CHAPTER IV

TO IRELAND

“Be it granted me to behold you again in dying,

Hills of home.”

R. L. STEVENSON.

HOLYHEAD pier was in the state of wild turmoil that seethes between the

arrival of the mail and its transhipping to the Dublin boat. Passengers

ran hither and thither, distractedly seeking luggage, while stolid

English porters lent a deaf ear to their complainings or assured them

absent-mindedly that everything would be all right on the other side; an

assurance always given light-heartedly by the porter who is comfortably

certain of the fact that, whatever happens on the other side, he will

not be there. First and third class passengers mingled inextricably in

the luggage-hunt, with equal lack of success, and divided into two

streams when the whistle blew an impatient summons, seeking their

respective gangways under the guiding shouts of officials on the upper

deck. Through the crowd ploughed the mail trollies, regarding first and

third class travellers alike as mere obstructors of His Majesty’s

business, and asserting their right-of-way by sheer weight and impetus.

Overhead, a grey sky hung darkly, and was reflected in a grey,

white-flecked sea.

It was not the usual Ireland-bound crowd of early summer. Comparatively

few women were travelling, and except for a few elderly men, there was

an entire absence of the knickerbocker-suited, tweed-capped travellers,

with golf-clubs and rod-boxes, who make a yearly pilgrimage across the

Irish Sea. Most of them were in Flanders or Gallipoli now, and khaki had

replaced the rough tweeds; many would never come again. In their stead,

khaki sprinkled the crowd thickly. A big detachment of soldiers

returning after furlough, crowded the boat for’ard. Officers in heavy

great-coats were everywhere; one chubby subaltern in charge of a

regimental band, which had been assisting in a recruiting tour in Wales.

A small group surrounded a tall old general, whose great-coat showed the

crossed sword and baton, while his gold-laced and red-banded cap made

him the object of awed glances from junior officers, who forthwith put

as much of the ship as possible between themselves and his eagle eye.

Jim Linton and Wally Meadows were among the first out of the train. It

was Jim’s way to let a crowd disperse a little before he attempted to

reach a given point. “You get there just as quickly, and it saves an

awful lot of pushing and shoving,” he said. But Wally’s impatience never

brooked any such delay; at all times he found it difficult to sit still,

and once movement was permitted him, he was wont, as Jim further said,

“to run three ways at once.” Therefore, Jim being too peaceably inclined

to argue the matter, they made a hurried descent to the platform,

collected hand-luggage hastily, discovered a porter, assisted Mr. Linton

and Norah to alight, and had marshalled their forces on the upper deck

of the steamer while yet the main body of the passengers strove

agonizedly to find their belongings. Then Jim made a leisurely

inspection, discovered their heavy luggage in perfect safety, duly

embarked: and rejoined his party with the calm certainty of all being

right with the world.

People were disposing themselves after the varied fashion of

’cross-Channel passengers. Apprehensive ladies and a few men cast a

despondent look at the grey sea and the white horses tumbling off-shore,

and prudently sought the shelter of the cabins, hoping, by prompt lying

down, to cheat the demon of sea-sickness. More seasoned travellers

selected chairs on the main decks, pitched them where any gleams of sun

might reach them, and settled down, rolled in rugs, to read through the

boredom of the passage. On the railings, small boys perched themselves

with the fell determination of small boys all the world over, while

anxious mothers rent the air with fruitless appeals for them to come

down, and wrathful fathers emphasized the commands with blows, or else

smoked stolidly in the conviction that a small boy who was meant to fall

in the sea would certainly fall there, in spite of his parents. Babies

wailed dismally, until borne off to the cabin by mothers and nurses;

sirens rent the air with hoarse shrieks; cranes, loading luggage,

rattled and banged, and above their din rose the shouts of newsboys

hawking London and Dublin papers. Every hand on the ship was working

furiously, for the mail has no time to spare, and nothing matters to it

but the time-table.

