CHAPTER IV.

Little enough, indeed, would Second Westings ever have seen of the

heartsore and rebellious child, but for this Uncle Bob. Searching his

own spirit, he understood hers; and maintaining a discreet silence as

to the chief points of his discovery, he set himself the duty of

accompanying Barbara on the long, complicated journey to Connecticut.

Not content with delivering his charge into the hands of Mistress

Mehitable,--whom he liked despite her uneasy half-disapproval of

himself,--he stayed long summer weeks at Second Westings, thus bridging

over for Barbara the terrible chasm between the old life and the new,

and by his tactful conciliation on every side making the new life look

a little less hatefully alien to her. He took her riding all over the

township; he took her canoeing on the lake, and down the outlet to its

junction with the river; and so not only won her a freedom of movement

hitherto unheard-of among the maidens of Second Westings, but also

showed her that the solace of wild woods and sweet waters was to be

found no less in Connecticut than in her longed-for Maryland.

Moreover, Uncle Bob had "a presence." Second Westings scrutinised him

severely, all ready to condemn the stranger folk to whom Winthrop Ladd

had turned in his marrying. But Second Westings felt constrained to

acknowledge at once that Winthrop Ladd had married within his class.

To high and low alike--and the line between high and low was sharply

drawn at Second Westings--it was obvious that the sister of Mr. Robert

Glenowen must have been gently born. Those who would not let

themselves be warmed by Uncle Bob's bright heartsomeness were unable to

withhold acknowledgment of his good breeding. Mistress Mehitable,

though antagonised by vague gossip as to his "wildness," nevertheless

recognised with serious relief that no common blood had been suffered

to obscure the clear blue stream whose purity the Ladds held precious.

"Light, I fear--if not, in other surroundings, ungodly; but beyond all

cavil a gentleman!" pronounced the Reverend Jonathan Sawyer, flicking

snuff from his sleeve with white, scholarly fingers. He was not so

innocent as to attach too much importance to Uncle Bob's devout

attitude through those interminable services which made a weekly

nightmare of the Connecticut Sabbath; but he had found a reserved

satisfaction in the young man's company over a seemly glass and a pipe

of bright Virginia. He had a feeling that the visitor's charm was more

or less subversive of discipline, and that it would be, on the whole,

for the spiritual welfare of Second Westings if the visit should be

brief; but meanwhile he took what he could of Uncle Bob's society.

Class against creed, and a fair field, and it's long odds on class.

But in the minds of Doctor John and Doctor Jim Pigeon--physicians,

brothers, comrades, fierce professional rivals, justices of the peace,

and divinely self-appointed guardians of the sanctity of caste for all

the neighbourhood--there were no misgivings. Their instincts accepted

Bob Glenowen at first glance. Their great, rugged faces and mighty

shoulders towering over him,--and Uncle Bob himself was nowise scant of

stature,--they looked at him and then into each other's eyes; and

agreed, as they did on most subjects outside the theory and practice of

medicine.

"You are right welcome to Second Westings, Mr. Glenowen!" exclaimed

Doctor Jim, in a big, impetuous voice, grasping his hand heartily.

"And we trust that you may be slow to leave us, Mr. Glenowen!" added

Doctor John, in a voice which any competent jury, blindfolded, would

have pronounced identical.

Recognising the true fibre and the fineness of these two big, gentle

autocrats, Uncle Bob made a special point of commending Barbara to

their hearts--in which commending he so well sped, and indeed was so

well seconded by Barbara herself, who loved them from the moment when

her eyes first fell upon them, that they presently constituted

themselves special guardians to the little maid, and indulgent

mitigators of Mistress Mehitable's conscience. The manner in which

they fulfilled the sometimes conflicting duties of these offices will

appear pretty persistently in the sequel.

It was to Uncle Bob, also, that Barbara owed the somewhat disreputable

friendship of old Debby. The very first day that he and Barbara went

canoeing on the lake, they explored the outlet, discovered old Debby's

cabin, paid an uninvited call, and captivated the old dame's crusty

heart. Glenowen knew human nature. He had the knack of going straight

to the quintessential core of it, and pinning his faith to that in

spite of all unpromising externals. He decided at once that Debby

would be a good diversion for Barbara after he was gone; and when,

later in the day, he learned that the old woman was universally but

vaguely reprobated by the prim folk of Second Westings, he was more

than ever assured that she would be a comfort to Barbara through many a

dark hour of strangerhood and virtuous misunderstanding.

