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I had received, of course, a great many letters from Reggie, and I wrote

to him every day. He expected to return in the fall, and he wrote that

he was counting the days. He said very little in his letters about his

people, though he must have known I was anxiously awaiting word as to

how they had taken the news of our engagement.

Toward the end of summer, his letters came less frequently, and, to my

great misery, two weeks passed away when I had not word from him at all.

I was feeling blue and heartsick and, but for my work at the Château, I

think I would have done something desperate. I was really tremendously

in love with Reggie and I worried and fretted over his long absence and

silence.

Then one day, in late September, a messenger boy came with a letter for

me. It was from Reggie. He had returned from his trip, and was back in

Montreal. Instead of being happy to receive his letter, I was filled

with resentment and indignation. He should have come himself and, in

spite of what he wrote, I felt I could not excuse him. This was his

letter:

“DARLING GIRLIE:

I am counting the hours when I will be with you. I tried to get up

to see you last night, but it was impossible. Lord Eaton’s son,

young Albert, was on the steamer coming over, and they are friends

of the governor’s and I simply had to be with them. You see,

darling, it means a good deal to me in the future, to be in touch

with these people. His brother-in-law, whom I met last night, is

head cockalorum in the House of Parliament, and as I have often

told you, my ambition is to get into politics. It’s the surest road

to fame for a Barrister.

Now I hope my foolish little girl will understand and believe me

when I say that I am thinking for you as much as for myself.

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