VI. A BACKSLIDER. A WARNING.

We had not remained long by ourselves in the square, when the most

extraordinary procession which I had ever beheld began to climb into the

open space from the town beneath. I do not know if I have made it

sufficiently clear that the square, on the crest of the isolated hill

above the sea, was occupied only by public buildings, such as the temple,

the house of the chief, and a large edifice used as a kind of town hall,

so to speak. The natives in general lived in much smaller houses, many

of them little better than huts, and divided by extremely narrow and

filthy streets, on the slopes, and along the shores of the bay.

It was from these houses and from all the country round that the

procession, with persons who fell into its ranks as they came, was now

making its way. Almost all the parties concerned were young, boys and

girls, or very young men and women, and though their dress was much

scantier and less decent than what our ideas of delicacy require, it must

be admitted that the general aspect of the procession was far from

unpleasing. The clothes and wraps which the men and women wore were of

various gay colours, and were, in most cases, embroidered quite skilfully

with representations of flowers, fruits, wild beasts, and individuals of

grotesque appearance. Every one was crowned with either flowers or

feathers.

But, most remarkable of all, there was scarcely a person in this large

gathering who did not bring or lead some wild bird or beast. The girls

carried young wild doves, young rooks, or the nestlings of such small

fowls as sparrows and finches. It was a pretty sight to see these poor

uninstructed young women, flushed with the exertion of climbing, and

merry, flocking into the square, each with her pet (as I supposed, but

the tender mercies of the heathen are cruel) half hidden in the folds of

her gown. Of the young men, some carried hawks, some chained eagles,

some young vultures. Many were struggling, too, with wild stags and wild

goats, which they compelled with the utmost difficulty to march in the

ranks of the procession. A number of young persons merely bore in their

hands such fruits as were in season, obviously fine specimens, of which

they had reason to be proud.

Others, again, were carrying little young bears, all woolly, comfortable-

looking creatures, while the parent bears, adult bears at any rate, were

brought along, chained, in the rear. My guards, or adorers, or whatever

the young men who looked after me really were, led me forward, and made

signs to me that I was to bring up the rear of the procession--behind the

bears, which made no attempt (as in the case of the prophet) to take the

part of a Minister of the Bungletonian Connection. What a position for

one who would fain have been opening the eyes of this darkened people to

better things! But, till I had acquired some knowledge of their

language, I felt my only chance was to acquiesce in everything not

positively sinful. The entrance of a menagerie and horticultural

exhibition into the town--for thus I explained to myself what was going

on before my eyes--could not be severely censured by the harshest critic,

and I prepared to show my affability by joining in an innocent diversion

and popular entertainment.

Soon I found that, after all, I was not to be absolutely last in the

advance of this miscellaneous exhibition, nor were the intentions of the

people so harmless as I had imagined. This was no affair of cottage

window gardens, and a distribution of prizes.

