contact. Lethierry addressed Him, pledged his word to Him, seemed at
times to hold familiar intercourse with Him. But in the hour of his
misfortune, a phenomenon not infrequent--the idea of God had become
eclipsed in his mind. This happens when the mind has created for itself
a deity clothed with human qualities.
In the state of mind in which he existed, there was for Lethierry only
one clear vision--the smile of Déruchette. Beyond this all was dark.
For some time, apparently on account of the loss of the Durande, and of
the blow which it had been to them, this pleasant smile had been rare.
She seemed always thoughtful. Her birdlike playfulness, her childlike
ways, were gone. She was never seen now in the morning, at the sound of
the cannon which announced daybreak, saluting the rising sun with "Boom!
Daylight! Come in, please!" At times her expression was very serious, a
sad thing for that sweet nature. She made an effort, however, sometimes
to laugh before Mess Lethierry and to divert him; but her cheerfulness
grew tarnished from day to day--gathered dust like the wing of a
butterfly with a pin through its body. Whether through sorrow for her
uncle's sorrow--for there are griefs which are the reflections of other
griefs--or whether for any other reasons, she appeared at this time to
be much inclined towards religion. In the time of the old rector, M.
Jaquemin Hérode, she scarcely went to church, as has been already said,
four times a year. Now she was, on the contrary, assiduous in her
attendance. She missed no service, neither of Sunday nor of Thursday.
Pious souls in the parish remarked with satisfaction that amendment. For
it is a great blessing when a girl who runs so many dangers in the world
turns her thoughts towards God. That enables the poor parents at least
to be easy on the subject of love-making and what not.
In the evening, whenever the weather permitted, she walked for an hour
or two in the garden of the Bravées. She was almost as pensive there as
Mess Lethierry, and almost always alone. Déruchette went to bed last.
This, however, did not prevent Douce and Grace watching her a little, by
that instinct for spying which is common to servants; spying is such a
relaxation after household work.
As to Mess Lethierry, in the abstracted state of his mind, these little
changes in Déruchette's habits escaped him. Moreover, his nature had
little in common with the Duenna. He had not even remarked her
regularity at the church. Tenacious of his prejudices against the clergy
and their sermons, he would have seen with little pleasure these
frequent attendances at the parish church. It was not because his own
moral condition was not undergoing change. Sorrow is a cloud which
changes form.
Robust natures, as we have said, are sometimes almost overthrown by
sudden great misfortunes; but not quite. Manly characters such as
Lethierry's experience a reaction in a given time. Despair has its
backward stages. From overwhelmment we rise to dejection; from dejection
to affliction; from affliction to melancholy. Melancholy is a twilight
state; suffering melts into it and becomes a sombre joy. Melancholy is
the pleasure of being sad.
These elegiac moods were not made for Lethierry. Neither the nature of
his temperament nor the character of his misfortune suited those
delicate shades. But at the moment at which we have returned to him, the
reverie of his first despair had for more than a week been tending to
disperse; without, however, leaving him less sad. He was more inactive,
was always dull; but he was no longer overwhelmed. A certain perception
of events and circumstances was returning to him, and he began to
experience something of that phenomenon which may be called the return
to reality.
Thus by day in the great lower room, he did not listen to the words of
those about him, but he heard them. Grace came one morning quite
triumphant to tell Déruchette that he had undone the cover of a
newspaper.
This half acceptance of realities is in itself a good symptom, a token
of convalescence. Great afflictions produce a stupor; it is by such
little acts that men return to themselves. This improvement, however, is
at first only an aggravation of the evil. The dreamy condition of mind
in which the sufferer has lived, has served, while it lasted, to blunt
his grief. His sight before was thick. He felt little. Now his view is
clear, nothing escapes him; and his wounds re-open. Each detail that he
perceives serves to remind him of his sorrow. He sees everything again
in memory, every remembrance is a regret. All kinds of bitter
aftertastes lurk in that return to life. He is better, and yet worse.
Such was the condition of Lethierry. In returning to full consciousness,
his sufferings had become more distinct.
A sudden shock first recalled him to a sense of reality.
One afternoon, between the 15th and 20th of April, a double-knock at the
door of the great lower room of the Bravées had signalled the arrival of
the postman. Douce had opened the door; there was a letter.
The letter came from beyond sea; it was addressed to Mess Lethierry, and
bore the postmark "Lisbon."
Douce had taken the letter to Mess Lethierry, who was in his room. He
had taken it, placed it mechanically upon the table, and had not looked
at it.
The letter remained an entire week upon the table without being
unsealed.
It happened, however, one morning that Douce said to Mess Lethierry:
"Shall I brush the dust off your letter, sir?"
Lethierry seemed to arouse from his lethargy.
"Ay, ay! You are right," he said; and he opened the letter, and read as
follows:--
"At Sea, _10th March_.
"To Mess Lethierry of St. Sampson.
"You will be gratified to receive news of me. I am aboard the
_Tamaulipas_, bound for the port of 'No-return.' Among the crew is a
sailor named Ahier-Tostevin, from Guernsey, who will return and will
have some facts to communicate to you. I take the opportunity of our
speaking a vessel, the _Herman Cortes_, bound for Lisbon, to forward you
this letter.
"You will be astonished to learn that I am going to be honest.
"As honest as Sieur Clubin.
"I am bound to believe that you know of certain recent occurrences;
nevertheless, it is, perhaps, not altogether superfluous to send you a
full account of them.
"To proceed then.
"I have returned you your money.
"Some years ago, I borrowed from you, under somewhat irregular
circumstances, the sum of fifty thousand francs. Before leaving St. Malo
lately, I placed in the hands of your confidential man of business,
Sieur Clubin, on your account three bank-notes of one thousand pounds
each; making together seventy-five thousand francs. You will no doubt
find this reimbursement sufficient.
"Sieur Clubin acted for you, and received your money, including
interest, in a remarkably energetic manner. He appeared to me, indeed,
singularly zealous. This is, in fact, my reason for apprising you of the
facts.
"Your other confidential man of business,
"RANTAINE.
"_Postscript_--Sieur Clubin was in possession of a revolver, which will
explain to you the circumstance of my having no receipt."
* * * * *
He who has ever touched a torpedo, or a Leyden-jar fully charged, may
have a notion of the effect produced on Mess Lethierry by the reading of
this letter.
Under that envelope, in that sheet of paper folded in four, to which he
had at first paid so little attention, lay the elements of an
extraordinary commotion.
He recognised the writing and the signature. As to the facts which the
letter contained, at first he understood nothing.
The excitement of the event, however, soon gave movement to his
faculties.
The effective part of the shock he had received lay in the phenomenon of
the seventy-five thousand francs entrusted by Rantaine to Clubin; this
was a riddle which compelled Lethierry's brain to work. Conjecture is a
healthy occupation for the mind. Reason is awakened: logic is called
into play.
For some time past public opinion in Guernsey had been undergoing a
reaction on the subject of Clubin: that man of such high reputation for
honour during many years; that man so unanimously regarded with esteem.
People had begun to question and to doubt; there were wagers pro and
con. Some light had been thrown on the question in singular ways. The
figure of Clubin began to become clearer, that is to say, he began to be
blacker in the eyes of the world.
A judicial inquiry had taken place at St. Malo, for the purpose of
ascertaining what had become of the coast-guardman, number 619. Legal
perspicacity had got upon a false scent, a thing which happens not
unfrequently. It had started with the hypothesis that the man had been
enticed by Zuela, and shipped aboard the _Tamaulipas_ for Chili. This
ingenious supposition had led to a considerable amount of wasted
conjecture. The shortsightedness of justice had failed to take note of
Rantaine; but in the progress of inquiry the authorities had come upon
other clues. The affair, so obscure, became complicated. Clubin had
become mixed up with the enigma. A coincidence, perhaps a direct
connection, had been found between the departure of the _Tamaulipas_ and
the loss of the Durande. At the wine-shop near the Dinan Gate, where
Clubin thought himself entirely unknown, he had been recognised. The
wine-shop keeper had talked; Clubin had bought a bottle of brandy that
night. For whom? The gunsmith of St. Vincent Street, too, had talked.
Clubin had purchased a revolver. For what object? The landlord of the
"Jean Auberge" had talked. Clubin had absented himself in an
inexplicable manner. Captain Gertrais-Gaboureau had talked; Clubin had
determined to start, although warned, and knowing that he might expect a
great fog. The crew of the Durande had talked. In fact, the collection
of the freight had been neglected, and the stowage badly arranged, a
negligence easy to comprehend, if the captain had determined to wreck
the ship. The Guernsey passenger, too, had spoken. Clubin had evidently
imagined that he had run upon the Hanways. The Torteval people had
spoken. Clubin had visited that neighbourhood a few days before the loss
of the Durande, and had been seen walking in the direction of Pleinmont,
near the Hanways. He had with him a travelling-bag. "He had set out with
it, and come back without it." The birds'-nesters had spoken: their
story seemed to be possibly connected with Clubin's disappearance, if
instead of ghosts they supposed smugglers. Finally, the haunted house of
Pleinmont itself had spoken. Persons who had determined to get
information had climbed and entered the windows, and had found
inside--what? The very travelling-bag which had been seen in Sieur
Clubin's possession. The authorities of the _Douzaine_ of Torteval had
taken possession of the bag and had it opened. It was found to contain
provisions, a telescope, a chronometer, a man's clothing, and linen
marked with Clubin's initials. All this in the gossip of St. Malo and
Guernsey became more and more like a case of fraud. Obscure hints were
brought together; there appeared to have been a singular disregard of
advice; a willingness to encounter the dangers of the fog; a suspected
negligence in the stowage of the cargo. Then there was the mysterious
bottle of brandy; a drunken helmsman; a substitution of the captain for
the helmsman; a management of the rudder, to say the least, unskilful.
The heroism of remaining behind upon the wreck began to look like
roguery. Clubin besides had evidently been deceived as to the rock he
was on. Granted an intention to wreck the vessel, it was easy to
understand the choice of the Hanways, the shore easily reached by
swimming, and the intended concealment in the haunted house awaiting the
opportunity for flight. The travelling-bag, that suspicious preparative,
completed the demonstration. By what link this affair connected itself
with the other affair of the disappearance of the coast-guardman nobody
knew. People imagined some connection, and that was all. They had a
glimpse in their minds of the look-out-man, number 619, alongside of the
mysterious Clubin--quite a tragic drama. Clubin possibly was not an
actor in it, but his presence was visible in the side scenes.
The supposition of a wilful destruction of the Durande did not explain
everything. There was a revolver in the story, with no part yet assigned
to it. The revolver, probably, belonged to the other affair.
The scent of the public is keen and true. Its instinct excels in those
discoveries of truth by pieces and fragments. Still, amidst these facts,
which seemed to point pretty clearly to a case of barratry, there were
serious difficulties.
Everything was consistent; everything coherent; but a basis was wanting.
People do not wreck vessels for the pleasure of wrecking them. Men do
not run all those risks of fog, rocks, swimming, concealment, and flight
without an interest. What could have been Clubin's interest?
The act seemed plain, but the motive was puzzling.
Hence a doubt in many minds. Where there is no motive, it is natural to
infer that there was no act.
The missing link was important. The letter from Rantaine seemed to
supply it.
This letter furnished a motive for Clubin's supposed crime: seventy-five
thousand francs to be appropriated.
Rantaine was the _Deus ex machina_. He had descended from the clouds
with a lantern in his hand. His letter was the final light upon the
affair. It explained everything, and even promised a witness in the
person of Ahier-Tostevin.
The part which it at once suggested for the revolver was decisive.
Rantaine was undoubtedly well informed. His letter pointed clearly the
explanation of the mystery.
There could be no possible palliation of Clubin's crime. He had
premeditated the shipwreck; the proofs were the preparations discovered
in the haunted house. Even supposing him innocent, and admitting the
wreck to have been accidental, would he not, at the last moment, when he
had determined to sacrifice himself with the vessel, have entrusted the
seventy-five thousand francs to the men who escaped in the long-boat.
The evidence was strikingly complete. Now what had become of Clubin? He
had probably been the victim of his blunder. He had doubtless perished
upon the Douvres.
