CHAPTER X.--MY RELEASE--I Learn the Time When My Sentence Will

Terminate--The Dawn of Liberty--The Release--In Retreat at

Truro--I Come to America--My Lost Years, 211

PART TWO

ANALYSIS OF THE MAYBRICK CASE

INTRODUCTION.--Petitions for a Reprieve--Illogical Position of

Home Secretary--New Evidence of My Innocence Ignored--Lord

Russell’s Letter--Efforts for Release--Even New Evidence

Superfluous--The Doctors’ Doubt--Public Surprise at Verdict--

Character of Jury--The “Mad Judge”--Justice Stephen’s Biased

Charge--Lord Russell’s Memorandum Quashed--Repeated Protests

of Lord Russell--The American Official Petition--Secretary

Blaine’s Letter to Minister Lincoln--Henry W. Lucy on Lord

Russell--Lord Russell’s Conviction of Mrs. Maybrick’s

Innocence--Explanation of Attitude of Home Secretaries--

Upholding the Justiciary--Need of Court of Criminal Appeal, 225

THE BRIEF OF MESSRS. LUMLEY & LUMLEY.--Opinion Re F. E.

Maybrick--Justice Stephen’s Misdirections--Misdirections as

to Mr. Maybrick’s Symptoms--Misdirections as to Mrs.

Maybrick’s Access to Poisons--Misdirection as to “Traces”

of Arsenic--Misdirection as to Arsenic in Solution--Mr.

Clayton’s Experiments--Misdirection as to Arsenic in

Glycerin--Misdirection as to Evidence of Physicians--

Misdirection as to Times When Arsenic May Have Been

Administered--Misdirection as to Mrs. Maybrick’s Changing

Medicine Bottles--Misdirection as to Administration with

Intent to Kill--Exclusion of Prisoner’s Testimony--

Misdirection as to Identity of Meat-Juice Bottle--

Misdirection in Excluding Corroboration of Prisoner’s

Statement--Misdirections to Jury to Draw Illegal

Inferences--Misdirections Regarding the Medical Testimony--

Conflict of Medical Opinion--Misdirections as to Cause of

Death--Misdirection to Ignore Medical Testimony--Misreception

of Evidence--Cruel Misstatement by Coroner--Medical Evidence

for the Prosecution--Maybrick Died a Natural Death--The Chief

Witness for the Prosecution--Medical Evidence for Defense--A

Toxicological Study--Medical Weakness of Prosecution--The

Administration of Arsenic--The Fly-paper Episode--How Mrs.

Maybrick Accounts for the Fly-papers--Administration of

Arsenic not Proved--Intent to Murder not Proved--Absence of

Concealment by Prisoner--Some Important Deductions from

Medical Testimony--Symptoms Due to Poisonous Drugs--Death from

Natural Causes--Prosecution’s Deductions from Post-mortem

Analysis Misleading--Recapitulation of Legal Points, 262

MRS. MAYBRICK’S OWN ANALYSIS OF THE MEAT-JUICE INCIDENT, 366

MEMORIALS FOR RESPITE OF SENTENCE.--From the Physicians of

Liverpool--From the Bars of Liverpool and London--From

Citizens of Liverpool, 381

NEW EVIDENCE.--Arsenic Sold to Maybrick by Druggist--Arsenic

Supplied to Maybrick by Manufacturing Chemist--Depositions as

to Mr. Maybrick’s Arsenic Habit--Justice Stephen’s Retirement, 384

LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS

Florence Elizabeth Maybrick, _Frontispiece_

FACING PAGE

The Late Dr. Helen Densmore, 32

Lord Charles Russell, 48

St. George’s Hall, Liverpool, 52

Justice Fitz-James Stephen, 56

Baroness von Roques, 112

Aylesbury Prison, 128

Miss Mary A. Dodge (“Gail Hamilton”), 144

Right Hon. A. Akers-Douglas, M.P., 216

Hon. James G. Blaine, 248

Hon. Robert T. Lincoln, 256

Hon. John Hay, 288

Hon. Joseph H. Choate, 320

Samuel V. Hayden, 352

Leonidas D. Yarrell, 368

FOREWORD

The writing of this book has been to me no joyful task, as its making

has been at the expense of much-needed rest and peace of mind. In

returning to my dear native land after a long imprisonment, I cherished

the hope that I might as quietly as possible be permitted to take up

the threads of outward existence so cruelly broken, little dreaming

that trials hardly less grievous than those left behind awaited me;

for no sooner had I touched these hospitable shores, when I was met

by the fear-inspiring cry, “You must write a book--you must give the

world an account of your sufferings”--as if one could never suffer

enough. My well-meaning friends could hardly have known what they were

asking in forcing upon me a mental return to the dread past. Solitary

confinement in Woking Prison (as the reader may learn from these pages)

was not such an elysium that one should voluntarily desire to hark back

to it, nor is penal servitude in Aylesbury an Arcadian dream. While

within their grim walls I did my best to exclude from thought the world

without; and now that I am once again in the world (though scarcely of

it), my one desire to shut out all the abhorrent things which so-called

“prison life” stands for has thus far not only failed of realization,

but, under conditions even more trying than the repressive prison

régime (because of the free and happy life all about, which it seemed

to poor me that I had some right to share), I have been compelled by

force of circumstance to return to my cast-off prison shell, and live

all the old heart-and-brain-crushing life over again. However, my

second “trial and imprisonment,” like the first, is at last drawing to

a close; and I devoutly trust that I shall be now permitted to enter

upon a long-coveted rest, and partake as I may of those tempered joys

which my countrymen by their beautiful sympathy have so chivalrously

endeavored to make possible for me.

Theoretically my imprisonment terminated on English soil, but so

relentlessly have the fates pursued me that I have been in nowise free

quite up to the present moment. In Rouen, France, where I sojourned at

my mother’s home for three weeks, I was as much in durance to my genial

enemy, the ubiquitous reporter, as when the English Government held me

in its inexorable grasp. Our cottage was completely invested by him,

and all approaches and exits held with a persistency which, under other

circumstances, might well have extorted my admiration.

Then came the ever-to-be-remembered sea voyage. I am a good sailor,

and so the physical discomforts that beset so many were agreeably

minimized; but I could not throw off the feeling that I was not yet

free--the limits of the ship were still all too suggestive of the

narrow exercise grounds of Aylesbury prison; and, while the eye

could roam without hindrance, there came upon me again and again an

irresistible desire, which the rolling billows strenuously gainsaid, to

make a dash for liberty.

Thereupon followed a couple of days at the Holland House, New York,

with the same persistent reporter never absent. After this experience,

I was taken by the kindest of friends to where nature is at her

loveliest and human hearts beat in unison with their uplifting

surroundings. Beautiful Cragsmoor, with its wide reaches of inspiring

scenery, most appropriately the summer home of an artistic colony, is

not too easy of access to mar a desire for seclusion, and a greater

antithesis to prison walls than is afforded by this aerie can hardly be

imagined.

Here all things that on lower planes so cruelly vex the spirit seem

far away and beneath. If only no publishers--however benevolent--had

entered this Eden, what a paradise it could have been to me! However,

in spite of these dread taskmasters, my soul drank deeply of the elixir

so bountifully held to my lips; and when in the golden autumn all

the noble woods about robed themselves in such glory as may be seen

nowhere outside my beloved native land--and perchance nowhere here more

ravishingly than in these Hudson Valley uplands--the rapture of my

heart, so long starved within the narrowest and cruelest of confines,

turned adoringly to Him who has made this world so beautiful for His

children’s eyes.

I need hardly be at pains to say to my readers, that lessons in

literary composition form no part of the disciplinary curriculum of

Aylesbury; nay, the art of writing is distinctly discouraged there, as

interfering with the prescribed parliamentary régime. Accordingly, when

I set out to tell my pitiful little story, I was told to look at myself

objectively; then to pry into myself subjectively; then to regard

both in their relation to the outside world--to describe how this,

that, or the other affected me; in short, as one of them, more deep in

science than others, expressed it, “We want as much as possible of the

psychology of your prison life.”

I surreptitiously looked up that awe-inspiring word in a dictionary,

and found that it refers to the soul, and that it was my soul they

wanted me to lay bare. I vehemently protested that that belonged to

my God, and I had no right to expose it for daws to peck at. But the

publishers, with the aid of my friends, persuaded me that the public

would give me their tenderest regard, and that possibly the humanities

might be furthered a bit if the story of a woman--whatever might be her

failings in other directions--wholly guiltless of the terrible charge

of wilful murder, and for which in her innocence she was made to suffer

so cruelly, be given in fullest heart detail to a sympathetic world.

So I have done what I trust is best for all--spared myself as little

as possible, lest the picture fail from suppression--and my dearest

heart-hope is that somewhat of good may come of it, especially in

behalf of those whom a dire fate shall compel to follow in my steps,

with bruised spirits and bleeding feet.

SKETCH OF MY ANCESTRY

I was born at Mobile, Ala., September 3, 1862. In searching for

some account of my genealogy, I found a published letter of Gail

Hamilton’s, who was ever one of my most eloquent and steadfast

champions, and to whom I owe a debt of gratitude I can never adequately

express. From this it appears that I am the great-great-granddaughter

of Rev. Benjamin Thurston, a graduate of Harvard College, who settled

at North Hampton, N. H., and of his wife, Sarah Phillips, who was

the sister of John Phillips, who founded Phillips’ Academy in

Exeter, endowed a professorship in Dartmouth, and contributed funds

to Princeton; and who was the aunt of Samuel Phillips, who founded

Phillips’s Academy at Andover.

The mother of Sarah Phillips was Elizabeth Green, and from her the name

of Elizabeth has come down in regular descent to myself.

Elizabeth, daughter of Benjamin Thurston and Sarah Phillips, married

James Milk Ingraham. Joseph H. Ingraham, of this family, gave to

Portland, Me., for its improvement, property now amounting in value to

millions--beautiful State Street, the market, the property of the High

School, and much more. One of the Ingrahams was the wife of Philander

Chase, the first Bishop of Illinois, uncle of Salmon P. Chase, who

was Secretary of the Treasury under Lincoln and Chief Justice of the

Supreme Court of the United States. Of the Ingraham family was that

Commodore Ingraham who won laurels for his country and himself by

rescuing Martin Koszata from the clutch of Austria. Connected with the

Ingrahams was that Edward Preble, born at Falmouth Neck, whose father

served under Wolfe and was wounded at Quebec; also that Commander

Preble whose achievement before Tripoli was rewarded with a gold medal

and the thanks of Congress. Rev. John Phillips and Thurston Ingraham,

author of “Why We Believe the Bible,” both rectors in the Protestant

Episcopal Church, were sons of James Milk Ingraham and Elizabeth

Thurston Ingraham. John Ingraham, son of the preceding, is rector of

Grace Church, St. Louis, Mo. His sister, Elizabeth Thurston Ingraham,

married Darius Blake Holbrook, who was born in Dorchester, Mass. His

mother was a Ridgeway. Her sister married a Quincy, and was aunt to

John Quincy Adams. Mr. Holbrook was an originator of the land grant

for the Illinois Central Railroad and its first president. He owned

Cairo, at the mouth of the Ohio, and was associated with Cyrus Field

in laying the first Atlantic cable. Caroline Elizabeth was the only

child of Darius Blake Holbrook and Elizabeth Thurston Holbrook. She

married William G. Chandler, of the banking house of St. John Powers &

Co., Mobile, Ala. William G. Chandler’s father was Daniel Chandler, a

lawyer of high standing in Georgia; his mother was Sarah Campbell, a

sister of John A. Campbell, at one time Assistant Secretary of State

for the Confederacy, and previously judge of the Supreme Court of the

United States. Judge L. Q. C. Lamar, long a United States Senator, and

afterward a justice of the Supreme Court, was near of kin.

To William G. Chandler and Caroline Elizabeth Holbrook Chandler two

children were born--Holbrook St. John and Florence Elizabeth. Their

father died in 1863, and their mother, on account of the war, took the

children abroad to be educated. The son died while pursuing his medical

studies.

As will be seen from the above summary of Gail Hamilton’s statement, I

am descended, on both my paternal and my maternal side for generations,

from good American stock. I was educated partly in Europe and partly

in America, under the instruction of masters and governesses. I was too

delicate for college life. I lived partly with my maternal grandmother,

Elizabeth Holbrook, of New York, and partly with my mother, the

Baroness von Roques, whose home was abroad. When not with them I was

visiting or traveling with friends. My life was much the same as that

of any other girl who enjoyed the pleasures of youth with a happy

heart. I was very fond of tracing intricate designs and copying the

old-time churches and cathedrals. My special pastime, however, was

riding, and this I could indulge in to my heart’s content when residing

with my stepfather, Baron Adolph von Roques, who, now retired, was at

that time a cavalry officer in the Eighth Cuirassier Regiment of the

German army and stationed at Cologne.

