CHAPTER VII.

A NEW SABBATH CLASS.

"NELLIE is too big to sit on people's laps," her mother said; "but she

can get up, if she wants to, and can keep from squirming about like a

wild animal, instead of acting like a well-behaved little girl."

"Too big" though she was considered, Nellie, poor baby, gladly availed

herself of the permission, and curled in a happy little heap in her new

sister's arms; when commenced a low-toned conversation. Lewis watched

her and struggled with his brain, striving to think of some way of

helping.

"Have you got acquainted with Mr. Butler, father?"

Now Mr. Butler was the new minister; and Louise, who had heard his

name mentioned, was interested in the answer. Farmer Morgan laid down

his newspaper, crossed one leg over the other, tilted his chair back a

trifle, and was ready to talk.

"Acquainted with him? No, I can't say that I am; he knows my name, and

I know his; and he says, 'How do you do?' to me when he meets me on the

street, if he isn't in too brown a study to notice me at all. I reckon

that as about as near as I shall get to an acquaintance. I ain't used

to any great attention from ministers, you know."

"I thought possibly he had called during my absence."

"No, he hasn't. When it comes to making a friendly call, we live a

good way out, and the road is bad, and the weather is bad, and it is

tremendously inconvenient."

"We always live a good way out of town, except when there is to be a

fair or festival, or doings of some kind, when they want cream, and

butter, and eggs, and chickens; then we are as handy to get at as

anybody in the congregation." This from his mother.

Lewis could not avoid a slight laugh; the social qualities of the

little church in the village, or at least its degree of social

intercourse with its country neighbours, was so clearly stated by that

last sentence.

"Oh, well," he said, "it is a good way out for those who have no horses

to depend on, and many of the church people are in that condition. As

for Mr. Butler, he has been here but a short time; of course he hasn't

gotten around the parish yet."

"No," said his father significantly. "It takes a dreadful long time to

get around a small field, especially when there's no special motive for

going. But we don't care; a body would think, to hear us talk, that we

were dreadful anxious for a call. I don't know what he would call for;

'pears to me it would be a waste of time."

"You like his preaching, don't you, father?"

The farmer tore little strips from the edge of his paper, and rolled

them thoughtfully between his thumb and finger for a little before he

answered.

"Why, his preaching is all well enough, I suppose; I never heard

any preaching that wouldn't do pretty well, considering; it's the

practising that I find fault with. I can't find anybody that seems to

be doing what the preachers advise. What is the use in preaching all

the time, if nobody goes and does it?"

This was Farmer Morgan's favourite topic, as indeed it seems to be a

favourite with a great many people—the inconsistencies of the Christian

world. A fruitful topic, certainly; and it is bitterly to be regretted

that there is cause for such unending sarcasm on that subject.

Lewis had heard the same sentiment often before, and being met—as,

unfortunately, so many of us are—by an instant realization of his own

inconsistencies, his mouth had been stopped at once. To-day he rallied

his waning courage, and resolved upon a point-blank question.

"Well, father, why don't you, who understand so well how a Christian

ought to live, set us an example, and perhaps we will succeed better

when we try to copy you?"

This question astounded Farmer Morgan. Coming from a minister, he would

have considered it pretty sharp; have laughed at it good-naturedly, and

turned it aside. But from his own son, and spoken in such a tone of

gravity and earnestness as left no room for trifling, it startled him.

Lewis had never spoken to him in that direct fashion before. In truth,

Lewis had been, during all his Christian life at home, comforting his

heart and excusing his conscience with the belief that, in order not

to prejudice his father against religion, he would do well to make

no personal appeals of any sort. To-day, in the light of the brief

conversation which he had held with his wife, and, more than that, in

the light of the brief prayer in which they had asked the guidance of

the Holy Spirit, he began to conclude that he had been a coward.

"Well," his father said, after a moment of astonished silence, "that

is a fair question, maybe; but then, after all, it is easily answered.

There's folks enough trying at it, and making failures, without me to

swell their number. Till I see somebody who is succeeding a little

better than any one I know, I haven't got the courage to begin."

"Leaving us an example, that ye should fellow His steps," quoted Lewis

Morgan solemnly. "After all, father, the true pattern is certainly

perfect; why not follow that? Who ever asks the school-boy to imitate

the scrawl of some fellow-pupil, so long as the perfect copy is just

before his eyes, at the top of the page?"

His father regarded him meditatively. Was he touched at last—impressed

by the thought of the wonderful life waiting for him to follow? Lewis

Morgan's breath came quickly, and he waited in trembling eagerness for

the reply. It was the first time that he had attempted anything like a

personal conversation on this subject with his father.

