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Our unpalatial palace--"Cephas Giovanni"--She and George

Combe turned out to be right--A rousing temper--Bright

Titian hair--"All that's left of him"--The pyramidal man of

destiny--The thoughts of a boy are long, long thoughts--

Clausilia Bubigunia--Jabez Hogg and the microscope--A

stupendous surprise--A lifetime in fourteen months--My

father's jeremiades--"Thank Heaven, there is such a thing as

whitewash!"--"Terrible lack of variety in the old masters"--

"The brazen trollop that she is!"--Several distinct phases

of feeling--Springs of creative imagination roused--The

Roman fever--A sad book--Effects of the death-blow--The rest

is silence.

We arrived in Rome on the 17th of January, 1858, at eleven o'clock at

night. After a day or two at Spillman's Hotel, we moved into lodgings in

the Via Porta Pinciana, the Palazzo Larazani. The street extended just

below the ridge of the Pincian Hill, and was not far from the broad

flight of steps mounting upward from the Piazza d' Espagna, on the left

as you go up. In spite of its resounding name, our new dwelling had

not a palatial aspect. It was of no commanding height or architectural

pretensions; a stuccoed edifice, attached on both sides to other

edifices. The street, like other Roman streets, was narrow; it was dirty

like them, and, like them, was paved with cobble-stones. The place

had been secured for us by (I think) our friends the Thompsons; Mr.

Thompson--the same man who had painted my father's portrait in 1853--had

a studio hard by. The Thompsons had been living in Rome for five years

or more, and knew the Roman ropes. They were very comfortable people

to know; indeed, Rome to me would have been a very different and less

delightful place without them, as will hereafter appear. The family

consisted of Cephas Giovanni Thompson, the father and artist; his wife

and his two sons and one daughter. "Cephas Giovanni," being

interpreted, means plain Peter John; and it was said (though, I believe,

unjustifiably) that Peter John had been the names originally given to

Thompson by his parents at the baptismal-font, but that his wife, who

was a notable little woman, a sister of Anna Cora Mowatt, the actress,

well known in America and England seventy years ago, had persuaded

him to translate them into Greek and Italian, as more suitable to the

romantic career of an artist of the beautiful. I fancy the story arose

from the fact that Mrs. Thompson was a woman who, it was felt, might

imaginably conceive so ambitious a project. She was small, active,

entertaining, clever, and "spunky," as the New-Englanders would have

said; indeed, she had a rousing temper, on occasion. Her husband, on

the other hand, had the mildest, wisely smiling, philosophic air, with a

low, slow voice, and a beard of patriarchal fashion and size, though as

yet it was a rich brown, with scarcely a thread of silver in it. Brown

and abundant, also, was his hair; he had steady, bright, brown eyes, and

was rather under the average height of Anglo-Saxon man. But for all this

mild-shining aspect of his, his dark eyebrows were sharply arched, or

gabled rather; and my mother, who had absorbed from her former friend,

George Combe, a faith in the betrayals of phrenology, expressed her

private persuasion that good Mr. Thompson had a temper, too. She and

George Combe turned out to be right in this instance, though I am not

going to tell the tale of how we happened to be made acquainted with the

fact. Little thunder-storms once in a while occur in human skies as well

as in the meteorological ones; and the atmosphere is afterwards all the

sweeter and softer. No people could be more good, honest, and kind than

the Thompsons.

There was no other artist in Rome who could paint as well as Mr.

Thompson. That portrait of my father, to which reference has been made,

which now hangs in my house, looks even better, as a painting, to-day

than it did when it was fresh from his easel. Rubens could not have laid

on the colors with more solidity and with truer feeling for the hues of

life. But the trouble with Thompson was that he had never learned how to

draw correctly; and this defect appeared to some extent in his portraits

as well as in his figures. The latter were graceful, significant, full

of feeling and character; but they betrayed a weakness of anatomical

knowledge and of perspective. They had not the conventional

incorrectness of the old masters preceding Raphael, but an incorrectness

belonging personally to Thompson; it was not excessive or conspicuous to

any one, and certainly not to Thompson himself. But his color redeemed

all and made his pictures permanently valuable. He was at this time

painting a picture of Saint Peter being visited by an angel, which

was rich and beautiful; and he had some sketches of a series based on

Shakespeare's Tempest; and standing on one side in the studio was a

glowing figure of a woman in Oriental costume, an odalisque, or

some such matter, which showed that his sympathy with life was not

a restricted one. Later in our acquaintance he fell in love with the

bright Titian hair of my sister Rose, and made a little portrait of her,

which was one of his best likenesses, apart from its admirable color; it

even showed the tears in the child's eyes, gathering there by reason of

her antipathy to posing.

