CHAPTER IV

GOD'S SELF-EXPRESSION AND THE MIND OF TO-DAY

I

To the mind of to-day trust would be easier were it not for the terror

lest God's plans involve us in fearful things from which we shrink. We

have heard so much of the trials He sends; of the gifts of Tantalus He

keeps forever in our sight but just beyond our reach; of the blessings

He actually bestows upon us only to snatch them away when we have come

to love them most--we have heard so much of this that we are often

afraid of His will as the greatest among the evils of which we stand

in dread.

In many cases this is the root of our fear. We cannot trust without

misgiving to the love of God. What is there then that we can trust to?

We can't trust to ourselves; still less can we trust to our fellow-men.

Those whom we love and in whom we have confidence being as weak as

ourselves, if not weaker than we, establish our spirits not at all. If,

therefore, we mentally poison the well of Universal Good-intent at its

very source what have we to depend on?

I have already referred to the God of repressions and denials, and now

must speak a little more freely of this travesty on "the Father," as

expressed to us in Jesus Christ. Of all the obstacles to the rooting out

of fear the lingering belief in such a distortion of Divine Love is to

my mind the most deeply based.

I often think it a proof of the vital truth in the message of Jesus

Christ that it persists in holding the heart in spite of the ugly thing

which, from so many points of view, the Caucasian has managed to make of

it. Nowhere is the cruelty of Caucasian misinterpretation more evident

than in the meanings given to the glorious phrase, "the Will of God." I

do not exaggerate when I say that in most Caucasian minds the Will of

God is a bitter, ruthless force, to which we can only drug ourselves

into submission. It is always ready to thwart us, to stab us in the

back, or to strike us where our affections are tenderest. We hold our

blessings only on the tenure of its caprice. Our pleasures are but the

stolen moments we can snatch from its inattention.

As an example I quote some stanzas from a hymn frequently sung where

English-speaking people worship, and more or less expressive of the

whole Caucasian attitude toward "God's Will."

My God, my Father, while I stray

Far from my home on life's rough way,

Oh, teach me from my heart to say,

Thy Will be done.

Though dark my path and sad my lot,

Let me be still, and murmur not,

Or breathe the prayer divinely taught,

Thy Will be done.

What though in lonely grief I sigh

For friends beloved no longer nigh,

Submissive still would I reply,

Thy Will be done.

If thou shouldst call me to resign

What most I prize, it ne'er was mine;

I only yield thee what is thine;

Thy Will be done.

These lines, typical of a whole class of sentimental hymnology, are

important only in as far as they are widely known and express a more or

less standardised point of view. The implication they contain is that

all deprivation is brought upon us by the Will of God, and that our

wisest course is to beat ourselves down before that which we cannot

modify. Beneath the car of this Juggernaut we must flout our judgments

and crush our affections. As He knows so well where to hit us we must

stifle our moans when He does so. As He knows so well what will ring our

hearts we must be content to let Him give so that He can the more

poignantly take away. The highest exercise of our own free will is to

"be still and murmur not"--to admit that we need the chastisement--to

crouch beneath the blows which we tell ourselves are delivered in love,

even though it is hard to see where the love comes in.

II

I know nothing more tragic than those efforts on the part of

heart-broken people, coming within the experience of all of us, to make

themselves feel that this terrible "Will of God" must be right, no

matter how much it seems wrong.

A young man with a wife and family to support is struck down by a

lingering illness which makes him a burden. All his Job's comforters

tell him that God has brought the affliction upon him, and that to bow

to the "Inscrutable Will" must be his first act of piety.

A young mother is rejoicing in her baby when its little life is suddenly

snuffed out. She must school herself to say, quite irrespective of the

spirit of renunciation which inspires the words, "The Lord gave and the

Lord hath taken away; blessed be the Name of the Lord."

A woman is left a widow to earn a living for herself, and bring up her

children fatherless. She must assume that the Lord had some good purpose

in leaving her thus bereft and must drill herself into waiting on a

Will so impossible to comprehend.

Storms sink ships, drowning passengers and crew; lightning sets fire to

houses and strikes human beings dead; earthquakes swallow up whole

districts destroying industry and human life; tidal waves sweep inland

carrying away towns; and our legal phraseology can think of no better

explanation of such calamity than to ascribe it to "the act of God."

It is needless to multiply these instances. Our own knowledge supplies

them by the score. Our personal lives are full of them. God's Will,

God's Love, God's Mercy, become strangely ironic forces, grim beyond any

open enmity. They remind us of the "love," the "pity," the "mercy," in

which the orthodox sent the heretic to the hangman or the stake,

destroying the body to save the soul.