At the age of eighteen I married James Maybrick, on the 27th of July,

1881, at St. James Church, Piccadilly, London, and returned to America,

where we made our home at Norfolk, Va. For business reasons we settled

in a suburb of Liverpool called Aigworth. A son was born to us on the

24th of March, 1882, and a daughter on June 20, 1886.

FLORENCE ELIZABETH MAYBRICK.

CHAPTER ONE

Before the Trial

MY ARREST

Slowly consciousness returned. I opened my eyes. The room was in

darkness. All was still. Suddenly the silence was broken by the bang of

a closing door which startled me out of my stupor. Where was I? Why was

I alone? What awful thing had happened? A flash of memory! My husband

was dead! I drifted once more away from the things of sense. Then a

voice, as if a long way off, spoke. A feeling of pain and distress shot

through my body. I opened my eyes in terror. Edwin Maybrick was bending

over me as I lay upon my bed. He had my arms tightly gripped, and was

shaking me violently. “I want your keys--do you hear? Where are your

keys?” he exclaimed harshly. I tried to form a reply, but the words

choked me, and once more I passed into unconsciousness.

It is the dawn of a Sabbath day.[1] I am still lying in my clothes,

neglected and uncared for; without food since the morning of the day

before. Consciousness came and went. During one of these interludes

Michael Maybrick entered.

“Nurse,” he said, “I am going up to London. Mrs. Maybrick is no longer

mistress of this house. As one of the executors I forbid you to allow

her to leave this room. I hold you responsible in my absence.”

He then left the room. What did he mean? How dare he humble me thus in

the presence of a stranger?

Toward the night of the same day I said to the nurse, “I wish to see

my children.” She took no notice. My voice was weak, and I thought

perhaps she had not heard. “Nurse,” I repeated, “I want to see my

children.” She walked up to my bed, and in a cold, deliberate voice

replied: “You can not see Master James and Miss Gladys. Mr. Michael

Maybrick gave orders that they were to leave the house without seeing

you.” I fell back upon my pillow, dazed and stricken, weak, helpless,

and impotent. Why was I treated thus? My brain reeled in seeking a

reply to this query. At last I could bear it no longer, and my soul

cried out to God to let me die. A third dreary night, and the day broke

once again. I was still prostrate. The dull pain at my heart, the

yearning for my little children, was becoming unbearable, but I was

dumb.

Suddenly the door opened and Dr. Humphreys entered. He walked silently

to my bedside, felt my pulse, and without a word left the room. A few

minutes later I heard the tramp of many feet coming up-stairs. They

stopped at the door. The nurse advanced, and a crowd of men entered.

One of them stepped to the foot of the bed and addressed me as follows:

“Mrs. Maybrick, I am superintendent of the police, and I am about to

say something to you. After I have said what I intend to say, if you

reply be careful how you reply, because whatever you say may be used as

evidence against you. Mrs. Maybrick, you are in custody on suspicion of

causing the death of your late husband, James Maybrick, on the eleventh

instant.” I made no reply, and the crowd passed out.

A PRISONER IN MY OWN HOUSE

Was I going mad? Did I hear myself accused of poisoning my husband? Why

did not his brothers, who said they had his confidence, tell the police

what all his intimate friends knew, that he was an arsenic eater? Why

was I accused--I, who had nursed him assiduously day and night until

my strength gave out, who had engaged trained nurses, and advised a

consultation of physicians, and had done all that lay in my power to

aid in his recovery? To whom could I appeal in my extreme distress? I

lay ill and confined to my bed, with two professional nurses attending

me, and with a policeman stationed in my room, although there was not

and could not be the slightest chance of my escaping. The officer would

not permit the door to be closed day or night, and I was denied in my

own house, even before the inquest, the privacy accorded to a convicted

prisoner. I asked that a cablegram be sent to my lawyers in New York.

Inspector Baxendale read it, and then said he did not consider it of

importance and should not send it. I then implored Dr. Humphreys to ask

a friendly lawyer, Mr. R. S. Cleaver, of Liverpool, to come out to see

me. After some delay Mr. Cleaver obtained a permit to enter the house

and undertook to represent me.

The fourth day came and went. On the fifth day, May 16, the stillness

of the house was broken by the sound of hushed voices and hurrying

footsteps. “Nurse,” I exclaimed, when I could no longer bear the

feeling of oppression that possessed me, “is anything the matter?” She

turned, and in a cold, harsh voice replied, “The funeral starts in an

hour.” “Whose funeral?” I asked. “Your husband’s,” the nurse exclaimed;

“but for you he would have been buried on Tuesday.” I stared at her for

a moment, and then, trembling from head to foot, got out of bed and

commenced with weak hands to dress myself. The nurse looked alarmed,

and came forward. “Stand back!” I cried. “I will see my husband before

he is taken away.” She placed herself in front of me; I pushed her

aside and confronted the policeman at the door. “I demand to see my

husband,” I exclaimed. “The law does not permit a person to be treated

as guilty until she is proven so.”

He hesitated, and then said, “Follow me.” With tottering steps,

supported by the nurse, I was led into the adjoining room. Upon the

bed stood the coffin, covered with white flowers. It was already

closed. I turned to the policeman and the nurse. “Leave me alone with

the dead.” They refused. I then knelt down at the bedside, and God in

His mercy spared my reason by granting me, there and then, the first

tears which many days of suffering had failed to bring. Death had wiped

out the memory of many things. I was thankful to remember that I had

stopped divorce proceedings, and that we had become reconciled for

the children’s sake. Calmed, I arose and returned to my room. I sat

down near a window, still weeping. Suddenly the harsh voice of a nurse

broke on my ears: “If you wish to see the last of the husband you have

poisoned you had better stand up. The funeral has started.” I stumbled

to my feet and clutched at the window-sill, where I stood rigid and

tearless until the hearse had passed, and was out of sight, and then I

fainted.

When I recovered consciousness I asked why my mother had not been sent

for. No answer was made, but a tardy summons was sent to her at Paris.

When she arrived she came to me at once. What a meeting! She kissed

me, and was speaking a few loving words in French, when the nurse

interposed and said, “You must speak in English,” and the policeman

joined in with “I warn you, madam, that I will write down all you

say,” and he produced paper and pencil. I then begged my mother to go

into Liverpool to see the Messrs. Cleaver, who represented me, as they

would give her all the information she required; and then I cried out

in the bitterness of my heart, “Mother, they all believe me guilty,

but I swear to you I am innocent.” That night I had a violent attack

of hysteria. Two nurses and the policeman held me down, and when my

mother, outraged by his presence, wished to take his place and send

him from the room, Nurse Wilson became insolent and turned her out.

AT WALTON JAIL

The next morning, Saturday, the 18th of May, Dr. Hopper and Dr.

Humphreys visited me, to ascertain whether I was in a condition to

permit of formal proceedings taking place in my bedroom. In a few

minutes they gave their consent. The magistrates and others then came

up-stairs.

There were present Colonel Bidwell, Mr. Swift (clerk), Superintendent

Bryning, and my lawyers, the Messrs. Cleaver, Dr. Hopper, and Dr.

Humphreys. I was fully conscious, but too prostrate to make any

movement. Besides those in the room, there were seated outside the

policeman and the nurse. Superintendent Bryning, who had taken up his

position at the foot of the bed, said: “This person is Mrs. Maybrick,

charged with causing the death of the late James Maybrick. She is

charged with causing his death by administering poison to him. I

understand that her consent is given to a remand, and therefore I need

not introduce nor give evidence.”

Mr. Swift: “You ask for a remand for eight days?”

Mr. Arnold Cleaver: “I appear for the prisoner.”

Colonel Bidwell: “Very well; I consent to a remand. That is all.”

These gentlemen then departed. The police were in such a hurry to

prefer the formal charge, they could not wait until the doctors

should certify that I was in a fit state to be taken to the court in

the ordinary way. The nurse then told me I must get up and dress. I

prayed that my children might be sent for to bid me good-by--but I

was peremptorily refused. I begged to gather together some necessary

personal apparel, only to meet with another refusal. I was hurried

away with such unseemly haste, that even my hand-bag with my toilet

articles was left behind. My mother implored to be allowed to say

good-by, but was denied. She had gone up to her bedroom, so she tells

me, which looked out on the front, to try and see my face as they put

me in the carriage, when they turned the key and locked her in. After I

had gone a policeman unlocked the door.

[Illustration: THE LATE DR. HELEN DENSMORE, An American advocate of

Mrs. Maybrick’s innocence.]

After a two hours’ drive we arrived at Walton Jail, in the suburbs of

Liverpool. I shuddered as I looked at the tall, gloomy building. A

bell was ringing, and the big iron gates swung back and allowed us to

pass in. I was received by the governor and immediately led away by

a female warder. We crossed a small courtyard and stopped at a door

which she unlocked and relocked. Then we passed down a narrow passage

to a door that led into a dark, gloomy room termed the “Reception.” A

bench ran along each side, a bare wooden table stood in the middle,

a weighing-machine by the door, with a foot measure beside it. A

female warder asked me to give up any valuables in my possession.

These consisted of a watch, two diamond rings, and a brooch. They were

entered in a book. Then I was asked to stand upon the weighing-machine,

and my weight was duly noted. These formalities completed, I was led

through a building into a cell especially set apart for sick prisoners.

The escort locked me in, and, utterly exhausted, stricken with a sense

of horror and degradation, I sank upon the stone floor, reiterating,

until consciousness left me, “Oh, my God, help me--help me!”

ALONE

When I opened my eyes I was in bed and alone. I gazed around. At the

bedside was a chair with a china cup containing milk, and a plate

of bread upon it. The cell was bare. The light struggled in dimly

through a dirty, barred window. The stillness was appalling, and I felt

benumbed--a sense of terrible oppression weighed me down. If only I

could hear once more the sound of a friendly voice! If only some one

would tell whose diabolical mind had conceived and directed suspicion

against me!

I remained in the cell three days, when my lawyer visited me. He

arranged that I was to have a room especially set apart for prisoners

awaiting trial who can afford to pay five shillings ($1.25) weekly, for

the additional comfort of a table, an arm-chair, and a wash-stand. Had

I not been able to do so I should have been consigned to an ordinary

prison cell, and my diet would have been the same as that of convicted

prisoners. Instead, my food was sent from a hotel outside. I was locked

in this room for twenty-two hours out of the twenty-four. The only time

I was permitted to leave it was for chapel in the morning and an hour’s

exercise in the afternoon in the prison yard. The stillness, unbroken

by any sound from the outside world, got on my nerves, and I wanted

to scream, if only to hear my own voice. The unnatural confinement,

without any one to speak to, was torture. The governor, the doctor, and

the chaplain, it is true, came around every morning, but their visits

were of such short duration, and so formal in their nature, that it was

impossible to derive much relief from conversation with them.

THE CORONER’S INQUEST

On the 28th of May the Coroner’s inquest was held, but I was not well

enough to attend. I was represented by my legal advisers. On the 3d of

June I was still too ill to appear before the court. Mr. W. S. Barrett,

as magistrate, accompanied by Mr. Swift, the clerk, held a Magisterial

Court at Walton Jail. Mr. R. S. Cleaver did not attend, having

consented to the police obtaining another remand for a week. Only one

newspaper reporter was allowed to be present. I was accompanied to the

visitors’ room by a female warder, and silently took a seat at the

foot of a long table. I was quite composed. Superintendent Bryning rose

from his seat at the end of the room and said:

“This person, sir, is Mrs. Maybrick, who is charged with the murder of

her husband, at Aigburth, on the 11th of last month. I have to ask that

you remand her until Wednesday next.”

Mr. Swift: “Mr. Cleaver, her solicitor, has sent me a note in which he

consents to a remand until Wednesday.”

Mr. Barrett: “If there is no objection she will be remanded until

Wednesday morning.”

