THE MAN WHO LOST HIS NAME.

ON the second day of June, 186--, a young Norseman, Halfdan Bjerk

by name, landed on the pier at Castle Garden. He passed through the

straight and narrow gate where he was asked his name, birthplace, and

how much money he had,--at which he grew very much frightened.

“And your destination?”--demanded the gruff-looking functionary at the

desk.

“America,” said the youth, and touched his hat politely.

“Do you think I have time for joking?” roared the official, with an

oath.

The Norseman ran his hand through his hair, smiled his timidly

conciliatory smile, and tried his best to look brave; but his hand

trembled and his heart thumped away at an alarmingly quickened tempo.

“Put him down for Nebraska!” cried a stout red-cheeked individual

(inwrapped in the mingled fumes of tobacco and whisky) whose function it

was to open and shut the gate.

“There ain’t many as go to Nebraska.”

“All right, Nebraska.”

The gate swung open and the pressure from behind urged the timid

traveler on, while an extra push from the gate-keeper sent him flying in

the direction of a board fence, where he sat down and tried to realize

that he was now in the land of liberty.

Halfdan Bjerk was a tall, slender-limbed youth of very delicate frame;

he had a pair of wonderfully candid, unreflecting blue eyes, a smooth,

clear, beardless face, and soft, wavy light hair, which was pushed back

from his forehead without parting. His mouth and chin were well cut, but

their lines were, perhaps, rather weak for a man. When in repose, the

ensemble of his features was exceedingly pleasing and somehow reminded

one of Correggio’s St. John. He had left his native land because he was

an ardent republican and was abstractly convinced that man, generically

and individually, lives more happily in a republic than in a monarchy.

He had anticipated with keen pleasure the large, freely breathing life

he was to lead in a land where every man was his neighbor’s brother,

where no senseless traditions kept a jealous watch over obsolete

systems and shrines, and no chilling prejudice blighted the spontaneous

blossoming of the soul.

Halfdan was an only child. His father, a poor government official, had

died during his infancy, and his mother had given music lessons, and

kept boarders, in order to gain the means to give her son what is

called a learned education. In the Latin school Halfdan had enjoyed the

reputation of being a bright youth, and at the age of eighteen, he had

entered the university under the most promising auspices. He could make

very fair verses, and play all imaginable instruments with equal ease,

which made him a favorite in society. Moreover, he possessed that very

old-fashioned accomplishment of cutting silhouettes; and what was more,

he could draw the most charmingly fantastic arabesques for embroidery

patterns, and he even dabbled in portrait and landscape painting.

Whatever he turned his hand to, he did well, in fact, astonishingly

well for a dilettante, and yet not well enough to claim the title of an

artist. Nor did it ever occur to him to make such a claim. As one of

his fellow-students remarked in a fit of jealousy, “Once when Nature had

made three geniuses, a poet, a musician, and a painter, she took all the

remaining odds and ends and shook them together at random and the result

was Halfdan Bjerk.” This agreeable melange of accomplishments, however,

proved very attractive to the ladies, who invited the possessor to

innumerable afternoon tea-parties, where they drew heavy drafts on his

unflagging patience, and kept him steadily engaged with patterns and

designs for embroidery, leather flowers, and other dainty knickknacks.

And in return for all his exertions they called him “sweet” and

“beautiful,” and applied to him many other enthusiastic adjectives

seldom heard in connection with masculine names. In the university,

talents of this order gained but slight recognition, and when Halfdan

had for three years been preparing himself in vain for the examen

philosophicum, he found himself slowly and imperceptibly drifting into

the ranks of the so-called studiosi perpetui, who preserve a solemn

silence at the examination tables, fraternize with every new generation

of freshmen, and at last become part of the fixed furniture of their

Alma Mater. In the larger American colleges, such men are mercilessly

dropped or sent to a Divinity School; but the European universities,

whose tempers the centuries have mellowed, harbor in their spacious

Gothic bosoms a tenderer heart for their unfortunate sons. There the

professors greet them at the green tables with a good-humored smile of

recognition; they are treated with gentle forbearance, and are allowed

to linger on, until they die or become tutors in the families of remote

clergymen, where they invariably fall in love with the handsomest

daughter, and thus lounge into a modest prosperity.

If this had been the fate of our friend Bjerk, we should have dismissed

him here with a confident “vale” on his life’s pilgrimage. But,

unfortunately, Bjerk was inclined to hold the government in some

way responsible for his own poor success as a student, and this, in

connection with an aesthetic enthusiasm for ancient Greece, gradually

convinced him that the republic was the only form of government under

which men of his tastes and temperament were apt to flourish. It was,

like everything that pertained to him, a cheerful, genial conviction,

without the slightest tinge of bitterness. The old institutions were

obsolete, rotten to the core, he said, and needed a radical renovation.

He could sit for hours of an evening in the Students’ Union, and

discourse over a glass of mild toddy, on the benefits of universal

suffrage and trial by jury, while the picturesqueness of his language,

his genial sarcasms, or occasional witty allusions would call forth

uproarious applause from throngs of admiring freshmen. These were the

sunny days in Halfdan’s career, days long to be remembered. They came to

an abrupt end when old Mrs. Bjerk died, leaving nothing behind her but

her furniture and some trifling debts. The son, who was not an eminently

practical man, underwent long hours of misery in trying to settle up her

affairs, and finally in a moment of extreme dejection sold his entire

inheritance in a lump to a pawnbroker (reserving for himself a few rings

and trinkets) for the modest sum of 250 dollars specie. He then took

formal leave of the Students’ Union in a brilliant speech, in which

he traced the parallelisms between the lives of Pericles and

Washington,--in his opinion the two greatest men the world had ever

seen,--expounded his theory of democratic government, and explained the

causes of the rapid rise of the American Republic. The next morning he

exchanged half of his worldly possessions for a ticket to New York, and

within a few days set sail for the land of promise, in the far West.

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