It is a far cry from this appalling vision of "the Father" to the

psalmist's "Delight thou in the Lord and he shall give thee the desires

of thine heart." How could anyone delight in the Caucasian God, as the

majority of Caucasians conceive of Him? As a matter of fact, how many

Caucasians themselves, however devout, however orthodox, attempt to

delight, or pretend to delight, in the God to whom on occasions they bow

down? Delight is a strong word, and a lovely one; but used of the

Caucasian and his Deity it is not without its elements of humour.

III

Naturally enough! It is impossible for any human being to delight in a

God whose first impulse in "doing us good" is so often to ravage our

prosperity and affections. So long as we believe in Him fear will rule

our lives. It is because the Caucasian believes in Him that he lives in

fear and dies in fear. To attempt to eliminate fear and retain this

concept of God is vain.

Understanding this the average Caucasian has made little or no effort to

eliminate fear. He would rather live and die in fear than change this

concept of God. It is dear to him. He finds it useful. To its shoulders

he can shift the ills of which he is unwilling himself to accept the

responsibility. Where God is a puzzle life is a puzzle; and where life

is a puzzle the Caucasian gets his chance for making the materialistic

ideal the only one that seems practical. In a world which was to any

noticeable degree freed from the spectre of fear most of our existing

systems of government, religion, business, law, and national and

international politics, would have to be remodelled. There would be

little or no use for them. Built on fear and run by fear, fear is as

essential to their existence as coal to our industries. A society that

had escaped from fear would escape from their control.

In this present spring of 1921 we are having an exhibition of fear on a

scale so colossal that the heart of man is dazed by it. There is not a

government which is not afraid of some other government. There is not a

government which is not afraid of its own people. There is not a people

which is not afraid of its own government. There is not a country in

which one group is not afraid of some other group. All is rivalry,

enmity, suspicion, confusion, and distrust, "while men's hearts are

fainting for fear, and for anxious expectation of what is coming on the

world." All statesmen, all ministers, all ambassadors, all politicians,

all bankers, all business men, all professional men, all journalists,

all farmers, all laborers, all workers in the arts, all men and women of

all kinds--with the exception of one here and there who has reached the

understanding of the love which casteth out fear--live and work in fear,

and in mistrust of their colleagues. From the supreme councils of the

Allies down to the crooks and conspirators in dives and joints everyone

is afraid of being double-crossed. There is so much double-crossing

everywhere that we have been obliged to invent this name for the

operation. England is afraid of being double-crossed by Germany, France

by England, Italy by France, the United States by Europe, and Japan by

the United States, while within these general limitations minor

double-crossing interests seethe like bacteria in a drop of poisoned

blood. The nations are infected with fear because they elect to believe

in a God of fear, and the Caucasians more than others because they have

chosen to see a God of fear in Him who was put before them as a God

of Love.

IV

I see no way out of all this except as one of us after another reaches

the _Metanoia_, the new point of view as regards God. Other ways have

been sought, and have been found no more than blind alleys. Much

reference is made nowadays to the disillusionment of those who hoped

that the war would lead to social and spiritual renovation; but any such

hope was doomed in advance, so long as the Caucasian concept of God was

unchanged. When you cannot trust God you cannot trust anything; and when

you cannot trust anything you get the condition of the world as it is

to-day. And that you _cannot_ trust a God whose "love" will paralyse the

hand by which you have to earn a living, or snatch your baby from your

breast--to say nothing of a thousand ingenious forms of torture

inflicted just because "He sees that it is best for you," after having

led you to see otherwise--that you cannot trust a God like that must be

more or less self-evident. If you are part of His Self-Expression He

cannot practise futilities through your experience and personality. He

must be kind with a common-sense kindness, loving with a common-sense

love. Whatever explanation of our sufferings and failures there may be

we must not shuffle them off on God. "Let us hold God to be true," St.

Paul writes, "though every man should prove false."[11] Let us hold that

God would not hurt us, however much we may wilfully hurt each other or

ourselves.

[11] Epistle to the Romans.

V

I should not lay so much emphasis on this if so much emphasis were not

laid on it in the other direction. God has so persistently, and for so

many generations, been held up to us as a God who tries and torments and

punishes that we can hardly see Him as anything else. Torture comes, in

the minds of many of us, to be not only His main function but His only

function. "I am all right," is the unspoken thought in many a heart, "so

long as I am not overtaken by the Will of God. When that calamity falls

on me my poor little human happiness will be wrecked like a skiff in a

cyclone." This is not an exaggeration. It is the secret mental attitude

of perhaps ninety percent of those Caucasians who believe in a God of

any kind. Their root-conviction is that if God would only let them alone

they would get along well enough; but as a terrible avenging spirit,

like the Fury or the Nemesis of the ancients, he is always tracking them

down. The aversion from God so noticeable in the mind of to-day is, I

venture to think, chiefly inspired by the instinct to get away from, or

to hide from, the pursuit of this Avenger.

