CHAPTER IV. AFTER THE LIBERATION

On rejoining my colleagues of the _Oracle of Reason_, I proceeded to

issue an address to our readers. The substance of it, which was as

follows, comprises some additional facts of my prison experience:--

'My Friends,--It is now six months since cut and hacked, "I fell," not

merely in the language of the parable but literally, "among thieves." Of

those who caused that contact, I am afraid I must say, as William Hutton

said of an untoward sweetheart--"There was little love between us

at first, and heaven has been pleased to decrease it on a further

acquaintance." Christians profess to draw men to Jesus with "cords of

love," but were it not for their judicious foresight in telling us that

they axe "cords of love," few would find it out.

'To friends in Gloucester,* Cheltenham, Birmingham, London,** and other

places, I owe many thanks for what has been contributed for my support,

and for that of my family, during my imprisonment.

* To Gloucester two special acknowledgments are due. First

to a young lady, the niece of the Innkeeper, in whose house

I resided, when awaiting Trial, both at the sessions and

assises. With no other knowledge of me than these occasions

afforded, and with no prepossession in favour of my

opinions, but simply from that generous sympathy women often

display, she frequently brought me refreshments to the gaol,

and was a medium of communication with my friends, and often

answered inquiries of my family which the restrictions of

the gaol sometimes rendered it impossible for me even to

know. In the romance of incident, she afterwards became the

wife of my friend Mr. Chilton. The other instance was that

of Mrs. Price, a woman in humble circumstances, who, during

the latter part of my imprisonment, brought me dinner every

Sunday. Both Mrs. Price and her husband were utterly

unknown to me.

** At the time of the death of Madeline, Mrs. Ralph Thomas,

of London, sent to Mrs. Holyoake L3, subscribed by herself

and personal friends.

For their attentions I believe no thanks were asked and none are wished.

Yet I am concerned to make acknowledgments, because a man always values

highly the kindness he does not expect. When the words were spoken which

led to my prosecution, I expected that the cautious would think that

I had gone "too far"--that the prudent would think that I had been too

rash--that my friends would be afraid for me, and that the timid would

be afraid for themselves. But I held with Polydamus, that

To speak his thoughts is every freeman's right--

In peace and war, in council and in fight.

'And, what I regarded as greater than my right, I felt it to be my

duty. Besides, my honour was concerned. I could not descend to that

disingenuousness I had often counselled others to scorn. Hence, in the

course I took, I did not think it necessary to calculate consequences;

a man's true concern is with his principles, and not with his fate. I

pretended to no public virtue, and I laid claim to no praise--I did

no more than every man ought to do. That doing so little has been so

rewarded by the exertions of many friends for my protection, I must be

pleased--but had nothing been done, I trust I should have found pride

in penury and satisfaction under neglect, in the reflection that I had

discharged my duty and preserved consistency.

'When my memorial to Sir James Graham was returned to the magistrates

for their opinion, they came to me, and Mr. Bransby Cooper stormed out

with great violence--"You were sent here, sir, for punishment, and you

have nothing else to expect. I consider you worse than the greatest

felon in the gaol; you have been guilty of the most atrocious crime a

man can possibly commit. I have told Sir James Graham what you deserve."

I knew that these magistrates were Christians. I was told they were

gentlemen, but I thought them furies.*

* Yet such is the inconsistency of the Christian character

when allied to a generous nature, that Mr. Bransby Cooper

who, as a Christian, behaved with so much rudeness, had just

before given instruction to the turnkeys to treat me with

respect, with a view to save me from less harshness from

other officials than that which, in other moods, he so

plentifully inflicted on me himself.

'The prison diet was bread, gruel, and potatoes. On two days in each

week boiled rice was substituted for potatoes; and after I had been in

prison nine weeks I was, by the rules, allowed a small portion of salt

beef on Thursdays and Sundays. As this fare is deemed in Gloucestershire

a famous specific for the cure of atheism, it may not be out of place

to explain its virtues. The gruel was little remarkable for its delicate

flavour and little celebrated for its nutritious qualities, and known by

the luxurious cognomen of "skilly." The rice had a blue cast, a saline

taste, and a slimy look. The beef I could not often taste, seldom chew,

and never digest--I should say it was rather _leather_ mode than _a

la mode_. The whole of the food could only be taken by a ploughman's

appetite, and only be digested by a navigator's stomach.

