1
SO YOU’RE GOING TO ASPEN
Judy Lurie sat cross-legged on the floor of her room surveying the
results of her labor. The room was a mess, even by her easy standards.
But the box containing her last summer’s meager wardrobe had been
thoroughly gone over and everything that could be salvaged was in piles
ready for the family trunk. The empty battered suitcase and the books,
she decided, could wait, since it was still five days before she and her
parents, Minna and John Lurie, were to leave for the summer holiday.
“So you’re going to Aspen!” a familiar voice ejaculated. “How wonderful
for you and John!”
Preoccupied as Judy was, the voices from the living room reached her
dimly at first. Her room, a tiny alcove separated from the living room
by heavy chintz draperies, frequently had its disadvantages. But there
were compensations, too. You could hear and see and yet be delightfully
invisible.
“I wish I were able to go to Colorado!” another voice remarked with a
shade of envy. “How wonderful for you and John.... By the way, where is
John? Is he trying to hide from us?”
“Hide?” her mother repeated, a slight flush spread over the lovely pale
face. “Of course not. He was so sorry, so much music to pack....”
Judy forgot her invisibility and nearly laughed out loud. When her
mother had casually mentioned as they left the lunch table that some of
the girls would be dropping in to say good-bye, her father, with a
let-me-out-of-this look, took refuge in his studio. Lucky father,
probably enjoying a book or a nap or fussing with his viola while she
was imprisoned in this alcove, unless she wished to barge into the
melee....
The voices of the guests were getting louder. Judy got up, stretched her
cramped legs and cautiously pushed a corner of the drapery to one side.
Nobody had gone. Instead the room overflowed with new arrivals. Gifts
were heaped on the piano, purses on the fine mahogany tables, and a
patent-leather bag stood on the mantel, making the Staffordshire dogs
look even more foolish.
“Minna,” one woman was saying, “with that glorious voice of yours you
ought to be a sensation!”
Her mother, surrounded by her guests, smiled happily.
“Not a sensation, but it is a wonderful opportunity for me to study with
Mme. Rousse and to work with some of the advanced pupils. And best of
all, to sing in the opera. As for John, it’s just what he wanted. To
play in the orchestra, have his own quartet and some teaching. It should
be a good summer for all of us, especially since we will have Judy with
us.”
At the mention of her name, Judy listened attentively.
“It’s lovely that she’s going with you; but Judy’s only about fifteen
and a half. Isn’t that rather young to be attending the Aspen Music
School?”
“Oh, she’s not going to attend the school. Fifteen isn’t too young if
one is a serious student but, as a matter of fact, Judy has given up the
piano.” Minna’s sigh was audible through the chintz.
“But she used to play so beautifully!”
“That’s the pity of it.” Her mother went on retelling what Judy knew.
“At the age of ten she was improvising songs and pieces. We thought we
had produced another Mozart. Now she plays when the mood is on. She
claims practicing dulls inspiration.”
There was a slight titter of amusement, but one woman whom Judy had
frequently seen at the house said earnestly, “But _what_ will she do
there, then?”
“Oh, I’m not worried about Judy,” her mother said lightly. “She’s very
resourceful, very intelligent.”
The girl felt a warm glow of satisfaction.
“She reads everything,” her mother went on. “My father considers her his
special vessel for all his accumulated wisdom. Like him, she loves to
sketch, preferably in oils. Now the canvases are left to molder in
Mother’s attic—fortunately not here. I guess it’s anything but music!”
Minna smiled at her questioner, “but Aspen ought to change all that.”
Judy left her listening post trying to stem a feeling of rebellion at
her mother’s words. Mechanically she began to straighten up the room and
noticed the matching scarf of the new party dress which she had
pressured her mother into buying for her. “Very well, for concerts
then,” her mother had said as she finally succumbed. Judy hoped that
both she and the dress were destined for more exciting occasions than
mere concerts! The thought of the dress cheered her. She wished it
weren’t already packed in the trunk, so that she could try it on again.
The scarf would do. She draped it around her shoulders to suggest the
dress and rubbed the dull surface of her mirror.
“A real treasure from Colonial days,” her grandmother had said when she
gave it to her. Well, maybe so; the frame was certainly beautiful, but
the smoky surface didn’t help her visualize how dazzling she would look,
the steel blue bringing out the deep blue of her eyes, the tight bodice
and the billowy skirt, making her small waist look smaller still.
She turned her head to one side. Hmmm. The nose was passable. The eyes,
well, she knew they were her best feature. But why hadn’t she Mother’s
creamy, pale skin instead of this healthy, dusky glow! She touched the
thick brown hair held firmly by a rubber band. A pony tail was all right
but some day her mother would weaken and she would get that permanent. A
long, soft pageboy would hide these bony shoulders.
She folded the scarf and laid it on her day bed. Then she wedged herself
into the small Boston rocker, the first of her antique possessions. She
rocked gently, repeating the question her mother had not answered. “What
would she do in Aspen?” She wasn’t so sure about the blessedness of
belonging to a family so entirely dedicated to music. Her growing
misgivings had been heightened by her recent visit with her
grandparents. Again she thought of what her grandmother had said. “Your
father and mother will be busy all day with rehearsals, teaching,
concerts, parties night and day. Why not spend the summer with us as
you’ve done for years? You love the sea, racing the dog on the beach. I
need you in the garden and your cousins will be back again for a visit.
The youngsters on the block want you to teach them to swim—fifty cents a
lesson.”
Why, then, Judy wondered, had she given up so quickly a summer where she
had been so happy in the past? Of course going to Aspen meant a trip to
the West, to Colorado, the Rockies. The West was romantic. And her
schoolmates were doing exciting things for the summer. One was going to
a ranch in Wyoming. Her best friend was going to a work camp in Vermont.
But these things cost money and Judy knew there was none to spare.
One thing had influenced her above everything. When her parents received
the invitation to join the staff at the Aspen Music School, the first
thought of her mother and father had been not of the wonderful
opportunity for themselves. No, over and over they had repeated, “At
last Judy can spend a whole summer with us.”
But in the weeks that followed they had become more and more immersed in
their preparations, selecting music for the Quartet, conferring with the
Dean of the Aspen School and as their excitement mounted, Judy felt hers
diminish. She felt she didn’t belong in her parents’ world. They didn’t
need her.
She walked to the window and stared ahead of her.... The summers of the
past took on an even rosier hue. The swims, the companionship of cousins
rarely seen, the homey loving household of which she was so much a part.
And the long summer evenings.... She saw herself again on the screened
porch of the Beach House. A few young neighbors, whom her grandfather
called his steady customers, were sitting near her. Her grandfather was
reading “Hamlet.” How tender his voice as he spoke the lines of Ophelia.
The moths beat their wings against the lamp, a soft droning
accompaniment. With hands cupped over his mouth he made the trumpet
sound. The King and Queen! The Duel scene... you could almost hear the
clash of rapiers.... Hamlet was dying ... Laertes ... the Queen! What
made Grandma leave the room at such a moment! But she returned almost at
once carrying a tray of ice-cream covered with oozing red, red
strawberries. And Grandfather, outraged at the sight, with an imperious
gesture, waved her aside, declaiming as if it were part of the play,
“Can’t you wait until they all decently die?” Judy smiled at the
remembrance.
She loved her parents. She didn’t want to hurt them, but at this moment
she felt she must speak up before it was too late. She heard her father
saying jovially, “Well, have the locusts finally gone?”
Judy parted the draperies and peered through the opening.
“Thank goodness, they’re all gone.”
She took a deep breath and strode into the room.
“Father,” she stopped and gulped. “You and mother are going to be so
busy at Aspen. What will I do there? I don’t know anyone. I haven’t any
friends there.”
Her father looked startled but said nothing.
“Why it’s childish to feel that way,” her mother answered easily. “There
are loads of young people at the Aspen Music School. You’ll meet them.”
“How? I’m not going as a music student. You know how things work out.
Students all get involved in their school activities. I’ll just be an
outsider. I’m worried,” her voice broke. “I want to have fun, but more
than that, I want to do something for _me_—something that matters—if you
know what I mean.”
Mrs. Lurie looked distraught. “You don’t want to come with us? It’s the
first summer in years that we’ve been able to plan to be together like a
normal family. You’re sure to find companions.” She turned to her
husband for support, but he had disappeared.
“Judy,” her mother said with a touch of finality in her voice, “there’s
no sensible reason why you can’t take up the piano again. Don’t set your
mind against it. The whole atmosphere of Aspen engenders the love of
music, the desire to study it.”
“But that’s exactly what I don’t want, Mother. Can’t you understand my
feelings? Practicing hours on end! I’ll never be a real performer, so
why bother?” She hesitated and then went on, her voice almost inaudible.
“I’d rather stay with Grandma and Grandpa at the Beach House, hearing
poetry and plays that I love.”
Her mother suddenly looked sad, and Judy was overcome with remorse.
“Mother,” she began.
The tired eyes looked at her questioningly, “Yes....”
“I guess I’m just being selfish,” Judy said, then added desperately,
“Maybe it’ll work out all right. I’ll go.”
