THIS DEED UNSHAPES ME.

Measure for Measure; iv.--4.

Ninitta's illness proved after all very slight. So slight, indeed, that

Dr. Ashton, calling in on his way to dine with the Fentons Thursday

evening, found her gone. She had insisted upon returning to her attic,

although Helen had not allowed her to depart without promising not to

abscond a second time.

Ninitta was grateful to Mrs. Greyson with all the ardor of her

passionate southern heart. She did not, it is true, understand the

relations between Herman and Helen, but even her jealousy was lost in

the gratitude she felt for the beautiful woman who had cared for her,

and it is not unlikely saved her from a dangerous illness. It did not

seem possible to the undisciplined Italian, versed only in crude,

simple emotions, that a woman who was her rival could treat her with

tenderness. She accepted Helen's kindness as indisputable proof that

the latter did not love the sculptor, a conclusion which the premises

scarcely warranted. She volunteered to pose again, and Mrs. Greyson,

thinking it well to keep the girl under her influence, and desiring a

return to at least the semblance of the peaceful existence preceding

the stormy episode just ended, eagerly accepted this offer, only

stipulating that the model should undertake nothing until she was

really well able.

"I shall come back to supper," Dr. Ashton said, as he left his wife. "I

have half a mind not to go to Fenton's; only it amuses me to watch the

fellow's degeneration."

"It never amuses me to watch any degradation," she returned gravely.

"How do you know he is degenerating? If you mean by following his wife,

why, they may be right after all, and what we call superstition the

veriest truth."

"Of course," answered he. "I never pretended to administer the

exclusive mysteries of truth; but it is always a degradation to yield

to personal influence at the expense of conviction. Arthur is as much

of a heathen to-day as he ever was, only he is too fond of comfort to

have the courage of his opinions."

Helen sighed.

"Truth to me," she said thoughtfully, "is whatever one sincerely

believes; I cannot conceive of any other standard. One man's truth is

often another's falsehood."

"You are as dull as a preface to-night, Helen; what carking care is

gnawing at your vitals?"

"Nothing in particular. A certain melancholy is befitting a widow, you

know, and that's what I am supposed to be."

"On the contrary there is a certain vivacity about the word widow to my

mind."

"Your experience has been wider than mine. I am aware that I am too

much given to vast moral reflections, but you provoke them."

"I am sorry to provoke you," he said gayly. "Forgive me before supper

time; who knows what rich experiences I may have between now and then.

Good-by."

As he walked toward his appointment, could Dr. Ashton's vision have

reached to the house whither he was going, he would have seen Arthur

Fenton and his wife sitting together before an open fire awaiting their

guest. The artist was showing Edith a portfolio of sketches by foreign

painters, which he had brought from his studio.

"What a strange uncanny thing this is," he remarked, holding one up.

"It is just like Frontier; I never saw any thing more characteristic. I

wonder you got so few of his tricks, Edith, while you studied with

him."

"He always repelled me. I was afraid of him. Where did you get this

sketch?"

"Dr. Ashton gave it to me."

"Dr. Ashton!"

"Yes; when he was in Paris, both he and his wife were intimate with

Frontier. Or at least Will was."

"Oh, Arthur!"

She leaned forward in her chair, her always pale face assuming a new

pallor. Laying her hand upon her husband's, she asked in a quick,

excited manner:

"Do you know how Frontier died?"

"I know he died suddenly; now you speak of it, I have an idea it was a

case of _felo de se_. You know I was in Munich at the time."

"Arthur," Edith said earnestly, "I have never told even you; but I saw

Frontier die. I had a pass-key to his studio, and his private rooms

were just behind it. That night I went in on my way from dinner--Uncle

Peter and I had been dining together, and I left him at the door with

the carriage--after a study I'd forgotten. We were going to Rome the

next morning, and I didn't want to leave it. The picture was at the

further end of the studio, and as I went down the room I heard voices

and saw that Frontier's door was open. He sat at a table with a tiny

wine-glass in his hand. A man who stood back to me said, just as I came

within hearing: 'It is none of my affair, and I shall not interfere;

but you'll allow me to advise you not to be rash.' I could not hear

Frontier's answer, partly because I paid no attention, of course never

suspecting the truth. But as I went towards my easel, Frontier, hearing

the noise, I suppose, and afraid of being interrupted, caught up the

glass and drank what was in it. The other man sprang forward just in

time to catch him as he fell back, and it suddenly came over me that he

was taking poison. I cried out and ran into the room, but it seemed

only an instant before it vas all over. Oh, it was terrible, Arthur,

terrible!"

She covered her agitated face with her hands, as if to shut out the

vision which rose before her. Her husband sat in silent astonishment, a

conviction growing in his mind of whom the other witness of Frontier's

death must have been.

"Arthur," Edith broke out suddenly, "that man was no better than a

murderer. He let Frontier kill himself. When I cried out, 'Oh, why

didn't you stop him!' he said as coolly as if I had asked the most

trivial question, 'Why should I? What right had I to interfere?' It was

terrible! He seemed to me a perfect fiend!"