'The indirect occasion of my prosecution was the editorship of the

_Oracle_. When Mr. Southwell was apprehended no Social Missionary

came forward to continue his paper, although many of them were better

qualified to do so than myself. Socialism had always attached great

importance to freedom of expression, and Socialism's advocates had been

styled "apostles of freethought." Knowing this, I felt that it would be

a dishonourable reflection should any one refuse personally to support

what he was known publicly to approve. Had Mr. Fleming been placed in

Mr. Southwell's situation, and had he been of opinion that I could have

defended his violated liberty by taking his place, I should have edited

the _New Moral World_ as cheerfully as I did the _Oracle of Reason_.

When I speak of "freedom of speech" and "liberty for all," I know of no

distinction between myself and those who differ from me--I see with an

equal eye the Atheist and the Christian, the violent and the gentle, the

dogmatic and the modest.

'That is true of Christianity which has been said of Catholicism,

"Humane individuals may express their abhorrence of the sentiments of

persecution--bodies of men, sections of the church itself, nay many of

the dignitaries may abjure them, and protest that they have never acted

upon them, nor ever will enforce them--yet all this will not avail

to give a discerning man the smallest security for his liberty, his

property, or his life; for as long as those intolerant decrees remain

upon the statute book, they can at any time be revived." It therefore

behoves everyone to set a guard over that liberty, for the loss of which

no religion will ever compensate. The conviction should be permanent

that Christianity is a fearful thing. But bad men may laud it--mistaken

men may contend that there is some good in it--unthinking men may give

currency to its terms--and weak men may connive at its delusions, but we

ought to regard with different sentiments a system which tramples upon

the feelings of humanity and the principles of liberty. Let us then

secure the antidote--free expression of opposite opinion. Shall it be

said that we are content to wear mental fetters? When Protestants, who

dare never think without the Bible and Prayer Book, have shaken off the

iron despotism of Catholicism--when Methodists and even Ranters have

refused to submit their thoughts to be cut down to the Procrustean

bed of conventional opinion--let not Christians mock at Freethinking

pusillanimity and deride us as holders of craven principles. Not only

for ourselves but for others are our exertions demanded. What patrimony

has the poor man but his free thoughts? Industry will not save him from

chill penury's grip, nor virtue from the poor-house grave--let us

then preserve and perfect the humble inheritance of those who have no

other.'*

In prison it is not _safe_ to make complaints. You are too much in the

power of those around you to escape reprisals of a serious kind, but

this did not deter me from what I conceived to be a duty, and which

might make the future easier for others who might follow me in the same

way. Besides the endeavours I had made within the prison, with a view to

tolerable treatment, I addressed, on my release, the following letter to

the editor of the _Cheltenham Free Press_--

'Mr. Editor,--As prisons and prison discipline have lately occupied much

public attention, I am induced to offer to your notice a little recent

experience in such matters. What I have written, I intended to have

stated to a public meeting, but suffering from debility, which makes me

glad to avoid excitement, I seek the calmer medium of your paper.

'I speak of Gloucester County Gaol. I believe the prison inspector is

of opinion that the rules of that place are "_harsh and cruel_." Now,

should a prisoner seek a partial exemption from their operation, the

process he goes through is very curious. He applies to a turnkey--the

turnkey answers, "my duty is determinate and my province clear; I cannot

do it." Probably, he refers the prisoner to the surgeon. The surgeon

is seen--he refers him to the governor, the governor refers him to

the visiting magistrates--they reply, "we have no power to grant

the request, Sir James Graham only can do that." Sir James Graham is

memorialised, who, as is usual, answers, "The visiting magistrates best

know what is proper--I only grant what they recommend." Any further

application to them would be construed into a wilful annoyance, and the

prisoner is fortunate who can sit down like Sterne's happy man--pleased

he knows not why, and contented he knows not wherefore. Of course I

blame no one, for there is no one to blame, and this constitutes the

beauty of the system.**

* Revised and abridged from the _Oracle_.

** It seemed to me useful to make applications for what I

wanted in writing. It prevented mistakes, and afterwards

admitted of proof. The governor used to come to me and say,

'Now, Holyoake, it is of no use sending this memorial.

