from mine, and regarded me

fixedly.

“I told you so,” he said, deliberately. “You must remember that I told

you so. And now perhaps I ought to warn you.”

“Warn me!” I exclaimed, in feigned alarm. “Of what? against whom?

Surely not the _Contessa_ Romani, to whom you were so anxious to

introduce me? She has no illness, no infectious disorder? She is not

dangerous to life or limb, is she?”

Ferrari laughed at the anxiety I displayed for my own bodily safety—an

anxiety which I managed to render almost comic—but he looked somewhat

relieved too.

“Oh, no,” he said, “I meant nothing of that kind. I only think it fair

to tell you that she has very seductive manners, and she may pay you

little attentions which would flatter any man who was not aware that

they are only a part of her childlike, pretty ways; in short, they

might lead him erroneously to suppose himself the object of her

particular preference, and—”

I broke into a violent fit of laughter, and clapped him roughly on the

shoulder.

“Your warning is quite unnecessary, my good young friend,” I said.

“Come now, do I look a likely man to attract the attention of an adored

and capricious beauty? Besides, at my age the idea is monstrous! I

could figure as her father, as yours, if you like, but in the capacity

of a lover—impossible!”

He eyed me attentively

“She said you did not seem old,” he murmured, half to himself and half

to me.

“Oh, I grant you she made me that little compliment, certainly,” I

answered, amused at the suspicions that evidently tortured his mind;

“and I accepted it as it was meant—in kindness. I am well aware what a

battered and unsightly wreck of a man I must appear in her eyes when

contrasted with _you_, Sir Antinous!”

He flushed warmly. Then, with a half-apologetic air, he said:

“Well, you must forgive me if I have seemed overscrupulous. The

_contessa_ is like a—a sister to me; in fact, my late friend Fabio

encouraged a fraternal affection between us, and now he is gone I feel

it more than ever my duty to protect her, as it were, from herself. She

is so young and light-hearted and thoughtless that—but you understand

me, do you not?”

I bowed. I understood him perfectly. He wanted no more poachers on the

land he himself had pilfered. Quite right, from his point of view! But

I was the rightful owner of the land after all, and I naturally had a

different opinion of the matter. However, I made no remark, and feigned

to be rather bored by the turn the conversation was taking. Seeing

this, Ferrari exerted himself to be agreeable; he became a gay and

entertaining companion once more, and after he had fixed the hour for

our visit to the Villa Romani the next afternoon, our talk turned upon

various matters connected with Naples and its inhabitants and their

mode of life. I hazarded a few remarks on the general immorality and

loose principles that prevailed among the people, just to draw my

companion out and sound his character more thoroughly—though I thought

I knew his opinions well.

“Pooh, my dear _conte_,” he exclaimed, with a light laugh, as he threw

away the end of his cigar, and watched it as it burned dully like a

little red lamp among the green grass where it had fallen, “what is

immorality after all? Merely a matter of opinion. Take the hackneyed

virtue of conjugal fidelity. When followed out to the better end what

is the good of it—where does it lead? Why should a man be tied to one

woman when he has love enough for twenty? The pretty slender girl whom

he chose as a partner in his impulsive youth may become a fat, coarse,

red-faced female horror by the time he has attained to the full vigor

of manhood—and yet, as long as she lives, the law insists that the full

tide of passion shall flow always in one direction—always to the same

dull, level, unprofitable shore! The law is absurd, but it exists; and

the natural consequence is that we break it. Society pretends to be

horrified when we do—yes, I know; but it is all pretense. And the thing

is no worse in Naples than it is in London, the capital of the moral

British race, only here we are perfectly frank, and make no effort to

hide our little sins, while there, they cover them up carefully and

make believe to be virtuous. It is the veriest humbug—the parable of

Pharisee and Publican over again.”

“Not quite,” I observed, “for the Publican was repentant, and Naples is

not.”

“Why should she be?” demanded Ferrari, gayly; “what, in the name of

Heaven, is the good of being penitent about anything? Will it mend

matters? Who is to be pacified or pleased by our contrition? God? My

dear _conte_, there are very few of us nowadays who believe in a Deity.

Creation is a mere caprice of the natural elements. The best thing we

can do is to enjoy ourselves while we live; we have a very short time

of it, and when we die there is an end of all things so far as we are

concerned.”

“That is your creed?” I asked.