The crowd which had collected in front of the chief's house opened

suddenly, and, in the throng of people, I detected a movement of

excitement and alarm. Next I saw the horns of animals mixed with the

heads and shoulders of the multitude, and then an extraordinary spectacle

burst, at full speed, upon my gaze. Four great wild stags, plunging,

rearing, and kicking, rushed by, dragging a small vehicle of unusual

shape, in which stood, to my horror, the chief's beautiful daughter,

Doto. The vehicle passed me like a flash of horns, in spite of the

attempts of four resolute men, who clung at the stags' heads to restrain

the impetuosity of these coursers. The car, I should explain--though I

can hardly expect to be believed--was not unlike the floor of a hansom

cab, from which the seat, the roof, the driver's perch, and everything

else should have been removed, except the basis, the wheels, and the

splashboard, the part on which we generally find the advertisements of

Messrs. Mappin and Webb. On this floor, then, Doto stood erect, holding

the reins; her yellow hair had become unbound, and was floating like a

flag behind her, and her beautiful face, far from displaying any alarm,

was flushed with pleasure and pride. She was dressed in splendid and

glittering attire, over which was fastened--so strange were the manners

of these islanders--the newly-stripped skin of a great black bear. Thus

dragged by the wild deer, Doto passed like a flash through the midst of

the men and women, her stags being maddened to fresh excitement by the

sight and smell of the bears, and other wild animals. But, eager as were

the brutes that dragged the precarious carriage, they were somewhat tamed

by the great steepness of the ascent, up which they bounded, to the

heights at the back of the town. Up this path, often narrow and

excessively dangerous, we all took our way, and finally, after passing

through various perilous defiles and skirting many cliffs, we arrived at

a level space in front of an ancient temple of one of their heathen gods.

It was built like the others in the settlement below, but the white stone

had become brown and yellow with time and weather, and the colours,

chiefly red and blue, with which the graven images, in contempt of the

second commandment, were painted, had faded, and grown very dim.

On the broad platform in front of this home of evil spirits had been

piled a great mound of turf, sloping very gradually and smoothly, like

the terrace of a well-kept lawn, to the summit, which itself was,

perhaps, a hundred feet in circumference. On this was erected a kind of

breastwork of trunks of trees, each tree some fifteen feet in length, and

in the centre of the circular breastwork was an altar, as usual, under

which blazed a fire of great fierceness. From the temple came a very

aged woman, dressed in bear skins, who carried a torch. This torch she

lit at the blaze under the altar, and a number of the young men, lighting

their torches at hers, set fire to the outer breastwork, in which certain

open spaces or entrances had been purposely left. No sooner had the

trees begun to catch fire, which they did slowly, being of green wood,

than the multitude outside, with the most horrible and piercing outcries,

began to drive the animals which they had brought with them into the

midst of the flames.

The spectacle was one of the most terrible I ever beheld, even among this

cruel and outlandish people, whose abominable inventions contrasted so

strangely with the mildness of their demeanour where their religion was

not concerned. It was pitiful to see the young birds, many of them not

yet able to fly, flutter into the flames and the stifling smoke, and then

fall, scorched, and twittering miserably. The young lambs and other

domesticated animals were forced in without much resistance, but the

great difficulty was to urge the wolves, antelopes, and other wild

creatures, into the blaze. The cries of the multitude, who bounded about

like maniacs, armed with clubs and torches, rose madly over the strange

unusual screams and howls uttered by the wild beasts in their pain and

terror. Ever and anon some animal would burst through the crowd, perhaps

half burned, and with its fur on fire, and would be pursued to a certain

distance, after which it was allowed to escape by the sacrificers. As I

was watching, with all my hopes enlisted on its side, the efforts of an

antelope to escape, I heard a roar which was horrible even in that babel

of abominable sights and sounds.

A great black bear, its pelt one sheet of flame, its whole appearance (if

I may be permitted to say so) like that of a fiend from the pit, forced

its way through the throng, and, bounding madly to the spot where Doto's

car stood at a little distance, rose erect on its hind feet, and fixed

its claws in the flank of one of the stags, the off-leader. Instantly

the team of stags, escaping from the hands of the strong men who stood at

their heads, plunged violently down the narrow and dangerous path which

led to the city. I shouted to Doto to leap out, but she did not hear or

did not understand me.

With a fixed look of horror on her white face, she dropped the useless

reins, and the vehicle passed out of sight round a corner of the cliff.

I had but a moment in which to reflect on what might be done to rescue

her. In that moment I providentially spied a double-edged axe which lay

beside me on the grass, having fallen from the hands of one of the

natives. Snatching up this weapon, I rushed to the edge of the cliff,

and looked down. It was almost a sheer precipice, broken only by narrow

shelves and clefts, on some of which grass grew, while on others a slight

mountain-ash or a young birch just managed to find foothold.

Far, far beneath, hundreds of feet below, I could trace the windings of

the path up which we had climbed.

