REVELATIONS.

At sight of Margot the Chieftain first beamed delight, and then screwed

his chubby face into an expression of concern.

"Halloa! What's up? You look pretty middling doleful!" cried he,

casting an eloquent glance towards the inn windows, then lowering his

voice to a stage whisper, "Macalisteritis, eh? Too much stuffy parlour

and domestic reminiscences? Never mind! Pack clouds away, and welcome

day! The sun is shining, and I have a packet of bull's eyes for you in

one pocket and a budget of letters in another. No, you don't! Not one

single one of them to read in the house--come and sit on a stone by the

tarn, and we'll suck peppermints and read 'em together. Wonderful how

much better you'll feel when you've had a good blow of fresh air. I was

prancing mad when I went out this afternoon, but now--a child might play

with me!"

He threw out his short arms with his favourite sweeping gesture, his

coat flapped to and fro in the breeze, he stepped out with such a jaunty

tread on his short broad feet, that at sight of him Margot's depression

vanished like smoke, and she trotted along by his side with willing

footsteps.

"That's better! That's better! Never saw you look melancholy before,

and never want to again... `Shocking disappearance of dimples! A young

lady robbed of her treasures! Thief still at large! Consternation in

the neighbourhood!' Eh! How's that? Young women who have been endowed

with dimples should never indulge in low spirits. It's a criminal

offence against their neighbours. Where's your brother?"

Margot laughed at the suddenness of the question. It was one of the

Chieftain's peculiarities to leap upon one like this, taking one

unawares, and surprising thereby involuntary revelations.

"I don't know," she answered truthfully. "Over the hills and far away,

I suppose--studying them in a new aspect. He loved them yesterday in

the rain; to-day he felt sure that it would clear, and he wanted to see

the mists rise. He does so intensely love studying Nature."

"Humph?"

Margot looked at him sharply, her head involuntarily assuming a

defensive tilt.

"What does `Humph' mean, pray?"

"Just exactly and precisely what it says!"

"It doesn't sound at all flattering or nice."

"Probably not. It wasn't intended to be."

"Mr Elgood, how can you! What can you have to say about Ron that isn't

to his credit? I thought you liked him! I thought you admired him!

You must see--you _must_--that he is different from other boys of his

age. So much more clever, and thoughtful, and appreciative!"

"That's where the pity comes in! It's pitiful to see a lad like that

mooning away his time, when he ought to be busy at football or cricket,

or playing tricks on his betters. What business has he to appreciate

Nature? Tell me that! At twenty--is it, or only nineteen?--he ought to

be too much engrossed in exercising his muscles, and letting off steam

generally, to bother his head about effects of sun and mist. Sun and

mist, indeed! A good wholesome ordinary English lad doesn't care a toss

about sun or mist, except as they help or hinder his enjoyment of

sport!"

"Ronald is not an `ordinary English boy'!"

"Hoity-toity! Now she's offended!" The Chieftain looked at his

companion's flushed cheeks with twinkling eyes, not one whit daunted by

her airs of dignified displeasure. "Don't want me to say what isn't

true, do you? He's a nice lad--a very nice lad, and a clever one into

the bargain, though by no means the paragon you think him. That's why

I'm sorry to see him frittering away his youth, instead of making hay

while the sun shines. He'll be old soon enough. Wake up some fine

morning to find himself with a bald head and stiff joints. Then he'll

be sorry! Wouldn't bother my head about him if I didn't like the lad.

Have a peppermint? It will soothe your feelings."

The parcel of round black bull's eyes was held towards Margot in

ingratiating fashion. It was impossible to refuse, impossible to

cherish angry feelings, impossible to do anything but laugh and be happy

in the presence of this kindest and most cheery of men. Margot took the

peppermint, and sucked it with frank enjoyment the while she sat by the

tarn reading her letters. Having received nothing from home for several

days, the same post had now brought letters from her father, Edith, and

Agnes, to say nothing of illustrated missives from the two small

nephews. Mr Vane's note was short, and more an echo of her own last

letter than a record of his own doings.

"Glad to know that you like your surroundings--pleased to hear that the

weather keeps fine--hope you will enjoy your excursion," etcetera,

etcetera.

Just at the end came a few sentences which to the reader's quick wits

were full of hidden meaning.

"Agnes is taking the opportunity of your absence to organise a second

spring cleaning. It seems only the other day since we were upset

before. I dined at the club last night. It is difficult to know what

to do with oneself on these long light evenings.--I would run away over

Sunday, if I could think of any place I cared to go to... Town seems

very empty."

"Poor dear darling!" murmured Margot sympathetically, at which the

Chieftain lifted his eyes to flash upon her a glance of twinkling

amusement. He made no spoken comment, however, but returned to the

perusal of his own correspondence, while Margot broke open the envelope

of Agnes's letter.

