CHAPTER XXIII.

THE WISDOM OF THE WISE.

BUT Mr. Chetwynd sat long in his study, gazing into the fire, and

playing with a glass letter-weight upon the table. Somehow he could

not easily shake off the impression of the double warning which he

had so singularly received. It was evidently a mere coincidence, and

quite undesigned, though very probably the result on both sides of some

conversation upon the subject that afternoon.

And the two coming thus closely together—the warning of Madge

Hardwicke, the simple-minded strong-hearted cottager; and the warning

of Mona, his gentle niece—had left an impression behind. It was a

confused impression at first. A good deal of annoyance, and a good

deal of hurt feeling, were mingled with some genuine reproaches of

conscience. The words of Madge alone, or of Mona alone, might scarcely

have sufficed to do so much, but coming together, they had shaken

him out of his usual self-satisfied composure. He found there would

be small likelihood of sleep, till he had come to some sort of an

understanding with himself. So he sat still, and thought the matter out.

Mona had said some hard things to him—that slight young creature, whom

he had regarded as scarcely more than a child. If he had ever soberly

considered the matter, he would have supposed her to be quite incapable

of entering into the real meaning of such remarks, as those in which

he had often indulged himself before her. He little knew the dormant

capacities for speculation in the mind of many such a girl as Mona.

And "he" had led her to the precipice-edge! And "his" words had done

the mischief! And "he" had been the source of pain and misery to the

child of his lost and only sister. Why, he would have given his very

life to save hers any day. And yet—

Amos Ackman had narrowly escaped becoming the murderer of his child.

But he had had no power, in all his sullen anger, to touch the life

enshrined within that little frail body. Mr. Chetwynd, it might be, had

narrowly escaped guilt of a still more awful dye—even the death of the

soul of one who was to him as a child of his own!

He did not know of the crimson stain, which the old man on the hill

had so nearly gained. But Mona's words had brought dimly before him

something of what he himself had well-nigh done.

"It was the work of Satan that he had taken up,—Satan, a hard and

bitter taskmaster,—letting alone the judgments of the Lord Himself

on those who should meddle in His work!" What! He—the scientific

intellectual trusted physician, the clever well-informed leading man in

Alyn—he a servant of Satan! The words stared him boldly in the face. He

would not meet them, and turned away—only to find others starting up in

their place.

"It was you who led me there! Thank God, He did not let you send me

over! And if you should do the same to others,—" Why, he had done the

same to others, scores of times. A day never passed that he did not

indulge himself in some light sneer or cutting sarcasm upon religious

questions. Was every word thus uttered indeed a drop of poison allowed

to fall, for which future account must be rendered at the bar of the

eternal God? Would lost souls be verily laid to his charge—souls which

but for him might have attained to the joys of heaven?

"Stuff. Nonsense!" he said petulantly. "One would think I had caught a

reflection of Madge's notions to-night!"

But what if these things were not nonsense? What if he himself stood

in the black darkness, of which Mona had spoken in such low-voiced

horror,—if he had stood there so long that he knew not what it was even

to wish for light?

One after another these questions came to him, in much the same

speculative fashion in which questions did come to him, by mere force

of habit and bias of mind, at all times. But he could not now, as on

other days, shake them lightly aside.

What if he did not believe the Bible to be the Word of God? Could he in

very truth say that he did? Then—"No hope! No pardon! No Saviour! No

heaven!"

So Madge had assured him! But who was Madge to dare to speak such words

to him? What right had she, a poor ignorant cottager, to stamp him as

a man in such awful case? A desolate helpless creature, standing apart

from God for ever! He to be thus!

Apart from God! Why, that there was a God he knew full well. His

doubtings were at least the doubtings of a man of sense as well as

intellect,—not the mad dreamings of a clever fool. He literally had too

much of common every-day manly sense, to give in to shallow theories

of atoms developing themselves into worlds, or of a universe somehow

sprouting up spontaneously out of nothing. He had some sort of vague

belief in the Bible, taken generally—only he had always insisted upon

holding in his own hand the scales of judgment, that he might retain or

reject each separate doctrine, according as it suited or opposed his

private notions of truth.