Minna smiled with relief. “I don’t think you’ll regret it. Sometimes new
unfamiliar surroundings bring out a potential one didn’t know one
possessed. Something good is bound to emerge from the three of us living
together in a carefree atmosphere.” She paused, studying her daughter’s
face.
“Our careers have often come first—or so it seems, but for a little
while we’d like to be just parents. Do you understand? It would have
been an unbearable disappointment to your father.”
John Lurie bounded into the room, excited as a schoolboy. “It’s all
settled! It’s in the bag!” He grabbed his daughter and waltzed her
around.
“Father,” she begged when she could catch her breath, “what’s in the
bag? What are you talking about?”
“All right, I’ll tell you. A few weeks ago, the Dean mentioned that my
friend Jim Crawley had gone ahead with his scheme and was opening a
Little Theater in Aspen. That gave me an idea. It was the day after you
were such a knock-out in the class play. I called him on the phone and
told him, ‘I have a lovely, gifted daughter, nearly sixteen who’s going
with us to Aspen. Do you think you have room for a budding Audrey
Hepburn?’ He laughed that he didn’t know at the moment but he would get
in touch with me. With all his plans, I guess he forgot about it. I’m
ashamed to confess I forgot about it. But when you threatened to desert
your music-driven parents for another summer to do something on your
own, a flash illuminated this tired old brain. I just finished speaking
with Jim. He says, if you’re half as good as I say, if you’ve got decent
diction, are willing to cooperate in every way—that means, help paint
scenery and fix costumes, and are willing to work for free, since we’ll
be feeding and housing you, he’ll take you on. P.S. You’ve got the job.”
“Father, you mean it! It’s not one of your practical jokes?”
He nodded solemnly.
“It’s too good to be true. I’ll be acting! Not in a school play but in a
real theater!”
“Oh, it’s only a barn,” her father made haste to explain. “Summer
theaters are always in barns. That’s why they’re called the Straw
Circuit.”
“Oh, I’m so excited!”
“And we’re just as happy for your sake,” her mother said, “but don’t get
too carried away. If you’re lucky, you’ll get a walk-on or maybe a bit
part as the little household slavey, in which you dust the stage
furniture before the star walks on.”
“It doesn’t matter! Just to smell the grease paint!”
She flung her arms about her father and kissed him. “You’re wonderful.
Absolutely the most. I can’t wait until I tell Grandfather.”
Hurrah for the three Luries, professionals all.
2
ASPEN: FROM SILVER DUST TO MUSIC
Now that the summer in Aspen had acquired so many glamorous
possibilities, Judy could scarcely wait for the day of departure. She
went over her wardrobe a dozen times to make sure everything was
properly packed. With her new responsibilities, clothes became more
important than ever. After all, an actress had to dress properly
off-stage as well as on. She owed it to her public.
Finally the interminable few days passed. The trunks were packed and
shipped off. The suitcases the Luries would carry with them were also
stuffed and ready. It was the last night and there was only the final
visit from Grandpa and Grandma to say good-bye.
On learning of her summer theater job, Judy’s first impulse had been to
phone her grandparents immediately and regale them with the great news.
But then she decided it would be more fun to break it to them in person
and now she awaited their arrival with eager anticipation.
Despite that, when the elderly couple did arrive, Judy greeted them in
her usual affectionate manner. She was going to do this in her own way.
As Mr. Ritchie settled himself in a comfortable chair, John Lurie dug
into his pocket and came up with a huge cigar. “I saved this for you,
C.B., tin foil and all. I got it from a big shot.”
“Thanks John, but if you don’t mind I’ll smoke one of my own. I have
certain misgivings about cigars heavily disguised in tin foil
wrappings.” He lit his own and watched the smoke curl around.
“That’s a nice engagement you’ve managed to get. Wonderful country and
ideal surroundings.”
Grandmother’s voice reached them. She had been earnestly talking to her
daughter and now walked restlessly up and down, glancing at the packed
suitcases cluttered in one corner.
“Tanglewood, Minneapolis, now Aspen. Like Gypsies!”
She came over to Judy and lightly touched her hair. “Well, Judy, are you
glad you’re going?”
“Of course I am.” The girl tossed it off lightly. “But even if I weren’t
I couldn’t back out at this point ... not with all my commitments.”
Mrs. Ritchie peered at the girl with a puzzled look. “What commitments?”
“My engagements. I can’t just throw them overboard.”
The grandmother turned to Minna. “What is the girl talking about?”
Minna swallowed a smile and shrugged her shoulders. “You’d better ask
her.”
“All right. What are these engagements you’ve mentioned?”
Judy refused to be hurried. “Well, mother is engaged to sing in the
opera. Father is engaged to play in the orchestra and string quartet.
And I’m engaged to....” She hesitated long enough to permit the suspense
to build. Then with a leap, she flung her arms around her grandmother
and shouted the rest of it. “I’m booked to act in a summer theater. A
real, professional summer theater.”
With a rush of words she poured out the whole story as her grandparents
listened with excitement and pleasure.
Grandpa stood up and walked across the room. “Good luck to you, Judy.
After watching this little performance you put on for us I know you’ll
be the star of that company before the summer’s over.” Mr. Ritchie
beamed down at his granddaughter. “You’ll love Colorado, Judy, as we
did.” He took his wife’s hand. “Remember when we were there, climbing
like goats and weeks later went on to climb Mt. Rainier—”
“I love the mountains. I’ve never seen anything higher than Mt.
Washington.”
“Aspen is high. Eight thousand feet and is surrounded by peaks thirteen
and fourteen thousand feet.” Mr. Ritchie paused, a faraway look in his
eyes. “Those glorious mountains once possessed the greatest silver mines
in the world! But that’s a story in itself.”
Judy looked up expectantly. For years her grandfather had told her
fascinating tales of American history.
“You know you’re going to tell that story.” Minna smiled at her father.
He looked quizzically at his daughter. “I’m only being persuaded for
Judy’s sake.”
“Yes, yes, we know,” his son-in-law added grinning.
“The fascinating thing about Aspen, Judy, is that until about
seventy-five or eighty years ago, it was an empty valley in the heart of
the Rockies. Colorado was a territory with little to attract settlers
until they discovered silver. Then there was a mad rush to get to the
camps near Denver. Soon all the claims were staked out. The late comers
looked across the jagged peaks and thought of the silver hidden in those
mountains.”
“Did they go?” Judy asked impatiently.
Her grandfather continued, unruffled by the interruption. “The settlers
were warned that the land beyond the Continental Divide belonged to the
Iute Indians. But the rights of the Indians meant little to men hungry
for riches. They entered the Indian country, naming it Aspen because of
the forests of white-barked aspen trees.”
“Our treatment of the Indians was worse than shabby,” John muttered
vehemently.
“Yes, there were cruel and bloody struggles, but finally the Iute Chief
made peace with the white man.” Mr. Ritchie paused to relight his cigar.
“The rush for silver was on once more—this time at Aspen.”
“Isn’t that what you told me happened when Great Uncle Jake went out to
California at the time of the Gold Rush?”
“Perhaps, Judy, except that Uncle Jake never struck gold and came back
poorer than when he left—
“In Aspen country, settlers got rich, mining silver or building up the
town. They built comfortable homes, not the ugly shacks you see in most
mining country. Aspen never became one of those gambling, shooting
communities. The settlers were different. Schools, churches, a bank, a
newspaper, everything mushroomed into the empty valley. Millions of
dollars’ worth of silver ore was taken out of the mines. Then when
things were at the brightest, the silver mining towns lost their biggest
customer, the United States Government! The final blow came in 1893! Our
government decided that gold, not silver, should be used in the United
States Mint.
“The mines stopped operating. Miners were thrown out of work—so was
everyone else. The people had to leave or starve. Aspen became a ghost
town!”
“What do you mean, Grandpa?”
“When people have to leave their homes, everything they’ve labored to
build, the town dies. That’s what happened to Aspen! Maybe a hundred
settlers stayed on. The houses were empty, their doors swinging in the
wind, the streets deserted, Aspen slept.”
Minna’s voice broke the spell. “Music, not a prince, woke this sleeping
beauty. The old houses and new ones, too, are filled with music students
from all over the country. A great orchestra, like the one in which John
will play, gives concerts to thousands of people every week. Even the
old opera house has its season, students and professionals singing the
roles. Aspen is a paradise for musicians! And great lecturers, too, I’m
told.”
“And don’t overlook the skiers in winter,” John added happily. “They
come from all over the world to ski and to train for the Olympic
matches. I’m afraid, Judy, you’ll find no ghosts in Aspen, summer or
winter. So don’t let Grandpa’s tall tales bother you any.”
“Charles, we should be going. These young people will have to get some
rest. Besides, we’ll see them off tomorrow morning.”
“No, Mother dear, I won’t hear of your coming to the airport. We’ll say
good-bye right here—but don’t hurry away—stay a little longer!”
Mr. Ritchie shook his head. “We’ve got too much sense to stay on.” He
extracted a package from his briefcase.
