CHAPTER XXI.

Immediately that the dinner was over Othmar made his excuses and left

Millo to take the night express to Paris. When once she knew that he

was absent, she lost all fear.

Her innocent love was at that stage when the presence of a lover

is full of trouble and alarm, and the happiest hours are those in

which his absence permits its dreams to wander about her memory

undisturbed. When he was there he was still, to her, a stranger whose

gaze embarrassed her, whose touch confused her, whose association

with herself was unfamiliar and unreal; but, away from him, there was

nothing to check or dismay those spiritual and poetic fancies which had

lodged their ideal in him. No one of those around her would ever have

imagined that she had these fancies, or would have understood them in

the slightest degree; they only thought that she was very naturally

enraptured to be chosen by a very rich man, and did not doubt that in

her mind she was musing, as Blanchette had suggested, on the colour of

her liveries, the number of her horses, the places of her residence,

and the prospect of her jewels.

Baron Fritz, who made her blush with the fervour of his compliments,

and was so delighted with her that he could not cease from gazing at

her as though she were a water-colour of Copley Fielding's, was alone

sufficiently sympathetic, despite all his seventy years of cynicism,

to perceive that the things of this world had little place in her

thoughts, and he thought to himself as he looked at her:

'Will Otho be wise enough to appreciate all that? He will have the

carnation in its bud, the peach in its flower; he will make just

what he pleases of them; the worse will be if he should leave them

altogether alone: then the carnation will unfold, the peach will ripen

and come out into fruit unnoticed, and if he be an ingrate, they will

both come to their perfection for someone else--which will be a pity.

The child is in love with him--_parbleu!_--he does not deserve it; he

only cares for his Russian woman, his hothouse narcissus; he only

wants to cure himself of Nadine Napraxine; as if one blush of this

child's cheek were not worth a century of Madame Napraxine's languor!'

And he felt a passing regret that he was not forty years younger and in

the place of his nephew.

After dinner he seated himself beside Yseulte, and talked to her of

Othmar, of his boyhood, of his talents, of his opportunities, and of

his destinies, with so much tact and so much skill that she was moved

to an affectionate gratitude towards the speaker and to a sense of

infinite awe before all the ambitions and responsibilities with which

he filled her future.

'She is a baby, but she is not a fool,' thought the wise old man. 'When

the love fever has passed, we shall make of her just what we want,

provided only that she has influence over Otho. But will she have

any? In marriage there is always one who rules the other: "_un qui se

baisse, et l'autre qui tend la joue_": and it is always the one who

_cares_ who goes under.'

Even as he had eaten his truffles and drunk the fine wines grown on

the de Vannes' estates in Gironde, he had been more troubled by an

impersonal anxiety than he had ever allowed himself to be in the whole

course of his existence. The child had sat opposite to him, looking

so youthful beside the faces, more or less _maquillées_, of the women

around her, with her soft surprised eyes, happy as those of a child

that wakes from sleep, and her colour coming and going, delicate and

warm: 'And he will not stay here to see, just because the desire for

another woman is in him like a fly in the ear of a horse!' had thought

the Baron impatiently. He guessed very accurately that the departure of

Othmar was due to a restless unwillingness to face the fate which he

had voluntarily made for himself.

He himself had had no heed of Othmar's marriage except as a means of

legally continuing his race; his only notion of a woman was Napoleon's,

that she should bear many children; but as he looked at Yseulte de

Valogne, something kinder and more pitiful stirred in his selfish old

heart; she seemed to him too good to be sacrificed so; he understood

that there would be other things than money and children which this

sensitive plant would want; and worldly, unemotional, and unprincipled

as he was, Baron Fritz was the only person present who divined

something of the dreams which she was dreaming and felt a compassionate

regret for them, as for flowers which opened at dawn to die perforce at

noonday.

About eleven o'clock in the evening, when Yseulte was beginning to

feel her eyelids grow heavy, and was thinking wistfully of her little

white bed amidst the murmur of conversation unintelligible to her and

the stare of inquisitive eyes, she heard with a little thrill of an

emotion quite new to her the voice of the groom of the chambers, which

announced Madame la Princesse Napraxine.

Jealousy she was too young, too simple, and too innocent to know; but a

strange eagerness and an unanalysed pain moved her as she saw the woman

whom they said that Othmar loved.

'Is that really Madame Napraxine?' she said in a low voice to the

Baron, who was beside her.

