Chapter I

WIELAND; OR THE TRANSFORMATION

An American Tale

by Charles Brockden Brown

From Virtue's blissful paths away

The double-tongued are sure to stray;

Good is a forth-right journey still,

And mazy paths but lead to ill.

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The following Work is delivered to the world as the first of a series

of performances, which the favorable reception of this will induce the

Writer to publish. His purpose is neither selfish nor temporary,

but aims at the illustration of some important branches of the moral

constitution of man. Whether this tale will be classed with the ordinary

or frivolous sources of amusement, or be ranked with the few productions

whose usefulness secures to them a lasting reputation, the reader must

be permitted to decide.

The incidents related are extraordinary and rare. Some of them, perhaps,

approach as nearly to the nature of miracles as can be done by that

which is not truly miraculous. It is hoped that intelligent readers will

not disapprove of the manner in which appearances are solved, but that

the solution will be found to correspond with the known principles of

human nature. The power which the principal person is said to possess

can scarcely be denied to be real. It must be acknowledged to be

extremely rare; but no fact, equally uncommon, is supported by the same

strength of historical evidence.

Some readers may think the conduct of the younger Wieland impossible. In

support of its possibility the Writer must appeal to Physicians and to

men conversant with the latent springs and occasional perversions of

the human mind. It will not be objected that the instances of similar

delusion are rare, because it is the business of moral painters to

exhibit their subject in its most instructive and memorable forms. If

history furnishes one parallel fact, it is a sufficient vindication of

the Writer; but most readers will probably recollect an authentic case,

remarkably similar to that of Wieland.

It will be necessary to add, that this narrative is addressed, in an

epistolary form, by the Lady whose story it contains, to a small

number of friends, whose curiosity, with regard to it, had been greatly

awakened. It may likewise be mentioned, that these events took

place between the conclusion of the French and the beginning of the

revolutionary war. The memoirs of Carwin, alluded to at the conclusion

of the work, will be published or suppressed according to the reception

which is given to the present attempt.

C. B. B.

_September 3, 1798_.

Chapter I

I feel little reluctance in complying with your request. You know not

fully the cause of my sorrows. You are a stranger to the depth of my

distresses. Hence your efforts at consolation must necessarily fail. Yet

the tale that I am going to tell is not intended as a claim upon your

sympathy. In the midst of my despair, I do not disdain to contribute

what little I can to the benefit of mankind. I acknowledge your right to

be informed of the events that have lately happened in my family. Make

what use of the tale you shall think proper. If it be communicated

to the world, it will inculcate the duty of avoiding deceit. It will

exemplify the force of early impressions, and show the immeasurable

evils that flow from an erroneous or imperfect discipline.

My state is not destitute of tranquillity. The sentiment that dictates

my feelings is not hope. Futurity has no power over my thoughts. To all

that is to come I am perfectly indifferent. With regard to myself, I

have nothing more to fear. Fate has done its worst. Henceforth, I am

callous to misfortune.

I address no supplication to the Deity. The power that governs the

course of human affairs has chosen his path. The decree that ascertained

the condition of my life, admits of no recal. No doubt it squares with

the maxims of eternal equity. That is neither to be questioned nor

denied by me. It suffices that the past is exempt from mutation. The

storm that tore up our happiness, and changed into dreariness and desert

the blooming scene of our existence, is lulled into grim repose; but

not until the victim was transfixed and mangled; till every obstacle was

dissipated by its rage; till every remnant of good was wrested from our

grasp and exterminated.

How will your wonder, and that of your companions, be excited by my

story! Every sentiment will yield to your amazement. If my testimony

were without corroborations, you would reject it as incredible. The

experience of no human being can furnish a parallel: That I, beyond the

rest of mankind, should be reserved for a destiny without alleviation,

and without example! Listen to my narrative, and then say what it is

that has made me deserve to be placed on this dreadful eminence, if,

indeed, every faculty be not suspended in wonder that I am still alive,

and am able to relate it. My father's ancestry was noble on the paternal

side; but his mother was the daughter of a merchant. My grand-father was

a younger brother, and a native of Saxony. He was placed, when he had

reached the suitable age, at a German college. During the vacations,

he employed himself in traversing the neighbouring territory. On one

occasion it was his fortune to visit Hamburg. He formed an acquaintance

with Leonard Weise, a merchant of that city, and was a frequent guest

at his house. The merchant had an only daughter, for whom his guest

speedily contracted an affection; and, in spite of parental menaces and

prohibitions, he, in due season, became her husband.