“Judy, I nearly forgot to give you this. There’s a diary, a drawing pad,
a box of pastels, and a volume or two of poems. Something for every
shining hour, providing your heavy duties with the theater ever permit
such trivial occupation—” He laughed as he kissed her.
“Do you like my present?”
“Of course, I do. I was just thinking of last summer. When I told one of
the girls at school about your Shakespeare readings, she looked at me
pityingly. ‘You listened to Shakespeare of your own free will!’” Judy
laughed. “It’s lucky I never told her about my secret ambition,” Judy
looked innocently at her grandmother. “Yes, a writer—some day!”
Her grandmother shrugged her shoulders. “Why not choose something easy
like digging ditches?”
The sarcasm was lost on her granddaughter. “The trouble is I like so
many things—but actually,” she went on, “I don’t see why writing should
be so difficult. You get an idea, you write it down, do a line research,
maybe—there are enough words in the dictionary—”
“Of course,” her grandmother said wryly.
Mrs. Ritchie put on her coat and she too remembered a parcel. “Minna
dear,” she said, handing her daughter an oversized shoebox, “take this
with you on the trip. It might come in handy.”
Her daughter eyed the box suspiciously. “Come in handy?” She’d heard
that formula before. “Mother! You’d think we were crossing the continent
in the covered wagon days. Haven’t we enough to carry?”
“Be thankful, Minna, it isn’t a roast turkey with all the trimmings,”
her father said, laughing while Minna shook her head in mock despair.
John cleared his throat and impulsively put his arms around his
parents-in-law. “We know how good you’ve been to us, and how patient.
But as musicians, we must go where opportunity beckons.”
Judy stood with her mother at the window and watched her grandparents
walk slowly to their car. Their shoulders touched, Grandma holding
Grandpa’s arm.
“They’re so wonderful,” her mother murmured. “They made our careers
possible. It wasn’t easy for us, nor for them.” Her voice was low, as if
speaking to herself. “Struggle ... to get even this far—”
“What struggle?” Judy wondered. All those exciting trips her parents
took to faraway countries? Of course, they were rarely able to get
engagements together. Last month her father was in Canada and her mother
in Argentina. But in only two weeks they were back. As for herself, she
always had her grandparents! They disliked the city and the cramped
quarters of their daughter’s apartment. But they came just the same,
giving it, even for a week or two, something of the atmosphere of their
own home. A corner of the living room was turned into a studio for
Grandfather where he painted happily after a busy day at the office. In
another corner of the living room Grandmother had her typewriter where
she labored, when time permitted, at stories hopefully sent off, but
whose return never disheartened her for long! Records were played, but
the piano was rarely opened. Yes, it was fun having her grandparents
move in. Members of the family dropped in whom Judy otherwise never saw.
And the joy of the theater! Once it was “Medea.” When her grandmother
protested, Grandfather had said, “What, have the girl miss the chance of
seeing Judith Anderson!” They sat in the balcony, Grandmother wearing
Grandfather’s glasses. She always insisted her eyes were perfect, except
now and then. Her firm, straight back was bent forward, not to miss a
single word. Grandfather sat at ease, enjoying himself.
Her mother touched her arm. “What are you thinking about, Judy?”
“Nothing ... just remembering some wonderful times with Grandmother and
Grandfather.”
Her mother sighed. “It seems only a few years ago that they were
climbing mountains! Now they seem old.”
“How can you say that, Mother? They never seem old to me.”
“You’re a strange girl.”
They turned back to the living room. Mrs. Lurie checked over the
suitcases for the last time. Judy tidied up the room while her father
carefully covered his precious viola with layers of soft cloths.
The last chores were done. In the morning they would start on the first
lap of their journey to Aspen.
3
PLEASURES OF TRAVEL
Flying was no novelty to her parents, but to Judy, whose small journeys
had always been by car, this, her first plane trip, was an event. In
Aspen they were going to do without a car. Mr. Lurie wouldn’t trust
their old bus on those mountain roads.
It was still foggy when they took their seats in the plane. Judy was
conscious of the unconcern of everyone but herself. Why, only last week
she heard over the radio, “the plane had only just left the ground
when—”
The motors started, whirring noisily as they warmed up. Mrs. Lurie
noticed the strained expression on her daughter’s face.
“Once we’re in the air, you’ll be thrilled. You’ll see Long Island as a
bird might—”
The girl smiled feebly. She closed her eyes. When I open them, she told
herself, I’ll be up in the air. She counted slowly to a hundred—they
were still in the same spot. Twice she repeated the experiment. The
plane was still on the ground, racing along the runway! Then when she
least expected it, there was a sudden lift and they were flying. The
mist had disappeared. The world below was an intricate design of shining
water, green fields, and toy houses. It was more wonderful than anything
she had ever imagined and with the wonder, her fears vanished.
Before long they were flying at nineteen thousand feet. All she could
see were soft fleecy clouds. The plane seemed like a giant bird skimming
over endless banks of snow. Three hours from the time they left the
airport they could make out the tall buildings of Chicago, hundreds of
miles from home.
“I’ll meet you at the railroad terminal in an hour, two at the most,”
John told his wife, taking only his viola with him as he stepped into a
taxi to keep his appointment.
Mrs. Lurie and Judy proceeded to the railroad. The porter left them with
their five pieces of baggage near the gate marked “Denver and
California.” There were no seats nearby and before a half hour passed,
it became increasingly difficult to stand. Judy balanced herself on one
of the upturned suitcases and her mother soon followed her example. They
tried to read. A coke from one machine and salted peanuts from another
provided a pleasant interlude. Judy watched people going into a
restaurant at the far end of the station. Her mother noticed her
fascinated absorption.
“We can’t move these bags and there isn’t a porter in sight. As soon as
your father comes, we’ll get something to eat.”
At the word “eat,” Judy remembered her grandmother’s shoebox—such
tremendous chicken sandwiches and fruit! This was the emergency her
grandmother always managed to foresee.
When another hour passed, Mrs. Lurie, no longer able to conceal her
anxiety, went in search of a porter. He tossed their luggage on his
truck while they took up their vigil at the gate, scanning every
entrance. With less than five minutes to spare, John rushed toward them,
mumbling breathlessly, “Sorry, darlings.”
“Sorry nothing,” Judy thought, severely critical. On the contrary, she
noticed his eyes sparkled.
“I signed the new contract,” he whispered to Minna as he herded them
aboard the train. Mrs. Lurie, too, was now all smiles, the tension of
the last hours forgotten.
They entered the car where they would spend the remaining hours of the
late afternoon, the night, and most of the following day.
Mr. Lurie cleared the seats of the luggage. His viola, never out of his
sight for a moment, he placed conspicuously near the seat he would
occupy.
“When we’re ready to retire,” Mrs. Lurie said, “the porter will come and
make up our beds. You’re taking the upper berth. Father and I will share
the lower one.”
It was seven-thirty before they could get seats in the dining car. They
stood with a long queue of people in the narrow corridor of the swaying
train. Everyone was friendly and freely gave advice. “Be sure to get up
early tomorrow morning so that you can get seats in the Vista Dome—”
At last the Luries were ushered to their seats by an impressive-looking
steward. Mr. Lurie was studying the menu card.
“Outrageous!”
“What is?” Judy asked, turning her gaze from the jiggling silver on the
table.
“The prices! One has the choice of starving or becoming bankrupt!”
“John,” her mother said quietly, “everyone can hear you. Besides, the
railroad can’t help charging so much. I read an article that showed they
actually lose money on the dining cars—the cost of food, the waste. They
threaten to discontinue them altogether.”
“Well then, let’s eat and be merry,” he replied, his high spirits
returning.
By the time they returned to their car, their beds were made up for the
night. Using the ladder, Judy climbed into her berth. The curtains were
fastened.
“Mother,” Judy called, sticking her head through a tiny opening, “it’s
pitch black. I can’t seem to locate the light.”
“It’s overhead, near the pillow,” her mother whispered. “Father and I
are going into the club car.”
Judy, on her knees to avoid bumping her head, groped about vaguely,
found the small button and pressed it hard. There was a resounding ring.
She jumped at the sound and then, quite by accident, found the light
switch. Cautiously, still on her knees, she began pulling off her
sweater.
“What is it, Miss?” The kindly face of the porter peered at her.
“I’m sorry to have disturbed you,” Judy said thickly, her sweater wedged
over her nose and mouth. “I couldn’t find the light. But it’s all right
now.”
“Ring whenever you need me.” He quickly withdrew his head. A battery of
bells called him.
She finished undressing lying flat on her back, struggled into pajamas,
and tossed her jumbled clothes in a heap at the foot of her berth.
“It’s six-thirty, Judy.” It was her mother speaking. “We want to get an
early breakfast so that we can get seats in the Vista Dome.” Her mother
was already dressed, when she could have slept through the morning, a
luxury Minna loved but rarely enjoyed.
When Judy made her appearance, her mother looked at her. “Your hair!—You
look as if you fell out of a grab bag.”
In the dressing room, overflowing with crying babies and their mothers,
Judy made herself presentable. Once again they went through the lunging
cars.
For Judy, the dinner of the night before hadn’t been much of a success.