It is sure not to be attended to, and he would so obligingly bestow upon

me the treasures of his experience on the futility of the course I was

pursuing, that at times it really did seem not only useless--but uncivil

to persist. But I used to say, 'Captain Mason, I suppose you are right

as to the result. That makes no difference, however, as to my duty; you

may put my memorials in the fire, if you like, as soon as I have written

them; still I will make the proper application to every officer and

every authority, and deliver them to your care, as in duty bound.' I

knew the Captain would not burn them--I knew more, I knew he dare not

burn them. I knew, also, that each would be duly delivered to the proper

party. Further I knew this, that if his dissuasions had deterred me from

sending in my complaints, that when I left the prison the authorities

would destroy every representation I might make, by saying 'If there had

been anything wrong Holyoake would have complained, but as he has not

done so, the aggravation he points out could not have existed, or could

not have been grievous.' Foreseeing this I provided against it, and

disregarding the refusal of my applications, I addressed them all round

with scrupulous formality. The result was, that on my liberation I found

myself in a position to defy contradiction in any allegations I had to

advance; and though I published this letter immediately under the eyes

of the magistrates, it was never contradicted.

Should I individualise, it would only be to say, that the governor is a

gentleman of some excellent qualities, and some unintelligible conduct;

that the surgeon possesses the _suaviter in modo_ without the _fortiter

in re_; and that the magistrates are little gods, who, like Jupiter,

thunder oftener than they smile.

'What of health I have, I owe to my friends, who supplied me with such

food as my constitution required, for had I been compelled to subsist on

the diet of the prison, my health, by this time, would have been quite

broken. With the direction of my own medical adviser, I made this

representation to the proper authorities at the gaol; I made them to

the commissioners who were lately there, and I made them to Sir James

Graham;* I therefore conceive that I am justified in repeating them

here. The surgeon admitted the necessity of better diet, but referred

me to the governor, and he sent me the fruitless round I have described.

Now the province of the governor was the care of my person, and the

province of the surgeon the care of my health. The governor ought not to

have permitted the reference to him, and the surgeon ought not to have

made it. Either the surgeon should have refused my application with

decision, or have allowed it with independence. Upon this subject, the

commissioners reminded me, "that if the surgeon did not order what was

necessary for my health, he was responsible for it." I replied "that

I knew this, and that they also knew, that a prisoner, like Beale

of Northleach, must die before he could avail himself of such

responsibility, and that this was but grave consolation." But of the

surgeon I wish to speak impartially, and I gladly admit, that his manner

was always very kind, but I complain that his answers were always very

indecisive. What he recommended he seldom prescribed, and professed that

he must consult the governor when he should have consulted only himself.

This fault may seem little, but its effects are great. In a gaol, the

surgeon is the only person who stands between a prisoner and the

grave, and it is indispensable that to the quality of humanity those of

independence and decision should be joined. The kind of answers to which

I have alluded were given to me more than once, and given to others as

well as to me. And I again repeat, that had I been without friends, I

should have left my prison without health.

* In consequence of these representations some medical

gentlemen of the city were brought in to examine me, who

pronounced my life to be in no danger, and therefore (so it

seemed) my health was not regarded as worth improving by

better food. Provided I did not make a case fer the House of

Commons, that was enough. They appeared to consider

themselves as bound to keep me alive and no more.

'Akin to the want of better food, was the want of exercise, and no want

of damp. The yard in which I walked was so small, that I always became

giddy, through the frequent turnings, before I became refreshed. The

governor sometimes permitted the "Fines-Class" in which I was, to walk

in his garden; but the occasions came seldom and lasted not long--and

I was previously so enervated by confinement, that the unusual exercise

thus taken, threw me into a slight fever. Generally speaking, the

place in which I was confined was miserably humid, and, although I took

perpetual care, I had almost a perpetual cold.

'An application for a trivial favour often brought down upon me ruthless

treatment. The visiting magistrates would come, and before the other

prisoners denounce me as the "worst felon in the gaol, and the most

atrocious of criminals." I was directed to ascribe this to the petulance

of age and the rancour of orthodoxy; but I thought it proceeded from bad

taste and worse feeling.

'From first to last, every newspaper sent me was detained; every letter

from me was perused, and every one to me was broken open and read--and

the very seals, if they happened to be heterodox, were interdicted. Thus

the privacy of affection and friendship were violated, and mind as well

as body laid under one restraint.