Cora Thompson, the daughter, was the most good-natured and

sunny-tempered of girls; she may have been fifteen at this time; she

inherited neither the handsomeness of her father nor the sharp-edged

cleverness of her mother; but she was lovable. Of the two boys, the

younger was named Hubert; he was about ten years old, small of his age,

and not robust in make or constitution. He was, however, a smart, rather

witty youth, a little precocious, perhaps, and able to take care of

himself. Some five and twenty years after the date of which I am now

writing I was at a large political dinner in New York and was there

introduced to a Mr. Thompson, who was the commissioner of public works,

and a party boss of no small caliber and power. He was an immense

personage, physically likewise, weighing fully three hundred pounds,

and, though not apparently advanced in years, a thorough man of the

world and of municipal politics. After we had conversed for a few

minutes, I was struck by a certain expression about my interlocutor's

eyebrows that recalled long-forgotten days and things. I remembered that

his name was Thompson, and had an impression that his initials were

H. O. "Are you little Hubert Thompson?" I suddenly demanded. "Why, of

course I am--all that's left of him!" he replied, with a laugh. So this

was the boy whom, a quarter of a century before, I could have held out

at arm's-length. We talked over the old days when we played together

about the Roman streets and ruins. Nothing more reveals the essential

strangeness of human life than this meeting after many years with

persons we have formerly known intimately, who are now so much changed

in outward guise. We feel the changes to be unreal, and yet, there they

are! Grover Cleveland was being groomed for his first Presidential term

then; Hubert was one of his supporters in New York, and he presented me

to the pyramidal man of destiny. Poor Hubert died, lamentably, not

long after. He was a good and affectionate son. He was perhaps too

kind-hearted and loyal for the political role which he enacted.

The elder Thompson boy was called Edmund, or, in my vernacular, Eddy.

There were in his nature a gravity, depth, and sweetness which won my

heart and respect, and we became friends in that intimate and complete

way that seems possible only to boys in their early teens. For that

matter, neither of us was yet over twelve; I think Eddy was part of

a year my junior. But you must search the annals of antiquity to find

anything so solid and unalterable as was our friendship. He was the most

absolutely good boy I ever knew, but by no means goody-goody; he had

high principles, noble ambitions, strong affections, the sweetest of

tempers; his seriousness formed a healthy foil to my own more impetuous

and hazardous character. "The thoughts of a boy are long, long

thoughts"; and not in many long lifetimes could a tithe of the splendid

projects we resolved upon have been carried out. We were together from

morning till night, month after month; we walked interminably about Rome

and frequented its ruins, and wandered far out over the Campagna and

along the shores of famous Tiber. We picked up precious antique marbles,

coins, and ancient curiosities of all sorts; we hunted for shells and

butterflies and lizards; our hearts were uplifted by the martial music

of the French army bands, which were continually resounding throughout

Rome; and we admired the gleaming swords of the officers and the sharp,

punctual drill and marching of the red-legged rank and file. We haunted

the lovely Villa Borghese, the Pincian Hill, the Villa Pamphili Doria;

we knew every nook and cranny of the Palace of the Csesars, the Baths

of Caracalla, the Roman Forum, the Coliseum, the Egerian Grove; we were

familiar with every gate that entered Rome; we drank at every fountain;

we lingered through the galleries of the Vatican and of the Capitol;

