CHAPTER IX

On a chill, sunny morning in April, Gregory Jardine went out on to his

balcony before breakfast and stood leaning there as was his wont,

looking down over his view. The purpling tree-tops in the park emerged

from a light morning mist. The sky, of the palest blue, seemed very high

and was streaked with white. Spring was in the air and he could see

daffodils shining here and there on the slopes of green.

He had just read Karen Woodruff's last letter, and he was in the mood,

charmed, amused and touched, that her letters always brought. Never, he

thought, had there been such sweet and such funny letters; so frank and

so impersonal; so simple and so mature. During these months of their

correspondence the thought of her had been constantly in his mind,

mingling now not only with his own deep and distant memories, but, it

seemed, with hers, so that while she still walked with him over the

hills of his boyhood and stooped to look with him at the spring gushing

from under the bracken, they also brushed together the dry, soft snow

from the trailing arbutus, or stood above the sea on the Cornish

headlands. Never in his life had he so possessed the past and been so

aware of it. His youth was with him, even though he still thought of his

relation to Karen Woodruff as a paternal and unequal one; imagining a

crisis in which his wisdom and knowledge of the world might serve her; a

foolish love-affair, perhaps, that he would disentangle; or a disaster

connected with the great woman under whose protection she lived; he

could so easily imagine disasters befalling Madame von Marwitz and

involving everyone around her. And now in a week's time he would be in

Cornwall and seeing again the little Hans Andersen heroine. This was the

thought that emerged from the sweet vagrancy of his mood; and, as it

came, he was pierced suddenly with a strange rapture and fear that had

in it the very essence of the spring-time.

Gregory had continued to think of the girl he was to marry in the guise

of a Constance Armytage, and although Constance Armytage's engagement to

another man found him unmoved, except with relief for the solution of

what had really ceased to be a perplexity--since, apparently, he could

not manage to fall in love with her--this fact had not been revealing,

since he still continued to think of Constance as the type, if she had

ceased to be the person. Karen Woodruff was almost the last type he

could have fixed upon. She fitted nowhere into his actual life. She only

fitted into the life of dreams and memories.

So now, still looking down at the trees and daffodils, he drew a long

breath and tried to smile over what had been a trick of the imagination

and to relegate Karen to the place of half-humorous dreams. He tried to

think calmly of her. He visualized her in her oddity and child-likeness;

seeing the flat blue bows of the concert; the old-fashioned gold locket

of the tea; the sealskin cap of the station. But still, it was apparent,

the infection of the season was working in him; for these trivial bits

of her personality had become overwhelmingly sweet and wonderful. The

essential Karen infused them. Her limpid grey eyes looked into his. She

said, so ridiculously, so adorably: "My guardian likes best to be called

von Marwitz by those who know her personally." She laughed, the tip of

her tongue caught between her teeth. From the place of dream and memory,

the living longing for her actual self emerged indomitably.

Gregory turned from the balcony and went inside. He was dazed. Her

primroses stood about the room in the white and blue bowls. He wanted to

kiss them. Controlling the impulse, which seemed to him almost insane,

he looked at them instead and argued with himself. In love? But one

didn't fall in love like that between shaving and breakfast. What

possessed him was a transient form of _idée fixe_, and he had behaved

very foolishly in playing fairy-godfather to a dear little girl. But at

this relegating phrase his sense of humour rose to mock him. He could

not relegate Karen Woodruff as a dear little girl. It was he who had

behaved like a boy, while she had maintained the calm simplicities of

the mature. He hadn't the faintest right to hope that she saw anything

in his correspondence but what she had herself brought to it. Fear fell

more strongly upon him. He sat down to his breakfast, his thoughts in

inextricable confusion. And while he drank his coffee and glanced

nervously down the columns of his newspaper, a hundred little filaments

of memory ran back and linked the beginning to the present. It had not

been so sudden. It had been there beside him, in him; and he had not

seen it. The meeting of their eyes in the long, grave interchange at the

concert had been full of presage. And why had he gone to tea at Mrs.

Forrester's? And why, above all why, had he dreamed that dream? It was

his real self who had felt no surprise when, at the edge of the forest,

she had said: "And I love you." The words had been spoken in answer to

his love.

