CHAPTER XIII. Profitless Quest

At every step which Harry Warrington took towards Pennsylvania, the

reports of the British disaster were magnified and confirmed. Those two

famous regiments which had fought in the Scottish and Continental wars,

had fled from an enemy almost unseen, and their boasted discipline and

valour had not enabled them to face a band of savages and a few French

infantry. The unfortunate commander of the expedition had shown the

utmost bravery and resolution. Four times his horse had been shot under

him. Twice he had been wounded, and the last time of the mortal hurt

which ended his life three days after the battle. More than one of

Harry's informants described the action to the poor lad,--the passage of

the river, the long line of advance through the wilderness, the firing

in front, the vain struggle of the men to advance, and the artillery

to clear the way of the enemy; then the ambushed fire from behind every

bush and tree, and the murderous fusillade, by which at least half of

the expeditionary force had been shot down. But not all the General's

suite were killed, Harry heard. One of his aides-de-camp, a Virginian

gentleman, was ill of fever and exhaustion at Dunbar's camp.

One of them--but which? To the camp Harry hurried, and reached it at

length. It was George Washington Harry found stretched in a tent

there, and not his brother. A sharper pain than that of the fever Mr.

Washington declared he felt, when he saw Harry Warrington, and could

give him no news of George.

Mr. Washington did not dare to tell Harry all. For three days after

the fight his duty had been to be near the General. On the fatal 9th of

July, he had seen George go to the front with orders from the chief,

to whose side he never returned. After Braddock himself died, the

aide-de-camp had found means to retrace his course to the field. The

corpses which remained there were stripped and horribly mutilated.

One body he buried which he thought to be George Warrington's. His

own illness was increased, perhaps occasioned, by the anguish which he

underwent in his search for the unhappy young volunteer.

“Ah, George! If you had loved him you would have found him dead or

alive,” Harry cried out. Nothing would satisfy him but that he, too,

should go to the ground and examine it. With money he procured a guide

or two. He forded the river at the place where the army had passed

over: he went from one end to the other of the dreadful field. It was

no longer haunted by Indians now. The birds of prey were feeding on

the mangled festering carcases. Save in his own grandfather, lying very

calm, with a sweet smile on his lip, Harry had never yet seen the face

of Death. The horrible spectacle of mutilation caused him to turn away

with shudder and loathing. What news could the vacant woods, or those

festering corpses lying under the trees, give the lad of his lost

brother? He was for going, unarmed and with a white flag, to the French

fort, whither, after their victory, the enemy had returned; but his

guides refused to advance with him. The French might possibly respect

them, but the Indians would not. “Keep your hair for your lady mother,

my young gentleman,” said the guide. “'Tis enough that she loses one son

in this campaign.”

When Harry returned to the English encampment at Dunbar's, it was his

turn to be down with the fever. Delirium set in upon him, and he lay

some time in the tent and on the bed from which his friend had just

risen convalescent. For some days he did not know who watched him; and

poor Dempster, who had tended him in more than one of these maladies,

thought the widow must lose both her children; but the fever was so

far subdued that the boy was enabled to rally somewhat, and get to

horseback. Mr. Washington and Dempster both escorted him home. It was

with a heavy heart, no doubt, that all three beheld once more the gates

of Castlewood.

A servant in advance had been sent to announce their coming. First came

Mrs. Mountain and her little daughter, welcoming Harry with many

tears and embraces, but she scarce gave a nod of recognition to Mr.

Washington; and the little girl caused the young officer to start, and

turn deadly pale, by coming up to him with her hands behind her, and

asking, “Why have you not brought George back too?” Harry did not hear.

The sobs and caresses of his good friend and nurse luckily kept him from

listening to little Fanny.

Dempster was graciously received by the two ladies. “Whatever could be

done, we know you would do, Mr. Dempster,” says Mrs. Mountain, giving

him her hand. “Make a curtsey to Mr. Dempster, Fanny, and remember,

child, to be grateful to all who have been friendly to our benefactors.

Will it please you to take any refreshment before you ride, Colonel

Washington?”

Mr. Washington had had a sufficient ride already, and counted as

certainly upon the hospitality of Castlewood, as he would upon the

shelter of his own house.

“The time to feed my horse, and a glass of water for myself, and I will

trouble Castlewood hospitality no further,” Mr. Washington said.

