VIII

"Monty, I say! Monty!"

Again the gulf of years was bridged; again the voice he knew came down

to him. Herne wrestled with himself, and opened his eyes.

The man in Arab dress was still kneeling by his side, the skeleton hands

still supported him, but the face was veiled again.

He suppressed another violent shudder.

"In Heaven's name," he said, "what are you?"

"I am a dead man," came the answer. "Don't move! I will call your man in

a moment, but I must speak to you first. Do you feel all right?"

"Bobby!" Herne said.

"No, I am not Bobby. He died, you know, ages ago. They cut him up and

burned him. Don't move. I have stopped the bleeding, but it will easily

start again. Lean back--so! You needn't look at me. You will never see

me again. But if I hadn't shown you--once, you would never have

understood. Are you comfortable? Can you listen?"

"Bobby!" Herne said again.

He seemed incapable of anything but that one word, spoken over and over,

as though trying to make himself believe the incredible.

"I am not Bobby," the voice reiterated. "Put that out of your mind for

ever! He belonged to another life, another world. Don't you believe me?

Must I show you--again? Do you really want to talk with me face to

face?"

"Yes," Herne said, with abrupt resolution. "I will see you--talk with

you--as you are."

There was a brief pause, and he braced himself to face, without

blenching, the thing that a moment before, his soldier's training

notwithstanding, had turned him sick with horror. But he was spared the

ordeal.

"There is no need," said the familiar voice. "You have seen enough. I

don't want to haunt you, even though I am dead. What put it into your

head to come in search of me? You must have known I should be long past

any help from you."

"I--wanted to know," Herne said. He was feeling curiously helpless, as

if, in truth, he were talking with a mummy. All the questions he desired

to put remained unuttered. He was confronted with the impossible, and he

was powerless to deal with it.

"What did you want to know? How I died? And when? It was a thousand

years ago, when those damned Wandis swallowed up the Zambas. They took

me first--by treachery. Then they wiped out the entire tribe. The poor

devils were lost without me. I always knew they would be--but they made

a gallant fight for it." A thrill of feeling crept into the monotonous

voice, a tinge of the old abounding pride, but it was gone on the

instant, as if it had not been. "They slaughtered them all in the end,"

came in level, dispassionate tones, "and, last of all, they killed me.

It was a slow process, but very complete. I needn't harrow your

feelings. Only be quite sure I am dead! The thing that used to be my

body was turned into an abomination that no sane creature could look

upon without a shudder. And as for my soul, devils took possession, so

that even the Wandis were afraid. They dare not touch me now. I have

trampled them, I have tortured them, I have killed them. They fly from

me like sheep. Yet, if I lead, they follow. They think, because I have

conquered them, that I am invincible, invulnerable, immortal. They

cringe before me as if I were a god. They would offer me human sacrifice

if I would have it. I am their talisman, their mascot, their safeguard

from defeat, their luck--a dead man, Herne, a dead man! Can't you see

the joke? Why don't you laugh?"

Again the grim voice thrilled as if some fiendish mirth stirred it to

life.

Herne moved and groaned, but spoke no word.

"What? You don't see it? You never had much sense of humour. And yet

it's a good thing to laugh when you can. We savages don't know how to

laugh. We only yell. That is all you wanted to know, is it? You will go

back now with an easy mind?"

"As if that could be all!" Herne muttered.

"That is all. And count yourself lucky that I haven't killed you. It was

touch and go that night you attacked me. You may die yet."

"I may. But it won't be your fault if I do. Great Heaven, I might have

killed you!"

"So you might." Again came that quiver of dreadful laughter. "That would

have been the end of the story for everyone, for you wouldn't have got

away without me. But that was no part of the program. Even you couldn't

kill a dead man. Feel that, if you don't believe me!" Suddenly one of

the shrivelled, mummy hands came down to his own. "How much life is

there in that?"

Herne gripped the hand. It was cold and clammy; he could feel every

separate bone under the skin. He could almost hear them grind together

in his hold. He repressed another shudder; and even as he did it, he

heard again the bitter cry of a woman's wrung heart, "Bobby is still

alive and wanting me."

Would she say that when she knew? Would she still reach out her hands to

this monstrous wreck of humanity, this shattered ruin of what had once

been a tower of splendid strength? Would she feel bound to offer

herself? Was her love sufficient to compass such a sacrifice? The bare

thought revolted him.

"Are you satisfied?" asked the voice that seemed to him like a mocking

echo of Bobby's ardent tones. "Why don't you speak?"

A great struggle was going on in Herne's soul. For Betty's sake--for

Betty's sake--should he hold his peace? Should he take upon himself a

responsibility that was not his? Should he deny this man the chance that

was his by right--the awful chance--of returning to her? The temptation

urged him strongly; the fight was fierce. But--was it because he still

grasped that bony hand?--he conquered in the end.

"I haven't told you yet why I came to look for you," he said.

"Is it worth while?" The question was peculiarly deliberate, yet not

wholly cynical.