'When I saw friends it was but for a few minutes, and then through the

bars of a gate; to shake hands was a privilege, and to converse unheard,

impossible. To me it was a momentary satisfaction made an enduring

mortification. To the public it may seem a light matter that nothing can

be spoken to a visitor unheard by officers, but it is no light matter to

a prisoner. The commissioners inquired--"Can you make no communication

to your friends without its passing under the eyes of the governor, or

through the ears of the turnkey?" I answered--"None; and that it was not

prudent for a prisoner to mention openly what affected persons in whose

power he was put--that no prisoner must calculate on gaolers being

generous, for they owned few virtues not written in their rules." I

spoke from experience, and gave them cases in point.*

'During the latter portion of my time all my friends were denied access

to me, which, though it interfered with the supply of my wants, I did

not, for the reasons stated, much regret. But this I did regret--all

my letters were detained, and I was refused the privilege of writing a

single letter to my family. The reason assigned by the governor for this

was the enforcement of new rules, but I know that they were enforced

without proper authority, and I believe applied only to me.***

'Those are happy who are for ever preserved from the reception cells of

Gloucester Gaol. Of the one in which I was put, the floor was filthy,

the bed was filthier, and the window was filthier still, for in

the window was--what I sicken at while I write--a rag full of human

excrement. And of the bed, a prisoner assured me that when he lay in

it the lice crept up his throat off the corners of the blanket

which covered him. This statement, on my direction, he made to the

commissioners.

* One case I allude to was this. Mr. Bransby Cooper and Mr.

Jones had called me out to state that an application I had

made for better dietary would not be acceded to. Mr. Cooper

said the surgeon did not prescribe any other diet. I said,

'It appears to me, sir, that the surgeon dare not prescribe

any other diet, unless he was first assured you would

approve of it.' The answer of Mr. Cooper was loud, harsh,

brief, and decisive. 'Of course, sir, he dare not.' Thus the

fierce candour of this man broke through the web-work of

cautiousness which surrounded prisoners there, and spoke the

truth for once.

** I have since been told that Mr. Alcott, of America, was

among the number, who, being a visitor in England, had but

one opportunity of calling upon me.

***On one occasion Richard Carlile brought me a present of a

handsome pair of large razors, which were sent back lest I

should cut my throat with them. The rules of the gaol forbid

the entrance of such articles, but this reason for their

rejection was not in the rules, but added as suitable to my

case.

'The gaol chapel is a cold place. Often, on entering it, I have

exclaimed, with Jugurtha, on entering his Roman dungeon--"Heavens! how

cold is this bath of yours!" Yet in this place, during this inclement

season, the prisoners are assembled every morning to hear prayers, on

empty stomachs, after sixteen hours' confinement in their night

cells. On the "long prayer" mornings, they are detained in chapel

three-quarters of an hour, and the penitentiary men, on their return

to their cells, find their gruel on the stone floor, gone cold in their

absence. I mention this matter with reluctance, as some may suppose that

I notice it only from want of religion; but perhaps a little reflection

will convince them that believers, as well as unbelievers, can

appreciate a warm breakfast on a cold morning!--and that an asthmatical

man, however sound his faith, will have his affection painfully

increased by enervation, inanition, and sudden cold. This practice I do

not say is contrary to the rules, for it would be difficult to say what

is, or what is not, contrary to them--and I never met with any one at

the gaol who could tell. But the practice is contrary to the act of the

4th of Geo. IV., chap. 64, see. 30, which is professed to regulate it.

'A circumstance' of a different nature from any of the foregoing I

think it my duty to notice. After a considerable portion of my term of

imprisonment had elapsed, and after I had memorialised Sir James Graham,

I was permitted to remain up in an evening with my books. To this I owe

what of pleasure I can be said to have experienced in gaol, and with

pleasure I acknowledge it.*

* Before this privilege was conceded I whiled away the long

nights by writing on the cover of a book, on which I had

adjusted threads at equal intervals; under these threads I

slipped paper, and thus wrote on the lines made by the

threads, which kept in the dark the words from running into

each other. When a boy I learned to write with my eyes shut,

and my playful acquirement now became of service to me. In

this way I wrote some letters for the _Oracle,_ and much of

my correspondence. Scattered by force, our little party at

that time, and for some years after, had to be kept together

oy letters, and, incredible as it will sound, I wrote during

my imprisonment from first to last nearly 2000 letters. The

governor did not see them all, but he saw so many, that one

day he said I sent out more letters than usually went

through a local post office.