She flushed as she remembered the white rivulet of milk coursing down
her new sweater.
“No fluids, thank you—something solid and substantial, like pancakes
with syrup. Besides,” she whispered to her father, “imagine, orange
juice, forty cents a glass!” His smile and nod commended her for her
good sense.
After breakfast they hurried to the last car. It was a comfortable
lounge in the center of which was a short flight of steps. They ascended
the stairway and entered the Vista Dome, a train above a train,
completely glassed in, even the top. The Luries crowded together in the
last vacant seat. They were silent, enraptured by the beauty of the
scene. Mountains hemmed them in on both sides. “What if there were a
landslide?” Judy thought, “and one of those overhanging crags came
crashing down on the glass dome!”
The train climbed steadily. As the hours passed, the mountains took on a
somber brown and dullish red and assumed the fantastic shapes of
turreted castles. Frequently the train disappeared into a tunnel cut
through the mountain. One of them, “the Moffat Tunnel,” the loudspeaker
announced, “is a great engineering feat and is six miles long.”
Many seats were vacant now. People were getting tired in spite of the
glorious views. Judy noticed a girl about her own age sitting alone.
“Why don’t you go over and speak to her,” her mother suggested. “She’ll
probably be glad of your company.”
Within a matter of minutes Judy and Audrey were like old friends.
“We’ve lived in so many cities,” Audrey said with a tired shrug. “Now
we’re bound for L.A.” At Judy’s look of interrogation, she added, “Los
Angeles.”
“We’d only just bought a house in Omaha. Now it’s up for sale! Honestly,
my father says his boss moves him around like a piece on a
checkerboard!”
Judy was sympathetic. “I thought only musicians move so much.”
“Musicians? You?”
“No,” Judy answered quickly. “My mother and father. That’s why we’re
going to Aspen. Mother’s a singer and Father plays the viola. And they
always practice at home—Mother with her accompanist and Father and his
quartet—can you imagine what it’s like sometimes?”
“Awful! How can you stand it?”
“You get used to it. Sometimes, I must admit, it’s very nice.”
“Have you a job or something out in Aspen?”
“Not exactly a job, but I—I—er—expect to act—in one of those little
summer theaters,” Judy spoke diffidently, but she couldn’t quite conceal
her exultation.
Audrey was impressed. “An actress! But you don’t look like one!”
“Well, you know, Audrey, with grease paint and makeup—besides, I
probably will have the most minute role,” she smiled with a deprecating
little gesture.
Audrey returned to her own problems. “I don’t mind telling you, it is a
tragedy for me to leave Omaha.”
Judy was about to inquire what she meant by those solemn words when a
big voice boomed behind them.
“You can see the broken-down, deserted cabins halfway up the mountains.”
The girls turned toward the voice. A short, stocky man was standing near
them, a pair of field glasses in one hand and pointing to the mountains
with the other.
Judy smiled out of politeness and he returned her smile.
“Like to have a peek?” He handed her the glasses. She too could see the
trails and dilapidated shacks that led to the mines.
“Here, Audrey, you look.”
“Oh, yes, I see them,” Audrey said, returning the glasses to the owner.
“And do you know what was in those mines?” the man continued in a
stentorian voice. “Gold! That’s what brought them to Colorado, gold!”
“I thought it was silver,” Judy said quietly. “My grandfather told me
that silver—”
She got no further. She could hear the subdued chuckling of the
passengers.
“You’re right, Miss, but only half right. First they came for gold, then
for silver. Tell that to your grandpa!”
He went on talking, explaining.... Judy’s eyes ached from the sun that
blazed through the glass dome, and her neck was stiff from looking and
straining.
“Attention, please!” The voice of the loudspeaker broke in on the man’s
eloquence. “When we reach the next station, there will be a wait of
twenty minutes for the automatic car washing. This process will be of
interest to our passengers.”
The two girls had only one thought, to get off the train and stretch
their legs. Arm in arm they walked down the long platform, soon
engrossed in their former conversation.
“The reason I hated to leave Omaha was not because of the new house, but
because I was going steady with a boy! Now we’re separated, maybe
forever.”
Judy pressed Audrey’s hand to indicate how deeply she understood.
With slow, leisurely steps they walked back, remembering the car
washing. They looked down the tracks. The train had vanished.
“What will we do?”
“And we haven’t any money to telegraph or anything,” Judy waved her
empty purse. A stone would have been moved by that gesture.
“What’s the matter, girls?” A nice-looking gentleman, standing nearby,
having heard their cries of alarm, smilingly faced them.
“The train!” they stammered in one breath. “It’s gone!”
“I wouldn’t worry if I were you,” his mouth twitched as if he wanted to
laugh. “The train is down a siding, about a mile, having that grand
wash. Remember? It’ll come back.”
The girls were too miserable to talk. They kept staring down the empty
tracks, not quite believing, yet hoping the train would return.
At last the train, beautifully clean, slid down the tracks before them.
The girls stood together on the train as it began to move. “Be sure to
write,” Judy said tensely. “Remember, everything about him.” Addresses
were hurriedly exchanged. Feeling almost like sisters who have just met,
only to be cruelly torn apart, they kissed fondly and separated, Audrey
to her car and Judy to the Vista Dome where she had left her parents
peacefully sleeping.
Glenwood Springs, the railroad station for Aspen, was the next stop. The
Luries hurried back to their car.
Their berths were made up and the luggage was once again piled on the
seats and under them. Mr. Lurie methodically counted them. “One, two,
three—where’s the viola? I don’t see it!—” His voice was almost a gasp.
“The porter has probably taken it out with our large case,” Minna said
confidently, but her face was as white as his. “I’ll ring for him.”
The porter appeared. “Where’s my viola?” Mr. Lurie asked in a voice that
scarcely concealed his rage.
“Your what, Sir?” the porter asked calmly.
“My viola,” Mr. Lurie snapped. “It looks like a violin, only larger. It
was in a black case. It’s not here. We’ve looked everywhere.” His voice
shook. “Did you take it out with any other baggage?”
The porter shook his head. “I remember that violin thing. Just took the
things from the bed, laid them down while I made up the berths.”
“And why did you make up my berth? Didn’t I ask you to leave it alone?”
“But I has to make up the berths,” the porter argued mildly.
“That berth down there isn’t made up,” Mr. Lurie’s eyes flashed as he
pointed to the one that still had its curtains drawn.
As if startled by the turmoil, the head of an elderly woman, her hair
secured in a pink net, suddenly protruded from the curtains.
“Porter,” she asked querulously, “how many times must I ring? You
promised to bring my tray an hour ago.”
“I know, Ma’am, I was just fixing to bring it when this gentleman here
got some trouble.”
A slow smile broke over the porter’s face. “I recollect now—everyone
leaving at one time to get to the Vista Dome. I piled things everywhere.
That lady down there, I couldn’t make up her berth. She was feeling
poorly. When she went into the ladies’ lounge, I naturally set a lot of
things in her upper berth. It was empty. Then she comes back unexpected
and—”
“Instead of all this palaver,” Mr. Lurie interrupted, “will you kindly
see if it is there?”
“Pardon me, Ma’am,” and with a practiced hand he reached into the upper
berth and drew out the black case of the viola.
“There you are, Sir. No harm done. Never lost a thing in all my—”
“Thank Heaven!” Mr. Lurie said fervently, wiping the beads of
perspiration from his face.
“You have no idea, Porter, what the loss of that instrument could mean
to me. You were negligent,” Mr. Lurie reiterated, not nearly so
belligerently, “but the main thing is that it was found.”
Everybody smiled with relief. The train was slowing down. Judy and her
parents said good-bye to their fellow passengers and a few minutes later
they were standing on the platform.
Judy watched the long train slowly pull away. It took on speed and was
soon lost to sight.
“Come on, Judy,” her mother called impatiently, “stop dreaming. We still
have a short bus ride to Aspen.”
4
FIRST GLIMPSE OF ASPEN
The short ride to Aspen proved to be forty miles!
A tall, ungainly youth, his good-natured face topped by thick red hair,
walked unerringly to the man carrying the musical instrument.
“Mr. Lurie?”
Mr. Lurie nodded.
“I’m Fran,” the boy smiled. “I’m to drive you to Aspen.”
“Good,” and with an answering smile, Mr. Lurie introduced him to Mrs.
Lurie and Judy. Fran helped with the luggage as well as with the cartons
already arrived, and piloted them to the car.
It was a neat little bus, and its name gaily painted in red letters,
“Little Percent,” was visible through the film of dust that covered the
car like a blanket.
“That’s an odd name,” Mr. Lurie commented.
“Not for Aspen. There was once a mine called ‘Little Percent.’ Now it’s
the name of the only taxi business around here. Nearly everything here
is named after the silver mines—Little Annie, The Smuggler. Now they’re
just fancy eating places.”
As Judy was about to take her seat with her parents, Fran said
offhandedly, “Maybe you’d better sit up front with me. No sense all
being crowded in there with all that baggage.”
Fran put his foot on the gas and they were soon speeding along a dirt
road, the dust almost choking them.
“Sorry about the dust,” Fran said over his shoulder. “We haven’t had a
drop of rain in weeks.”