A PLANK FOR A BED

The magistrate then signed the document authorizing the remand, and I

withdrew. On the 5th of June the adjourned inquest was held, and I was

taken from jail at half-past eight in the morning to the Coroner’s

Court in a cab, accompanied by Dr. O’Hagan, a female attendant, and

a policeman. I was taken into the ante-room for the purpose of being

identified by the witnesses for the prosecution. I was not taken

into court, but at three o’clock Mr. Holbrook Gaskell, a magistrate,

attended for the purpose of granting another remand, pending the result

of the inquest, and again no evidence was given in my presence. I was

taken to the county police station, Lark Lane. I passed the night in a

cell which contained only a plank board as a bed. It was dark, damp,

dirty, and horrible. A policeman, taking pity on me, brought me a

blanket to lie on. In the adjoining cell, in a state of intoxication,

two men were raving and cursing throughout the night. I had no

light--there was no one to speak to. I was kept there three days, until

the coroner’s jury had returned their verdict. A greengrocer near by,

named Mrs. Pretty, to whom I had occasionally given orders for fruit,

sent me in a daily gift of her best with a note of sympathy--a deed

all the more striking in its generosity and nobleness, since the

charity of none other of my own sex had reached to that degree of

justice to regard me as innocent until proven guilty.

THE VERDICT OF THE CORONER’S JURY

On the 6th of June I was again driven to Garston to hear the coroner’s

verdict. There was an elaborate array of lawyers, reporters, and

witnesses, as well as many spectators.

I waited in the ante-room until the coroner’s jury had summed up. The

jury consisted mostly of gentlemen who at one time had been guests in

my own house. Of all former friends present, there was only one who had

the moral courage to approach me and shake my hand. Throughout the time

I sat awaiting the call to appear before the coroner he remained beside

me, speaking words of encouragement. But the others, who, without

a word of evidence in my defense, had already judged and condemned

me, passed by on the other side, for had they not already judged and

condemned me?

When my name was called a dead hush pervaded the court, and the coroner

said:

“Have you agreed upon your verdict, gentlemen?”

The Foreman: “We have.”

Q. “Do you find that death resulted from the administration of an

irritant poison?”

A. “Unanimously.”

Q. “Do you say by whom that poison was administered?”

A. “By twelve to one we decide that the poison was administered by Mrs.

Maybrick.”

Q. “Do you find that the poison was administered with the intent of

taking life?”

A. “Twelve of us have come to that conclusion.”

The Coroner: “That amounts to a verdict of murder.”

Then the requisition was made out in the following terms:

“That James Maybrick, on the 11th of May, 1889, in the township of

Garston, died from the effects of an irritant poison administered to

him by Florence Elizabeth Maybrick, and so the jurors say: that the

said Florence Elizabeth Maybrick did wilfully, feloniously, and of

malice aforethought kill and murder the said James Maybrick.”

I was then driven back to the Lark Lane Police Station, locked up, and

remained the night. The next day I was returned to Walton Jail. How

shall I describe my feelings? Mere words are utterly inadequate to do

so. Not only was my sense of justice and fair play outraged, but it

seemed to me a frightful danger to personal safety if the police, on

the mere gossip of servants, and where a doctor had been unable to

assign the cause of death, could go into a home and take an inmate

into custody in the way I have shown.

On the 13th of June I was brought before the magistrates, and for the

first time evidence was given in my presence. I had been driven over to

the court-house the evening before, and had passed the night there in

charge of a policeman’s daughter, who remained in the room with me. Her

father kept watch on the other side of the door. That night, on going

to bed, as I knelt weary and lonely to say my prayers, I felt a hand on

my shoulder and a tearful voice said, softly, “Let me hold your hand,

Mrs. Maybrick, and let me say my prayers with you.” A simple expression

of sympathy, but it meant so much to me at such a time.

THE DOCTORS DISAGREE

At half-past eight I was taken to a room adjoining the court, where, in

charge of a female warder and a policeman, I awaited my call. I then

passed into the court, where two magistrates, Sir William B. Forwood

and Mr. W. S. Barrett, sat officially to hear the evidence. When the

testimony had been given the court adjourned.

When I rose to leave the court, in order to reach the door, I had

to meet face to face well-dressed women spectators at the back, and

the moment I turned around these started hissing me. The presiding

justice immediately shouted to the officer on duty to shut the door,

while the burly figures of several policemen, who moved toward the

hostile spectators, effectually put an end to the outburst. It was amid

such scenes, and this sort of preparation for my ordeal, that on the

following day, the 14th of June, the Magisterial Inquiry was resumed,

and the evidence connected with the charge of murder gone into. On

conclusion of the testimony the magistrates retired, and after a brief

consultation returned into court.

Sir William Forwood: “Our opinion is that this is a case which ought to

be decided by jury.”

Mr. Pickford (my counsel): “If that is clearly the opinion of the Bench

I shall not occupy their time by going into the defense now, because I

understand, whatever defense may be put forward, the Bench may think it

right for a jury to decide.”

The Chairman: “Yes, we think so.”

I was then ordered to stand up and was formally charged in the usual

manner.

I replied: “I reserve my defense.”

Sir William Forwood made answer: “Florence Elizabeth Maybrick, it is

our duty to commit you to take your trial at the ensuing Assizes for

wilful murder of the late James Maybrick.”

I was then remanded into custody.

I found it difficult to understand why these magistrates committed

me to trial for murder on that evidence. There was certainly not

sufficient evidence that the cause of death was arsenic. The doctors

could not say so. No arsenic had been found by the analyst in the

stomach, the appearance of which at the _post-mortem_, Dr. Humphreys

said, was “consistent” with either poisoning or ordinary congestion

of the stomach; but, after examination, a minute quantity of arsenic,

certainly not enough to cause death, was detected in the liver, the

appearance of which, Dr. Humphreys said, showed no evidence of any

irritant poison. On this point Dr. Carter agreed with Dr. Humphreys,

“but in a more positive manner,” while Dr. Barron did not exactly agree

with Dr. Carter.

The analyst had found both arsenic and “traces” of arsenic, in some

bottles and things which had been found in the house after death, as

to which, where they came from, or who had put them there, no one

had any knowledge. This is the evidence upon which I was committed.

Justice Stephen, in addressing the grand jury, even thus early showed

a predisposition against me, due at this time, no doubt, to the

sensational reports in the press. A true bill was found, and I was

brought to trial before him on the 31st of July.

LETTERS FROM WALTON JAIL

The six weeks intervening before my trial were very terrible. The

mental strain was incessant, and I suffered much from insomnia. The

stress and confinement were telling on my health, as was the separation

from my children. I insert here two extracts from letters, written by

me, from Walton Jail. One is to my mother, dated the 21st of July,

1889, a few days before my trial:

“I am not feeling very well. This fearful strain and the necessity for

continued self-control is beginning to tell upon me. But I am not in

the least afraid. I shall show composure, dignity and fortitude to the

last.”

The following is an extract from a letter I wrote to a friend on June

27, before my trial on July 31:

“I have made my peace with God. I have forgiven unreservedly all those

who have ruined and forsaken me. To-morrow I partake of the Holy

Communion with a clear conscience, and I place my faith in God’s

mercy.

“God give me strength is my constant prayer. I feel so lonely--as

if every hand were against me. To think that for three or four days

I must be unveiled before all those uncharitable eyes. You can not

think how awful it appears to me. So far the ordeal has been all

anticipation; then it will be stern reality--which always braces the

nerves and courage.

“I have seen in the Liverpool _Post_ the judge’s address on the

prosecution to the jury, and it is enough to appal the stoutest heart.

I hear the police are untiring and getting up the case against me

regardless of expense.

“Pray for me, my friend, for the darkest days of my life are now to

be lived through. I trust in God’s justice, whatever I may be in the

sight of man.”

LORD RUSSELL’S OPINION

I received many visits from my lawyers, the Messrs. Cleaver, and just

before the trial one from my leading counsel, Sir Charles Russell,

later Lord Russell of Killowen, Lord Chief Justice of England. The

following statement made by him relative to this visit may interest my

readers:

“I will make no public statement of what my personal belief is as to

Mrs. Maybrick’s guilt or innocence, but I will tell you, who have

stood by her all these years, that, perplexed with the instructions

in the brief, I took what was an unusual step: I went to see her in

prison before her trial, and questioned her there to the best of

my ability for the purpose of getting the truth out of her. During

the whole seven days of her trial I made careful observation of her

demeanor, and since her imprisonment I have availed myself of my

judicial right to visit her at Aylesbury Prison; and, making the best

use of such opportunities of arriving at a just conclusion about her

own self-consciousness, I decided in my own mind that it never for a

moment entered her mind to do any bodily injury to her husband. On the

last occasion that I saw her I told her so, as I felt it would and did

give the poor woman some comfort.”

[Illustration:

Copyright by W. & D. Downey, London

LORD CHARLES RUSSELL, Q.C., Late Lord Chief Justice of England, Mrs.

Maybrick’s counsel.]

THE PUBLIC CONDEMNS ME UNHEARD

The day preceding my trial found me calm in spirit, and in a measure

prepared for the awful ordeal before me. Up to that time I had shown

a composure that astonished every one. Indeed, some went so far as to

say I was without feeling. Perhaps I was toward their kind. I would

have responded to sympathy, but never to distrust. At that time I was

suspected by all--or, rather, people were not sufficiently just to

content themselves with suspicions; they condemned me outright, and,

unheard, struck at a weak, defenseless woman; and this upon what is now

generally admitted to have been insufficient evidence to sustain the

indictment.

FOOTNOTE:

[1] May 12, 1889.

CHAPTER TWO

The Trial

THE INJUSTICE OF TRYING THE CASE AT LIVERPOOL

My trial was set for the 31st of July in St. George’s Hall, Liverpool.

Immediately after nine o’clock on that day, the part of the building

which is open to the general public was filled by a well-dressed

audience, including many of my one-time friends. During all the days

of my trial, I am told, Liverpool society fought for tickets. Ladies

were attired as for a matinée, and some brought their luncheons that

they might retain their seats. Many of them carried opera-glasses,

which they did not hesitate to level at me. The Earl of Sefton occupied

a seat on the bench with the judge, and among the audience were many

public and city men and judicial officers. The press had for two

months supplied nourishment in the form of the most sensational stories

about me, to feed the morbid appetite of the public. The excitement

ran so high that the Liverpool crowds even hissed me as I was driven

through the streets. It was a mockery of justice to hold such a trial

in such a place as Liverpool, at such a time, by a common jury; and it

was a mockery of common sense to expect that any Liverpool common jury

could, when they got into the jury-box, dismiss from their minds all

they had heard and seen. In a letter which I wrote to my mother, when

in Walton Jail, on the 28th of June, about a month before the trial, I

said: “I sincerely hope Messrs. Cleaver will arrange for my trial to

take place in London. I shall receive an impartial verdict there, which

I can not expect from a jury in Liverpool, whose minds will virtually

be made up before any evidence is heard.” Owing, however, to a lack of

funds this hope was not realized.

I was at this time alone, utterly forsaken, and the only persons to

whom I could look for protection and advice were my lawyers, Messrs.

Cleaver.

At half-past eight on the morning of my trial, a black van was driven

up to the side door, in the fore part of which were already confined

the male prisoners awaiting trial. I was placed in the rear, a female

warder stepped in, the door was shut, and I felt as if I were already

buried. A crowd witnessed my departure from Walton Jail, and a larger

one was assembled outside St. George’s Hall. But I was conducted into

the building without attracting attention.

At ten o’clock I heard a blast of trumpets that heralded the judge’s

entrance into court. Shortly after my name was called, and, accompanied

by a male and a female warder, I ascended slowly the stone staircase

from the cells leading to the dock. I was calm and collected in manner,

although aware of the gravity of my position. But the consciousness of

innocence, and a strong faith in Divine support, made me confident

that strength would be given to endure the awful ordeal before me.

[Illustration: ST. GEORGE’S HALL, LIVERPOOL, Where the trial of Mrs

Maybrick was held.]

In reply to the Clerk of Arraigns, who read the charge against me of

“feloniously and wilfully murdering my husband, James Maybrick,” I

answered “Not guilty.” It is customary in criminal courts in England

to compel a prisoner to stand in the dock during the whole trial, but

I was provided with a seat by recommendation of the prison doctor,

as I suffered from attacks of faintness, though against this humane

departure a great public outcry was raised.

The counsel engaged in the case were Mr. Addison, Q.C., M.P. (now judge

at the Southwark County Court), Mr. McConnell, and Mr. Swift, for the

prosecution; Sir Charles Russell, assisted by Mr. Pickford and Messrs.

Cleaver, for the defense.