'I prefer leaving these statements without comment, and content myself

with saying, that I can abundantly substantiate every one of them. On

Saturday last they were partly examined at the gaol by the magistrates,

but I heard nothing that impugned their correctness or affected the

propriety of their appearing before the public. If I have made any

misrepresentations, I shall be sorry; and what is proved to be wrong I

will cheerfully retract. I have written from no malevolence, for I feel

none, and, as what I have related affects me no longer, my only motive

is the hope of benefiting the unfortunate beings whom I have left behind

me. My object is not, as some may suspect, to excite commiseration on

my own part; to do this I have no wish, and no expectation, for in

Cheltenham it seems to be a received maxim, that they who have little

faith have no feelings--certainly, none are respected.

'How my imprisonment is supposed to affect me toward religion, I cannot

tell; I only know that I have no change of sentiment to own. During six

months I have been "shut out from the common light and common air"--from

those whom the bonds of friendship connected, and the ties of affection

endeared; and some of these ties are broken for ever. After this, I can

only say, that I have greater difficulty than ever in believing

that humanity is the associate of piety; and if Christianity has no

expounders more attractive than those I have fallen in with, the day of

my conversion is still distant.

'It was taught to me that the religion of Jesus cherished kindness, that

it promoted our best affections, and reclaimed the erring in love. But

how is this accomplished in gaol? The man who goes there must leave his

affections, his feelings, and his sensibilities behind him--for in gaol

all are blighted, deadened, and destroyed. There no appeals are made but

to coward fears, and no antidote applied to error but misery. Indeed,

I cannot dwell upon Christianity's treatment of what she considers my

errors, without wishing, with Themistocles, that I could learn the art

of forgetting. With regard to the cause of my prosecution, I admit that

I might be wrong in the sentiments which I held, but I could not be

wrong in frankly avowing them. And I may answer to Christians, as did

Aristides to the tyrant Dionysius--"I am sorry for what you have

done, but I am not sorry for what I have said." Despite all that has

succeeded, I still prefer integrity to liberty. My resolution has long

been taken, to speak nothing or to speak what I think--for

Who dares think one thing and another tell,

My heart detests him as the gates of hell.

'Christians speak what they think useful, and the same privilege

ought to be conceded to me. A difference in faith ought not to make a

difference in right. But while it does so, those who cannot pronounce

the required Shibboleth must arm themselves to bear. Those are poor

principles for which a man is unwilling to suffer when they are in

danger. It is an encouraging reflection, that though a man's fate may be

at others' disposal, his character is ever at his own--and that no enemy

can dishonour him who will not dishonour himself.

'Yours respectfully,

'Gloucester, Feb. 7, 1843.

'G. J. Holyoake.'

The Commissioners referred to in this letter asked me, when I was first

taken before them, whether I had any complaint to make?

I said I had.

Did I wish to give it as evidence?

I said I did.

In the evening of the next day, between 9 and 10 o'clock, I was called

up and taken into their presence again. The governor of the gaol,

Captain Mason, and the surgeon, Mr. Hicks, were present.

'Take a seat, Mr. Holyoake,' said the speaker of the Board--Dr. Blissett

Hawkins, I believe. I did so.

'Now, Mr. Holyoake, what have you to complain of?' said the speaking

Commissioner.

'Nothing, sir.'

'Nothing! Why what do you mean?'

'What I say, sir.'

'But did you not say that you had evidence that you wished to give?'

'I did.'

'Has it not been at your request that you have been brought before us

for that purpose?'

'It has?'

'Then what are we to understand by your present statement?'

'Why, sir, what you hardly need me to explain. I cannot give evidence

before these gentlemen,' looking towards the governor and the surgeon.

'True,' said the questioner. 'Captain Mason, Mr. Hicks, you will please

to withdraw.'

When they were gone, 'Now, Mr. Holyoake, you can speak freely,' said the

chairman.

'But first I must have your guarantee that I shall suffer no

inconvenience in consequence.'

'Why what danger do you run?' was asked me.

