“Roy was so tender and good that I could not bring myself to the point

of asking him about his marriage. He asked me why I had undertaken the

rash act and I told him that I was lonesome for him. Things drifted on

for months, and he returned to this city to live. It was then that he

came to me and told me that he was married. He explained how he had

been compelled to have a certain sum of money in order to maintain his

influence in the political circle and that he had married a wealthy

woman. He insisted that I meet his wife, but I refused. I also refused

to accept any financial aid from him. If it had been his money I should

gladly have taken it, but I would not take a cent of the funds which had

been the means of buying my place at my husband’s side. I then answered

an advertisement for ‘housekeeper wanted’ and accepted a position with

a small family, which only lasted a few weeks, at which time I found

myself penniless. Next, I was a chambermaid in a hotel, but left because

I could not have my boy with me. Then kind heaven seemed to favor me,

for I secured a position as companion to an old lady. I remained there

seven years; my boy was allowed to live in the house with me, and went

to school as soon as he had reached the proper age. I saw Mr. Sunderman

occasionally. He was a well known attorney and a man of affairs. During

my stay at the home of the old lady I became very much attached to her,

and it was little wonder that when she passed into the peaceful slumber

of death that I was much moved.

“Many relatives that I had neither seen nor heard of attended the

funeral. When the procession was forming to leave the house my attention

was attracted to a beautiful woman, who had a little girl with her. She

was an earnest mourner; it seemed almost impossible for her to give up

her dear aunt to the relentless hand of death. She moaned and sobbed

so pitifully as the casket was borne from the house that I thought to

lead her; she leaned heavily on my arm and we slowly followed the form

we loved so well and sadly watched the pall bearers as they placed

the black case in the sombre vehicle. Then the carriages, which were

silently waiting, began to draw up to the curbing as the huge burial

car moved away. One, two, three handsomely groomed teams stopped, until

the curtained doors of the carriages to which they were hitched closed

with a muffled sound, when they would slowly walk away as though they

understood they were to make room for the next.

“The fourth carriage halted; the attentive assistant opened the door and

the lady I was supporting moved toward it, leading the little girl with

her.

“‘Would you mind letting this lady ride with you?’ asked the undertaker,

with a bow.

“For the first time she looked at me and seemed to recognize me as the

woman whom she had seen in charge of affairs in the house when she had

first arrived.

“‘No,’ she said, with a toss of her head, ‘I don’t care to take any

servants in with me.’

“I watched the streets and boulevards for months before I again set eyes

on that turnout; when I did it was but a matter of inquiry to find out it

was the private equipage of Mrs. R. Sunderman.

“I had reached the stage of desperation, where I was ready to do anything

but one thing, and that was to die. I wanted to live long enough to

impress upon her mind who I was. It was while in this frame of mind

that I met my husband. I had lost all respect for myself; I had reached

that stage of degradation which is worse than to resolve to take one’s

life. I had decided to sell my soul in order to have sufficient funds

to at some time humiliate this woman who had refused to carry me in her

carriage, which should have been mine. I went to a house of bad repute to

apply for admission; while talking to the proprietress a man came in. He

signified a desire to talk to me, and we left the place together. He was

only a poor man, but his soul contains some of the rarest qualities of

manliness that has ever been discovered in the human race. In ten days

we were married. I did not love him, but he offered me and my boy a home.

He asked no questions but, as he said, took it for granted that I was as

good as himself; I have never loved him with that pure, unselfish love

which is so essential to real happiness, but he has been good to me and I

have done my duty.”

“But what about your first—er—Mr. Sunderman, I mean?”

“Well, he followed his political ambitions, and his party has been

victorious in nearly all its efforts. Money has come to him without

apparent effort.

“My husband finally purchased a grocery store in which he toiled

incessantly to provide for us. Such life grew monotonous. I was seeking

some way of relieving him, when one day I picked up a paper and saw great

headlines saying, ‘Sunderman Faction Wins.’

“‘The result of yesterday’s caucus plainly shows Hon. Roy Sunderman

master of the situation. His position and power unquestionably defined,’

etc.

