I felt his hand grasp mine still more closely.

"So 'twas, so 'twas," he said to himself; then to me:

"Guess we won't lose track of one 'nother again, Marcia."

"Not if I can help it, Cale; it is n't my fault that we see each other

for the first time in twenty-six years."

"So 't ain't, so 't ain't, poor little soul." I heard a catch in his

voice, but I did not spare him.

"How old was I when you left home?"

"'Bout three months, if I remember right."

"Did you ever see me--then?"

"No."

"You did n't have any interest in me?"

"Not much, I 'll own up." Then he added weakly, for he wanted to spare

me the truth by gently lying out of it, "I 've heard men don't take to

new-born babies as women do; they 're kinder soft ter handle."

"And you saw me for the first time in my life at the steamboat landing?"

"Yes--an' my knees fairly give way beneath me, for I saw Happy standin'

before me an' speakin' in the voice I remember so well."

"A long while, twenty-six years, Cale?"

"Don't, Marcia, don't rub it in so!" He was half resentful; and I,

having brought him to this point, was satisfied to relent.

"Cale," I said, withdrawing my hand and facing him, as well as I could

with my new foot appendages to steer, "I 'll forgive you for not paying

any attention to me for twenty-six years, on one condition--"

"What is thet?" His eagerness was almost pathetic.

"That you 'll take me for just what I am, who I am, Marcia Farrell--not

Happy Morey; if you don't I shall be unhappy. And you 're to love me

for myself, do you hear? Just for myself, and not because I 'm the

living image of my mother. Now don't you forget. I give you warning,

I shall be insanely jealous if you love me for anybody but myself--and

I take it for granted you _do_ love me, don't you, Cale?"

"You know I do, Marcia."

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