'This. Am I not in the power of governor and surgeon? Can they not

retaliate in your absence? No prisoner is safe in any gaol, as you ought

to know, if the authorities come to regard him as reporting them. If you

decline to give me this guarantee I shall not make any communication

to you, and when I am at liberty again, I shall have a right to publish

that your commission did not learn the whole truth at this gaol--that it

did not even put itself in a condition to learn it.'

'Well,' the chairman said, 'We guarantee that you shall suffer no

inconvenience in consequence of any evidence you may give to us.'

Then, and not till then, did I proceed to explain what in the last

letter and notes is recounted. The commissioners kept their word. The

severity of the discipline, instituted by the governor when a visitor

came, was somewhat relaxed; and once or twice, when I was suffering from

cold (before unnoticed), a can of mutton broth was ordered me by the

surgeon, in which I found a very sensible looking piece of mutton.

Nothing more of importance remains to be narrated. Concluding, let me

solicit consideration to the moral aspects of Christianity, as set forth

in this narrative, and to what I consider the political moral of these

pages. Many persons whose candour and general intelligence I do not

distrust, tell me that the persecution here recounted, is not to be

ascribed to Christianity. To this I make the answer made on this subject

(the imprisonment of myself, Adams, and others) by my late friend,

Maltus Questell Ryall. 'Christians set a watch upon them--Christians

informed against them--Christians prejudiced the public against them.

By Christian pay were hireling lawyers retained--by Christian witnesses

confronted--by the Christian Press misrepresented--by Christian juries

found guilty, by Christian judges condemned.' It is necessary to put the

argument in this cumulative form to satisfy some understandings; but a

well-informed and candid Christian can hardly be supposed to need formal

proof on this head. A careful study of the Evangelists some time after

this imprisonment, satisfied me that the religion of Jesus involves

persecution. A man who believes that men need saving, that there is only

one way whereby they can be saved, that _his_ way is that way, and that

it is better for a man to lose the whole world than to lose his own soul

by missing that way, such a believer will inevitably coerce all he can

into it. If he is not a persecutor he ought, in moral consistency, to

be one. Having the fear of the philanthropists and of the humanitarians

before his eyes, he may modify his practice, but it will be at

the expense of his penetration or of his religious duty. I have no

difficulty whatever in understanding that the conscientious among the

old inquisitors might be men of benevolence--spiritual physicians, who

amputated existence with a view to save the eternal life of the patient.

It is now many years since I wrote or spoke against them on religious

grounds, and for a long period I have ceased to speak of persecution as

being either unscriptural or unchristian.

It will not do to say that what we have seen of persecution has been

but the abuse of Christianity. It is in itself a condemnation of

Christianity to be obliged to repudiate the conduct of all Christian

churches. It will not do to say that Christians have not been wise

enough to see, nor good enough to image, the divine gentleness of

Christ. The Christian churches have been presided over by pastors who

have possessed both penetration and purity in the highest degree--who

were able to see what there was to be seen, and devout enough to render

it in their lives. Try the question even in our day. If Christ be the

symbol of love and gentleness to all who believe in his name, how is it

that in every part of the world the Freethinker should fear to fall into

the hands of the Christian? How is it that he must set a watch upon his

words in every town and hamlet in our own land, lest the free expression

of his deepest convictions should cost him his position, his employment,

and his character? Branded, outcast, and friendless, the Christian's

door is the last at which he would knock--the Christian's fireside is

the last at which he would find a welcome--and the Christian pastor, who

in knowledge, duty, and example, most nearly resembles the Christ whom

he preaches, is the last man whose path the Freethinker would wish

to cross, or into whose ear he would venture to pour the tale of his

expatriations.

In one passage in my defence I represent persecution, as Lord Brougham

and others have done, as a power which spreads opinion. I believed so

then, but believe it no longer. I have lived to watch the effects of

persecution, and have seen it put down the truth so often, as no longer

to doubt its bad efficacy. The ignorant, the timid, the opulent, and the

conventional (and these make up the mass of mankind), are all deterred

by danger or opprobrium, The resolute and the reckless, the only parties

who persist, labour under accumulated disadvantages. Condemned to spend

then time in self-defence, development of doctrine--the legitimate and

only source of permanent influence--is nearly impossible to them: and it

is well for them if they escape acquiring an antagonistic spirit, which

disfigures their advocacy and misrepresents their character. Their only

proselytes are those who come to them out of spite or out of sympathy,

and who of course miss the intellectual ground of conviction, and can be

of little real service until they have been re-educated.

