A FACE IN THE WATER
Kate Quarm was very happy on the moor. Her father had fetched her from
Ashburton, and had lodged her in a cottage near Dart-meet, the point
where the East and West Darts, rushing foaming from the moors, dancing
over boulders, breaking over granite floors, plunging under tufts of
golden gorse, and through brakes of osmund and male fern, reach each
other and meet in one silver flood.
The weather was fine, though cold, that is to say, the sun was hot, but
a keen east wind blew. But then this is one of the charms of the moor,
that shelter can always be found from the wind. A mighty bank of
mountains rose as a wall against the east, and in its dingles and dells,
dense with gorse, now in blaze of flower, the air was warm, and balmy,
and still.
At Coombe Cellars Kate had been kept continually employed; her aunt, an
active woman, gave the child no rest. If she saw her flag in her work,
Zerah goaded her with reproach to fresh activity; she was, moreover,
never accorded a word of encouragement. Zerah accepted her work as a
matter of course; if it was well done, that was but as it ought to be;
everything that fell short of well, was occasion for a scolding. Kate’s
nature was one that needed repose from manual and sordid labour, for her
mind desired to be active, and craved for freedom in which to expand,
and for liberty to seek material on which to feed. This Zerah did not
understand; with any other activity, except that of the body in
scrubbing and rubbing, in cooking and baking, she had no sympathy; she
entertained a positive aversion for books. She had no eye for beauty, no
ear for melody, no heart for poetry.
Now Kate had leisure—now for the first time in her life in which her
soul could draw its tender wings out of its case and flutter them in
freedom. She felt much as must the May-fly when it breaks from its
chrysalis.
It was, moreover, a joy to think that her father had considered her so
far as to require her to be sent to the moor to recover. He usually paid
little heed to Kitty, and now her heart was warm with gratitude because
he had given her that very thing of all others which she most
desired—rest in the presence of nature awakening under a spring sun.
Kate had another source of pleasure with her. As Walter Bramber parted
from her at Ashburton, he put a little book into her hand, and said—
“I will lend it you. I know you will value it.”
The book was Wordsworth’s poems.
As she sat beside her father in the gig, she had her hand on the volume
all the while, and her heart swelled with excitement and eagerness to
read it. At night she hugged the book to her bosom, and fell asleep with
both hands clasped over it. She could hardly endure that night should,
with its darkness, deny her the happiness of reading. She woke early,
and in the breaking daylight devoured the pages. As she read, she
laughed and cried—laughed and cried with sheer delight. She had a book
to read; and such a book!
This happy girl turned first to the verses on the daffodils that she had
learned by heart, to make quite certain that she had all, that not a
line had been missed, not a word got awry. Then she looked at the little
poems on the celandine, and never did a famished child devour a meal
with greater avidity than did Kate read and master these verses. There
was much in Wordsworth that she could not understand, but the fact that
she encountered passages that were unintelligible to her were of
advantage, her clear intellect striking on these hard portions threw out
sparks—ideas that had light in them. The book not only nourished her
mind, but proved educative to her imagination.
Kate was at first overwhelmed with the flood of happiness that rolled
over her. Her eyes could not satiate themselves with the beauty of the
moorland scenery. She ran among the rocks, she dived into the coombs,
she stepped on the boulders over the water, she watched the workmen
engaged in felling trees.
Spring flowers peeped from behind rocks, bog plants peered out of the
morasses. Kate began collecting. She dried the flowers between the
leaves of her Prayer-book.
She scrambled among the towering rocks that overhung the Dart below the
meeting of the waters, and watched the shadows and lights travel over
the vast tract of moorland that stretched away as far as the eye could
see in every direction but the east, where the river rolled out of its
mountain cradle into a lap of the richest woodland. Sometimes the beauty
of the scenery, the variety of landscape, were too much for her; she
sought change and repose by creeping among the rocks and drawing the
book from her bosom.
Yet she could not read for long. The verses exacted close attention, and
a flash of passing sun, or impatience at some passage she could not
comprehend, made her close the volume and recommence her rambles. The
exhilarating air, the brilliancy of the light, the complete change from
the mild and languid atmosphere in the Teign estuary told on Kate’s
spirits and looks. Her cheeks gathered roundness and colour, and her
tread acquired elasticity. Her spirits were light; they found vent
occasionally in racing the cloud shadows over a smooth hillside.
One day, with her lap full of moss of every rainbow hue, she came upon
the rector of Coombe-in-Teignhead, painting.
At her exclamation he turned, recognised her, and smiled.
“So—I thought I must soon see you,” he said. “My dear little Kitty, I
come with messages for you and kind inquiries.”
“From whom—from uncle and aunt?”
“No; not from them. The schoolmaster, Mr. Bramber, when he heard whither
I was coming, begged me to see you and ascertain how you were, and
whether you liked the book he lent you.”
“Oh, sir, I read it every day! I know several pieces by heart.”
“That you are well, I see. I never saw you with such a glow of health
and happiness in your bonnie face before.”
“Thank you, sir. And will you see him soon?”
“Whom? Bramber?”
“Yes, sir,” answered Kate, the glow in her face deepening. “And will you
say that I have been picking the flowers as they come out, and I can
find them, and that I do want to know what they are called? God brought
the beasts to Adam to name them, and I do not think Adam can have been
happy with the beasts till he had given each a name. It is so with me
and the flowers. I see them, and I love them; but I don’t feel content
till I can tell what each is called. Mr. Bramber can name them all.”