VI

And in a measure this impulse to flight can be understood. I can

understand that common-sense men should be cold toward the Caucasian

God, and that they should even renounce and denounce him. I will go so

far as to say that I can more easily understand the atheist than I can

many of my own friends who pathetically try to love and adore their

capricious un-Christlike Deity. To my certain knowledge many of them are

doing it against their own natural and better instincts, because they

dare not forsake the tradition in which they have been dyed. "I try to

love God and I can't," has been said to me many a time by conscientious

people who felt that the fault must lie in themselves. There was no

fault in themselves. If their God could have been loved they would have

loved him.

VII

I come here to a point of no small importance to the conquest of fear,

the courage to release oneself from the tether of tradition. Few people

have it, in the sense of rejecting old theories because of having worked

out to new spiritual knowledge. When it comes to the eternal verities

many of us are cowardly; nearly all of us are timid. The immense

majority of us prefer a God at second or third hand. We will accept what

somebody else has learned, rather than incur the trouble or the

responsibility of learning anything for ourselves. We take our knowledge

of God as we take our doses of medicine, from a prescription which one

man has written down, and another has "put up," and still another

administers. By the time this traditional, handed-on knowledge of God

has reached ourselves it is diluted by all kinds of outside opinions and

personalities. It is not strange that when we have swallowed the dose it

does little to effect a cure. I do not deny that a second or third hand

knowledge of God may do something. I only deny that it can do much. To

support my denial I need only point to what the world has become in a

second and third hand Christendom. The illustration is enough.

It should be plain, I think, that no one will ever be released from fear

by clinging to the teachings which have inspired fear. We are fearless

in proportion as we grow independent enough to know for ourselves. I

cannot but stress this point to some extent, for the reason that I

myself suffered so long from inability to let the traditional go. It

seemed to me to have a sanctity just because it was traditional. The

fact that other people had accepted certain ideas had weight in making

me feel that I should accept them too. To go off on a line of my own

seemed dangerous. I might make mistakes. I might go far wrong. Safety

was spelled by hanging with the crowd.

It was the chance remark of an old acquaintance which dislodged me from

this position. In the lobby of a hotel we had met by chance, after not

having seen each other for a good many years. The conversation, having

touched on one theme and another, drifted to subjects akin to that which

I am now discussing. I ventured to disclose some of my own "seeking God,

if perhaps I could grope for Him and find Him."[12]

[12] Acts of the Apostles.

My friend straightened himself and squared his shoulders. "I stand

exactly where I did thirty years ago."

There was a pride in the statement with regard to which my first feeling

was a pang of envy. A rapid calculation told me that thirty years ago he

had been about twenty; and the superiority of a man who at twenty had

attained to so much spiritual insight that he had not needed to learn

anything more in the interim was evident. I was two or three days

turning this incident over in my mind before the exclamation came to me,

"How terrible!" To have lived through the thirty years of the richest

experience the ordinary man ever knows and still have remained on

precisely the same spot as to spiritual things struck me then as a

woeful confession.

I beg to say here that I am not talking of external and official

religious connections. I am trying to avoid the subject of external and

official religion altogether. I am speaking not of religion but of God.

To my mind the two have no more than the relation of the words of a song

and the music of its setting. You may use them together or you may

consider them apart. I am considering them apart, and confining myself

wholly to the words of the song. What is known as church-affiliation,

the music of the setting, I am not concerned with. My only topic is the

way in which the meaning of the words gets over to the average inner

man, and the effect upon him mentally.

I revert, therefore, to the statement that to make the kind of spiritual

progress which will overcome fear it will be often necessary to let go

the thing we have outlived. Often the thing we have outlived will be

something dear to us, because there was once a time when it served our

turn. But our turn to-day may need something different from the turn of

yesterday, and the refusal to follow new light simply because it is new

leads in the end to mental paralysis. I was once asked to sign a

petition to the mayor of a city praying that, on the ground of its

novelty, electric lighting might be excluded from the street in which I

lived. Exactly this same reluctance often keeps us from making changes

of another sort, even when we feel that the light which hitherto was

enough for us has been outgrown and outclassed.