Gregory laid down his paper and stared before him. He was in love.

Should he get over it? Did he want to get over it? Was it possible to

get over it if he did want to? And, this was the culmination, would she

have him? These questions drove him forth.

When Barker, his man, came to clear away the breakfast things he found

that the bacon and eggs had not been eaten. Barker was a stone-grey

personage who looked like a mid-Victorian Liberal statesman. His gravity

often passed into an air of despondent responsibility. "Mr. Jardine

hasn't eaten his breakfast," he said to his wife, who was Gregory's

cook. "It's this engagement of Miss Armytage's. He was more taken with

her than we'd thought."

Gregory had intended to motor down to Cornwall, still a rare opportunity

in those days; a friend who was going abroad had placed his car at his

disposal. But he sent the car ahead of him and, on the first day of his

freedom, started by train. Next day he motored over to the little

village near the Lizard.

It was a pale, crystalline Spring day. From heights, where the car

seemed to poise like a bird in mid-air, one saw the tranquil blue of the

sea. The woods were veiled in young green and the hedges thickly starred

with blackthorn. Over the great Goonhilly Downs a silvery sheen trembled

with impalpable colour and the gorse everywhere was breaking into gold.

It was a day of azure, illimitable distances; of exultation and delight.

Even if one were not in love one would feel oneself a lover on such a

day.

Gregory had told himself that he would be wise; that he would go

discreetly and make sure not only that he was really in love, but that

there was in his love a basis for life. Marriage must assure and secure

his life, not disturb and disintegrate it; and a love resisted and put

aside unspoken may soon be relegated to the place of fond and transient

dream. Perhaps the little Hans Andersen heroine would settle happily

into such a dream. How little he had seen of her. But while he thus

schooled himself, while the white roads curved and beckoned and unrolled

their long ribbons, the certainties he needed of himself merged more and

more into the certainties he needed of her. And he felt his heart, in

the singing speed, lift and fly towards the beloved.

He had written to her and told her the hour of his arrival, and at a

turning he suddenly saw her standing above the road on one of the stone

stiles of the country. Dressed in white and poised against the blue,

while she kept watch for his coming, she was like a calm, far-gazing

figure-head on a ship, and the ship that bore her seemed to have soared

into sight.

She was new, yet unchanged. Her attitude, her smile, as she held up an

arresting hand to the chauffeur, filled him with delight and anxiety. It

disconcerted him to find how new she was. He felt that he spoke

confusedly to her when she came to shake his hand.

"People often lose their way in coming to see Tante," she said, and it

struck him, even in the midst of his preoccupation with her, as too

sweetly absurd that the first sentence she spoke to him should sound the

familiar chime. "They have gone mistakenly down the lane that leads to

the cliff path, that one there, or the road that leads out to the moors.

And one poor man was quite lost and never found his way to us at all. It

meant, for he had only a day or two to spend in England, that he did not

see her for another year. Tante has had signs put up since then; but

even now people can go wrong."

She mounted beside the chauffeur so that she could guide him down the

last bit of road, sitting sideways, her arm laid along the back of the

seat. From time to time she smiled at Gregory.

She was a person who accepted the unusual easily and with no personal

conjecture. She was so accustomed, no doubt, to the sudden appearance of

all sorts of people, that she had no discriminations to apply to his

case. There was no shyness and no surmise in her manner. She smiled at

him as composedly as she had smiled over the Great Wall of China in Mrs.

Forrester's drawing-room, and her pleasure in seeing him was neither

less frank nor more intimate.

She wore a broad hat of sun-burnt straw and a white serge coat and skirt

that looked as if they had shrunk in frequent washings. Her white blouse

had the little frills at neck and wrists and around her throat was the

gold locket on its black ribbon. Her eyes, when she turned them on him

and smiled, seemed to open distances like the limitlessness of the

moorland. Her tawny skin and shining golden hair were like the gorse and

primroses and she in her serenity and gladness like the day personified.

They did not attempt to talk through the loudly purring monotones of the

car, which picked its way swiftly and delicately down the turning road

and then skimmed lightly on the level ground between hedges of fuchsia

and veronica. As the prospect opened Karen pointed to the golden

shoulder of a headland bathed in sunlight and the horizon line of the

sea beyond. They turned among wind-bitten Cornish elms, leaning inland,

and Gregory saw among them the glimmer of Les Solitudes.