“In reading the article I discovered that Sunderman had gained control

of the political situation. He did not seek any office, but rather chose

to be dictator, thereby holding the patronage of high officials in his

hand. I next ascertained that he would be appointed minister to some

foreign country to intercede in issues of great importance which at that

time held the public eye, as he saw fit. The newspaper account which

contained the latter statement went on to say that the great honor shown

Mr. Sunderman was only a fitting tribute in return for the effective

and valuable services which he had rendered the party, and that he was

given the choice of several different appointments, but preferred the one

named because it would afford him an opportunity to take his family on a

sojourn in Europe with him.

“At last, I had not waited so long for nothing. This is an exact copy of

the letter I wrote him.”

The letter was as forceful in expression as was the writer in her

deliberate narration. I will produce it word for word:

“_Hon. Roy Sunderman._

“DEAR SIR: No doubt you have expected to hear from me ere

this; I have been waiting for the opportunity which your

popularity has just now afforded me. If the monotony of my

humdrum existence has taken me entirely out of your life, it

is only the more reason why your rise to prominence has been

more plain to me; I have no favors to ask, but a request to

make, hence this letter. I can see no happiness in having for

a husband a man who on the stroke of five in the morning rolls

out of his bed, hurries into his clothes and rushes away to his

stall, where he deals out potatoes and codfish to the dictation

of those to whom he must humbly bow in order to retain their

patronage; remaining away all day without his lunch and only

arriving home in the evening in time to eat dinner, which has

been spoiled by being kept warm, and then tired, cross and

peevish, he goes off to seek the rest from the day’s toil and

worry, only to rise and repeat the program as the days go by.

The man is all right, I have no fault to find with him, but his

ill health and the overwork have sapped his vitality until

ambition in him is a gone and forgotten element. You have power

and my husband is well qualified to fill some office, which

would be an honor to him and a glory to me. He is educated and

I want you to have him appointed to a position. I also want you

to arrange to have _our_ boy sent to school.

“These things I _know_ you will take pleasure in doing,

believing as I do, that my wish is your pleasure.

I remain,

⸺ nee Mary Dalby.”

“He came to me upon receipt of the letter ready to advance me money,

anything, that he could do, but the appointment was out of the question.

“‘No,’ I said, ‘it is not; I shall expect you to do as I say.’

“‘But, listen, Mary, the positions which I did control have all been

tendered to others since I accepted my appointment, and the only way I

could get any favors now would be to withdraw.”

“‘All right, sir, withdraw,’ said I.

“‘But now, dear, be reasonable. My family is all ready to sail.’

“‘Well, let them sail.’

“‘Yes, I—I know,’ he stammered. ‘But they can’t sail without me and I

can’t disappoint them now.’

“‘You can send them and join them later.’

“‘No, I cannot afford it.’

“‘Cannot afford it,’ I gasped.

“‘No. You see, Mary, I have to spend so much keeping pace with the crowd,

that money is not at all plentiful with me.’

“‘And this appointment is the only means you have of going abroad?’

“‘Yes, Mary.’

“I looked at him, his eyes were filled with tears. My heart softened;

I saw the tender emotion as it lit up his face until a halo seemed to

surround his head. I knew that I loved him yet. I heard his trembling

voice, as he pleaded with me, I saw his soft, white hands as they reached

out to me in mute appeal; I think the tears which now half blinded me

must have had a softening effect on my callous nature. Then with a flash

I thought of a son without a father, I again went through years of toil,

and as if a panoramic view was being unrolled before me, I saw a house in

mourning, a hearse drawn by black horses, draped with great, black nets,

whose fringe hung almost to the ground. I saw a line of vehicles moving

slowly, a man opened the door, then I heard a voice say, ‘No, I do not

care to take any servants.’ Then with the pride wrought by the tingling

of the warm blood which coursed through my veins, I said, ‘Well, Mr.

Sunderman, I am sorry, but I must ask you and your family to forego this

one pleasure.’

“He did not mistake my sarcasm; he only asked me what would be the

consequences, if he refused.

“‘If you are anxious to know,’ said I, ‘just refuse and wait twenty-four

hours.’

