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To my surprise, Reggie was not at all pleased when I told him of the

work I had secured. I had been so delighted, and papa thought it an

excellent thing for me. He said the Count was a genius and I would learn

a great deal from him. Reggie, however, looked glum and sulky and said

in his prim English way:

“You are engaged to be married to me, and I don’t want my wife to be a

working girl.”

“But, Reggie,” I exclaimed, “I have been working at home, doing all

kinds of painting for different people and helping papa.”

“That’s different,” he said sulkily. “A girl can work at home without

losing her dignity, but when she goes out--well, she’s just a working

girl, that’s all. Nice girls at home don’t do it. My word! My people

would take a fit if they thought I married a working girl. I’ve been

trying to break it to them gradually about our engagement. I told them I

knew very well a girl who was the granddaughter of Squire Ascough of

Macclesfield, but I haven’t had the nerve yet to tell them--to--er--”

I knew what he meant. He hadn’t told them about us here, how poor we

were, of our large family, and how we all had to work.

“I don’t care a snap about your old people,” I broke in heatedly, “and

you don’t have to marry me, Reggie Bertie. You can go back to England

and marry the girl they want you to over there. (He had told me about

her.) And, anyway, I’m sick and tired of your old English prejudices and

notions, and you can go right now--the sooner the better. I hate you.”

The words had rushed out of me headlong. I was furious at Reggie and his

people. He was always talking about them, and I had been hurt and

irritated by his failure to tell them about me. If he were ashamed of me

and my people I wanted nothing to do with him, and now his objecting to

my working made me indignant and angry.

Reggie, as I spoke, had turned deathly white. He got up as if to go, and

slowly picked up his hat. I began to cry, and he stood there hesitating

before me.

“Marion, do you mean that?” he asked huskily.

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