"GOOD IN EVERYTHING."
Betty's satisfaction, though, ended with the day. "I am never happy one
day but what I've _got_ to be unhappy the next," she said plaintively to
her father the following evening, when telling him her woes.
"You might put it another way," he said, smiling, "and say you are never
very unhappy one day but what you are very happy the next."
Betty shook her head gravely. "But I am not," she said. "I can't be
_sure_ I am going to be happy, but I can be that I am going to be
unhappy, and sometimes it lasts for ever so long."
"You poor little suffering martyr," said Dr. Trenire, "what is wrong
now?"
"It's my stockings," said Betty solemnly.
"Whatever is wrong with your stockings? Stand still, child, can't you,
and tell me."
"No," said Betty, "I can't, my legs itch so. I am sure I shall be crazy
before long. I _almost_ wish I'd been sent away to school too, then I
could give them away, as Kitty has."
"Given away what?--her legs? What made Kitty do it, and what is wrong
with the stockings? Are they new, that they have only just begun to
irritate you?"
"No, they aren't new, but--well, you see, I've only just been found
out."
"What _do_ you mean?"
"Well, you see, Aunt Pike would make us wear these ugly, woolly, itchy
things, and "--Betty's voice waxed indignant--"she wouldn't believe us
when we said we couldn't, and so--well, I thought of it first--we wore
our black cotton ones under these, and then we didn't feel them."
"I see," said Dr. Trenire, a smile beginning to twinkle in his eyes.
"And you were not found out?"
"Not till to-day," with a triumphant air; "but to-day there was a hole
in the gray ones, and I didn't know it; but Aunt Pike saw the black
showing through, and she screamed out, 'Elizabeth, _what_ has happened
to your leg?' And oh! I did jump so; and then I looked, and there was
a great black spot, and everybody was looking and laughing. It was--oh,
it was dretful, and Aunt Pike was _so_ angry, she made me go home and
take off the black ones; and now she has taken all my cotton ones away,
and--and I've _got_ to wear these, and it's--it's _awful_, it really is,
daddy," and poor Betty's eyes grew pink with tears.
"I know," said her father sympathetically. "I suffer in the same way
myself. Don't cry, child; it will be all right. I will explain to your
aunt."
But Betty had borne much that day, and the tears, at least a few, had to
come. "She said if Tony can bear it, I can; but Tony doesn't mind, he
doesn't feel it; he says, though, he would never have said he didn't if
he had known it would make it harder for me and Kitty."
"Loyal Tony!" laughed Dr. Trenire. "I like his spirit. Well, don't
fret about it any more; you shall have some others. I think, though,
that we will have some other colour; they aren't very pretty, are they?"
"Pretty!" cried Betty; "they are _'trocious_. No one else would have
worn them. I'll take them off now; shall I, father?"
"Hadn't you better wait till you have some others to put on?"
"Oh no, thank you. Fanny wouldn't take long getting me some. If you
will give her some money, she won't be more than a few minutes.
I'll wrap my feet up in two shawls for the time."
"I see there is to be no time wasted," said Dr. Trenire. "You are a
business-like young person, Betty."
"Yes," said Betty, with satisfaction. "You see, I can't do anything
until I have them; and if they are going to be bought, they may as well
be bought quickly."
"Your logic is admirable; but, dear, why didn't you speak to me about it
before? It would have been much better than pretending to obey your
aunt all these weeks, and deceiving her."
Betty looked ashamed. To have the word "deceive" used about herself
without any glossing of it over made her feel very small and mean.
"We did think of it, father," she said earnestly; "but Kitty said she
didn't want to seem to be always complaining about Aunt Pike."
"I see," said Dr. Trenire quietly, and he gazed for a moment gravely
into the fire before he left the room.
Betty never knew what passed between her father and her aunt; but she
heard no more about the gray stockings, and she wrote off delightedly to
Kitty to tell her all about it.
Kitty was out when the letter came. It was the day on which the girls
were taken for an afternoon's shopping or sight-seeing.
"I really must get some presents to take home to them all," she had said
quite seriously to Pamela in the morning.
Pamela laughed. "There are eleven more weeks to do it in," she said.
But Kitty covered her ears. "Don't, don't," she cried--"just when I
have been telling myself that time is flying, and that I haven't many
more chances."