It was a white-walled house with a high-pitched roof of grey shingles,

delicately rippling; a house almost rustic, yet more nearly noble, very

beautiful; simple, yet unobtrusively adapted to luxury. Simplicity

reigned within, though one felt luxury there in a chrysalis condition,

folded exquisitely and elaborately away and waiting the return of the

enchantress.

Karen led him across the shining spaces of the hall and into the

morning-room. Books, flowers and sunlight seemed to furnish it, and,

with something austere and primitive, to make it the most fitting

background for herself. But while her presence perfected it for him, it

was her guardian's absence that preoccupied Karen. Again, and comically,

she reminded Gregory of the sacristan explaining to the sight-seer that

the famous altar-piece had been temporarily removed and that he could

not really judge the chapel without its culminating and consecrating

object. "If only Tante were here!" she said. "It seems so strange that

anyone should see Les Solitudes who has not seen her in it. I do not

remember that it has ever happened before. This is the dining-room--yes,

I like to show it all to you--she planned it all herself, you know--is

it not a beautiful room? You see, though we are Les Solitudes, we can

seat a large dinner-party and Tante has sometimes many guests; not often

though; this is her place of peace and rest. She collected all this

Jacobean furniture; connoisseurs say that it is very beautiful. The

music-room, alas, is closed; but I will show you the garden--and Mrs.

Talcott in it. I am eager for you and Mrs. Talcott to meet."

He would rather have stayed and talked to her in the morning-room; but

she compelled him, rather as a sacristan compels the slightly bewildered

sight-seer, to pass on to the next point of interest. She led him out to

the upper terrace of the garden, which dropped, ledge by ledge, with low

walls and winding hedges, down the cliff-side. She pointed out to him

the sea-front of the house, with its wide verandah and clustered trees

and the beautiful dip of the roof over the upper windows, far gazing

little dormer windows above these. Tante, she told him, had designed the

house. "That is her room, the corner one," she said. "She can see the

sunrise from her bed."

Gregory was interested neither in Madame von Marwitz's advantages nor in

her achievements. He asked Karen where her own room was. It was at the

back of the house, she said; a dear little room, far up. She, too, had a

glimpse of the Eastern headland and of the sunrise.

They were walking along the paths, their borders starred as yet frugally

with hints of later glories; but already the aubrietia and arabis made

bosses of white or purple on the walls, and in a little copse daffodils

grew thickly.

"There is Mrs. Talcott," said Karen, quickening her pace. Evidently she

considered Mrs. Talcott, in her relation to Tante, as an important

feature of Les Solitudes.

It was her relation to Karen that caused Gregory to look with interest

at the stout old lady, dressed in black alpaca, who was stooping over a

flower-border at a little distance from them. He had often wondered what

this sole companion of Karen's cloistered life was like. Mrs. Talcott's

skirts were short; her shoes thick-soled and square-toed, fastening with

a strap and button over white stockings at the ankle. She wore a round

straw hat, like a child's, and had a basket of gardening implements

beside her.

"Mrs. Talcott, here is Mr. Jardine," Karen announced, as they approached

her.

Mrs. Talcott raised herself slowly and turned to them, drawing off her

gardening gloves. She was a funny looking old woman, funnier than Karen

had prepared him for finding her, and uglier. Her large face,

wallet-shaped and sallow, was scattered over with white moles, or

rather, warts, one of which, on her eyelid, caused it to droop over her

eye and to blink sometimes, suddenly. She had a short, indefinite nose

and long, large lips firmly folded. With its updrawn hair and

impassivity her face recalled that of a Chinese image; but more than of

anything else she gave Gregory the impression, vaguely and incongruously

tragic, of an old shipwrecked piece of oaken timber, washed up, finally,

out of reach of the waves, on some high, lonely beach; battered, though

still so solid; salted through and through; crusted with brine, and with

odd, bleached excrescences, like barnacles, adhering to it. Her look of

almost inhuman cleanliness added force to the simile.

"Mr. Jardine heard Tante last winter, you know," said Karen, "and met

her at Mrs. Forrester's."