But Uncle Bob's visit had to end. He went away with misgivings,

leaving Barbara to pit her careless candour, her thoughtless

self-absorption, her scorn of all opinions that differed from her own,

her caprices, her passionate enthusiasms, her fierce intolerance of

criticism or control, against the granitic conventions of an old New

England village. The half guilty, half amused support of Doctor John

and Doctor Jim gave importance to her revolt, and so lightened the rod

of Aunt Kitty's discipline as to save Barbara from the more ignominious

of the penalties which her impetuous wilfulness would otherwise have

incurred. The complete, though forbidden, sympathy of old Debby,

affording the one safe outlet to her tumultuous resentments and

passionate despairs, saved the child from brain-sickness; and once,

indeed, on a particularly black day of humiliation, from suicide.

Barbara had shaken the very foundations of law, order, and religion, by

riding at a wild gallop, one Sunday afternoon, down the wide main

street of Second Westings just as the good folk were coming out of

meeting. Her rebellious waves of dark hair streamed out behind her

little head. Her white teeth flashed wickedly between her parted

scarlet lips, her big eyes flamed with the intoxication of liberty and

protest--to these good folk it seemed an unholy light. Barbara ought

to have been at meeting, but had been left at home, reluctantly, by

Aunt Hitty, because she had seemed too sick to get out of bed. In very

truth she had been sick beyond all feigning. Then one of those violent

reactions of recovery which sometimes cause the nervous temperament to

be miserably misunderstood had seized her at an inauspicious moment.

As the tide of young vitality surged back to brain and vein and nerve,

she had felt that she must let herself loose in wild action, or die.

All unrealising the enormity of the offence, she had flung down her mad

defiance to the sanctified and iron-bound repose of the New England

Sabbath.

Such a sacrilege could not be overlooked or condoned. The congregation

was appalled. Long upper lips were drawn down ominously, as austere

eyes followed the vision of the fleeing child on the great black horse.

Could it be that she was possessed of a devil? Pitying eyes were

turned upon Aunt Hitty; and triumphant eyes of gratified grudge,

moreover, for Aunt Hitty was proud, and had virtuous ill-wishers in the

village. But Mistress Mehitable Ladd was equal to the occasion. With

a level stare of her blue eyes, a cold tranquillity upon her small,

fine mouth, she froze comment and forestalled suggestion. The feeling

went abroad, in a subtle way, that the case would be dealt with and the

piety of Second Westings vindicated in the eyes of Heaven. Doctor John

and Doctor Jim looked grave, and said not a word. This was a time when

Mistress Mehitable, they well knew, would brook no interference.

Of course there could be no question of such correction as would have

fallen to the lot of any ordinary offender. There could be no such

thing as putting a _Ladd_ in the stocks. The regular machinery of

village law rested quiescent. Equally of course, Mistress Mehitable

would do nothing in anger. She was humiliated before the whole

village, in a manner that could never be forgotten or wiped out. But

her first feeling and her last feeling were alike of sorrow only. She

would do her duty because Winthrop's child must be saved. But she had

no proud consciousness of virtue in doing it. First, she attempted to

explain to Barbara the depth, quality, and significance of her sin, its

possible influence upon the ethics of Second Westings if allowed to go

unpunished, the special variety of inherited evil which it revealed in

her nature, and her stupendous need of having this evil eradicated by

devotedly merciless correction. After the first few words of this

exhortation, Barbara heard no more. She was at all times fiercely

impatient of criticism, and now, being determined not to fly into a

fury and further complicate her predicament, she shut her eyes,

inwardly closed her ears, and concentrated her imagination on memories

of the longed-for plantation by the Pawtuxet. This concentration gave

her vivid little face an air of quietude, subjection, and voiceless

sorrow, which Aunt Hitty was glad to construe as repentance. But it

earned no mitigation of punishment. For one whole week Barbara was a

prisoner in her room, eating her heart out in hatred of the stupidity

and injustice of life. Then came around, at last, another Sabbath.

Barbara was taken to church. There her proud soul was affronted by a

public rebuke from the pastor, who exhorted her from the pulpit,

contented the congregation by a rehearsal of her punishment, and held

her up as an example to the other children of the village. Barbara

listened with shut eyes and white lips, her heart bursting with rage.