we made St. Peter's Church our refuge in inclement weather; we

threaded every street and by-way of the city; we were on friendly and

confidential terms with the custode of every treasure. And all the time

we talked about what we thought, what we felt, what we would do; there

is no looking backward in boys' confidences; they live in the instant

present and in the infinite future. Eddy and I arranged to spend one

lifetime in Central Africa, in emulation of the exploits of David

Livingstone; there, freed from all civilized burdens, we would live, and

we would run, catch the wild goat by the hair, and hurl our lances in

the sun. At another epoch of our endless lives we would enter the army

and distinguish ourselves in heroic war; we would have swords like

sunbeams and ride steeds like Bucephalus. Then, and interleaved with all

this, as it were, there was an immense life of natural history; we would

have a private museum to rival the famous ones of nations. Eddy was

especially drawn towards insects, while my own predilection was still

for conchology; and both of us spent hours every week in classifying

and arranging our respective collections, not to speak of the time we

devoted to hunting for specimens. Eddy had a green net at the end of

a stick, and became very skilful in making his captures; and how we

triumphed over a "swallow-tail," so difficult to catch, or an unfamiliar

species! Eddy had his pins and his strips of cork, and paper boxes;

and his collections certainly were fairer to look upon, to the ordinary

view, than mine; moreover, his was the more scientific mind and the

nicer sense of order. For the display of my snail-shells I used bits of

card-board and plenty of gum-arabic; and I was affluent in "duplicates,"

my plan being to get a large card and then cover it with specimens of

the shell, in serried ranks. I also called literature to my aid, and

produced several little books containing labored descriptions of my

collection, couched, so far as possible, in the stilted and formal

phraseology of the conchological works to which I had access, but with

occasional outbursts after a style of my own. Here is a chapter from one

of them; a pen-and-ink portrait of the shell is prefixed to the original

essay:

"CLAUSILIA BUBIGUNIA

"This handsome and elegant little shell is found in mossy places, or

in old ruins, such as the Coliseum--where it is found in immense

numbers--or the Palace of the Caesars. But in Italy it is common in any

mossy ruin, in the small, moss-covered holes, where it is seen at the

farthest extremity. After a rain they always crawl out of their places

of concealment in such numbers that one would think it had been raining

clausilias. The shell, in large and fine specimens, is five-eighths of

an inch in length. The young are very small and look like the top part

of the spire of the adults. This shell is also largest in the middle,

shaped something like a grain of wheat. It has nine whorls, marked by

small white lines, which look like fine white threads of sewing-cotton;

and just below them are marks which look like very fine and very small

stitches of white cotton. The color of the shell, down to next to

the last whorl, is a brown color, but the very last whorl is a little

lighter. The shell is covered all over with fine lines, but they need

to be looked at through a magnifying-glass, they are so fine. The lip

is turning out, and very thin; inside there are three ridges, two on the

top part of the mouth, and the other, which is very small, is below. The

shell, when the animal is out of it, is semi-transparent, and the little

colomella, or pillar, can be indistinctly seen through."

There follows a detailed and loving description of the animal inhabiting

the shell, which I must reserve for a future edition. Of another species

of snail, Helix strigata, our learned author observes that "This shell

is, when dead, one of those which is found on the banks of the Tiber. It

is a strange circumstance that, although it is a land shell, it should

be found more on the banks of a river than anywhere else, and also only

on the banks of the Tiber, for it is not found on the banks of any other

river. Any one would think that dead shells were gifted with the power

of walking about, for certainly it is an inexplicable wonder how they

got there." Of Helix muralis we are informed that "The Romans eat these

snails, not the whole of them, but only their feet. In ancient times the

most wealthy people used to eat snails, and perhaps they ate the very

ones which the poorest people eat nowadays. It is most probable, for

there are a great many different kinds of snails round Rome, and the

Romans would probably select the best." I may perhaps be permitted

to remark that the correct orthography of this writer fills me with

astonishment, inasmuch as in later life I have reason to know that

he often went astray in this respect. Of the uniform maturity of the

literary style, I have no need to speak.