Instantly my plan was conceived. I would descend the cliff, risking my

life, of course, but that was now of small value in this hopelessly

heathen land, and endeavour to save the benighted Doto from the

destruction to which she was hastening. Her car must pass along that

portion of the path which lay, like a ribbon, in the depth below me,

unless, as seemed too probable, it chanced to be upset before reaching

the spot. To pursue it from behind was manifestly hopeless.

These thoughts flashed through my brain more rapidly than even the flight

of the maddened red deer; and scarcely less swiftly, I began scrambling

down the face of the cliff. It was really a series of almost hopeless

leaps to which I was committed, and the axe, to which I clung, rather

impeded than aided me as I let myself drop from one rocky shelf to

another, catching at the boughs and roots of trees to break my fall. At

last I reached the last ledge before the sheer wall of rock, which hung

above the path. As I let myself down, feeling with my feet for any shelf

or crack in the wall, I heard the blare of the stags, and the rattle of

the wheels. Half intentionally, half against my will, I left my hold of

a tree-root, and slid, bumping and scratching myself terribly, down the

slippery and slatey face of the rocky wall, till I fell in a mass on the

narrow road. In a moment I was on my feet, the axe I had thrown in front

of me, and I grasped it instinctively as I rose. It was not too soon.

The deer were almost on me. Stepping to the side of the way, where a

rock gave some shelter, I dealt a blow at the nearest stag, under which

he reeled and fell to the ground, his companion stumbling over him. In

the mad group of rearing beasts I smote right and left at the harness,

which gave way beneath my strokes, and the unhurt stags sped down the

glen, and then rushed into separate corries of the hills. The car was

upset, and Doto lay pale and bleeding among the hoofs of the stricken

deer.

I dragged her out of the danger to the side of the path. I felt her

pulse, which still fluttered. I brought her, in my hat, water from the

stream; and, finally, had the pleasure of seeing her return to life

before the first of her friends came, wailing and lamenting, and tearing

their hair, down the path.

When they found the girl unwounded, though still weak and faint, their

joy knew no bounds, though I too plainly perceived that they were

returning thanks to the heathen goddess whose priestess Doto was. As for

me, they once more crowned me in the most elaborate, and, I think,

unbecoming manner, with purple pandanus flowers. Then, having laid Doto

on a litter, they returned in procession to the town, where the girl was

taken into the chiefs house. As we parted, she held out her hand to me,

but instantly withdrew it with a deep sigh. I closely watched her. She

was weeping. I had noticed before that all the natives, as much as

possible, avoided personal contact with me. This fact, coupled with the

reverence which they displayed towards me, confirmed my impression that

they regarded me as something supernatural, not of this world, and

divine.

To remove this belief was most certainly my duty, but how was it to be

done? Alas! I must now admit that I yielded to a subtle temptation, and

was led into conduct unworthy of a vessel. Sad to say, as I search the

rewards of my own heart, I am compelled to confess that my real desire

was not so much to undeceive the people--for in their bewildering myriads

of foolish beliefs one more or less was of small importance--as to

recommend myself to Doto. This young woman, though not a member of our

Connection, and wholly ignorant of saving Truths, had begun to find

favour in my eyes, and I hoped to lead her to the altar; altars, for that

matter, being plentiful enough in this darkened land. I should have

remembered the words once spoken by a very gracious young woman, the

daughter of a pious farmer. "Mother," said she, "I have made up my mind

never to let loose my affections upon any man as is not pious, and in

good circumstances." Doto was, for an islander, in good circumstances,

but who, ah! who, could call her pious?

I endeavoured, it is true, to convert her, but, ah! did I go to work in

the right way? Did I draw, in awful colours, the certain consequences of

ignorance of the Truth? Did I endeavour to strike a salutary terror into

her heathen heart?