All this construction of surmises, which were not far from the reality,
had for several days occupied the mind of Mess Lethierry. The letter
from Rantaine had done him the service of setting him to think. He was
at first shaken by his surprise; then he made an effort to reflect. He
made another effort more difficult still, that of inquiry. He was
induced to listen, and even seek conversation. At the end of a week, he
had become, to a certain degree, in the world again; his thoughts had
regained their coherence, and he was almost restored. He had emerged
from his confused and troubled state.
Rantaine's letter, even admitting that Mess Lethierry could ever have
entertained any hope of the reimbursement of his money, destroyed that
last chance.
It added to the catastrophe of the Durande this new wreck of
seventy-five thousand francs. It put him in possession of that amount
just so far as to make him sensible of its loss. The letter revealed to
him the extreme point in his ruin.
Hence he experienced a new and very painful sensation, which we have
already spoken of. He began to take an interest in his household--what
it was to be in the future--how he was to set things in order; matters
of which he had taken no heed for two months past. These trifling cares
wounded him with a thousand tiny points, worse in their aggregate than
the old despair. A sorrow is doubly burdensome which has to be endured
in each item, and while disputing inch by inch with fate for ground
already lost. Ruin is endurable in the mass, but not in the dust and
fragments of the fallen edifice. The great fact may overwhelm, but the
details torture. The catastrophe which lately fell like a thunderbolt,
becomes now a cruel persecution. Humiliation comes to aggravate the
blow. A second desolation succeeds the first, with features more
repulsive. You descend one degree nearer to annihilation. The
winding-sheet becomes changed to sordid rags.
No thought is more bitter than that of one's own gradual fall from a
social position.
Ruin is simple enough. A violent shock; a cruel turn of fate; a
catastrophe once for all. Be it so. We submit, and all is over. You are
ruined: it is well; you are dead? No; you are still living. On the
morrow you know it well. By what? By the pricking of a pin. Yonder
passer-by omits to recognise you; the tradesmen's bills rain down upon
you; and yonder is one of your enemies, who is smiling. Perhaps he is
thinking of Arnal's last pun; but it is all the same. The pun would not
have appeared to him so inimitable but for your ruin. You read your own
sudden insignificance even in looks of indifference. Friends who used to
dine at your table become of opinion that three courses were an
extravagance. Your faults are patent to the eyes of everybody;
ingratitude having nothing more to expect, proclaims itself openly;
every idiot has foreseen your misfortunes. The malignant pull you to
pieces; the more malignant profess to pity. And then come a hundred
paltry details. Nausea succeeds to grief. You have been wont to indulge
in wine; you must now drink cider. Two servants, too! Why, one will be
too many. It will be necessary to discharge this one, and get rid of
that. Flowers in your garden are superfluous; you will plant it with
potatoes. You used to make presents of your fruits to friends; you will
send them henceforth to market. As to the poor, it will be absurd to
think of giving anything to them. Are you not poor yourself? And then
there is the painful question of dress. To have to refuse a wife a new
ribbon, what a torture! To have to refuse one who has made you a gift of
her beauty a trifling article; to haggle over such matters, like a
miser! Perhaps she will say to you, "What! rob my garden of its flowers,
and now refuse one for my bonnet!" Ah me! to have to condemn her to
shabby dresses. The family table is silent. You fancy that those around
it think harshly of you. Beloved faces have become clouded. This is what
is meant by falling fortunes. It is to die day by day. To be struck down
is like the blast of the furnace; to decay like this is the torture of
the slow fire.
An overwhelming blow is a sort of Waterloo, a slow decay, a St. Helena.
Destiny, incarnate in the form of Wellington, has still some dignity;
but how sordid in the shape of Hudson Lowe. Fate becomes then a paltry
huckster. We find the man of Campo Formio quarrelling about a pair of
stockings; we see that dwarfing of Napoleon which makes England less.
Waterloo and St. Helena! Reduced to humbler proportions, every ruined
man has traversed those two phases.
On the evening we have mentioned, and which was one of the first
evenings in May, Lethierry, leaving Déruchette to walk by moonlight in
the garden, had gone to bed more depressed than ever.
All these mean and repulsive details, peculiar to worldly misfortune;
all these trifling cares, which are at first insipid, and afterwards
harassing, were revolving in his mind. A sullen load of miseries! Mess
Lethierry felt that his fall was irremediable. What could he do? What
would become of them? What sacrifices should he be compelled to impose
on Déruchette? Whom should he discharge--Douce or Grace? Would they have
to sell the Bravées? Would they not be compelled to leave the island? To
be nothing where he had been everything; it was a terrible fall indeed.
And to know that the old times had gone for ever! To recall those
journeys to and fro, uniting France with those numberless islands; the
Tuesday's departure, the Friday's return, the crowd on the quay, those
great cargoes, that industry, that prosperity, that proud direct
navigation, that machinery embodying the will of man, that all-powerful
boiler, that smoke, all that reality! The steamboat had been the final
crown of the compass; the needle indicating the direct track, the
steam-vessel following it. One proposing, the other executing. Where was
she now, his Durande, that mistress of the seas, that queen who had made
him a king? To have been so long the man of ideas in his own country,
the man of success, the man who revolutionised navigation; and then to
have to give up all, to abdicate! To cease to exist, to become a
bye-word, an empty bag which once was full. To belong to the past, after
having so long represented the future. To come down to be an object of
pity to fools, to witness the triumph of routine, obstinacy,
conservatism, selfishness, ignorance. To see the old barbarous sailing
cutters crawling to and fro upon the sea: the outworn old-world
prejudices young again; to have wasted a whole life; to have been a
light, and to suffer this eclipse. Ah! what a sight it was upon the
waves, that noble funnel, that prodigious cylinder, that pillar with its
capital of smoke, that column grander than any in the Place Vendôme, for
on that there was only a man, while on this stood Progress. The ocean
was subdued; it was certainty upon the open sea. And had all this been
witnessed in that little island, in that little harbour, in that little
town of St. Sampson? Yes; it had been witnessed. And could it be that,
having seen it, all had vanished to be seen no more.
All this series of regrets tortured Lethierry. There is such a thing as
a mental sobbing. Never, perhaps, had he felt his misfortune more
bitterly. A certain numbness follows this acute suffering. Under the
weight of his sorrow he gradually dosed.
For about two hours he remained in this state, feverish, sleeping a
little, meditating much. Such torpors are accompanied by an obscure
labour of the brain, which is inexpressibly wearying. Towards the middle
of the night, about midnight, a little before or a little after, he
shook off his lethargy. He aroused, and opened his eyes. His window was
directly in front of his hammock. He saw something extraordinary.
A form was before the window; a marvellous form. It was the funnel of a
steam-vessel.
Mess Lethierry started, and sat upright in his bed. The hammock
oscillated like a swing in a tempest. Lethierry stared. A vision filled
the window-frame. There was the harbour flooded with the light of the
moon, and against that glitter, quite close to his house, stood forth,
tall, round, and black, a magnificent object.
The funnel of a steam-vessel was there.
Lethierry sprang out of his hammock, ran to the window, lifted the sash,
leaned out, and recognised it.
The funnel of the Durande stood before him.
It was in the old place.
Its four chains supported it, made fast to the bulwarks of a vessel in
which, beneath the funnel, he could distinguish a dark mass of irregular
outline.
Lethierry recoiled, turned his back to the window, and dropped in a
sitting posture into his hammock again.
Then he returned, and once more he saw the vision.
An instant afterwards, or in about the time occupied by a flash of
lightning, he was out upon the quay, with a lantern in his hand.
A bark carrying a little backward a massive block from which issued the
straight funnel before the window of the Bravées, was made fast to the
mooring-ring of the Durande. The bows of the bark stretched beyond the
corner of the wall of the house, and were level with the quay.
There was no one aboard.
The vessel was of a peculiar shape. All Guernsey would have recognised
it. It was the old Dutch sloop.
Lethierry jumped aboard; and ran forward to the block which he saw
beyond the mast.
It was there, entire, complete, intact, standing square and firm upon
its cast-iron flooring; the boiler had all its rivets, the axle of the
paddle-wheels was raised erect, and made fast near the boiler; the
brine-pump was in its place; nothing was wanting.
Lethierry examined the machinery.
The lantern and the moon helped him in his examination. He went over
every part of the mechanism.
He noticed the two cases at the sides. He examined the axle of the
wheels.
He went into the little cabin; it was empty.
He returned to the engine, and felt it, looked into the boiler, and
knelt down to examine it inside.
He placed his lantern within the furnace, where the light, illuminating
all the machinery, produced almost the illusion of an engine-room with
its fire.
Then he burst into a wild laugh, sprang to his feet, and with his eye
fixed on the engine, and his arms outstretched towards the funnel, he
cried aloud, "Help."
The harbour bell was upon the quay, at a few paces distance. He ran to
it, seized the chain, and began to pull it violently.
II
THE HARBOUR BELL AGAIN
Gilliatt, in fact, after a passage without accident, but somewhat slow
on account of the heavy burden of the sloop, had arrived at St. Sampson
after dark, and nearer ten than nine o'clock.
He had calculated the time. The half-flood had arrived. There was plenty
of water, and the moon was shining; so that he was able to enter the
port.
The little harbour was silent. A few vessels were moored there, with
their sails brailed up to the yards, their tops over, and without
lanterns. At the far end a few others were visible, high and dry in the
careenage, where they were undergoing repairs; large hulls dismasted and
stripped, with their planking open at various parts, lifting high the
ends of their timbers, and looking like huge dead beetles lying on their
backs with their legs in the air.
As soon as he had cleared the harbour mouth, Gilliatt examined the port
and the quay. There was no light to be seen either at the Bravées or
elsewhere. The place was deserted, save, perhaps, by some one going to
or returning from the parsonage-house; nor was it possible to be sure
even of this; for the night blurred every outline, and the moonlight
always gives to objects a vague appearance. The distance added to the
indistinctness. The parsonage-house at that period was situated on the
other side of the harbour, where there stands at the present day an open
mast-house.
Gilliatt had approached the Bravées quietly, and had made the sloop fast
to the ring of the Durande, under Mess Lethierry's window.
He leaped over the bulwarks, and was ashore.
Leaving the sloop behind him by the quay, he turned the angle of the
house, passed along a little narrow street, then along another, did not
even notice the pathway which branched off leading to the Bû de la Rue,
and in a few minutes found himself at that corner of the wall where
there were wild mallows with pink flowers in June, with holly, ivy, and
nettles. Many a time concealed behind the bushes, seated on a stone, in
the summer days, he had watched here through long hours, even for whole
months, often tempted to climb the wall, over which he contemplated the
garden of the Bravées and the two windows of a little room seen through
the branches of the trees. The stone was there still; the bushes, the
low wall, the angle, as quiet and dark as ever. Like an animal returning
to its hole, gliding rather than walking, he made his way in. Once
seated there, he made no movement. He looked around; saw again the
garden, the pathways, the beds of flowers, the house, the two windows of
the chamber. The moonlight fell upon this dream. He felt it horrible to
be compelled to breathe, and did what he could to prevent it.
He seemed to be gazing on a vision of paradise, and was afraid that all
would vanish. It was almost impossible that all these things could be
really before his eyes; and if they were, it could only be with that
imminent danger of melting into air which belongs to things divine. A
breath, and all must be dissipated. He trembled with the thought.
Before him, not far off, at the side of one of the alleys in the garden,
was a wooden seat painted green. The reader will remember this seat.
Gilliatt looked up at the two windows. He thought of the slumber of some
one possibly in that room. Behind that wall she was no doubt sleeping.
He wished himself elsewhere, yet would sooner have died than go away.
He thought of a gentle breathing moving a woman's breast. It was she,
that vision, that purity in the clouds, that form haunting him by day
and night. She was there! He thought of her so far removed, and yet so
near as to be almost within reach of his delight; he thought of that
impossible ideal drooping in slumber, and like himself, too, visited by
visions; of that being so long desired, so distant, so impalpable--her
closed eyelids, her face resting on her hand; of the mystery of sleep in
its relations with that pure spirit, of what dreams might come to one
who was herself a dream. He dared not think beyond, and yet he did. He
ventured on those familiarities which the fancy may indulge in; the
notion of how much was feminine in that angelic being disturbed his
thoughts. The darkness of night emboldens timid imaginations to take
these furtive glances. He was vexed within himself, feeling on
reflection as if it were profanity to think of her so boldly; yet still
constrained, in spite of himself, he tremblingly gazed into the
invisible. He shuddered almost with a sense of pain as he imagined her
room, a petticoat on a chair, a mantle fallen on the carpet, a band
unbuckled, a handkerchief. He imagined her corset with its lace hanging
to the ground, her stockings, her boots. His soul was among the stars.