"It was--who was it?" demanded her husband, a name almost escaping him

in his excitement.

"It was Dr. Ashton; the man who is coming to sit down at your table

to-night. Arthur, I cannot meet him! I knew when he came to our

reception that I had seen him before, but I could not tell where. There

is his ring now. Let me get by you!"

"But where are you going?" Fenton asked in amazement.

"To my room. Any where to get out of his way."

"But what shall I tell him?"

"The truth; that I will not sit down to eat with a murderer."

She vanished from the room, leaving her husband alone. Dr. Ashton's

step was already upon the stair, and however keenly Mrs. Fenton might

feel the wickedness of the Doctor in not preventing Frontier's

self-destruction, the action was too strictly in accord with Arthur's

own views to allow of his condemning it. His friend found him in a

state of confusion which instantly connected itself in the guest's mind

with the non-appearance of Edith, an impression which was strengthened

by the lameness of the excuses tendered for her absence. Dr. Ashton not

unnaturally concluded that he had just escaped stumbling upon a family

quarrel. He accepted whatever his host chose to say, and the two

proceeded rather gloomily to dinner.

In Arthur's mind there sprang an irritation against both his wife and

his friend. His instincts were all protective, that term including

comfort as well as self-preservation. He was intensely annoyed at his

wife's attitude, and began to vent his spleen in cynical speeches,

which since his marriage had been rare with him.

"Christian grace," he declared, "is exactly like milk; excellent and

nourishing while it is fresh, but hard to get pure, and even then sure

to sour."

"Say something more original if you are cross, Arthur," observed his

friend good humoredly. "What is the matter? Is it a new rug or a

Japanese bronze you are dying for?"

"Hang rugs and bronzes," retorted Arthur, with a vicious determination

to be ill-natured. "If I can get the necessities of life, I am lucky."

"Nonsense," was the reply. "It isn't that. The lack of the necessities

of life makes a man sad; it is the lack of luxuries that makes him

cynical."

Dr. Ashton was perfectly right in his inward comment that Fenton was

secretly regretting his marriage. This was the thought that filled

Arthur's mind. It was true he had had no absolute disagreement with his

wife, although it is not impossible that it might have come to this,

had a delay in the guest's arrival allowed time. But it filled the

husband with an unreasoning rage that Edith presumed to establish so

strict a code of morals. He felt that her position as his wife demanded

more conformity to his standards. Why need she trouble herself about

that which did not concern her, and sit in such lofty judgment upon the

morals of her neighbors? Did she propose keeping Dr. Ashton's

conscience as well as her own--and his? Certainly those whom the

husband found worthy his friendship it ill became the wife to

stigmatize and avoid. He sat moodily tearing his fish in pieces instead

of eating; for the moment wholly forgetting his duty as host.

"If you'll pardon my mentioning it," Dr. Ashton said at length, "you

are about as cheerful company as a death's head. You are so melancholy

that I am tempted to fling in your face one of my old epigrams; that

love is a gay young bachelor who can never be persuaded to marry and

settle down."

The other laughed and made an effort to shake off his gloom; but with

so little success that his guest resolved to escape at the earliest

moment possible. Something in Fenton's forced talk, however, attracted

Dr. Ashton's attention.

"My wife was a pupil of Frontier."

The simple phrase, which had escaped Arthur's lips because it had been

in his mind not to allude to this fact, might have gone unnoticed had

not the speaker himself so strongly felt the shock of disclosure as to

show sudden confusion. The whole matter was at once clear to Dr.

Ashton, who having recognized Edith at the reception, had been prepared

for identification in his own turn.

"So that," he observed calmly, "is the reason Mrs. Fenton does not dine

with us to-night. I knew she was sure to recognize me sooner or later;

but as I had no motive for concealing this matter, on the other hand I

had no reason for recalling so unpleasant a circumstance to her mind."

There was a pause of a moment, and then the Doctor continued:

"I think Frontier was rather foolish. I told him so. A charming little

Hungarian girl of whom he was fond, had left him to follow the fortunes

of a Polish Count, or something of the sort. I do not see why a man

should kill himself for so trifling a thing as a woman; but if he chose

to, I am not one of those officious persons who feel justified in

interfering with any private act they don't happen to approve. I

certainly should resent such impertinent intrusion into my own

affairs."

"And I," assented Arthur doggedly; "but my wife----"

"Certainly; I understand. Mrs. Fenton says hard things of me because I

would not rob poor Frontier of what little comfort he could get from

dying. Very well; I will not offend her by my presence. Only she is

setting herself a hard task in attempting to treat people according to

their conservatism. In these days the sheep and goats have come to be

so much alike in appearance, that I scarcely see how a mere mortal is

to distinguish between them. My own case I settle for her by avoiding

her house."

"But this is my house," protested Arthur, intensely chagrined.

"No," his guest replied, still smiling and moving toward the door. "It

is the nest you have built for your love and your--regeneration! Good

night."

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