“You have made a collection?”
“Yes, I have dried them in my Prayer-book. They are waiting for Mr.
Bramber to name. But”—Kate drew back—"I am in your way, sir; you are
painting the old bridge."
“Yes; but you can sit down there if you like, and will not disturb me.”
“May I? Oh, I shall be pleased.”
Kate placed herself on a lichen-covered rock on one side, at a little
distance from the water.
“I have left my few sheep for a couple of days,” said Mr. Fielding
apologetically, partly to Kate, mostly to himself; “but I do not think I
have done wrong. Moses went up into the Mount, and came back to his
people with his face shining. I do not know, but it seems to me that
when I have been here aloft, speaking with nature and nature’s God, face
to face, that I can go back and carry with me some of the brightness and
the freshness and the fragrance of the mountain. I may be wrong, finding
an excuse for myself, because I love to come here.”
“Please, sir,” said Kate, “the Great Master of all dismissed the
multitude and went up into the mountain apart.”
“Yes, child, yes,” answered the rector, painting as he talked; “and when
He came down, He walked on the stormy waves. And I—His humble follower—I
think I can tread on the troubles and cares of life erect, and not be
swallowed up after I have been here.”
“I do not know how I shall bear to go back to Coombe Cellars,” said Kate
sadly.
“You will go back braced to do your work. We cannot always play, Kitty
dear. You know the fable of the bow. It was relaxed only that it might
be the better weapon when restrung. Besides, when you return you will
have pleasure.”
“I shall think about my delightful holiday.”
“Yes; and learn the names of the flowers you have dried in your
Prayer-book,” said Mr. Fielding, with a twinkle in the corner of his
eye.
Kate dropped her head in confusion, but looked up again and said
frankly, “Yes, that will be pleasant; and I can tell where each grew and
how I found it.”
“Tell whom—your aunt?” A faint crease in the old man’s cheek showed he
was smiling.
“No, sir! she won’t care. I shall tell Mr. Bramber, if I have the
chance.”
“Kitty, I get very downhearted over my work sometimes. Then I come up
here, and gather courage and strength, and—and trust, Kitty. You will
return to Coombe Cellars strengthened and nerved to do your duty well
and hopefully. Remember, it was kind of your aunt to let you come. She
has to drudge hard whilst you are absent, but she does it because you
have been ill and need relaxation in mind and invigoration of body. She
does it, Kitty, because she _loves_ you.”
“Oh, sir!” Kate coloured with astonishment and with a twinge of pain at
her heart.
“Yes, dear little friend, she loves you. She is not a demonstrative
person. She is a clear-headed, practical woman. She has had a hard life,
and much to try her, and to give her a cold and perhaps repellent
manner. Nevertheless, her heart is sound and warm. When you were ill I
spoke with her. I saw how anxious she was for your welfare. I saw into
her heart, and I read love there.”
Kate trembled, and let the mosses fall from her lap and strew themselves
about her feet. The tears came into her eyes.
“Oh, sir, I should like to go home at once and do everything I can for
her! I did not think she really cared for me.”
“You do not return till your father decides that you are to go back to
work. Then, you will return with a good courage, as I said.”
“With all my heart!” answered Kate fervently, and her face brightened as
though the sun shone on it.
Afraid of disturbing the old rector at his painting, Kate withdrew. She
was happy at heart. What he had said had done her good. She had shrunk
from the thought of return to the humdrum of her usual life, but Mr.
Fielding had given her a motive for facing work with cheerfulness. It
was a delight to her to think that her aunt loved her. She loved her
aunt. Daily association with Zerah had made her cling to the hard,
captious woman; she had had no one else to love, and the young heart
must love someone.
Kate delighted to lie by the river, or lie on a rock in it, and look
down into its pellucid pools, or at the flowing crystal where it broke
between the stones. She was accustomed to the muddy estuary, and though
the sea-water when it flowed was clear, it had none of the perfect
transparency of this spring water near its source. The sea sweeping up
the creek was as bottle-green glass, but this was liquid crystal itself,
without colour of any sort, and through it everything in the depths was
visible as though no medium intervened.
Kate could look at the shining pebbles, at the waving water-weed, at the
darting fish. When she had left Mr. Fielding, she went to one of her
favourite haunts beside the Dart, where it brawled over a cataract of
rocks and then spread into a pool still as glass.
Now she saw what puzzled her, and set her active brain questioning the
reason. As she looked into the water, she could see no reflection of her
own face; the light sky was mirrored, and where the shadow of her head
came, she could see far more distinctly to the bottom of the pool than
elsewhere. Indeed, when a fish darted past she could discern its fins
and scales, but when it passed beyond her shadow, its form became
indistinct.
Then Kate rose on her elbows, and as she did this the sun caught her
cheek and nose, and cheek and nose were at once reflected in the water,
and where the reflection came, there the water was less transparent to
her eyes.
To observe was to rouse in the girl’s mind a desire to find an
explanation for the very simple phenomenon that puzzled her.
She was thus engaged, raising her face, then a hand, so as to be now
sunlit, then to intercept the light, and see what the effect was on the
water, when she was startled to observe in the liquid mirror the
reflection of a second face looking down from above. The sun was on it,
in the eyes, and they glittered up at her from below.
With an exclamation of alarm, she turned and saw a man standing above
her.