“That is my creed, certainly. It was Solomon’s in his heart of hearts.

‘Eat, drink and be merry, for to-morrow we die.’ It is the creed of

Naples, and of nearly all Italy. Of course the vulgar still cling to

exploded theories of superstitious belief, but the educated classes are

far beyond the old-world notions.”

“I believe you,” I answered, composedly. I had no wish to argue with

him; I only sought to read his shallow soul through and through that I

might be convinced of his utter worthlessness. “According to modern

civilization there is really no special need to be virtuous unless it

suits us. The only thing necessary for pleasant living is to avoid

public scandal.”

“Just so!” agreed Ferrari; “and that can always be easily managed. Take

a woman’s reputation—nothing is so easily lost, we all know, before she

is actually married; but marry her well, and she is free. She can have

a dozen lovers if she likes, and if she is a good manager her husband

need never be the wiser. He has _his_ amours, of course—why should she

not have hers also? Only some women are clumsy, they are over-sensitive

and betray themselves too easily; then the injured husband (carefully

concealing his little peccadilloes) finds everything out and there is a

devil of a row—a moral row, which is the worst kind of row. But a

really clever woman can always steer clear of slander if she likes.”

Contemptible ruffian! I thought, glancing at his handsome face and

figure with scarcely veiled contempt. With all his advantages of

education and his well-bred air he was yet ruffian to the core—as low

in nature, if not lower, than the half-savage tramp for whom no social

law has ever existed or ever will exist. But I merely observed:

“It is easy to see that you have a thorough knowledge of the world and

its ways. I admire your perception! From your remarks I judge that you

have no sympathy with marital wrongs?”

“Not the least,” he replied, dryly; “they are too common and too

ludicrous. The ‘wronged husband,’ as he considers himself in such

cases, always cuts such an absurd figure.”

“Always?” I inquired, with apparent curiosity.

“Well, generally speaking, he does. How can he remedy the matter? He

can only challenge his wife’s lover. A duel is fought in which neither

of the opponents are killed, they wound each other slightly, embrace,

weep, have coffee together, and for the future consent to share the

lady’s affections amicably.”

“_Veramente_!” I exclaimed, with a forced laugh, inwardly cursing his

detestable flippancy; “that is the fashionable mode of taking

vengeance?”

“Absolutely the one respectable way of doing it,” he replied; “it is

only the _canaille_ who draw heart’s blood in earnest.”

Only the _canaille_! I looked at him fixedly. His smiling eyes met mine

with a frank and fearless candor. Evidently he was not ashamed of his

opinions, he rather gloried in them. As he stood there with the warm

sunlight playing upon his features he seemed the very type of youthful

and splendid manhood; an Apollo in exterior—in mind a Silenus. My soul

sickened at the sight of him. I felt that the sooner this strong

treacherous life was crushed the better; there would be one traitor

less in the world at any rate. The thought of my dread but just purpose

passed over me like the breath of a bitter wind—a tremor shook my

nerves. My face must have betrayed some sign of my inward emotion, for

Ferrari exclaimed:

“You are fatigued, _conte_? You are ill! Pray take my arm!”

He extended it as he spoke. I put it gently but firmly aside.

“It is nothing,” I said, coldly; “a mere faintness which often

overcomes me, the remains of a recent illness.” Here I glanced at my

watch; the afternoon was waning rapidly.

“If you will excuse me,” I continued, “I will now take leave of you.

Regarding the pictures you have permitted me to select, my servant

shall call for them this evening to save you the trouble of sending

them.”

“It is no trouble—” began Ferrari.

“Pardon me,” I interrupted him; “you must allow me to arrange the

matter in my own way. I am somewhat self-willed, as you know.”

He bowed and smiled—the smile of a courtier and sycophant—a smile I

hated. He eagerly proposed to accompany me back to my hotel, but I

declined this offer somewhat peremptorily, though at the same time

thanking him for his courtesy. The truth was I had had almost too much

of his society; the strain on my nerves began to tell; I craved to be

alone. I felt that if I were much longer with him I should be tempted

to spring at him and throttle the life out of him. As it was, I bade

him adieu with friendly though constrained politeness; he was profuse

in his acknowledgments of the favor I had done him by purchasing his

pictures. I waived all thanks aside, assuring him that my satisfaction

in the matter far exceeded his, and that I was proud to be the

possessor of such valuable proofs of his genius. He swallowed my

flattery as eagerly as a fish swallows bait, and we parted on excellent

terms. He watched me from his door as I walked down the hilly road with

the slow and careful step of an elderly man; once out of his sight,

however, I quickened my pace, for the tempest of conflicting sensations

within me made it difficult for me to maintain even the appearance of

composure. On entering my apartment at the hotel the first thing that

met my eyes was a large gilt osier basket, filled with fine fruit and

flowers, placed conspicuously on the center-table.