No; such would have been a proper course of conduct, but such was not

mine! I weakly adopted the opposite plan--that used by the Jesuits in

their dealings with the Chinese and other darkened peoples. I attempted,

meanly attempted (but, as may be guessed, with but limited success), to

give an orthodox Nonconformist character to the observances of Doto's

religion. For example, instead of thundering, as was my duty, at her

worldly diversions of promiscuous dancing, and ball play, I took a part

in these secular pursuits, fondly persuading myself that my presence

discouraged levity, and was a check upon unseemly mirth.

Thus, among the young native men and maidens, in the windings of the mazy

dance, might have been seen disporting himself, a person of stalwart

form, whose attire still somewhat faintly indicated his European origin

and sacred functions. A hymn-book in my hand instead of a rattle (used

by the natives), I capered gaily through their midst. Often and often I

led the music, instructing my festive flock in English hymns, which,

however, I adapted to gay and artless melodies, such as "There's some one

in de house wid Dinah!" or "Old Joe kicking up behind and afore!"

This kind of entertainment was entirely new to the natives, who heartily

preferred it to their own dull music, resembling what are called, I

believe, "Gregorians," by a bloated and Erastian establishment.

So far, then, I may perchance trust that my efforts were not altogether

vain, and the seed thus sown may, in one or two cases, have fallen on

ground not absolutely stony. But, alas! I have little room for hope.

I pursued my career of unblushing "economy"--as the Jesuits say, meaning,

alas! economy of plain truth speaking--and of heathen dissipation. Few

were the dances in which I did not take a part, sinking so low as

occasionally to oblige with a hornpipe. My blue ribbon had long ago worn

out, and with it my strict views on Temperance. I acquired a liking for

the strange drink of the islanders--a thick wine and water, sometimes

mixed with cheese and honey. In fact, I was sliding back--like the

unfortunate Fanti missionary, John Greedy, M.A., whose case, as reported

by precious Mr. Grant Allen, so painfully moved serious circles--I was

sliding back to the level of the savagery around me. May these

confessions be accepted in the same spirit as they are offered; may it

partly palliate my guilt that I had apparently no chance of escape from

the island, and no hope beyond that of converting the natives and

marrying Doto. I trusted to do it, not (as of old) by open and fearless

denunciation, but by slowly winning hearts, in a secular and sportive

capacity, before gaining souls.

Even so have I seen young priests of the prelatical Establishment aim at

popularity by playing cricket with liberal coal-miners of sectarian

persuasions. They told me they were "in the mission field," and one

observed that his favourite post in the field was third man. I know not

what he meant. But to return to the island.

My career of soul-destroying "amusement" (ah, how hollow!) was not

uninterrupted by warnings. Every now and again the mask was raised, and

I saw clearly the unspeakable horrors of heathen existence.

For example, in an earlier part of this narrative, I have mentioned an

old heathen called Elatreus, a good-natured, dull, absent-minded man, who

reminded me of a respectable British citizen. How awful was _his_ end,

how trebly awful when I reflect how nearly I--but let me not anticipate.

Elatreus was the head, and eldest surviving member of a family which had

a singular history. I never could make out what the story was, but, in

consequence of some ancient crime, the chief of the family was never

allowed to enter the town hall. The penalty, if he infringed the law,

was terrible. Now it chanced one day that I was wandering down the

street, my hands full of rare flowers which I had gathered for Doto, and

with four young doves in my hat. It was spring, and at that season the

young persons of the island expected to receive such gifts from their

admirers. I was also followed by eleven little fawns, which I had tamed

for her, and four young whelps of the bear. At the same time, in the

lightness of my foolish heart, I was singing a native song, all about one

Lityerses, to the tune of "Barbara Allen."

At this moment, I observed, coming out of a side street, old Elatreus. He

was doddering along, his hands behind his back, and his nose in the air,

followed by a small but increasing crowd of the natives, who crept

stealthily behind at a considerable distance. I paused to watch what was

happening.