Slowly, and with apparent great seriousness, the answer came at last:—

"It is almost a pity that your health didn't hold out; I ain't sure,

after all, but you would have made as good a minister as the rest of

them. Sometimes I'm a trifle afraid that you have got a little too much

learning to make a downright good farmer."

The quick bounds of hope that the son's blood was making receded in

dull, heavy throbs, and he counted his first attempt a failure. He

looked over to Louise. Was not she ready to give up this hopeless

attempt at spiritualizing the tone of the conversation downstairs? He

thought he would give almost anything to hide his sore heart just then

in the quiet of their own room, with the sympathy of her presence to

soothe him.

But Louise was telling Nellie a story; and as he listened and watched

her, it became evident to him that both Dorothy and John were

listening. Dorothy had ceased her restless fidgetings, and settled into

absolute quiet, her arm resting on the broad, low window-seat, and her

eyes fixed on Louise. John had drawn his hat lower, so that his eyes

were hidden entirely; but something in the setting of his lips told

Lewis that he heard. Very quietly Louise's voice told the story; very

simply chosen were the words.

"Yes, there He was in the wilderness, for forty days, without anything

to eat, and nowhere to rest, and all the time Satan tempting him to do

what was wrong. 'Come,' he said to him; 'if you are the Son of God, why

do you stay here hungry? What good will that do anybody? Why don't you

make bread out of these stones? You can do it—you could make a stone

into a loaf of bread in an instant; why don't you?"

"And could he?" Nellie asked, her eyes large and wondering.

"Oh yes indeed. Why not? Do you suppose it would be any harder to turn

a stone into bread than it would be to make a strawberry, or a potato,

or an apple?"

"Strawberries and apples and potatoes grow," said this advanced little

sceptic.

"Yes; but what makes them grow? And why does a strawberry plant always

give us strawberries, and never plums or grapes? It never makes a

mistake. Somebody very wise is taking care of the little plant. It is

this same person whom Satan was trying to coax to make bread out of

stones."

"Well, why didn't he do it? I don't think it would have been naughty."

"I'll tell you. It is very hard to be hungry; it was a great

temptation; but Jesus had promised his Father that he would come here

and bear everything that any man could have to—that he would just be a

man. Now a man couldn't make bread out of stones, you know, so Jesus

wouldn't be keeping his promise if he did it; and then, another thing,

if he had used his great power and gotten himself out of this trouble,

all the poor hungry boys and girls, who are tempted to steal, would

have said: 'Oh yes, Jesus don't know anything about how it feels to

be hungry; he could turn stones into bread. If we could do that we

wouldn't steal either.' Don't you see?"

"Yes," said Nellie, "I see. Go on, please; he didn't make any bread,

did he?"

"Not at that time; he told Satan it was more important that he should

show his trust in God than to show his power by making stones into

bread. Then Satan coaxed him to throw himself down from a great high

steeple, so that the people below would see him, and see that he wasn't

hurt at all. He reminded him of a promise that God made about the

angels taking care of him."

"I wish he had done that!" Nellie said, with shining eyes. "Then the

people would all have believed that he was God."

"No, they wouldn't; for afterward he did just as wonderful things as

that. He cured deaf people and blind people, and raised dead people to

life, and they didn't believe in him; instead, some of them were angry

with him about these very things. He told Satan that to put himself in

danger, when there was nothing to be gained by it, was just tempting

God. Dear me! How many boys and girls do that. Then Satan told him that

he would give up the whole world to him if he would just fall down and

worship him. I suppose Jesus thought then all about the weary way that

he would have to travel—all the things he would have to bear."

"Did the world belong to Satan?" Nellie asked; at which question John

was betrayed into a laugh.

"Well, yes, in a sense it did. Don't you see how much power Satan has

over people in this world? They seem to like to work for him. Some of

them are doing all they can to please him, and he is always at work

coaxing them to give themselves entirely to him, promising them such

great things if they only will. I suppose if he had kept that promise

to Jesus, and given up leading the world in the wrong road, it would

have been much easier for Jesus."

"But Jesus didn't do it."

"No, indeed. Jesus never would do anything wrong to save himself from

trouble or sorrow. He said, 'Get thee hence.' What a pity that little

boys and girls don't refuse, in that way, to listen to Satan, when he

coaxes them and offers them rewards! Think of believing Satan! Why, the

first we ever hear of him he was telling a lie to Eve in that garden,

you know; and he has gone on cheating people ever since."