They were off presently, slipping away almost imperceptibly from the

wharf, and nosing out to sea through the grey waves. The ship thrust her

bow into them doggedly. The mail-boat’s line is a straight line, and she

takes no account of the foaming billows and the anguish of passengers,

thrusting through everything from port to port. Several people who had

settled down on deck more in hope than certainty cast sad glances on the

sea, and disappeared hurriedly below.

Jim and Wally turned up their coat-collars as the breeze freshened, and

stood swaying easily to the motion of the ship. They still bore traces

of the ordeal they had undergone in the trenches; each was unnaturally

pale and heavy-eyed, and recurring attacks of throat-trouble had kept

them from regaining full strength. Wally’s eyes, too, were weak: he was

under orders to rest them altogether, and was therefore openly jubilant

because he could not read war news—which, as he said, was one of the

most wearying occupations, only you couldn’t cease doing it without a

decent excuse. “Vetted” by a Medical Board, the pair had been given six

weeks’ leave, at the end of which time they were to report progress.

Of the nerve-disorder which so frequently follows in the track of

gas-poisoning they were fortunately entirely free. Possibly their dose

had not been large enough: or their clean youth and perfect health had

helped them to throw off the effects felt heavily by older men. They

could joke about it now, and their longing to get “some of their own

back” was so keen as almost to discount an Irish holiday. Still, war was

likely to last long enough to give them all the fighting they needed:

there was, after all, no immediate hurry. And it was glorious to feel

strength returning: and the new fishing-rods and tackle bore fascinating

promise, while Ireland itself was a country of their dreams.

As for Mr. Linton and Norah, they looked after the boys unceasingly, fed

them at alarmingly short intervals, and in general manifested so

subservient a desire to run all their errands that the victims revolted,

declaring they were patients no longer, and threatening severe measures

if they were not restored to independence. Norah and her father

submitted unwillingly. To nurse trench-worn warriors had the double

effect of being in itself comforting, while, so long as the nursing

lasted, the warriors could not possibly consider returning to the

trenches.

They looked about them as the swift steamer raced westward. Soldiers,

soldiers everywhere; every likely youngster was in uniform, and there

were many older men whose keen, quiet faces bore the ineffaceable stamp

of the regular officer of the old Army—the old Army that was gone for

ever, only a fragment left after the first fierce onslaught of war. The

men for’ard were laughing and singing, just as they laughed and sang in

the trenches; a cornet-player belonging to the band had found his

instrument and was leading the tune. Near Norah, three or four nuns,

sweet-faced and grave, were seated, evidently enjoying the keen wind

that swept into their faces. There was the usual sprinkling of

passengers, some mere heaps of rugs in deck-chairs, others walking

briskly up and down. Somewhat apart, a tall old priest stood by the

rail, looking ahead: a gaunt old man with burning, dark eyes, that

searched the grey sea and sky wistfully, as if looking for the land to

which they were hastening. Jim, strolling backwards and forwards, came

presently to a standstill near him, and asked a question.

“Do you know what time we get in, sir?”

“’Tis about three hours, I believe—that or less,” said the old man,

courteously. He turned a steady glance on Jim, and apparently approved

of him, for he smiled. “Do you not know Ireland, then?”

Jim shook his head. “It’s my first visit.”

“So?” The old eyes looked ahead once more. “They take under three hours

now to cross; ’twas many more last time I came away—the bitter day!” he

added, half under his breath. “And that’s three-and-forty years ago, my

son!”

“What! and you’ve never been back, sir?”

“Never. I’ve been in America. A good country; but it never lets you go,

and it never gets to be home. All that three-and-forty years I’ve been

thinking of the day I’d be going back again.”

“And it’s come,” said Jim, his smile suddenly lighting his grey eyes.

The old man smiled back

“If you weren’t so young I’d say you knew what it was to be homesick,”

said he.

“I come from Australia,” said Jim, briefly.

“Well, well, well!” the priest said. “There’s another great

country—only so far away. There’s many a good Irishman there, they tell

me.”

“Any number of them,” said Jim. “We’ve got one of the best on our

place—Murty O’Toole. He taught me to ride.”