"I'm very happy to make your acquaintance, Sir," said Mrs. Talcott,

giving Gregory her hand.

"Mrs. Talcott is a great gardener," Karen went on. "Tante has the ideas

and Mrs. Talcott carries them out. And sometimes they aren't easy to

carry out, are they, Mrs. Talcott!"

Mrs. Talcott, her hands folded at her waist, contemplated her work.

"Mitchell made a mistake about the campanulas, Karen," she remarked.

"He's put the clump of blue over yonder, instead of the white."

"Oh, Mrs. Talcott!" Karen turned to look. "And Tante specially wanted

the white there so that they should be against the sea. How very stupid

of Mitchell."

"They'll have to come out, I presume," said Mrs. Talcott, but without

emotion.

"And where is the _pyramidalis alba_?"

"Well, he's got that up in the flagged garden where she wanted the

blue," said Mrs. Talcott.

"And it will be so bad for them to move them again! What a pity! They

have been sent for specially," Karen explained to Gregory. "My guardian

heard of a particularly beautiful kind, and the white were to be for

this corner of the wall, you see that they would look very lovely

against the sea, and the blue were to be among the white veronica and

white lupins in the flagged garden. And now they are all planted wrong,

and so accurately and solidly wrong," she walked ahead of Mrs. Talcott

examining the offending plants. "Are you quite sure they're wrong, Mrs.

Talcott?"

"Dead sure," Mrs. Talcott made reply. "He did it this morning when I was

in the dairy. He didn't understand, or got muddled, or something. I'll

commence changing them round as soon as I've done this weeding. It'll be

a good two hours' work."

"No, you must not do it till I can help you," said Karen. "To-morrow

morning." She had a manner at once deferential and masterful of

addressing the old lady. They were friendly without being intimate. "Now

promise me that you will wait till I can help you."

"Well, I guess I won't promise. I like to get things off my mind right

away," said Mrs. Talcott. If Karen was masterful, she was not yielding.

"I'll see how the time goes after tea. Don't you bother about it."

They left her bending again over her beds. "She is very strong, but I

think sometimes she works too hard," said Karen.

By a winding way she led him to the high flagged garden with its

encompassing trees and far blue prospect, and here they sat for a little

while in the sunlight and talked. "How different all this must be from

your home in Northumberland," said Karen. "I have never been to

Northumberland. Is your brother much there? Is he like you? Have you

brothers and sisters?"

She questioned him with the frank interest with which he wished to

question her. He told her about Oliver and said that he wasn't like

himself. A faint flavour of irony came into his voice in speaking of his

elder brother and finding Karen's calm eyes dwelling on him he wondered

if she thought him unfair. "We always get on well enough," he said, "but

we haven't much in common. He is a good, dull fellow, half alive."

"And you are very much alive."

"Yes, on the whole, I think so," he answered, smiling, but sensitively

aware of a possible hint of irony in her. But she had intended none. She

continued to look at him calmly. "You are making use of all of yourself;

that is to be alive, Tante always says; and I feel that it is true of

you. And his wife? the wife of the dull hunting brother? Does she hunt

too and think of foxes most?"

He could assure her that Betty quite made up in the variety of her

activities for Oliver's deficiencies. Karen was interested in the

American Betty and especially in hearing that she had been at the

concert from which their own acquaintance dated. She asked him, walking

back to the house, if he had seen Mrs. Forrester. "She is an old friend

of yours, isn't she?" she said.

"That must be nice. She was so kind to me that last day in London. Tante

is very fond of her; very, very fond. I hardly think there is anyone of

all her friends she has more feeling for. Here is Victor, come to greet

you. You remember Victor, and how he nearly missed the train."

The great, benignant dog came down the path to them and as they walked

Karen laid her hand upon his head, telling Gregory that Sir Alliston had

given him to Tante when he was quite a tiny puppy. "You saw Sir

Alliston, that sad, gentle poet? There is another person that Tante

loves." It was with a slight stir of discomfort that Gregory realised

more fully from these assessments how final for Karen was the question

of Tante's likes and dislikes.

They were on the verandah when she paused. "But I think, though the

music-room is closed, that you must see the portrait."

"The portrait? Of you?" Actually, and sincerely, he was off the track.

"Of me? Oh no," said Karen, laughing a little. "Why should it be of me?