The stars are made for the human heart of a poor man like Gilliatt not
less than for that of the rich and great. There is a certain degree of
passion by which every man becomes wrapped in a celestial light. With a
rough and primitive nature, this truth is even more applicable. An
uncultivated mind is easily touched with dreams.
Delight is a fulness which overflows like any other. To see those
windows was almost too much happiness for Gilliatt.
Suddenly, he looked and saw her.
From the branches of a clump of bushes, already thickened by the spring,
there issued with a spectral slowness a celestial figure, a dress, a
divine face, almost a shining light beneath the moon.
Gilliatt felt his powers failing him: it was Déruchette.
Déruchette approached. She stopped. She walked back a few paces, stopped
again, then returned and sat upon the wooden bench. The moon was in the
trees, a few clouds floated among the pale stars; the sea murmured to
the shadows in an undertone, the town was sleeping, a thin haze was
rising from the horizon, the melancholy was profound. Déruchette
inclined her head, with those thoughtful eyes which look attentive yet
see nothing. She was seated sideways, and had nothing on her head but a
little cap untied, which showed upon her delicate neck the commencement
of her hair. She twirled mechanically a ribbon of her cap around one of
her fingers; the half light showed the outline of her hands like those
of a statue; her dress was of one of those shades which by night looked
white: the trees stirred as if they felt the enchantment which she shed
around her. The tip of one of her feet was visible. Her lowered eyelids
had that vague contraction which suggests a tear checked in its course,
or a thought suppressed. There was a charming indecision in the
movements of her arms, which had no support to lean on; a sort of
floating mingled with every posture. It was rather a gleam than a
light--rather a grace than a goddess; the folds of her dress were
exquisite; her face which might inspire adoration, seemed meditative,
like portraits of the Virgin. It was terrible to think how near she was:
Gilliatt could hear her breathe.
A nightingale was singing in the distance. The stirring of the wind
among the branches set in movement, the inexpressible silence of the
night. Déruchette, beautiful, divine, appeared in the twilight like a
creation from those rays and from the perfumes in the air. That
widespread enchantment seemed to concentre and embody itself
mysteriously in her; she became its living manifestation. She seemed the
outblossoming of all that shadow and silence.
But the shadow and silence which floated lightly about her weighed
heavily on Gilliatt. He was bewildered; what he experienced is not to be
told in words. Emotion is always new, and the word is always enough.
Hence the impossibility of expressing it. Joy is sometimes overwhelming.
To see Déruchette, to see herself, to see her dress, her cap, her
ribbon, which she twined around her finger, was it possible to imagine
it? Was it possible to be thus near her; to hear her breathe? She
breathed! then the stars might breathe also. Gilliatt felt a thrill
through him. He was the most miserable and yet the happiest of men. He
knew not what to do. His delirious joy at seeing her annihilated him.
Was it indeed Déruchette there, and he so near? His thoughts, bewildered
and yet fixed, were fascinated by that figure as by a dazzling jewel. He
gazed upon her neck--her hair. He did not even say to himself that all
that would now belong to him, that before long--to-morrow, perhaps--he
would have the right to take off that cap, to unknot that ribbon. He
would not have conceived for a moment the audacity of thinking even so
far. Touching in idea is almost like touching with the hand. Love was
with Gilliatt like honey to the bear. He thought confusedly; he knew not
what possessed him. The nightingale still sang. He felt as if about to
breathe his life out.
The idea of rising, of jumping over the wall, of speaking to Déruchette,
never came into his mind. If it had he would have turned and fled. If
anything resembling a thought had begun to dawn in his mind, it was
this: that Déruchette was there, that he wanted nothing more, and that
eternity had begun.
A noise aroused them both--her from her reverie--him from his ecstasy.
Some one was walking in the garden. It was not possible to see who was
approaching on account of the trees. It was the footstep of a man.
Déruchette raised her eyes.
The steps drew nearer, then ceased. The person walking had stopped. He
must have been quite near. The path beside which was the bench wound
between two clumps of trees. The stranger was there in the alley between
the trees, at a few paces from the seat.
Accident had so placed the branches, that Déruchette could see the
newcomer while Gilliatt could not.
The moon cast on the ground beyond the trees a shadow which reached to
the garden seat.
Gilliatt could see this shadow.
He looked at Déruchette.
She was quite pale; her mouth was partly open, as with a suppressed cry
of surprise. She had just half risen from the bench, and sunk again upon
it. There was in her attitude a mixture of fascination with a desire to
fly. Her surprise was enchantment mingled with timidity. She had upon
her lips almost the light of a smile, with the fulness of tears in her
eyes. She seemed as if transfigured by that presence; as if the being
whom she saw before her belonged not to this earth. The reflection of an
angel was in her look.
The stranger, who was to Gilliatt only a shadow, spoke. A voice issued
from the trees, softer than the voice of a woman; yet it was the voice
of a man. Gilliatt heard these words:
"I see you, mademoiselle, every Sunday and every Thursday. They tell me
that once you used not to come so often. It is a remark that has been
made. I ask your pardon. I have never spoken to you; it was my duty; but
I come to speak to you to-day, for it is still my duty. It is right
that I speak to you first. The _Cashmere_ sails to-morrow. This is why I
have come. You walk every evening in your garden. It would be wrong of
me to know your habits so well, if I had not the thought that I have.
Mademoiselle, you are poor; since this morning I am rich. Will you have
me for your husband?"
Déruchette joined her two hands in a suppliant attitude, and looked at
the speaker, silent, with fixed eyes, and trembling from head to foot.
The voice continued:
"I love you. God made not the heart of man to be silent. He has promised
him eternity with the intention that he should not be alone. There is
for me but one woman upon earth. It is you. I think of you as of a
prayer. My faith is in God, and my hope in you. What wings I have you
bear. You are my life, and already my supreme happiness."
"Sir," said Déruchette, "there is no one to answer in the house!"
The voice rose again:
"Yes, I have encouraged that dream. Heaven has not forbidden us to
dream. You are like a glory in my eyes. I love you deeply, mademoiselle.
To me you are holy innocence. I know it is the hour at which your
household have retired to rest, but I had no choice of any other moment.
Do you remember that passage of the Bible which some one read before us;
it was the twenty-fifth chapter of Genesis. I have thought of it often
since. M. Hérode said to me, you must have a rich wife. I replied no, I
must have a poor wife. I speak to you, mademoiselle, without venturing
to approach you; I would step even further back if it was your wish that
my shadow should not touch your feet. You alone are supreme. You will
come to me if such is your will. I love and wait. You are the living
form of a benediction."
"I did not know, sir," stammered Déruchette, "that any one remarked me
on Sundays and Thursdays."
The voice continued:
"We are powerless against celestial things. The whole Law is love.
Marriage is Canaan; you are to me the promised land of beauty."
Déruchette replied, "I did not think I did wrong any more than other
persons who are strict."
The voice continued:
"God manifests his will in the flowers, in the light of dawn, in the
spring; and love is of his ordaining. You are beautiful in this holy
shadow of night. This garden has been tended by you; in its perfumes
there is something of your breath. The affinities of our souls do not
depend on us. They cannot be counted with our sins. You were there, that
was all. I was there, that was all. I did nothing but feel that I loved
you. Sometimes my eyes rested upon you. I was wrong, but what could I
do. It was through looking at you that all happened. I could not
restrain my gaze. There are mysterious impulses which are above our
search. The heart is the chief of all temples. To have your spirit in my
house--this is the terrestrial paradise for which I hope. Say, will you
be mine. As long as I was poor, I spoke not. I know your age. You are
twenty-one; I am twenty-six. I go to-morrow; if you refuse me I return
no more. Oh, be my betrothed; will you not? More than once have my eyes,
in spite of myself, addressed to you that question. I love you; answer
me. I will speak to your uncle as soon as he is able to receive me; but
I turn first to you. To Rebecca I plead for Rebecca; unless you love me
not."
Déruchette hung her head, and murmured:
"Oh! I worship him."
The words were spoken in a voice so low, that only Gilliatt heard them.
She remained with her head lowered as if by shading her face she hoped
to conceal her thoughts.
There was a pause. No leaf among the trees was stirred. It was that
solemn and peaceful moment when the slumber of external things mingles
with the sleep of living creatures; and night seems to listen to the
beating of Nature's heart. In the midst of that retirement, like a
harmony making the silence more complete, rose the wide murmur of the
sea.
The voice was heard again.
"Mademoiselle!"
Déruchette started.
Again the voice spoke.
"You are silent."
"What would you have me say?"
"I wait for your reply."
"God has heard it," said Déruchette.
Then the voice became almost sonorous, and at the same time softer than
before, and these words issued from the leaves as from a burning bush:
"You are my betrothed. Come then to me. Let the blue sky, with all its
stars, be witness of this taking of my soul to thine; and let our first
embrace be mingled with that firmament."
Déruchette arose, and remained an instant motionless, looking straight
before her, doubtless in another's eyes. Then, with slow steps, with
head erect, her arms drooping, but with the fingers of her hands wide
apart, like one who leans on some unseen support, she advanced towards
the trees, and was out of sight.
A moment afterwards, instead of the one shadow upon the gravelled walk,
there were two. They mingled together. Gilliatt saw at his feet the
embrace of those two shadows.
In certain moments of crisis, time flows from us as his sands from the
hour-glass, and we have no feeling of his flight. That pair on the one
hand, who were ignorant of the presence of a witness, and saw him not;
on the other, that witness of their joy who could not see them, but who
knew of their presence--how many minutes did they remain thus in that
mysterious suspension of themselves? It would be impossible to say.
Suddenly a noise burst forth at a distance. A voice was heard crying
"Help!" and the harbour bell began to sound. It is probable that in
those celestial transports of delight they heard no echo of that tumult.
The bell continued to ring. Any one who had sought Gilliatt then in the
angle of the wall would have found him no longer there.
BOOK II
GRATITUDE AND DESPOTISM
I
JOY SURROUNDED BY TORTURES
Mess Lethierry pulled the bell furiously, then stopped abruptly. A man
had just turned the corner of the quay. It was Gilliatt.
Lethierry ran towards him, or rather flung himself upon him; seized his
hand between his own, and looked him in the face for a moment, silent.
It was the silence of an explosion struggling to find an issue.
Then pulling and shaking him with violence, and squeezing him in his
arms, he compelled him to enter the lower room of the Bravées, pushed
back with his heel the door which had remained half opened, sat down, or
sank into a chair beside a great table lighted by the moon, the
reflection of which gave a vague pallor to Gilliatt's face, and with a
voice of intermingled laughter and tears, cried:
"Ah! my son; my player of the bagpipe! I knew well that it was you. The
sloop, _parbleu_! Tell me the story. You went there, then. Why, they
would have burnt you a hundred years ago! It is magic! There isn't a
screw missing. I have looked at everything already, recognised
everything, handled everything. I guessed that the paddles were in the
two cases. And here you are once more! I have been looking for you in
the little cabin. I rang the bell. I was seeking for you. I said to
myself, 'Where is he, that I may devour him?' You must admit that
wonderful things do come to pass. He has brought back life to me.
_Tonnerre!_ you are an angel! Yes, yes; it is my engine. Nobody will
believe it; people will see it, and say, 'It can't be true.' Not a tap,
not a pin missing. The feed-pipe has never budged an inch. It is
incredible that there should have been no more damage. We have only to
put a little oil. But how did you accomplish it? To think that the
Durande will be moving again. The axle of the wheels must have been
taken to pieces by some watchmaker. Give me your word that I am not
crazy."
He sprang to his feet, breathed a moment, and continued:
"Assure me of that. What a revolution! I pinched myself to be certain I
was not dreaming. You are my child, you are my son, you are my
Providence. Brave lad! To go and fetch my good old engine. In the open
sea, among those cut-throat rocks. I have seen some strange things in my
life; nothing like that. I have known Parisians, who were veritable
demons, but I'll defy them to have done that. It beats the Bastille. I
have seen the _gauchos_ labouring in the _Pampas_, with a crooked branch
of a tree for a plough and a bundle of thorn-bushes for a harrow,
dragged by a leathern strap; they get harvests of wheat that way, with
grains as big as hedgenuts. But that is a trifle compared with your
feats. You have performed a miracle--a real one. Ah! _gredin!_ let me
hug you. How they will gossip in St. Sampson. I shall set to work at
once to build the boat. It is astonishing that the crank is all right.