“Did he so? There were O’Tooles in Wicklow when I was a boy; but sure

and they’re all over the world. You’ll be glad to go back, when the time

comes?”

“Glad!” said Jim, explosively. He laughed. “It’s very jolly, of course,

to visit other places. But home’s home, isn’t it, sir?”

“Aye,” said the old man. He looked ahead, his eyes misty.

“Three-and-forty years I’ve dreamed of it; and now I’m waiting to see

the hills of Ireland coming out of the sea, and this last hour seems

longer than all the years. Well, well; and they’re all dead, all the

people I knew; and I going home to die, like a wornout old dog.”

“You’ll live in Ireland many a year yet, sir,” Jim told him, quickly.

“No, no; I’m done. ’Tis my heart, and it finished—sure, wouldn’t forty

years of work in New York finish any heart!” said the old man, laughing.

“But I’m lucky to be getting back to Ireland to die. Did you ever hear,

now, of the Sons of Tuireann?”

Jim shook his head. “I’m afraid not, sir.”

“They were great fighting men, and they had great hardship,” said the

priest: “and at the end of all things they were on the sea coming home,

dying. And one of them cried out that he saw the hills of home. And the

others said, ‘Raise up our heads on your breast till we see Ireland

again: and life or death will be the same to us after that.’ So they

died. That was a good ending. A man wouldn’t ask better. ’Tis a hard

thing, dying in a strange country, but you’d go very easy, once you got

home.” He spoke half to himself, so low that the boy hardly caught the

words. They stood silently for awhile, looking ahead across the tumbling

sea.

“I had no right to be talking to you about dying,” the old priest said

presently, turning to Jim with a smile that made his face

extraordinarily child-like. “Old men get foolish; and my heart’s too big

for my body this day, and I getting home. Tell me now—are ye Irish, at

all?”

“My mother was Irish,” Jim answered.

“I’d have said so. What part might she have come from?—and is she with

you?”

“She died when I was a kiddie,” Jim answered. “She came from Donegal.

Father says she always loved it.”

“Well, well! Wherever you’re born, you love that place. But I think the

love for Ireland is beyond most things. The people leave it because

there’s no room for them and no money; but no matter where they go they

leave the half of their hearts behind. And they put something of the

love into their children no matter where they’re born, so that they

always want to come and see Ireland: and when they come, ’tis no strange

place to them; they feel they’ve come home. You’ll feel it—for all that

you love that big young country of yours, and want to get back to her.

But every old ruin, and every bit of brown bog and heathery mountain,

and every little stony field, will say something to you that you will

not be able to put into words: and when you go back you will not forget.

There, there! I’m talking again!” said the old man; “and to a boy with

business of his own. Tell me, now, have you been out across yonder yet?”

He nodded in the direction of Flanders.

They talked of war, the priest nodding vehemently and punctuating Jim’s

brief sentences with exclamations of “Well, well!” The wistfulness

dropped from him suddenly; he was a fighting man, a Crusader—with a

young man’s burning desire to be out in the trenches, and a young man’s

keenness to hear details of battle. “There’s fifty thousand French

priests fighting for France,” he said, enviously: “none the worse

soldiers for being priests, I’ll vow, and they’ll be all the better

priests afterwards for having been soldiers! If I were young! if I were

young!” He laughed at his own vehemence. “It’s your day,” he said; “a

great world just now for young men. And they tell me there’s any number

of them out of khaki yet—standing behind counters and selling lace and

ribbons; and some of them doing women’s hair! More shame for the women

that let them!”

“If a man wants to stay out of the game and do women’s work, well that’s

all he’s fit for,” said Jim, slowly. “He’s not wanted where there’s work

going. But he ought to have some sort of a brand put on him, so that

people will be able to tell him from a man in future!”

The priest chuckled appreciatively.

