Now he read over his forgotten words with cool judiciality:--

Her name was in newspaper headlines before she was out of her

teens; and many and many a time since. She wished to be a

doctor, and the Medical School would not take her in. And

shortly this slim girl, with her sweetly-cut chin and ethereal

eyes, had raised the whole State on the issue of principle thus

thrown down: Did a woman have the right to study, or not? She

stormed the courts for an injunction, she set the legislature

by the ears for a special act. The story of her personal

interview with the Governor, at the height of the disturbance,

is often told to this day; but never by any friend of the

Governor's. And then, when she was within a step of winning the

long fight, her father died suddenly and she faced the

immediate necessity of earning a living.

Farther along, the author's eye found the particular passage that had

been in his mind from the start, the part about the National League for

Education Reform. Having recounted how the bequest of Rufus B. Zecker's

millions had "assured the permanence and ultimate triumph of the

League's programme," the generous "puff" went on:--

What the National League contemplates is nothing less than the

remaking of our entire educational system, on the basis of a

new perception of truth, namely: that education is, not

learning at all, but purely the process of fitting the

individual for effectual relations with his (or her)

environment. With the League's propaganda to that end, under

the brilliant leadership of Horace Gurney Ames, Miss Wing has

been closely associated for the past seven years. Her work here

has been, indeed, the dominant part of her career....

The dominant part of her life, he would better have written. And that

was precisely the trouble.

The sheets dropped from the young man's hands, and he gazed unwinking at

the green translucence of his lamp. His mind skipped back to a day in

early September, when Mary and her mother had come home from their two

weeks in the metropolis--Mrs. Wing still looking rather crushed from the

overwhelming rush of New York, Mary radiant with the hope that before

long she might go back to New York, to stay there the rest of her life.

For on that journey she had abruptly learned that the League directors

had their eyes upon her with reference to their General Secretaryship,

which was to become vacant next March. Undoubtedly, the brilliant Dr.

Ames had sounded her pretty directly on this point. Undoubtedly, too, it

would be another long step up for Mary, making her, in the educational

world at least, a figure of national consequence. Once again, of course,

Charles Garrott had been delighted. And yet it was clear to him now that

his Modernity had first felt conservative reactions on that very day.

Through the shut door of the bedroom there came a gentle snoring. After

the day's secretarial labor, Judge Blenso slept well. Charles rose and

walked his carpet, much worn with a writer's meditative pacing.

The wisest of us generalize from the instances that lie nearest us. How

far this young man's views on Woman had been moulded by contrasting the

maturing uselessness of his pupil Grace Chorister, say, with the fine

efficience of Miss Wing, he himself could not have said. But at least he

knew that Mary Wing had long embodied the best of the whole Movement for

him. He had held her up, in season and out, as a perfect example of the

New Woman at her best. And Mary Wing was that, he declared it now; the

real thing, as different as possible from the hollow shams of the

Redmantle Club. Of course--of _course_--she had a right, just the same

right that a man had, to put away her mother, her family and friends,

and follow away the star of her work. But ... if only she showed a

little more appreciation of values apart from My Career; if only you

could imagine Mary sometimes speaking of Being a Daughter and Being a

Sister.

Yes; those were the words that rose naturally in his mind. Beyond doubt,

Mary Wing's cousin from the backwoods had given a push to Charles

Garrott's thought; he would have been the first to admit that. Not

merely had Miss Angela happened to body forth, in the most pleasing,

unconscious way, that very type which all Redmantlers so derided; but

further, she had artlessly used a phrase which, to his authoritative

mind, had helped to scientize her case at a bound. For of course the

most scientific modern demand as to Miss Angela's class came simply down

to this, that all Temporary Spinsters should have some regular business

to occupy their hands and heads. Very well, then, laughed this little

girl: What about the _Business_ of Making Homes?

The phrase, connoting so much more than mere "keeping house," was worthy

of a writer. And when had this other doctrine grown so strong and sure,

that the Business of Making a Career, of Developing My Ego, was

necessarily the biggest business in the world?