If, as I admit, persecution will put down opinion, what objection's

there to its employment when it puts down error? I answer, 'Beware of

its use, because it may put down the truth also.' Persecution is not an

ordeal. Free discussion is the only test capable of distinguishing and

establishing the truth. The proper condemnation of persecution is, that

it is an illegitimate opposition which is sure to be discountenanced as

men become manly and refined. The armies of a civilised people observe,

even in the deadly strife of battle, some rules of honourable warfare,

and do not descend to the arts of treachery or tactics of savages.

We may surely hope that in the battle for religious truth, a sense of

honour will prevent the dominant party from taking against its opponents

the undue advantage of persecution. Montaigne relates that when

Polyperchon advised Alexander to take advantage of the night for

attacking Darius, 'By no means,' answered the noble general; 'It is not

for such a man as I am to steal such an advantage; _I had rather repent

me of my fortune than be ashamed of my victory_,' It is not too much to

expect that Christianity will always be less refined than War.

Persecution, always a disaster, was not however with us a defeat. We

were not put down by persecution; we continued the _Oracle_ a hundred

and four weeks, then the Movement, sixty-eight weeks, and the _Reasoner_

will soon have completed ten volumes. Besides having written in our

publications, we have, in almost all the principal cities and towns

in the kingdom, spoken, since the trial at Gloucester, with the utmost

explicitness. The imprisonment has at least been of this service--and

this is all--it has enabled me to speak accredited by the sincerity

which otherwise could not have been so satisfactorily manifest to the

multitude. To have spent, without shrinking, some portion of life in

prison in defence of public liberty, gives the same authority among the

people as having graduated at a university does among scholars.* The

fact is a sad illustration of the brutal manner in which the people

are condemned to win the enlargement of their liberties. In cases where

clergymen have menaced me with renewed imprisonment, I have always

answered--'I consider myself as having taken out a license to speak

freely. The government made a charge to me of six months' imprisonment

for that privilege, and I paid the price. If you have renewed demands

upon me, let me know them, and I will endeavour to meet them; but do not

interrupt me.'

* When the Prizes were awarded me for writing the Literary

Lectures of the Manchester Unity, an attempt was made to

cancel the award on the ground of my having been imprisoned,

but it was immediately quashed. When the legislation of the

Order was before the House of Lords, the Bishop of Oxford

(in Committee) made an objection to the Lectures on account

of the Authorship, but the Unity refused to withdraw them,

and they are in use to this day. The objections of this

nature made in some instances by the Press have been

inoperative where the people have been concerned.

In the present structure of English political society, to preserve

the ability to be imprisoned is necessary to usefulness. When the

associations of home have twined themselves around the feelings--after

long industry and patient frugality have surrounded a man with some

comforts unknown to his youth--few have the temper which will part from

them and walk into a gaol at the call of duty. I should think this state

the death of progress. When, some time ago, insuring my life in the

Equity Law Insurance Office, I asked, before I took out my policy,

whether it would be forfeited if my death was occasioned by imprisonment

or transportation. The Directors naturally asked whether I was liable

to those casualties. I said, not particularly liable I hoped; but to

be able to be imprisoned, if it seemed a duty, I valued as a great

privilege, and I would not barter my right to be imprisoned. I am afraid

they smiled at my eccentricity, but they assured me that that accident

would not involve the forfeiture of my policy--which I then took out.

No one who reads thus far will, I hope, consider me as a candidate for

either imprisonment or transportation. I have too keen an insight into

their misery for that. But he who pretends to take the side of the

people ought to see his way all through, and not incur a danger he has

not weighed, and not suffer any to ascribe to him a virtue he does not

mean to maintain.

