MOKUS AND CARROTS.
Kitty heard Dan go downstairs the next morning just as she was finishing
dressing, and her heart thumped painfully, for she knew he was going to
confess. When confessions had to be made Dan always made them as
quickly as possible so as to get them off his mind. Kitty hurriedly
finished her dressing, and followed him with some vague idea in her mind
of helping him.
But when they got down there was no one else about, and before they had
seen any one to whom to confess, Mrs. Pike burst into the dining-room
where they stood, miserably enough, waiting.
"Kitty, Dan, do either of you know where your father is? I want him to
come to Anna. She is so unwell, and in some extraordinary way has burnt
her hands dreadfully. Oh dear! oh dear! what troubles do come upon me.
I suppose it was foolish of me to leave her last night to put herself to
bed when she was so tired. I might have known she would tumble over the
lamp, or do something equally careless. It was kind of you, Kitty, to
attend to her burns for her, poor child, but you should have come and
called me." There were tears in Aunt Pike's eyes as she turned to thank
her niece. "You--she--Anna need not have been afraid. I did not know I
was so harsh with her that she was afraid to--" and poor Aunt Pike broke
off, quite overcome. The shock of finding Anna feverish and ill, and
with her hands bandaged, had upset her greatly.
Dan, sincerely touched and conscience-stricken, stepped forward.
"Aunt Pike," he began, "I--"
But Kitty with a look and a sign checked him. "Wait," she whispered.
"I think you had better wait, or you may make things worse for Anna."
Dan looked distressed. "I don't think I shall," he answered testily, as
Aunt Pike went out of the room. "I hate mystery. Why can't we speak
out and have it over? I am going to, Kitty."
"I want you to, as much as you do," she answered in a troubled voice,
"but we have to think of Anna. She did so much for us last night, and--
well, I believe if we were to tell Aunt Pike all about it now, it would
hurt her more than ever, because she would think Anna had been deceiving
her; and Anna did not mean to, she only meant to be kind to us."
So Dan, though most unwillingly, had to agree. It annoyed him, and hurt
his dignity, and offended his sense of honour to have to let Anna bear
the weight of his misdoing; but he still hoped that when he could see
Anna she might consent to his making a full confession. Here, though,
he was again doomed to disappointment, for Anna only turned to him
pleadingly. "Don't say anything about it," she cried. "O Dan, don't!
If mother was to know now she would be more angry than ever, and she
would never trust me again, or forgive either of us."
So Dan, out of his gratitude to her, had to give in; and there the
matter rested for the time at least. But it had brought about two
important changes--it cured Dan, and all of them, for some time, of
their love of reading in bed; and it made them more tolerant in their
feelings towards Anna.
Christmas, since that last one their mother had spent with them, had
never been a festive or a happy season in Dr. Trenire's house. To the
doctor it was too full of sad memories for him to be able to make it gay
or cheerful for his children, and the children did not know how to set
about making it so for themselves, while Aunt Pike had no ideas on the
subject beyond sending and receiving a few cards, giving Anna a
half-sovereign to put in the savings bank, and ordering a rather more
elaborate dinner on Christmas Day.
Kitty, Dan, and Betty this year felt a real yearning for a Christmas
such as they had read of, and discussed all manner of impossible plans,
but there it all ended. Dr. Trenire gave them a book each, and they sat
around the schoolroom fire reading them and munching the sweets they had
clubbed together to buy, and that was all the festivity they had that
year.
It was a damp, mild season, unseasonable and depressing, pleasant
neither for going out nor for staying indoors; and Dan, who had less
than five weeks' holidays, and had already had one of them spoilt by the
weather, grumbled loudly, fully convinced that he had every reason to do
so.
But with January came a change to high, cold winds, which dried up the
mud, and, having done that much service, departed, to be followed by
days of glorious sunshine. Just about the middle of the month Mrs.
Pike had to go away for a week or two to visit her sister in Yorkshire,
and with this circumstance, and the lovely weather combined, the
children's spirits rose. Dan had but a fortnight's holiday left, it is
true, but they meant to enjoy every possible minute of that fortnight,
and to begin with they decided on an expedition to Helbarrow Tors, one
of their most beloved of picnic places. Anna had never seen that
wonderful spot, and Anna, who did not accompany her mother on her
Yorkshire visit, was to be introduced to all its beauties on the very
day after her mother's departure.
As though knowing what was expected of it, the day broke most
promisingly. Of course it was not really light until about eight
o'clock--in fact, they got up and had their breakfast by gaslight, for
they really could not stay in bed late with such prospects as they had
before them; but already the weather signs were good, and Jabez was most
encouraging.
"I'll back a mist like that there," he said, "agin anything for turning
out a fine day. You mark my words now, Miss Kitty; and I'll go right
along and get that there donkey and cart for fear anybody else should be
put in the mind to 'ave a little egscursion too, and get un furst."