Gentlemen, he has been to the Douvres; I say to the Douvres. He went
alone. The Douvres! I defy you to find a worse spot. Do you know, have
they told you, that it's proved that Clubin sent the Durande to the
bottom to swindle me out of money which he had to bring me? He made
Tangrouille drunk. It's a long story. I'll tell you another day of his
piratical tricks. I, stupid idiot, had confidence in Clubin. But he
trapped himself, the villain, for he couldn't have got away. There is a
God above, scoundrel! Do you see, Gilliatt, bang! bang! the irons in the
fire; we'll begin at once to rebuild the Durande. We'll have her twenty
feet longer. They build them longer now than they did. I'll buy the wood
from Dantzic and Brême. Now I have got the machinery they will give me
credit again. They'll have confidence now."
Mess Lethierry stopped, lifted his eyes with that look which sees the
heavens through the roof, and muttered, "Yes, there is a power on high!"
Then he placed the middle finger of his right hand between his two
eyebrows, and tapped with his nail there, an action which indicates a
project passing through the mind, and he continued:
"Nevertheless, to begin again, on a grand scale, a little ready money
would have been useful. Ah! if I only had my three bank-notes, the
seventy-five thousand francs that that robber Rantaine returned, and
that vagabond Clubin stole."
Gilliatt silently felt in his pocket, and drew out something which he
placed before him. It was the leathern belt that he had brought back. He
opened, and spread it out upon the table; in the inside the word
"Clubin" could be deciphered in the light of the moon. He then took out
of the pocket of the belt a box, and out of the box three pieces of
paper, which he unfolded and offered to Lethierry.
Lethierry examined them. It was light enough to read the figures "1000,"
and the word "thousand" was also perfectly visible. Mess Lethierry took
the three notes, placed them on the table one beside the other, looked
at them, looked at Gilliatt, stood for a moment dumb; and then began
again, like an eruption after an explosion:
"These too! You are a marvel. My bank-notes! all three. A thousand
pounds each. My seventy-five thousand francs. Why, you must have gone
down to the infernal regions. It is Clubin's belt. Pardieu! I can read
his vile name. Gilliatt has brought back engine and money too. There
will be something to put in the papers. I will buy some timber of the
finest quality. I guess how it was; you found his carcase; Clubin
mouldering away in some corner. We'll have some Dantzic pine and Brême
oak; we'll have a first-rate planking--oak within and pine without. In
old times they didn't build so well, but their work lasted longer; the
wood was better seasoned, because they did not build so much. We'll
build the hull perhaps of elm. Elm is good for the parts in the water.
To be dry sometimes, and sometimes wet, rots the timbers; the elm
requires to be always wet; it's a wood that feeds upon water. What a
splendid Durande we'll build. The lawyers will not trouble me again. I
shall want no more credit. I have some money of my own. Did ever any one
see a man like Gilliatt. I was struck down to the ground, I was a dead
man. He comes and sets me up again as firm as ever. And all the while I
was never thinking about him. He had gone clean out of my mind; but I
recollect everything now. Poor lad! Ah! by the way, you know you are to
marry Déruchette."
Gilliatt leaned with his back against the wall, like one who staggers,
and said in a tone very low, but distinct:
"No."
Mess Lethierry started.
"How, no!"
Gilliatt replied:
"I do not love her."
Mess Lethierry went to the window, opened and reclosed it, took the
three bank-notes, folded them, placed the iron box on top, scratched his
head, seized Clubin's belt, flung it violently against the wall, and
exclaimed:
"You must be mad."
He thrust his fists into his pockets, and exclaimed:
"You don't love Déruchette? What! was it at me, then, that you used to
play the bagpipe?"
Gilliatt, still supporting himself by the wall, turned pale, as a man
near his end. As he became pale, Lethierry became redder.
"There's an idiot for you! He doesn't love Déruchette. Very good; make
up your mind to love her, for she shall never marry any but you. A
devilish pretty story that; and you think that I believe you. If there
is anything really the matter with you, send for a doctor; but don't
talk nonsense. You can't have had time to quarrel, or get out of temper
with her. It is true that lovers are great fools sometimes. Come now,
what are your reasons? If you have any, say. People don't make geese of
themselves without reasons. But, I have wool in my ears; perhaps I
didn't understand. Repeat to me what you said."
Gilliatt replied:
"I said, No!"
"You said, No. He holds to it, the lunatic! You must be crazy. You said,
No. Here's a stupidity beyond anything ever heard of. Why, people have
had their heads shaved for much less than that. What! you don't like
Déruchette? Oh, then, it was out of affection for the old man that you
did all these things? It was for the sake of papa that you went to the
Douvres, that you endured cold and heat, and was half dead with hunger
and thirst, and ate the limpets off the rocks, and had the fog, the
rain, and the wind for your bedroom, and brought me back my machine,
just as you might bring a pretty woman her little canary that had
escaped from its cage. And the tempest that we had three days ago. Do
you think I don't bear it in mind? You must have had a time of it! It
was in the midst of all this misery, alongside of my old craft, that you
shaped, and cut, and turned, and twisted, and dragged about, and filed,
and sawed, and carpentered, and schemed, and performed more miracles
there by yourself than all the saints in paradise. Ah! you annoyed me
enough once with your bagpipe. They call it a _biniou_ in Brittany.
Always the same tune too, silly fellow. And yet you don't love
Déruchette? I don't know what is the matter with you. I recollect it
all now. I was there in the corner; Déruchette said, 'He shall be my
husband;' and so you shall. You don't love her! Either you must be mad,
or else I am mad. And you stand there, and speak not a word. I tell you
you are not at liberty to do all the things you have done, and then say,
after all, 'I don't love Déruchette.' People don't do others services in
order to put them in a passion. Well; if you don't marry her, she shall
be single all her life. In the first place, I shall want you. You must
be the pilot of the Durande. Do you imagine I mean to part with you like
that? No, no, my brave boy; I don't let you go. I have got you now; I'll
not even listen to you. Where will they find a sailor like you? You are
the man I want. But why don't you speak?"
Meanwhile the harbour bell had aroused the household and the
neighbourhood. Douce and Grace had risen, and had just entered the lower
room, silent and astonished. Grace had a candle in her hand. A group of
neighbours, townspeople, sailors, and peasants, who had rushed out of
their houses, were outside on the quay, gazing in wonderment at the
funnel of the Durande in the sloop. Some, hearing Lethierry's voice in
the lower room, began to glide in by the half-opened door. Between the
faces of two worthy old women appeared that of Sieur Landoys, who had
the good fortune always to find himself where he would have regretted to
have been absent.
Men feel a satisfaction in having witnesses of their joys. The sort of
scattered support which a crowd presents pleases them at such times;
their delight draws new life from it. Mess Lethierry suddenly perceived
that there were persons about him; and he welcomed the audience at once.
"Ah! you are here, my friends? I am very glad to see you. You know the
news? That man has been there, and brought it back. How d'ye do, Sieur
Landoys? When I woke up just now, the first thing I spied was the
funnel. It was under my window. There's not a nail missing. They make
pictures of Napoleon's deeds; but I think more of that than of the
battle of Austerlitz. You have just left your beds, my good friends. The
Durande has found you sleeping. While you are putting on your night-caps
and blowing out your candles there are others working like heroes. We
are a set of cowards and do-nothings; we sit at home rubbing our
rheumatisms; but happily that does not prevent there being some of
another stamp. The man of the Bû de la Rue has arrived from the Douvres
rocks. He has fished up the Durande from the bottom of the sea; and
fished up my money out of Clubin's pocket, from a greater depth still.
But how did you contrive to do it? All the powers of darkness were
against you--the wind and the sea--the sea and the wind. It's true
enough that you are a magician. Those who say that are not so stupid
after all. The Durande is back again. The tempests may rage now; that
cuts the ground from under them. My friends, I can inform you that there
was no shipwreck after all. I have examined all the machinery. It is
like new, perfect. The valves go as easily as rollers. You would think
them made yesterday. You know that the waste water is carried away by a
tube inside another tube, through which come the waters from the
boilers; this was to economise the heat. Well; the two tubes are there
as good as ever. The complete engine, in fact. She is all there, her
wheels and all. Ah! you shall marry her."
"Marry the complete engine?" asked Sieur Landoys.
"No; Déruchette; yes; the engine. Both of them. He shall be my double
son-in-law. He shall be her captain. Good day, Captain Gilliatt; for
there will soon be a captain of the Durande. We are going to do a world
of business again. There will be trade, circulation, cargoes of oxen and
sheep. I wouldn't give St. Sampson for London now. And there stands the
author of all this. It was a curious adventure, I can tell you. You will
read about it on Saturday in old Mauger's _Gazette_. Malicious Gilliatt
is very malicious. What's the meaning of these Louis-d'ors here?"
Mess Lethierry had just observed, through the opening of the lid, that
there was some gold in the box upon the notes. He seized it, opened and
emptied it into the palm of his hand, and put the handful of guineas on
the table.
"For the poor, Sieur Landoys. Give those sovereigns from me to the
constable of St. Sampson. You recollect Rantaine's letter. I showed it
to you. Very well; I've got the bank-notes. Now we can buy some oak and
fir, and go to work at carpentering. Look you! Do you remember the
weather of three days ago? What a hurricane of wind and rain! Gilliatt
endured all that upon the Douvres. That didn't prevent his taking the
wreck to pieces, as I might take my watch. Thanks to him, I am on my
legs again. Old 'Lethierry's galley' is going to run again, ladies and
gentlemen. A nut-shell with a couple of wheels and a funnel. I always
had that idea. I used to say to myself, one day I will do it. That was a
good long time back. It was an idea that came in my head at Paris, at
the coffee-house at the corner of the Rue Christine and the Rue
Dauphine, when I was reading a paper which had an account of it. Do you
know that Gilliatt would think nothing of putting the machine at Marly
in his pocket, and walking about with it? He is wrought-iron, that man;
tempered steel, a mariner of invaluable qualities, an excellent smith,
an extraordinary fellow, more astonishing than the Prince of Hohenlohe.
That is what I call a man with brains. We are children by the side of
him. Sea-wolves we may think ourselves; but the sea-lion is there.
Hurrah for Gilliatt! I do not know how he has done it; but certainly he
must have been the devil. And how can I do other than give him
Déruchette."
For some minutes Déruchette had been in the room. She had not spoken or
moved since she entered. She had glided in like a shadow, had sat down
almost unperceived behind Mess Lethierry, who stood before her,
loquacious, stormy, joyful, abounding in gestures, and talking in a loud
voice. A little while after her another silent apparition had appeared.
A man attired in black, with a white cravat, holding his hat in his
hand, stood in the doorway. There were now several candles among the
group, which had gradually increased in number. These lights were near
the man attired in black. His profile and youthful and pleasing
complexion showed itself against the dark background with the clearness
of an engraving on a medal. He leaned with his shoulder against the
framework of the door, and held his left hand to his forehead, an
attitude of unconscious grace, which contrasted the breadth of his
forehead with the smallness of his hand. There was an expression of
anguish in his contracted lips, as he looked on and listened with
profound attention. The standers-by having recognised M. Caudray, the
rector of the parish, had fallen back to allow him to pass; but he
remained upon the threshold. There was hesitation in his posture, but
decision in his looks, which now and then met those of Déruchette. With
regard to Gilliatt, whether by chance or design, he was in shadow, and
was only perceived indistinctly.
At first Mess Lethierry did not observe Caudray, but he saw Déruchette.
He went to her and kissed her fervently upon the forehead; stretching
forth his hand at the same time towards the dark corner where Gilliatt
was standing.
"Déruchette," he said, "we are rich again; and there is your future
husband."
Déruchette raised her head, and looked into the dusky corner bewildered.
Mess Lethierry continued:
"The marriage shall take place immediately, if it can; they shall have a
licence; the formalities here are not very troublesome; the dean can do
what he pleases; people are married before they have time to turn round.
It is not as in France, where you must have bans, and publications, and
delays, and all that fuss. You will be able to boast of being the wife
of a brave man. No one can say he is not. I thought so from the day when
I saw him come back from Herm with the little cannon. But now he comes
back from the Douvres with his fortune and mine, and the fortune of this
country. A man of whom the world will talk a great deal more one day.