The danger of the lone quest leading a man astray can be easily

exaggerated. It is not as if God were difficult to find. "The soul

cannot move, wake, or open the eyes, without perceiving God." "For this

commandment which I command thee this day, it is not hidden from thee,

neither is it far off. It is not in heaven that thou shouldest say, Who

shall go up for us to heaven and bring it down unto us that we may hear

it and do it? Neither is it beyond the sea that thou shouldest say, Who

shall go over the sea for us and bring it unto us that we may hear it

and do it? But the word is very nigh unto thee, in thy mouth and in thy

heart."[13] No motion toward the Universal can miss the Universal. I

cannot escape from the Ever-Present; the Ever-Present cannot escape from

me. Intellectually I may make mistakes in deduction, but spiritually I

cannot but find God. The little I learn of God for myself is to me

worth more than all the second and third hand knowledge I can gather

from the saints.

[13] The Book of Deuteronomy.

VIII

It is the more necessary to dwell on this for the reason that whatever

_Metanoia_, or new orientation, is to be brought about must be on the

part of individuals. There is no hope for large numbers acting together,

or for any kind of group-impulse. Group-impulse among Caucasians is

nearly always frightened, conservative, reactionary, or derisive of the

forward step. There is hardly an exception to this in the whole history

of Caucasian ideas.

Otherwise it would be a pleasant dream to imagine what might now be

happening on the great international stage. Let us suppose that the

leaders of the so-called Christian countries were all convinced of the

three main lines of God's direction I have already tried to sketch. Let

us think of such men as Lloyd George, Clemenceau, Sforza, President

Harding, and the heads of government in Belgium, Russia, Germany, and

all other countries affected by the present war of moves and

counter-moves--let us think of them as agreed on the principles:

1. That each knows himself and his country as an agent in the hand of

God, directed surely toward a good end;

2. That each knows each of his colleagues and his country as equally an

agent in the hand of God, directed surely toward a similar good end;

3. That each knows that between God's agents there can be neither

conflicting interests nor clash of wills, and that suspicion and

counter-suspicion must be out of place, since under God's direction no

double-crossing is possible.

The picture is almost comic in its incongruity with what actually is.

The mere thought of these protagonists of the century working in harmony

to one great purpose, without distrust of each other's motives, and with

no necessity for anyone's dodging political foul play, summons the smile

of irony. Mutual trust was never so much a suggestion to laugh down.

The mere hint that it might be possible would make one a target for the

wit of the experienced.

In what we call the practical world of to-day there is no appeal from

the God of Fear but _to_ the God of Fear. The great mass of Caucasians

will not have it otherwise. And it requires no prophetic vision to

foresee the results of the efforts to bring about international harmony

while all are obeying the decrees of the Goddess of Discord. Nearly

three years after the signing of the armistice the world is in a more

hopeless situation than it was when at war. Up to the present each new

move only makes matters worse. There are those who believe that our

phase of civilisation is staggering into the abyss and that nothing, as

far as can now be descried, will save it from the deluge.

IX

Possibly! Fear tends always to produce the thing it is afraid of. I

mention this dark outlook only for the reason that even if the

cataclysm were to come the individual can escape from it.

Cataclysms are not new in the history of our race. The rise and fall of

civilisations may be called mankind's lessons in "how not to do it." Of

these lessons there are no such records as those which we find in the

Old Testament; and in these records it is unfailingly pointed out that

whatever the calamity which overtakes the world at large the individual

has, if he chooses, a way of safety. The innocent are not overwhelmed

with the guilty, except when the innocent deliberately shut their eyes

to the opening toward the _Soteria_--the Safe Return. But that,

unhappily, the innocent do so shut their eyes is one of the commonest

facts in life.

Back in that twilight of history of which the later tale could be told

only by some symbol, some legendary hieroglyph, there was already an

"Ark" by which the faithful few could be saved from the "Flood." The

symbol became permanent. The Ark of the Covenant--the sign of a great

spiritual understanding--remained as a token to man that in God he had

a sure refuge. It was laid up in his Holy of Holies, a mystic,

consecrated pledge, till the ruthless Caucasian came and rifled it.

But no rifling could deprive mankind of its significance. That endures.

To bring it home to the desolate and oppressed was a large part of the

mission of psalmists and prophets. The Ark of the Covenant--of the Great

Understanding--meant as much to those who sought God in the ancient

world as the Cross does to Christendom. It meant that whatever the

collapse, national or general, through siege or sack or famine, those

who would escape could escape by the simple process of mentally taking

refuge in God. The Ark of God would bear them safely when all material

help failed.