They rounded curves on one wheel and Fran seemed to enjoy Judy’s
terrified “Oh’s!” as they edged a precipice with only inches to spare.
“Don’t tell me you’re scared!” he smiled jovially. “This is nothing!
Wait until sometime you go up Independence Pass. There you really have
to watch your bus.”
“I love mountains. I’ve climbed them since I was a child,” Judy said
stiffly. “But racing over ledges is something different. You can trust
your feet—that’s more than you can say about a car.”
Barely glancing at the road, Fran gazed obliquely at Judy with new
interest. “If you like mountain climbing, you’ll be crazy about Aspen.”
“Really? I thought everyone came here to study music, or play in the
orchestra, or sing!”
“We get lots of that kind all summer. And besides them there are the
thousands who come to listen and go to lectures every night!”
He maneuvered another hairpin curve, taking no notice of a shuddering
“Oh!” this time from Mrs. Lurie. “But the real excitement,” he went on,
“the real money spent around here is for skiing. From fall right up to
spring! That’s a sport. Skiing!” His face glowed.
“How do you find time to ski?” Judy asked.
“What do you mean? You might as well ask how one finds time to eat!”
Mrs. Lurie leaned forward and tapped her daughter on the shoulder.
“Don’t you think you should let Fran concentrate on his driving instead
of annoying him with your chatter?”
“I barely opened my mouth!” Judy said indignantly, as she turned around.
“Blaming me!—” When she saw the strained look on her mother’s face, she
nudged Fran and told him to take it easy. He was making her mother
nervous.
The clouds of dust were finally left behind and they approached Aspen
over a bumpy, paved road.
“See that enormous white tent?” Fran said, unconsciously assuming the
role of a driver of a guided tour. “That’s where all the big concerts
are given. The supports inside the tent are a bright orange and the
cushions of the seats are blue. Very pretty!”
And the Luries obediently looked, eager to get their first glimpse of
the canvas concert hall they were to know so well.
“Cost the music people about ten thousand dollars,” the irrepressible
Fran continued.
“Ten thousand dollars,” Mrs. Lurie echoed. “How did they manage to raise
such a large sum of money?”
Fran slowed the car, his head turned toward his uneasy passengers behind
him. “Well, for one thing, there’s a Mr. Paepcke. He’s the president of
a paper container corporation—a millionaire! It was his idea to make
Aspen a music center.”
“Yes. I’ve heard of him,” Mr. Lurie replied. “He seems to be quite a
person. In fact, I understand that since the Aspen Music
Associates—that’s the new name for the Music Festival—” he told his
wife, “—since they now can get contributions to cover the deficit, Mr.
Paepcke has turned his attention to other projects.”
“That’s right, Mr. Lurie. He’s just crazy about culture! Has paintings
and art exhibits, even highbrow lectures!” Fran turned down a side
street, stopping the car. “I thought I could show you his latest—but
it’s too far out of our way. He’s built a large, plush hotel, just for
businessmen when they come here for vacation. He expects them to go to
the lectures he’s arranged, highbrow stuff—philosophy and that sort of
thing, so they shouldn’t waste their time while on vacation!” Fran shook
his head over the strange, inexplicable notions of Mr. Paepcke.
“A very remarkable idea,” Mr. Lurie said thoughtfully. “To be able to
use one’s hours of leisure on vacation for the things one never has time
for—”
“I bet they’ll still come here just to ski, anyhow, when there’s any
snow,” Fran said with a grin.
They were driving through many of the principal streets of Aspen. It was
a small town that nestled in a lovely green valley between two great
mountains: Aspen and Red, Fran named them. He pointed to some houses
high up the mountain, barely visible because of the forests. “Imagine
people building big homes up there because the town’s too crowded! The
road is so steep only the jeeps can make it. A good car gets used up in
no time.”
They continued to drive slowly through the town. Houses of all shapes
and styles of architecture were huddled together. Some were old with
pointed roofs, gables, and bulging bay windows. Mr. Lurie admired the
ones patterned after Swiss chalets, happy reminders of a boyhood
vacation in Switzerland. None of the Luries looked with favor on the
newer houses, squat, flat-roofed dwellings with large picture windows.
“They are out of place in this lovely mountain setting,” Mrs. Lurie
said, but added as an afterthought, “but they’re probably divine to live
in.”
Fran, undiscouraged by his passengers’ preoccupation with houses old and
new, continued to enlighten them.
“That’s where they print the _Aspen Times_,” and he pointed out a wooden
structure reminiscent of an earlier era. “It comes out once a week, but
it’s been right here since the silver boom days.”
Judy had made several attempts to break in on Fran’s monologue. She
thought quickly. “By the way,” she said with elaborate nonchalance, “You
wouldn’t happen to know where that cute little theater is—I’m surprised
you didn’t point that out!”
“Oh, the Isis! We didn’t happen to pass it. But they have movies
there—the greatest!” Judy gave up, as Fran continued.
“That big gray stone building next to it is the Jerome Hotel. When they
built it in 1881, it was a show place. That’s when silver was all there
was in Aspen. It was elegant! It’s still the finest place in Aspen,
fixed up modern today with a half dozen or more annexes. And it’s got a
swimming pool!” he added impressively.
“Can anyone use the pool?” Judy asked, “or is it just for the hotel
guests?”
“It’s mostly for the guests, but the music festival people get in
somehow.”
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They had now reached the end of town and Fran stopped in front of a
plain little cottage with an overhanging veranda. “Here we are,” he
said, jumping out to unload the car.
“Is that ours?” Judy asked, considerably let down. But her mother, it
was apparent, felt differently.
“Isn’t it lovely, John!” she exclaimed. “Real Victorian. Look at that
fine old grille railing on the roof—”
Mrs. Lurie lost no time in entering the house, her husband following.
She had to know at once.
There it was, a large, ebony, upright piano that dwarfed the parlor
sprinkled liberally with overstuffed chairs and a small sofa, more
chairs, tables with artificial flowers, lamps of all kinds. But Mrs.
Lurie was radiant.
“They gave us the piano after all!”
“Yes, darling,” her husband said, equally happy. “Perhaps all that
letter-writing helped.” Then he frowned as if he suddenly remembered.
“It may not prove an unmixed blessing. Remember the conditions? Students
must be permitted to practice any hour of the day.” He smiled, “Knowing
how pressed they are for practice space, they’ll probably start at
dawn!”
But Mrs. Lurie’s enthusiasm remained undampened. She’d have her two
hours!
Meanwhile Fran brought up the last of the cartons and luggage and set
them on the porch where Judy was gazing raptly at the mountains.
“Any time you want to climb,” he said shyly.
“I’d love to, but I expect to be rather busy—I’m going to act.” She
paused for the effect.
Fran looked puzzled. “Where?”
“Right here in Aspen, at the Barn.”
“You mean Mr. Crowley’s summer theater?”
“That’s right. I’m in the company.” Languorously, the girl smoothed back
a few wisps of hair in an unmistakably theatrical gesture.
Fran grinned. “I guessed you were kidding.”
“Kidding!” Judy frowned indignantly. “It happens to be true. Mr. Crowley
is a friend of my father and he himself arranged for me to join his
theater.”
“When was that?”
“A few weeks ago.”
“Oh! That explains it.”
A strange note in the boy’s voice caught Judy’s attention. “Explains
what?” she asked cautiously.
“It’s funny you didn’t hear about it,” Fran muttered. He eyed her
unhappily. “There isn’t going to be any summer theater. Mr. Crowley
couldn’t raise enough money to swing it. He went back to Denver three
days ago.”
“Oh!” Judy felt the blood mounting to her face. There were questions she
wanted to ask but she didn’t trust herself to speak.
“I’m sorry about it, kid,” Fran murmured. “But don’t let it get you
down. Maybe next year Crowley will raise the money and you’ll be back as
leading lady.” He edged off the porch back to his bus. “Aspen isn’t a
bad place, even without a theater. You’ll have a lot of fun. And don’t
forget, whenever you want to climb—” He was at the wheel racing the
motor. The bus pulled away, gathered speed, and disappeared around the
corner far up the street. Slowly, Judy turned and dragged herself into
the house.
“Judy? Judy? Where are you?”
“You haven’t seen the house! How do you like the piano? Ugly, but it has
a wonderful tone! From what I just learned about the students coming
here to practice, you’ll escape playing without even a struggle,” her
mother rattled on.
“Oh, I’ll play sometimes.”
It was not only the voice bordering on despair but her features
distorted in pain that made her father eye her keenly.
“Judy, why this face of gloom on this lovely, happy occasion?”
“Fran just told me that the theater is all washed up—that Mr. Crowley
went back to Denver—” She couldn’t go on.
A fleeting uncertainty passed over Minna’s face but her father smiled
reassuringly.
“I’d like to know one way or the other. Can’t you telephone or
telegraph—or something,” the girl pleaded.
“The opening is probably postponed!” her father said convincingly. “That
often happens with a new venture. Of course Jim went to Denver—that’s
where he has all his connections.” Again he gave her that warm,
reassuring smile. “Suppose you don’t get started for a week or two! So
much the better. You’ll get a chance to discover Aspen, walking miles in
this wonderful, bracing climate and have fun with us.”