And here had this woman come in, breaking down his calm security,

dashing aside his proud serenity, and telling him boldly, face to

face—albeit with all meekness—that no such middle course lay open to

him, that he must either believe or not believe, that he must either

accept, with implicit faith, the Word, and the Saviour of whom the

Word testified, or find himself cut off from God and heaven for ever.

"All Scripture is given by inspiration of God." There lay a hard rock

against which to stumble.

"What 'do' you believe in the Bible?" The gentle question came back

and back to him persistently. What did he believe? What did he? Half

unconsciously, he found himself searching for an answer,—seeking into

his own belief as he had never honestly sought before.

How about the power of prayer? No doctrine is more closely interwoven

with the very texture of the Bible, than that of prayer and its

workings. But Mr. Chetwynd had simply disbelieved it altogether.

How about the fallen condition of man, and Christ Jesus as the only

hope of salvation? No doctrines in the Bible stand out with more sharp

and decided outline. But Mr. Chetwynd had rejected all notion of man's

degradation; and while not denying the great fact of the death of

Christ, he had had most hazy ideas respecting the necessity for any

such sacrifice.

How about the hidden spiritual life? No Bible doctrine is more full in

its development than this. Mr. Chetwynd had sneered at its professed

experiences, professed lofty superiority to its weaknesses, despised

its faith, and discredited its very existence.

If these things were true, where was he in his captious standing apart

from God? If not—?

"He that believeth not God hath made Him a liar." These things were

plainly written in the Word of the living God. If he did not believe

them, "then" he believed not God; "then" he made God even as a liar;

"then" there remained to himself—what? Again Madge Hardwicke's words

rang mournfully in his ears: "No hope! No pardon! No Saviour! No

heaven!"

"Anything rather than that!" he murmured. And he rose and took down his

mother's Bible, unused for many years. He had a dim impression of the

last time he had ever stood at her knee, and of her making him spell

aloud to her a few verses in the First Epistle to the Corinthians.

Like a man revisiting a garden, seen long before, and wandering

instinctively to one remembered corner,—for notwithstanding all Mr.

Chetwynd's church-going, family prayers, general knowledge of Biblical

doctrines, and special knowledge of popular cavils, the Bible had been

with him for years a neglected book,—he turned to that same Epistle. He

began glancing through it slowly, as he sat there, with the lamp-light

falling on his bent and troubled brow.

"It is written, I will destroy the wisdom of the wise, and will bring

to nothing the understanding of the prudent."

Was that meant for him? Was he one of "the wise?"

"God hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise."

He stopped there again, and another verse, learnt in early boyhood,

flashed across his mind:—

"I thank Thee, O Father, Lord of heaven and earth, because Thou hast

hid these things from the wise and prudent, and hast revealed them unto

babes."

He thought of little Nannie—of Madge Hardwicke—of Mona. How he had

looked down upon them, in his conscious intellectual superiority! Was

it in very truth that God Himself had veiled these matters of mighty

import from him, in his pride of earthly learning, while revealing deep

mysteries of love and grace to the simple-hearted women and children?

Mr. Chetwynd had been wise and prudent in his generation; but these

things had been hidden from him; so that he, hearing of them, yet in

his blindness seeing them not, had deemed their very existence but a

fable.

"Not many wise—not many noble—are called."

"Not many." But, thank God, it does not say, "Not any." He thought of

Mr. Prior. Madge Hardwicke all untaught in worldly lore, and Mr. Prior,

with whose strong intellect Mr. Chetwynd would scarcely have cared to

measure his own, met here upon the same level. With the one, indeed,

was to be found the spirit of deep research, and a full knowledge of

historical and critical evidences; while the other knew and cared

little for evidences beyond her own practical knowledge of the life

and truth and peace which she had found in her Bible. But alike they

entered the Kingdom of Heaven, alike receiving the teaching of the Word

with the simple loving trust of little children.