Eddy's father was in the habit of giving him an income of two or three

pauls a week, dependent on his good behavior and punctual preparation of

his lessons; and since Eddy was always well behaved and faithful in his

studies, the income came in pretty regularly. Eddy saved up this revenue

with a view to buying himself a microscope, for the better prosecution

of his zoological labors; being, also, stimulated thereto by the fact

that I already possessed one of these instruments, given me by my father

a year or two before. Mine cost ten shillings, but Eddy meant to get one

even more expensive. I had, too, a large volume of six hundred pages on

The Microscope, Its History, Construction, and Uses, by Jabez Hogg, the

contents of which I had long since learned by heart, and which I gladly

communicated to my friend. At length Eddy's economies had proceeded so

far that he was able to calculate that on his twelfth birthday he would

possess a fortune of five scudi, and he decided that he would buy a

microscope at that figure; it is needless to add that the microscope

had long since been selected in the shop, and was decidedly superior

to mine. We could hardly contain our impatience to enter upon the

marvellous world whereof this instrument was the key; that twelfth

birthday seemed long in coming, but at last it came.

I was to go with my friend to the shop to see him make the purchase;

and I was at his house betimes in the morning. But what a stupendous

surprise awaited me! Eddy was too much excited to say anything; with a

face beaming with emotion, he led me into the sitting-room, and there,

upon the table, was a microscope. But such a microscope! It was of such

unheard-of magnificence and elaborateness that it took my breath away,

and we both stood gazing at it in voiceless rapture. It was tall and

elegant, shining with its polished brass and mirrors, and its magnifying

powers were such as to disclose to us the very heart of nature's

mystery. It was quiet Mr. Thompson's birthday present to his son. That

gentleman sat smiling in his armchair by the window, and presently he

said, with a delightful archness, "Well, Eddy, I suppose you are ready

to give me back all that money you've been collecting?" Eddy grinned

radiantly. He spent his savings for microscope-slides and other

appurtenances, and for weeks thereafter he could hardly take his

eye away from the object-lens. He was luminous with happiness, and I

reflected his splendor from my sympathetic heart. Dear old Eddy! In

after years he entered West Point and became a soldier, and he died

early; I never saw him after parting from him in Italy in 1859. But he

is still my first friend, and there has been no other more dear.

I am not aware that Rome has ever been described from the point of

view of a twelve-year-old boy, and it might be worth doing; but I have

delayed attempting it somewhat too long; the moving pictures in my

mind have become too faded and confused. And yet I am surprised at the

minuteness of some of my recollections; they have, no doubt, been kept

alive by the numerous photographs of Rome which one carries about,

and also by the occasional perusal of The Marble Faun and other Roman

literature. But much is also due to the wonderful separateness which

Rome retains in the mind. It is like nothing else, and the spirit of it

is immortal. It seems as if I must have lived a lifetime there; and yet

I cannot make out that our total residence in the city extended over

fourteen months. Certainly no other passage of my boyhood time looms so

large or is rooted so deep.

But the passion for Rome (unless one be a Byron) is not a plant of

sudden growth, and I dare say that, during those first frigid weeks,

I may have shared my father's whimsical aversion to the city. He has

described, in his journals, how all things seemed to be what they should

not; and he was terribly disgusted with the filth that defiled the ruins

and the street corners. He was impressed by the ruins, but deplored

their nakedness. "The marble of them grows black or brown, it is true,"

says he, "and shows its age in that way; but it remains hard and

sharp, and does not become again a part of nature, as stone walls do in

England; some dry and dusty grass sprouts along the ledges of a ruin,

as in the Coliseum; but there is no green mantle of ivy spreading itself

over the gray dilapidation." We stumbled upon the Fountain of Trevi

in one of our early rambles, not knowing what it was. "One of these

fountains," writes my father, referring to it, "occupies the whole side

of a great edifice, and represents Neptune and his steeds, who seem to

be sliding down with a cataract that tumbles over a ledge of rocks

into a marble-bordered lake, the whole--except the fall of water

itself--making up an exceedingly cumbrous and ridiculous affair." He

goes to St. Peter's, and "it disappointed me terribly by its want of

effect, and the little justice it does to its real magnitude externally;

as to the interior, I am not sure that it would not be even more grand

and majestic if it were less magnificent, though I should be sorry to

see the experiment tried. I had expected something dim and vast, like

the great English cathedrals, only more vast and dim and gray; but there

is as much difference as between noonday and twilight." The pictures,

too, were apt in these first days to go against the grain with him.