“Petticoats are the brand he wants,” said he. “And an extra tax put on

him, to support the widows and children of the men who were men—who

went and fought to save his worthless hide. ’Tis a shame, now, they

wouldn’t make him pay some way. Well, they wouldn’t have me in the

trenches—and it’s good sense they have; but for all I’m a broken-down

old ruin I’m going fighting—fighting with my tongue against the boys

that stay at home. Perhaps they don’t realize—the young ones: they

might listen to an old man that was a priest. Just a few days to rest

and feel I’m home at last, and I’m going to do my bit as a recruiting

sergeant!”

“Good luck!” Jim said, heartily. “Only don’t get knocked up, sir.”

The old man laughed.

“’Tis only once a man can die,” he said, cheerfully. “I’d die easier

knowing I’d done my bit, as you boys say. But I’m in dread I’ll lose my

temper with them, especially if I meet the lads that dress heads of

hair! They wash them too, I’m told. Well, well, it’s a queer world!”

Wally came up, faintly indignant at Jim’s lengthy absence, and joined in

the talk: and presently Mr. Linton and Norah followed, and made friends

with the old man. He was such a simple, cheery old man: it was easy to

be friends with him. They grew merry over queer stories from many

countries, and often the priest’s laugh rang out like a boy’s, while his

own stories brought peals of mirth from his new friends. But through it

all his dark eyes kept searching ahead: ever looking, looking till the

hills of Ireland should lift from the sea.

“They tell me you have big trees in that Australia of yours,” he said.

“Tell me now, are they as big as the Califorian redwoods?”

“I don’t know the redwoods,” Wally answered solemnly. “But ours are big.

There’s a story of twelve men who started with axes and cross-cut saws

to get a gum-tree down. They worked on one side for nine months and then

they got bored with that, and they packed up and made a journey round to

the other side. And there they found a party of fifteen men who’d been

working at that side for a year, and they were very surprised——”

Laughter overcame him suddenly at the sight of the priest’s amazed face.

“You young rascal!” said he, joining in the laugh against himself. “And

I taking it all in so meekly!”

“I might go on, if you liked, sir, and tell you the story of the man who

was out in the bush bringing home some calves,” said Wally.

“Don’t spare me,” begged his hearer.

“Well, he found his way blocked by a fallen tree, too big to get the

calves over. So he started to drive them along it, to get round. When he

didn’t come home they came to the conclusion that he had stolen the

calves; and so they had to apologize to him, later on, when he turned up

with a nice lot of bullocks. He said proudly that he hadn’t lost one,

only they had grown up while they were on the journey!”

“That was a long tree!” said the priest, between chuckles. “Well, well,

it must be a great country that will grow such timber—and such stories,

and the boys to tell them!”

Wally laughed.

“I ought to beg your pardon, sir,” he said. “Only no good Australian can

resist telling tall stories about his tall trees. But I can tell you a

true one of a tree I knew where seven men camped in the hollow butt.

They had bunks built inside, all round it, and a table in the middle,

and of course, space for a doorway. That tree was over fifty-five feet

inside, and goodness only knows what it was outside, buttresses and

all.”

“And it’s true, I suppose, that you could drive a coach-and-four through

a tree?” the priest asked.

“Driving a coach-and-four through the hollowed-out stump of a tree used

to be common enough with us,” said Jim. “Not that the four horses

mattered: you might as well say ‘and twelve’; it was the width high

enough up to take the top of the coach that meant a really big tree. It

was easier to make a hollow shell fit for the passage of the coach than

to get the whole tree cut down.”

“Quite so—quite so,” said the priest. “And I’ve read of church services

being held in a hollow tree, in your country.

“Rather. We know one that held twenty-two people. It was in a wild part

of the bush, and whatever clergyman came along used to use it—Roman

Catholic, Protestant, Presbyterian or Baptist; it didn’t matter. Every

one used to roll up, for it wasn’t often there was a chance of a church

service. There were lots of jobs for the travelling parson, too: all the

accumulated weddings and christenings.”

“Do you tell me!” said the priest.