“Sure, George, you have your room here, and my mother is above-stairs

getting it ready!” cries Harry. “That poor horse of yours stumbled with

you, and can't go farther this evening.”

“Hush! Your mother won't see him, child,” whispered Mrs. Mountain.

“Not see George? Why, he is like a son of the house,” cries Harry.

“She had best not see him. I don't meddle any more in family matters,

child: but when the Colonel's servant rode in, and said you were coming,

Madam Esmond left this room, my dear, where she was sitting reading

Drelincourt, and said she felt she could not see Mr. Washington. Will

you go to her?” Harry took his friend's arm, and excusing himself to the

Colonel, to whom he said he would return in a few minutes, he left the

parlour in which they had assembled, and went to the upper rooms, where

Madam Esmond was.

He was hastening across the corridor, and, with an averted head, passing

by one especial door, which he did not like to look at, for it was that

of his brother's room; but as he came to it, Madam Esmond issued from

it, and folded him to her heart, and led him in. A settee was by the

bed, and a book of psalms lay on the coverlet. All the rest of the room

was exactly as George had left it.

“My poor child! How thin thou art grown--how haggard you look! Never

mind. A mother's care will make thee well again. 'Twas nobly done to go

and brave sickness and danger in search of your brother. Had others been

as faithful, he might be here now. Never mind, my Harry; our hero will

come back to us,--I know he is not dead. One so good, and so brave,

and so gentle, and so clever as he was, I know is not lost to us

altogether.” (Perhaps Harry thought within himself that his mother had

not always been accustomed so to speak of her eldest son.) “Dry up thy

tears, my dear! He will come back to us, I know he will come.” And when

Harry pressed her to give a reason for her belief, she said she had seen

her father two nights running in a dream, and he had told her that her

boy was a prisoner among the Indians.

Madam Esmond's grief had not prostrated her as Harry's had when first

it fell upon him; it had rather stirred and animated her: her eyes were

eager, her countenance angry and revengeful. The lad wondered almost at

the condition in which he found his mother.

But when he besought her to go downstairs, and give a hand of welcome

to George Washington, who had accompanied him, the lady's excitement

painfully increased. She said she should shudder at touching his hand.

She declared Mr. Washington had taken her son from her, she could not

sleep under the same roof with him.

“He gave me his bed when I was ill, mother; and if our George is alive,

how has George Washington a hand in his death? Ah! please God it be only

as you say,” cried Harry, in bewilderment.

“If your brother returns, as return he will, it will not be through Mr.

Washington's help,” said Madam Esmond. “He neither defended George on

the field, nor would he bring him out of it.”

“But he tended me most kindly in my fever,” interposed Harry. “He was

yet ill when he gave up his bed to me, and was thinking only of his

friend, when any other man would have thought only of himself.”

“A friend! A pretty friend!” sneers the lady. “Of all his Excellency's

aides-de-camp, my gentleman is the only one who comes back unwounded.

The brave and noble fall, but he, to be sure, is unhurt. I confide

my boy to him, the pride of my life, whom he will defend with his,

forsooth! And he leaves my George in the forest, and brings me back

himself! Oh, a pretty welcome I must give him!”

“No gentleman,” cried Harry, warmly, “was ever refused shelter under my

grandfather's roof.”

“Oh no--no gentleman!” exclaims the little widow; “let us go down, if

you like, son, and pay our respects to this one. Will you please to give

me your arm?” And taking an arm which was very little able to give her

support, she walked down the broad stairs, and into the apartment where

the Colonel sate.

She made him a ceremonious curtsey, and extended one of the little

hands, which she allowed for a moment to rest in his. “I wish that our

meeting had been happier, Colonel Washington,” she said.

“You do not grieve more than I do that it is otherwise, madam,” said the

Colonel.

“I might have wished that the meeting had been spared, that I might not

have kept you from friends whom you are naturally anxious to see,--that

my boy's indisposition had not detained you. Home and his good nurse

Mountain, and his mother and our good Doctor Dempster, will soon restore

him. 'Twas scarce necessary, Colonel, that you, who have so many affairs

on your hands, military and domestic, should turn doctor too.”

“Harry was ill and weak, and I thought it was my duty to ride by him,”

faltered the Colonel.

“You yourself, sir, have gone through the fatigues and dangers of the

campaign in the most wonderful manner,” said the widow, curtseying

again, and looking at him with her impenetrable black eyes.

“I wish to Heaven, madam, some one else had come back in my place!”