AN UNEXPECTED VERDICT

When the trial began there was a strong feeling against me, but as it

proceeded, and the fact was made clear that Mr. Maybrick had long

been addicted to taking large quantities of arsenic, coupled with the

evidence, to quote Sir Charles Russell, (1) that there was no proof

of arsenical poisoning, (2) that there was no proof that arsenic was

administered to him by me, the prejudice against me gradually changed,

until, at the close of the trial, there was a complete revulsion of

sentiment, and my acquittal was confidently expected.

When the jury retired to consider their verdict I was taken below, and

here my solicitor came to speak to me; but the tension of mind was so

great I do not recall one word that he said.

After what seemed to me an age, but was in reality only thirty-eight

minutes, the jury returned into court and took their places in the

jury-box. I was recalled to the dock. When I stood up to hear the

verdict I had an intuition that it was unfavorable. Every one looked

away from me, and there was a stillness in court that could be felt.

Then the Clerk of Arraigns arose and said:

“Have you agreed upon the verdict, gentlemen?”

“We have.”

“And do you find the prisoner guilty of the murder of James Maybrick or

not guilty?”

The Foreman: “Guilty.”

A prolonged “Ah!” strangely like the sighing of wind through a forest,

sounded through the court. I reeled as if struck a blow and sank upon

a chair. The Clerk of Arraigns then turned to me and said: “Florence

Elizabeth Maybrick, you have been found guilty of wilful murder. Have

you anything to say why the court should not pronounce sentence upon

you according to the law?”

I arose, and with a prayer for strength, I clasped the rail of the dock

in front of me, and said in a low voice, but with firmness: “My lord,

everything has been against me; I am not guilty of this crime.”

THE JUDGE’S SENTENCE

These were the last words which the law permitted me to speak. Mr.

Justice Stephen then assumed the full dress of the criminal judge--the

black cap--and pronounced the sentence of the court in these words:

“Prisoner at the bar, I am no longer able to treat you as being

innocent of the dreadful crime laid to your charge. You have been

convicted by a jury of this city, after a lengthy and most painful

investigation, followed by a defense which was in every respect worthy

of the man. The jury has convicted you, and the law leaves me no

discretion, and I must pass the sentence of the law:

“The court doth order you to be taken from hence to the place from

whence you came, and from thence to the place of execution, and that

you be hanged by the neck until you are dead, and that your body be

afterward buried within the precincts of the prison in which you shall

be confined after your conviction. And may the Lord have mercy upon

your soul!”

[Illustration:

Copyright by Bassano, London.

JUSTICE FITZ-JAMES STEPHEN. Who presided at the trial of Mrs.

Maybrick.]

Utterly stunned I was removed from the court to Walton Jail, there

to be confined until this sentence of the law should be carried into

effect.

The mob, as the Liverpool public was styled by the press, before they

had heard or read a word of the defense had hissed me when I entered

the court; and now, that they had heard or read the evidence, cheered

me as I drove away in the prison-van, and hissed and hooted the judge,

who with difficulty gained his carriage.

IN THE SHADOW OF DEATH

In all the larger local English prisons there is one room, swept and

ready, the sight of which can not fail to stir unwonted thoughts.

The room is large, with barred windows, and contains only a bed and

a chair. It is the last shelter of those whom the law declares to

have forfeited their lives. Near by is a small brick building in the

prison-yard, that has apparently nothing to connect it with the room;

yet they are joined by a sinister suggestion.

For nearly three terrible weeks I was confined in this cell of the

condemned, to taste the bitterness of death under its most appalling

and shameful aspect. I was carefully guarded by two female warders, who

would gladly have been spared the task. They might not read nor sleep;

at my meals, through my prayers, during every moment of agony, they

still watched on and rarely spoke. Many have asked me what my feelings

were at that awful time. I remember little in the way of details

as to my state of mind. I was too overwhelmed for either analytic

or collective thought. Conscious of my innocence, I had no fear of

physical death, for the love of my Heavenly Father was so enveloping

that death seemed to me a blessed escape from a world in which such an

unspeakable travesty of justice could take place; while I petitioned

for a reconsideration of the verdict, it was wholly for the sake of my

mother and my children.

I knew nothing of any public efforts for my relief. I was held fast on

the wheels of a slow-moving machine, hypnotized by the striking hours

and the flight of my numbered minutes, with the gallows staring me in

the face. The date of my execution was not told me at Walton Jail,

but I heard afterward that it was to have taken place on the 26th

of August. On the 22d, while I was taking my daily exercise in the

yard attached to the condemned cell, the governor, Captain Anderson,

accompanied by the chief matron, entered. He called me to him, and,

with a voice which--all honor to him--trembled with emotion, said:

“Maybrick, no commutation of sentence has come down to-day, and I

consider it my duty to tell you to prepare for death.”

“Thank you, governor,” I replied; “my conscience is clear. God’s will

be done.”

COMMUTATION OF SENTENCE

He then walked away and I returned to my cell. The female warder was

weeping silently, but I was calm and spent the early part of the night

in my usual prayers. About midnight exhausted nature could bear no

more, and I fainted. I had barely regained consciousness when I heard

the shuffle of feet outside, the click of the key in the lock--that

warning catch in the slow machinery of my doom. I sprang up, and with

one supreme effort of will braced myself for what I believed was the

last act of my life. The governor and a chaplain entered, followed

by a warder. They read my expectation in my face, and the governor,

hastening forward, exclaimed in an agitated voice: “It is well; it is

good news!” When I opened my eyes once more I was lying in bed in the

hospital, and I remained there until I was taken to Woking Convict

Prison.

CHAPTER THREE

In Solitary Confinement

REMOVAL TO WOKING PRISON

On the morning of the 29th of August I was hastily awakened by a female

warder, who said that orders had come down from the Home Office for my

removal that day to a convict prison.

When I left, the governor was standing at the gate, and, with a

kindliness of voice which I deeply appreciated, told me to be brave and

good.

A crowd was in waiting at the station. I was roughly hustled through it

into a third-class carriage.

The only ray of light that penetrated those dark hours of my journey

came from an American woman. God bless her, whoever she is or wherever

she is! At every station that the train stopped she got out and came to

the carriage door and spoke words of sympathy and comfort. She was the

first of my countrywomen to voice to me the protest that swelled into

greater volume as the years rolled by.

As the train drew up at Woking station a crowd assembled. Outside stood

a cab, to which I was at once conducted, and we drove through lovely

woods; the scent of flowers was wafted by the breeze into what seemed

to be a hearse that was bearing me on toward my living tomb.

As we approached the prison the great iron gate swung wide, and the

cab drove silently into the yard. There I descended. The governor

gave an order, and a woman--who I afterward found was assistant

superintendent--came forward. Accompanied by her and an officer, I was

led across a near-by yard to a building which stood somewhat apart from

the others and is known as the infirmary. There a principal matron

received me, and the assistant superintendent and the chief matron

returned to their quarters.

THE CONVICT UNIFORM

In the grasp of what seemed to me a horrible nightmare, I found

myself in a cell with barred windows, a bed, and a chair. Without,

the stillness of death reigned. I remained there perhaps half an hour

when the door opened and I was commanded by a female warder to follow

her. In a daze I obeyed mechanically. We crossed the same yard again

and entered a door that led into a room containing only a fireplace, a

table, and a bath. Here I was told to take off my clothes, as those I

had traveled in had to be sent back to the prison at Liverpool, where

they belonged.

When I was dressed in the uniform to which the greatest stigma and

disgrace is attached, I was told to sit down. The warder then stepped

quickly forward, and with a pair of scissors cut off my hair to the

nape of my neck. This act seemed, above all others, to bring me to a

sense of my degradation, my utter helplessness; and the iron of the

awful tragedy, of which I was the innocent victim, entered my soul. I

was then weighed and my height taken. My weight was one hundred and

twelve pounds, and my height five feet three inches.

Once more I was bidden to follow my guide. We recrossed the yard and

entered the infirmary. Here I was locked in the cell already mentioned.

At last I could be alone after the anguish and torture of the day. I

prayed for sleep that I might lose consciousness of my intolerable

anguish. But sleep, that gentle nurse of the sad and suffering, came

not. What a night! I shudder even now at the memory of it. Physically

exhausted, smarting with the thought of the cruel, heartless way in

which I had been beaten down and trodden under foot, I felt that mortal

death would have been more merciful than the living death to which I

was condemned. In the adjoining cell an insane woman was raving and

weeping throughout the night, and I wondered whether in the years to

come I should become like her.

The next day I was visited by the governor on his official rounds. Then

the doctor came and made a medical examination, and ordered me to be

detained in the infirmary until further orders. My mind is a blank as

to what happened for some time afterward. My next remembrance is being

told by a coarse-looking, harsh-spoken female warder to get ready to go

into the prison. Once more I was led across the big yard, and then I

stood within the walls that were to be for years my tomb. Outside the

sun was shining and the birds were singing.

IN SOLITARY CONFINEMENT

Without, picture a vast outline of frowning masonry. Within, when I

had passed the double outer gates and had been locked out and locked

in in succession, I found myself in a central hall, from which ran

cage-like galleries divided into tiers and landings, with a row of

small cells on either side. The floors are of stone, the landings of

slate, the railings of steel, and the stairs of iron. Wire netting

is stretched over the lowest tier to prevent prisoners from throwing

themselves over in one of those frenzies of rage and despair of which

every prison has its record. Within their walls can be found, above all

places, that most degrading, heart-breaking product of civilization,

a human automaton. All will, all initiative, all individuality, all

friendship, all the things that make human beings attractive to one

another, are absent. Suffering there is dumb, and when it goes beyond

endurance--alas!

I followed the warder to a door, perhaps not more than two feet in

width. She unlocked it and said, “Pass in.” I stepped forward, but

started back in horror. Through the open door I saw, by the dim light

of a small window that was never cleaned, a cell seven feet by four.

“Oh, don’t put me in there!” I cried. “I can not bear it.”

For answer the warder took me roughly by the shoulder, gave me a push,

and shut the door. There was nothing to sit upon but the cold slate

floor. I sank to my knees. I felt suffocated. It seemed that the walls

were drawing nearer and nearer together, and presently the life would

be crushed out of me. I sprang to my feet and beat wildly with my hands

against the door. “For God’s sake let me out! Let me out!” But my

voice could not penetrate that massive barrier, and exhausted I sank

once more to the floor. I can not recall those nine months of solitary

confinement without a feeling of horror. My cell contained only a

hammock rolled up in a corner, and three shelves let into the wall--no

table nor stool. For a seat I was compelled to place my bedclothes on

the floor.

THE DAILY ROUTINE

No one can realize the horror of solitary confinement who has not

experienced it. Here is one day’s routine: It is six o’clock; I arise

and dress in the dark; I put up my hammock and wait for breakfast. I

hear the ward officer in the gallery outside. I take a tin plate and a

tin mug in my hands and stand before the cell door. Presently the door

opens; a brown, whole-meal, six-ounce loaf is placed upon the plate;

the tin mug is taken, and three-quarters of a pint of gruel is measured

in my presence, when the mug is handed back in silence, and the door is

closed and locked. After I have taken a few mouthfuls of bread I begin

to scrub my cell. A bell rings and my door is again unlocked. No word

is spoken, because I know exactly what to do. I leave my cell and fall

into single file, three paces in the rear of my nearest fellow convict.

All of us are alike in knowing what we have to do, and we march away

silently to Divine service. We are criminals under punishment, and

our keepers march us like dumb cattle to the worship of God. To me the

twenty minutes of its duration were as an oasis in a weary desert. When

it came to an end I felt comforted, and always a little more resigned

to my fate. Chapel over, I returned directly to my cell, for I was in

solitary confinement, and might not enjoy the privilege of working in

company with my prison companions.

Work I must, but I must work alone. Needlework and knitting fall to my

lot. My task for the day is handed to me, and I sit in my cell plying

my needle, with the consciousness that I must not indulge in an idle

moment, for an unaccomplished task means loss of marks, and loss of

marks means loss of letters and visits. As chapel begins at 8:30 I am

back in my cell soon after nine, and the requirement is that I shall

make one shirt a day--certainly not less than five shirts a week. If I

am obstinate or indolent, I shall be reported by the ward officer, and

be brought to book with punishment--perhaps reduced to a diet of bread

and water and total confinement in my cell for twenty-four hours. If I

am faint, weak, or unwell, I may be excused the full performance of my

task; but there must be no doubt of my inability. In such case it is

for me to have my name entered for the prison doctor, and obtain from

him the indulgence that will remit a portion of my prescribed work to

three or four shirts.

