WOMANLY USEFULNESS
"Did you ring, Mas' Eric?"
"Yes. Has Irene come home?"
"Not yet, sir."
"Bring some more wood."
Owing to the scarcity of coal, the grate had been removed, and massive
brass andirons substituted. John piled them with oak wood, swept the
hearth, and retired. After a time, the door opened and the mistress came
in.
"Irene! you must be nearly frozen. What kept you out so late?"
"I had more than usual to attend to at the Asylum this afternoon."
"What was the matter?"
"We have a new matron, and I was particularly anxious that she should start
right in one or two respects. I waited, too, in order to see the children
at supper, and satisfy myself about the cooking."
"How many orphans are there in the Asylum?"
"Thirty-four. I admitted two this evening--children of one of our soldiers,
who died from a wound received at Leesburg."
"Poor little things! I am afraid you will find numbers of similar instances
before this war is at an end."
"We will try to find room for all such cases. The building will accommodate
one hundred."
"You must be very cold; I will make John bring you a glass of wine."
"No, sir; I do not need it. My shawl was thick and warm."
"Irene."
She turned her head slightly, and raised her eyes.
"Did you receive a letter which I sent to your room?"
"Yes, sir. It was from Dr. Arnold."
"He has established himself in Richmond."
"Yes, sir; his recent attack of rheumatism unfitted him for service in the
field."
"I had a letter from Colonel Aubrey to-day. He wants to buy my house."
She made no comment, and her eyes drooped again to the perusal of the
strange shapes which danced and flickered on the burnished andirons.
"What use do you suppose he had for it?"
"I cannot imagine, unless he intends it as a home for Electra."
"What a witch you are at guessing; that is exactly it. He says, in this
letter, that he may not survive the war, and wishes to have the assurance
that his cousin is comfortably provided for, before he goes into another
battle. His offer is liberal, and I shall accept it."
"Well, I am glad she will own it--for I have often heard her speak of those
old poplar trees in the front yard. She has always admired the place."
At this juncture the tea-bell summoned them to the dining-room, and she
allowed her uncle no opportunity of renewing the conversation. When the
meal was concluded, and they had returned to the library, Irene drew her
table and basket near the lamp, and resumed her knitting. The invalid
frowned, and asked impatiently--
"Can't you buy as many of those coarse things as you want, without toiling
night and day?"
"In the first place, I do not toil; knitting is purely mechanical, very
easy, and I like it. In the second place, I cannot buy them, and our men
need them when they are standing on guard. It is cold work holding a musket
in the open air, such weather as this."
He looked annoyed, and dived deeper among his cushions.
"Don't you feel as well as usual this evening, Uncle Eric?"
"Oh! I am well enough--but I hate the everlasting motion of those steel
needles."
She rolled up the glove, put it in her basket, and rose.
"Shall I read to you? Or, how would you like a game of chess?"
"I do not expect you to humour my whims. Above all things, my child, I
dread the thought of becoming troublesome to you."
"You can never be that, Uncle Eric; and I shall always be glad if you will
tell me how I can make your time pass more pleasantly. I know this house
must seem gloomy enough at best. Let us try a game of chess; we have not
played since you came from Europe."
She brought the board, and they sat down to the most quiet and absorbing of
all games. Both played well, and when Eric was finally vanquished, he was
surprised to find, from the hands of the clock, that the game had lasted
nearly two hours. As she carefully replaced the ivory combatants in their
box, Irene said--
"Uncle, you know that I have long desired and intended to go to Richmond,
but various circumstances combined to keep me at home. I felt that I had
duties here which must first be discharged; now the time has come when I
can accomplish my long-cherished plan. Dr. Arnold has taken charge of the
hospital in Richmond which was established with the money we sent from
W---- for the relief of our regiments. Mrs. Campbell is about to be
installed as matron, and I have to-day decided to join them. In his letter
received this afternoon he orders me not to come, but I know that he will
give me a ward when he finds me at his elbow. I am aware that you have
always opposed this project, but I hope, sir, that you will waive your
objections, and go on with me next week."
"It is a strange and unreasonable freak, which, I must say, I do not
approve of. There are plenty of nurses to be hired, who have more
experience, and are every way far more suitable for such positions."
"Uncle, the men in our armies are not hired to fight our battles; and the
least the women of the land can do is to nurse them when sick or wounded."
She laid her hand gently on his whitening hair, and added pleadingly--
"Do not oppose me, Uncle Eric. I want your sanction in all that I do. There
are only two of us left; go with me as my adviser--protector. I could not
be happy if you were not with me."
His eyes filled instantly, and drawing her close to him, he exclaimed
tremulously--
"My dear Irene! there is nothing I would not do to make you happy. Happy I
fear you never will be. Ah! don't smile and contradict me; I know the
difference between happiness and resignation. Patience, uncomplaining
endurance, never yet stole the garments of joy. I will go with you to
Virginia, or anywhere else that you wish."
"Thank you, Uncle Eric. I will try to make you forget the comforts of home,
and give you no reason to regret that you sacrificed your wishes and
judgment to mine. I must not keep you up any later."
The army of the Potomac had fallen back to Yorktown when Irene reached
Richmond; and the preparations which were being made for the reception of
the wounded gave melancholy premonition of impending battles.
Dr. Arnold had been entrusted with the supervision of several hospitals,
but gave special attention to one established with the funds contributed by
the citizens of W----, and thither Irene repaired on the day of her
arrival.