“Nay, sir, you have ties which must render your life more than ever

valuable and dear to you, and duties to which, I know, you must be

anxious to betake yourself. In our present deplorable state of doubt and

distress, Castlewood can be a welcome place to no stranger, much less

to you, and so I know, sir, you will be for leaving us ere long. And you

will pardon me if the state of my own spirits obliges me for the most

part to keep my chamber. But my friends here will bear you company as

long as you favour us, whilst I nurse my poor Harry upstairs. Mountain,

you will have the cedar-room on the ground-floor ready for Mr.

Washington, and anything in the house is at his command. Farewell, sir.

Will you be pleased to present my compliments to your mother, who will

be thankful to have her son safe and sound out of the war,--as also

to my young friend Martha Custis, to whom and to whose children I

wish every happiness. Come, my son!” and with these words, and another

freezing curtsey, the pale little woman retreated, looking steadily at

the Colonel, who stood dumb on the floor.

Strong as Madam Esmond's belief appeared to be respecting her son's

safety, the house of Castlewood naturally remained sad and gloomy.

She might forbid mourning for herself and family; but her heart was

in black, whatever face the resolute little lady persisted in wearing

before the world. To look for her son, was hoping against hope. No

authentic account of his death had indeed arrived, and no one appeared

who had seen him fall; but hundreds more had been so stricken on that

fatal day, with no eyes to behold their last pangs, save those of the

lurking enemy and the comrades dying by their side. A fortnight after

the defeat, when Harry was absent on his quest, George's servant,

Sady, reappeared wounded and maimed at Castlewood. But he could give

no coherent account of the battle, only of his flight from the centre,

where he was with the baggage. He had no news of his master since the

morning of the action. For many days Sady lurked in the negro quarters

away from the sight of Madam Esmond, whose anger he did not dare to

face. That lady's few neighbours spoke of her as labouring under a

delusion. So strong was it, that there were times when Harry and the

other members of the little Castlewood family were almost brought to

share in it. It seemed nothing strange to her, that her father out of

another world should promise her her son's life. In this world or the

next, that family sure must be of consequence, she thought. Nothing

had ever yet happened to her sons, no accident, no fever, no important

illness, but she had a prevision of it. She could enumerate half a dozen

instances, which, indeed, her household was obliged more or less to

confirm, how, when anything had happened to the boys at ever so great a

distance, she had known of their mishap and its consequences. No, George

was not dead; George was a prisoner among the Indians; George would come

back and rule over Castlewood; as sure, as sure as his Majesty would

send a great force from home to recover the tarnished glory of the

British arms, and to drive the French out of the Americas.

As for Mr. Washington, she would never with her own goodwill behold him

again. He had promised to protect George with his life. Why was her son

gone and the Colonel alive? How dared he to face her after that promise,

and appear before a mother without her son? She trusted she knew her

duty. She bore illwill to no one: but as an Esmond, she had a sense of

honour, and Mr. Washington had forfeited hers in letting her son out of

his sight. He had to obey superior orders (some one perhaps objected)?

Psha! a promise was a promise. He had promised to guard George's life

with his own, and where was her boy? And was not the Colonel (a pretty

Colonel, indeed!) sound and safe? Do not tell me that his coat and hat

had shots through them! (This was her answer to another humble plea in

Mr. Washington's behalf.) Can't I go into the study this instant and

fire two shots with my papa's pistols through this paduasoy skirt,--and

should I be killed? She laughed at the notion of death resulting from

any such operation; nor was her laugh very pleasant to hear. The satire

of people who have little natural humour is seldom good sport for

bystanders. I think dull men's faceticae are mostly cruel.

So, if Harry wanted to meet his friend, he had to do so in secret, at

court-houses, taverns, or various places of resort; or in their little

towns, where the provincial gentry assembled. No man of spirit, she

vowed, could meet Mr. Washington after his base desertion of her family.

She was exceedingly excited when she heard that the Colonel and her son

absolutely had met. What a heart must Harry have to give his hand to one

whom she considered as little better than George's murderer! For shame

to say so! For shame upon you, ungrateful boy, forgetting the dearest,

noblest, most perfect of brothers, for that tall, gawky, fox-hunting

Colonel, with his horrid oaths! How can he be George's murderer, when

I say my boy is not dead? He is not dead, because my instinct never

deceived me: because, as sure as I see his picture now before me,--only

'tis not near so noble or so good as he used to look,--so surely two

nights running did my papa appear to me in my dreams. You doubt about

that, very likely? 'Tis because you never loved anybody sufficiently, my

poor Harry; else you might have leave to see them in dreams, as has been

vouchsafed to some.”

