"'Oh, Jamie,'" he mimicked; then with a burst of laughter he threw
himself full length on the sofa.
"What are you laughing at?" I demanded sternly.
"At what Ewart and the Doctor would say if they could hear us talking
like this so soon as their backs were turned on the manor. I believe
the Doctor's last word to you was 'griddlecakes', and Ewart's to me:
'We 'll have dinner at twelve--I 'm going into the woods with Cale'.
Well, I 'm in for good two hours of reading," he said, settling himself
comfortably in the sofa corner. I had come to learn that this was my
dismissal.
Before Mr. Ewart's return, I took counsel with myself--or rather with
my common-sense self. If I were to continue to work in this household,
I must know definitely what I was to do. The fact that I was receiving
wages meant, if it meant anything, that I received them in exchange for
service rendered. The Doctor left the matter in an unsatisfactory,
nebulous state, saying, that if Ewart insisted on paying my salary it
was his affair to provide the work; and thereafter he was provokingly
silent.
I had been too many years in a work-harness to shirk any responsibility
along business lines now, and when, after supper, I heard Jamie say
just before we left the dining-room: "I'm no end busy this evening,
Gordon, I 'll work in here if you don't mind; I 'll be in for
porridge," I knew my opportunity was already made for me. I told Mrs.
Macleod that, as she could not tell me what was expected of me, I
should not let another day go by without ascertaining this from Mr.
Ewart. Perhaps she intentionally made the opening for my opportunity
easier, for when I went into the living-room an hour later, I found Mr.
Ewart alone with the dogs. He was at the library table, drawing
something with scale and square.
"Pardon me for not rising," he said without looking up; "I don't want
to spoil this acute angle; I 'm mapping out the old forest. I 'm glad
you 're at liberty for I need some help."
"At liberty!" I echoed; and, perceiving the humor of the situation, I
could not help smiling. "That's just what I have come to you to
complain of--I have too much liberty."
"You want work?"
It was a bald statement of an axiomatic truth, and it was made while he
was still intent upon finishing the angle. I stood near the table
watching him.
"Yes." I thought the circumstances warranted conciseness, and my being
laconic, if necessary.
"Then we can come to an understanding without further preliminaries."
He spoke almost indifferently; he was still intent on his work. "Be
seated," he said pleasantly, looking up at me for the first time and
directly into my face.
I did as I was bidden, and waited. I am told I have a talent for
waiting on another's unexpressed intentions without fidgetting, as so
many women do, with any trifle at hand. I occupied myself with looking
at the man whom Jamie loved, who "interested" him. I, too, found the
personality and face interesting. By no means of uncommon type,
nevertheless the whole face was noticeable for the remarkable moulding
of every feature. There were lines in it and, without aging, every one
told. They added character, gave varied expression, intensified
traits. Life's chisel of experience had graven both deep and fine; not
a coarse line marred the extraordinary firmness that expressed itself
in lips and jaw; not a touch of unfineness revealed itself about the
nose. Delicate creases beneath the eyes, and many of them, mellowed
the almost hard look of the direct glance. Thought had moulded; will
had graven; suffering had both hardened and softened--"tempered" is the
right word--as is its tendency when manhood endures it rightly. But
joy had touched the contours all too lightly; the face in repose showed
absolutely no trace of it. When he smiled, however, as he did, looking
up suddenly to find me studying him, I realized that here was great
capacity for enjoying, although joyousness had never found itself at
home about eyes and lips. He laid aside the drawing and turned his
chair to face me.
"Doctor Rugvie--and Cale," he added pointedly, "tell me you were for
several years in a branch of the New York Library. Did you ever do any
work in cataloguing?"
"No; I was studying for the examinations that last spring before I was
taken ill."
"Then I am sure you will understand just how to do the work I have laid
out for you. I have a few cases still in storage in Montreal--mostly
on forestry. Before sending for them, I wanted to see where I could
put them."