“Within two days the papers were full of Mr. Sunderman’s withdrawal on

account of a sudden breaking down of his health. He had many applicants

for his influence, but he did not tell anyone that he had given up the

only position over which he had any influence for reasons of his own.

“In less than thirty days, a rural looking man called at my husband’s

place of business, and stated that he was looking for an opportunity to

buy a store something on the order of his; my husband priced the store,

and the man took it without a word; my husband is industrious and I had

a hard time keeping him in a contented frame of mind for thirty days

more, but I insisted so strongly on his taking a much needed rest, that

he was still idle when he was notified that he had been selected to fill

a position as a postoffice inspector. His instructions were for him to

proceed to headquarters at once to qualify. Our boy, Roy’s and mine, is

in a military school and I anticipate that he will be selected as a West

Point cadet, when he has made the proper advancement.”

“And does your husband know?”

“He knows nothing, except that five thousand a year is better than

running a shop.”

TALE NINETEEN.

A STORY OF THE LEVEE.

“Ah, yes, ’tis sweet still to remember,

Though ’twere less painful to forget;

For while my heart glows like an ember.

Mine eyes with sorrow’s drops are wet,

And oh, my heart is aching yet.

It is a law of mortal pain

That old wounds, long accounted well,

Beneath the memory’s potent spell,

Will wake to life and bleed again.”

In spite of police rules and the fact that there is a city ordinance

prohibiting the admission of women in saloons in Chicago, in spite of the

reported raids on dens in what has been known as the levee district for

years, the writer indulged in a little slumming last evening.

One engaged in Dr. Parkhurst’s favorite pastime need go but a few blocks

from the Central Police Station to find sufficient fields of labor to

keep one busy for days. South State street appeared to be more attractive

to a man going out on such an expedition alone, for the section of the

street chosen for the work was nearly as black as Hades while strictly

speaking it was as light as day owing to the numerous arc lights which

served to light the inexperienced to these shining dens of vice.

The thrum of the guitar and the twang of the banjo and pounding of the

piano served to entice me to enter a resort that is well known as the

rendezvous of as precious a lot of thieving “old Mols,” pickpockets and

grafters of all sorts as any city should care to boast.

Upon my entrance my attention was attracted by the many signs of fresh

paint which was smeared over the faces of the denizens of gaudy attire

which in some cases could almost be described by saying they were

attired in a pair of red hose and a short bodice. In many instances the

flaring nostrils and flaming eyes were temporarily obscured by clouds of

cigarette smoke, only to be assisted in their display of dissipation by

a liberal supply of gold teeth, as the degraded creatures would eagerly

open their carmined lips to receive again the agent of insanity.

I was greeted with all the endearing terms known to the human tongue,

from “Hello, sweetheart,” to “Honey, buy your baby a drink.”

I saw everything from a friendly handshake to a hugging match behind an

artificial palm. Every inducement to a man of virile, animal instincts

was held out to the male visitors of this law abiding place, while the

revolting scenes of depraved humanity were made more distasteful to the

refined person on account of the pit of hellish wretchedness his fellow

men had fallen into.

So much for a city which is regarded as being under the surveillance, of

proper authorities at all times.

I sat down at a table alone. The three-man band struck up a waltz, the

notes arose and mingled with smoke, curses and a discordant humming which

came from the husky throats of a dozen or more wearers of bleached hair

and otherwise falsified females.

As the music continued I glanced around the large room. The sight of

drunken men lolling over women whose only claim to life and conviviality

was supplied by the effect of the different intoxicants which these

daughters of misfortune had freely indulged in, was sufficiently

disgusting to cause me to desire to make my exit without further delay.

I arose to go; just as I did so, I caught the eye of a creature whose

smile showed in itself just how much of an effort it cost for the woman

to present it. I lingered by the chair, and she approached me timidly.

Her action, combined with her appearance, served to mislead me. I mistook

her for a novice; on account of her seemingly natural shyness I looked

upon her as being wholly out of place. Her general appearance too was far

above the ordinary “she frequenters” of this place.

She was young, well preserved, modestly dressed and talked with a

degree of sense and moral refinement unknown to the patrons of the

establishment. Notwithstanding the fact that circumstances were against

her, I believed her when she told me that she was not an habitue of this

particular resort.