Contemplating a fresco representing scenes in purgatory, he broke forth:

"I cannot speak as to the truth of the representation, but, at all

events, it was purgatory to look at this poor, faded rubbish. Thank

Heaven, there is such a thing as whitewash; and I shall always be glad

to hear of its application to old frescoes, even at the sacrifice of

remnants of real excellence!" Such growlings torture the soul of the

connoisseur; but the unregenerate man, hearing them, leaps up and shouts

for joy. He found the old masters, in their sacred subjects, lacking

in originality and initiative; and when they would represent mythology,

they engendered an apotheosis of nakedness. His conclusion was that

"there is something forced, if not feigned, in our taste for pictures

of the old Italian school." Of the profane subjects, he instances the

Fornarina, "with a deep bright glow on her face, naked below the waist,

and well pleased to be so, for the sake of your admiration--ready for

any extent of nudity, for love or money--the brazen trollop that she is!

Raphael must have been capable of great sensuality to have painted this

picture of his own accord, and lovingly." These are the iconoclasms

of the Goth and Vandal at their first advent to Rome. They remained to

alter their mood, and extol what they had before assaulted; and so did

my father, as we shall see presently. But at first he was sick and cold

and uncomfortable; and he consoled himself by hitting out at everything,

in the secret privacy of his diary, since opened to the world. With

warmer weather came equanimity and kinder judgments; but there is

a refreshing touch of truth and justice even in these mutterings of

exasperation.

It was not so much, I suppose, that Rome was cold as that my father had

expected it to be otherwise. When one is in a place where tradition and

association invite the soul forth to be warmed and soothed and rejoiced,

and the body, venturing out, finds nothing but chill winds and

frigid temperature and discomfort, the shock is much greater and

more disagreeable than if one had been in some northern Canada or

Spitzbergen, where such conditions are normal. Ice in the arctic circle

is all right and exhilarating, but in the Piazza of St. Peter's it is an

outrage, and affects the mind and heart even more than the flesh.

Circumstances caused my father to pass through several distinct phases

of feeling while he was in Rome. First, his own indisposition and the

inclement weather depressed and exasperated him.

Time, in due course, brought relief in these respects, and he began

to enjoy himself and his surroundings. Anon, the springs of creative

imagination, long dormant in him, were roused to activity by thoughts

connected with the Faun of Praxiteles in the Capitol. He now became

happy in the way of his genius and immediately took a new interest

in all things, looking at them from the point of view of possible

backgrounds or incidents for the romance which had begun to take form

in his mind. He describes what he saw con amore, and all manner of

harmonious ideas bloom through his thoughts, like anemones and other

flowers in the Villa Pamphili and the Borghese. This desirable mood

continued until, after our return to Rome from the Florentine visit, my

sister caught the Roman fever. She lay for weeks in danger of death; and

her father's anxiety about her not only destroyed in him all thoughts of

literary production and care for it, but made even keeping his journal

no longer possible for him. That strain, so long continued, broke

him down, and he never recovered from it so as to be what he had been

before. Nevertheless, when she became convalescent, the reaction from

his dark misgivings made him, for a time, as light-hearted as a boy;

and, the carnival happening to be coincident with her recovery, he

entered into the fun of it with a zest and enjoyment that surprised

himself. But, again, it presently became evident that her recovery was

not complete, and probably never would be so; the injury to her health

was permanent, and she was liable to recurrences of disease. His spirits

sank again, not so low as before, but, on the other hand, they never

again rose to their normal level. It was in this saddened mood that he

once more took up the Roman romance and finished it; it is a sad book,

and when there is a ray of sunshine across the page, it has a melancholy

gleam. After we returned to Concord, his apprehensions concerning Una's

unsound condition were confirmed; and, in addition, the bitter cleavage

between North and South inspired in him the gloomiest forebodings. A

wasting away of his whole physical substance ensued; and he died, almost

suddenly, while in years he might be considered hardly past the prime

of his life. A sensitive eye can trace the effects of the death-blow

all through The Marble Faun, and still more in Septimius and Grimshawe,

published after his death. In The Dolliver Romance fragment, which was

the last thing he wrote, there is visible once more some reminiscence

of the old sunshine of humor that was so often apparent in his time of

youth and vigor; but it, too, has a sad touch in it, such as belongs

to the last rays of the star of day before it sinks below the horizon

forever. Night follows, and the rest is silence.

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