“My mother had three children before ever a chance came of a baptism,”

said Mr. Linton. “Then the three were done together. I was the eldest,

and I remember being extremely indignant about it—I was four years old,

and it was winter, and the water was cold! It was a standing joke

against me afterwards that I had behaved so much worse than my small

brother and sister.” He laughed, and then grew grave. “Poor bush

mothers! they didn’t have an easy time. Two of my mother’s babies died

without ever having seen a clergyman; to the end of her life she worried

about the little souls that had gone out unbaptized.”

“It was themselves needed great hearts—those pioneer women,” said the

priest.

“They did; and mostly they had great hearts. But then I think most women

have, if the need really comes,” Mr. Linton said. “Thousands of them

were delicate, tenderly-reared women, with no experience of bush

conditions in a new country; but they made good. Women have a curious

way of finding themselves able to tackle any conditions with which they

are actually faced. My mother never was strong, and she had no training

for work; I expect she was something of a butterfly until she married my

father and went off into the Never-Never. She ended by being a kind of

oracle for fifty miles round; people used to send for her at all hours

of the day or night, in sickness, and she developed a business capacity

better than my father’s. I remember her as a little, merry thing: always

tired, but never too tired to work for other people. She was only one of

thousands of women doing the same thing.”

“But the process of learning must have been hard,” said the old priest,

pityingly.

“Yes. It must have been a tough apprenticeship. My mother told me she

used to sit down and cry often at the loneliness and strangeness of it

all—in the long days when all the men were miles away from the

homestead, and she was alone, with the chance of bush fires and

bushrangers and wild blacks. That was until the babies came. After that

there was no time to cry—which, she said, was a very good thing for

her. Poor little mother!”

He sighed; and in the silence that followed a slight commotion was

audible on the bridge. The priest glanced up sharply.

“Nothing—but that cruel business of the _Lusitania_ makes everyone

suspicious at sea, nowadays,” he said. “Still, the Germans may be active

enough in the south, but I don’t fancy they’ll come into these

landlocked waters. Too much risk from our destroyers.”

Norah was leaning over the rail.

“What’s that thing?” she said, slowly.

Their eyes followed the direction of her pointing finger. Nearly astern,

a slender grey object bobbed among the waves: so small a thing that an

idle glance might easily have passed it by unnoticed. A shadowy, grey

bar, bearing aloft what looked like a nut.

Jim uttered a shout.

“By Jove, it’s a submarine!”

Even as he shouted, a long grey shadow came into view under the bar.

Simultaneously, the engine-telegraph clanged from the bridge, and

following the signal, the steamer altered her course with a jerk that

sent most of the standing passengers headlong to the deck. They picked

themselves up, unconscious of bruises, rushing again to the rail.

The submarine was well in view—a slender, vicious, grey boat, with a

little cluster of men visible on her tiny deck, round the shaft of the

periscope. She was terribly near. Suddenly a volume of black smoke

gushed from the steamer’s funnels; the firemen were flinging themselves

at their work below, since on speed alone hung their slender hope of

safety. Again she altered her course. Sharp orders came from the bridge;

sailors were running to and fro, and an officer was serving out

life-belts frantically.

Something shot from the submarine—something that made a long,

glistening streak across the water, coming straight towards them like a

flash; and David Linton flung his arm round Norah muttering, “My God!” A

strained, high voice cried, “A torpedo!” and then silence fell upon the

ship, broken only by the smothered gasps of women. Straight and swift

the streak came; unimaginably swift, and yet the watching seemed a

lifetime.

“Hold tight to the rail,” Jim’s voice said in Norah’s ear. She gripped

mechanically; and as she did so, the steamer jerked again, plunging to

one side like a frightened horse that sees danger. It was just in time.

The torpedo shot past, missing the bow by a fraction—a space so small

that it was almost impossible to believe that it had indeed missed. Then

came relief, finding vent in an irrepressible shout.

“It’s too soon to shout,” some one said. “She’ll make better shooting

next time.”

Stewards and sailors were hurrying round, distributing life-belts; it

was no easy matter to put them on, for the ship was zigzagging wildly,

dodging in a desperate effort to elude her pursuer, and balance was

impossible without a firm hold on some fixed object.