However, as I am well, I work automatically, closely, and with

persistence. Then comes ten o’clock, and with it the governor with

his escort. He inspects each cell, and if all is not as it should

be, the prisoner will hear of it. There is no friendly greeting of

“Good-morning” nor parting “Good-night” within those gloomy walls.

The tone is formal and the governor says: “How are you, Maybrick?

Any complaints? Do you want anything?” and then he passes on. Then

I am again alone with my work and my brooding thoughts. I never

made complaints. One but adds to one’s burden by finding causes for

complaint. With the coming and the going of the governor the monotony

returns to stagnation.

THE EXERCISE HOUR

Presently, however, the prison bell rings again. I know what the

clangor means, and mechanically lay down my work. It is the hour

for exercise, and I put on my bonnet and cape. One by one the cell

doors of the ward are opened. One by one we come out from our cells

and fall into single file. Then, with a ward officer in charge, we

march into the exercise yard. We have drawn up in line, three paces

apart, and this is the form in which we tramp around the yard and

take our exercise. This yard is perhaps forty feet square, and there

are thirty-five of us to expand in its “freedom.” The inclosure is

oppressively repulsive. Stone-flagged, hemmed within ugly walls, it

gives one a hideous feeling of compression. It seems more like a

bear-pit than an airing ground for human beings. But I forget that

we are not here to have things made easy, comfortable, and pleasant

for us. We are here to be punished, to be scourged for our crimes and

misdeeds. Can you wonder that human nature sometimes revolts and dares

even prison rigor? Human instincts may be suppressed, but not wholly

crushed.

There were at Woking two yards in which flowers and green trees were

visible, but it was only in after years that I was permitted to take my

exercise in these yards, and then only half an hour on Sunday.

When the one hour for exercise is over, in a file as before, we

tramp back to our work. Confined as we are for twenty-two hours in

our narrow, gloomy cells, the exercise, dull as it is, is our only

opportunity for a glimpse of the sky and for a taste of outdoor life,

and affords our only relief from an otherwise almost unbearable day.

THE MIDDAY MEAL

At noon the midday meal. The first sign of its approach is the sound of

the fatigue party of prisoners bringing the food from the kitchen into

the ward. I hear the ward officer passing with the weary group from

cell to cell, and presently she will reach my door. My food is handed

to me, then the door is closed and double locked. In the following two

hours, having finished my meal, I can work or read. At two o’clock the

fatigue party again goes on its mechanical round; the cell door is

again unlocked, this time for the collection of dinner-cans. The meal

of each prisoner is served out by weight, and the law allows her to

claim her full quantity to the uttermost fraction of an ounce. She is

even entitled to see it weighed if she fancies it falls short. Work is

then resumed until five o’clock, when gruel and bread is again served,

as at breakfast, with half an hour for its disposal. From that time

on until seven o’clock more work, when again is heard the clang of

the prison bell, and with it comes the end of our monotonous day. I

take down my hammock, and once more await the opening of the door. We

have learned exactly what to do. With the opening of our cells we go

forward, and each places her broom outside the door. So shall it be

known that we each have been visited in our cells before the locking of

our doors and gates for the night. If any of us are taking medicine by

the doctor’s orders we now receive it. On through the ten long, weary

hours of the night the night officers patrol the wards, keeping watch,

and through a glass peep-hole silently inspect us in our beds to see

that nothing is amiss.

THE CRUELTY OF SOLITARY CONFINEMENT

Solitary confinement is by far the most cruel feature of English penal

servitude. It inflicts upon the prisoner at the commencement of her

sentence, when most sensitive to the horrors which prison punishment

entails, the voiceless solitude, the hopeless monotony, the long vista

of to-morrow, to-morrow, to-morrow stretching before her, all filled

with desolation and despair. Once a prisoner has crossed the threshold

of a convict prison, not only is she dead to the world, but she is

expected in word and deed to lose or forget every vestige of her

personality. Verily,

The mills of the gods grind slowly,

But they grind exceeding small,

And woe to the wight unholy

On whom those millstones fall.

So it is with the Penal Code which directs this vast machinery, doing

its utmost with tireless, ceaseless revolutions to mold body and soul

slowly, remorselessly, into the shape demanded by Act of Parliament.

CHAPTER FOUR

The Period of Probation

A CHANGE OF CELL

The day I had completed the nine months of solitary confinement I

entered upon a new stage, that of probation for nine months. I was

taken from Hall G to Hall A. There were in Woking seven halls, A, B, C,

D, E, F, G, separated by two barred doors and a narrow passage. Every

hall has three wards. The female warder who accompanied me locked me

in my cell. I looked around with a sense of intense relief. The cell

was as large again as the one I had left. The floor was of wood instead

of slate. It contained a camp bedstead on which was placed a so-called

mattress, consisting of a sack the length of the bed, stuffed with

coir, the fiber of the coconut. There were also provided two coarse

sheets, two blankets, and a red counterpane. In a corner were three

iron shelves let in the wall one above the other. On the top shelf

was folded a cape, and on top of this there was a small, coarse straw

bonnet. The second shelf contained a tin cup, a tin plate, a wooden

spoon, and a salt-cellar. The third shelf was given up to a slate, on

which might be written complaints or requests to the governor; it is a

punishable offense in prison to write with a pencil or on any paper not

provided.

There was also a Bible, a prayer-book and hymn-book, and a book from

the library. Near the door stood a log of wood upright, fastened to the

floor, and this was the only seat in the cell. It was immovable, and so

placed that the prisoner might always be in view of the warder. Near

it, let into the wall, was a piece of deal board, which answered for a

table. Through an almost opaque piece of square glass light glimmered

from the hall, the only means of lighting the cell at night; facing

this, high up, was a barred window admitting light from the outside.

EVILS OF THE SILENT SYSTEM

The routine of my daily life was the same as during “solitary

confinement.” The cell door may be open, but its outer covering or gate

is locked, and, although I knew there was a human creature separated

from me only by a cell wall and another gate, not a whisper might I

breathe. There is no rule of prison discipline so productive of trouble

and disaster as the “silent system,” and the tyrannous and rigorous

method with which it is enforced is the cause of two-thirds of all

the misconduct and disturbance that occurs in prison. The silence

rule gives supreme gratification to the tyrannous officer, for on the

slightest pretext she can report a woman for talking--a turn of the

head, a movement of the lips is enough of an excuse for a report.

And there is heavy punishment that can be inflicted for this offense,

both in the male and female prisons. An offender may be consigned to

solitary confinement, put for three days on bread and water, or suffer

the loss of a week’s remission, which means a week added to her term of

imprisonment--and all this for incautiously uttering a word.

Unless it be specifically intended as a means of torture, the system of

solitary confinement, even for four months, the term to which it has

since been reduced, can meet only with condemnation. I am convinced

that, within limits, the right of speech and the interchange of

thought, at least for two hours daily, even during probation, would

insure better discipline than perpetual silence, which can be enforced

only by a complete suppression of nature, and must result in consequent

weakness of mind and ruin of temper. During the first months of her

sentence a prisoner is more frequently in trouble for breach of this

one rule than from all other causes. The reduction of the term of

probation from nine to four months has been followed by a reduction in

mental afflictions, which is proof that nothing wholesome or good can

have its growth in unnatural solitude.

The silent system has a weakening effect upon the memory. A prisoner

often finds difficulty in deciding upon the pronunciation of words

which she has not heard for a considerable period. I often found

myself, when desirous of using unusual words, especially in French or

German, pronouncing them to myself in order to fix the pronunciation

in my memory. It is well to bear in mind what a small number of words

the prisoner has an opportunity of using in the monotony of prison

life. The same inquiries are made day after day, and the same responses

given. A vocabulary of one hundred words will include all that a

prisoner habitually uses.

INSANITY AND NERVOUS BREAKDOWN OF PRISONERS

No defender of the silent system pretends that it wholly succeeds in

preventing speech among prisoners. But be that as it may, a period

of four months’ solitary confinement in the case of a female, and

six months’ in the case of a male, and especially of a girl or

youth, is surely a crime against civilization and humanity. Such a

punishment is inexpressible torture to both mind and body. I speak

from experience. The torture of continually enforced silence is known

to produce insanity or nervous breakdown more than any other feature

connected with prison discipline. Since the passing of the Act of 1898,

mitigating this form of punishment, much good has been accomplished, as

is proved by the diminution of insanity in prison life, the decreasing

scale of prison punishment, and the lessening of the death-rate.

By still further reducing this barbarous practise, or, better, by

abolishing it entirely, corresponding happy results may confidently

be expected. The more the prisoners are placed under conditions and

amid surroundings calculated to develop a better life, the greater is

the hope that the system will prove curative; but so long as prisoners

are subjected to conditions which have a hardening effect at the very

beginning of their prison life, there is little chance of ultimate

reformation.

NEED OF SEPARATE CONFINEMENT FOR THE WEAK-MINDED

There are many women who hover about the borderland of insanity for

months, possibly for years. They are recognized as weak-minded, and

consequently they make capital out of their condition, and by the

working of their distorted minds, and petty tempers, and unreasonable

jealousy, add immeasurably not only to the ghastliness of the “house

of sorrow,” but are a sad clog on the efforts to self-betterment of

their level-minded sisters in misery. Of these many try hard to make

the best of what has to be gone through. Therefore, is it necessary,

is it wise, is it right that such a state of things should be allowed?

The weak-minded should be kept in a separate place, with their own

officers to attend them. Neither the weak-minded, the epileptic, nor

the consumptives were isolated. There is great need of reform wherever

this is the case. Prisoners whose behavior is different from the normal

should be separated from the other prisoners, and made to serve out

their sentences under specially adapted conditions.

I read in the newspapers that insanity is on the increase; this fact is

clearly reflected within the prison walls. It is stated that the insane

form about three per thousand of the general population. In local

English prisons insanity, it is said, even after deducting those who

come in insane, is seven times more prevalent than among the general

population.

READING AN INSUFFICIENT RELAXATION

The nervous crises do not now supervene so frequently as formerly

in the case of prisoners of a brooding disposition, but the fact

remains that, in spite of the slight amelioration, mental light is

still excluded--that communion on which rests all human well-being.

The vacuity of the solitary system, to some at least, is partially

lighted by books. But what of those who can not read, or who have

not sufficient concentration of mind to profit by reading as a

relaxation? There are many such, in spite of the high standard of

free education that prevails at the present day. The shock of the

trial, and the uprooting of a woman’s domestic ties, coupled with

the additional mental strain of having to start her prison career in

solitary confinement, is surely neither humane, nor merciful, nor

wise. These months of solitary confinement leave an ineffaceable mark.

It is during the first lonely months that the seeds of bitterness

and hardness of heart are sown, and it requires more than a passive

resistance--nay, nothing short of an unfaltering faith and trust in an

overruling Providence--to bring a prisoner safely through the ordeal.

Let the sympathetic reader try to realize what it means never to feel

the touch of anything soft or warm, never to see anything that is

attractive--nothing but stone above, around, and beneath. The deadly

chill creeps into one’s bones; the bitter days of winter and the still

bitterer nights were torture, for Woking Prison was not heated. My

hands and feet were covered with chilblains.

MY SUFFERINGS FROM COLD AND INSOMNIA

Oh, the horrors of insomnia! If one could only forget one’s sufferings

in sleep! During all the fifteen years of my imprisonment, insomnia was

(and, alas! is still) my constant companion. Little wonder! I might

fall asleep, when suddenly the whole prison is awakened by shriek

upon shriek, rending the stillness of the night. I am now, perforce,

fully awake. Into my ears go tearing all the shrill execrations and

blasphemies, all the hideous uproars of an inferno, compounded of

bangs, shrieks, and general demoniac ragings. The wild smashing of

glass startles the halls. I lie in my darkened cell with palpitating

heart. Like a savage beast, the woman of turmoil has torn her clothing

and bedding into shreds, and now she is destroying all she can lay

hands on. The ward officers are rushing about in slippered feet, the

bell rings summoning the warders, who are always needed when such

outbursts occur, and the woman, probably in a strait-jacket, is borne

to the penal cells. Then stillness returns to the ghastly place, and

with quivering nerves I may sleep--if I can.