She ached to kill him, to kill her aunt, to annihilate Second

Westings--saving only the animals, old Debby, Mercy Chapman, Doctor

John and Doctor Jim. But when the good divine went on to say that her

discipline would be concluded with a wholesome chastisement on the

morrow, in the privacy of the house to which her sinful conduct had

brought grief,--then, indeed, her heart stood still. She felt a great

calmness come over her. She made up her mind to escape by her window

that very evening and drown herself in the lake. If life contained

such horrors she would have done with it.

She did not go that night, however, because she feared the dark. It

was gray dawn when she climbed from her window. Blind, resolved,

swift-footed, she fled through the woods. Old Debby, resting in her

punt by the lake's edge, not far from the Ladd landing-place, was

pulling some sweet-rooted water-plants of a virtue known only to

herself, when she was startled by a heavy splash and a little gasping

cry which came from the other side of a steep point some four or five

rods distant. Her vigorous old arms drove the punt through the water

in mad haste--for there was something in the cry that wrenched at her

heart. Rounding the point, she stood close in to the foot of a rock

which jutted out into five or six feet of water. Peering down over the

side of the punt, she saw lying on the bottom a slim, small body. A

groan burst from her lips, for Barbara's face was half visible; and the

old woman understood at once. She had heard the village gossip, and

she had feared a tragedy. She knew that Barbara could swim,--but there

was her long scarf of red silk twisted about the little arms lest

resolution should falter in the face of the last great demand.

For a second old Debby was at fault. She could not swim. Then her

brain worked. Reaching down with one of the oars, she twisted the

blade tightly into the skirt of the child's gown, pulled her up, and

snatched her into the boat. Experienced and ready in emergency, the

old woman thrust ashore, laid the moveless little figure down upon a

mossy hillock, and in a very few minutes succeeded in bringing it back

to conscious life. She asked no questions, while Barbara clung to her,

sobbing spasmodically at long intervals. She murmured pet names to

her, caressed and soothed her, told her she was safe and no one should

abuse her, and finally, lifting her into the punt and laying her gently

on an armful of sweet bracken in the stern, rowed over the lake to her

cabin. Throughout the journey Barbara lay with closed eyes, while the

young life, slowly but obstinately reasserting itself, brought back the

colour to cheeks and lips. Only once did she speak. Lifting her lids,

she gazed fixedly at the hard-lined old face that bent over the swaying

oars.

"Oh, why did you do it, Debby dear?" she asked, weakly. "If you knew

how I hate to live!"

"Tut! tut! honey!" answered the old woman, with a cheerful positiveness

that made her despair suddenly seem to Barbara unreasonable and unreal.

"Ye don't want to die yet awhile. An' whatever ye want, ye cain't die

yet awhile, fer I've seen it in yer blessed little hands that ye've got

a long life afore ye. Moresoever, I read it that life's got a heap of

happiness in store fer ye. So you be brave, Miss Barby, an' think how

Uncle Bob would 'a' broke his poor heart if ye'd got yer own way an'

drownded yerself."

"Yes," murmured Barbara, drowsily, sinking away into peace after her

long pain, "Uncle Bob would have been sorry!" Then, after a pause, she

added softly under her breath: "I'll run away and go to Uncle Bob some

day!"

Old Debby heard the words, but made no comment. She stored them in her

memory, and afterward kept crafty watch whenever she saw, by Barbara's

mood, that a crisis was on at Aunt Kitty's. For the time, however, she

felt no great anxiety, it being very plain to her that this present

crisis was past, and that Barbara was no longer strung up to the pitch

of violent action or any course that would require initiative. Nerve

and will alike relaxed, the child was submissive through exhaustion.

At the cabin Debby first made her eat some breakfast, and then got her

interested in a brood of chickens just one day out of the shell. The

mother hen ruffled her feathers, scolded in shrill protest, and pecked

angrily, but Barbara reached under the brooding wings and drew out a

bead-eyed, golden-yellow, downy ball. Her face lightened tenderly as

she felt the tiny bill and fragile baby claws snuggling against her

enclosing palms.

"She's all right now!" said old Debby to herself, nodding her head in

satisfaction. Aloud she said,--as she got a clean white sunbonnet out

of the chest, adjusted it on her sparse locks, and tied its strings

beneath her grim chin,--"I'm goin' to leave ye a bit, honey, to mind

the chickens fer me an' look after the place while I go in to Second

Westings to hev a bit o' talk with Doctor Jim. Promise me not to quit

the place while I'm gone?"

"I'll take good care of everything till you get back, Debby," answered

Barbara, abstractedly, without turning her head. She had relinquished

the downy chicken, and was busy conciliating the ruffled hen with

crumbs.

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