"Cut and dried already! I need n't have given myself extra worry about
my future work," I thought; but aloud I said:
"I 'll do my best; if the books are German I can't catalogue them. I
have n't got so far."
"I 'll take care of those; there are very few of them. Most of them
are in French; in fact, it is a mild fad of mine to collect French
works, ancient and modern, on forestry. I 'll send for the books after
the office has been furnished and put to rights. I am expecting the
furniture from Quebec to-morrow. And now that I have laid out your
work for you for the present, I 'll ask a favor--a personal one," he
added, smiling as he rose, thrust his hands deep into his pockets and
jingled some keys somewhere in the depths.
"What is it?" I, too, rose, ready to do the favor on the instant if
possible, for his wholly businesslike manner, the directness with which
he relied upon my training to help him pleased me.
"I 'd like to leave the settling of my den in your hands--wholly," he
said emphatically. "You have been so successful with the other rooms
that I 'd like to see your hand in my special one. How did you know
just what to do, and not overdo,--so many women are guilty of
that,--tell me?"
He spoke eagerly, almost boyishly. It was pleasant to be able to tell
him the plain truth; no frills were needed with this man, if I read him
rightly.
"Because it was my first chance to work out some of my home ideals--my
first opportunity to make a home, as I had imagined it; then, too,--"
I hesitated, wondering if I should tell not only the plain truth, but
the unvarnished one. I decided to speak out frankly; it could do no
harm.
"I enjoyed it all so much because I could spend some
money--judiciously, you know,"--I spoke earnestly. He nodded
understandingly, but I saw that he suppressed a smile,--"without having
to earn it by hard work; I 've had to scrimp so long--"
His face grew grave again.
"How much did you spend? I think I have a slight remembrance of some
infinitesimal sum you mentioned the first evening--"
"Infinitesimal! No, indeed; it was almost a hundred--eighty-seven
dollars and sixty-three cents, to be exact."
"Now, Miss Farrell!" It was his turn to protest. He went over to the
hearth and took his stand on it, his back to the fire, his hands
clasped behind him. "Do you mean to tell me that you provided all this
comfort and made this homey atmosphere with eighty-seven dollars and
sixty-three cents?--I'm particular about those sixty-three cents."
"I did, and had more good fun and enjoyment in spending them to that
end, than I ever remember to have had before in my life. You don't
think it too much?"
I looked up at him and smiled; and smiled again right merrily at the
perplexed look in his eyes, a look that suddenly changed to one of such
deep, emotional suffering that my eyes fell before it. I felt
intuitively I ought not to see it.
"Too much!" he repeated, and as I looked up again quickly I found the
face and expression serene and unmoved. "Well, as you must have
learned already, things are relative when it comes to value, and what
you have done for this house belongs in the category of things that
mere money can neither purchase nor pay for."
"I don't quite see that; I thought it was I who was having all the
pleasure."
His next question startled me.
"You are an orphan, I understand, Miss Farrell?"
"Yes." Again I felt the blood mount to my cheeks as I restated this
half truth.
"Then you must know what it is to be alone in the world?"
"Yes--all alone."
"Perhaps to have no home of your own?"
"Yes."
"To feel yourself a stranger even in familiar places?"
"Oh, yes--many times."
"Surely, then, you will understand what it means for a lonely man to
come back to this old manor, which I have occupied for years only at
intervals, and more as a camping than an abiding place, and find it for
the first time a home in fact?"
"I think I can understand it."
"Very well, then," he said emphatically and holding out his hand into
which I laid mine, wondering as I did so "what next" was to be expected
from this man, "I am your debtor for this and must remain so; and in
the circumstances," he continued with an emphasis at once so frank and
merry, that it left no doubt of his sincerity as well as of his
appreciation of the situation, "I think there need be no more talk of
work, or wages, or reciprocal service between you and me as long as you
remain with us. It's a pact, is n't it?" he said, releasing my hand
from the firm cordial pressure.