In the silence of the large dim Studio, the young man stood stroking the

bridge of his nose, somewhat worriedly. It was a well-cut bridge, and

held three brown freckles.

It occurred to him, not for the first time, that he himself was helping

to spread the egoistic doctrine referred to. He remembered his novel, in

short: his Old Novel, as he already called it, albeit it was his only

one, and he and Judge Blenso had completed it but two weeks ago, to a

day. This novel, in manuscript, was now in the hands of the great house

of Willcox Brothers Company, whom Charles, after due thought, had

selected as his publishers. Willcox's offer, and the contract, might

come by any mail now.

To the writing, and infinite rewriting, of this first work had gone the

scant leisure of more than four years. Its title-page read: "BONDWOMEN:

A Novel of Modern Marriage." (The Judge had first typed the title

BANDWOMEN, as if it were a Novel of Female Bandsmen, which had annoyed

Charles very much.) Considering the cunning with which he had labored to

"keep the story moving," it could scarcely be doubted, that "Bondwomen"

was destined to have a large sale. And that, in fact, was just the

danger; that was precisely the reason that he, the author, felt this

sense of moral responsibility. Young married women, young impressionable

Temporary Spinsters everywhere, would soon be reading this book, and

moulding their characters upon it. He, of course, had never preached any

of the wilder, Trevenna Modernity. But all the same.... That passage

there, for instance, where _Lily Slender_, in the lonely vigil on the

terrace, reviews the status of Parasitic Woman and decides to leave her

husband, and grow her Soul: certainly the probability was that

intelligent women all over the world (he would have to grant British and

Colonial rights at once, no doubt) would shortly be devouring that keen,

advanced Thinking; and, it was to be feared, a general exodus from Homes

would follow. In his mind's eye, Charles saw armies of women rising and

packing Gladstone bags in the stilly night, and stealing forth, just as

the dawn whitened the east, to join _Lily Slender_ in lifting marriage

to the Higher Plane, by means of Commerce.

He had put much of Mary Wing into _Lily_; he knew that. But then he

hadn't taken it in, in those days, how serious Mary was as to--what was

the word of that mad ass Hodger?--fiercely hacking away whatever impeded

her in her Self-Development.

Had not the moment rather come when some one, some all-seeing and

completely modern authority, should resolutely sound the Note of

Warning? Was it so sure that careering Egoism had anything more valuable

to give the world than the old virtues which it flouted? Beauty, charm,

and cheer, tenderness, selfless sympathy, all that mothering meant: was

it not ridiculous to ignore these enormous contributions to the work of

the world, because, forsooth, they could not show an immediate cash

return?

Now all the clocks of the city--all, that is, that were right, and had

bells--began to sound midnight. But the absorbed author and authority

paced on, aware of no sound. He was thinking, with something like

excitement, of his next novel, "Bondwomen's" greater successor, for

which he was now just struggling to fix his point of view, straighten

out his "moral plot," by means of notes in the old French

exercise-book. Long as he had sensed a certain spiritual starkness in

his first novel, long as he had looked forward to his second, the vital

questions concerning his new "line" had never yet been settled in his

mind.... Well, suppose that, with a frank, courageous change of front,

he employed the New Novel to sound the wholesome Note of Warning;

suppose that he boldly took a Home-Maker for his heroine, for example,

and justified her--justified her _scientifically_--as no modern thinker

had ever justified her before....

The striking idea was not a new one altogether; but its possibilities,

suddenly opening out, rapidly grew more and more interesting.

Unfortunately, before it could be developed in even the smallest degree,

it was abruptly interfered with by a most unwelcome intrusion of the

practical.

Charles Garrott was a tutor. He had turned eagerly to his table, to

capture certain phrases at least, while they were yet hot in his mind.

But now, chillingly, his eye fell upon that other exercise-book, lying

there publicly atop the volume on Women. At a glance that book looked

exactly like its sister, kept hidden in a drawer; but in fact there was

a boundless distinction. No hand had overwritten the label of that book

there raising it to the peerage, as it were. That book was just a common

book: "French Composition." And it was known to contain uncorrected

exercises, forty sentences at least, which must be tutorially attended

to, before Charles Garrott slept this night.

