CHAPTER X

ANN RECEIVES A CALLER

"Whoopee, what a pretty pitcher!" Waterloo cried admiringly, as he

came down to breakfast this morning with the belt of his rompers still

unfastened and a look of sleepiness in his brown eyes.

He followed his mother into the kitchen, as did we all, for the cook

was late, and Rufe was anxious to get off early.

"Let me play with it. I won't hurt it."

I do not know whether it was the appeal in his voice or the wish to

avoid a conflict, which always made her so nervous that she let the

toast burn, which made Cousin Eunice pick the object under discussion

up in her hand and silently debate a minute.

"Isn't it a sign of the times when a child of his age doesn't know a

coffee-pot when he sees one?" Rufe asked, as he stood in the doorway

and absorbed lots of space. When Galileo, or whoever it was, made his

famous remark about nobody being able to occupy more than one space at

a time he had never seen a man in the kitchen before breakfast.

"I think it speaks well for his up-bringing," he continued (Rufe's I

mean, not Galileo). "It shows how entirely we are on the water wagon

here at this house."

"Lemme play with the coffee-pot," Rufus, junior, was insisting,

dangerous signs appearing around the corner of his mouth. Cousin

Eunice, who is observant, noticed these signs. It always gives her a

spell of indigestion for him to have a crying spell before breakfast.

"Now listen, son," she said, handing the vessel over to him with a

dubious look, "you must be very careful with the coffee-pot. Father

went up himself yesterday and bought it for mother, because we are

going to have so much company this afternoon that the other pot won't

hold enough. So you just sit down on a pile of sofa pillows to play

with it, then you can't drop it and make ugly dents in the pretty,

shiny thing."

This arrangement proved so satisfactory that breakfast was finished

and eaten before Waterloo could be prevailed upon to break his fast. A

pocket full of marbles poured headlong into the new-fangled

coffee-pot had added very materially to its success as a plaything,

and the music of this kept him engaged for at least half an hour after

the cook finally showed up and took the reins of the kitchen work out

of our relieved hands.

Cousin Eunice then went into the dining-room to give another look at

the piles of silver, china and napery that are considered necessary

accompaniments to civilized eating in public.

"Almonds, olives, mints," she said, touching the glass and silver

dishes which were placed in a row on the sideboard. "Oh, isn't there

always a gala feeling about eating out of wedding presents? And I'm

going to use every pretty dish I have this afternoon."

"Is Mrs. Barnette such a big personage, then?" I inquired. The

"Scribblers' Club" was going to meet with Mrs. Clayborne, and I had

heard much of the visiting lioness just mentioned. Cousin Eunice is

the kind of woman who takes her parties hard, and before the actual

date of one, everything in the house, from Waterloo's scalp to the

back kitchen shelves, is put in apple-pie order--as if a visit from

the health officer were impending.

"Big?" Cousin Eunice was going over the row of dishes again, to make

sure that she was going to be able to use them all. "Why, she speaks

seven different languages, and has all her underclothes suspended from

her shoulders."

"Mercy! Then it will take every piece of silver and fine glass you can

muster to offset that, I'm sure."

"Naturally I must make an impression some way. If my book had been

published and talked about all I should do would be to offer them a

cup of tea and a wafer--and they would fall all over themselves for

the honor of coming."

"Meanwhile, being humble and obscure, you have to serve flesh and fowl

and coffee--say, don't you reckon I'd better be scrubbing out the

coffee-pot?"

"Please do," she nodded, as she went on with her work while I bearded

Waterloo and demanded the glittering object of his admiration.

Manlike, he had already tired of the plaything, and was ready to

scamper away with Grapefruit, for she had found a dead frog out in the

yard, she said, and they would have a grand funeral if he would come

on.

"Take him for a little walk now and save the funeral ceremonies until

afternoon," I suggested, "so he'll stay out of his mother's way

during the party."

Then I poured the marbles out of the coffee-pot into his grimy little

hands, the life-lines and head-lines of which constituted little

streaks of whiteness, thereby proving them to be the hands of a

Caucasian.

"There's one that won't come out," he informed me, as he pocketed the

others and departed with Grapefruit.

I investigated and found a marble lodged firmly in the neck of the

spout, a most tantalizing position it occupied, resisting coyly my

efforts to remove it, yet protruding almost halfway into the body of

the pot. I stood there fingering it until Cousin Eunice came to see

what was the matter. I explained, and when she insisted upon trying

her own hand at the marble's removal I reluctantly gave it over to

her.

"Now isn't that _too_ bad?" she finally exclaimed with a nervous

impatience after she saw that it was useless to try any further. "It

serves me right for giving it to him to play with--but I _do_ hate to

get him started before breakfast."

Each member of the family and the servants took turns at trying to get

the marble out of the fine new coffee-pot, spending, all told, several

hours of the busy morning, and when Rufe came in to luncheon the

story was poured into his somewhat unsympathetic ears.