Among the themes which run through the Old Testament this is of

paramount importance. It is impossible to do more than refer to the many

times the spiritually minded were implored to seek this protection. It

was needful to implore them since they found the assurance so difficult

to believe. No matter how often it was proved to them they still

doubted it. Saved by this method once they would reject it when it came

to danger the second time. Saved the second time they rejected it the

third. "Thou shalt keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on

thee, because he trusteth in thee," is the declaration of Jeremiah, who

perhaps more than any other was a prophet of disaster. Similar

statements are scattered through the Old Testament by the score, by the

hundred. It was a point on which leaders, seers, and teachers insisted

with a passionate insistence. They knew. They had tested the truth for

themselves. Disaster was a common feature in their history. During the

three thousand years and more which their experiences cover these

Israelites had seen more than one invasion sweep across their land, more

than one civilisation come and go. All that Belgium knew in the Great

War they knew time and time again. Between Egypt and Assyria, the France

and Germany of that special epoch, theirs was a kind of buffer state

over which every new anguish rolled. "Let it roll," was the cry of

their prophets. "The Lord will fight for you. Stand still and see what

he will do. His arm is not shortened neither his strength diminished. It

is of the Lord to save whether by many or by few. Trust in the Lord and

be doing good, so shalt thou dwell in the land, and verily thou shalt be

fed. Oh, how great is thy goodness which thou hast wrought for them that

trust in thee before the sons of men. I said in my haste, I am cut off!

Nevertheless thou heardest the voice of my supplication when I cried

unto thee. Be of good courage and he shall strengthen your heart, all ye

that hope in the Lord."[14]

[14] Various Old Testament Sources.

X

In many ways this is the burden of the more ancient Scriptures--the

protection which surrounds those who know that protection is God. It was

a gospel that had to be preached with tears and beseechings from one

generation to another. No generation accepted it. The belief in

material power was always too dense. It is still too dense. In the Ark

of the Great Understanding the Caucasian has practically never seen more

than a symbol that has gone out of date. Lost materially in the Tiber

mud it was, for him, lost forever. But not so. Its significance remains

as vital to mankind as when, veiled and venerated, it stood between

the cherubim.

The time may be close at hand when we shall need this assurance as we

need nothing else. However optimistic we try to keep ourselves, no

thinking man or woman can be free, at this crisis in world-history, from

deep foreboding. For the memory to go back ten years is, even for us in

the New World, like returning to a Golden Age; while for the Old World

mere recollection must be poignant.

The possibility that all countries in both hemispheres may find

themselves in some such agony as that of the Russia of to-day is not too

extravagant to be entertained. This is not saying that they are likely

so to find themselves; it means only that in the world as it is the

safest is not very safe. My point is that whether catastrophe

overwhelms us or not, he who chooses not to fear can be free from fear.

There is a refuge for him, a defence, a safeguard which no material

attack can break down. "He that dwelleth in the secret place of the Most

High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the

Lord, He is my refuge--my fortress--my God. In Him will I trust."[15]

There is this Ark for me, this Ark of the Great Understanding, and I can

retire into it. I can also have this further assurance: "Because thou

hast made the Lord which is my refuge--even the Most High--thy

habitation, there shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague

come nigh thy dwelling. For he shall give his angels charge over thee to

keep thee in all thy ways."[16]

[15] The Book of Psalms.

[16] The Book of Psalms.

XI

This is the eternal agreement, but an agreement of which we find it

difficult to accept the terms. To the material alone we are in the habit

of ascribing power. Though we repeat a thousand times in the course of

a year, "For thine is the kingdom, the power, and the glory," we do not

believe it. To few of us is it more than a sonorous phrase.

I remember the impression of this which one received at the great

thanksgiving for peace in St. Paul's Cathedral in London some twenty

years ago. The Boer War had ended in an English victory, and while the

thanksgiving was not precisely for this, it did express the relief of an

anxious nation that peace was again restored. It was what is generally

known as a most impressive service. All that a great spectacle can offer

to God it offered. King, queen, princes, princesses, ambassadors,

ministers, clergy, admirals, generals, and a vast assembly of citizens

filled the choir and nave with colour and life, while the music was of

that passionless beauty of which the English cathedral choirs guard

the secret.

But the detail I remember best was the way in which the repetition of

the Lord's Prayer rolled from the lips of the assembly like the sound

of the surging of the sea. It was the emotional effect of a strongly

emotional moment. One felt tense. It was hard to restrain tears. As far

as crowd-sympathy has any spiritual value it was there. The Caucasian

God was taken out of His pigeon-hole and publicly recognised.