There followed a brief struggle; but it could end in only one way.

Charles, with no good grace, sat at his table and clutched up a fat blue

pencil.

It was a galling occurrence. Yet a man, of course, must live, whether

cynical Frenchmen can see the necessity or not. And the tutoring, say

what you would against it, was the best net result of a gradual sifting

process, designed to find what would yield the largest amount of money

for the least amount of work. So had Charles Garrott bent his life, to

be a writer. Bred casually to the law, he had thrown over the

encouraging beginnings of a practice directly he found that clients

expected to take all a man's time, including nights even. Teaching he

did not love, and yet, as he had enjoyed an excellent education, it

"came easier" than anything else. His boast to friends, indeed, was that

he could teach anything, whether he had ever heard of it before or not;

and it was a fact that at a private school once--years ago, in the

interval between college and law-school--he had taught Spanish on three

days' notice, keeping, as he said, precisely one page and a half ahead

of his class the whole year through. But teaching Ancient Languages at

Blaines College was found, upon fair experiment, to involve too many

papers in the Studio, conferences with boys, annoying teachers'

meetings, and similar invasions of a writer's privacy. Besides, it was

not nearly lucrative enough, after the coming of the Judge, who drew

twenty-five dollars a month as Secretary, besides his keep.

Thus had evolved the private tutor, with a waiting-list. Thus it was

that probably the only living compeer of the lady in Sweden must put

aside his Thinking to-night, to peruse and criticize such stuff as

this:--

16. _Bon jour, Monsieur le Curé! Avez vous vu le grand cheval

de mon oncle, le médecin?_

Oh, detestable!

The two French exercise-books--twins with what a difference!--had

started life equally as the property of a certain dear old lady, who had

been spurred into studious endeavor by reading in a magazine that Roman

Cato learned Greek at eighty. She had pointed out to her daughter,

quite excitedly, that she herself was but seventy-one, and French was

easier, besides; and that evening she had telephoned to Charles. The old

lady wrote a very neat but virtually illegible hand, employing the

finest Spencerian pen ever seen:--

23. _Non, petit Henri, non; votre soeur Marie n'est pas

jamais aussi méchante que vous fûmes hier soir._

The author's golden moments fled.

Nevertheless, before he went to bed, Charles Garrott did produce from

his drawer that other private book of his (the front part of which,

also, was stuffed with observations about the Curé and naughty little

Henry). Here, for what time he had, the young modern set down, on a

fresh page, preliminary Notes, such as, indeed, contrasted oddly with

those inscribed in the earlier evening. And when he shut up his book to

go to bed, he did it with an air, and spoke aloud:--

"Let 'em bite on that!"

From his tone, you might have supposed that all the Redmantlers of the

world would come to-morrow and look at these novel words of his. That,

of course, was far from being the case: these were his inviolable

secrets. Yet so real were his imaginings to the young man, so

reactionary seemed even the thought of a Novel of Warning, that an

unmistakable defiance had tinged his voice as he spoke. And particularly

did this defiant air seem to extend to his excellent friend, Mary Wing.

Charles Garrott went to bed that night thinking defiantly of Mary (and

almost tenderly of Mary's so different cousin); and on succeeding

afternoons, when he took his walks abroad, he did not turn his steps, as

was frequently his habit, toward streets where the advanced assistant

principal was likely to be met.

None the less, he did meet Mary on the street, before the week was out;

and then the case was such that the secret sense of disloyalty faded,

and Charles saw that he had been right all along. Mary, in short, was

found parading Washington Street, where the largest possible number of

people would be certain to see her, in the company of the too celebrated

Miss Trevenna. And then the authority thought of the Home-Making cousin

more sympathetically than ever; though he did not guess that the cousin,

chancing to see him and his ladies from an upstairs window, was also

thinking, not unsympathetically, of him.

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