You said once, 'I will marry him;' and you shall marry him, and you
shall have little children, and I will be grandpapa; and you will have
the good fortune to be the wife of a noble fellow, who can work, who can
be useful to his fellow-men; a surprising fellow, worth a hundred
others; a man who can rescue other people's inventions, a providence! At
all events, you will not have married, like so many other silly girls
about here, a soldier or a priest, that is, a man who kills or a man who
lies. But what are you doing there, Gilliatt? Nobody can see you. Douce,
Grace, everybody there! Bring a light, I say. Light up my son-in-law for
me. I betroth you to each other, my children: here stands your husband,
here my son, Gilliatt of the Bû de la Rue, that noble fellow, that great
seaman; I will have no other son-in-law, and you no other husband. I
pledge my word to that once more in God's name. Ah! you are there,
Monsieur the Curé. You will marry these young people for us."
Lethierry's eye had just fallen upon Caudray.
Douce and Grace had done as they were directed. Two candles placed upon
the table cast a light upon Gilliatt from head to foot.
"There's a fine fellow," said Mess Lethierry.
Gilliatt's appearance was hideous.
He was in the condition in which he had that morning set sail from the
rocks; in rags, his bare elbows showing through his sleeves; his beard
long, his hair rough and wild; his eyes bloodshot, his skin peeling, his
hands covered with wounds; his feet naked. Some of the blisters left by
the devil-fish were still visible upon his arms.
Lethierry gazed at him.
"This is my son-in-law," he said. "How he has struggled with the sea. He
is all in rags. What shoulders; what hands. There's a splendid fellow!"
Grace ran to Déruchette and supported her head. She had fainted.
II
THE LEATHERN TRUNK
At break of day St. Sampson was on foot, and all the people of St.
Peter's Port began to flock there. The resurrection of the Durande
caused a commotion in the island not unlike what was caused by the
_Salette_ in the south of France. There was a crowd on the quay staring
at the funnel standing erect in the sloop. They were anxious to see and
handle the machinery; but Lethierry, after making a new and triumphant
survey of the whole by daylight, had placed two sailors aboard with
instructions to prevent any one approaching it. The funnel, however,
furnished food enough for contemplation. The crowd gaped with
astonishment. They talked of nothing but Gilliatt. They remarked on his
surname of "malicious Gilliatt;" and their admiration wound up with the
remark, "It is not pleasant to have people in the island who can do
things like that."
Mess Lethierry was seen from outside the house, seated at a table before
the window, writing, with one eye on the paper and another on the sloop.
He was so completely absorbed that he had only once stopped to call
Douce and ask after Déruchette. Douce replied, "Mademoiselle has risen
and is gone out." Mess Lethierry replied, "She is right to take the air.
She was a little unwell last night, owing to the heat. There was a crowd
in the room. This and her surprise and joy, and the windows being all
closed, overcame her. She will have a husband to be proud of." And he
had gone on with his writing. He had already finished and sealed two
letters, addressed to the most important shipbuilders at Brême. He now
finished the sealing of a third.
The noise of a wheel upon the quay induced him to look up. He leaned out
of the window, and observed coming from the path which led to the Bû de
la Rue a boy pushing a wheelbarrow. The boy was going towards St.
Peter's Port. In the barrow was a portmanteau of brown leather, studded
with nails of brass and white metal.
Mess Lethierry called to the boy:
"Where are you going, my lad?"
The boy stopped, and replied:
"To the _Cashmere_."
"What for?"
"To take this trunk aboard."
"Very good; you shall take these three letters too."
Mess Lethierry opened the drawer of his table, took a piece of string,
tied the three letters which he had just written across and across, and
threw the packet to the boy, who caught it between his hands.
"Tell the captain of the _Cashmere_ they are my letters, and to take
care of them. They are for Germany--Brême _viâ_ London."
"I can't speak to the captain, Mess Lethierry."
"Why not?"
"The _Cashmere_ is not at the quay."
"Ah!"
"She is in the roads."
"Ay, true; on account of the sea."
"I can only speak to the man who takes the things aboard."
"You will tell him, then, to look to the letters."
"Very well, Mess Lethierry."
"At what time does the _Cashmere_ sail?"
"At twelve."
"The tide will flow at noon; she will have it against her."
"But she will have the wind," answered the lad.
"Boy," said Mess Lethierry, pointing with his forefinger at the engine
in the sloop, "do you see that? There is something which laughs at winds
and tides."
The boy put the letters in his pocket, took up the handles of the barrow
again, and went on his way towards the town. Mess Lethierry called
"Douce! Grace!"
Grace opened the door a little way.
"What is it, Mess?"
"Come in and wait a moment."
Mess Lethierry took a sheet of paper, and began to write. If Grace,
standing behind him, had been curious, and had leaned forward while he
was writing, she might have read as follows:--
"I have written to Brême for the timber. I have appointments all the
morning with carpenters for the estimate. The rebuilding will go on
fast. You must go yourself to the Deanery for a licence. It is my wish
that the marriage should take place as soon as possible; immediately
would be better. I am busy about the Durande. Do you be busy about
Déruchette."
He dated it and signed "Lethierry." He did not take the trouble to seal
it, but merely folded it in four, and handed it to Grace, saying:
"Take that to Gilliatt."
"To the Bû de la Rue?"
"To the Bû de la Rue."
BOOK III
THE DEPARTURE OF THE _CASHMERE_
I
THE HAVELET NEAR THE CHURCH
When there is a crowd at St. Sampson, St. Peter's Port is soon deserted.
A point of curiosity at a given place is like an air-pump. News travel
fast in small places. Going to see the funnel of the Durande under Mess
Lethierry's window had been, since sunrise, the business of the Guernsey
folks. Every other event was eclipsed by this. The death of the Dean of
St. Asaph was forgotten, together with the question of the Rev. Mr.
Caudray, his sudden riches, and the departure of the _Cashmere_. The
machinery of the Durande brought back from the Douvres rocks was the
order of the day. People were incredulous. The shipwreck had appeared
extraordinary, the salvage seemed impossible. Everybody hastened to
assure himself of the truth by the help of his own eyes. Business of
every kind was suspended. Long strings of townsfolk with their families,
from the "Vesin" up to the "Mess," men and women, gentlemen, mothers
with children, infants with dolls, were coming by every road or pathway
to see "the thing to be seen" at the Bravées, turning their backs upon
St. Peter's Port. Many shops at St. Peter's Port were closed. In the
Commercial Arcade there was an absolute stagnation in buying and
selling. The Durande alone obtained attention. Not a single shopkeeper
had had a "handsell" that morning, except a jeweller, who was surprised
at having sold a wedding-ring to "a sort of man who appeared in a great
hurry, and who asked for the house of the Dean." The shops which
remained open were centres of gossip, where loiterers discussed the
miraculous salvage. There was not a foot-passenger at the "Hyvreuse,"
which is known in these days, nobody knows why, as Cambridge Park; no
one was in the High Street, then called the Grande Rue; nor in Smith
Street, known then only as the Rue des Forges; nobody in Hauteville. The
Esplanade itself was deserted. One might have guessed it to be Sunday. A
visit from a Royal personage to review the militia at the Ancresse
could not have emptied the town more completely. All this hubbub about
"a nobody" like Gilliatt, caused a good deal of shrugging of the
shoulders among persons of grave and correct habits.
The church of St. Peter's Port, with its three gable-ends placed side by
side, its transept and its steeple, stands at the water's side at the
end of the harbour, and nearly on the landing place itself, where it
welcomes those who arrive, and gives the departing "God speed." It
represents the capital letter at the beginning of that long line which
forms the front of the town towards the sea.
It is both the parish church of St. Peter's Port and the chief place of
the Deanery of the whole island. Its officiating minister is the
surrogate of the bishop, a clergyman in full orders.
The harbour of St. Peter's Port, a very fine and large port at the
present day, was at that epoch, and even up to ten years ago, less
considerable than the harbour of St. Sampson. It was enclosed by two
enormous thick walls, beginning at the water's edge on both sides, and
curving till they almost joined again at the extremities, where there
stood a little white lighthouse. Under this lighthouse, a narrow gullet,
bearing still the two rings of the chain with which it was the custom to
bar the passage in ancient times, formed the entrance for vessels. The
harbour of St. Peter's Port might be well compared with the claws of a
huge lobster opened a little way. This kind of pincers took from the
ocean a portion of the sea, which it compelled to remain calm. But
during the easterly winds the waves rolled heavily against the narrow
entrance, the port was agitated, and it was better not to enter. This is
what had happened with the _Cashmere_ that day, which had accordingly
anchored in the roads.
The vessels, during the easterly winds, preferred this course, which
besides saved them the port dues. On these occasions the boatmen of the
town, a hardy race of mariners whom the new port has thrown out of
employment, came in their boats to fetch passengers at the landing-place
or at stations on the shore, and carried them with their luggage, often
in heavy seas, but always without accident, to the vessels about to
sail. The east wind blows off the shore, and is very favourable for the
passage to England; the vessel at such times rolls, but does not pitch.
When a vessel happened to be in the port, everybody embarked from the
quay. When it was in the roads they took their choice, and embarked from
any point of the coast near the moorings. The "Havelet" was one of
these creeks. This little harbour (which is the signification of the
word) was near the town, but was so solitary that it seemed far off.
This solitude was owing to the shelter of the high cliffs of Fort St.
George, which overlooked this retired inlet. The Havelet was accessible
by several paths. The most direct was along the water's side. It had the
advantage of leading to the town and to the church in five minutes'
walk, and the disadvantage of being covered by the sea twice a day. The
other paths were more or less abrupt, and led down to the creek through
gaps in the steep rocks. Even in broad daylight, it was dusk in the
Havelet. Huge blocks overhanging it on all sides, and thick bushes and
brambles cast a sort of soft twilight upon the rocks and waves below.
Nothing could be more peaceful than this spot in calm weather; nothing
more tumultuous during heavy seas. There were ends of branches there
which were always wet with the foam. In the spring time, the place was
full of flowers, of nests, of perfumes, of birds, of butterflies, and
bees. Thanks to recent improvements, this wild nook no longer exists.
Fine, straight lines have taken the place of these wild features;
masonry, quays, and little gardens, have made their appearance;
earthwork has been the rage, and taste has finally subdued the
eccentricities of the cliff, and the irregularities of the rocks below.
II
DESPAIR CONFRONTS DESPAIR
It was a little before ten o'clock in the morning. The crowd at St.
Sampson, according to all appearance, was increasing. The multitude,
feverish with curiosity, was moving towards the north; and the Havelet,
which is in the south, was more deserted than ever.
Notwithstanding this, there was a boat there and a boatman. In the boat
was a travelling bag. The boatman seemed to be waiting for some one.
The _Cashmere_ was visible at anchor in roads, as she did not start till
midday; there was as yet no sign of moving aboard.
A passer-by, who had listened from one of the ladder-paths up the cliffs
overhead, would have heard a murmur of words in the Havelet, and if he
had leaned over the overhanging cliff might have seen, at some distance
from the boat, in a corner among the rocks and branches, where the eye
of the boatman could not reach them, a man and a woman. It was Caudray
and Déruchette.
These obscure nooks on the seashore, the chosen places of lady bathers,
are not always so solitary as is believed. Persons are sometimes
observed and heard there. Those who seek shelter and solitude in them
may easily be followed through the thick bushes, and, thanks to the
multiplicity and entanglement of the paths, the granite and the shrubs
which favour the stolen interview may also favour the witness.
Caudray and Déruchette stood face to face, looking into each other's
eyes, and holding each other by the hand. Déruchette was speaking.
Caudray was silent. A tear that had gathered upon his eyelash hung there
and did not fall.
Grief and strong passion were imprinted in his calm, religious
countenance. A painful resignation was there too--a resignation hostile
to faith, though springing from it. Upon that face, simply devout until
then, there was the commencement of a fatal expression. He who had
hitherto meditated only on doctrine, had begun to meditate on Fate, an
unhealthy meditation for a priest. Faith dissolves under its action.
