Chapter XIV

October was rapidly passing; and Elizabeth had received no

acknowledgment of her letter to Mrs. Wentworth. This occasioned her to

some surprise, for Anne was a punctilious correspondent, and certainly

would not have allowed such an important question as had been put to her

to remain long unanswered. At last, when Elizabeth had begun to fear

that either letter or reply must have miscarried, the wished-for packet

was discerned among the morning's post; and she carried it to her own

private room before perusing it.

"My dear Mrs. Darcy,

"I do not like to imagine what you must be thinking of me, for my long

and inexplicable silence. Your letter bears the date October the second,

almost a month ago. Will you forgive me when you hear that I only just

received it? We have been travelling abroad, as Frederick wished to take

advantage of this period of comparative peace to visit some of the old

Dutch cities, and we returned only this week, after a delightful but

extremely fatiguing tour. Our letters have followed us about to our

continually changing addresses, and it is little short of a miracle that

so many of them have reached us. Yours has now reappeared at Winchester

after its wanderings! This must be my excuse for not writing instantly

to correct a misconception under which I grieve to think you have been

labouring. My father is not engaged to Miss Crawford, and there is no

probability of a marriage between them either now or at some future

time. I know that some months ago a rumour to that effect was in

existence, for, indeed, it must be confessed that my father's attentions

to Miss Crawford were very marked, and my sister was among those who

were confident that an engagement would ultimately result; but before we

went abroad Elizabeth wrote to me from Brighton, where she and my father

had removed, to say that the affair was at an end, Miss Crawford having

given my father a definite refusal. I think they were a great deal vexed

and disappointed, which was perhaps natural, for my father had counted

upon succeeding, and it would have been a very advantageous match for

him; but I cannot help thinking that there would not have been any great

happiness in it for either of them. It was not altogether suitable--but,

dear Mrs. Darcy, I should not weary you with my comments. In such a case

as this everyone can supply their own. I do not know where Mrs. Grant

and Miss Crawford are now, but I conclude in Bath. The only news of them

that has reached me, besides what I have stated, was, I am sorry to say,

that Miss Crawford had been ill, but I heard no particulars. All this

seems bald and unsatisfactory; I wish I could have given you better and

earlier information. Pray give our warm regards to Mr. Darcy and his

sister. It was a great delight to me to renew my acquaintance with the

latter, and to see her looking so lovely and blooming. Her countenance

expresses so much sensibility, that one is convinced she must have a

tender heart, and one hopes that life may always be kind to her. I had a

great wish to invite her to pay us a visit when we returned to

Winchester from London, and was disappointed to learn she had already

travelled north. Will you mention it to her, and say how glad we should

be if ever she was disposed to come in this direction? We would try to

give her a pleasant time. Your children must be reaching a delightful

age. Alas! with what a pang do I view our empty nursery! Accept my very

cordial remembrances, and believe me," etc.

It was well that Elizabeth had taken the precaution of being alone to

read this letter, for the agitation it caused could not easily have been

concealed. A thousand confusing thoughts surged through her mind.

Action, of some sort, she felt she must take, being the only person of

their circle in possession of this knowledge; but what action would be

safe, prudent and productive of results? While believing that

Fitzwilliam had been refused, she had always found it hard to credit

that he should have been refused for Sir Walter Elliot, and the denial

of the statement found willing acceptance. It was so unnatural, so

horrible, almost, to think of Miss Crawford as Lady Elliot! Before

Elizabeth had even time to think of Fitzwilliam she had rejoiced over

Miss Crawford's not having committed an act so unworthy of her. She next

tried to recollect exactly what she had heard with reference to

Fitzwilliam's dismissal. He had been confident that she was lost to him,

through her engagement, he assumed; but since she had never been

engaged, clearly there had been indications which, as Darcy had said,

had forced him to believe that she was ill-disposed towards him. What,

then, could anyone do for him now? It was not by any means certain that

because she had rejected Sir Walter Elliot she could be induced to

accept Colonel Fitzwilliam. And yet the knowledge that she was free,

free still to be won, was a reason for not withdrawing utterly until he

knew what would be the fate of his own pretensions, taken on their own

merit. Elizabeth could not feel satisfied, remembering what had happened

at Bath, that he had ever had a fair opportunity of pleading his cause.

He might, indeed, have had a refusal as definite as Sir Walter's, and in

that case there would be no kindness in reopening the subject; it would

profit him little to know that another suitor had fared no better than

himself, even though that suitor might be one who should never have

aspired. But what if it had all arisen through a misunderstanding?

After long and earnest consideration Elizabeth determined that whatever

steps she now took towards her cousin and the chances of a

reconciliation, he must know nothing of them; if she had finally decided

against him, there was no reason why he should be put to the pain of

hearing it a second time. This at least seemed clear, and it paved the

way for her next resolution, namely to write to Mrs. Grant, without

mentioning anything she had heard, beyond the intimation of Miss

Crawford's illness, and ask for news of them both.

Darcy entered while she was preparing to write, and she immediately

handed him Mrs. Wentworth's letter. Having read it, he handed it back to

her, saying gravely: "What are you going to do now, Elizabeth? for I

suppose you are going to do something."

Elizabeth described her plan and its motives, and Darcy listened without

giving her much encouragement. At length he said: "Have you realized

what a great responsibility you are taking upon yourself in endeavouring

to bring these two people together again?"

"Yes," said Elizabeth, "and, dear Darcy, do you not think we should be

prepared to take it? I shall do nothing which could possibly give

Fitzwilliam a moment's uneasiness; he has already suffered too much, and

is a changed man, as you were agreeing the other day; but if there is

the slightest chance of making him happy, I think we ought not to let it

slip. No one but ourselves can possibly make any attempt to reunite him

and Miss Crawford."