Then He was put back.

I take this service merely as an instance of what happens in all the

so-called Christian capitals in moments of national stress. Outwardly it

happens less in the United States than it does elsewhere, for the reason

that this country has no one representative spiritual expression; but it

does happen here in diffused and general effect. As a Christian nation

we ascribe in common with other Christian nations the kingdom, the

power, and the glory to God--on occasions. We do it with the pious

gesture and the sonorous phrase. Then we forget it. The habit of

material trust is too strong for us. Kings, queens, presidents, princes,

prime ministers, congresses, parliaments, and all other representatives

of material strength, may repeat for formal use the conventional clause;

but there is always what we flippantly know as a "joker" in the

lip-recitation. "Kingdom, power, and glory," we can hear ourselves

saying in a heart-aside, "lie in money, guns, commerce, and police. God

is not sufficiently a force in the affairs of this world for us to give

Him more than the consideration of an act of courtesy."

Practically that is all we ever get from group-impulse--an act of

courtesy. I repeat and repeat again that whatever is done toward the

conquest of fear must be done by the individual. _I_ must do what I can

to conquer fear in myself, regardless of the attitude or opinions of men

in general.

To men in general the appeal to spiritual force to bring to naught

material force is little short of fanatical. It has never been otherwise

as yet; it will probably not be otherwise for long generations to come.

Meanwhile it is much for the individual to know that he can act on his

own initiative, and that when it comes to making God his refuge he can

go into that refuge alone. He needs no nation, or government, or

society, or companions before him or behind him. He needs neither leader

nor guide nor friend. In the fortress of God he is free to enter merely

as himself, and there know that he is safe amid a world in agony.

XII

This is not theory; it is not doctrine; it is not opinion. It is what

the great pioneers of truth have first deduced from what they understood

to be the essential beneficence of God, and then proved by actual

demonstration. Anyone else can demonstrate it who chooses to make the

experiment. My own weakness is such that I have made the experiment but

partially; but partial experiment convinces me beyond all further

questioning that the witness of the great pioneers is true.

XIII

Nor is this conviction to be classed as idealism, or ecclesiasticism, or

mysticism, or anything else to which we can put a tag. It is not

sectarian; it is not peculiarly Christian. It is the general possession

of mankind. True, it is easier for the Christian than for any other to

enter on this heritage, since his spiritual descent is more directly

from the pioneers of truth who first discovered God to be His children's

safety; but the Universal is the Universal, the property of all.

Discovery gives no one an exclusive hold on it. Anyone with a

consciousness of Almighty, Ever-Present Intelligence must have some

degree of access to it, though his access may not be to the fullest or

the easiest. It is not possible that the Universal Father should be the

special property of the Christian or of anyone else. The Christian view

of the Father is undoubtedly the truest; but every view is true in

proportion to its grasp of truth. No one will deny that the Buddhist,

the Mahometan, the Confucianist, have their grasp of truth. Even the

primitive idolater has some faint gleam of it, distorted though it may

have become. Very well, then; the faintest gleam of such knowledge will

not go without its recompense.

XIV

Exclusiveness is too much our Caucasian habit of mind. It is linked with

our instinct for ownership. Because through Jesus Christ we have a

clearer view of a greater segment of the Universal, if I may so express

myself, than the Buddhist can have through Buddha or the Mahometan

through Mahomet, our tendency is to think that we know the whole of the

Universal, and have it to give away. Any other view of the Universal is

to us so false as to merit not merely condemnation but extirpation.

Extirpation has been the watchword with which Caucasian Christianity has

gone about the world. We have taken toward other views of truth no such

sympathetic stand as St. Paul to that which he found in Greece, and

which is worth recalling:

"Men of Athens, I perceive that you are in every respect remarkably

religious. For as I passed along and observed the things you worship, I

found also an altar with this inscription, TO THE UNKNOWN GOD. The

Being, therefore, whom you, without knowing it, revere, Him I now

proclaim to you. God who made the universe and everything in it--He

being Lord of heaven and earth--does not dwell in sanctuaries built by

men. Nor is He administered to by human hands as though He needed

anything--but He Himself gives to all men life and breath and all

things. He caused to spring from one forefather people of every race,

for them to live on the whole surface of the earth, and marked for them

an appointed span of life, and the boundaries of their homes; that they

might seek God, if perhaps they might grope for Him and find Him. Yes,

though He is not far from any one of us. For it is in closest union with

Him that we live and move and have our being; as in fact some of the

poets in repute among yourselves have said, 'For we are also His

offspring.'"[17]

[17] Acts of the Apostles.