By this act he mortally offended his relations. Thenceforward he was

entirely disowned and rejected by them. They refused to contribute any

thing to his support. All intercourse ceased, and he received from them

merely that treatment to which an absolute stranger, or detested enemy,

would be entitled.

He found an asylum in the house of his new father, whose temper was

kind, and whose pride was flattered by this alliance. The nobility of

his birth was put in the balance against his poverty. Weise conceived

himself, on the whole, to have acted with the highest discretion, in

thus disposing of his child. My grand-father found it incumbent on him

to search out some mode of independent subsistence. His youth had

been eagerly devoted to literature and music. These had hitherto been

cultivated merely as sources of amusement. They were now converted into

the means of gain. At this period there were few works of taste in

the Saxon dialect. My ancestor may be considered as the founder of the

German Theatre. The modern poet of the same name is sprung from the same

family, and, perhaps, surpasses but little, in the fruitfulness of his

invention, or the soundness of his taste, the elder Wieland. His life

was spent in the composition of sonatas and dramatic pieces. They were

not unpopular, but merely afforded him a scanty subsistence. He died

in the bloom of his life, and was quickly followed to the grave by his

wife. Their only child was taken under the protection of the merchant.

At an early age he was apprenticed to a London trader, and passed seven

years of mercantile servitude.

My father was not fortunate in the character of him under whose care

he was now placed. He was treated with rigor, and full employment was

provided for every hour of his time. His duties were laborious and

mechanical. He had been educated with a view to this profession, and,

therefore, was not tormented with unsatisfied desires. He did not hold

his present occupations in abhorrence, because they withheld him from

paths more flowery and more smooth, but he found in unintermitted

labour, and in the sternness of his master, sufficient occasions for

discontent. No opportunities of recreation were allowed him. He spent

all his time pent up in a gloomy apartment, or traversing narrow and

crowded streets. His food was coarse, and his lodging humble. His heart

gradually contracted a habit of morose and gloomy reflection. He could

not accurately define what was wanting to his happiness. He was not

tortured by comparisons drawn between his own situation and that

of others. His state was such as suited his age and his views as to

fortune. He did not imagine himself treated with extraordinary or

unjustifiable rigor. In this respect he supposed the condition of

others, bound like himself to mercantile service, to resemble his own;

yet every engagement was irksome, and every hour tedious in its lapse.

In this state of mind he chanced to light upon a book written by one of

the teachers of the Albigenses, or French Protestants. He entertained no

relish for books, and was wholly unconscious of any power they possessed

to delight or instruct. This volume had lain for years in a corner of

his garret, half buried in dust and rubbish. He had marked it as it lay;

had thrown it, as his occasions required, from one spot to another; but

had felt no inclination to examine its contents, or even to inquire what

was the subject of which it treated.

One Sunday afternoon, being induced to retire for a few minutes to his

garret, his eye was attracted by a page of this book, which, by some

accident, had been opened and placed full in his view. He was seated on

the edge of his bed, and was employed in repairing a rent in some part

of his clothes. His eyes were not confined to his work, but occasionally

wandering, lighted at length upon the page. The words "Seek and ye

shall find," were those that first offered themselves to his notice.

His curiosity was roused by these so far as to prompt him to proceed.

As soon as he finished his work, he took up the book and turned to

the first page. The further he read, the more inducement he found to

continue, and he regretted the decline of the light which obliged him

for the present to close it.