Nothing disturbs the religious mind more than that bending under the
weight of the unknown. Life seems a perpetual succession of events, to
which man submits. We never know from which direction the sudden blow
will come. Misery and happiness enter or make their exit, like
unexpected guests. Their laws, their orbit, their principle of
gravitation, are beyond man's grasp. Virtue conducts not to happiness,
nor crime to retribution: conscience has one logic, fate another; and
neither coincide. Nothing is foreseen. We live confusedly, and from hand
to mouth. Conscience is the straight line, life is the whirlwind, which
creates above man's head either black chaos or the blue sky. Fate does
not practise the art of gradations. Her wheel turns sometimes so fast
that we can scarcely distinguish the interval between one revolution and
another, or the link between yesterday and to-day. Caudray was a
believer whose faith did not exclude reason, and whose priestly training
did not shut him out from passion. Those religious systems which impose
celibacy on the priesthood are not without reason for it. Nothing really
destroys the individuality of the priest more than love. All sorts of
clouds seemed to darken Caudray's soul. He looked too long into
Déruchette's eyes. These two beings worshipped each other.
There was in Caudray's eye the mute adoration of despair.
Déruchette spoke.
"You must not leave me. I shall not have strength. I thought I could bid
you farewell. I cannot. Why did you come yesterday? You should not have
come if you were going so soon. I never spoke to you. I loved you; but
knew it not. Only that day, when M. Hérode read to us the story of
Rebecca, and when your eyes met mine, my cheeks were like fire, and I
thought only of how Rebecca's face must have burnt like mine; and yet,
if any one had told me yesterday that I loved you, I might have laughed
at it. This is what is so terrible. It has been like a treason. I did
not take heed. I went to the church, I saw you, I thought everybody
there was like myself. I do not reproach you; you did nothing to make me
love you; you did nothing but look at me; it is not your fault if you
look at people; and yet that made me love you so much. I did not even
suspect it. When you took up the book it was a flood of light; when
others took it, it was but a book. You raised your eyes sometimes; you
spoke of archangels; oh! you were my archangel. What you said penetrated
my thoughts at once. Before then, I know not even whether I believed in
God. Since I have known you, I have learnt to pray. I used to say to
Douce, dress me quickly, lest I should be late at the service; and I
hastened to the church. Such it was with me to love some one. I did not
know the cause. I said to myself, how devout I am becoming. It is from
you that I have learnt that I do not go to church for God's service. It
is true; I went for your sake. You spoke so well, and when you raised
your arms to heaven, you seemed to hold my heart within your two white
hands. I was foolish; but I did not know it. Shall I tell you your
fault? It was your coming to me in the garden; it was your speaking to
me. If you had said nothing, I should have known nothing. If you had
gone, I should, perhaps, have been sad, but now I should die. Since I
know that I love you, you cannot leave me. Of what are you thinking? You
do not seem to listen to me."
Caudray replied:
"You heard what was said last night?"
"Ah, me!"
"What can I do against that?"
They were silent for a moment. Caudray continued:
"There is but one duty left to me. It is to depart."
"And mine to die. Oh! how I wish there was no sea, but only sky. It
seems to me as if that would settle all, and that our departure would be
the same. It was wrong to speak to me; why did you speak to me? Do not
go. What will become of me? I tell you I shall die. You will be far off
when I shall be in my grave. Oh! my heart will break. I am very
wretched; yet my uncle is not unkind."
It was the first time in her life that Déruchette had ever said "my
uncle." Until then she had always said "my father."
Caudray stepped back, and made a sign to the boatman. Déruchette heard
the sound of the boat-hook among the shingle, and the step of the man on
the gunwale of the boat.
"No! no!" cried Déruchette.
"It must be, Déruchette," replied Caudray.
"No! never! For the sake of an engine--impossible. Did you see that
horrible man last night? You cannot abandon me thus. You are wise; you
can find a means. It is impossible that you bade me come here this
morning with the idea of leaving me. I have never done anything to
deserve this; you can have no reproach to make me. Is it by that vessel
that you intended to sail? I will not let you go. You shall not leave
me. Heaven does not open thus to close so soon. I know you will remain.
Besides, it is not yet time. Oh! how I love you."
And pressing closely to him, she interlaced the fingers of each hand
behind his neck, as if partly to make a bond of her two arms for
detaining him, and partly with her joined hands to pray. He moved away
this gentle restraint, while Déruchette resisted as long as she could.
Déruchette sank upon a projection of the rock covered with ivy, lifting
by an unconscious movement the sleeve of her dress up to the elbow, and
exhibiting her graceful arm. A pale suffused light was in her eyes. The
boat was approaching.
Caudray held her head between his hands. He touched her hair with a sort
of religious care, fixed his eyes upon her for some moments, then kissed
her on the forehead fervently, and in an accent trembling with anguish,
and in which might have been traced the uprooting of his soul, he
uttered the word which has so often resounded in the depths of the human
heart, "Farewell!"
Déruchette burst into loud sobs.
At this moment they heard a voice near them, which said solemnly and
deliberately:
"Why should you not be man and wife?"
Caudray raised his head. Déruchette looked up.
Gilliatt stood before them.
He had approached by a bye-path.
He was no longer the same man that he had appeared on the previous
night. He had arranged his hair, shaved his beard, put on shoes, and a
white shirt, with a large collar turned over, sailor fashion. He wore a
sailor's costume, but all was new. A gold ring was on his little finger.
He seemed profoundly calm. His sunburnt skin had become pale: a hue of
sickly bronze overspread it.
They looked at him astonished. Though so changed, Déruchette recognised
him. But the words which he had spoken were so far from what was passing
in their minds at that moment, that they had left no distinct
impression.
Gilliatt spoke again:
"Why should you say farewell? Be man and wife, and go together."
Déruchette started. A trembling seized her from head to foot.
Gilliatt continued:
"Miss Lethierry is a woman. She is of age. It depends only on herself.
Her uncle is but her uncle. You love each other----"
Déruchette interrupted in a gentle voice, and asked, "How came you
here?"
"Make yourselves one," repeated Gilliatt.
Déruchette began to have a sense of the meaning of his words. She
stammered out:
"My poor uncle!"
"If the marriage was yet to be," said Gilliatt, "he would refuse. When
it is over he will consent. Besides, you are going to leave here. When
you return he will forgive."
Gilliatt added, with a slight touch of bitterness, "And then he is
thinking of nothing just now but the rebuilding of his boat. This will
occupy his mind during your absence. The Durande will console him."
"I cannot," said Déruchette, in a state of stupor which was not without
its gleam of joy. "I must not leave him unhappy."
"It will be but for a short time," answered Gilliatt.
Caudray and Déruchette had been, as it were, bewildered. They recovered
themselves now. The meaning of Gilliatt's words became plainer as their
surprise diminished. There was a slight cloud still before them; but
their part was not to resist. We yield easily to those who come to
save. Objections to a return into Paradise are weak. There was something
in the attitude of Déruchette, as she leaned imperceptibly upon her
lover, which seemed to make common cause with Gilliatt's words. The
enigma of the presence of this man, and of his utterances, which, in the
mind of Déruchette in particular, produced various kinds of
astonishment, was a thing apart. He said to them, "Be man and wife!"
This was clear; if there was responsibility, it was his. Déruchette had
a confused feeling that, for many reasons, he had the right to decide
upon her fate. Caudray murmured, as if plunged in thought, "An uncle is
not a father."
His resolution was corrupted by the sudden and happy turn in his ideas.
The probable scruples of the clergyman melted, and dissolved in his
heart's love for Déruchette.
Gilliatt's tone became abrupt and harsh, and like the pulsations of
fever.
"There must be no delay," he said. "You have time, but that is all.
Come."
Caudray observed him attentively; and suddenly exclaimed:
"I recognise you. It was you who saved my life."
Gilliatt replied:
"I think not."
"Yonder," said Caudray, "at the extremity of the Banques."
"I do not know the place," said Gilliatt.
"It was on the very day that I arrived here."
"Let us lose no time," interrupted Gilliatt.
"And if I am not deceived, you are the man whom we met last night."
"Perhaps."
"What is your name?"
Gilliatt raised his voice:
"Boatman! wait there for us. We shall return soon. You asked me, Miss
Lethierry, how I came to be here. The answer is very simple. I walked
behind you. You are twenty-one. In this country, when persons are of
age, and depend only on themselves, they may be married immediately. Let
us take the path along the water-side. It is passable; the tide will not
rise here till noon. But lose no time. Come with me."
Déruchette and Caudray seemed to consult each other by a glance. They
were standing close together motionless. They were intoxicated with joy.
There are strange hesitations sometimes on the edge of the abyss of
happiness. They understood, as it were, without understanding.
"His name is Gilliatt," whispered Déruchette.
Gilliatt interrupted them with a sort of tone of authority.
"What do you linger for?" he asked. "I tell you to follow me."
"Whither?" asked Caudray.
"There!"
And Gilliatt pointed with his finger towards the spire of the church.
Gilliatt walked on before, and they followed him. His step was firm; but
they walked unsteadily.
As they approached the church, an expression dawned upon those two pure
and beautiful countenances, which was soon to become a smile. The
approach to the church lighted them up. In the hollow eyes of Gilliatt
there was the darkness of night. The beholder might have imagined that
he saw a spectre leading two souls to Paradise.
Caudray and Déruchette scarcely took count of what had happened. The
interposition of this man was like the branch clutched at by the
drowning. They followed their guide with the docility of despair,
leaning on the first comer. Those who feel themselves near death easily
accept the accident which seems to save. Déruchette, more ignorant of
life, was more confident. Caudray was thoughtful. Déruchette was of age,
it was true. The English formalities of marriage are simple, especially
in primitive parts, where the clergyman has almost a discretionary
power; but would the Dean consent to celebrate the marriage without even
inquiring whether the uncle consented? This was the question.
Nevertheless, they could learn. In any case there would be but a delay.
But what was this man? and if it was really he whom Lethierry the night
before had declared should be his son-in-law, what could be the meaning
of his actions? The very obstacle itself had become a providence.
Caudray yielded; but his yielding was only the rapid and tacit assent of
a man who feels himself saved from despair.
The pathway was uneven, and sometimes wet and difficult to pass.
Caudray, absorbed in thought, did not observe the occasional pools of
water or the heaps of shingle. But from time to time Gilliatt turned and
said to him, "Take heed of those stones. Give her your hand."
III
THE FORETHOUGHT OF SELF-SACRIFICE
It struck ten as they entered the church.
By reason of the early hour, and also on account of the desertion of the
town that day, the church was empty.
At the farther end, however, near the table which in the reformed church
fulfils the place of the altar, there were three persons. They were the
Dean, his evangelist, and the registrar. The Dean, who was the Reverend
Jaquemin Hérode, was seated; the evangelist and the registrar stood
beside him.
A book was open upon the table.
Beside him, upon a credence-table, was another book. It was the parish
register, and also open; and an attentive eye might have remarked a page
on which was some writing, of which the ink was not yet dry. By the side
of the register were a pen and a writing-desk.
The Reverend Jaquemin Hérode rose on perceiving Caudray.
"I have been expecting you," he said. "All is ready."
The Dean, in fact, wore his officiating robes.
Caudray looked towards Gilliatt.
The Reverend Doctor added, "I am at your service, brother;" and he
bowed.
It was a bow which neither turned to right or left. It was evident from
the direction of the Dean's gaze that he did not recognise the existence
of any one but Caudray, for Caudray was a clergyman and a gentleman.
Neither Déruchette, who stood aside, nor Gilliatt, who was in the rear,
were included in the salutation. His look was a sort of parenthesis in
which none but Caudray were admitted. The observance of these little
niceties constitutes an important feature in the maintenance of order
and the preservation of society.
The Dean continued, with a graceful and dignified urbanity:
"I congratulate you, my colleague, from a double point of view. You have
lost your uncle, and are about to take a wife; you are blessed with
riches on the one hand, and happiness on the other. Moreover, thanks to
the boat which they are about to rebuild, Mess Lethierry will also be
rich; which is as it should be. Miss Lethierry was born in this parish;
I have verified the date of her birth in the register. She is of age,
and at her own disposal. Her uncle, too, who is her only relative,
consents. You are anxious to be united immediately on account of your
approaching departure. This I can understand; but this being the
marriage of the rector of the parish, I should have been gratified to
have seen it associated with a little more solemnity. I will consult
your wishes by not detaining you longer than necessary. The essentials
will be soon complied with. The form is already drawn up in the
register, and it requires only the names to be filled in. By the terms
of the law and custom, the marriage may be celebrated immediately after
the inscription. The declaration necessary for the licence has been duly
made. I take upon myself a slight irregularity; for the application for
the licence ought to have been registered seven days in advance; but I
yield to necessity and the urgency of your departure. Be it so, then. I
will proceed with the ceremony. My evangelist will be the witness for
the bridegroom; as regards the witness for the bride----"
The Dean turned towards Gilliatt. Gilliatt made a movement of his head.
