XXVII

UPON A CHURCH BENCH.

Much Ado about Nothing; iii.--3.

When Fenton went to the club that night he left Helen Greyson and Mr.

Candish, both of whom were sufficiently familiar to excuse the

informality. The combination of the clergyman and the sculptor might

seem likely to be incongruous, but the two had much more in common than

at first sight appeared. Fenton had been right in declaring that Helen

was by instinct a Puritan. It was true that she had shaken herself free

from all the fetters of old creeds and that her religious beliefs were

of the most liberal. The essence of Puritanism, however, was not its

dogmas, but its strenuous earnestness, its exaltation of self-denial,

and its distrust of the guidance of the senses.

The original Puritans made their religion satisfy their aesthetic

sense, even while they were insisting upon the virtue of starving that

part of their nature. To believe literally and with a realizing sense

of its meaning the creed of Calvin, would have been impossible without

madness to any nature short of the incarnate inhumanity of a Jonathan

Edwards. The aesthetic sense of humanity demands that the imagination

shall be nourished; and the imagination is fed by receiving things as

only ideally true. The Puritans were right in declaring that art was

hostile to religion as they conceived it; but they failed to perceive

that this hostility arose from the fact that the acceptance of their

theology was only possible in virtue of the very faculties to which art

appealed. They were obliged to deprive the imagination of its natural

food, in order that it should be forced to feed upon that the

assimilation of which they conceived to be a moral obligation. It may,

at first sight, seem a bold assertion that our Puritan ancestors

believed their creed, however unconsciously, simply in the sense in

which we believe in the bravery of the heroes of Homer or in the loves

and sorrows of the heroines of Shakespeare. It is to be reflected,

however, that those unhappy creatures who attempted to receive

Calvinism literally and absolutely paid for their mistake with madness;

and that it did not enter into the minds of generations of Puritans,

who lived and died in the error that they believed with their

understanding what they really received only with the imagination, to

take this view, in no way affects its truth.

Helen's position differed from that of her Puritan grandmothers from

the fact of her having turned her imagination back to art; but she

shared with them the temperament which made Puritanism possible. The

aesthetic sense, which is as universal in mankind as the passions,

clung in her case to sensuous beauty, while that of Mr. Candish clung

to what he considered beauty moral and spiritual; but the controlling

force in the life of both was the stinging inspiration of a fixed idea

of duty. They were thus able, although rather as a matter of

unconscious sympathy than of deliberate understanding, to comprehend

each other; and if Helen had the broader sight, Mr. Candish possessed

the greater power of ignoring self.

Edith stood on a middle ground between the two. At the time of her

marriage she had been much nearer to the position occupied by the

clergyman; and she would have been startled and shocked had she

realized how much her views had been modified during the six years of

her life with Fenton. She had certainly been led into no toleration of

moral laxity, and indeed the effect of her husband's cynical Paganism

had been to make her dread more acutely any infringement upon moral

laws. She had been constantly learning, however, the enjoyment and

appreciation of beauty, not merely in a conventional and Philistine

sense, but as a pure Pagan aestheticism. The change showed itself

chiefly in her increased tolerance of views less rigid than her own,

which made possible the perfecting of the intimacy with Helen, which

had begun simply from her sense of pity for the sadness of the other's

life.

"Isn't it charming," Edith said to-night, as the three sat before the

fire after Arthur had gone out, "to see Mr. and Mrs. Hubbard together.

It's not only that they are so fond of each other, but they are so

perfectly in accord. It seems to me an ideal marriage."

Helen looked at her with an inward sigh.

"It is much the fashion, nowadays," she said, "to insist that the ideal

marriage is no marriage at all."

Mr. Candish looked at her inquiringly.

"Or, in other words," she explained, with a passing thought of his want

of quickness of apprehension, "that no marriage can be ideal."

"Or anything else, for that matter," put in Edith quickly. "The

iconoclasts of this generation will spare absolutely nothing."

"These objectors don't take into account," observed Mr. Candish, "that

if we once begin to give up things because their possibilities are not

realized, we shall soon end by having nothing left. Plenty of people do

not live up to the possibilities of marriage, but the fact is that the

trouble is with themselves. The blame that they lay on the institution

really belongs on their own shoulders."

"Yes," agreed Edith; "like everything else it comes back to a question

of egotism." "And egotism," added Helen, smiling, yet wistfully, "is

the supreme evil."

Mr. Candish nodded approvingly.

"I don't know," he said, "that a bachelor like myself has any right to

discuss marriage, except on general principles; but certainly, even

without taking the religious view of it, one can see that the very

objections brought against wedlock are reasons in its favor."

"Yes," Edith returned, but she moved uneasily in her chair, and Helen

divined that the subject was painful to her.

"The difficulty is," she said, with an air of dismissing the whole

subject, "that most people marry for the honeymoon and very few for the

whole life."

She fell to thinking in an absorbed mood which was not wholly free from

irritation, how constantly this question of marriage met one at every

turn, as if the whole fabric of life, social and ethical, depended

entirely upon this institution. She sighed a little impatiently,

looking into the fire with mournful eyes. She thought of the marriages

with which her destiny had been most intimately connected, her own

ill-starred mating, the union of Herman and Ninitta, that of Fenton and

Edith. She had long ago settled in her own mind that wedlock was not

only the mainstay of society, but that it was largely a concession to

the weakness of her sex; and yet instinctively she protested; that

revolt against being a woman which few of her sex have failed at one

time or another to experience taking the form of a revolt against

matrimony.

"Indeed," she broke out, half humorously and half pathetically, "the

most joyful promise for the Christians hereafter is that they shall

neither marry nor be given in marriage."

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