The book contained an exposition of the doctrine of the sect of

Camissards, and an historical account of its origin. His mind was in a

state peculiarly fitted for the reception of devotional sentiments. The

craving which had haunted him was now supplied with an object. His mind

was at no loss for a theme of meditation. On days of business, he rose

at the dawn, and retired to his chamber not till late at night. He now

supplied himself with candles, and employed his nocturnal and Sunday

hours in studying this book. It, of course, abounded with allusions to

the Bible. All its conclusions were deduced from the sacred text. This

was the fountain, beyond which it was unnecessary to trace the stream of

religious truth; but it was his duty to trace it thus far.

A Bible was easily procured, and he ardently entered on the study of it.

His understanding had received a particular direction. All his reveries

were fashioned in the same mould. His progress towards the formation of

his creed was rapid. Every fact and sentiment in this book were viewed

through a medium which the writings of the Camissard apostle had

suggested. His constructions of the text were hasty, and formed on a

narrow scale. Every thing was viewed in a disconnected position. One

action and one precept were not employed to illustrate and restrict

the meaning of another. Hence arose a thousand scruples to which he had

hitherto been a stranger. He was alternately agitated by fear and by

ecstacy. He imagined himself beset by the snares of a spiritual foe, and

that his security lay in ceaseless watchfulness and prayer.

His morals, which had never been loose, were now modelled by a stricter

standard. The empire of religious duty extended itself to his looks,

gestures, and phrases. All levities of speech, and negligences of

behaviour, were proscribed. His air was mournful and contemplative.

He laboured to keep alive a sentiment of fear, and a belief of

the awe-creating presence of the Deity. Ideas foreign to this were

sedulously excluded. To suffer their intrusion was a crime against the

Divine Majesty inexpiable but by days and weeks of the keenest agonies.

No material variation had occurred in the lapse of two years. Every day

confirmed him in his present modes of thinking and acting. It was to

be expected that the tide of his emotions would sometimes recede, that

intervals of despondency and doubt would occur; but these gradually were

more rare, and of shorter duration; and he, at last, arrived at a state

considerably uniform in this respect.

His apprenticeship was now almost expired. On his arrival of age he

became entitled, by the will of my grand-father, to a small sum. This

sum would hardly suffice to set him afloat as a trader in his present

situation, and he had nothing to expect from the generosity of his

master. Residence in England had, besides, become almost impossible,

on account of his religious tenets. In addition to these motives for

seeking a new habitation, there was another of the most imperious and

irresistable necessity. He had imbibed an opinion that it was his duty

to disseminate the truths of the gospel among the unbelieving nations.

He was terrified at first by the perils and hardships to which the life

of a missionary is exposed. This cowardice made him diligent in the

invention of objections and excuses; but he found it impossible wholly

to shake off the belief that such was the injunction of his duty.

The belief, after every new conflict with his passions, acquired new

strength; and, at length, he formed a resolution of complying with what

he deemed the will of heaven.

The North-American Indians naturally presented themselves as the first

objects for this species of benevolence. As soon as his servitude

expired, he converted his little fortune into money, and embarked for

Philadelphia. Here his fears were revived, and a nearer survey of savage

manners once more shook his resolution. For a while he relinquished his

purpose, and purchasing a farm on Schuylkill, within a few miles of the

city, set himself down to the cultivation of it. The cheapness of land,

and the service of African slaves, which were then in general use,

gave him who was poor in Europe all the advantages of wealth. He passed

fourteen years in a thrifty and laborious manner. In this time new

objects, new employments, and new associates appeared to have nearly

obliterated the devout impressions of his youth. He now became

acquainted with a woman of a meek and quiet disposition, and of slender

acquirements like himself. He proffered his hand and was accepted.

His previous industry had now enabled him to dispense with personal

labour, and direct attention to his own concerns. He enjoyed leisure,

and was visited afresh by devotional contemplation. The reading of the

scriptures, and other religious books, became once more his favorite

employment. His ancient belief relative to the conversion of the savage

tribes, was revived with uncommon energy. To the former obstacles were

now added the pleadings of parental and conjugal love. The struggle

was long and vehement; but his sense of duty would not be stifled or

enfeebled, and finally triumphed over every impediment.