Desperately Herne compelled himself to answer.

"You have got to know it, seeing it was not for my own

satisfaction--primarily--that I came."

"Why then?" The brief query held scant interest; but the hand he still

grasped stirred ever so slightly in his.

Herne set his teeth.

"Because--someone--wanted you."

"No one ever wanted me," said the Wandi Mullah curtly.

But Herne had tackled his task, and he pursued it unflinching.

"I came for the sake of a woman who once--long ago--refused to marry

you, but who has been waiting for you--ever since."

"A woman?" Undoubtedly there was a savage note in the words. The

shrunken fingers clenched upon Herne's hand.

"Betty Derwent," said Herne very quietly.

Dead silence fell in the darkened tent--the silence of the desert,

subtle, intense, in a fashion terrible. It lasted for a long time; so

long a time that Herne suffered himself at last to relax, feeling the

strain to be more than he could bear. He leaned among his pillows, and

waited. Yet still, persistently, he grasped that cold, sinuous hand,

though the very touch of it repelled him, as the touch of a reptile

provokes instinctive loathing. It lay quite passive in his own, a thing

inanimate, yet horribly possessed of life.

Slowly at last through the darkness a voice came:

"Monty!"

It was hardly more than a whisper; yet on the instant, as if by magic,

all Herne's repulsion, his involuntary, irrepressible shrinking, was

gone. He was back once more on the other side of the gulf, and the hand

he held was the hand of a friend.

"My dear old chap!" he said very gently.

Vaguely he discerned the figure by his side. It sat huddled, mummy-like

but it held no horrors for him any longer. They were not face to face

in that moment--they were soul to soul.

"I say--Monty," stumblingly came the words, "you know--I never dreamed

of this. I thought she would have married--long ago. And she has been

waiting--all these years?"

"All these years," Herne said.

"Do you think she has suffered?" There was a certain sharpness in the

question, as if it were hard to utter.

And Herne, pledged to honesty, made brief reply:

"Yes."

There followed a pause; then:

"Will it grieve her--very badly--to know that I am dead?" asked the

voice beside him.

"Yes, it will grieve her." Herne spoke as if compelled.

"But she will get over it, eh?"

"I believe so." Herne's lips were dry; he forced them to utterance.

The free hand fastened claw-like upon his arm.

"You'll tell me the straight truth, man," said Bobby's voice in his ear.

"What if I--came to life?"

But Herne was silent. He could not bring himself to answer.

"Speak out!" urged the voice--Bobby's voice, quick, insistent, even

imploring. "Don't be afraid! I haven't any feelings left worth

considering. She wouldn't get over that, you think? No woman could!"

Herne turned in desperation, and faced his questioner.

"God knows!" he said helplessly.

Again there fell a silence, such a silence as falls in a death-chamber

at the moment of the spirit's passing. The darkness was deepening. Herne

could scarcely discern the figure by his side.

The hand upon his arm had grown slack. All vitality seemed to have gone

out of it. It was as though the spirit had passed indeed. And in the

stillness Herne knew that he was recrossing the gulf, that his

friend--the boy he had known and loved--was receding rapidly, rapidly

behind the veil of years, would soon be lost to him for ever.

The voice that spoke to him at length was the voice of a stranger.

"Remember," it said, "Bobby Duncannon is dead--has been dead for years!

Let no woman waste her life waiting for him, for he will never return!

Let her marry instead the man who wants her, and put the empty years

behind! In no other way will she find happiness."

"But you?" Herne groaned. "You?"

The hand he held had slipped from his grasp. Through the dimness he saw

the man beside him rise to his feet. A moment he stood; then flung up

his arms above his head in a fierce gesture of renunciation that sent a

stab of recollection through Herne.

"I! I go to my people!" said the Prophet of the Wandis. "And you--will

go to yours."

It was final, and Herne knew it; yet his heart cried out within him for

the friend he had lost. Suddenly he found he could not bear it.

"Bobby! Bobby!" he burst forth impulsively. "Stop, man, stop and think!

There must be some other way. You can't--you shan't--go back!"

He hardly knew what he said, so great was his distress. The gulf was

widening, widening, and he was powerless. He knew that it could never be

bridged again.

"It's too big a forfeit," he urged very earnestly. "You can't do it. I

won't suffer it. For Betty's sake--Bobby, come back!"

And then, for the last time, he heard his friend's voice across the

ever-widening gulf.

"For Betty's sake, old chap, I am a dead man. Remember that! It's you

who must go back to her. Marry her, love her, make her--forget!"

For an instant those mummy hands rested upon him, held him, caressed

him; it was almost as if they blessed him. For an instant the veil was

lifted; they were comrades together. Then it fell....

There came a quiet movement, the sound of departing feet.

Herne turned and blindly searched the darkness. Across the gulf he cried

to his friend to return to him.

"Bobby, come back, lad, come back! We'll find some other way."

But there came no voice in answer, no sound of any sort. The desert had

received back its secret. He was alone....

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