'Who has told you of Madame Napraxine?' he thought, as he answered her:

'Yes! that is the name of the lady coming in now; she is a famous

European beauty, though to my taste she is too slender and too pale.'

The girl did not reply; her eyes followed the trail of Princess

Nadine's pale primrose-coloured skirts laden with lace, and fastened

here and there with large lilies and lilac. Before that inimitable

grace, that exquisite languor and ease, that indescribable air of

indifference and of empire and of disdain which made the peculiar power

of Nadine Napraxine, the poor child felt her own insignificance, her

own childishness, her own powerlessness; she fancied she must look

rustic, awkward, stupid: she grew very pale, and her throat swelled

with pain under her lover's pearls.

'It is too early for you to have that adder in your breast,' thought

Friederich Othmar, as he watched her. 'What a coward he was to go away,

instead of standing his ground beside you! After all, why is everyone

so afraid of this Russian woman?'

Aloud, he only said: 'The Princess is coming to you; courage, _mon

enfant_. A woman of the world is certainly an alarming animal, but you

will have to meet many such, and you will be one yourself before very

long.'

'_Fillette_, come and be presented to Mme. Napraxine; she wishes it,'

said her cousin at that moment in her ear. The girl shrank back a

little, and the colour came into her face; she rose, nevertheless,

obediently.

Nadine Napraxine came half-way to meet her, with an indulgent little

smile, of which the compassion and disdain penetrated the inmost soul

of Yseulte with a cruel sense of inferiority. Yet had she not been so

humble and so embarrassed she might have seen a look of surprise in the

eyes of her rival. Nadine saw at a glance that in this child there was

no 'Sainte Mousseline' to be easily derided and contemned.

'How beautiful a woman she will be in a year or two!' she thought, with

that candour which was never lacking in her in her judgments of her

greatest foes. 'He is going to possess all that, and he only sighs in

his soul for me!--what fools men are!'

While she so thought, she was still smiling as she came to meet Yseulte

with that slow, soft, indescribable grace of which she had the secret.

'I am an old friend of Count Othmar's; you must let me be yours in the

future,' she said with gracious kindliness. 'Shall I offend you if I

venture to say that I am sure he is a very happy and fortunate person?

I dare say I shall please you better if I say that he deserves to be

so.'

The girl could not have found words to answer to save her life.

Instinctively she made her grand eighteenth-century curtsy in

acknowledgment. She was very pale; her heart seemed to sink within her

as she realised all the charm of this her rival.

Mme. de Vannes murmured a few amiable words, and left them opposite

to one another; the girl trembled despite herself, as those indolent

lustrous eyes scanned her with merciless investigation and smiled at

her embarrassment.

It was her first experience of that obligation, so constant in the

world, to meet what is dreaded and disliked with suavity and compliment.

'I am a great friend of your cousin, too,' continued Nadine Napraxine,

with all the amiable condescension of a woman of the world to a child.

'We shall be sure to meet constantly in the years to come, which will

leave you so young and make us so old! Where have you lived? In an old

Breton convent? I wish I had lived in a Breton convent too! Come and

sit by me and talk to me a little. Do you know that I am here to-night

on purpose to see you. I had a tiresome dinner, all of Russian people,

or I should have come here earlier.'

She drew the girl down beside her on a sofa with that pretty

imperiousness of which women as well as men often felt the charm and

the command. She was most kindly, most gentle, most flattering, yet

Yseulte suffered under all her gracious compliments as under the most

poignant irony. She answered in monosyllables and at random; she was

ill at ease and confused, she looked down with the fascination of a

bird gazing at a snake on the hand which held hers, such a slender hand

in its tan-coloured glove and with its circles of _porte-bonheurs_

above the wrist, and its heavy bracelets crowding one another almost to

the elbow.

She would not have spoken more than Yes or No to save her life, and she

said even these in the wrong places; but Nadine Napraxine did not make

the mistake of thinking her stupid, as less intelligent women would

have done.

She studied her curiously whilst she continued to speak those amiable

and careless nothings which are the armoury of social life; toy weapons

of which the young know neither the use nor the infinite value. She had

all the kindly condescension, the good-humoured, amused indulgence,

of a grown woman of the world for a schoolgirl; by dates she was only

seven years older than Yseulte de Valogne, but in experience and

knowledge she was fifty years her senior.