In reply to her inquiries, she was directed to a small room, and found the
physician seated at a table examining a bundle of papers. He saw only a
form darkening the doorway, and, without looking up, called out gruffly--
"Well, what is it? What do you want?"
"A word of welcome."
He sprang to his feet instantly, holding out both hands.
"Dear child! Queen! God bless you! How are you? Pale as a cloud, and thin
as a shadow. Sit down here by me. Where is Eric?"
"He was much fatigued, and I left him at the hotel."
"You have been ill a long time, Irene, and have kept it from me. That was
not right; you should have been honest in your letters. A pretty figure you
will cut nursing sick folks! Work in my sight, indeed! If you say work to
me again, I will clap you into a lunatic asylum and keep you there till the
war is over. Turn your face to the light."
"I am well enough in body; it is my mind only that is ill at ease; my heart
only that is sick--sorely sick. Here I shall find employment, and, I trust,
partial forgetfulness. Put me to work at once; that will be my best
medicine."
"And you really missed me, Queen?"
"Yes, inexpressibly; I felt my need of you continually. You must know how I
cling to you now."
Again he drew her little hands to his granite mouth, and seemed to muse for
a moment.
"Doctor, how is Electra?"
"Very well--that is, as well as such an anomalous, volcanic, torrid
character ought to be. At first she puzzled me (and that is an insult I
find it hard to forgive), but finally I found the clue. She is
indefatigable and astonishingly faithful as a nurse; does all her duty, and
more, which is saying a good deal--for I am a hard taskmaster. Aren't you
afraid that I will work you more unmercifully than a Yankee factory-child,
or a Cornwall miner? See here, Queen; what do you suppose brought Electra
to Richmond?"
"A desire to render some service to the sick and suffering, and also to be
comparatively near her cousin."
"Precisely; only the last should be first, and the first last. Russell is a
perverse, ungrateful dog."
As he expected, she glanced up at him, but refrained from comment.
"Yes, Irene--he is a soulless scamp. Here is his cousin entirely devoted to
him, loving him above everything else in this world, and yet he has not
even paid her a visit, except in passing through to Yorktown with his
command. He might be a happy man if he would but open his eyes and see what
is as plain as the nose on my face--which, you must admit, requires no
microscope. She is a gifted woman, and would suit him exactly--even better
than my salamander, Salome."
A startled, incredulous expression came into Irene's large eyes, and
gradually a look of keen pain settled on her features.
"Aha! did that idea never occur to you before?"
"Never, sir; and you must be mistaken."
"Why, child? The fact is patent. You women profess to be so quick-witted,
too, in such matters--I am amazed at your obtuseness. She idolizes Aubrey."
"It is scarcely strange that she should; she has no other relatives near
her, and it is natural that she should love her cousin."
"I tell you I know what I say! she will never love anybody else as she
loves Aubrey. Besides, what is it to you whether he marries her or not?"
"I feel attached to her, and want to see her happy."
"As Russell's wife?"
"No, sir. The marriage of cousins was always revolting to me."
She did not flinch from his glittering grey eye, and her grieved look
deepened.
"Is she here? Can I see her?"
"She is not in this building, but I will inform her of your arrival. I have
become much interested in her. She is a brilliant, erratic creature, and
has a soul! which cannot safely be predicated of all the sex nowadays.
Where are you going?"
"Back to Uncle Eric. Will you put me in the same hospital with Electra and
Mrs. Campbell?"
"I will put you in a strait-jacket! I promise you that."
Electra was agreeably surprised at the unusual warmth with which Irene
received her some hours later, but little suspected why the lips lingered
in their pressure of hers, or understood the wistful tenderness of the eyes
which dwelt so fondly on her face. The icy wall of reserve had suddenly
melted, as if in the breath of an August noon, and dripped silently down
among things long past. Russell's name was casually mentioned more than
once, and Electra fell asleep that night wholly unconscious that the torn
and crumpled pages of her heart had been thoroughly perused by the woman
from whom she was most anxious to conceal the truth.
Having engaged a suite of rooms near the hospital, a few days sufficed for
preliminary arrangements, and Irene was installed in a ward of the building
to which she had requested Dr. Arnold to appoint her.
Thus, by different, by devious thorny paths, two sorrowing women emerged
upon the broad highway of Duty, and, clasping hands, pressed forward to the
divinely appointed goal--Womanly Usefulness.
Only those who have faithfully ministered in a hospital can fully
appreciate the onerous nature of the burdens thus assumed--can realize the
crushing anxiety, the sleepless apprehension, the ceaseless tension of
brain and nerve, the gnawing, intolerable sickness and aching of heart over
sufferings which no human skill can assuage; and the silent blistering
tears which are shed over corpses of men whose families kneel in far
distant homes, praying God's mercy on dear ones lying at that moment stark
and cold on hospital cots with strangers' hands about the loved limbs.
Day by day, week after week, those tireless women-watchers walked the
painful round from patient to patient, administering food and medicine to
diseased bodies, and words of hope and encouragement to souls, who shrank
not from the glare and roar and carnage of battle, but shivered and cowered
before the daring images which deathless memory called from the peaceful,
happy Past. It was not wonderful that the home-sick sufferers regarded them
with emotions which trenched on adoration, or that often, when the pale
thin faces lighted with a smile of joy at their approach, Irene and Electra
felt that they had a priceless reward.