If any, from what I have just expressed, or from the transactions of

this narrative, shall conclude that I am disposed to regard law-breaking

lightly, they will mistake me. Respect for the law is an intelligent

virtue--a sign of fitness for freedom so important that none but an

enemy would obscure the duty or weaken the sentiment. If accused, in the

matter which led to my Trial, of breaking the law, I might plead that

there was no law to break, and therefore I could not break one. What

is called the common law relating to blasphemy is a mere caprice, an

opinion interpreted by ignorance or sectarian prejudice, and enforced at

the call of bigotry--malevolent to the humble while neutral towards the

rich. Against this tyranny one is obliged to rebel. It is disastrous

that we should have to set up the standard of resistance even in a

case of this kind, and the chief justification is that a democratic

government is denied us. Had the people a voice in making the laws,

the breaking of any law would require grave justification. Men have two

lives--a private and a public one. Conscience is the guide of all that

relates to private duty, but law is the conscience of society, and it

is best when private conscience can be subordinate to the public

conscience. Private conscience may be the child of selfishness,

fanaticism, or vanity, as well as of the greatest purity and

intelligence. A man, therefore, should be careful how he places so

uncertain a thing above the law. If private conscience be more just and

intelligent than the public conscience, a democratic form of government

affords peaceful facilities whereby it can come into the ascendant.

But where these modes are denied, no alternative remains but that of

rebellion or unconditional and indefinite submission. Resistance to the

law, however, or to what is tacitly accepted by the majority as law, is,

under any form of government, so pernicious an example, is so liable

to be abused, so liable to unfit the people who learn the lesson,

for submission to legitimate authority, that these cases demand the

strictest surveillance before they receive the sanction of a friend

of the people. In all instances in which conscience is the ground of

resistance, the wrong done to conscience ought to be clear, deep,

and momentous, and the necessity which obliges the claims of private

conscience to be put above the laws ought to be made so evident that

the sentiment of freedom shall not deteriorate that of legitimate and

honourable allegiance. If the political moral of this narrative be

therefore drawn with discrimination, we may do little harm even if

mistaken in the belief that the prevalence of our views of life may be

a public good; and if this belief prove to be right in the main, we do

what reformers are said often to forget--we make a past to which the

future may refer for authority and instruction.

Then not 'in vain!' Even obscurest weeds

Nourish the roots of fruitfulest fair trees

So from our Fortune loathed Hope proceeds

The experience that may base high victories.*

* W. J. Union.

What 'our views' are this is not the place to state; as to some it would

seem that under the pretext of a plea for Free Utterance, sentiments

were obtruded upon the reader he was not forewarned to expect. I

therefore limit myself to saying (and that only for the sake of others

who will decline to concede free utterance until they know what has to

be uttered) that whoever sees in Atheism simply the development of

a negation, sees but half the truth. Even in this respect (supposing

existing theological systems to be erroneous) Atheism has the merit of

clearing the way for Pure Moralism--which is the other half, or positive

ground of Atheism. The latest writers on the Philosophy of Religion

resolve religion into _Dependance_; by which its modern theory at length

coincides with its ancient practice. We venture to think that this is

not salutary teaching. Life should be self-reliant. It seems to us that

the light of Nature and the experience of man are anterior to the dogmas

of Priests, and are the sources whence guidance and duty independently

spring. The Priest breaks in upon the integrity of life, and diverts its

course. He says he makes an addition to our knowledge--we do not find it

so. He professes to show us the hidden mysteries of the future--we fail

to see them. He simply encumbers us, and we pray him to stand aside. The

responsibility of our course is our own and not his, and we have a right

to be left free. Rejecting his advices, he proclaims that we reject

truth, honour, justice, love. This is his error or the retaliation of

his disappointment. We appeal to the candid and the impartial to judge

between us. We respect Theology as the science of man's destiny, and

regret that it bears no fruits for us: but this is not our fault; and

we therefore attempt to solve the problem of life for ourselves. Our

progress already counts some distinct steps. We have recast the practice

of controversy: we forbid to ourselves to suspect evil motives, or to

impute insincerity to others; the doubtful act we propose to judge by

evidence alone, and to put the best construction on the dubious word.

Thus we annihilate Antagonism, the eldest foe of Progress, by imposing

laws on impulse. Our search in every system is directed after _moral

truth_; and, less exacting than the Christian, we accept it, whether

given by Inspiration, confirmed by Miracle, attested by Prophecy, or

not. Probity of word and act may be securely based on the intelligence

and refinement of mankind--and this we labour to enforce. To restrict

human expectation to that which is ascertainable by reason, must have

the effect of concentrating attention on humanity, and intensifying

interest in human exertions. In Solidarity we find the encouragement

to public endeavour, and we sum up private duty in Honour, which is

respecting the Truth; in Morality, which is acting the Truth; and in

Love, which is serving the Truth.

THE END.

Holyoake Brothers, Printers,

3. Queen's Head-passage,

Paternoster-row.

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