Fanny was as amiable as Jabez. When Kitty went out to the kitchen to
see about their food for the day she found her with a row of baskets on
the table before her, and Dan sitting on the corner of it superintending
her doings.
"There, Miss Kitty," she exclaimed, "that's the salt I've just put in,
so don't anybody say I forgot it, and don't anybody go unpacking it
any'ow or it'll be upset; and we don't want no bad luck, do we?"
Kitty looked at the baskets joyfully.
"I've put in what I calls a good allowance for six. Do 'ee think
that'll be enough?" asked Fanny anxiously, "or shall I put in a bit more
cake, and a pasty or two extra? P'r'aps I'd better."
"Perhaps you had," said Kitty thoughtfully. "You see, we have the whole
day, and one does get hungry out of doors, and there is never a shop
anywhere near--and if there is, we never have any money to spend in it."
Even while she was speaking Fanny was stowing the extra pasties and cake
into the basket. "Now, Master Dan, remember that's the basket you'm to
carry," pointing to a large square one with the cover securely fastened
down. "There's nothing to eat in it, but it's the 'eaviest, 'cause it's
got the milk in it, and a bottle of methylated spirits and the little
stove in case you can't get no sticks nor no fire."
"O Fanny, you _are_ cruel," sighed Dan. "I really don't know," with a
very good imitation of a catch in his voice, "how you can say to me the
nasty things you do."
"Ah!" said Fanny, with a knowing shake of her head. "I may be cruel,
and I have my failings, but I can read you through and through, Master
Dan, same as if you was a printed book. You take my word for that."
"X rays aren't in it," cried Dan. "Eyes of a hawk, and a heart of
stone. What a combination!"
"That there littlest basket," went on Fanny, turning to Kitty, "is for
Master Tony; and you must see that Master Dan don't get hold of it, and
let his little brother wear hisself out carrying the 'eavy one."
"Fanny, what do you take me for?"
"I take 'ee for what you are," said Fanny calmly--"an anointed young
limb, and as artful as you are high."
"Wait till I have gone back to school," said Dan wistfully, "then every
cruel and unjust thing you have said and thought of me will come back to
you, and 'Too late, ah, too late,' you will moan as you sob yourself
ill; 'and I loved that boy better than any one in the whole wide
world!'"
Which had enough of truth in it to make Fanny quite cross, or seem to
be.
"Master Tony's basket has got some lunch in it for you all to eat on
your way. There's a little pasty each, and some biscuits. I did put in
a big one for Master Dan, but I've more'n half a mind to take it out
again, seeing as he's be'aving so, sitting on the table and swinging his
legs. I s'pose those are the manners they learns him to school!"
Dan chuckled. "I wish they did," he said. "No, it's only you who let
me behave myself as I like, Fanny. No one else in the wide world is so
kind to me. O Fanny, I wish you were coming with us."
"So do I," cried Kitty. "Wouldn't it be fun!" And Fanny, quite
mollified, did not remove Dan's big pasty.
The door opened and Jabez came in. "I've got the moke," he said; "he's
in the yard; and I've put a few carrots in the cart for 'ee to 'tice un
along with, for if that there creetur haven't made up his mind a'ready
not to see Helbarrow Tor this day--well, I'm a Dutchman, and whatever my
failings I ain't that yet."
"The only enticing he'll get from me will be with the whip," said Dan
with great scorn, "so you can take out the carrots again." But Jabez
shook his head wisely.
"They won't take up much room," he said. "I'll put 'em in the nose-bag,
and if you don't need 'em on the way, you can give 'em to the creetur
when he gets there, by way of encouraging un another time. Now, are you
all ready, miss? It's best for 'ee to start before he falls asleep
again, for they'm always poor-tempered if they'm woke up, and then
they'm obstinater than ever."
The five of them could not all get into the cart at once, at least not
with any comfort, so they always, on these excursions, took it in turn
to ride and tie; and Dan, who did not crave for the glory of driving
Mokus through the street, walked on with Betty, leaving the others to
follow.
It was certainly cold when first they started; the air was fresh and
biting, with a touch of frost in it, and the sun had not yet come out.
Anna shivered beneath her fur-lined cloak, and Tony, thrusting his hands
deep down in his pockets, snuggled down between Kitty and Anna, and felt
very glad for once that he was not allowed an outside seat.
But by degrees the sun shone through the misty grayness, bathing the
road before them, and lighting up the bare hedges on either side until
it really seemed that spring had come, that the fresh morning air was
certainly full of the scent of primroses and violets, and the sweet
earthy smell of moss. The birds evidently thought so too, for they came
fluttering and flying from all manner of cosy hiding-places, and,
undaunted by the sight of the brown branches and the leafless twigs,
boldly perched themselves on telegraph wires and trees to survey the
scene while they made their summer plans.