To the conquest of fear this splendid universalism is another

essential. God being "not far from any one of us" cannot be far from me.

He who gives to all men life and breath and all things will not possibly

deny me the things I require most urgently. Our whole civilisation may

go to pieces; the job by which I earn a living may cease to be a job;

the money I have invested may become of no more value than Russian

bonds; the children whom I hoped I had provided for may have to face

life empty-handed; all my accustomed landmarks may be removed, and my

social moorings swept away; nevertheless, the Universal cannot fail me.

"Although the figtree shall not blossom nor fruit be in the vines;

though the labour of the olive shall fail, and the fields yield no meat;

though the flocks be cut off from the fold and there be no herd in the

stalls; yet I will rejoice in God, I will joy in the God of my

salvation." It is safe to say that this confidence on the part of

Habakkuk was not due to mere grim forcing of the will. It was the fruit

of experience, of knowledge, of demonstration. In spite of the dangers

national and personal he saw threatening, his certainty of God must

have been spontaneous.

Anyone, in any country, in any epoch, and of any creed or no creed, who

has shared this experience shares also this assurance. To the Christian

it comes easiest; but that it does not come easy even to the Christian

is a matter of common observation. It can only come easily when some

demonstration has been made for oneself, after which there is no more

disputing it.

XV

Nor is it a question of morals or morality.

I must venture here on delicate ground and say what I should hesitate to

say were the contrary not so strongly underscored. I mean that God, from

what we understand to be His nature, could not accord us His protection

by weighing the good and the evil in our conduct, and giving or

withholding help according to our worthiness. The Universal is too great

to be measured and doled in that way. Nothing but our own pinchbeck

ideas could ascribe to Him this pettiness. As it is the kind of sliding

scale we ourselves adopt, we limit the Divine Generosity by our own

limitations.

Not so was the understanding of Jesus Christ. That we should be kind to

the so-called evil as we are to the so-called good was a point on which

He dwelt in the Sermon on the Mount. To discriminate between them when

it comes to the possibility of conferring benefits is in His opinion

small. "You have heard that it was said, 'Thou shalt love thy neighbor,

and hate thine enemy.' But I command you all, Love your enemies, and

pray for your persecutors; that so you may become true sons of your

Father in heaven. For He causes His sun to rise on the wicked as well as

on the good, and sends rain upon those who do right and those who do

wrong."[18]

[18] St. Matthew.

In other words, we are not to feel ourselves turned out of our

"habitation" in God by a sense of our moral lapses. Moral lapses are to

be regretted, of course; but they do not vitiate our status as the Sons

of God. It is possible that no one believes they do; but much of the

loose statement current among those who lay emphasis on morals would

give that impression. There is a whole vernacular in vogue in which

souls are "lost" or "saved" according to the degree to which they

conform or do not conform to other people's views as to what they ought

to do. Much of our pietism is to the effect that God is at the bestowal

not merely of a sect, but of some section of a sect, and cannot be found

through any other source.

XVI

This brings me to the distinction between morals and righteousness,

which is one for the mind of to-day to keep as clearly as possible

before it. I have said that the refuge in God is not a question of

morals; but it is one of righteousness. Between righteousness and morals

the difference is important.

Morals stand for a code of observances; righteousness for a direction of

the life.

Morals represent just what the word implies, the customs of an age, a

country, or a phase in civilisation. They have no absolute standard. The

morals of one century are not those of another. The morals of one race

are not those of another even in the same century. In many respects the

morals of the Oriental differ radically from those of the Occidental,

age-long usage being behind each. It is as hard to convince either that

his are the inferior as it would be to make him think so of his

mother-tongue. I once asked a cultivated Chinaman, a graduate of one of

the great American universities and a Christian of the third generation,

in what main respect he thought China superior to the United States. "In

morals," he replied, promptly; but even as a Christian educated in

America his theory of morals was different from ours.

Among ourselves in the United States the essence of morals is by no

means a subject of unanimous agreement. You might say that a standard of

morals is entirely a matter of opinion. There are millions of people who

think it immoral to play cards, to go to the theatre, to dance, or to

drink wine. There are millions of other people who hold all these acts

to be consistent with the highest moral conduct.

Moreover, wherever the emphasis is thrown on morals as distinct from

righteousness there is a tendency to put the weight on two or three

points in which nations or individuals excel, and to ignore the rest.

For example, not to go outside ourselves, the American people may be

fairly said to exemplify two of the great virtues: On the whole they

are, first, sober; secondly, continent. As a result we accentuate morals

in these respects, but not in any others.

