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Jacobs, the dealer, was busy showing some customers the paintings. The

place was softly lighted, and the paintings were shown off to the best

advantage by the arrangement of the lights. There were a number of

Oriental rugs about, helping to make the place look luxurious, and

adding somehow to the value of the paintings. Jacobs nodded to me, and I

sat down to wait.

As soon as the customers were gone, he called me over and pointing to a

couple of paintings in elaborate gold frames, he said:

“Those people who were in are furnishing their new home on Riverside

Drive, and I expect to sell them quite a few paintings. They got stuck

on those two, and I made them a price on them. Now those two are already

sold, and the party who bought them wants them delivered next week. You

have just come in time, Miss Ascough, as I must have these copied right

away. Can you get me an artist to do it?”

I looked at the paintings. They were about sixteen by twenty-eight

inches, and the subject of one à la Breton fields of wheat and

harvesters, and the other was of a priest or cardinal in his red robes,

sitting reading in a richly furnished library. Menna, I knew, could not

possibly do the work this week, for he was working on an order for

another dealer, and I had come to Jacobs to collect for old work. I

thought, however, that I could easily do it myself. So I said to Jacobs:

“I know a woman artist who’ll do it for you.”

“A woman! No, sir! I would not have a woman do any work for me,” said

the dealer. “I have had all I want to do with women artists. They do

much inferior work to the men, take twice as long, and get swelled heads

about it. They whine if they don’t make a fortune out of their daubs.

No--nothing doing with the women. Now I like Menna’s work. Take them to

him. Don’t let any one see them, and I’ll very likely be able to have

them copied again, as I think they’ll prove good sellers.”

“All right,” I said, but I made up my mind to do them myself, and I went

out with those precious “imported” paintings under my arm.

Mr. Menna was showing some of his “potboilers” to a man when I returned.

They were paintings of little ragged boys. The man did not care for

them. As he was going out he said:

“I’ll come again some day when you have other pictures. Those little boy

pictures are nice, and I like them, but they are not _parlor_ pictures,

and my customers want parlor pictures.”

Menna was puffing angrily on a big cigar. I laughed as the man went out,

but Menna could not see the humor of it. He got angrier and angrier. He

threw down his palette and brush and let out a big original curse. Wish

I could print it here.

“I hope you feel better now, Mr. Menna,” I ventured.

“That’s the kind of thing one is up against,” he roared, “and that fool,

Bonnat, was in here a while ago and told me he had refused to make some

alteration in the portrait he is painting of the wife of that rich Dr.

Craig, because the ass said he would not prostitute his art, and a lot

of stuff like that. It makes me sick. He also lost a good chance he had

to make illustrations for a magazine--best-paying magazine in New York.

He had his own damned ideas about the illustrations, and as they were

paying for the job they told him how they wanted them smoothed out.

Bonnat belongs to the new school of painting, and he actually refused to

please them--missed a chance almost any artist would be glad to get.

He’s a chump.”

I was getting excited. In a dim way I was beginning to see something

else in art than “the picture business.” It reminded me of how poor

Wallace, Ellen’s husband, used to talk of literature. I secretly admired

this Bonnat for his stand and his courage.

“Is Mr. Bonnat a Frenchman?” I asked.

“No-o.” Menna seemed uncertain of his nationality, but he said after a

moment: “He went to college in America. Got his Ph.D. at Harvard, and

was offered a professorship out West somewhere, but after studying all

those years and wasting time, he turns around and takes up art. Says all

he learned about those ’ologies will enable him to paint better. Did you

ever hear such rot?”

“I think I know what he means,” I said eagerly.

“Oh, you do, Miss Wise-one? Well, what does he, then?” Menna was

laughing at me, but I didn’t mind. I felt as if I really did understand

Bonnat’s point of view, and I said:

“I think he means that he will understand human life better. I’ve heard

artists in Boston discussing something about that, and I cannot explain

it to myself. I only _feel_ that he is right.”

“Oh, rats!” answered Menna. “It’s all very well if one can afford to do

it. I can’t, and Bonnat can’t. He went without food for a whole week,

except some bread and milk, and he’s a big, hearty animal, and he went

without his winter overcoat all last winter, because he gave it to that

little consumptive Jew, Shubert. The joke of it was that Bonnat weighs

nearly two hundred pounds, and little Shubert about seventy or ninety,

if he weighs that, and he reaches only to Bonnat’s shoulder. It was a

howling joke to see him going about in that big overcoat of Bonnat’s.”

Suddenly there flashed over me a memory of Reggie’s handsome fur-lined

coat, with its rich collar of mink, and I remembered how mine had not

been thick enough to keep the cruel cold out, and Reggie never even

noticed how I shivered with the cold in those days. My heart went out to

that big Bonnat who had given his coat to cover up a poor neighbor from

the cold.

“The name is French,” I said to Menna. “Are you sure he’s not French?”

“His folks were originally, I believe, French Huguenots, and he’s partly

German. You’re interested in him, aren’t you? Better not waste your time

on a nut,” and Menna finally dismissed Bonnat with a laugh.

When I showed him the paintings he said that I could copy them as well

as he could, and made me sit right down and go to work.

Somehow, as I copied those paintings, the pleasure was spoiled for me.

There kept running into my head thoughts about _honesty in painting_,

and again I recalled my brother-in-law’s remarks on literature, and I

knew that it must be the same with all art. I could not get my mind off

that man who would not for money be untrue to himself. I felt something

stirring within me that I had never stopped to think of before. And I

began to despise myself for the work I was doing, and I think I would

have despised Menna, too; but suddenly I thought of my father, and I

wanted to cry. I realized that there were times when we literally had to

do the very things we hated. Ideals were luxuries that few of us could

afford to have. Menna had said we had to live, and that was true enough.

Most of us were destined to wade through, not above, the miry quicksands

of life. Art then was only for the few and the rare and the fortunate.

Menna himself had had great promise as a youth. Moreover, his parents

were wealthy, and they had sent him to study in Munich. But when his

father died, there was found scarcely enough money left to support his

mother and sisters, and Menna was sent for to do his share. He was only

twenty-eight, and he tried to support himself with his brush. He was a

good-natured, careless fellow, whose path had hitherto been smoothed for

him, and so he chose the easiest way in art. He drifted into the

potboiler painting, and alas! there he stayed, as is generally the

case.

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