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I watched him and little Pete drive away down the highroad; watched

them out of sight. Then I sat down on the bench outside the

waiting-room to think, "What next?"

I had no intention of going to Spencerville. My trunk would be safe

there with the address of a neighbor of my aunt. What I most wanted

was to be alone and time to think, time to regain strength for the

struggle before me.

I don't know that for ten minutes I thought at all. I suppose I must

have, for I remembered that at this hour Jamie and Mrs. Macleod were to

sail; that the Doctor was on his way to San Francisco. That Cale could

do nothing by telegraphing them. And what would he telegraph?

The ticket-agent and baggage-master locked the office door and came

over to me.

"I 'm going up the road a piece; the train is twenty minutes late. You

won't mind sitting here alone?"

"Oh, no. It is a lovely evening."

"No frost to-night." He went off on the highroad in the opposite

direction from Richelieu-en-Bas.

The evening promised to be fine; the sun set clear in the sky.

Somewhere in the distance, I heard a night hawk's harsh cry.

The dusk fell; still I sat there, not thinking much of anything. I had

my hand-bag with me and my warm coat. I opened my bag and took out an

apple; I had eaten nothing since breakfast and felt faint. The apple

was an Astrachan. I found myself calculating what it cost--this one

apple. I must begin to count the cost again of every morsel, although

I had all my wages with me. But ten weeks of sickness--and where would

they be!

I put my teeth into the apple-- A thought: the apple-boat--it was to

leave soon--the week was up!

I rose from the bench, not stopping to take a second bite; took my

hand-bag; threw my coat over my shoulder, and started down the road to

Richelieu-en-Bas.

It was rapidly growing dark. One mile, two miles, three miles--the

night was there to cover me. I was thankful. Five miles, six miles--I

was entering the long street of the village. The lindens and elms made

the road black. I strained my eyes to see the lights. That from the

cabaret was the first--then a green one above the water, several feet

it looked to be. It must be the apple-boat!

It was just the time in the evening when the men flock to the cabaret.

As I drew near it, I heard the sound of the graphophone. I listened,

not stopping in my walk.

"_O Canada, pays de mon amour!_"

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