I summoned my valet. “Who sent this?” I demanded.

“Madame the _Contessa_ Romani,” replied Vincenzo with discreet gravity.

“There is a card attached, if the _eccellenza_ will be pleased to

look.”

I did look. It was my wife’s visiting-card, and on it was written in

her own delicate penmanship—

“To remind the _conte_ of his promised visit to-morrow.”

A sudden anger possessed me. I crumpled up the dainty glossy bit of

pasteboard and flung it aside. The mingled odors of the fruit and

flowers offended my senses.

“I care nothing for these trifles,” I said, addressing Vincenzo almost

impatiently. “Take them to the little daughter of the hotel-keeper; she

is a child, she will appreciate them. Take them away at once.”

Obediently Vincenzo lifted the basket and bore it out of the room. I

was relieved when its fragrance and color had vanished. I, to receive

as a gift, the product of my own garden! Half vexed, half sore at

heart, I threw myself into an easychair—anon I laughed aloud! So!

Madame commences the game early, I thought. Already paying these marked

attentions to a man she knows nothing of beyond that he is reported to

be fabulously wealthy. Gold, gold forever! What will it not do! It will

bring the proud to their knees, it will force the obstinate to servile

compliance, it will conquer aversion and prejudice. The world is a

slave to its yellow glitter, and the love of woman, that perishable

article of commerce, is ever at its command. Would you obtain a kiss

from a pair of ripe-red lips that seem the very abode of honeyed

sweetness? Pay for it then with a lustrous diamond; the larger the gem

the longer the kiss! The more diamonds you give, the more caresses you

will get. The _jeunesse dorée_ who ruin themselves and their ancestral

homes for the sake of the newest and prettiest female puppet on the

stage know this well enough. I smiled bitterly as I thought of the

languid witching look my wife had given me when she said, “You do not

seem to be old!” I knew the meaning of her eyes; I had not studied

their liquid lights and shadows so long for nothing. My road to revenge

was a straight and perfectly smooth line—almost too smooth. I could

have wished for some difficulty, some obstruction; but there was

none—absolutely none. The traitors walked deliberately into the trap

set for them. Over and over again I asked myself quietly and in cold

blood—was there any reason why I should have pity on them? Had they

shown one redeeming point in their characters? Was there any nobleness,

any honesty, any real sterling good quality in either of them to

justify my consideration? And always the answer came, _no_! Hollow to

the heart’s core, hypocrites both, liars both—even the guilty passion

they cherished for one another had no real earnestness in it save the

pursuit of present pleasure; for she, Nina, in that fatal interview in

the avenue where I had been a tortured listener, had hinted at the

possibility of tiring of her lover, and _he_ had frankly declared to me

that very day that it was absurd to suppose a man could be true to one

woman all his life. In brief, they deserved their approaching fate.

Such men as Guido and such women as my wife, are, I know, common enough

in all classes of society, but they are not the less pernicious

animals, meriting extermination as much, if not more, than the less

harmful beasts of prey. The poor beasts at any rate tell no lies, and

after death their skins are of some value; but who shall measure the

mischief done by a false tongue—and of what use is the corpse of a liar

save to infect the air with pestilence? I used to wonder at the

superiority of men over the rest of the animal creation, but I see now

that it is chiefly gained by excess of selfish cunning. The bulky,

good-natured, ignorant lion who has only one honest way of defending

himself, namely with tooth and claw, is no match for the jumping

two-legged little rascal who hides himself behind a bush and fires a

gun aimed direct at the bigger brute’s heart. Yet the lion’s mode of

battle is the braver of the two, and the cannons, torpedoes and other

implements of modern warfare are proofs of man’s cowardice and cruelty

as much as they are of his diabolical ingenuity. Calmly comparing the

ordinary lives of men and beasts—judging them by their abstract virtues

merely—I am inclined to think the beasts the more respectable of the

two!

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