What more could one want than brown branches if the sun was on them!
And how could one hurry or worry, or do anything but revel quietly in
the beauty that lay all about one, and tell oneself there were no gray
days to come!
Mokus, for one, evidently felt that this was no occasion for haste, and
Kitty did not contradict him. She herself felt that she wanted to
linger over every moment, and get the fullest enjoyment out of it all.
Dan, however, had other views, and when, at the foot of Tremellen Hill,
they found him and Betty perched on a low bridge awaiting them, he
upbraided them plaintively for their waste of time.
"But no girl ever could drive, even a donkey," he said loftily.
"He will find out now that he has met his master. Get up, Betty. Do be
quick. I want to reach Helbarrow to-day, and it must be lunch-time
already." At which Tony, who was scrambling down from the cart, reached
back for his basket.
"I fink I'd better take it wiv me," he said gravely. "If they are going
so fast, p'r'aps we shan't see them any more till we get there."
"I think we needn't be afraid of that," said Anna sarcastically, "if we
don't walk too fast."
Oh what a day it was! and what a donkey! and what a journey! And oh the
time it took! and how they did enjoy it all! When they had walked for
about a mile or more, the three sat down to rest and await the carriage
folk, of whom they had not caught a glimpse since they walked away and
left them. Then by degrees Tony's luncheon basket assumed a prominent
position in their thoughts and before their eyes. Morning air,
particularly in January, is hungry air; and to wait, with the food under
your very nose, and not be free to eat it, is not easy.
"I really must go back a little way to see if they are anywhere near,"
said Kitty at last, growing impatient and hungry. Anna and Tony were
hungry too, but they were too comfortable and lazy to move, so they
leaned luxuriously amongst the dry twigs and leaves and dead grass in
the hedge, and watched Kitty as she walked eagerly back again along the
level road they had just travelled. When she reached the brow of the
hill she stopped, and the next moment a peal of laughter announced the
fact that she had caught sight of the laggards.
It was unkind, perhaps, of her to laugh. Dan thought it was "beastly
mean," but then he was not in a frame of mind to see the humour of the
situation, for up the whole of that long steep hill he had marched at
Mokus's head, tugging with all his might at the bridle with one hand,
while the other held a huge carrot just beyond the obstinate creature's
reach. Dan was not only hot and tired and out of patience, but he was
extremely mortified.
"Where is Betty?" called Kitty, trying to check her laughter.
Betty, hearing her name, came round from the back of the cart; she was
almost purple in the face, and looked quite exhausted.
"I've been pushing," she gasped. "I believe it would have been easier
to have been harnessed in the shafts."
"You poor little thing," cried Kitty. "You must rest now and I'll take
a turn, and you shall both have our turn in the cart after lunch, and we
will walk. We aren't a bit tired."
"Thank you," they said, with stern decision in their voices, "we would
rather walk; it is so much easier."
Kitty felt quite sorry for them. "Anna and Tony are only a little way
ahead," she said encouragingly. "We've got such a jolly place to have
our lunch in, and we will have a nice rest there. Give the poor thing
the carrot now, Dan."
"Give him the carrot!" cried Dan indignantly. "I should like to see
myself! After his behaviour, he'll never even have a sniff of it again,
if I can help it," and Dan sent the carrot flying over the hedge to show
that he meant what he said.
A good lunch, though, restored both his strength and his temper, and
after it was over they all managed to pack into the cart for the rest of
the short distance they had to go. Anna took the reins this time, and
whether it was that Mokus felt the firmness of her grip, or guessed that
rest and freedom for a few hours lay awaiting him at the end of another
mile, no one knew, but he started off down the next hill at quite a
quick trot, which he never once slackened until he was drawn up beside
the low stone hedge which in some long-past age had been erected around
the foot of the tors. Dan declared it was the weight of himself and
Betty on the tail-board which made him go, and having once been started
he could not stop if he wanted to. In any case Mokus was forgiven, and
it was with very kindly hands and many a pat that they unharnessed him
from the cart and tethered him by a long rope to the stump of a stunted
hawthorn bush, close to the remains of a little hut, which, with the old
wall, had often caused the children much speculation as to when and why
it was built there, and by whom.
Then, each carrying a basket, they started to climb to the top to find
first of all a cosy, sheltered spot for a dining-room. On the tors the
sun was shining and the wild thyme smelling as sweetly as though it were
April rather than January.
"Oh, look at the robins!" cried Tony delightedly. They were pausing in
their climb, and the little bright-eyed, warm-breasted creatures were
hopping about them quite boldly. "Kitty, do let me give them some
crumbs, they are such darlings, and I think they are quite glad to see
us. They aren't a bit afraid."