MEDICAL ATTENDANCE

But what if one is ill in the night? The lonely prisoner in her cell

may summon aid by ringing the bell. The moment it is set in motion it

causes a black iron slab to project from the outer wall of her cell

in the gallery. On the slab is the prisoner’s number, and the ward

officer, hearing the bell, at once looks for the cell from which the

call has been sent. Presently she finds it, then fetches the principal

matron, and together they enter the hard, unhomelike place. If the

prisoner is ill they call the doctor of the prison, and medicines and

aid will be given. But sympathy is no part of their official duty, and

be the warder never so tender in her own domestic circle, tenderness

must not be shown toward a prisoner. The patient may be removed from

her cell to the infirmary, where they will care for her medically,

perhaps as well as they would in a hospital; she may even receive a

few flowers from an infirmary warder whose heart comes out from its

official shell; but through it all, sick though she be, she is still a

prisoner under lock and key, a woman under surveillance, a woman denied

communion with her kind.

ADDED SUFFERINGS OF THE DELICATELY NURTURED

What words can adequately describe the long years, blank and weary

enough for all prisoners, but which are indescribably so to one who

has been delicately nurtured! I had enjoyed the refinements of social

life; I had pitied, and tried, as far as lay in my power, to help the

poor and afflicted, but I had never known anything of the barbarism,

the sordid vices of low life. And I was condemned to drag out existence

amid such surroundings, because twelve ignorant men had taken upon

themselves to decide a question which neither the incompetent judge nor

the medical witnesses could themselves determine.

So far as I can learn, there is no other instance of a woman

undoubtedly innocent and of gentle birth, confined for a term of nearly

fifteen years in an English convict prison. In the nature of things a

delicate woman feels more acutely than a robust prisoner the rigors of

prolonged captivity.

Neither confidence nor respect can be secured when punishment is

excessive, for it then becomes an act of persecution, suitable only

for ages of darkness. The supineness of Parliament in not establishing

a court of criminal appeal fastens a dark blot upon the judicature of

England, and is inconsistent with the innate love of justice and fair

play of its people.

HOW CRIMINALS AND IMBECILES ARE MADE

The law in prison is the same for the rich as the poor, the “Star

Class” as for the ignorant, brutalized criminal. My register was “L.

P. 29.” These letters and numbers were worked in white cotton upon a

piece of black cloth. Your sentence is indicated thus: “L” stands for

penal servitude for life; “P” for the year of conviction, which in my

case was the sixteenth year since the previous lettering. This is done

every twenty-five years. The “29” meant that I was the twenty-ninth

convict of my year, 1889. In addition to this register I wore a red

cloth star placed above it. The “Star Class,” of which I was a member,

consisted of women who have been convicted of one crime only, committed

in a moment of weakness or despair, or under pressure which they were

not strong enough to resist at the time, such as infanticide, forgery,

incendiarism; and who, having been educated and respectably brought

up, betray otherwise no criminal instincts or inclinations; and who,

when in the world, would be distinct in character from the habitual

criminal, not only from a social point of view, but in their virtues,

faults, and crimes.

There should be separate rules and privileges to meet the case

of a prisoner guilty of moral lapses only, as distinguished from

the habitual breaker of the laws. At present the former gets the

same treatment and discipline as the habitual criminal of several

convictions, and can not claim a single privilege that the old offender

has not a right to ask--for example, members of both classes are

limited to the same number of letters and visits. The “Star Class” is

supposed to be kept separate from ordinary prisoners. It was so at

Woking Prison. But at Aylesbury Prison, to which I was transferred

later, they were sandwiched between two wards of habitual criminals,

with whom they came continually in contact, not only in passing to

and from the workshops, fetching meals, and going to exercise, but

continuously. That contamination should ensue is hardly surprising.

It requires a will of iron, and nearly the spirit of a saint, not

to be corrupted by the sights and sounds of a prison, even when no

word is spoken. It is a serious accusation against any system to say

“that it produces the thing it is designed to prevent,” but such, I

am convinced, is the fact as regards the manufacture of criminals and

imbeciles by the present system of penalism almost the world over.

CHAPTER FIVE

The Period of Hard Labor

ROUTINE

Having passed solitary confinement and probation, I entered upon

the third stage, hard labor, when I was permitted to leave my cell

to assist in carrying meals from the kitchen, and to sit at my door

and converse with the prisoners in the adjoining cells for two hours

daily--but always in the presence of an officer who controls and limits

the conversation. My daily routine was now also somewhat different from

that of solitary confinement and probation.

At six o’clock the bell rings to rise. Half an hour later a second bell

signifies to the officers that it is time to come on duty. Each warder

in charge of certain wards--there are three wards to each hall--then

goes to the chief matron’s office, where she receives a key wherewith

to unlock the prisoners’ cells. All keys are given up by the female

warder before going off duty, and locked for the night in an iron safe

under the charge of a male warder. When again in possession of her key

she repairs to her ward, and at the order, “Unlock,” she lets out the

prisoners to empty their slops. This done, they are once more locked

in, with the exception of three women who go down to the kitchen to

fetch the cans of tea and loaves of bread which make up the prisoners’

breakfast. At Woking the breakfast was of cocoa and coarse meal bread,

while later, at Aylesbury, it consisted of tea and white bread. I am

constrained to remark here that more consideration should be shown by

the medical officer toward women who complain of being physically unfit

to do heavy lifting and carrying. The can is carried by two women up

two or three flights of stairs, according to the location of their

ward, and the bread by one woman only. Each can contains fourteen

quarts of tea, and the bread-basket holds thirty pounds or more of

bread. To a woman with strong muscles it may cause no distress, but in

the case of myself and others equally frail, the physical strain was

far beyond our strength, and left us utterly exhausted after the task.

The breakfast was served at seven o’clock, when the officers returned

to the mess-room to take theirs. At 7:30 a bell rang again, and the

officers returned to their respective wards. At ten minutes to eight

the order was given, “Unlock.” Once more the doors were opened. Then

followed the order, “Chapel,” and each woman stood at her door with

Bible, prayer-book, and hymn-book in hand. At the words “Pass on,” they

file one behind the other into the chapel, where a warder from each

ward sits with her back to the altar that she may be able the better

to watch those under her charge and see that they do not speak. After

a service of twenty minutes the prisoners file back to their cells,

place their books on the lower shelf, and with a drab cape and a white

straw hat stand in readiness for the next order, “To your doors.” This

given, they descend into the hall and pass out to their respective

places of work.

TALK WITH THE CHAPLAIN

Many of these women have their tender, spiritual moments. At such times

they will beg for a favorite hymn to be sung at the chapel service

on Sunday, and their requests are generally granted by the chaplain.

He is the only friend of the prisoner, and his work is arduous and

often thankless. He is the only one within the walls to whom she may

turn for sympathy and advice. It may not be every woman who gladly

avails herself of the enforced privilege of attending daily chapel.

“Religion,” as a term, is unpalatable to many. But there are very few

who are not better and happier for the few moments’ unofficial talk

with her chaplain, be she Protestant or Roman Catholic.

It is to be regretted that his authority is so limited, and his

opportunities for brightening the lives of those who walk in dark

places so few. Red tape and standing orders confront him at every

turn, so that even the religious training is drawn and sucked beneath

the mighty wheel of the Penal Code, and there is no time for personal

suasion to play more than a minor part in a convict’s life.

MY WORK IN THE KITCHEN

The work for first offenders, who are called the “Star Class,” consists

of labor in the kitchen, the mess, and the officers’ quarters. Six

months after I entered upon the third stage I was put to work in the

kitchen. My duties were as follows: To wash ten cans, each holding

four quarts; to scrub one table, twenty feet in length; two dressers,

twelve feet in length; to wash five hundred dinner-tins; to clean

knives; to wash a sack of potatoes; to assist in serving the dinners,

and to scrub a piece of floor twenty by ten feet. Besides myself there

were eight other women on hard labor in the kitchen. Our day commenced

at 6 A.M., and continued until 5:30 P.M. A half hour at breakfast time,

twenty minutes at chapel, one hour and a half after the midday meal,

and half an hour after tea summed up our leisure. The work was hard and

rough. The combined heat of the coppers, the stove, and the steamers

was overpowering, especially on hot summer days; but I struggled on,

doing this work preferably to some other, because the kitchen was the

only place where the monotony of prison life was broken. It was the

“show place,” and all visitors looked in to see the food.

THE MACHINE-MADE MENU

What dining in prison means may be judged by a perusal of the schedule

as given in the Prison Commission Report:

DIET FOR FEMALE CONVICTS

Breakfast

Three-quarters of a pint of cocoa, containing ½ ounce of cocoa, 2

ounces milk, ½ ounce of molasses. Bread.

Dinner

Sunday. 4 ounces tinned pressed beef. Bread.

} 3 ounces (cooked), with its

} own liquor, flavored with ½

Monday. Mutton } ounce onions, and thickened

Tuesday. Beef } with bread and potatoes left

Wednesday. Mutton } on previous days, 1/8 ounce

Friday. Beef } of flour, and for every 100

} convicts, ¾ ounce of pepper.

} ¾ pound potatoes. Bread.

Saturday. 1 pint soup, containing 6 ounces of shins of beef

(uncooked), 1 ounce pearl barley, 3 ounces of fresh vegetables,

including onions, and for every 100 convicts, ¾ ounce pepper. ¾

pound potatoes. Bread.

Thursday. ¾ pound pudding, containing 1 ounce 2 drachms water. ¾ pound

potatoes. Bread.

Supper

1 pint gruel, containing 2 ounces oatmeal, ¾ ounce molasses, 2 ounces

milk. Bread.

Bread per convict per week, 118 ounces.

Bread per convict each week-day, 16 ounces.

Bread per convict each Sunday, 22 ounces.

Salt per convict per day, ½ ounce.[2]

VISITORS TO THE KITCHEN

During the four years I worked in the kitchen I saw many people. The

Duke of Connaught, Sir Evelyn Wood and his staff, Lord Alverston, Sir

Edward du Cane, the late Lord Rothschild, and Sir Evelyn Ruggles-Brise,

besides judges, magistrates, authors, philanthropists and others of an

inquiring turn of mind, who had obtained the necessary permit to make

the tour of the prison under the escort of the governor or one or two

of his satellites. These ladies and gentlemen expressed the most varied

and sometimes startling opinions. I recollect on one occasion, when

some visitors happened to be inspecting the kitchen during the dishing

up of the hospital patients’ dinner, one old gentleman of the party was

quite scandalized at the sight of a juicy mutton-chop and a tempting

milk pudding. He expostulated in such a way that the governor hastened

to explain that it was not the ordinary prison diet, but was intended

for a very sick woman. Even then this old gentleman was not satisfied,

and stalked out, audibly grumbling about people living on the fat of

the land and getting a better dinner than he did. I firmly believe that

he left the prison under the impression that its inmates lived like

pampered gourmets, and that he no longer marveled there were so many

criminals when they were fed on such luxuries.

THE “HOMELIKE” CELL

On another occasion a benevolent-looking old lady, having given

everything and everybody as minute an inspection as was possible,

expressed herself as being charmed, remarking:

“Everything is so nice and homelike!”

I have often wondered what that good lady’s home was like.

A little philosophy is useful, a saving grace, even in prison; but

people have such different ways of expressing sympathy. A visitor, who

I have no doubt intended to be sympathetic, noticing the letter “L” on

my arm, inquired:

“How long a time have you to do?”

“I have just completed ten years,” was my reply.

“Oh, well,” cheerfully responded the sympathetic one, “you have done

half your time, haven’t you? The remaining ten years will soon slip

by”; and the visitor passed on, blissfully ignorant of the sword she

had unwittingly thrust into my aching heart. Even if a prisoner has

little or no hope of a mitigation, it is not pleasant to have an old

wound ruthlessly handled, and ten years’ imprisonment as lightly spoken

of as ten days might be.

THE OPIATE OF ACQUIESCENCE

I preferred the kitchen work, although often beyond my strength, to any

other that fell to a prisoner’s lot, because of the glimpses into the

outside world it occasionally afforded. But I never permitted myself

to dwell upon the fact that at one time I had been the social equal

of at least the majority of those with whom I thus came into passing

contact, since to do so would have made my position by contrast so

unbearable that it would have unfitted me to do the work in a spirit

of submission, not to speak of the mental suffering which awakened

memories would have occasioned. I soon found that both my spiritual and

my mental salvation, under the repressive rules in force, depended upon

unresisting acquiescence--the keeping of my sensibilities dulled as

near as possible to the level of the mere animal state which the Penal

Code, whether intentionally or otherwise, inevitably brings about.