"That is sufficient," said the Dean.
Caudray remained motionless; Déruchette was happy, but no less powerless
to move.
"Nevertheless," continued the Dean, "there is still an obstacle."
Déruchette started.
The Dean continued:
"The representative here present of Mess Lethierry applied for the
licence for you, and has signed the declaration on the register." And
with the thumb of his left hand the Dean pointed to Gilliatt, which
prevented the necessity of his remembering his name. "The messenger from
Mess Lethierry," he added, "has informed me this morning that being too
much occupied to come in person, Mess Lethierry desired that the
marriage should take place immediately. This desire, expressed verbally,
is not sufficient. In consequence of having to grant the licence, and of
the irregularity which I take upon myself, I cannot proceed so rapidly
without informing myself from Mess Lethierry personally, unless some one
can produce his signature. Whatever might be my desire to serve you, I
cannot be satisfied with a mere message. I must have some written
document."
"That need not delay us," said Gilliatt. And he presented a paper to the
Dean. The Dean took it, perused it by a glance, seemed to pass over some
lines as unimportant, and read aloud: "Go to the Dean for the licence.
I wish the marriage to take place as soon as possible. Immediately would
be better."
He placed the paper on the table, and proceeded:
"It is signed, Lethierry. It would have been more respectful to have
addressed himself to me. But since I am called on to serve a colleague,
I ask no more."
Caudray glanced again at Gilliatt. There are moments when mind and mind
comprehend each other. Caudray felt that there was some deception; he
had not the strength of purpose, perhaps he had not the idea of
revealing it. Whether in obedience to a latent heroism, of which he had
begun to obtain a glimpse; or whether from a deadening of the
conscience, arising from the suddenness of the happiness placed within
his reach, he uttered no word.
The Dean took the pen, and aided by the clerk, filled up the spaces in
the page of the register; then he rose, and by a gesture invited Caudray
and Déruchette to approach the table.
The ceremony commenced. It was a strange moment. Caudray and Déruchette
stood beside each other before the minister. He who has ever dreamed of
a marriage in which he himself was chief actor, may conceive something
of the feeling which they experienced.
Gilliatt stood at a little distance in the shadow of the pillars.
Déruchette, on rising in the morning, desperate, thinking only of death
and its associations, had dressed herself in white. Her attire, which
had been associated in her mind with mourning, was suited to her
nuptials. A white dress is all that is necessary for the bride.
A ray of happiness was visible upon her face. Never had she appeared
more beautiful. Her features were remarkable for prettiness rather than
what is called beauty. Their fault, if fault it be, lay in a certain
excess of grace. Déruchette in repose, that is, neither disturbed by
passion or grief, was graceful above all. The ideal virgin is the
transfiguration of a face like this. Déruchette, touched by her sorrow
and her love, seemed to have caught that higher and more holy
expression. It was the difference between the field daisy and the lily.
The tears had scarcely dried upon her cheeks; one perhaps still lingered
in the midst of her smiles. Traces of tears indistinctly visible form a
pleasing but sombre accompaniment of joy.
The Dean, standing near the table, placed his finger upon the open book,
and asked in a distinct voice whether they knew of any impediment to
their union.
There was no reply.
"Amen!" said the Dean.
Caudray and Déruchette advanced a step or two towards the table.
"Joseph Ebenezer Caudray, wilt thou have this woman to be thy wedded
wife?"
Caudray replied "I will."
The Dean continued:
"Durande Déruchette Lethierry, wilt thou have this man to be thy wedded
husband?"
Déruchette, in an agony of soul, springing from her excess of happiness,
murmured rather than uttered--
"I will."
Then followed the beautiful form of the Anglican marriage service. The
Dean looked around, and in the twilight of the church uttered the solemn
words:
"Who giveth this woman to be married to this man?"
Gilliatt answered, "I do!"
There was an interval of silence. Caudray and Déruchette felt a vague
sense of oppression in spite of their joy.
The Dean placed Déruchette's right hand in Caudray's; and Caudray
repeated after him:
"I take thee, Durande Déruchette to be my wedded wife, for better for
worse, for richer for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to
cherish till death do us part; and thereto I plight thee my troth."
The Dean then placed Caudray's right hand in that of Déruchette, and
Déruchette said after him:
"I take thee to be my wedded husband for better for worse, for richer
for poorer, in sickness or in health, to love and to cherish till death
do us part; and thereto I plight thee my troth."
The Dean asked, "Where is the ring?" The question took them by surprise.
Caudray had no ring; but Gilliatt took off the gold ring which he wore
upon his little finger. It was probably the wedding-ring which had been
sold that morning by the jeweller in the Commercial Arcade.
The Dean placed the ring upon the book; then handed it to Caudray, who
took Déruchette's little trembling left hand, passed the ring over her
fourth finger, and said:
"With this ring I thee wed!"
"In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost,"
continued the Dean.
"Amen," said his evangelist.
Then the Dean said, "Let us pray."
Caudray and Déruchette turned towards the table, and knelt down.
Gilliatt, standing by, inclined his head.
So they knelt before God; while he seemed to bend under the burden of
his fate.
IV
FOR YOUR WIFE: WHEN YOU MARRY
As they left the church they could see the _Cashmere_ making
preparations for her departure.
"You are in time," said Gilliatt.
They chose again the path leading to the Havelet.
Caudray and Déruchette went before, Gilliatt this time walking behind
them. They were two somnambulists. Their bewilderment had not passed
away, but only changed in form. They took no heed of whither they were
going, or of what they did. They hurried on mechanically, scarcely
remembering the existence of anything, feeling that they were united for
ever, but scarcely able to connect two ideas in their minds. In ecstasy
like theirs it is as impossible to think as it is to swim in a torrent.
In the midst of their trouble and darkness they had been plunged in a
whirlpool of delight; they bore a paradise within themselves. They did
not speak, but conversed with each other by the mysterious sympathy of
their souls. Déruchette pressed Caudray's arm to her side.
The footsteps of Gilliatt behind them reminded them now and then that he
was there. They were deeply moved, but could find no words. The excess
of emotion results in stupor. Theirs was delightful, but overwhelming.
They were man and wife: every other idea was postponed to that. What
Gilliatt had done was well; that was all that they could grasp. They
experienced towards their guide a deep but vague gratitude in their
hearts. Déruchette felt that there was some mystery to be explained, but
not now. Meanwhile they accepted their unexpected happiness. They felt
themselves controlled by the abruptness and decision of this man who
conferred on them so much happiness with a kind of authority. To
question him, to talk with him seemed impossible. Too many impressions
rushed into their minds at once for that. Their absorption was
pardonable.
Events succeed each other sometimes with the rapidity of hailstones.
Their effect is overpowering; they deaden the senses. Falling upon
existences habitually calm, they render incidents rapidly unintelligible
even to those whom they chiefly concern; we become scarcely conscious of
our own adventures; we are overwhelmed without guessing the cause, or
crowned with happiness without comprehending it. For some hours
Déruchette had been subjected to every kind of emotion: at first,
surprise and delight at meeting Caudray in the garden; then horror at
the monster whom her uncle had presented as her husband; then her
anguish when the angel of her dreams spread his wings and seemed about
to depart; and now her joy, a joy such as she had never known before,
founded on an inexplicable enigma; the monster of last night himself
restoring her lover; marriage arising out of her torture; this Gilliatt,
the evil destiny of last night, become to-day her saviour! She could
explain nothing to her own mind. It was evident that all the morning
Gilliatt had had no other occupation than that of preparing the way for
their marriage: he had done all: he had answered for Mess Lethierry,
seen the Dean, obtained the licence, signed the necessary declaration;
and thus the marriage had been rendered possible. But Déruchette
understood it not. If she had, she could not have comprehended the
reasons. They did nothing but close their eyes to the world,
and--grateful in their hearts--yield themselves up to the guidance of
this good demon. There was no time for explanations, and expressions of
gratitude seemed too insignificant. They were silent in their trance of
love.
The little power of thought which they retained was scarcely more than
sufficient to guide them on their way--to enable them to distinguish the
sea from the land, and the _Cashmere_ from every other vessel.
In a few minutes they were at the little creek.
Caudray entered the boat first. At the moment when Déruchette was about
to follow, she felt her sleeve held gently. It was Gilliatt, who had
placed his finger upon a fold of her dress.
"Madam," he said, "you are going on a journey unexpectedly. It has
struck me that you would have need of dresses and clothes. You will find
a trunk aboard the _Cashmere_, containing a lady's clothing. It came to
me from my mother. It was intended for my wife if I should marry.
Permit me to ask your acceptance of it."
Déruchette, partially aroused from her dream, turned towards him.
Gilliatt continued, in a voice which was scarcely audible:
"I do not wish to detain you, madam, but I feel that I ought to give you
some explanation. On the day of your misfortune, you were sitting in the
lower room; you uttered certain words; it is easy to understand that you
have forgotten them. We are not compelled to remember every word we
speak. Mess Lethierry was in great sorrow. It was certainly a noble
vessel, and one that did good service. The misfortune was recent; there
was a great commotion. Those are things which one naturally forgets. It
was only a vessel wrecked among the rocks; one cannot be always thinking
of an accident. But what I wished to tell you was, that as it was said
that no one would go, I went. They said it was impossible; but it was
not. I thank you for listening to me a moment. You can understand,
madam, that if I went there, it was not with the thought of displeasing
you. This is a thing, besides, of old date. I know that you are in
haste. If there was time, if we could talk about this, you might perhaps
remember. But this is all useless now. The history of it goes back to a
day when there was snow upon the ground. And then on one occasion that I
passed you, I thought that you looked kindly on me. This is how it was.
With regard to last night, I had not had time to go to my home. I came
from my labour; I was all torn and ragged; I startled you, and you
fainted. I was to blame; people do not come like that to strangers'
houses; I ask your forgiveness. This is nearly all I had to say. You are
about to sail. You will have fine weather; the wind is in the east.
Farewell. You will not blame me for troubling you with these things.
This is the last minute."
"I am thinking of the trunk you spoke of," replied Déruchette. "Why do
you not keep it for your wife, when you marry?"
"It is most likely, madam," replied Gilliatt, "that I shall never
marry."
"That would be a pity," said Déruchette; "you are so good."
And Déruchette smiled. Gilliatt returned her smile.
Then he assisted her to step into the boat.
In less than a quarter of an hour afterwards Caudray and Déruchette were
aboard the _Cashmere_ in the roads.
V
THE GREAT TOMB
Gilliatt walked along the water-side, passed rapidly through St. Peter's
Port, and then turned towards St. Sampson by the seashore. In his
anxiety to meet no one whom he knew, he avoided the highways now filled
with foot-passengers by his great achievement.
For a long time, as the reader knows, he had had a peculiar manner of
traversing the country in all parts without being observed. He knew the
bye-paths, and favoured solitary and winding routes; he had the shy
habits of a wild beast who knows that he is disliked, and keeps at a
distance. When quite a child, he had been quick to feel how little
welcome men showed in their faces at his approach, and he had gradually
contracted that habit of being alone which had since become an instinct.
He passed through the Esplanade, then by the Salerie. Now and then he
turned and looked behind him at the _Cashmere_ in the roads, which was
beginning to set her sails. There was little wind; Gilliatt went faster
than the _Cashmere_. He walked with downcast eyes among the lower rocks
at the water's edge. The tide was beginning to rise.
Suddenly he stopped, and, turning his back, contemplated for some
minutes a group of oaks beyond the rocks which concealed the road to
Vale. They were the oaks at the spot called the Basses Maisons. It was
there that Déruchette once wrote with her finger the name of Gilliatt in
the snow. Many a day had passed since that snow had melted away.
Then he pursued his way.