“Sit on the deck—it’s safest,” said Mr. Linton. He fastened Norah’s

life-belt, while Jim performed a similar office for him, and Wally put

one on the old priest, who was so wild with excitement as to be quite

oblivious of any such precaution. His face was deadly white, his dark

eyes blazing. In his first fall he had lost his black felt hat, and his

silver hair waved in the wind.

“The murdering villains—the assassins!” he said. “Yerra, if I could

fight!”

An officer called for helpers to bring the women and children from

below. Jim and Wally sprang in answer, and a crowd of soldiers came

tumbling up from for’ard, elbowing their officers in mad excitement and

the rush to be first. Quick and strong hands were needed on the

companion ladders with their burdens, as the ship plunged hither and

thither, racing in zig-zags at top speed. Many of the women were

helpless between fear and the aftermath of sea-sickness; but they came

without outcry, with set white faces, determined, if this were indeed

Death, to die decently. The babies howled with a lusty disregard of the

world common to babies, while the soldiers patted them with far more

concern than they showed for the submarine. In a very few minutes not a

soul was left below.

“Why do we zigzag?” Norah asked, clinging to the rail as a fresh jerk

shook the ship.

“It’s our only chance,” Jim answered. “I don’t think the submarines can

beat these boats for speed, or else she’d just come up and sink us at

her leisure; and she can’t take aim accurately if we’re dodging. Of

course we cut down our speed by not going straight; but we can’t afford

the risk of letting her train her torpedo-tube carefully on us. Jove,

can’t the skipper handle this ship! She answers the helm like a

motor-car.”

“And can’t she go!” uttered Wally.

“Oh, the mail-boats are built for speed and not much else—thank

goodness!” Jim said. “Look!—she’s firing again!”

Again the streak shot from the pursuing submarine and darted towards

them. They held their breath.

It was a very close shave—only a lightning swerve saved the mail-boat.

The old priest uttered a sudden shout of triumph. “Whirroo!” he

cried—for a moment just the boy who had left Wicklow more than forty

years ago. He shook as he gripped the rail, laughing at the racing grey

shadow that followed them.

Jim Linton’s eyes were on his little sister: and Norah, feeling them,

slipped a hand into his.

“If it hadn’t been for us you wouldn’t be in this,” he said, miserably.

Norah opened her eyes in amazement.

“But that just makes it not matter so much,” she said. “Just fancy if we

weren’t all together! Don’t you worry, Jimmy.” She smiled at him very

cheerfully.

“If she hits us and we begin to sink, don’t wait for the ship to go

over,” Mr. Linton said. “Half the boats on the _Lusitania_ were

death-traps. Let us all jump in and keep together if we can; we would

have more chance of being picked up, and less of being taken down in the

suction as she sank. Can you swim, Father?”—to the priest.

“I can. But it’s years since I tried, and I don’t know would I keep

afloat at all,” said the old man, with unimpaired cheerfulness. “Let you

take your own course, and not trouble about me. I’m too old to try

jumping, and there’ll be some poor souls I could maybe help. And we’re

not beaten yet.” He gave a quick laugh, his grey head well up. “We’re

running away, but it’s a good fight we’re putting up, all the same:

something to see, after forty years in a New York slum!”

“I believe he likes it!” said Wally, under his breath. But the old man

caught the words.

“Like it! I used to dream of adventures when I was a boy, and it was all

the sea—clean winds and waves, and ships that were always magic to me.

And it ended in a slum: forty years of it, doing my work in the midst of

filth and wretchedness. Well, every man has his work, and mine lay

there. And now, at the end, this! I always knew ’twas luck I’d have if I

got back to Ireland!”

They had raced away in a straight course after the second torpedo,

increasing the distance from their pursuer. Now, however, a shot hummed

past them, and the captain dared no longer risk a hit—again the ship

swerved from side to side, in short, irregular tacks, and the submarine

drew nearer once more. On and on—leaping like a hare when the greyhound

is behind her: engines throbbing, smoke blackening the sky in her wake.