“But why are you here tonight?” I asked.

“Oh, I have the blues, good and plenty,” she said, as she dropped into a

chair.

“For why?” was my bantering query.

It was then that I was treated to a square look into her face. She was

pretty to say the least. Her soft hazel eyes denoted everything but

viciousness; her full, round face carried the freshness of youth and she

made feeble attempts to smile pleasantly, at which time she showed a set

of white, firm, but very short teeth. She gazed at me for a full moment,

then with an air of wisdom she said: “I suppose you are fixing to make a

raid on all the ‘joints’?”

“No, I am not,” was my honest reply, the meaning of which was so well

taken that this girl admitted that I was surely “off my beat.”

“You do not look like a man who chose his society from the ranks of these

people,” said she, with a look around the room.

“I should think you would know whether you had ever seen me around here

before,” said I.

“Nothing strange in that, for this is the first time I was ever in this

place in my life.”

By this time I had convinced her that I was not a “fly cop.” She had

caused me to believe that she, too, was telling the truth. I finally

invited her to have a drink.

“No. At least not here; this is too tough for me,” she said as she arose.

“But I want to talk to you.”

“I am willing to talk, but not here and if you will meet me at the next

corner in the basement, I will talk as long as you like. It is better and

cleaner there,” she added.

“Shall I go with you?”

“No, I will go alone. You follow.”

After she had gone out, I viewed myself in the dingy mirror. I wondered

if I really looked easy to that sly lady. I was not inclined to follow

her into any basement den and run the chance of her having told some of

the gang that I had insulted her, so they might have an excuse to beat me

into insensibility, rob me and throw me into the gutter, from whence I

would be gathered up by the kind hearted policeman and carted away to the

station more dead than alive and be called upon to answer to the charge

of drunk and disorderly conduct, the next day, and pay tribute to the

tune of a big fine, while my assailants were waiting for more “suckers.”

Curiosity and stubbornness led me to follow at a safe distance and try if

possible to ascertain what sort of a place she entered.

It was on a corner; a view of the marble steps and shining brass rails

denoted cleanliness. Bright lights diffused a warmth of welcome, while

strains of music floated from the farther recesses of the basement. An

expensive sign told me that the place was a “cafe.” “Ladies’ Entrance”

was the inimitable farce that adorned the wall directly over one pair

of steps leading downward, while numerous announcements over the other

stairway announced all that was to be found by a respectable man of

leisure. With a slight feeling of trepidation, I descended to the source

of hilarity; as I drew nearer the music I became braver. I sought a

table in a far off corner, and had not been there long when my new found

acquaintance approached me.

“Now,” I said, “I want you to tell me all about yourself.”

“And if I do will you advise me as to what course to pursue to right a

wrong?”

“I will try. But first have a drink. You are all upset; take a little

liquor to steady your nerves.”

The drinks being disposed of, she began.

“Ah well, it is a short story. I came to Chicago during the World’s

Fair. I was a pretty child of seventeen. My parents were very wealthy.

My former home was Grand Rapids, Michigan, but I became so enamored with

the exciting life of this great city that I prevailed upon my parents to

allow me to remain here and enter a school of music. For four years I

advanced rapidly. Society’s doors were wide open to me everywhere. I was

in great demand at all social functions on account of my rich voice. I

made many friends and was loved and petted by all. I met a man, one who

also sang; our sympathetic natures readily embraced each other, our souls

were in harmony, we saw with the same eyes, heard with the same ears, and

lived by the agencies of the same heart beats.