"Let no man deceive himself. If any man among you seemeth to be wise

in this world, let him become a fool, that he may be wise. For the wisdom

of this world is foolishness with God. For it is written, He taketh the

wise in their own craftiness. And again, The Lord knoweth the thoughts

of the wise, that they are vain."

He read so far, and then he sat and thought—thought, till all in the

house but himself had gone to bed,—thought, till his lamp flickered and

failed for lack of oil, leaving the study in darkness. Mr. Chetwynd did

not even notice the change. He sat with his hand over his eyes, deeply

communing with his own soul.

Had he ever honestly searched into these matters before? Had he

not rather skimmed recklessly over their surface, in a spirit of

semi-sceptical criticism, and measureless self-conceit? There seemed to

open out before him at last some insight into things unseen—some power

to pierce through the veil, which for long years past had shrouded him

in darkness.

"And I have been one of these 'wise,'" he said to himself. "Wise with

the wisdom which is foolishness in the sight of God! Is that the

meaning of the intellect, which men worship in the present day? Plain

words spoken here—uncompromising as steel. Can it be that I have been

one of these self-deceivers—seeming, and only seeming, to be wise? If

so, 'let him become a fool, that he may be wise!' Become one! What if I

have been a fool all along—ay, worse than a fool, daring to set up my

puny notions in the very face of what God has revealed to us!

"As well meet the matter boldly. I am not a coward, at all events. What

if I have been altogether in the wrong? 'The Lord knoweth!' How St.

Paul's words seem to meet one at every point . . . Will Madge think she

has gained a victory? Not to triumph at any rate. Better that, than to

find, too late, my whole life a failure,—I, with all my wisdom, shut

out from heaven,—and very fools pressing in before me!"

He sat upright, felt for a box of matches, took a silver candlestick

from the mantelpiece, and struck a light. The open page of the Bible

lay still beside him.

"If this indeed be the Word of God, through and through, the very truth

of God,—then where am I, and what am I, at this moment?

"Ay,—no doubt what Madge would say. An unsaved sinner,—apart from

God,—worthless and helpless. I know it all by heart,—have heard it

often enough,—have laughed the notion to scorn. What if, after all, it

be very truth—and my wisdom there be very foolishness?

"A helpless sinner,—standing apart from God! So they say,—and so it

may be. How can I prove the contrary? There are things which the

wisest living cannot fathom. Suppose a clue lies here. But never mind

generalities just now. Suppose 'I' am in that condition,—a condemned

man, cut off from my Maker,—needing—needing what?"

Did he pause here, with a feeling like that which constrained Job, in

olden days, to cry aloud for a "Daysman" to stand between him and a

holy God? Something of the kind it must have been. And an answer came

once more breathing softly across his heart, in words learnt long ago

from a mother's lips:—

"There is One Mediator between God and man, the Man Christ Jesus."

For a moment there was stillness,—a hush of body and mind, as he slowly

grasped the wondrous words, and caught a glimpse of their boundless

meaning. And then, he bent his head,—reverently, as for long years past

he had never done,—and uttered half aloud—

"God be merciful to me, a sinner,—for Christ's sake."

The first step was taken. Mr. Chetwynd had a hard lesson to learn, but

he did not quail before it. He was not far from the Kingdom of Heaven

that night. Madge Hardwicke's and Mona's words, which but a few weeks

back might have passed unheeded, save by smile or sneer, had reached

him at the right moment. They had fallen like seed into prepared

ground,—prepared, all unknown to himself, through the Holy Spirit's

guidance, under the influence of Mr. Prior's teaching, and of Mona's

illness following. And the day was not far distant, when the once

careless half-unbelieving caviller thanked Madge from his very heart,

for the kindly boldness of her warning words that evening.

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