CHAPTER XXIII

"Do you think stivers grow on my back?" asked the mother the next

day. "You still don't earn a doit! Do you have to buy tobacco for

old soldiers?"

Walter had nothing to say. Recently his mother had given him a shilling

to give to Holsma's maid. Walter neglected to do this, and spent one

stiver of the money on snuff for an old soldier.

The mother continued her tirade, making use of the word "prodigue,"

prodigal.

"No, mother," said Stoffel, "that isn't it. He's behind in

everything. He doesn't know yet how to handle money, that's it!"

"Yes. He doesn't know how to handle money! All the other children at

his age--when they have a stiver they either save it or buy themselves

something. And he--what does he do? He goes and gives it away! Boy,

boy, will you never learn any sense?"

Walter was cut to the quick by the accusation of wastefulness and

prodigality. In his eyes a prodigal was somebody, a man! "Prodigue,

prodigue," he murmured. He knew the word.

In one of the bedrooms hung a series of crude, highly colored pictures

illustrating the story of the prodigal son. The pictures were French;

and a study of the titles convinced the family that "prodigue" could

mean nothing but prodigal in the worst sense, i. e., "lost." Stoffel

had maintained this proposition against one of his colleagues, till

that one drew a lexicon on him.

After much argument it was decided to compromise on the "mistake"

in the French Bible by allowing "prodigue" to have sometimes the

meaning of "extravagant." Those pictures had afforded Walter much

food for thought.

First picture: The "lost" or prodigal son tells his father

good-bye. The old gentleman wears a purple coat. Very pretty--but the

prodigal himself! A mantle floated about his shoulders--it seemed to

be windy in the colonnade. It was princely; and his turkish trousers

were of pure gold. At his side was a bent sabre, and on his head a

turban, with a stone in it--certainly onyx, or sardonox, or a pearl,

or a precious stone--or whatever it might be!

The old gentleman seemed to be out of humor; but no wonder--all those

loaded camels, and the slaves, and all the accessories for that long,

long journey! A negro, as black as pitch, was holding a horse by

the rein. Another negro was holding the stirrup, and seemed to say:

"Off to the Devil; prodigal, get on!"

What boy wouldn't have been a prodigal son? The bent sabre alone was

worth the sin.

Second picture: Hm--hm. Wicked, wicked! Why, certainly; but not for

Walter, who in his innocence attached no importance to the extravagant

dresses of the "Juffrouwen." It was sufficient that all were eating

and drinking bountifully, and that they were in good spirits and

enjoying themselves. How prettily one of the girls, in glossy silk,

was leaning over the shoulder of the "lost" one! How much nicer to be

lost than found!--anyway, that was the impression the feast made on

Walter. The true purpose of the picture--to deter people from a life of

dissoluteness--escaped Walter entirely. Perhaps he knew what it meant;

but in his heart he felt that it meant something else. What attracted

him most was not the food and drink, under which the table "groaned,"

nor the sinful sensuality painted on the faces of the ladies. It was

the freedom and unconventionality of the company that charmed him. In

order to emphasize the idea of prodigality, the painter had allowed

some big dogs to upset an open cask of wine.

The wine was streaming, and straying away as if it were the lost

sinner. This pleased Walter immensely. None of the guests seemed to

notice such a small trifle, not even the waiters. This ought to have

happened just once in the Pieterse home--and even if it were only a

stein of beer!

The artist says to himself, Do you suppose I didn't foresee the

seductive influence of such a picture? The next one makes it all right!

Well, maybe so.

Third picture: Magnificent. How romantic this wilderness! Oh, to

sit there on that boulder and stare into the immeasurable depths of

the universe--alone!

To think, think, think!

No schoolmaster, no mother, brother, or anyone to say what he

must do with his heart, with his time, with his elbows, or with his

breeches! That's the way Walter saw it. The young man there didn't even

have on breeches; and he looked as if he wouldn't have been ashamed

to stretch himself out on his back, with his arms over his head, and

watch with wide-open eyes the passing of the moon and stars. Walter

asked himself what he would think of when he had founded such an

empire of solitude.

Hm! Femke could sit on the boulder with him. Prodigal son--oh,

sin divine with her! He was surprised that in the whole Bible there

was only one prodigal son. Of all sins this seemed to him the most

seductive.

And the desert was so--endurable. There were trees in it, which one

could climb, when one really got lost, or use to build a nice little

cabin--for Femke, of course.