Of my guardian, of course. Perhaps you know it. It is by Sargent and was

in the Royal Academy some years ago."

"I must have missed it. Am I to see it now?"

"Yes. I will ask Mrs. Talcott for the key and we will draw all the

blinds and you shall see it." They walked back to the garden in search

of Mrs. Talcott.

"Do you like it?" Gregory asked.

Karen reflected for a moment and then said; "He understands her better

than Mr. Drew does, or, at all events, does not try to make up for what

he does not understand by elaborations. But there are blanks!--oh

blanks!--However, it is a very magnificent picture and you shall see.

Mrs. Talcott, may I have the key of the music-room? I want to show the

Sargent to Mr. Jardine."

They had come to the old woman again, and again she slowly righted

herself from her stooping posture. "It's in my room, I'll come and get

it," said Mrs. Talcott, and on Karen's protesting against this, she

observed that it was about tea-time, anyway. She preceded them to the

house.

"But I do beg," Karen stopped her in the hall. "Let me get it. You shall

tell me where it is."

Mrs. Talcott yielded. "In my left top drawer on the right hand side

under the pile of handkerchiefs," she recited. "Thanks, Karen."

While Karen was gone, Mrs. Talcott in the hall stood in front of Gregory

and looked past him in silence into the morning-room. She did not seem

to feel it in any sense incumbent upon her to entertain him, though

there was nothing forbidding in her manner. But happening presently,

while they waited, to glance at the droll old woman, he found her eyes

fixed on him in a singularly piercing, if singularly impassive, gaze.

She looked away again with no change of expression, shifting her weight

from one hip to the other, and something in the attitude suggested to

Gregory that she had spent a great part of her life in waiting. She had

a capacity, he inferred, for indefinite waiting. Karen came happily

running down the stairs, holding the key.

They went into the dim, white room where swathed presences stood as if

austerely welcoming them. Karen drew up the blind and Mrs. Talcott,

going to the end of the room, mounted a chair and dexterously twitched

from its place the sheet that covered the great portrait. Then, standing

beside it, and still holding its covering, she looked, not at it, but,

meditatively, out at the sea that crossed with its horizon line the four

long windows. Karen, also in silence, came and stood beside Gregory.

It was indeed a remarkable picture; white and black; silver and green.

To a painter's eye the arresting balance of these colours would have

first appealed and the defiant charm with which the angular surfaces

of the grand piano and the soft curves of the woman seated at it

were combined. The almost impalpable white of an azalea with its

flame-green foliage, and a silver statuette, poised high on a

slender column of white chalcedony, were the only accessories. But

after the first delighted draught of wonder it was the face of Madame

Okraska--pre-eminently Madame Okraska in this portrait--that compelled

one to concentration. She sat, turning from the piano, her knees

crossed, one arm cast over them, the other resting along the edge of the

key-board. The head drooped slightly and the eyes looked out just below

the spectator's eyes, so that in poise and glance it recalled somewhat

Michael Angelo's Lorenzo da Medici. And something that Gregory had felt

in her from the first, and that had roused in him dim hostilities and

ironies, was now more fully revealed. The artist seemed to have looked

through the soft mask of the woman's flesh, through the disturbing and

compelling forces of her own consciousness, to the very structure and

anatomy of her character. Atavistic, sub-conscious revelations were in

the face. It was to see, in terms of art, a scientific demonstration of

race, temperament, and the results of their interplay with environment.

The languors, the feverish indolences, the caprice of generations of

Spanish exiles were there, and the ambiguity, the fierceness of Slav

ancestry. And, subtly interwoven, were the marks of her public life upon

her. The face, so moulded to indifference, was yet so aware of

observation, so adjusted to it, so insatiable of it, that, sitting

there, absorbed and brooding, lovely with her looped pearls and

diamonds, her silver broideries and silken fringes, she was a product of

the public, a creature reared on adulation, breathing it in softly,

peacefully, as the white flowers beside her breathed in light and air.