"'To see a robin in a cage
Puts all heaven in a rage,'"
quoted Kitty dreamily.
Anna looked quite shocked. "O Kitty," she said, "how can you? You are
quite profane."
Kitty laughed. "Am I?" she said. "What a dreadful word to use!
I didn't mean to be. I didn't make up those lines, you know. Oh, don't
you think," she went on eagerly, "it would be a nice game to try how
many different verses about robins we can remember?"
"Do you mean nursery verses and all?" asked Dan. Kitty nodded; her
brain was already busy.
"I think it will be lovely," said Betty. "I know quite a lot."
"Go ahead then," urged Dan, "and remember to give author and book."
"Nursery verses and nursery rhymes haven't got any author," said Betty
with a very superior air.
Dan was on the alert at once; he loved to torment Betty.
"No author! Oh! oh! what an appalling display of childish ignorance,"
he cried in pretended horror, "and after all the trouble I have taken
with you too. My dear child, don't you know that some one must have
composed them or they wouldn't be--but there, I suppose little children
can't be expected to understand these things."
"But I do," cried Betty indignantly. "You don't know all I know.
I know a great deal more than you think, though you may not think so."
"Dear me! Do you really now?" said Dan, pretending to be enormously
impressed. "What a genius we may have in the family without our ever
suspecting it. Tell us who wrote:
"'And when they were dead,
The robins so red
Took strawberry leaves and over them spread,'"
"What would be the good?" said Betty, with a sigh as if of hopeless
despair. "You wouldn't reckernize the name if I told you."
"No, I don't expect I should," laughed Dan derisively. "Not the way you
would pronounce it, at least."
"Stop teasing her, Dan," cried Kitty. "We all of us have to think.
Let us take it in turns. Now then, you begin."
For a moment Dan looked somewhat taken aback, then memory came suddenly
to him.
"'Who killed Cock Robin?
"I," said the Spar--'"
"That is not right," said Betty; "you are not beginning at the
beginning; you are missing out half."
"Of course, as if I didn't know that," retorted Dan, but he looked
rather foolish; "but we are only here for the day, after all, and I am
not going to spend it all in saying nursery rhymes. If we were going to
stay a week it would be different."
"That's all very well, but _I_ believe you don't know it," said Betty
softly but decisively.
Whereupon Dan in great wrath burst forth,--
"'It was on a merry time
When Jenny Wren was young,'" etc., etc.
When he had chanted three verses, they begged him to stop. When he had
reached the twelfth they all went on their knees to him and implored him
to stop; but no, on he went, and on and on to the very last line.
"Next time," he said, turning to Betty when he had reached the end,
"I hope you will believe me."
"If I don't I won't say so," remarked Betty softly, with a sigh of
relief; "but of course I can't make myself believe you if I don't."
"Oh, can't you?" said Dan. "You try once and see. Now then, Anna, your
turn."
"I don't know anything about robins," said Anna. "Mother thought
nursery rhymes were foolish. So do I."
"Oh no, you don't really," cried four voices in tones of mingled
amazement and disgust.
"Yes, I do. Why not?"
"What a pity," said Kitty softly. "I think they are beautiful. I am
glad my mother thought so too, But it need not be a nursery rhyme, Anna.
Don't you know,
"'Little bird with bosom red,
Welcome to my humble shed,'
"or any other?"
"Ye--es," said Anna doubtfully. "I had to learn that once at school,
but, somehow, I didn't think that it was about a robin."
"What did you think it was about?" asked Kitty.
"Oh, I don't know. I thought it was just poetry. I never think poetry
has any meaning in it. It seems to me such silly stuff, all about
nothing."
"I suppose even poetry must be about something," said Dan sarcastically.
"I don't think so," said Anna. She, the prize-winner of her class, was
not going to be snubbed by her cousins. "As long as the words rhyme, it
doesn't matter what the rest is like."
To Kitty that seemed neither the time nor the place to argue with Anna,
so she let the subject drop. "Now then, Betty."
"I know so many," said Betty very anxiously, "that they seem to be all
jumbled up in my head, and I can't get one quite right. Let me see
now--"
"Do let me say mine while you are finking. Shall I?" pleaded Tony
eagerly.
"Little Robin Redbreast
Perched upon a tree,
Up went Pussy Cat
And down went he.'"
By the time he reached the end of the second verse he was almost
breathless. "I was afraid you would say it before me," he gasped as he
concluded the last line; "that's why I hurried so."
"Oh, I was trying to think of something much more--more, well, not so
babyish; more like what Kitty said than what you and Dan said."
"Perhaps you had better compose something yourself," said Dan, "and we
will go on and light the fire and get the dinner ready while you are
about it."
"You needn't be in a bad temper," retorted Betty severely, "even if you
couldn't make the donkey go." And Dan thought perhaps it might be wiser
not to torment his younger sister any more.