Elatreus entered the main street, and lounged along till he came opposite

the town hall, on which some repairs were being made. The door stood

wide open. He gazed at it, in a vacant but interested way, and went up

the steps, where he stood staring in an absent-minded, vacant kind of

fashion. I could see that the crowd watching him from the corner of the

side street was vastly excited.

Elatreus now passed his hand across his brow, seemed vastly puzzled, and

yawned. Then he slowly entered the town hall. With a wild yell of

savage triumph the mob rushed in after him, and in a few moments came

forth again, with Elatreus bound and manacled. Some one sped away, and

brought the old priest, who carried the sickle. He appeared full of joy,

and lustily intoned--for they have this Popish custom of intoning--an

unintelligible hymn. By this time Elatreus had been wreathed and crowned

with flowers, and the rude multitude for this purpose seized the

interesting orchids which I had gathered for my Doto. They then dragged

the old man, pitifully lamenting, to the largest altar in the centre of

the square.

Need I say what followed? The scene was too awful. With a horrible

expression of joy the priest laid the poor wretch on the great stone

altar, and with his keen sickle--but it is too horrible! . . . This was

the penalty for a harmless act, forbidden by a senseless law, which

Elatreus--a most respectable man for an idolater--had broken in mere

innocent absence of mind.

Alas! among such a people, how could I ever hope, alone and unaided, to

effect any truly regenerating work?

Yet I was not wholly discouraged; indeed, my _infatuation_ for Doto made

me overlook much profligate behaviour that I do not care to mention in a

tract which may fall into the hands of the young. One other example of

the native barbarity, however, I must narrate.

A respected couple in the vicinity had long been childless. At length

their wishes were crowned with success, and a little baby girl was born

to them. But the priest, who had curious ideas of his own, insisted on

consulting, as to this child, a certain witch, a woman who dwelt apart in

a cave where there was a sulphurous hot-water spring, surrounded by

laurel bushes, regarded as sacred by the benighted islanders. This

spring, or the fumes that arose from it, was supposed to confer on the

dweller in the cave the gift of prophecy. She was the servant of

Apollon, and was credited with possessing a spirit of divination. The

woman, after undergoing, or simulating, an epileptic attack, declared, in

rhythmical language, that the babe must not be allowed to live. She

averred that it would "bring destruction on Scheria," the native name for

the island, which I have styled Boothland, in honour of the Salvation

Army. This was enough for the priests, who did not actually slay the

infant, but exposed it on the side of a mountain, where the beasts and

birds were likely to have their way with it.

Now it chanced that I had climbed the hill-top that day to watch for a

sail, for I never quite lost hope of being taken away by some British or

continental vessel. My attendants, for a wonder, were all absent at some

feast--Carneia, I think they called it--of their heathen gods. The time

was early summer; it only wanted a fortnight of the date, as far as I

could reckon, at which I had first been cast on the island, a year

before.

As I descended the hillside, pleased, I must own, by the warm blight

sunlight, the colour of the sea, and the smell of the aromatic

herbs,--pleased, and half forgetful of the horrid heathenism that

surrounded me, I heard a low wail as of an infant. I searched about, in

surprise, and came on a beautiful baby, in rich swaddling bands, with a

gold signet ring tied round its neck. Such an occurrence was not very

unusual, as the natives, like most savages, were in the habit of keeping

down the surplus population, by thus exposing their little ones. The

history of the island was full of legends of exposed children, picked up

by the charitable (there was, oddly enough, no prohibition against this),

and afterwards recognized and welcomed by their families. As any

Englishman would have done, I lifted the dear little thing in my arms,

and, a happy thought occurring to me, carried it off as a present to

Doto, who doted on babies, as all girls do. The gift proved to be the

most welcome that I had ever offered, though Doto, as usual, would not

accept it from my hands, but made me lay it down beside the hearth, which

they regarded as a sacred place. Even if an enemy reached the hearth of

his foe, he would, thenceforth, be quite safe in his house. Doto then

picked up the child, warmed and caressed it, sent for milk for its

entertainment, and was full of pleasure in her new pet.

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