"He never cheated me," said Nellie positively.

"Didn't he? Are you sure? Did he never make you think that it would be

so nice to do something that you knew mother wouldn't like? Hasn't he

made you believe that you could have a really happy time if you could

only do as you wanted to? And have you never tried it, and found out

what an untrue thing it was?"

"Yes," said Nellie, drooping her head. "One time I ran away from school

and went to the woods—I thought it would be splendid—and I got my feet

wet, and was sick, and it wasn't nice a single bit."

"Of course not; and that is just the way Satan keeps treating people.

Shouldn't you think, after he had deceived them a great many times, as

they grew older they would decide that he was only trying to ruin them,

and would have nothing more to do with him?"

"Yes," said Nellie, nodding her wise little head, "I should. But, then,

maybe they can't get away from him."

"Oh yes, they can; don't you see how Jesus got away from him? And what

do you think he suffered those temptations for, and then had the story

written down for us? Just that we might see that he knew all about

temptations and about Satan, and was stronger than he, and was able to

help all tempted people. He says he will not let people be tempted more

than they can bear, but will show them how to escape."

"Then why doesn't he?"

"He does, dear, every single time; he has never failed anybody yet, and

it is hundreds and hundreds of years since he made that promise."

"But then I should think that everybody would be good, and never do

wrong."

"Ah, but you see, little Nellie, the trouble is, people won't let him

help them. I mean he takes care of all who trust in him to do so. But

if you think you are strong enough to take care of yourself, and won't

stay by him, nor obey his directions, nor ask his help, how can you

expect to be kept out of trouble? When I was a little bit of a girlie

I went to walk with my papa. He said: 'Now, Louise, if you will keep

right in this path I will see that nothing hurts you.' We were going

through the woods. For a little while I kept beside him, taking hold of

his hand. Then I said: 'O papa, I'm not afraid; nothing will hurt me.'

And away I ran into the thickest trees, and I got lost, and was in the

woods nearly all night! Do you think that was my papa's fault?"

"No," said Nellie gravely. "But—I wish there wasn't any Satan. Does he

ever bother you?"

Louise's head dropped lower; the talk was becoming very personal.

"Not often now," she said, speaking low. "He comes to me and whispers

thoughts that I don't like, and I say—"

"Oh!" said Nellie, loud-voiced and eager, "I know—you say, 'Get thee

behind me, Satan.'"

"No," said Louise firmly, "not that. I heard a lady say once that she

was as much afraid of having Satan behind her as she was of having him

anywhere else. So am I. Instead, I ask Jesus to send him away. I just

say, 'Jesus keep me;' and at the name of Jesus, Satan goes away. He

knows he cannot coax Jesus to do any wrong. But, oh dear! How hard he

fights for those people who will not have Jesus to help them. He keeps

whispering plans in their ears, and coaxing them, they thinking all the

time that the plans are their own, and they follow them, expecting to

have good times, and never having them; and all the while Satan laughs

over their folly. Isn't it strange they will not take the help that

Jesus offers?"

"Yes," said Nellie, slowly and gravely, with intense earnestness in

voice and manner. "I mean to."

Louise drew her closer, rested her head against the golden one, and

began to sing in low, sweet notes:—

"Take the name of Jesus ever

As a shield for every snare;

When temptations round you gather,

Breathe that holy name in prayer."

All conversation, or attempts at conversation, had ceased in the room

long before the singing. Some spell about the old, simply-told story of

temptation and struggle and victory had seemed to hold all the group as

listeners. John's face, as much of it as could be seen under his hat

and shading hand, worked strangely. Was the blessed Holy Spirit, whose

presence and aid had been invoked, using the story told the child to

flash before this young man a revelation of the name of the leader he

had been so faithfully following, so steadily serving, all the years of

his young life? Did he begin to have a dim realization of the fact that

his unsatisfying plans, his shattered hopes, were but the mockery of

his false-hearted guide? Whatever he thought he kept it to himself, and

rose abruptly in the midst of the singing and went out.

"Come," said Farmer Morgan, breaking the hush following the last line,

"it is milking time, and time for a bit of supper, too, I guess. The

afternoon has been uncommon short."

He tried to speak as usual, but his voice was a trifle husky. He could

argue, but the story told his child had somehow subdued him. Who shall

say that the Spirit did not knock loudly, that Sabbath afternoon, at

the door of each heart in that room? Who shall say that he did not use

Louise Morgan's simple efforts to honour the day in stirring the rust

that had gathered about the hinges of those long-bolted doors?

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