Two sheets of handwriting, with immense spaces between both words and

lines--"My dear Margot," as a beginning--"Your affectionate sister,

Agnes Mary Vane," as a conclusion. Thrilling information to the effect

that the charwoman was coming on Friday. Complaints of the late arrival

of the sweep. Information requested concerning a missing mat which was

required to complete a set. Mild disapproval of the Nag's Head Inn. "I

cannot understand what you find to rave about in such quarters." A sigh

of impatience and resignation was the tribute paid to this letter, and

then Margot settled herself more comfortably on the stone, and prepared

to enjoy a treat--a real heart-to-heart talk with her beloved eldest

sister.

Edith had the gift of sympathy. Just as Agnes never understood, Edith

always seemed able to put herself in another's place, and enter into

that person's joys and griefs. She herself might be sad and downcast,

but in her darkest hour she could always rejoice in another's good

fortune, and forget her own woes in eager interest and sympathy. Now,

sitting alone in the dreary lodging-house sitting-room in Oxford

Terrace, she was able mentally to project herself into the far-off

Highland glen, and to feel an ungrudging joy in the pleasure of others.

Never a hint of "How I envy you! How I wish I were there!" Not a

mention of "I" in obtruding, shadow-like fashion from first to last, but

instead, tender little anecdotes about the boys; motherly solicitude for

their benefit, and humble asking of advice from one younger and less

experienced than herself; an outpouring of tenderness for her husband,

and of a beautiful and unbroken trust and belief, which failure was

powerless to shake.

"Jack is working like a slave trying to build up the ruins of the old

business. It is difficult, discouraging work, and so far the results

are practically nil, but they will come. Something will come! More and

more I feel the conviction in my heart that all this trouble and

upheaval have been because God has some better thing in store for us

both. We have only to wait and be patient, and the way will open.--I

don't want to be rich, only just to have enough money to live simply and

quietly. We are so rich in each other's companionship that we can

afford to do without luxuries. Last night we had a dinner of herbs--

literally herbs--a vegetarian feast costing about sixpence halfpenny,

but with such lots of love to sweeten it, and afterwards we went out for

a stroll into the Park, and I wore the hat you trimmed, and Jack made

love to me. We _were_ happy! I saw people looking at us with envious

eyes. They thought we were a pair of lovers building castles in the

air, instead of an old married couple with two bouncing boys, having the

workhouse in much nearer proximity than any castle--but they were right

to envy us all the same. We have the best thing!"

The letter dropped on to Margot's knee, and she sat silent, gazing

before her with shining eyes, her face softened into a beautiful

tenderness of expression. For some time she was unconscious that her

companion had returned his own letters to his coat pocket, and was lying

along the ground, his head resting upon his hand, watching her with a

very intent scrutiny; but when at last her eyes were unconsciously drawn

towards him, she spoke at once, as if answering an unspoken question.

"What a wonderful thing love is!"

The Chieftain's light eyebrows were elevated in interrogation.

"In connection with the `dear darling' previously mentioned, if one may

ask?"

"That was my father. I love him dearly, but just now I was thinking of

the other sort of love. This letter is from my eldest sister. She was

a beautiful girl, and could have married half a dozen rich men if she

had wished, but she chose the poorest of them all, a dear, good,

splendid man, who has been persistently unsuccessful all the way

through. Everything--financially speaking, I mean,--has been against

him. They have had continual anxiety and curtailment, until at last

they have had to let their pretty house and go into dingy lodgings. My

father is very down on Jack. He is a successful man himself, and don't

you think it needs a very fine nature to keep up faith in a person who

seems persistently to fail? But my sister never doubts. She loves her

husband more, and idealises him more, than on the day they were

married."

"And you call that man unsuccessful?"

Margot hardly recognised the low, earnest tones: her quick glance

downward surprised a spasm of pain on the chubby face, which she had

always associated with unruffled complacency. It appeared that here

also lay a hidden trouble, a secret grief carefully concealed from the

world.

"Isn't that rather a misuse of the word? A man who has gained and kept

such a love can never be called a failure by any one who understands the

true proportions of life. With all his monetary losses he is rich...

And she is rich also... Richer than she knows."

Margot's hand closed impulsively on Edith's letter and held it towards

him.

"Yes, you are right. Read that, and you will see how right you are.

There are no secrets in it--its just a word-photograph of Edith herself,

and I'd like you to see her, as you understand so well. She's my

dearest sister, whom I admire more than anybody in the world."

Mr Elgood took the letter without a word, and read over its contents

slowly once, and then, even more slowly, a second time. When at last he

had finished he still held the sheet in his hands, smoothing it out with

gentle, reverent fingers.

"Yes!" he said slowly. "I can see her. She is a beautiful creature. I

should like to know her in the flesh. You must introduce us to one

another some day. I haven't come across too many women like that in my

life. It would be an honour to know her, to help her, if that were

possible." He sighed, and stretching out his hand laid the letter on

Margot's knee. "You are right, Miss Bright Eyes, love is a wonderful

thing!"