"Well, you haven't _many_," laughed Pamela. "Of course we don't go
every week. I think you are wise, though, to get your things while you
have the money, and if you see things later that you like better you
mustn't mind."
"I shall keep my eyes turned away from the shops," said Kitty. "Now be
quiet, Pamela, while I make my list."
"Mine is ready," said Pamela, with something between a laugh and a sigh,
and she held up a blank sheet.
"Haven't you any one to get anything for?" said Kitty sympathetically,
sorry At once that she had talked so much about herself. "Poor Pamela!"
"Only Miss Hammond," said Pamela. "We generally give her some flowers--
most of us do, at least. Rhoda Collins doesn't; she says it seems such
a waste of money, as flowers fade so soon. I suggested one
day that she should give Miss Hammond a cake instead, as that at any
rate was useful."
"And did she?"
"No; she said one couldn't get anything very nice for a penny."
Kitty tittered. "Flowers for Miss Hammond," she wrote on her list.
"What do you give to Miss Pidsley?"
"Miss Pidsley!" Pamela looked surprised at her question. "Oh, nothing.
You see, Miss Hammond goes with us, and--and--well, we all like her; but
Miss Pidsley--I don't know why, but I think we never thought of giving
her anything. I should be afraid to."
The shopping was really great fun; the girls swarmed about the counters
and wandered about the shops, going into raptures over this thing and
hesitating about buying that thing, until it really seemed as though all
the purchases never would be made. Yet by degrees they somehow acquired
a great many curious possessions.
Kitty bought a nice pocket-book for her father, a little brooch for
Betty, a book for Tony, and a penknife for Anna; but it took so long to
decide on these that she left her presents for the servants to get
another day, for she still had to buy her flowers for Miss Hammond, and
teatime was fast approaching. The flower-shop was perhaps the most
fascinating of all; the cut flowers, the ferns, and the plants in the
pots were perfectly bewildering in their beauty. Kitty was in raptures,
and almost wished she had bought flowers to take home to them all,
instead of the things she had got.
"Father would simply love that fern," she cried, "and Betty would go
wild over that little white basket with the ferns and hyacinths in it.
O Pamela, I do so want it for her! I want them all!"
Pamela had not lost her head as Kitty had. "Well, the hyacinths will
have faded long before you go home, Kitty, and the brooch is easier to
pack."
Kitty laughed somewhat shamefacedly. Her eye was already caught by a
lovely little flowering rose-bush in a pot. "I must buy that," she said
with determination, "and I am going to."
"For Miss Hammond? Oh, how nice! Stupid me had never thought of a
plant for her. I always get cut flowers for her room."
"It isn't for Miss Hammond," said Kitty rather shyly; "I have bought
violets for her. I think I will take the rose back to Miss Pidsley."
"Miss Pidsley! You funny girl, Kitty."
"Well, at any rate I will offer it to her, and if she doesn't like it--
she can't hurt me; and it does seem rather hard that she should miss all
this, and not have anything taken back to her either. She seems to have
all the dull, disagreeable things to do, and none of the nice ones."
"I had never thought of that," said Pamela. "I suppose she chose what
should be her work, and what should be Miss Hammond's."
"Then she must be a good sort to have given all the nicest things to
others to do, and have kept all the dull ones for herself," said Kitty,
with the frankness with which schoolgirls discuss their elders in
private.
"Come along, girls," called Miss Hammond, returning to the shop.
"I have ordered tea, and it will be ready in five minutes."
By this time it was getting dark, and it was very pleasant to turn from
the cold, windy streets into the snug, brightly-lighted room where tea
was laid for them at a couple of tables placed in the window.
The blinds were up, and they could watch the people and the busy life in
the streets, or could turn their eyes inwards and look at that in the
room, where every table was occupied. They were all very hungry and
pleased and excited. The food was good and the tea was good, and the
girls could talk and laugh to their hearts' content.
Then there was the walk home through the busy streets again, where the
shops were all brilliantly lighted now, making everything look very gay
and cheerful. Kitty felt the exhilaration of it tingling in her blood
as she stepped along through the strange scenes which, in her eyes, were
so exciting and gay and full of interest.