Her craftsmanship, her genius, though indicated, were submerged in this

pervasive quality of an indifference based securely on the ever present

consciousness that none could be indifferent to her. And more than the

passive acceptance and security was indicated. Strange, sleeping

potentialities lurked in the face; as at the turn of a kaleidoscope,

Gregory could fancy it suddenly transformed, by some hostile touch, some

menace, to a savage violence and rapacity. He was aware, standing

between the girl who worshipped her and the devoted old woman, of the

pang of a curious anxiety.

"Well," said Karen at last, and she looked from the picture to him.

"What do you think of it?"

"It's splendid," said Gregory. "It's very fine. And beautiful."

"But does it altogether satisfy you?" Her eyes were again on the

portrait. "What is lacking, I cannot say; but it seems to me that it is

painted with intelligence only, not with love. It is Madame Okraska, the

great genius; but it is not Tante; it is not even Madame von Marwitz."

The portrait seemed to Gregory to go so much further and so much deeper

than what he had himself seen that it was difficult to believe that hers

might be the deepest vision, but he was glad to take refuge in the

possibility. "It does seem to me wonderfully like," he said. "But then I

don't know 'Tante.'"

Karen now glanced at Mrs. Talcott. "It is a great bone of contention

between us," she said, smiling at the old lady, yet smiling, Gregory

observed, with a touch of challenge. "She feels it quite complete. That,

in someone who does know Tante, I cannot understand."

Mrs. Talcott, making no reply, glanced up at the portrait and then,

again, out at the sea.

Gregory looked at her with awakened curiosity. This agreement was an

unexpected prop for him. "You, too, think it a perfect likeness?" he

asked her. Her old blue eyes, old in the antique tranquillity of their

regard, yet still of such a vivid, unfaded turquoise, turned on him and

again he had that impression of an impassive piercing.

"It seems to me about as good a picture as anyone's likely to get," said

Mrs. Talcott.

"Yes, but, oh Mrs. Talcott"--with controlled impatience Karen took her

up--"surely you see,--it isn't Tante. It is a genius, a great woman, a

beautiful woman, a beautiful and poetic creature, of course;--he has

seen all that--who wouldn't? but it is almost a woman without a heart.

There is something heartless there. I always feel it. And when one

thinks of Tante!" And Mrs. Talcott remaining silent, she insisted: "Can

you really say you don't see what I mean?"

"Well, I never cared much about pictures anyway," Mrs. Talcott now

remarked.

"Well, but you care for this one more than I do!" Karen returned, with a

laugh of vexation. "It isn't a question of pictures; it's a question of

a likeness. You really think that this does Tante justice? It's that I

can't understand."

Mrs. Talcott, thus pursued, again looked up at the portrait, and

continued, now, to look at it for several moments. And as she stood

there, looking up, she suddenly and comically reminded Gregory of the

Frog gardener before the door in "Alice," with his stubborn and

deliberate misunderstanding. He could almost have expected to see Mrs.

Talcott advance her thumb and rub the portrait, as if to probe the cause

of her questioner's persistence. When she finally spoke it was only to

vary her former judgment: "It seems to me about as good a picture as

Mercedes is likely to get taken," she said. She pronounced the Spanish

name: "Mursadees."

Karen, after this, abandoned her attempt to convince Mrs. Talcott. Tea

was ready, and they went into the morning-room. Here Mrs. Talcott

presided at the tea-table, and for all his dominating preoccupation she

continued to engage a large part of Gregory's attention. She sat,

leaning back in her chair, slowly eating, her eyes, like tiny, blue

stones, immeasurably remote, immeasurably sad, fixed on the sea.

"Is it long since you were in America?" he asked her. He felt drawn to

Mrs. Talcott.

"Why, I guess it's getting on for twenty-five years now," she replied,

after considering for a moment; "since I've lived there. I've been over

three or four times with Mercedes; on tours."

"Twenty-five years since you came over here? That is a long time."

"Oh, it's more than that since I came," said Mrs. Talcott. "Twenty-five

years since I lived at home. I came over first nearly fifty years ago.

Yes; it's a long time."

"Dear me; you have lived most of your life here, then."

"Yes; you may say I have."

"And don't you ever want to go back to America to stay?"

"I don't know as I do," said Mrs. Talcott.

"You're fonder of it over here, like so many of your compatriots?"

"Well, I don't know as I am," Mrs. Talcott, who had a genius it seemed

for non-committal statements, varied; and then, as though aware that her

answers might seem ungracious, she added: "All my folks are dead.