"But I want my wages," I protested with mock anxiety. "I really can't
get on without money--and I was to have twenty-five dollars a month and
'board and room' according to agreement."
He laughed at that. I was glad to hear him.
"Oh, I have no responsibility for the agreement or what the
advertisement has brought forth; it was one of the great surprises of
my life to find you here. By the way, I hear you prefer to receive
your pay from the Doctor?"
"Did he tell you that?" I demanded, not over courteously.
"Professionally," he replied with assumed gravity. "I insisted on
taking that pecuniary burden on myself, as I seemed to be the first
beneficiary; but I 've changed my mind, and, hereafter, you may apply
to the Doctor for your salary. I 'll take your service gratis and tell
him so. Does this suit you?"
"So completely, wholly and absolutely that--well, you 'll see! When
can I take possession of the office? It needs a good cleaning down the
first thing." I was eager to begin to prove my gratitude for the
manner in which he had extricated me from the anomalous position in his
household.
"From this moment; only--no manual labor like 'cleaning down'; there
are enough in the house for that."
"Oh, nonsense!" I replied, laughing at such a restriction. "I 'm used
to it--
"I intend you to be unused to it in my house--you understand?"
There was decided command in these words; they irritated me as well as
the look he gave me. But I remembered in time that, after all, the old
manor of Lamoral was his house, not mine, and it would be best for me
to obey orders.
"Very well; I 'll ask Marie and little Pete to help me."
Marie appeared with the porridge, a little earlier than usual on
Jamie's account, and Mr. Ewart asked her to bring a lighted candle.
"Come into the office for a moment," he said, leading the way with the
light.
He stopped at the threshold to let me pass. The room was warm; the
soapstone heater was doing effective work. The snow gleamed white
beneath the curtainless windows, and the crowding hemlocks showed black
pointed masses against the moonlight. There was some frost on the
panes.
"It looks bare enough now," he said, raising the candle at the full
stretch of his arm that I might see the oak panels of the ceiling; "I
leave it to you to make it cheery. Here 's something that will help
out in this room and in the living-room."
He took a large pasteboard box from the floor, and we went back into
the other room. Jamie and Mrs. Macleod were there.
"Now, what have you there, Gordon?" said the former, frankly showing
the curiosity that is a part of his make-up.
"Something that should delight your inner man's eye," he replied.
Going to the table, he opened the box and took from it some of the
exquisite first and second proofs of those wonderful etchings by Meryon.
We looked and looked again. Old Paris, the Paris of the second
republic, lay spread before us: bridges, quays, chimney-pots, roofs,
river and the cathedral of Notre Dame were there in black and white,
and the Seine breathing dankness upon all! I possessed myself of one,
the Pont Neuf, and betook myself to the sofa to enjoy it.
"You know these, Miss Farrell?"
"Only as I have seen woodcuts of them in New York."
"They are my favorites; I want nothing else on my walls. Will you
select some for this room and some for the den? I will passepartout
them; they should have no frames."
"You 're just giving me the best treat you could possibly provide," I
said, still in possession of the proof, "and how glad I am that I 've
had it--"
"What, Marcia?" This from Jamie.
"I mean the chance to extract a little honey from the strong."
Mrs. Macleod and Jamie looked thoroughly mystified, not knowing New
York; but Mr. Ewart smiled at my enthusiasm and scripture application.
He understood that some things during the years of my "scrimping" had
borne fruit.
"I believe you 're more than half French, Ewart," said Jamie, looking
up from the proof he was examining; "I mean in feeling and sympathy."
"No, I am all Canadian."
"You mean English, don't you?"
"No, I mean Canadian."
This was said with a fervor and a decision which had such a snap to it,
that Jamie looked at him in surprise. Without replying, he continued
his examination of the proof, whistling softly to himself.
Mr. Ewart turned to Mrs. Macleod and said, smiling:
"I want all members of my household to know just where I stand; in the
future we may have a good many English guests in the house.--Please,
give me an extra amount of porridge, Mrs. Macleod."