When they reached home and the others all flew off to their rooms, Kitty
stood for a moment hesitating; then, with a little added flush on her
cheeks, she walked along the hall to Miss Pidsley's private room and
knocked. There was a moment's silence, then "Come in," said Miss
Pidsley in a voice that was not exactly encouraging, for it was that of
a person who had reached the limits of her patience.
Kitty almost wished she had not come. She seemed to be doing such a
dreadful thing by interrupting, and suddenly her pretty rose looked very
poor and insignificant; but there was no drawing back now, so she opened
the door and went in. Miss Pidsley looked up very sharply.
"Oh, surely, Katherine," she began, when she saw who it was, "it is not
time for your music lesson yet?" Then she noticed that Kitty had on her
hat, and had evidently only just come in.
"Oh no, Miss Pidsley," said Kitty, "there is an our yet before that.
I hope I haven't interrupted you. I brought you home a little
rose-tree, which I hope--I--I thought you might like it," and she put
the beautiful, cheery-looking little crimson rambler down on the table
beside her.
Miss Pidsley looked completely surprised, but quite pleased. "How kind
of you, Katherine--how very kind of you to think of me," she said, and
Katherine noticed that her voice sounded strangely. Then her head
dropped on her hand, and she gave a deep, deep sigh. "Oh," she
exclaimed, and the words seemed to be forced from her, "I am _so_
worried, and oh! so tired, so tired." Then she looked up again with
almost an embarrassed air. "I am afraid I spoke sharply when you
knocked. I feared it might be Jane again, and after the scene I have
had with her I really do not want to see her for some time yet. She has
quarrelled with the house-maid, and both have given me notice; and what
to do I don't know, just at the beginning of term and all." Miss
Pidsley talked on as though she really could not keep her troubles to
herself any longer. "It has been a most trying scene; they upset me
dreadfully, they were so violent."
Had any one else in the house heard the usually reserved headmistress
talking so unreservedly they would have gasped with astonishment. But
Kitty was too full of sympathetic interest to think of anything else.
She had a little unconscious way of her own of winning confidence from
the most unlikely of people, and poor Miss Pidsley, who was so weary, so
overburthened with worries, so perplexed and altogether out of heart,
could not refrain from pouring her troubles out to her; for, first of
all, her sympathy, and, secondly, her little gift of the rose had
carried her straight into Miss Pidsley's lonely, aching heart.
There was Miss Hammond, of course, for her to confide in, and Miss
Hammond would have been told some of the worries by-and-by, but deep
down in Miss Pidsley's heart lurked a little pain, a little trouble that
Miss Hammond's advice could never lessen. Miss Hammond was attractive,
charming, genial, and every one liked her; the girls all adored her.
Miss Pidsley was not attractive, and she had not a genial manner, and
she told herself that nobody cared for her, and that the girls feared
and disliked her. And, unfortunately, this feeling, which hurt her
cruelly, made her withdraw herself more and more from all but what one
might call the business part of the life, and so gave the girls a real
reason for feeling towards her as they did.
Fortunately Kitty had not known Miss Pidsley long enough to realize how
very unlike herself she was now, so she was not at all embarrassed, but
only intensely full of a desire to help.
"Miss Pidsley," she said, after a moment's pause, "if you would let me,
I will write to father and ask him if he knows of any girls that would
do for you. He often does hear of servants wanting places--nice ones
too. You see, he knows so many poor people."
Miss Pidsley looked up surprised. She had never thought of Kitty as a
possible helper in her dilemma. "It is very kind of you, Katharine, to
think of it," she said warmly. "I should indeed be most grateful to
your father if he could help me. He would know that the girls were
respectable and nice. But I really do not like to trouble him, he is
such a busy man."
"Oh, father wouldn't think it a trouble. I will write to-night," said
Kitty, delighted at the prospect of being able to help. "I wish you had
been with us this afternoon, Miss Pidsley; you would have enjoyed it
so. We had a lovely time."
"I wish I had," said Miss Pidsley. "At any rate I should have had some
tea, which is more than I got at home."
"No tea!" Kitty was shocked. No wonder she found her mistress tired and
overdone. "Shall I tell them to get you some now?" she asked, moving
towards the door.