“I think I loved George, mother,” cried Harry. “I have often prayed that

I might dream about him, and I don't.”

“How you can talk, sir, of loving George, and then--go and meet your Mr.

Washington at horse-races, I can't understand! Can you, Mountain?”

“We can't understand many things in our neighbours' characters. I can

understand that our boy is unhappy, and that he does not get strength,

and that he is doing no good here, in Castlewood, or moping at the

taverns and court-houses with horse-coupers and idle company,” grumbled

Mountain in reply to her patroness; and, in truth, the dependant was

right.

There was not only grief in the Castlewood House, but there was

disunion. “I cannot tell how it came,” said Harry, as he brought the

story to an end, which we have narrated in the last two numbers,

and which he confided to his new-found English relative, Madame de

Bernstein; “but since that fatal day of July, last year, and my return

home, my mother never has been the same woman. She seemed to love none

of us as she used. She was for ever praising George, and yet she did

not seem as if she liked him much when he was with us. She hath plunged,

more deeply than ever, into her books of devotion, out of which she

only manages to extract grief and sadness, as I think. Such a gloom has

fallen over our wretched Virginian house of Castlewood, that we all

grew ill, and pale as ghosts, who inhabited it. Mountain told me, madam,

that, for nights, my mother would not close her eyes. I have had her at

my bedside, looking so ghastly, that I have started from my own sleep,

fancying a ghost before me. By one means or other she has wrought

herself into a state of excitement which if not delirium, is akin to

it. I was again and again struck down by the fever, and all the Jesuits'

bark in America could not cure me. We have a tobacco-house and some land

about the new town of Richmond, in our province, and went thither, as

Williamsburg is no wholesomer than our own place; and there I mended a

little, but still did not get quite well, and the physicians strongly

counselled a sea-voyage. My mother, at one time, had thoughts of coming

with me, but--” (and here the lad blushed and hung his head down)

“--we did not agree very well, though I know we loved each other very

heartily, and 'twas determined that I should see the world for myself.

So I took passage in our ship from the James River, and was landed at

Bristol. And 'twas only on the 9th of July, this year, at sea, as had

been agreed between me and Madam Esmond, that I put mourning on for my

dear brother.”

So that little Mistress of the Virginian Castlewood, for whom, I am

sure, we have all the greatest respect, had the knack of rendering the

people round about her uncomfortable; quarrelled with those she loved

best, and exercised over them her wayward jealousies and imperious

humours, until they were not sorry to leave her. Here was money enough,

friends enough, a good position, and the respect of the world; a house

stored with all manner of plenty, and good things, and poor Harry

Warrington was glad to leave them all behind him. Happy! Who is

happy? What good in a stalled ox for dinner every day, and no content

therewith? Is it best to be loved and plagued by those you love, or to

have an easy, comfortable indifference at home; to follow your fancies,

live there unmolested, and die without causing any painful regrets or

tears?

To be sure, when her boy was gone, Madam Esmond forgot all these little

tiffs and differences. To hear her speak of both her children, you would

fancy they were perfect characters, and had never caused her a moment's

worry or annoyance. These gone, Madam fell naturally upon Mrs. Mountain

and her little daughter, and worried and annoyed them. But women

bear with hard words more easily than men, are more ready to forgive

injuries, or, perhaps, to dissemble anger. Let us trust that Madam

Esmond's dependants found their life tolerable, that they gave her

ladyship sometimes as good as they got, that if they quarrelled in the

morning they were reconciled at night, and sate down to a tolerably

friendly game at cards and an amicable dish of tea.

But, without the boys, the great house of Castlewood was dreary to the

widow. She left an overseer there to manage her estates, and only paid

the place an occasional visit. She enlarged and beautified her house

in the pretty little city of Richmond, which began to grow daily in

importance. She had company there, and card-assemblies, and preachers in

plenty; and set up her little throne there, to which the gentlefolks of

the province were welcome to come and bow. All her domestic negroes,

who loved society as negroes will do, were delighted to exchange the

solitude of Castlewood for the gay and merry little town; where, for

a time, and while we pursue Harry Warrington's progress in Europe, we

leave the good lady.

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