"I know you are prepared to undertake herculean tasks in the interests

of your friends, my dear, but when a man has been so decidedly repulsed,

it is a delicate manner to heal the breach. I imagine your scheme would

be straightaway to invite Miss Crawford here, and send them both off for

a walk, with instructions to return in half an hour an engaged couple?"

This was spoken without the ghost of a smile, but the idea it suggested

to Elizabeth was so brilliant that she forgot to remonstrate her husband

for not being sufficiently serious. "I never thought of it, but I will

do it!" she exclaimed. "Not send them off for a walk, of course, but

invite Miss Crawford and her sister to come and stay here. They shall

come, if they will, as soon as the ball is over, for Robert is leaving

the next day, and in the course of a quiet fortnight it will be strange

if I cannot discover whether she cares in the least for him."

"And after that time Fitzwilliam is to be summoned home with all speed,

I suppose?"

"Oh, I cannot look so far ahead; if my endeavours prove unavailing, of

course we must not let him know that they have been here at all."

"Well, Elizabeth, I am glad you are providing for all contingencies; and

do not forget the most probable one, namely, that they will not be

persuaded to accept your invitation. Miss Crawford may not want to lend

a helping hand, or Mrs. Grant to play Fitzwilliam's game for him."

"Naturally, I shall tell them distinctly that he will not be here and we

shall be quite to ourselves. If she has been ill, she may like to have a

change. I decline to be discouraged, Darcy, by whatever you may suggest,

for I am convinced that this plan can do no harm, and may do a great

deal of good."

"Perhaps you are right, my dear; it seems to me to be a considerable

risk, and we cannot emphasize too strongly the need for absolute

secrecy; but you know I cannot wish Fitzwilliam anything better than a

thoroughly happy marriage, when I think of what mine has done for me."

"Darcy! for you to be paying me compliments! The world must be coming to

an end. And now here is nurse bringing the children, so I shall have to

postpone my writing for the present."

The letter was posted, and Elizabeth had to wait longer than she would

have wished for an answer to this one also, but after about ten days she

had a note in a hand she did not know was brought to her. It proved to

be from Mrs. Grant, who dated it from Everingham, Norfolk, and said that

she was writing in place of her sister, who was still so far from well

that it was necessary to spare her all trouble and fatigue. She had been

extremely ill during August and September, and had seemed to make so

little progress towards recovery that they had come to stay with their

brother a few weeks ago, in the hope of obtaining some benefit from the

more bracing air. Unfortunately, she had not gained all the good they

had hoped for, and they were still anxious about her. On first receiving

Mrs. Darcy's kind invitation she had felt it was impossible to accept

it, as her state of health and spirits made her languid and disinclined

for exertion, but Mrs. Grant and Mr. Crawford had at length, using all

their powers of persuasion, induced her to reconsider her decision, for

they both felt that to mix with her friends once more, and to be in the

midst of such agreeable and stimulating surroundings as a visit to Mrs.

Darcy would afford, would be the best possible remedy for the nervous

complaint from which she had suffered. In any case, they would shortly

have to leave Everingham, as it was too cold and exposed a spot, but her

sister was scarcely equal to the journey to Bath yet, so that Mrs.

Darcy's letter had come at a most fortunate time.

Miss Crawford was very desirous that Mrs. Grant should explain that she

was still an invalid to a great extent--"and she insists on my saying a

tiresome and exacting one, though I cannot endorse that," added Mrs.

Grant. "But she is afraid of giving trouble, and of being, on account of

her want of health, an unacceptable visitor; and she says that if she is

going to trespass upon your kindness, she cannot do so on false

pretenses, and so wishes you to know just how you will find her, in case

you would rather postpone having her until some future time, when she is

more of a rational being."

Elizabeth perceived something of Miss Crawford's old spirit peeping out

in this message, the spirit of independence, which would laugh at her

own weakness rather than appeal for pity, and made her reluctant to

accept a kindness which might wear the aspect of an indulgence. Had it

not been for her recent illness, and the consequent pressure put upon

her by her brother and sister, it was clear she would not have come to

Pemberley; Elizabeth was conscious, in the wording of the letter, of a

shrinking from it, and the earnest way in which Mrs. Grant, on her

sister's behalf, begged to be assured that they would find Mr. and Mrs.

Darcy _quite alone_ at home, emphasized something more than an invalid's

wish for seclusion.

In her reply Elizabeth endeavoured to convey a complete assurance of the

quietness of Pemberley and its suitability for anyone in Miss Crawford's

delicate condition. There would be no one at home but themselves, she

said, excepting, of course, Mr. Darcy's sister, whom Miss Crawford had

met, and who was one of the household; the patient should have every

care, and could lead whatever kind of life she preferred; she should not

be troubled in any way, or even be asked to join the rest of the party,

until she felt stronger, as Elizabeth hoped and believed she soon would.

The letter was expressive of the writer's goodwill, and she trusted that

it might do away with any remaining unwillingness that Miss Crawford

might have felt in renewing an acquaintance which had indirectly caused

her so much pain. Elizabeth rejoiced in having accomplished the first

step. Miss Crawford's acceptance might have been wrung from her, but it

was unlikely she would withdraw it, and once she were safely established

at Pemberley, whether Colonel Fitzwilliam were to be made happy or not,

at least there would be no more misunderstandings.

Elizabeth proposed a date to Mrs. Grant for the arrival of the two

ladies, but decided to maintain her reserve on the subject towards

everyone, except her husband, until the ball should be over and her

cousin should have left the house, for she was particularly anxious that

no hint of it should reach his ears. Georgiana's discretion could have

been depended upon, but Elizabeth felt it would be better to postpone

telling even her of Mrs. Wentworth's reply until matters should be

further advanced.

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