"Oh no!" cried Miss Pidsley, alarmed. "I would not ask for anything
while matters are in such a state in the kitchen." Then she laughed with
some embarrassment at her confession of fear.
"I will go and take off my things now," said Kitty, and she left rather
abruptly and ran quickly to her room.
The throwing off of her hat and coat occupied less than a minute; then,
taking out from a tin box a spirit-lamp and kettle, she filled the
latter and put it on to boil. That done, she ran softly down the stairs
to the pantry. Fortunately for her, Nellie, the schoolroom maid, was
there alone. Nellie, who was an easy-going, good-tempered girl, had
been the pleased recipient of the discarded gray stockings, and had ever
since showed a gratitude which was beyond Kitty's comprehension, for in
her opinion it was she who had most cause to be grateful. To Nellie
Kitty explained her wants, and after a brief, whispered consultation she
was soon speeding back with a little jug of milk, some tea in a small
teapot, and a plate of biscuits on a tray. In her room she had a pretty
teacup of her own, which she meant to use.
The kettle was singing by the time she got back, and a few moments later
she made her way proudly down to Miss Pidsley's room with a fragrant
scent of tea marking her path. This time, when she knocked, Miss
Pidsley really did think she had come for her music lesson, and a little
sigh again escaped her, a sigh which turned to an exclamation of real
pleasure when she saw what Kitty was bringing her. Cornish Kitty had
forgotten all about sugar or a teaspoon, but Miss Pidsley needed her tea
so badly she did not heed the omission, but sat down at once to enjoy to
the full her little picnic meal.
When Kitty returned to her own room again she was surprised at herself
for feeling so happy. "School isn't _all_ bad," she said thoughtfully.
"I dare say I should get quite to like it in time."
Then her eye fell on Betty's newly-arrived letter, and tearing it open,
she read of all her woes and triumphs connected with the detested
woollen stockings. There was a long letter from Dan too, full of a sort
of laughing sympathy as well as jokes and fun, but with here and there
the strain of seriousness which so often astonished Dan's friends, and
made him the dear, lovable old boy he was.
"It was rough on you," he wrote, "to pack you off to school like that,
and jolly unfair too; and I expect you felt you would never smile again.
But you will, and before many weeks are gone by, too; and I do believe
it is the best thing for both of us. We didn't make any friends at
home; there was no one we cared for, and we are such a funny, reserved
crew--at least that's what they say here about me, and I believe I was
the best of us--in that way, I mean. It won't be so very long before we
shall be going home, and, my word, it is worth while going away just to
have the going home again. So cheer up, old girl; it isn't every one
that can boast of a brother like me. Hurry up and write, just to show
you appreciate your blessings."
"There _are_ some things to make up for being away," thought Kitty, and
she wrote Dan a long, bright, hopeful letter, and another to Betty.
A week or so later she wrote to her father to broach her desire to bring
home Pamela with her. She thought it wise to mention it early, as it
would take some time to reconcile Aunt Pike to the thought. For more
than a week she had no reply and no letter from any one, and she was
just beginning to worry very much about it when a letter came from her
father.
"I shall be delighted to welcome your young friend," he wrote, "and I am
very glad you have one you want to bring home with you. But I can only
consent conditionally, for poor unfortunate Anna is down with measles,
and is very unwell, poor child. I have not spoken to your aunt yet
about your plan, for she is too worried about Anna, and some other
matters, to bear any more agitation. If Betty and Tony do not develop
measles, and I am taking every precaution to prevent its spreading, the
house will be free of infection and safe for you all to come to; but
should they develop it--well, it does no good to climb our hills before
we reach them, and we will not anticipate any such blow. When Anna is
free from infection and able to travel, her mother will take her to the
sea for a thorough bracing up. I am sure you will understand how things
are at present, and make the best of them if they should not turn out as
you wish."
Poor Kitty! She saw at once that what her father tried not to
anticipate was the possibility of her not being able to come home at all
for the holidays, nor Dan either; and how could one help climbing such a
hill before one came to it, or at least standing at its foot and gazing
anxiously up its rough, stony sides?
"I do think Anna was born to aggravate," she said crossly, but a few
moments later her anger against her cooled. "It must be horrid for her
too," she added, "for she never seems to get any fun out of anything,
not even out of being ill."