Margot glanced at him with involuntary, girlish curiosity, the

inevitable question springing to her lips before Prudence had time to

order silence.

"Do you--have you--did you ever--"

The Chieftain laughed softly.

"Have I ever been in love, you would ask! What do you take me for,

pray? Am I such a blind, cold-hearted clod that I could go through the

world for forty-five years and keep my heart untouched? Of course I

have loved. I do love! It was once and for ever with me--"

"But you are not--"

"Married? No! She died long ago; but even if she had lived she was not

for me. She would have been the wife of another man; a good fellow; I

think she would have been happy. As it is, we remember her together.

She was a bright, sunshiny creature who carried happiness with her

wherever she went... To have known her is the comfort of our lives--not

the grief. We have lived through the deep waters, and can now rejoice

in her gain... Do you know there is something about yourself which has

reminded me of her several times! That is one reason why I like being

with you, and am interested in your life. I should like you to think of

me as a friend, and come to me for help if you were ever in need of

anything that I could give."

The colour rushed into Margot's cheeks, and her heart beat with

suffocating quickness. Here was the opportunity for which she had

longed, offered to her without any preliminary effort or contriving on

her own part! The place, the time, the person were all in readiness,

waiting for her convenience. If through cowardice or wavering she

allowed the moment to pass, she could never again hope for another such

opening. Already the Chieftain was watching her with surprise and

curiosity, the softness of the last few minutes giving place to the

usual alert good-humour.

"Hey? Well! What is it? What's the trouble? Out with it! Anything I

can do?"

"Mr Elgood," said Margot faintly, "you are very good, very kind; I am

most grateful to you. I hope you _will_ help me, but first there is

something I must say... I--I have been deceiving you from the

beginning!"

"What's that?" The Chieftain sat up suddenly and stared at her beneath

frowning brows. "Deceiving me? _You_? I don't believe a word of it!

What is there to deceive me about, pray? You are not masquerading under

a false name, I suppose? Not married, for instance, and passing

yourself off as single for some silly school-girl freak?"

"Oh no! Oh no! Everything that I have told you about myself is true,

absolutely true."

"I knew it. You are not the sort that could act a lie. What's all the

fuss about, then?"

"What I have told you is true, but--but--I have not told you _all_!"

"I should think not, indeed! Who expected that you should? I am not at

all sure that I care to hear it."

"Oh, but--I want to tell you!"

The Chieftain chuckled with amusement. He was evidently comfortably

convinced of the non-importance of the forthcoming revelations, and

Margot's courage suffered another ebb as she returned his unsuspicious

glance.

"I--we--we knew that you were staying at the Nag's Head!"

The Chieftain cocked a surprised eyebrow, startled but unresentful.

"You knew that we were here, before you arrived, and met us in the

flesh? Is that so? I wonder how you heard! I make it a rule to keep

my holiday plans as secret as possible, for the very good reason that a

holiday _is_ a holiday, and one wants a change of companionship as well

as scene. How in the world did you hear that we were bound for

Glenaire? I'm curious!"

Margot's eyelids fell guiltily, but Nature had generously endowed these

same lids with long black lashes, the points of which curled up in a

manner distractingly apparent when shown in contrast with a flushed pink

cheek; so it happened that instead of being hardened by the sight, the

Chieftain drew a few inches nearer, and smiled with genial approval.

"Well, out with it! _How_ did you hear?"

"I--asked!"

"Asked?" The brow became a network of astonished wrinkling. "You

asked? Whom did you ask? And why? What did you know about us, to give

you interest in our comings or goings? This grows curiouser and

curiouser! I imagined that we were as absolute strangers to you as you

were to us."

"It--it--there was the magazine--it was because of the magazine."

"Oh, indeed! You knew the name through the magazine! I understand!"

The Chieftain straightened himself, and the laugh died out of his eyes.

For the first time in the history of their short acquaintance Margot saw

his face set in firm, hard lines, the business face which had been left

at home, together with the black coats and silk hats of City wear, and

seeing it, trembled with fear. But it was too late to retreat; for

better or worse she was bound to go forward and complete her half-

finished revelations.

"I wanted to get to know your brother, because he is the editor of the

_Loadstar_, and I had heard people say that he was the most powerful

literary man in London; that if he chose to take up any one who was

beginning to write he could do more to help than any one else. We know

no literary people at home, and I wanted to. Badly!"

"I see! Just so. Written a novel, and want help to get it into print,"

returned the Chieftain slowly. He had drawn down his lips into an

expression of preternatural gravity, but the hard look had disappeared.

The murder was out, and he was not angry; he might pretend to be, but

Margot was too sharp-witted to be frightened by a pretence.

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