“Time flew as it only can for lovers. We became engaged. All looked like

one eternal, joyous day, but as time brings joy, so does it also bring

pain. My fiance held a position of trust and responsibility. He came to

me one day and said: ‘Jeanette, we must break our engagement,’ I thought

he was joking, but no such good fortune. He meant he was thousands of

dollars short in his accounts and wished to break off with me before it

became public, so that the disgrace would not rest so heavily on me. He

was noble for that, but I refused to release him, and wired my father,

who came. I told him all, and my Dad was a good Dad; he anticipated my

wish, and at once offered to make good all of Leslie’s shortage. It was

decided that the matter should be settled in that way. Just then a new

feature came to light. It developed that before I met Leslie he had been

badly smitten on his employer’s daughter, Emily Sutton. I had never seen

her; in fact, up to this time I did not know there was such a girl on

earth. Miss Sutton was conscious of Leslie’s financial trouble, and as

she had recently come into a large fortune in her own right, she, too,

offered aid to the man we both loved. She had heard of me and demanded

that I be jilted, and she become his wife. He refused, whereupon her

influence was brought to bear upon her father and to spite me, Leslie was

taken into custody. My father was true blue, and furnished the necessary

bond which gave Leslie his liberty. He disappeared, and the affair caused

an estrangement between my parents, which eventually drove my father to

suicide. My mother and I quarreled; she said such bitter things about the

loss my father had sustained by reason of his signing Leslie’s bond, that

I refused to accept a dollar of the balance of the estate. She eventually

married again and her second husband lost all my poor Dad had left.

“I applied for a position as soloist at a number of the different

churches, and each time some promise was made, but in every instance I

afterward received a brief note, saying the committee had decided not

to employ me at present. I went so far as to offer my services gratis,

but the offer was gracefully rejected. I had been so deeply worried that

I had failed to notice the lack of attention and invitations from my

old circle of friends, which had gradually narrowed down to a handful,

compared to former days. Finally I thought as a last resort and an

excuse for remaining on earth, I would apply for a position on the stage.

I had no trouble in securing what I thought was a very good contract. I

made my debut at the Masonic Temple and had the newspapers let me alone,

all would have gone well, but it appeared to be their duty to take up my

thread of existence from childhood and around me they wove a romantic

story. They told how one man had so lost his head over me that he became

an embezzler; how the publicity had caused my father to fill a suicide’s

grave, and how I had been a social favorite until this trouble came,

etc. I suppose they meant it kindly, for the article closed by assuring

the public that my smiles were as winsome as ever and my voice as sweet,

and no doubt but that the Temple Garden would have the honor of having

more real society people in attendance during my engagement, than any

other place of amusement in the city. And they were there like curiosity

seekers at a funeral. When the hour came for my second appearance (the

matinee), every seat was taken and the “Standing Room Only” card had been

put up an hour before the curtain raised. My number came; I went onto

the stage and proceeded to disappoint my former friends by being seized

with stage fright, and instead of singing, I stood in dumb consternation.

Again and again the orchestra repeated the introduction; again and again

did the director give me my cue. I heard nothing. I could see in the

distance fans and handkerchiefs waving in the air. I saw a hundred pair

of hands extended, and brought quickly together, but heard no clapping

sound. I saw the many gorgeous flowers that were tossed upon the stage

in massive bouquets. I saw the footlights as they seemed to grow more

dazzling and then recede to a glimmering yellow flame, then I saw⸺.

“When I revived the manager was furious. They said I had fainted. I guess

I did. I know a very strange feeling came over me.

“Now I have recited my entire stage career to you. After this experience

my nerves seemed to fail me and I was unfit for anything. I had the

misfortune one day to meet one of my old friends, who happened to be in

the audience when I broke down. We had a long talk over our lunch which

lasted from two till five o’clock. He was so sorry for me, and said the

thing I needed was travel. I felt myself as if something was needed.

He proposed to assist me financially, and insisted on my going to Mt.

Clemmens to take a course of sulphur baths. I really felt that it would

benefit me, and hoped it would refit me for some sort of service by which

I might earn a living. I accepted the proffered aid and left Chicago to

seek health and strength. I spent seven weeks at the baths, and was so

much improved that I felt that life was again worth living. At the end

of that time my benefactor came to me. He told me two things and one was

that he had seen Leslie in Chicago; that since the forfeiture of his

bond he had decided to return here and had married his former employer’s

daughter, Emily. The other thing he told me was that he was just starting

for a year’s sojourn in Europe and wished me to join him. I did not know

what it meant, but he plainly told me that I would be expected to travel

as his wife. His request had a crushing effect on me. I could see why he

had entertained so much sympathy for me in my days of trouble.

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