I have been frequently asked by friends, since my release, how I could

possibly have endured the shut-in life under such soul-depressing

influences. I have given here and there in my narrative indications

of my feelings under different circumstances. Here I may state in

general that I early found that thoughts of without and thoughts of

within--those that haunted me of the world and those that were ever

present in my surroundings--would not march together. I had to keep

step with either the one or the other. The conflict between the two

soon became unbearable, and I was compelled to make choice: whether

I would live in the past and as much as possible exclude the prison,

and take the punishment which would inevitably follow--as it had in

so many cases--in an unbalanced mind; or would shut the past out

altogether and coerce my thoughts within the limitations of the prison

regulations. My safety lay, as I found, in compressing my thoughts to

the smallest compass of mental existence, and no sooner did worldly

visions or memories intrude themselves, as they necessarily would, than

I immediately and resolutely shut them out as one draws the blind to

exclude the light. While I thus suppressed all emotions belonging to

a natural life, I nevertheless found, whenever I came accidentally in

contact with visitors from the outside world, that my inner nature was

attuned like the strings of a harp to the least vibration of others’

emotions. The slightest unconscious inflection of the voice, whether

sympathetic or otherwise, would call forth either a grateful response

or an instant withdrawal into the armor of reserve which I had to adopt

for my self-protection. But this exclusion of the world created a dark

background which served only to intensify the light that shone upon me

from realms unseen of mortal eyes. Lonely I was, yet I was never alone.

But, however satisfying the spiritual communion, the human heart is so

constituted that it needs must yearn for love and sympathy from its own

kind, for recognition of all that is best in us, by something that is

like unto it, in its experiences, feelings, emotions, and aspirations.

VISITS OF PRISONERS’ FRIENDS

A prisoner is allowed to receive a visit from her friends at intervals

of six, four, and two months, according to her stage of service.

There are four stages, each of nine months’ duration: first, solitary

confinement; second, probation; while the third and fourth stages are

not specially designated. During the first two stages the prisoner is

clothed in brown, at the third stage in green, and the fourth in navy

blue. Every article worn by the prisoner or in use by her is stamped

with a “broad arrow,” the convict’s crest.

A visit may be forfeited by bad conduct or delayed through a loss

of marks. When a prisoner is entitled to receive a visitor, she

applies to the governor for permission to have the permit sent to the

person she names; but if the police report concerning the designated

visitor is unfavorable the request is not granted. When a prisoner’s

friends--three being the maximum--arrive at the prison gates they ring

a bell. The gatekeeper views them through a grille and inquires their

business. They show their permit; whereupon he notifies the chief

matron, who in turn notifies the officer in charge of the prisoner.

The rule regarding visits precluded any discussion of prison affairs,

or anything regarding treatment, or aught that passes within the

prison walls. Had I permitted myself to break this rule the visit

would have been stopped at once by the matron in charge. Consequently,

all the statements on such matters reported from time to time in the

press during my imprisonment, and quoted as received from my mother or

friends, are shown to be pure fabrications.

MY MOTHER’S VISITS

A visit! What joy or what sorrow those words express in the outside

world! But in prison--the pain of it is so great that it can hardly be

borne.

Whenever my mother’s visit was announced, accompanied by a matron I

passed into a small, oblong room. There a grilled screen confronted me;

a yard or two beyond was a second barrier identical in structure, and

behind it I could see the form of my mother, and sitting in the space

between the grilles, thus additionally separating us, was a prison

matron. No kiss; not even a clasp of the hand; no privacy sacred to

mother and daughter; not a whisper could pass between us. Was not this

the very depth of humiliation?

My mother crossed every two months from France to visit me. Neither

heat nor cold deterred her from taking this fatiguing journey. Thus

again and again she traveled a hundred miles for love of me, to cheer,

comfort, and console; a hundred miles for thirty minutes!

At these visits she would tell me as best she could of the noble,

unwearied efforts of my countrymen and countrywomen in my cause; of

the sympathy and support of my own Government; of the earnest efforts

of the different American ambassadors in my behalf. And though their

efforts proved all in vain, the knowledge of their belief in my

innocence, and of their sympathy comforted, cheered, and strengthened

me to tread bravely the thorny path of my daily life.

Almost before we had time to compose ourselves there would come a

silent sign from the mute matron in the chair--the thirty minutes

had passed. “Good-by,” we say, with a lingering look, and then turn

our backs upon each other, she to go one way, I another; one leading

out into the broad, open day, the other into the stony gloom of the

prison. Do you wonder that when I went back into my lonely cell the

day had become darker? I went forth to meet a crown of joy and love,

only to return with a cross of sorrow; for these visits always created

passionate longings for freedom, with their vivid recollections of past

joys that at times were almost unbearable. No one will ever know what

my mother suffered.

A LETTER FROM LORD RUSSELL

As the years passed the repression of the prison system developed a

kind of mental numbness which rendered my life, in a measure, more

endurable. It also came as a relief to my own sufferings to take an

interest in those of my fellow prisoners. Then Lord Russell of Killowen

wrote me a letter[3] expressing his continued confidence in me, which

greatly renewed my courage, while the loving messages from my friends

in America kept alive my faith in human nature.

PUNISHED FOR ANOTHER’S FAULT

By the exercise of great self-control and restraint I had maintained a

perfect good-conduct record at Woking for a period of years, when an

act of one of my fellow prisoners got me into grievous trouble.

It is the rule to search daily both the cell and the person of all

prisoners--those at hard labor three times a day--to make sure that

they have nothing concealed with which they may do themselves bodily

injury.

To me it was a bitter indignity. I was never allowed to forget that,

being a prisoner, even my body was not my own. It was horrible to

be touched by unfriendly hands, yet I was compelled to submit--to

be undressed and be searched. During the term of my imprisonment I

was searched about ten thousand times, and on only one occasion was

anything found contrary to regulations. I had no knowledge of it at

the time, as the article had been placed surreptitiously in my cell by

another prisoner to save herself from punishment.

The facts are as follows: I was working in the kitchen, when a prisoner

upset some boiling water on my foot. I thought it best not to speak of

it, and did not, therefore, mention it to any one. My foot, however,

became inflamed and caused me great pain, and the prisoner in question,

noticing that I limped, inquired what the matter was. I told her that

the coarse wool of my stocking was irritating the blister on my foot.

Thereupon she offered to give me some wool of a finer quality with

which to knit a more comfortable pair. I was not aware at the time that

this was not permitted, nor that the wool was stolen. When it neared

her turn to be searched, having a lot of this worsted concealed in

her bed, she made the excuse of indisposition in order to return to

her cell and get rid of it. While there she transferred it from her

cell to mine, its neighbor, the doors of the cells being open during

working-time.

[Illustration: BARONESS VON ROQUES, The mother of Mrs. Maybrick.]

When the time came to search my cell, the wool was, of course, found,

and I was at once reported. The warder took me to the penal ward, and

I was shut in a cell, in which the light came but dimly through a

perforated sheet of iron. This was at eight A.M. At ten o’clock I was

brought before the governor for examination and judgment. I stated that

the wool did not belong to me and that I was ignorant as to how it got

into my cell. The governor took the officer’s deposition to the effect

that it was found in my cell, and reasoned that I must, therefore,

have knowledge of the article. I was taken back to the punishment cell

and left there for eight hours. When the officer opened the door to

read to me the governor’s judgment, I was found in a dead faint on the

floor. With some difficulty I was restored to consciousness and was

then removed to the hospital. When I had sufficiently recovered from

the shock, I was allowed to return to my own cell in the hall to do my

punishment. I was degraded for a month to a lower stage, with a loss of

twenty-six marks, and had six days added to my original sentence.

Had this offense occurred under the more enlightened system that

obtains at Aylesbury Prison at the present time, I should have been

forgiven, as it was a first offense under this particular rule. The

governor at Woking was a just and humane man, and he was not a little

troubled to reconcile the fact of my being in possession of this

worsted, when I had no means of access to the tailor shop or of coming

in contact with any of the workers there who alone had the handling

of it. Of course, I could not explain that the worsted had been passed

into the kitchen by one of the tailoresses, who came every morning to

fetch hot water for use in the tailor-room, and who was a friend of the

prisoner who put it in my cell.

I was kept in the hall during the months of my penal punishment, and

also for twelve months thereafter, since at that time a “report” always

carried with it a loss of the privilege of working in the kitchen.

When I had an opportunity, in “association time,” of speaking to the

prisoner who had got me into this trouble, and reproached her for the

injury she had done me, she frankly confessed her deed, but excused

herself by saying that she did not expect I would be punished; that

she was tempted to do it because at that time her case was under

consideration at the Home Office, and that she had received the promise

of an early discharge if she did not have any “reports.” She well knew

that if this worsted had been found in her cell this promise would

have been revoked. As she was a “life woman,” and had served a long

time, I had not the heart to deprive her of this, perhaps her only

chance of freedom, through a vindication of myself. A week later I had

the satisfaction of knowing that my silence had been the means of her

liberation.

FORMS OF PUNISHMENT

The punishment of prisoners at Woking consisted of:

1. Loss of marks, termed in prison parlance, “remission on her

sentence,” but without confinement in the penal ward.

2. Solitary confinement for twenty-four hours in the penal ward, with

loss of marks.

3. Solitary confinement, with loss of marks, on bread and water from

one to three days.

4. Solitary confinement, with loss of marks, on bread and water for

three days, either in a strait-jacket or “hobbles.” Hobbling consists

in binding the wrists and ankles of a prisoner, then strapping them

together behind her back. This position causes great suffering, is

barbarous, and can be enforced only by the doctor’s orders.

5. To the above was sometimes added, in violent cases, shearing and

blistering of the head, or confinement in the dark cell. The dark

cell was underground, and consisted of four walls, a ceiling, and a

floor, with double doors, in which not a ray of light penetrated. No. 5

punishment was abolished at Aylesbury, but in that prison even to give

a piece of bread to a fellow prisoner is still a punishable offense.

THE TRUE AIM OF PUNISHMENT

Punishment should be carried out in a humane, sympathetic spirit, and

not in a dehumanizing or tyrannous manner. It should be remedial in

character, and not degrading and deteriorating. It should be the aim

and object of the prison system to send a prisoner back into the world

capable of rehabilitating himself or herself and becoming a useful

citizen. The punishment in a convict prison, within my knowledge, is

carried out in an oppressive way, the delinquent is left entirely to

herself to work out her own salvation, and in nine cases out of ten

she works out her own destruction instead, and leaves prison hardened,

rancorous, and demoralized.

THE EVIL OF COLLECTIVE PUNISHMENT

There are so many prisoners with whom complaint-making is a mania,

who on every possible occasion make trivial, exaggerated, and false

complaints, that it is not altogether strange that officials look

with a certain skepticism on all fault-finding; hence it frequently

happens that those with just grievances are discredited because of the

shortcomings of the habitual grumblers. At the same time, one can not

disapprove too strongly of collective punishment which involves the

utter absence of trust in any prisoner, however deserving. A prisoner

slightly abuses a privilege or is guilty of some small infringement of

the rules, when down comes the hammer wielded by the inexorable Penal

Code, and strikes not only the one offending, but, in its expansive

dealing, all the other prisoners, guilty or innocent of the offense.

Many a privilege, trivial in itself and absolutely harmless, has been

condemned because of its abuse by one prisoner.

I cite one instance. Each cell was provided with a nail on which,

during the day, the prisoner could hang a wet towel, and, during the

night, her clothes. Those who worked in the laundry came in with wet

clothing every evening, which, as no change is allowed, must be either

dried at night or put on wet the next morning. One prisoner pulled her

nail out and purposely wounded herself. She was weak-minded, and no

doubt thought to excite pity. The matter was referred to the director,

Mr. Pennythorne, who gave the order that all the nails throughout

the building be removed. Hence, because of the shortcomings of one

weak-minded woman, all opportunity for the working women to dry their

clothes was taken from them. Others besides myself appealed to the

director and protested. He replied that we would be obliged to submit

to the edict the same as the rest, and that no distinction could be

made in our favor. Of course we could not argue the matter; the penalty

fell heavier upon the laundry women and the kitchen workers than upon

myself. It is a glaring instance of the great wrong done by collective

punishment. However, the prisoners had their revenge, for they never

referred to him afterward except as “Mr. Pennynails.”

THE EVIL OF CONSTANT SUPERVISION

Individual supervision is compulsory, and in many cases it is

essential, but not in all. Surely there are some prisoners who might,

with good results, be trusted. The supervision is never relaxed; the

prisoner is always in sight or hearing of an officer. During the day

she is never trusted out of sight, and at night the watchful eye of the

night officer can see her by means of a small glass fitted in the door

of each cell. She may grow gray during the length of her imprisonment,

but the rule of supervision is never relaxed. Try and realize what

it means always to feel that you are watched. After all, these

prisoners are women, some may be mothers, and it is surely the height

of wickedness and folly to crush whatever remnant of humanity and

self-respect even a convict woman may still have left her. These poor

creatures who wear the brand of prison shame are guarded and controlled

by women, but men make the rules which regulate every movement of

their forlorn lives.