'_Elle est vraiment très bien_,' she said, as she turned away from the

girl and took the arm of Friederich Othmar. 'At present she is like a

statue in the clay, like a sketch, like a magnolia flower folded up;

but Othmar will change all that. You must be so glad; his marriage must

have been such an anxiety to you. Suppose he had married a Mongol! What

would you have done?'

'It was not precisely of the Mongol that I was most afraid, Madame,'

replied the Baron. 'Do you think too that a marriage is a termination

to anyone's anxieties? Surely, the dangerous romance begins afterwards

in life as in novels.'

'It would be very dull reading in either if it did not,' said Madame

Napraxine. 'But we will hope that Mademoiselle and your nephew will

read theirs together, and eschew the dangers; that is possible

sometimes; and she will have one great advantage for the next five

years; she will be handsomer every year.'

'It will be a great advantage if he find her so, but perhaps only

others will find her so; marriage does not lend rose-coloured

spectacles to its disciples,' thought the Baron, as he answered aloud,

'There can be no one's opinion that he could value as much as he is

sure to do that of Madame Napraxine.'

'I imagine my opinion matters nothing at all to him,' she answered,

with her enigmatical smile. 'But when I see him I shall certainly be

able to congratulate him with much more truth than one can usually

put into those conventionalities. Mademoiselle de Valogne is very

beautiful.'

The Baron sadly recalled the saying of that wise man who was of opinion

that it makes little difference after three months whether your wife

be a Venus or a Hottentot; but he did not utter this blasphemy to a

lovely woman.

The girl remained on her sofa gazing wistfully after this _élégante_

who had all the knowledge which she lacked, and who impressed her so

sadly with an indefinite dull sense of inferiority and of helplessness.

She put her hand up to her throat and felt for his pearls; they seemed

like friends; they seemed to assure her of his affection and of the

future. People thought she was proud of them because they were so

large, so perfect in colour and shape, so royal in their value; she

would have been as pleased with them if they had been strings of

berries out of the woods, and he had sent them with the same message

and meaning.

She watched Nadine Napraxine with fascinated eyes; wondering where

was the secret of that supreme seduction which even she, in her

convent-bred simplicity, could feel was in her. In the few words which

had been addressed to her she was dimly conscious that the other

disdained her as a child, and derided Othmar as a fool.

Madame de Vannes roused her from her preoccupation with a tap of her

fan.

'How grave you look, _fillette_,' she said with some impatience. 'You

must never look like that now you are in the world. Everyone detests

grave people. If you cannot always smile, stay in your convent.'

'I beg your pardon,' murmured Yseulte, waking from her meditation with

a little shock. 'I did not know--I was thinking----'

'That is just what you must not do when you are in society. What were

you thinking of? You looked very sombre.'

The girl coloured and hesitated, then she said very low:

'The other day--the day of the casket--you said he loved her--was it

true?'

She glanced across the room at Nadine Napraxine as she spoke.

'Did I say so?' answered the Duchesse, with annoyance at herself.

'Then I talked great nonsense. But how was I to know then that he was

thinking of you? Listen to me, _fillette_,' she continued, with more

real kindness in her tone than the girl had ever heard there. 'You

will hear all kinds of scandals, insinuations, stories of all sorts in

the world that you will live in; never listen to them, or you will be

perpetually irritated and unhappy. People say all sorts of untruths

out of sheer idleness; they must talk. M. Othmar must certainly have

some very especial esteem for you, or why should he choose you out of

all womankind for his wife? That is all you have to think of; do not

perplex yourself as to whom he may, or may not, have loved beforehand.

All your care must be that he shall love no one else afterwards.

You are tired, I think; go to bed, if you like: you can slip away

unnoticed. You are only a child yet.'

Yseulte went at once, thankful for the permission, yet looking

wistfully still at the delicate head of Nadine Napraxine, as it rose

up from a collar of emeralds. Madame de Vannes passed to the music

room, where a little operetta was being given, with a vague compassion

stirring in her.

'I am sure the old Marquise could not have given her more moral

advice than I,' she thought, 'but I am afraid the silly child will

have trouble, she is so old-fashioned. Why cannot she marry the man,

and enjoy all he will give her, without perplexing herself as to

what fancies he may have had for other people? What does it matter?

She will have to get used to that sort of thing. If it be not Nadine

who makes her jealous, it will be someone else; but one could not

tell her that. How right I was not to send Blanchette and Toinon to

a convent! The holy women make them so romantic, so emotional, so

_pleurnicheuses_!'