There's no reason for my wanting to go home that I can think of."

"Besides, Mrs. Talcott," Karen now helped her on, "home to you is where

Tante is, isn't it. Mrs. Talcott has lived with Tante ever since Tante

was born. No one in the world knows her as well as she does. It is

rather wonderful to think about." She had the air, finding Mrs. Talcott

appreciated, of putting forward for her her great claim to distinction.

"Yes; I know Mercedes pretty well," Mrs. Talcott conceded.

"How I love to hear about it," said Karen; "about her first concert, you

know, Mrs. Talcott, when you curled her hair--such long, bright brown

hair, she had, and so thick, falling below her waist, didn't it?" Mrs.

Talcott nodded with a certain complacency. "And she wore a little white

muslin frock and white shoes and a blue sash; she was only nine years

old; it was a great concert in Warsaw. And she didn't want her hair

curled, and combed it all out with her fingers just before going on to

the platform--didn't she?"

Mrs. Talcott was slightly smiling over these reminiscences. "Smart

little thing," she commented. "She did it the last minute so as it was

too late for me to fix it again. It made me feel dreadful her going on

to the platform with her head all mussed up like that. She looked mighty

pretty all the same."

"And she was right, too, wasn't she?" said Karen, elated, evidently, at

having so successfully drawn Mrs. Talcott out. "Her hair was never

curly, was it. It looked better straight, I'm sure."

"Well, I don't know about that," said Mrs. Talcott. "I always like it

curled best, when she was little. But I had to own to myself she looked

mighty pretty, though I was so mad at her."

"Tante has always had her own way, I imagine," said Karen, "about

anything she set her mind on. She had her way about being an infant

prodigy; though you were so right about that--she has often said so,

hasn't she, and how thankful she is that you were able to stop it before

it did her harm. I must show you our photographs of Tante, Mr. Jardine.

We have volumes and volumes, and boxes and boxes of them. They are far

more like her, I think, many of them, than the portrait. Some of them

too dear and quaint--when she was quite tiny."

Tea was over and Karen, rising, looked towards the shelves where,

evidently, the volumes and boxes were kept.

"I really think I'd rather see some more of this lovely place, first,"

said Gregory. "Do take me further along the cliff. I could see the

photographs, you know, the next time I come."

He, too, had risen and was smiling at her with a little constraint.

Karen, arrested on her way to the photographs, looked at him in

surprise. "Will you come again? You are to be in Cornwall so long?"

"I'm to be here about a fortnight and I should like to come often, if I

may." She was unaware, disconcertingly unaware; yet her surprise showed

the frankest pleasure.

"How very nice," she said. "I did not think that you could come all that

way more than once."

While they spoke, Mrs. Talcott's ancient, turquoise eyes were upon them,

and in her presence Gregory found it easier to say things than it would

have been to say them to Karen alone. Already, he felt sure, Mrs.

Talcott understood, and if it was easy to say things in her presence

might that not be because he guessed that she sympathised? "But I came

down to Cornwall to see you," he said, leaning on his chair back and

tilting it a little while he smiled at Karen.

Her pleasure rose in a flush to her cheek. "To see me?"

"Yes; I felt from our letters that we ought to become great friends."

She looked at him, pondering the unlooked-for possibility he put before

her. "Great friends?" she repeated. "I have never had a great friend of

my own. Friends, of course; the Lippheims and the Belots; and Strepoff;

and you, of course, Mrs. Talcott; but never, really, a great friend

quite of my own, for they are Tante's friends first and come through

Tante. Of course you have come through Tante, too," said Karen, with

evident satisfaction; "only not quite in the same way."

"Not at all in the same way," said Gregory. "Don't forget. We met at the

concert, and without any introduction! It has nothing to do with Madame

von Marwitz this time. It's quite on our own."

"Oh, but I would so much rather have it come through her, if we are to

be great friends," Karen returned, smiling, though reflectively. "I

think we are to be, for I felt you to be my friend from that first

moment. But it was at the concert that we met and it was Tante's

concert. So that it was not quite on our own. I want it to be through

Tante," she went on, "because it pleases me very much to think that we

may be great friends, and my happy things have come to me through Tante,

always."

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