“You’re a real cure for the blues, Father. Grandma once called you the
incurable optimist.”
Her father raised his eyebrows. “That doesn’t sound particularly
complimentary!”
“But it was meant in the nicest way. Grandma said Minna was a worrier
and that she was lucky to be married to a man like you.”
By nightfall, basic unpacking was finished and, with no time or
opportunity to purchase food, they decided to go out for dinner. They
walked aimlessly through several streets trying to discover one of the
colorful restaurants Fran had mentioned—Little Nell, Golden Horn,
Mario’s. From the latter, as they stood on the sidewalk, voices were
heard singing operatic arias! That settled it. They went in.
Judy’s parents were enchanted not only by the atmosphere but even more
by the waiters who sang as they served and again at interludes between
courses. The food was new and exotic and Judy ate with rapt enjoyment,
the problem of Mr. Crowley and the theater temporarily forgotten.
She glanced occasionally at her mother and father. They were
incomprehensible! Their food grew cold as they talked to the waiters.
Suppose they were studying opera at the Aspen Music School! Her father
finally succumbed to the aroma of the good-smelling dinner but her
mother, between listening and applauding, found no chance to eat.
“I like opera, Father,” Judy told him, savoring the last mouthful on her
plate. “Remember how I adored ‘Pagliacci’ when I heard it at the
Metropolitan Opera House with Grandma and Grandpa! There was scenery and
costumes, and what a story! That was Opera!”
Her father laughed. “A lover of music doesn’t need trappings of scenery
and costume to enjoy opera. Your mother would rather sing or listen to
singing than eat.”
Judy shook her head. “After all,” she argued, “when you eat, you should
enjoy eating, not have to listen—to applaud.”
“Minna,” John addressed his wife, “I think Judy has a point there.
Please eat your dinner before it’s utterly spoiled.”
They returned from Mario’s relaxed and gay, Minna still humming some of
the melodies. Opening the screen door, a letter fell on the porch. Judy
picked it up, quickly glancing at the name of the sender.
“It’s a special delivery from Mr. Crowley, Father, for you.” Her face
paled.
Mr. Lurie read it silently while his daughter watched the pained
disappointment deepen on his face.
“Judy dear,” he hesitated for a moment then went on quickly as if
wishing to have the unhappy business over as fast as possible. “It seems
Fran was right. There will be no summer theater,” and he handed her the
letter. She read, tears blurring the words. “The backers faded away....
I’m so sorry about your daughter. I know how these kids are, what a
disappointment this must be. Tell her next year, cross my heart....”
Judy was desolate. It wasn’t just the disappointment at not having the
opportunity to act: that was bad enough. But what would she do with
herself in Aspen for a whole summer? The weeks ahead loomed empty and
void.
Her parents tried to cheer her up. “There’s a whole new world for you to
discover out here,” her father said. “A girl with your curiosity and
interests needn’t have a dull moment.”
“And I’m sure there are young people your age in Aspen,” her mother
added. “With a little effort, you won’t have any trouble finding
companions.”
Judy didn’t argue with them. What was the use? They had tried their
best. It wasn’t their fault that Mr. Crowley’s theater had fallen
through. “I have to make the best of it,” she said, and added
realistically, “Don’t make them miserable.” Then she further cautioned
herself, “Assume a virtue, if you have it not.”
The next few days passed quickly, even for Judy. The house had to be
made livable. “The kitchen is as old as Methuselah,” Mrs. Lurie said,
“and has the conveniences of the Stone Age.” But once everything was
done and food supplies stocked, Judy found her parents still “tearing
around like mad,” a phrase she used in her recent letter to her
grandparents.
There were faculty meetings, rehearsals to be arranged. John had to set
up programs for his newly organized quartet, and Minna was in daily
conference with Mme. Rousse and her pupils.
After four days of comparative quiet, the music students of the School
began to arrive with clockwork regularity at two-hour intervals. Judy
saw them sometimes, deadly serious as they rushed out after practice to
some other task or perhaps to a date. They were intent and enthusiastic
young people but to Judy they seemed hoary with age and
responsibilities.
For want of anything better to do, she threw herself into organizing the
household regime. Washing dishes and making beds were her department.
Her father used the carpet-sweeper and mopped up the kitchen floor with
giant strokes more suitable for a shuffleboard. There was laundry for
Minna to iron whenever someone remembered to borrow a car and call for
their bundle at the laundromat.
Judy never wondered how her mother managed to prepare their meals. Mrs.
Lurie did that and many other things besides with an ease, a sleight of
hand that was slightly deceptive. She worked hard to get everything done
and yet find time for her arduous profession. She had set herself the
task of singing in opera, a dream possible of realization here at Aspen,
but she doggedly pursued her domestic tasks. For breakfast she whipped
up some wonderful pancakes and for sheer quantity consumption, Judy held
the family record. Lunch was tuna fish, an egg, or a salad, usually
prepared by Judy for herself. Dinners meant hamburgers or chops broiled
over their outside grille, with soup and vegetables frozen or out of a
can, milk, and fresh fruit. Once a week she went all out to bake a
chicken or something in a casserole, which she optimistically expected
to see them through for days. It rarely did.
New friends and some old ones dropped in nearly every night, that is,
when there were neither lectures nor concerts scheduled. It was a busy,
full life for Judy’s parents.
But to Judy, the prospect of spending an entire summer doing simple
household chores and wandering about sightseeing alone was far from
cheering.
Each morning her mother left the house, visibly disturbed. “Judy dear,
I’m planning to take you to the pool a few afternoons during the week.
We’re dying to go ourselves. It’s already past nine. We’ve got to rush.
Good-bye, darling.” The door closed. A moment later her mother’s head
reappeared at the door.
“Forget anything, Mother?”
“No, dear. I just wanted to tell you that once our schedules are
definitely arranged, we won’t be so hectically busy.” There was the
impatient honking of a horn from the car picking them up. Her mother
hurriedly left.
Another week passed, and there was no change in the absorbing activity
in the lives of Minna and John Lurie. There were many famous people in
Aspen, artists, musicians, composers, and to Judy it seemed her parents
had to meet them all!
Even during dinner in the evening, they were involved in their own
interests, often trying to draw Judy into their conversation. Separated
during much of the day by their individual activities, they talked with
enthusiasm of discovering this one or that one. But Judy was bursting to
tell them of her discoveries: the Chairlift where she spent many hours
each day, eating her lunch or writing letters. Sometimes she sketched
the tourists as they jumped on the moving chairs of the Lift and
disappeared among the lofty mountains.
“Yes,” her mother said absently, “we know the Chairlift. We pass it
every day.”
“Some day we’ll go up and see that famous sundeck thirteen thousand feet
high,” her father casually promised and went on talking of other
matters.
“Now this Mr. William Primrose. I’ve spoken of him before, Judy. He’s
the greatest viola player in the world!” Her father’s eyes shone with
the adulation he felt for this great artist. “He’s to be the soloist at
several of the Festival concerts. You’ll be with us, Judy—something
you’ll remember all your life!”
Nor was her mother to be outdone. “Judy, you’ll never know how wonderful
the clarinet can be until you hear Reginald Kell! When he plays, his
tone more nearly resembles the human voice than anything in the world—so
delicate, so pure! He’s the greatest, the most celebrated clarinetist!”
They tried to interest her in Darius Milhaud, the greatest living
composer of modern music.
“Everyone you and Father mention seems to be the greatest,” Judy had
interrupted, a wicked gleam in her eye. She remembered the many reproofs
she had received for using just such superlatives.
“But they just happen to be,” her father said, brushing her remark
aside. “Darius Milhaud,” he began but stopped, noticing the blank look
on Judy’s face.
“You must have heard his music at concerts or on the radio!” her mother
interjected.
As Judy shook her head, her father went on patiently.
“He’s a very great composer of modern music, a Frenchman, and teaches
conducting and composition to advanced students. It’s a great honor to
have such a man on our faculty!”
He looked at his daughter hopefully. She seemed interested at last.
“What I tried to tell you before you interrupted me, this great man is
coming to our house next week. He is permitting my quartet and me to
play his newest composition in manuscript form. He’s coming with his
wife, a former actress, a fine artist in her own right.”
For a week they talked of nothing else. Whom among their friends should
they invite? Who would call for the composer and his wife, since it was
well known he walked little? What should they serve after the music? The
house must shine and, indeed, late in the night John polished floors and
furniture until they gleamed.
When the great evening came, the little parlor was crowded with friends
long before the honored guests arrived.
As Darius Milhaud walked into the room accompanied by his charming wife,
everyone rose. Milhaud walked slowly; his heavy body was crippled by
arthritis and he leaned heavily on the arm of his wife.
He greeted Minna and John Lurie warmly and with a few pleasant words to
the guests put everyone at ease—that is, everyone except Judy, who
stared uncomfortably at the composer’s face, so white and
unhealthy-looking.
After some general talk, Milhaud gave the signal and the music began.
