CHAPTER XIX

A FRESH EFFORT AND AN ARMY CHAPLAIN

Spearman's Hill: February 4, 1900

The first gleams of daylight crept underneath the waggon, and the

sleepers, closely packed for shelter from the rain showers, awoke. Those

who live under the conditions of a civilised city, who lie abed till

nine and ten of the clock in artificially darkened rooms, gain luxury at

the expense of joy. But the soldier, who fares simply, sleeps soundly,

and rises with the morning star, wakes in an elation of body and spirit

without an effort and with scarcely a yawn. There is no more delicious

moment in the day than this, when we light the fire and, while the

kettle boils, watch the dark shadows of the hills take form,

perspective, and finally colour, knowing that there is another whole day

begun, bright with chance and interest, and free from all cares. All

cares--for who can be worried about the little matters of humdrum life

when he may be dead before the night? Such a one was with us

yesterday--see, there is a spare mug for coffee in the mess--but now

gone for ever. And so it may be with us to-morrow. What does it matter

that this or that is misunderstood or perverted; that So-and-so is

envious and spiteful; that heavy difficulties obstruct the larger

schemes of life, clogging nimble aspiration with the mud of matters of

fact? Here life itself, life at its best and healthiest, awaits the

caprice of the bullet. Let us see the development of the day. All else

may stand over, perhaps for ever. Existence is never so sweet as when it

is at hazard. The bright butterfly flutters in the sunshine, the

expression of the philosophy of Omar Khayyám, without the potations.

But we awoke on the morning of the 25th in most gloomy spirits. I had

seen the evacuation of Spion Kop during the night, and I did not doubt

that it would be followed by the abandonment of all efforts to turn the

Boer left from the passages of the Tugela at and near Trichardt's

Drift. Nor were these forebodings wrong. Before the sun was fairly risen

orders arrived, 'All baggage to move east of Venter's Spruit

immediately. Troops to be ready to turn out at thirty minutes' notice.'

General retreat, that was their meaning. Buller was withdrawing his

train as a preliminary to disengaging, if he could, the fighting

brigades, and retiring across the river. Buller! So it was no longer

Warren! The Commander-in-Chief had arrived, in the hour of misfortune,

to take all responsibility for what had befallen the army, to extricate

it, if possible, from its position of peril, to encourage the soldiers,

now a second time defeated without being beaten, to bear the

disappointment. Everyone knows how all this, that looked so difficult,

was successfully accomplished.

The army was irritated by the feeling that it had made sacrifices for

nothing. It was puzzled and disappointed by failure which it did not

admit nor understand. The enemy were flushed with success. The opposing

lines in many places were scarcely a thousand yards apart. As the

infantry retired the enemy would have commanding ground from which to

assail them at every point. Behind flowed the Tugela, a deep, rapid,

only occasionally fordable river, eighty-five yards broad, with

precipitous banks. We all prepared ourselves for a bloody and even

disastrous rearguard action. But now, I repeat, when things had come to

this pass, Buller took personal command. He arrived on the field calm,

cheerful, inscrutable as ever, rode hither and thither with a weary

staff and a huge notebook, gripped the whole business in his strong

hands, and so shook it into shape that we crossed the river in safety,

comfort, and good order, with most remarkable mechanical precision, and

without the loss of a single man or a pound of stores.

The fighting troops stood fast for two days, while the train of waggons

streamed back over the bridges and parked in huge black squares on the

southern bank. Then, on the night of the 26th, the retreat began. It was

pitch dark, and a driving rain veiled all lights. The ground was

broken. The enemy near. It is scarcely possible to imagine a more

difficult operation. But it was performed with amazing ease.

Buller himself--not Buller by proxy or Buller at the end of a

heliograph--Buller himself managed it. He was the man who gave orders,

the man whom the soldiers looked to. He had already transported his

train. At dusk he passed the Royals over the ford. By ten o'clock all

his cavalry and guns were across the pontoon bridges. At ten he began

disengaging his infantry, and by daylight the army stood in order on the

southern bank. While the sappers began to take the pontoon bridges to

pieces the Boers, who must have been astonished by the unusual rapidity

of the movement, fired their first shell at the crossing. We were over

the river none too soon.

A successful retreat is a poor thing for a relieving army to boast of

when their gallant friends are hard pressed and worn out. But this

withdrawal showed that this force possesses both a leader and machinery

of organisation, and it is this, and this alone, that has preserved our

confidence. We believe that Buller gauged the capacity of one

subordinate at Colenso, of another at Spion Kop, and that now he will do

things himself, as he was meant to do. I know not why he has waited so

long. Probably some pedantic principle of military etiquette:

'Commander-in-Chief should occupy a central position; turning movements

should be directed by subordinates.' But the army believes that this is

all over now, and that for the future Buller will trust no one but

himself in great matters; and it is because they believe this that the

soldiers are looking forward with confidence and eagerness to the third

and last attempt--for the sands at Ladysmith have run down very low--to

shatter the Boer lines.

We have waited a week in the camp behind Spearman's Hill. The General

has addressed the troops himself. He has promised that we shall be in

Ladysmith soon. To replace the sixteen hundred killed and wounded in the

late actions, drafts of twenty-four hundred men have arrived. A

mountain battery, A Battery R.H.A., and two great fortress guns have

strengthened the artillery. Two squadrons of the 14th Hussars have been

added to the cavalry, so that we are actually to-day numerically

stronger by more than a thousand men than when we fought at Spion Kop,

while the Boers are at least five hundred weaker--attrition _versus_

recuperation. Everyone has been well fed, reinforced and inspirited, and

all are prepared for a supreme effort, in which we shall either reach

Ladysmith or be flung back truly beaten with a loss of six or seven

thousand men.

I will not try to foreshadow the line of attack, though certain

movements appear to indicate where it will be directed. But it is

generally believed that we fight to-morrow at dawn, and as I write this

letter seventy guns are drawing up in line on the hills to open the

preparatory bombardment.

It is a solemn Sunday, and the camp, with its white tents looking snug

and peaceful in the sunlight, holds its breath that the beating of its

heart may not be heard. On such a day as this the services of religion

would appeal with passionate force to thousands. I attended a church

parade this morning. What a chance this was for a man of great soul who

feared God! On every side were drawn up deep masses of soldiery, rank

behind rank--perhaps, in all, five thousand. In the hollow square stood

the General, the man on whom everything depended. All around were men

who within the week had been face to face with Death, and were going to

face him again in a few hours. Life seemed very precarious, in spite of

the sunlit landscape. What was it all for? What was the good of human

effort? How should it befall a man who died in a quarrel he did not

understand? All the anxious questionings of weak spirits. It was one of

those occasions when a fine preacher might have given comfort and

strength where both were sorely needed, and have printed on many minds a

permanent impression. The bridegroom Opportunity had come. But the

Church had her lamp untrimmed. A chaplain with a raucous voice

discoursed on the details of 'The siege and surrender of Jericho.' The

soldiers froze into apathy, and after a while the formal perfunctory

service reached its welcome conclusion.

As I marched home an officer said to me: 'Why is it, when the Church

spends so much on missionary work among heathens, she does not take the

trouble to send good men to preach in time of war? The medical

profession is represented by some of its greatest exponents. Why are

men's wounded souls left to the care of a village practitioner?' Nor

could I answer; but I remembered the venerable figure and noble

character of Father Brindle in the River War, and wondered whether Rome

was again seizing the opportunity which Canterbury disdained--the

opportunity of telling the glad tidings to soldiers about to die.

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