At the same moment Nadine Napraxine said, when she had left her and was

speaking to Melville of her:

'She is very interesting. She will have plenty of character; he thinks

that he is marrying a child; he forgets that she will grow up, and that

very rapidly. Marriage is a hothouse for women who are young. I was

married at her age; in three months' time I felt as old--as old--as old

as I do now. Nobody can feel older! You are sixty-five, you say, and

you are so young. That is because you are not married and can believe

in Paradise.'

'You mean that I hope for compensation?' said Melville, with his

pleasant laugh.

'Or that you keep your illusions. There is so much in that. People who

do are always young. I do not think I ever had any to lose!'

'It is great emotions which make happy illusions, and I believe you

have never permitted those to approach you?'

'I have viewed them from afar off, as Lucretius says one ought to see a

storm.'

'I do not doubt you have seen them very often, Princess,' said

Melville, with significance. 'But as you have not shared them, they

have passed by you like great waves which leave no mark upon the

smoothness of the sand on which they break.'

'Perhaps,' she said, while her mind reverted to the scene of which her

boudoir had been the theatre three days before; then she added a little

abruptly: 'You know Mlle. de Valogne well--you are interested in her?

What do you think of her marriage?'

'I have known her from the time she was four years old,' replied

Melville. 'I have seen her at intervals at the convent of Faïel. I am

convinced she has no common character; she is very unlike the young

girls one sees in the world, who have had their course of Deauville,

Aix, and Biarritz. She is of the antique French patrician type; perhaps

the highest human type that the world has ever seen, and the most

capable of self-restraint, of heroism, of true distinction, and of

loyalty. I fancy Elizabeth de France must have been just such a girl as

is Yseulte de Valogne.'

'What eulogy!' returned his companion, with a little incredulous

accent. 'I have always wondered that your Church did not canonize

the Princess Elizabeth. But you do not tell me what you think of the

marriage.'

Melville smiled.

'I might venture to prophecy if the success of a marriage depended on

two persons, but it depends on so many others.'

'You are very mysterious; I do not see what others have to do with it.'

'And yet,' thought Melville, 'how often you have stretched out your

delicate fingers and pushed down the most finely-wrought web of human

happiness--just for pastime!'

Aloud he said: 'If she and he were about to live their lives on a

desert island, I am convinced they would be entirely suited to each

other. But as they will live in the world, and perforce in what they

call the great world, who shall presume to say what their marriage

will become? It may pass into that indifferent and amiable friendship

which is the most usual issue of such marriages, or it may grow into

that direct antagonism which is perhaps its still commoner result; on

the other hand, it may become that perfect flower of human sympathy

which, like the aloe, blossoms once in a century; but, if that miracle

happen, such flowers are not immortal; an unkind grasp will suffice to

break them off at the root. On the whole, I am not especially hopeful;

she is too young, and he----'

'And he?' said Nadine Napraxine, with a gleam of curiosity in her

glance.

'I am not his confessor; I doubt if he ever confess--to his own sex,'

replied Melville; 'but if I had been, I should have said to him: "My

son, one does not cure strong fevers with meadow-daisies; wait till

your soul is cleansed before you offer it to a child whom you take from

God." That is what I should have said in the confessional; but I only

know Othmar on the neutral ground of society. I cannot presume to say

it there.'

'You are too serious, Monsignore,' said Nadine, with her enigmatical

smile. 'Marriage is not such a very serious thing, I assure you. Ask

Platon.'

'Prince Napraxine is exceptionally happy,' said Melville, so gravely

that she laughed gaily in his face.

Meanwhile Yseulte dismissed the maid, undressed herself slowly, kissed

the pearls when she had unclasped them; and, kneeling down under her

crucifix, said many prayers for Othmar.

She was soon asleep, like a tired child, and she had his note under her

pillow; nevertheless, she dreamed of Nadine Napraxine, and her sleep

was not the pure unbroken rest that she had always had before. Once she

awoke in a great terror, her heart beating, her limbs trembling.

'If he did not love me!' she cried aloud; then the light of the lamp

fell on the open casket, on the necklace of pearls. They seemed to say

to her, 'What should he want with you, unless he loved you?'

She fell asleep again, and with a smile on her face.

Princess Napraxine, Volume 2 (of 3) · 第 8 / 20 章