The composition took nearly an hour and to Judy, accustomed to the more
melodic harmonies of an older school, the music was extremely trying.
She was convinced that the quartet, including her father, was playing
wrong notes! Otherwise how to account for such terrible sounds? She
squirmed wretchedly on the small couch, wedged in by former students of
Milhaud who, judging by the expression on their faces, were literally in
heaven! For a few blissful moments Judy found herself dozing, only to be
rudely wakened by a dissonance that shattered her.
But she found compensation at last! She watched the composer. She
couldn’t take her eyes off his hands. How beautiful they were as he
moved them gently, guiding the players. She no longer tried to listen to
music she neither liked nor understood. She glanced at Mrs. Milhaud and
was deeply touched. There was something in her face, her eyes, her whole
being, fastened upon her husband. As the hour advanced and the room grew
chilly, she unobtrusively rose and put a plaid shawl upon her husband’s
knees. Seeing them so, husband and wife, Judy somehow thought of her
grandparents.
The piece was finished. Everyone clapped and shouted “Bravo!” “It was
grand!” “A memorable performance!” “Sure to be an astounding success!”
But the Luries did not have to entertain a celebrity to have music in
their home. Friends came to spend a social evening, but invariably
brought with them their musical instruments—bass fiddle, cello, violin,
clarinet—and stacked them on a bed or on chairs. Everyone cheerfully
pushed the parlor furniture about, carried the music stands from the
closet under the hall stairs, switched lamps from there to here for
better lighting. There was talk, gossip of the great ones, a little
politics and world affairs, but mostly music.
Judy went to her room shortly after the first pleasant greetings were
over. Sometimes she fell asleep in spite of the music played fortissimo
right under her room.
She could always tell when it was eleven o’clock, by the clatter of the
teacups. Her mother was serving coffee and cake. Why are musicians
always so hungry, she wondered, even as she bit greedily into a large
slice of cake her mother had thoughtfully brought her.
She opened her diary. Among its pages lay the letter from Mr. Crowley.
She read it again, then briefly wrote in her diary.
“I went to the Theater Barn yesterday, just to see it! It was just as I
dreamed it would be, except the heavy padlock on the door and the sign
‘For Rent.’ Poor Mr. Crowley!”
And it seemed to Judy that she had no sooner fallen sound asleep when
she was awakened by the crash of chords. The early-bird piano student
had arrived for morning practice.
5
A RUDE YET PLEASANT AWAKENING
By the end of the second week Judy knew every street in Aspen. She had
stumbled over the uneven slabs of stone that passed for sidewalks while
gazing absently into shop windows displaying curious articles imported
from all over the world.
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She had even ventured beyond the confines of the town itself and paid
her own visit to the Tent, before her official attendance at a concert.
How inadequate had been Fran’s “Very pretty!” It was stunning. The
sunshine filtering through the open flap bathed the colored sides of the
tent and supports in luscious gold.
Not more than a few hundred yards from the Tent was a queer-looking
building of octagonal design. Approaching it, she asked one of the
bystanders, “What do they do in there?”
“Lectures,” was the terse reply. “It’s the Seminar Building. But don’t
try to listen in on them,” he said, apparently amused at the expression
on Judy’s keen and inquisitive face.
“I see you’ve got a sketch pad,” he went on. “If you are interested in
art, you’ll find the walls lined with paintings—American subjects—very
fine.” and with a nod, he was gone.
She went in and remained, examining the paintings long after the
students and visitors left.
One day she got up enough courage to go into the Jerome Hotel. Assuming
an air of confidence, which she was far from feeling, she followed some
ladies entering the lobby and doggedly kept at their heels until they
reached the pool.
How blue it looked under the dazzling sun! As fresh and cool as the
forests on Aspen Mountain not far in the distance! Guests sat on the
lawn beside the pool, their sunburnt bodies shaded by bright, colored
umbrellas. They were laughing, talking, eating.... Shouts from the pool.
She felt so alone. It was not the first time she recalled her
grandmother’s words.
Monday morning came. Would this be another week of half-kept promises?
At breakfast her mother said brightly, “Judy, I have some news for you.
I just heard about a camp and I met the girl who runs it. She’s charming
and I took such a fancy to her.”
“A camp? Here in Aspen?” Judy asked, interested, but a little cautious.
“What kind of a camp?”
“It’s a day camp. The hours are from eight-thirty to one o’clock, and
it’s just been a Godsend to the mothers and the children. It’s called
the Festival Day Camp.”
Judy’s face was a study. Her mother couldn’t possibly mean those little
tots in the station wagon she had frequently passed on the road—the
youngsters noisily piping their camp song, “We’re the Festival Day Camp,
F-E-S-T-I-V-A-L.”
“How old are the children?”
Mrs. Lurie’s enthusiasm was slightly chilled by the ominous look on her
daughter’s face. “Some are quite young, but,” she added hurriedly, “Mrs.
Freiborg’s daughter is ten, possibly eleven. I understand they do
interesting, creative things.” Mrs. Lurie found it difficult to go on.
“It could be fun,” she finished on a note that sounded more like a dirge
than a happy conviction.
“What would I be doing at such a camp!” Judy asked scathingly. “Please
don’t worry about me, Mother. I am all right as I am.”
“Let’s discuss it later,” her mother pleaded. “This afternoon Mrs.
Freiborg is definitely going to pick us up on her way to the pool.”
“Stop scowling, Judy,” her father said, displeased at Judy’s attitude.
“Lynne, who runs it, is beautiful and extremely capable. Young as she
is, she’s had years of experience. You won’t be just a camper, you’ll
get to know Lynne. Her husband is one of the youngest men in our
orchestra. They’re a delightful young couple. Mother has practically
said you would go. We’re happy to spend the money.” He patted Judy’s
shoulder affectionately. “At least you won’t be wandering around Aspen
like a lost sheep.”
“But, Father, how can you expect me to go to a camp with such infants?”
“Suppose they are younger than you?” her father asked, trying to see
Judy’s point of view. “What of it? While they carry on their activities,
you can be doing other things on your own. Differences in age don’t
matter as much as you think. We have youngsters and graybeards in our
classes. Give it a try.” At the door he paused, “You get out of anything
what you put into it.”
Still smarting under the unaccustomed pressure her parents were trying
to exert, Judy started making her lunch. In her resentment she forgot
the hours, the days of loneliness. She wrapped her sandwich and put it
in her bag with pad, pencils, crayons, and change purse. With that awful
camp looming on the not too distant horizon, she was determined to have
a really good time today. Something exciting! But what? She couldn’t
climb mountains by herself. Besides, all the trails were miles away. For
a moment she considered Fran and as quickly dismissed him. He was busy
all day riding the bus. All he ever did was to wave his hand and smile
as he passed her.
With the collapse of her plans to act, other means of retrieving the
summer from “total loss” occasionally occurred to her. A job. Audrey, in
a letter, described hers with such loving detail as quite to overshadow
the meager news about her erstwhile boy friend.
A job? Judy tried, but her disappointing attempts always followed the
same pattern.
“Have you any experience?” “None?” “Sorry.” or “We have all the help we
need. You must apply early in Aspen, long before the season.”
Judy surrendered. Actually she was enjoying this unexpected leisure.
Lonesome sometimes? Yes, but free, free to wander about....
Entering the shop of Berko Studio, she exhausted the patience of the
elderly salesman before she selected her two views of Aspen and the
mountains nearby. How much there was to see in this wonderful world of
the Rockies! A thought flashed through her mind. Why not come back with
an article for the _The Plow_, her high school paper? The October issue
was always lavishly devoted to a Vacation Series.
“My Summer in Aspen.” She shook her head. What had she done that was
interesting? Precisely nothing—yet.
“Aspen Past and Present.” Decidedly better, she thought. But it had its
drawbacks. You must have an encyclopedia or some means to acquire
information. She meditated. She had finished every book she owned. The
library! She slung her bag over her shoulder, thankful that Aspen had
one!
She reached the library in a half-hour’s brisk walk and found to her
surprise it was an insignificant corner of a large red brick structure,
“The Aspen Bank.” Thinking she must be mistaken, she circled the block
only to discover the bank building had still another entrance with an
inconspicuous sign, “Wheeler Opera House, 1881.” She stood there
puzzled. Could this be the opera house where world-famous singers and
actors had appeared in the old mining days? Why, only the other night
her father had brought home some colored photographs. Together they had
fairly drooled over the plush and gold interior, more than four hundred
gilt chairs in the orchestra, stage boxes upholstered in red plush. Her
mother had remarked with chilling candor, “It’s nothing like it used to
be. It was twice burnt down and twice restored.... We’re going there on
Thursday night. The Juillard Quartet is giving a Lecture—Recital. You’ll
see it then.”
“It’ll be a wonderful evening,” her father promised, “and I’ll take you
on a personally conducted tour of the House.”
Judy retraced her steps. The Opera House could wait.
A single room lined with books—that was the library! A placard
prominently placed on the wall cautioned “Silence.” The only person in
the room besides herself was the librarian, sitting at her desk and
looking rather forbidding in her horn-rimmed eyeglasses.