The prodigal in the picture didn't seem to have thought of all

that. Why wasn't the Juffrouw in green silk with him? She will come

soon, Walter said to himself. Perhaps she's not quite through with

her prodigality. If she would only hurry up and come! He longs for

her. But that is the only annoyance that a genuine prodigal takes

with him from the profane world into that capital wilderness.

It must be remarked in passing, however, that the hogs with which

that picture was equipped looked ugly. The pious artist had made them

shield-bearers of sin, and had supplied their physiognomies with all

kinds of horrible features. And, too, the trough looked dirty.

If it happens to me, said Walter, I'll take sheep with me; and Femke

can card the wool.

The artist ought to admit that even this third picture is inadequate

to inspire a proper disgust for prodigality.

And the fourth one? No better.

The old gentleman is excessively friendly. We are again in the

colonnade, where the camels have just waited so patiently. One of the

slaves clasps his hands and looks toward heaven--because he's glad,

of course, that little Walter has come back.

He? The real Walter? Returned home, and friendly received in his high

rank of a "has-been" and "recovered" prodigal? Oh, no!

And that fatted calf! In direct opposition to the custom that was

familiar to Walter! It worried the boy. Juffrouw Pieterse never

slaughtered anything. She ran a weekly account with Keesje's father;

and even a roast was a rarity.

There was no prospect of a fatted calf, whether he became a prodigal

or not. But that didn't keep the rank of a prodigal from being higher

than that of a stupid boy who didn't know how to handle money.

He was encouraged to think that he was indebted to his friendly

enemy, Juffrouw Laps, for something. She always cited the Bible,

and spoke continually of feeding swine. Walter wanted to answer:

"That's very nice, Juffrouw Laps, but can't it be sheep this time?"

He knew very well that she had never had any passion for carding,

and consequently was not interested in that blue muffler, which would

be so becoming to Femke's favorite sheep.

But she assured him that he was a prodigal; and that was enough.

"That's what I've always said!" replied Juffrouw Pieterse. "What

does he do but squander his mother's money? If that man wants snuff,

let him buy it. The king pays him. I have to work too hard for my

money. Don't I, Stoffel?"

"Yes, mother; but it's only childishness in Walter!"

"Childishness! That's what I call it."

"No it isn't!" cried the pious Laps. "He's on the straight road to

the trough of Luke 15. He will eat husks! Do you think the Master

doesn't carry out his parables? Just send him to me. The pastors are

to blame for it. They don't explain the Bible. Send him to me."

"If I only knew how he gets such things into his head!"

"You don't know? It's arrogance!"

She spoke the truth.

"Arrogance, Arrogance pure and simple--just as it was in Belshazzar,

or Sennacherib, or Nebuchadnezzar."

How thankful Walter was! If at this moment he had had a letter to

write--preferably to Femke--he would have boasted of being as wicked

as three old kings put together.

"Arrogance!" repeated Juffrouw Laps. "Gold on top, iron in the middle,

and feet of clay. The Master will overthrow him. Send him to me."

This invitation to turn over the royal villain to her for religious

instruction was repeated so often that it was necessary to give her

an answer.

"But, dear Juffrouw, the boy don't want to. He's stubborn; and what

can one do with such a child?"

Walter knew that his mother was not quite truthful; but, after his

former experience with his friendly enemy, he found it desirable to

keep quiet. When pressed, however, for an explanation he said:

"The man wanted snuff, and nobody would give him any; so I----"

Juffrouw Laps knew enough. Walter was as good as her prisoner: she

now knew exactly how to take his fortifications, if they could be

taken at all.

"If he doesn't want to come to me, don't compel him," she said sweetly

on leaving. "To force him won't do any good. Let him exercise his own

pleasure. I'm afraid you pick at the child too much, anyway. What an

awful fuss we've made over a stiver!"

"That's what I say, too," replied the mother. "It looks as if we

begrudged him the money! We could have spared another stiver, and we

wouldn't have missed it, would we, Stoffel?"

"Yes, mother, but it's time for Walter----"

"Goodness, what a hullaballoo to raise about a few pinches of

snuff! The Master will repay it seven times seventy times. Whatever

ye have done to the least of my brothers----"

With this consoling passage on her lips she took her leave of the

astonished family.

Yes, it wasn't so easy to see through Juffrouw Laps!

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