His efforts were attended with no permanent success. His exhortations

had sometimes a temporary power, but more frequently were repelled with

insult and derision. In pursuit of this object he encountered the most

imminent perils, and underwent incredible fatigues, hunger, sickness,

and solitude. The licence of savage passion, and the artifices of his

depraved countrymen, all opposed themselves to his progress. His courage

did not forsake him till there appeared no reasonable ground to hope for

success. He desisted not till his heart was relieved from the supposed

obligation to persevere. With his constitution somewhat decayed, he at

length returned to his family. An interval of tranquillity succeeded. He

was frugal, regular, and strict in the performance of domestic duties.

He allied himself with no sect, because he perfectly agreed with none.

Social worship is that by which they are all distinguished; but this

article found no place in his creed. He rigidly interpreted that precept

which enjoins us, when we worship, to retire into solitude, and shut

out every species of society. According to him devotion was not only a

silent office, but must be performed alone. An hour at noon, and an hour

at midnight were thus appropriated.

At the distance of three hundred yards from his house, on the top of a

rock whose sides were steep, rugged, and encumbered with dwarf cedars

and stony asperities, he built what to a common eye would have seemed a

summer-house. The eastern verge of this precipice was sixty feet above

the river which flowed at its foot. The view before it consisted of a

transparent current, fluctuating and rippling in a rocky channel, and

bounded by a rising scene of cornfields and orchards. The edifice was

slight and airy. It was no more than a circular area, twelve feet in

diameter, whose flooring was the rock, cleared of moss and shrubs, and

exactly levelled, edged by twelve Tuscan columns, and covered by an

undulating dome. My father furnished the dimensions and outlines, but

allowed the artist whom he employed to complete the structure on his own

plan. It was without seat, table, or ornament of any kind.

This was the temple of his Deity. Twice in twenty-four hours he repaired

hither, unaccompanied by any human being. Nothing but physical inability

to move was allowed to obstruct or postpone this visit. He did not exact

from his family compliance with his example. Few men, equally sincere

in their faith, were as sparing in their censures and restrictions,

with respect to the conduct of others, as my father. The character of

my mother was no less devout; but her education had habituated her to

a different mode of worship. The loneliness of their dwelling prevented

her from joining any established congregation; but she was punctual in

the offices of prayer, and in the performance of hymns to her Saviour,

after the manner of the disciples of Zinzendorf. My father refused

to interfere in her arrangements. His own system was embraced not,

accurately speaking, because it was the best, but because it had been

expressly prescribed to him. Other modes, if practised by other persons,

might be equally acceptable.

His deportment to others was full of charity and mildness. A sadness

perpetually overspread his features, but was unmingled with sternness or

discontent. The tones of his voice, his gestures, his steps were all in

tranquil unison. His conduct was characterised by a certain forbearance

and humility, which secured the esteem of those to whom his tenets were

most obnoxious. They might call him a fanatic and a dreamer, but they

could not deny their veneration to his invincible candour and invariable

integrity. His own belief of rectitude was the foundation of his

happiness. This, however, was destined to find an end.

Suddenly the sadness that constantly attended him was deepened. Sighs,

and even tears, sometimes escaped him. To the expostulations of his wife

he seldom answered any thing. When he designed to be communicative, he

hinted that his peace of mind was flown, in consequence of deviation

from his duty. A command had been laid upon him, which he had delayed to

perform. He felt as if a certain period of hesitation and reluctance

had been allowed him, but that this period was passed. He was no

longer permitted to obey. The duty assigned to him was transferred, in

consequence of his disobedience, to another, and all that remained was

to endure the penalty.

He did not describe this penalty. It appeared to be nothing more for

some time than a sense of wrong. This was sufficiently acute, and was

aggravated by the belief that his offence was incapable of expiation. No

one could contemplate the agonies which he seemed to suffer without the

deepest compassion. Time, instead of lightening the burthen, appeared to

add to it. At length he hinted to his wife, that his end was near. His

imagination did not prefigure the mode or the time of his decease, but

was fraught with an incurable persuasion that his death was at hand. He

was likewise haunted by the belief that the kind of death that awaited

him was strange and terrible. His anticipations were thus far vague and

indefinite; but they sufficed to poison every moment of his being, and

devote him to ceaseless anguish.

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