Judy searched the shelves. Still under the spell of the old mining days,
she selected _Aspen and the Silver Kings_. It was a large, heavy book,
its text liberally interwoven with pictures. She sat down at a table to
examine it more leisurely. Mule teams with heavy wagons carrying the
silver ore over Independence Pass, a road thirteen thousand feet high. A
trip over this scenic wonder was, even to the passengers in Kit Carson’s
stage coach, a fearsome thing. A hut near one of the mine shafts. Five
men playing cards. A snow slide and the five were buried under
twenty-five feet of snow.
She turned the pages. The coming of the first railroad, a queer-looking
train pulled by two engines, smoke belching from its odd-looking
funnels; people rushed down to the depot with flags, yelling themselves
hoarse. It was a great day. Ore could now be moved by train!
Judy cheerfully skipped the pages. She still hoped for something more
personal, maybe romantic. It was the human element she anxiously sought.
She read on. Under the intriguing title, “Horace Tabor, the man who
preferred love and Baby Doe to his silver empire,” Judy recognized
romance. This was the sort of pioneer life that appealed to her!
She looked at Tabor’s picture, a tall, well-built man with fine features
and a long silky mustache. While not exactly a Don Juan, he was
devotedly loved by two women, both of them interesting characters.
Augusta, his wife, came with Horace Tabor from Maine. In Leadville they
opened a general store and in a short time Horace became postmaster and
then mayor of the seventy shanties that comprised Leadville at that
time. Augusta, even as the mayor’s wife, took in boarders to help with
the family budget. Tabor generously staked the miners to food, picks,
shovels, dynamite, anything they needed to get on with their
prospecting. Augusta objected to his easy-going ways. Money was hard to
make and they often quarreled.
But Tabor in staking the miners got a share in whatever they found. The
mines began to pay off and Tabor became rich. From “Little Pittsburgh”
alone he made five hundred thousand dollars in fifteen months. He bought
other mines. He was civic-minded, gave Leadville the Opera House and a
Grand Opera House to Denver, was spoken of as the future United States
Senator. But the Tabors were unhappy and their quarrels increased.
At the age of forty-seven he met the beautiful blonde, Mrs. Harvey Doe,
known as Baby Doe. It was love at first sight! Tabor begged Augusta to
give him a divorce. She refused. He offered her mines, properties.
“Never,” she repeated. After five years of wrangling in court, she gave
him the divorce and accepted the mines. “Some day,” she told the
newspapers, “Tabor will return to me when that blonde hussy grows tired
of him.”
Judy wondered what became of Baby Doe. No doubt, somewhere among the
pages of the book something more would be told.
She went over to the desk. “I’d like to take this book home.” The
librarian looked at the title and raised her eyebrows. “Don’t you think
this is a little technical?” she smiled indulgently. “We have a copy of
_Lorna Doone_, _Jane Eyre_.”
“Thank you,” Judy smiled, “but I read those.”
“Dickens?” The librarian suggested helpfully.
“This book’s history, isn’t it?” Judy said, holding the book
possessively. “I like history and since I’m staying in Aspen, I think I
ought to look into—”
“Very well,” the librarian said kindly. “How shall I make out the card?
There’s a deposit of one dollar, which will be returned to you when you
leave Aspen.”
“A dollar!” Judy exclaimed. To give up so much money even if only
temporarily—she emptied the contents of her bag on the librarian’s desk,
although she knew all the time that it contained only twenty-five cents.
“May I take the book for a quarter and bring the rest of it tomorrow?”
“No, dear. You come tomorrow and in the meantime I’ll put the book aside
for you, although,” she added with a smile, “no one has taken it from
the shelf in years.” Her smile was so friendly, Judy wondered how she
could have thought her grim and forbidding.
Judy stood there in a quandary. It was much too early to go anywhere for
her lunch and she no longer wished to remain in the library. The Wheeler
Opera House again obtruded itself upon her thoughts. It was just around
the block. Since she was here—
“Miss...” Judy began. “Wilkes,” the librarian finished for her.
“Miss Wilkes,” Judy began again, “would it be all right for me to go
into the Opera House now? That is, is one permitted to just go in to
look around?”
“Yes, of course. The entrance is at the extreme end of the bank
building. There’s a sign, ‘Wheeler Opera House.’”
“Yes, I saw the sign.”
“The Opera House is at the very top of the building. It’s a steep climb
and the door may be locked, but you can try.”
Judy felt grateful to the librarian who had assisted her in this happy
solution. She could spend an hour “exploring,” her favorite expression
for any walk or errand in Aspen. She reached the entrance of the Opera
House and ran up the wooden steps that led into the hall. It was dingy,
not in the least what she had expected. An enormous, an apparently
never-ending flight of stairs appeared ahead of her. Worse than anything
was the deafening sound of musical instruments coming at her like waves
from every part of the building, like a giant orchestra forever tuning
up. As she stood there irresolute a pianist could be heard, the music
coming from under the staircase. For a little while it drowned out the
din of the other players.
A light now dawned on Judy. This was where the students practiced! She
recalled her father speaking of them as the lucky ones who didn’t have
to go to private homes such as theirs. He surely must have been joking!
Bank, library, practice rooms, and Opera House, all in one old brick
building! Her eyes measured the staircase. She began to climb and
increased her speed to get there quickly. By the time she reached the
landing, she was out of breath. More doors leading to more practice
rooms. If anything, the cacophony had increased.
Another staircase stretched ahead, seemingly to go to the roof. She
slowly ascended. The sounds of the instruments grew muffled, then almost
ceased. On the landing there was only one door, marked “Entrance.” She
gently turned the knob, pushed the massive door, and stepped within.
There was a prolonged whine as the door closed behind her. She stood
there, blinking at the glare of white lights on the stage. Four
musicians were sitting before their music stands and were playing with
such absorption that her mouselike entrance went unnoticed. A
quartet—she recognized the instruments.
She looked about her diffidently. A glow from the windows in the balcony
shed a soft light over the auditorium. She saw the walls, papered in
deep red embossed with gold medallions. But there were no gold and plush
boxes, nor hundreds of gilded chairs!
She couldn’t remain standing there like a statue. If she sat down in one
of the orchestra seats, she might be seen. The balcony would be best;
besides, from that point of vantage she could see everything better. She
moved quietly along the wall, tip-toed up the circular stairs, and
gently lowered a seat. The hinge snapped and the seat fell with a bang.
The quartet was playing softly, which made matters worse, and only when
it began its brilliant finale did she slide into the seat. She looked
about her. It was easy to picture the one-time audience, all satin and
brocade, glittering with diamonds and jewels. She was jolted out of her
pleasant fancies when one of the musicians stepped forward to address
the empty auditorium.
“In order to give the student body and our guests some greater insight
into the music of Bartok, each member of the quartet will play a solo
passage and follow it with his interpretation. In this way, we feel that
those unfamiliar with the work of Bartok will learn to understand its
profound meaning and—”
The voice of each of the successive players was pleasant. They explained
long and difficult passages, preceded by equally long and difficult
excerpts from the music. Judy sighed. And this is what her father had
promised would be a wonderful evening! She sat there, her lips
compressed. If this is what the Juillard Quartet was going to play
Thursday night, wild horses wouldn’t drag her here again!
Her eyes ached from the harsh lights on stage. One could hear as well
with eyes shut. Her father often did. The musicians’ faces, their voices
and their music faded, then melted into an exciting vision....
She recognized immediately the figure of Horace Tabor. His thick, silky
mustache was unmistakable. And that was Augusta, his wife, as she
upbraided him as she swept the stage, her long, black skirt swishing
about her, her eyes flashing, her hair like a tower on her head.
“Is that how you repay me for the many years of hard work, traipsing all
the way from Maine to Colorado? And now that you are rich, you think you
can desert me for that baby-faced blonde, Baby Doe?” Her voice quivered
with anger and disdain.
“Be reasonable, Augusta,” Tabor’s voice was firm, yet sad.
“Reasonable! I will never give you a divorce. Never!”
“But, Augusta, you forget. I have my divorce!”
“One that I will never recognize!” she wildly interrupted.
“Baby Doe is now my wife. I love her!”
And there clinging to Tabor was Baby Doe, her soft curves pressed close
to him, her head crowned with golden curls resting on his breast.
“She, that creature, will be your ruin!” Augusta said and pointed her
finger derisively. “You’ll never become Senator tied to her! You’ll
never be anything! You’re finished!”
“Augusta,” Tabor spoke with sorrowful dignity. “I have made you rich.
I’ve given you mines. You want more money, very well! Only I will have
Baby Doe....” And he clasped the silent clinging figure closer to him.
Augusta rose to her full height, like an angry prophetess of old. “She’s
after your money, your fortune. And when that is gone, she’ll leave you!
Some day when you are ragged and poverty-stricken, you will wake up.
Wake up!”
Judy felt someone shaking her arm. “Wake up!” the voice repeated. She
opened her eyes with difficulty. A boy was bending over her.
“The rehearsal’s over. The quartet will be leaving in a few minutes and
lock up.”
Judy looked at him, her mind still hovering between the past and the
present. “Who are you?” she asked.