Some of the firemen had staggered up, exhausted, their places taken by

volunteers. Ahead, a dim line lay upon the sea: the Irish coast, where

lay safety. Would they ever reach it?

Then, from the north, came rescue: a patrol-boat, racing down upon them

with threatening guns ready to speak in their defence. She came out of a

light haze, which, blowing away, revealed her dogged grey shape, with

the white water churning and parting at her bow. Presently one of her

guns spoke, and a shell buried itself in the sea not far from the

submarine.

“So long, Brother Boche!” said an officer; and suddenly, as if in

answer, the submarine disappeared, submerging to the safety of the

underworld. The mail-boat ceased to zigzag, running a straight course

until near the destroyer, as a child runs to a protector.

The tension relaxed. Voices broke out in quick clamour: and then cheer

after cheer came from the pent-up passengers, redoubling as the

captain’s face showed over the railings of the bridge. The captain

grinned, saluted, and looked at his watch all at once: the danger was

over, and now the pressing business of his ordinary life reasserted

itself—the landing in time at Kingstown Pier of His Majesty’s mails.

People were laughing and talking nervously, keeping an anxious look-out

towards the spot where the submarine had disappeared; scarcely realizing

that their peril was past, and that the grey hunter would not again

reveal itself, hurrying upon their track. The destroyer shot past them,

seeking the enemy, with signal flags talking busily to the mail-boat. A

comforting sense of security was in her wake.

“Well!” said Jim. “We left England to find peace and quiet; but if this

is a specimen of what Ireland means to give us——”

“We’d better get back to the peaceful marshes of Flanders,” finished

Wally.

“I used to think when I was at home—at Billabong—that excitement would

be nice,” said Norah. “But it isn’t—not a bit: or else I’ve had an

overdose. At any rate, I don’t want any more as long as I live.”

A little sigh came from behind her, and her father made a sudden

movement, springing to the side of the priest. The old man was swaying

backwards and forwards. They caught him, and laid him gently on the

deck. His lips parted, and he tried to speak, but no sound came.

“Go and look for a doctor,” said Mr. Linton to Wally. “Quick!”

He tore at the old man’s collar, while Norah rubbed his hands

desperately. It seemed the only thing she could do. A little life came

into the white face, and his voice came faintly.

“’Tis the finish for me—don’t worry . . . my heart.” He smiled at them.

“And the doctor after telling me not to get excited.”

“Don’t talk,” Norah begged.

“It can’t hurt me. Don’t mind, little one.” He saw the tears in her

eyes, and tightened his hand on her fingers. “’Tis a good ending. I

wouldn’t ask for a better.”

Wally came back, a young man in uniform, with the R.A.M.C. badge on his

collar, at his heels. The doctor bent over the old priest. Presently he

rose, shaking his head as he met David Linton’s eyes.

“There’s nothing to be done,” he said, softly.

The old man’s hearing was no less acute.

“’Tis myself could have told you that,” he said. “I knew . . . next time

it came. And . . . when a man’s ready . . .”

His voice became almost inaudible, murmuring broken words of prayer.

Behind them Jim had formed a line of soldiers, keeping off the curious

crowd. Presently he spoke again.

“It’s easy, dying. Only it would be easier if I’d seen it again . . .

Ireland.”

“We’re very near,” Norah told him, pityingly.

“Near! And not to see it!” He tried to rise, helplessly. “Ah, but let me

look—let me look!”

David Linton’s eyes met the doctor’s.

“It can’t hurt him,” whispered the doctor. “Nothing can do that now.”

They lifted him, very gently. Ahead, the hills of Wicklow were green and

near. The grey sky had broken, and a little shaft of sunlight stole out

and lay upon the coast. It was as though Ireland smiled to welcome back

her son.

The dark eyes looked long and wistfully. Once he smiled at Norah; and

then looked back quickly, as though to lose no instant of home.

Presently his lips parted in broken words.

“Till we see . . . till we see Ireland again; and life or death will be

the same to us after that.” Then no more words came. But when the doctor

signed to them to lay him down he was still smiling.

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