SOME GOOD POINTS OF CONVICT PRISONS

The rules of prison, rigorous as they are, are not wholly without

some consideration for the hapless beings who are condemned to suffer

punishment for their sins within their gloomy walls. On the men’s side

the system is harsher, the life harder, and the discipline more strict

and severe; and I can well believe that for a man of refinement and

culture the punishment falls little short of a foretaste of inferno.

But gloomy and tragic as the convict establishment is, it is a better

place than the county prison, and I have heard habitual criminals avow

that a convict prison is the nearest approach to a comfortable “home”

in the penal world. I know that a certain type of degenerate women,

after serving their sentences, have committed grave offenses with the

sole object of obtaining a conviction which would send them back to

penal servitude. For such the segregation system would be the most

effectual remedy.

MY SICKNESS

I had never been a robust woman, and the hardships of prison life were

breaking down my constitution. The cells at Woking were not heated. In

the halls were two fireplaces and a stove, which were alight day and

night; but as the solid doors of the cells were all locked, the heat

could not penetrate them. Thus, while the atmosphere outside the cell

might be warm, the inside was icy cold. During the hard winter frosts

the water frequently froze in my cell over night. The bed-clothing was

insufficient, and I suffered as much from the cold as the poorest and

most miserable creature on earth. Added to this, I was compelled to go

out and exercise in all kinds of weather. On rainy days I would come in

with my shoes and stockings wet through, and as I possessed only one

pair of shoes and one pair of stockings, I had to keep them on, wet as

they were. The shoes I had to wear until worn out; the stockings until

changed on the Saturday of each week, which was the only day a change

of any kind of underwear could be obtained, no matter in what condition

it might be. Therefore, the majority of the inmates in the winter time

seldom had dry feet, if there was much rain or snow, the natural result

being catarrh, influenza, bronchitis, and rheumatism, from all of which

I suffered in turn.

TAKEN TO THE INFIRMARY

As long as the prisoner is not feverish she is treated in her own cell

in the ward, her food remaining the ordinary prison dietary; but as

soon as her temperature rises, as occurred in my case frequently, she

is admitted as a patient to the infirmary, where she is fed according

to medical prescription.

The infirmary stands a little detached from the prison grounds. It has

several wards, containing from six to fifteen beds, and several cells

for cases that require isolation. The beds are placed on each side of

the room, and are covered with blue and white counterpanes. At the head

of each is a shelf, on which stand two cups, a plate, and a diet card.

In the middle of each room is a long deal table. On the walls are a few

old Scriptural pictures.

THE UTTER DESOLATION OF A SICK PRISONER

When a prisoner is admitted she is first weighed and then allotted a

bed. Her food and medicine are given her by an officer, who places it

on a chair at her bedside if she is too ill to sit at the table. The

doctor makes his rounds in the morning and evening, and if the patient

is seriously ill he may make a visit in the night also. The matron

in charge goes through the wards at stated times to see that all is

going well, but there is no nursing. The prisoner must attend to her

own wants, and if too weak to do so, she must depend upon some other

patient less ill than herself to assist her. To be sick in prison is

a terrible experience. I felt acutely the contrast between former

illnesses at home and the desolation and the indifference of the

treatment under conditions afforded by a prison infirmary. To lie all

day and night, perhaps day after day, and week after week, alone and in

silence, without the touch of a friendly hand, the sound of a friendly

voice, or a single expression of sympathy or interest! The misery and

desolation of it all can not be described. It must be experienced. I

arrived at Woking ill, and I left Woking ill.

FOOTNOTES:

[2] A convict employed in washing, or other exceptional hard work, may

have daily an extra allowance of 3 ounces bread, and cheese 1 ounce,

as an intermediate meal between breakfast and dinner, and an extra

allowance of 1 ounce of meat (uncooked) four times a week. A convict

on entering the second-class will have the choice of 1 pint of tea

(made of 1/6 ounce tea, ½ ounce of sugar, 2 ounces milk) and 2 ounces

additional bread instead of gruel for supper; and a convict on entering

the first or special class will have, in addition to the above, the

choice of 4 ounces of baked mutton cooked in its own liquor, not

flavored or thickened, instead of boiled meat or soup, if she takes tea

instead of gruel. The food is wholesome, but spoiled by overcooking.

But oh, how jaded the palate becomes!

[3] Reproduced in the Introduction to Part Two.

CHAPTER SIX

At Aylesbury Prison

REMOVAL FROM WOKING

I had been admitted to the infirmary suffering from a feverish cold.

I had been in bed a fortnight and was feeling very weak, when, on the

morning of November 4, 1896, I awoke to find the matron standing at

my bedside. “Maybrick,” she said, “the governor has given orders that

you are to be removed to-day to Aylesbury Prison. Get up at once.”

Without a word of explanation she left. I had become a living rule of

obedience, and so with trembling hands dressed myself. Presently I

heard footsteps approaching. A female warder entered with a long, dark

cloak covered with broad arrows, the insignia of the convict. I was

told to put on this garment of shame. Then, supported by the warder,

I crossed the big yard to the chief matron’s office. There other women

of the “Star Class” were waiting, handcuffed. A male warder stepped

forward and told me to hold out my hands, whereupon he fastened on a

pair of handcuffs and chained me to the rest of the gang. This was done

by means of a chain which ran through an outer ring attached to each

pair of handcuffs, thus uniting ten women in a literal chain-gang.

This was to me the last straw of degradation--the parting indignity

of hateful Woking; but, happily, this was a painful prelude to a more

merciful régime at Aylesbury.

Some of the women were weeping, some swearing. When all were ready the

prison-van drove into the yard and we filed out to the clanking of our

chains. Then the door was shut and we were driven off. A special train

was waiting at the station, and escorted between male warders we got

in. It was bitterly cold and raining heavily, but crowds lined the road

and platforms.

[Illustration:

Copyright by S. G. Payne & Son, Aylesbury.

AYLESBURY PRISON, Where Mrs. Maybrick was confined from 1896 to 1904.]

NEW INSIGNIA OF SHAME

We were objects of morbid curiosity to the idle and curious people, who

may or may not have felt sorry for us. But to be stared at was most

distressing to all, to the first offender in particular. If the public

but realized how prisoners suffer when their disgrace is thus brought

to the public notice, they might feel ashamed of their lack of ordinary

human consideration and pass on. But why should it be necessary at all

to subject a prisoner to such humiliation and degradation? Male as well

as female prisoners could be transferred from one prison to another

without attracting any notice in the street or at the station, if

they were provided with garments for traveling upon which the hideous

brand of shame--the “broad arrow”--is not stamped. It is this mark of

condemnation which attracts the morbid curiosity of the people. Such

exhibitions and the callous disregard of a prisoner’s feelings can

only harden and embitter the heart and lower his or her self-respect.

ARRIVAL AT AYLESBURY PRISON

After a journey of nearly five hours we arrived at Aylesbury Station.

The public were apparently aware that the first batch of convicts was

to be transferred that day, as there were crowds at all the stations at

which we stopped. When we got out at Aylesbury it was with difficulty

that a passage was made for us. The prison-vans were in readiness, and

we were rapidly driven away. I felt weak and faint and cold. A thick

fog enveloped the town, and I could see only the dim outlines of houses

appearing and disappearing as we passed along. We stopped before what

appeared a gigantic structure, and then drove through two large iron

gates into a small courtyard. There we descended and drew up in line

to be counted by the officer, while our numbers and names were given

to the governor, who stood waiting to receive us. The order “Pass on!”

was called by the matron in charge, whereupon we entered a long, dark,

gloomy passage, at the end of which was a strong, barred door. This was

unlocked, and, when we had passed in, relocked.

I have already described what a prison is like. Again we stood in line.

Then a male warder came forward. He unlocked my handcuffs and unclasped

the chain which bound me to my fellow convicts. With a clang that

echoed through the empty halls they fell together to the ground. My

wrists were bruised and sore from the long pressure of their combined

weight.

Presently the order “Pass on!” was repeated, and, led by a female

warder, we went up two flights of the iron stairway to the top ward of

the hall. Each prisoner was then in turn locked into a cell. Thus ended

my second journey as a prisoner. The contrast with former journeys in

my life drew bitter tears from my eyes.

During the remainder of the week daily batches of prisoners continued

to arrive, and on the sixth day all had been duly transferred from

Woking Prison, which was then turned into military barracks.

After this short break in our prison life the same daily routine was

once more taken up. Whether it was due to the change of air or other

physical causes I can not say, but from the time of my arrival I began

to droop. I lost strength and suffered terribly from insomnia.

A NEW PRISON RÉGIME

Six months after our arrival, there came a change of authorities, and

with the passing of the years a more enlightened régime was instituted

by the Home Office. If a prisoner has any complaint to make or

wishes to seek advice, she asks to have her name put down to see the

governor. She is then termed a “wisher,” and is “seen” by him in his

office in the presence of the chief matron. Her request is written down

by him in her penal record, and if he can not settle the matter out of

hand it is referred to a “visiting director,” to whom the prisoner is

permitted to make a statement. If this gentleman finds that his powers

are insufficient to deal with the question, he in turn passes it on to

the prison commission, and sometimes it goes even to the Secretary of

State himself.

The same privilege holds good concerning medical matters. If a prisoner

is feeling ill she asks the officer in charge of the ward where she

is located to enter her name on the doctor’s book. At ten o’clock

the prisoner is sent for, and sees the doctor in the presence of an

infirmary nurse. He enters her name in a book, also the prescription,

both of which are copied later in the prisoner’s medical record. If a

prisoner is dissatisfied with the treatment she is receiving, she can

make application to see the “medical inspector,” who comes to the

prison every three months. But if neither the governor, nor the doctor,

nor the director, nor the inspector gives satisfaction, then there is

the “Board of Visitors” to inquire into the complaint.

THE BOARD OF VISITORS

The idea of the “Board of Visitors” is to act as a guaranty to the

public that everything is honest and above board, and that there

can be no possibility of inhuman treatment. If this is the sole

object in view--namely, that the prisoners shall be seen by these

“visitors”--then the object is largely attained. They have done much

to ameliorate the prisoners’ condition. Whereas, at one time the women

slept in their clothes, they are now provided with nightdresses;

instead of sitting with their feet always on the stone floor, they are

now allowed a small mat, as well as a wooden stool; and, as the result

of many complaints regarding the rapid decay of teeth, toothbrushes

are allowed, a concession which I much appreciated. For a short time

felt slippers were granted us, but these have been discontinued on

the ground of expense. The same beneficent influence also secured

wide-brimmed hats for the women. Formerly they had nothing to protect

their eyes, and the reflected glare from the stone walls was the cause

of much weakness and inflammation.

There were several changes in the diet also. Tea was substituted for

cocoa at breakfast and supper, white bread in lieu of wholemeal bread,

and tinned meat replaced the dry bread and cheese previously given on

Sunday.

The time of solitary confinement was reduced from nine months to four,

and immediately on its expiration the probationers can now work in

“association” in either the laundry or the tailor’s shops where the

officers’ uniforms--of brown cashmere in summer and navy-blue serge

in winter--are made, besides all the clothing for the prisoners’ own

use; also in the twine-room, where excellent spinning is done; while

the prisoner with special aptitude may be recommended to the bead-room,

which turns out really artistic work.

REGULATIONS CONCERNING LETTERS AND VISITS

The prisoners were also allowed to receive three photographs of near

relatives and to keep them in their cells. Previously these had to be

returned within twenty-four hours. Best of all, the intervals between

letters and visits were reduced by a month. The number of letters

permitted to be sent by a prisoner varies according to the stage she

is in. In the fourth stage a letter is allowed every two months, and

a “special letter” occasionally, if the prisoner’s conduct has been

satisfactory.

The following is a copy of the prison regulations concerning

communications between prisoners and their friends:

“The following regulations as to communications, by visit or letter,

between prisoners and their friends, are notified for the information

of their correspondents:

“The permission to write and receive letters is given to prisoners

for the purpose of enabling them to keep up a connection with their

respectable friends, and not that they may be kept informed of public

events.

“All letters are read by the prison authorities. They must be

legibly written, and not crossed. Any which are of an objectionable

tendency, either to or from prisoners, or containing slang or improper

expressions, will be suppressed.

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