The day was beautiful; more beautiful than any that had yet been seen
that year. It was one of those spring days when May suddenly pours forth
all its beauty, and when nature seems to have no thought but to rejoice
and be happy. Amidst the many murmurs from forest and village, from the
sea and the air, a sound of cooing could be distinguished. The first
butterflies of the year were resting on the early roses. Everything in
nature seemed new--the grass, the mosses, the leaves, the perfumes, the
rays of light. The sun shone as if it had never shone before. The
pebbles seemed bathed in coolness. Birds but lately fledged sang out
their deep notes from the trees, or fluttered among the boughs in their
attempts to use their new-found wings. There was a chattering all
together of goldfinches, pewits, tomtits, woodpeckers, bullfinches, and
thrushes. The blossoms of lilacs, May lilies, daphnes, and melilots
mingled their various hues in the thickets. A beautiful kind of
water-weed peculiar to Guernsey covered the pools with an emerald green;
where the kingfishers and the water-wagtails, which make such graceful
little nests, came down to bathe their wings. Through every opening in
the branches appeared the deep blue sky. A few lazy clouds followed each
other in the azure depths. The ear seemed to catch the sound of kisses
sent from invisible lips. Every old wall had its tufts of wallflowers.
The plum-trees and laburnums were in blossom; their white and yellow
masses gleamed through the interlacing boughs. The spring showered all
her gold and silver on the woods. The new shoots and leaves were green
and fresh. Calls of welcome were in the air; the approaching summer
opened her hospitable doors for birds coming from afar. It was the time
of the arrival of the swallows. The clusters of furze-bushes bordered
the steep sides of hollow roads in anticipation of the clusters of the
hawthorn. The pretty and the beautiful reigned side by side; the
magnificent and the graceful, the great and the little, had each their
place. No note in the great concert of nature was lost. Green
microscopic beauties took their place in the vast universal plan in
which all seemed distinguishable as in limpid water. Everywhere a divine
fulness, a mysterious sense of expansion, suggested the unseen effort of
the sap in movement. Guttering things glittered more than ever; loving
natures became more tender. There was a hymn in the flowers, and a
radiance in the sounds of the air. The wide-diffused harmony of nature
burst forth on every side. All things which felt the dawn of life
invited others to put forth shoots. A movement coming from below, and
also from above, stirred vaguely all hearts susceptible to the scattered
and subterranean influence of germination. The flower shadowed forth the
fruit; young maidens dreamed of love. It was nature's universal bridal.
It was fine, bright, and warm; through the hedges in the meadows
children were seen laughing and playing at their games. The fruit-trees
filled the orchards with their heaps of white and pink blossom. In the
fields were primroses, cowslips, milfoil, daffodils, daisies, speedwell,
jacinths, and violets. Blue borage and yellow irises swarmed with those
beautiful little pink stars which flower always in groups, and are
hence called "companions." Creatures with golden scales glided between
the stones. The flowering houseleek covered the thatched roofs with
purple patches. Women were plaiting hives in the open air; and the bees
were abroad, mingling their humming with the murmurs from the sea.
Nature, sensitive to the touch of spring, exhaled delight.
When Gilliatt arrived at St. Sampson, the water had not yet risen at the
further end of the harbour, and he was able to cross it dry-footed
unperceived behind the hulls of vessels fixed for repair. A number of
flat stones were placed there at regular distances to make a causeway.
He was not observed. The crowd was at the other end of the port, near
the narrow entrance, by the Bravées. There his name was in every mouth.
They were, in fact, speaking about him so much that none paid attention
to him. He passed, sheltered in some degree by the very commotion that
he had caused.
He saw from afar the sloop in the place where he had moored it, with the
funnel standing between its four chains; observed a movement of
carpenters at their work, and confused outlines of figures passing to
and fro; and he could distinguish the loud and cheery voice of Mess
Lethierry giving orders.
He threaded the narrow alleys behind the Bravées. There was no one there
beside him. All curiosity was concentrated on the front of the house. He
chose the footpath alongside the low wall of the garden, but stopped at
the angle where the wild mallow grew. He saw once more the stone where
he used to pass his time; saw once more the wooden garden seat where
Déruchette was accustomed to sit, and glanced again at the pathway of
the alley where he had seen the embrace of two shadows which had
vanished.
He soon went on his way, climbed the hill of Vale Castle, descended
again, and directed his steps towards the Bû de la Rue.
The Houmet-Paradis was a solitude.
His house was in the same state in which he had left it in the morning,
after dressing himself to go to St. Peter's Port.
A window was open, through which his bagpipe might have been seen
hanging to a nail upon the wall.
Upon the table was the little Bible given to him in token of gratitude
by the stranger whom he now knew as Caudray.
The key was in the door. He approached; placed his hand upon it; turned
it twice in the lock, put the key in his pocket, and departed.
He walked not in the direction of the town, but towards the sea.
He traversed his garden diagonally, taking the shortest way without
regard to the beds, but taking care not to tread upon the plants which
he placed there, because he had heard that they were favourites with
Déruchette.
He crossed the parapet wall, and let himself down upon the rocks.
Going straight on, he began to follow the long ridge of rocks which
connected the Bû de la Rue with the great natural obelisk of granite
rising erect from the sea, which was known as the Beast's Horn. This was
the place of the Gild-Holm-'Ur seat.
He strode on from block to block like a giant among mountains. To make
long strides upon a row of breakers is like walking upon the ridge of a
roof.
A fisherwoman with dredge-nets, who had been walking naked-footed among
the pools of sea-water at some distance, and had just regained the
shore, called to him, "Take care; the tide is coming." But he held on
his way.
Having arrived at the great rock of the point, the Horn, which rises
like a pinnacle from the sea, he stopped. It was the extremity of the
promontory.
He looked around.
Out at sea a few sailing boats at anchor were fishing. Now and then
rivulets of silver glittered among them in the sun: it was the water
running from the nets. The _Cashmere_ was not yet off St. Sampson. She
had set her main-topsail, and was between Herm and Jethou.
Gilliatt rounded the rock, and came under the Gild-Holm-'Ur seat, at the
foot of that kind of abrupt stairs where, less than three months before,
he had assisted Caudray to come down. He ascended.
The greater number of the steps were already under water. Two or three
only were still dry, by which he climbed.
The steps led up to the Gild-Holm-'Ur seat. He reached the niche,
contemplated it for a moment, pressed his hand upon his eyes, and let it
glide gently from one eyelid to the other--a gesture by which he seemed
to obliterate the memory of the past--then sat down in the hollow, with
the perpendicular wall behind him, and the ocean at his feet.
The _Cashmere_ at that moment was passing the great round half-submerged
tower, defended by one sergeant and a cannon, which marks the half way
in the roads between Herm and St. Peter's Port.
A few flowers stirred among the crevices in the rock about Gilliatt's
head. The sea was blue as far as eye could reach. The wind came from the
east; there was a little surf in the direction of the island of Sark, of
which only the western side is visible from Guernsey. In the distance
appeared the coast of France like a mist, with the long yellow strips of
sand about Carteret. Now and then a white butterfly fluttered by. The
butterflies frequently fly out to sea.
The breeze was very slight. The blue expanse, both above and below, was
tranquil. Not a ripple agitated those species of serpents, of an azure
more or less dark, which indicate on the surface of the sea the lines of
sunken rocks.
The _Cashmere_, little moved by the wind, had set her topsail and
studding-sails to catch the breeze. All her canvas was spread, but the
wind being a side one, her studding-sails only compelled her to hug the
Guernsey coast more closely. She had passed the beacon of St. Sampson,
and was off the hill of Vale Castle. The moment was approaching when she
would double the point of the Bû de la Rue.
Gilliatt watched her approach.
The air and sea were still. The tide rose not by waves, but by an
imperceptible swell. The level of the water crept upward without a
palpitation. The subdued murmur from the open sea was soft as the
breathing of a child.
In the direction of the harbour of St. Sampson, faint echoes could be
heard of carpenters' hammers. The carpenters were probably the workmen
constructing the tackle, gear, and apparatus for removing the engine
from the sloop. The sounds, however, scarcely reached Gilliatt by reason
of the mass of granite at his back.
The _Cashmere_ approached with the slowness of a phantom.
Gilliatt watched it still.
Suddenly a touch and a sensation of cold caused him to look down. The
sea had reached his feet.
He lowered his eyes, then raised them again.
The _Cashmere_ was quite near.
The rock in which the rains had hollowed out the Gild-Holm-'Ur seat was
so completely vertical, and there was so much water at its base, that in
calm weather vessels were able to pass without danger within a few
cables' lengths.
The _Cashmere_ was abreast of the rock. It rose straight upwards as if
it had grown out of the water; or like the lengthening out of a shadow.
The rigging showed black against the heavens and in the magnificent
expanse of the sea. The long sails, passing for a moment over the sun,
became lighted up with a singular glory and transparence. The water
murmured indistinctly; but no other noise marked the majestic gliding of
that outline. The deck was as visible as if he had stood upon it.
The steersman was at the helm; a cabin-boy was climbing the shrouds; a
few passengers leaning on the bulwarks were contemplating the beauty of
the scene. The captain was smoking; but nothing of all this was seen by
Gilliatt.
There was a spot on the deck on which the broad sunlight fell. It was on
this corner that his eyes were fixed. In this sunlight were Déruchette
and Caudray. They were sitting together side by side, like two birds,
warming themselves in the noonday sun, upon one of those covered seats
with a little awning which well-ordered packet-boats provided for
passengers, and upon which was the inscription, when it happened to be
an English vessel, "For ladies only." Déruchette's head was leaning upon
Caudray's shoulder; his arm was around her waist; they held each other's
hands with their fingers interwoven. A celestial light was discernible
in those two faces formed by innocence. Their chaste embrace was
expressive of their earthly union and their purity of soul. The seat was
a sort of alcove, almost a nest; it was at the same time a glory round
them; the tender aureola of love passing into a cloud.
The silence was like the calm of heaven.
Caudray's gaze was fixed in contemplation. Déruchette's lips moved; and,
amidst that perfect silence, as the wind carried the vessel near shore,
and it glided within a few fathoms of the Gild-Holm-'Ur seat, Gilliatt
heard the tender and musical voice of Déruchette exclaiming:
"Look yonder. It seems as if there were a man upon the rock."
The vessel passed.
Leaving the promontory of the Bû de la Rue behind, the _Cashmere_ glided
on upon the waters. In less than a quarter of an hour, her masts and
sails formed only a white obelisk, gradually decreasing against the
horizon. Gilliatt felt that the water had reached his knees.
He contemplated the vessel speeding on her way.
The breeze freshened out at sea. He could see the _Cashmere_ run out her
lower studding-sails and her staysails, to take advantage of the rising
wind. She was already clear of the waters of Guernsey. Gilliatt followed
the vessel with his eyes.
The waves had reached his waist.
The tide was rising: time was passing away.
The seamews and cormorants flew about him restlessly, as if anxious to
warn him of his danger. It seemed as if some of his old companions of
the Douvres rocks flying there had recognised him.
An hour had passed.
The wind from the sea was scarcely felt in the roads; but the form of
the _Cashmere_ was rapidly growing less. The sloop, according to all
appearance, was sailing fast. It was already nearly off the Casquets.
There was no foam around the Gild-Holm-'Ur; no wave beat against its
granite sides. The water rose peacefully. It was nearly level with
Gilliatt's shoulders.
Another hour had passed.
The _Cashmere_ was beyond the waters of Aurigny. The Ortach rock
concealed it for a moment; it passed behind it, and came forth again as
from an eclipse. The sloop was veering to the north upon the open sea.
It was now only a point glittering in the sun.
The birds were hovering about Gilliatt, uttering short cries. Only his
head was now visible. The tide was nearly at the full. Evening was
approaching. Behind him, in the roads, a few fishing-boats were making
for the harbour.
Gilliatt's eyes continued fixed upon the vessel in the horizon. Their
expression resembled nothing earthly. A strange lustre shone in their
calm and tragic depths. There was in them the peace of vanished hopes,
the calm but sorrowful acceptance of an end far different from his
dreams. By degrees the dusk of heaven began to darken in them, though
gazing still upon the point in space. At the same moment the wide waters
round the Gild-Holm-'Ur and the vast gathering twilight closed upon
them.
The _Cashmere_, now scarcely perceptible, had become a mere spot in the
thin haze.
Gradually, the spot, which was but a shape, grew paler.
Then it dwindled, and finally disappeared.
At the moment when the vessel vanished on the line of the horizon, the
head of Gilliatt disappeared. Nothing was visible now but the sea.
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