For instance, the current expression, "an immoral man," is almost

certain to apply only under the two headings cited above, and probably

only under one. All other morals and immoralities go by the board. We

should not class a dishonest man as an immoral man, nor an untruthful

man, nor a profane, or spiteful, or ungenial, or bad-tempered, man. Our

notion of morals hardly ever rises above the average custom of the

community in which we happen to live. Except in the rarest instances we

never pause to reflect as to whether the customs of that community are

or are not well founded. The consequence is that our cities, villages,

countrysides, and social groupings are filled with men and women moral

enough as far as the custom of the country goes, but quite noticeably

unrighteous.

It is also a fact that where you find one or two virtues singled out for

observance and the rest obscured there you find, too, throngs of

outwardly "moral" people with corroded hearts. Villages, churches, and

all the quieter communities are notorious for this, the peculiarity

having formed for a hundred and fifty years the stock-in-trade of

novelists. Sobriety and continence being more or less in evidence the

assumption is that all the requirements have been fulfilled. The

community is "moral" notwithstanding the back-bitings, heart-burnings,

slanders, cheatings, envies, hatreds, and bitternesses that may permeate

it through and through. As I write, the cramped, venomous, unlovely life

of the American small town is the favourite theme of our authors and

readers of fiction. Since a number of the works now on the market have

met with national approval one must assume that the pictures they paint

are accurate. The conditions are appalling, but, according to the custom

of the country, they are "moral." The shadow of insobriety and

incontinence doesn't touch the characters who move across these pages,

and yet the level of the life is pictured as debased, and habits

as hideous.

XVII

With morals in this accepted American sense righteousness has little to

do. The two are different in origin. Morals imply the compulsion of men,

and are never more binding than the customs of men render them. They are

thus imposed from without, while righteousness springs from within. The

essence of righteousness lies in the turning of the individual

toward God.

I think it safe to say that righteousness is expressed more accurately

in attitude than in conduct. It is expressed in conduct, of course; but

conduct may fail while the attitude can remain constant. It is worthy of

remark that some of the great examples of righteousness cited in the

Bible were conspicuously sinners. That is to say, they were men of

strong human impulses against which they were not always sufficiently on

guard, but who turned towards God in spite of everything. In the long

line spanning the centuries between Noah and Abraham and Peter and

Paul--from the almost prehistoric out into the light of day--not one is

put before us except in his weakness as well as in his strength. Some of

them commit gross sins; but apparently even gross sins do not debar them

from their privileges in God's love. This principle was expressed in the

words of Samuel: "Fear not: ye have done all this wickedness; yet turn

not aside from following the Lord.... For the Lord will not forsake his

people for his great name's sake." That the Universal who has all the

blessings of creation to bestow should deprive me of anything just

because in my folly or weakness I have committed sins is not consistent

with "his great name's sake." It would not be causing His sun to rise on

the wicked as well as on the good nor sending rain on those who do right

and those who do wrong. I am too small for His immensity to crush with

its punishments, but not too small to be the object of His entire love.

XVIII

I hope it is plain that I say this not to make little of doing wrong but

to put the love and fulness of God in the dominating place. I must make

it clear to myself that He does not shut me out of His heart because I

am guilty of sins. I may shut myself out of His heart, unless I direct

my mind rightly; but He is always there, unchanged, unchangeable, the

ever-loving, ever-welcoming Father. Whatever I have done I can return to

Him with the knowledge that He will take me back. Far from sure of

myself, I can always be sure of Him.

There are those who would warn me against saying this through fear lest

it should be interpreted as, "Don't be afraid to sin so long as you keep

mentally close to God." I prefer to run that risk. The dread figure of

"an angry God" has been so worked to terrorise men that large numbers of

us have been terrorised. But experience shows us every day that being

terrorised never produces the results at which it aims. It does not win

us; it drives us away.

Much of the alienation from God in the mind of to-day is due to

rebellion on the part of our sense of justice. We are sinners, of

course; but not such sinners as to merit the revenge which an outraged

deity is described as planning against us. That the All-loving and

All-mighty should smite us in our dearest aims or our sweetest

affections just because we have not conformed to the lop-sided morality

of men is revolting to our instincts. We are repulsed by the God of Fear

when we are drawn, comforted, strengthened, and changed by Him who is

never anything toward us but "the Father."

I have no hesitation, therefore, in throwing the emphasis in what I

have to say on the fact that He is "a place to hide me in"--the Ark of

the Great Understanding--always open to my approach--into which,

whatever I have done, I can go boldly.

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