"I knew he would do the thing some damage when I saw you hand it over

to him to play with this morning," he said with a fatherly air.

"Doesn't he tear, or break, or _chew_, or sprinkle over with talcum

powder everything he can get his hands on?"

"Maybe you can get the marble out," I said, bringing the coffee-pot to

Rufe, and he worked over it for a full half-hour.

"Oh, it's ruined," he said disgustedly, when he saw that it wasn't

coming out. "Of course the coffee won't _pour_! It will just drop, as

reluctantly as tears at a rich uncle's funeral."

"Why, we hadn't thought to try," Cousin Eunice said, and I took the

thing from Rufe's hand and sped with it to the kitchen sink.

"It pours," I announced triumphantly.

"Then your glory as a hostess is saved," Rufe comforted her.

"But who wants to go through life with a marble up the coffee-pot

spout?" she persisted, with little worried lines between her eyes.

"Besides it will be sure to taste like marbles," I added.

The little worried lines between Cousin Eunice's blue eyes grew deeper

in the early afternoon as the ices and cakes were delayed an hour in

coming, and we found that Waterloo had sprinkled frazzled wheat

biscuit all over the chairs and floor of the reception-room, just as

the door-bell was ringing to announce the first Scribbler. Then she

grew cheerful again when some of her best friends among the club

members arrived, and only slightly flurried at the advent of Mrs.

Barnette.

I stayed in the presence of the learned body long enough to hear with

my own ears that they were not discussing anything too deep for me to

understand, everything being spoken in plain English; but this

happened to be a business meeting as well as an occasion for social

enjoyment, so when the time for election of officers drew near I fled,

fearing at least Esperanto--if not actual blows.

I was present once at a meeting of mother's missionary society when

this ordeal had to be gone through with, and I shall never forget the

injured expression and cutting accents of the secretary _pro tem._

when she found that the office was not permanently hers.

The only untoward event that happened this afternoon (and that wasn't

untoward through any fault of ours) was when Mrs. Howard, an immensely

tall, raw-boned Scribbler, happened to speak in complimentary terms of

dear Mrs. Clayborne's lovely sylvan room.

"I am _so_ sensitive to rooms," she said, fluttering her rich lace

scarf toward one corner of the apartment which she particularly liked,

"and the least false note gets so on my nerves!" She was sitting alone

upon a small sofa--alone, yet not alone, for Waterloo's little, but

_loud_, mechanical bug was also sitting on the sofa, although his

presence was unsuspected by Mrs. Howard.

This amazing insect is like love in the springtime, it only takes a

touch to set it a-fluttering, for it seems always to be wound up. The

heavy lace scarf hanging from Mrs. Howard's long arms and creeping

over its back and sprawling legs was quite enough. It caught in the

silken fabric with its sudden zizzing, clicking noise; and it climbed

steadily upward, toward the lady's stalwart, but nervous, shoulders.

The meshes of the lace concealed the true identity of the intruder,

and Mrs. Howard no doubt considered herself to be in the clutches of

some poisonous and persistent spider. She shook her scarf; she tried

to slay the monster with her book of minutes; she screamed. Finally,

jerking the scarf from her shoulders and flinging it into the middle

of the floor, she bravely trampled the "thing" underfoot, and thus she

silenced it. Then she subsided upon the sofa, pale and exhausted.

"Let's have the sandwiches--quick," Cousin Eunice whispered to me, and

I fled to the dining-room to see that everything was in readiness.

Under the genial influence of the buffet luncheon I found that they

all unbent somewhat--enough to get down to commonplaces, even

discussing such things as husbands, wall-paper and jap-a-lac.

I vibrated between the scene of gaiety in the house and the more

enjoyable frog funeral, which was in full blast in the back yard.

Grapefruit had taken down one of the kitchen window shades to make a

tent, under which there was an attractive tub of water, with several

members of the bereaved frog family sporting heartlessly around in its

muddy depths.

I had not thought of danger, although I had seen Waterloo dabbling in

this tub pretty constantly during the last sad rites; but after the

final Scribbler had departed and his weary mother came upon the scene,

little Waterloo was ordered peremptorily in the house, and dire

predictions were made.

"Oh, you'll be sure to have croup to-night," Cousin Eunice said

dejectedly, as she followed Waterloo up the stairs and rubbed down his

dripping little hands and arms with a Turkish towel. This task being

finished to her maternal satisfaction, she turned to me with a look of

unutterable weariness.

"Unhook me, Ann; my head is bursting. I'm going to bed."

So this is how it came about that when the door-bell rang at eight

o'clock to-night there was nobody but me in fit condition to receive

callers. Rufe was alternately filling the hot-water bottle for Cousin

Eunice's aching head and racking his own brain trying to remember

where he had put the wine of ipecac after Waterloo's last spell of

croup. And the poor little darling was coughing in a manner that to me

was frightfully alarming. With no thought in my mind save to help Rufe

in his nursing feats, I had taken off my party frock and had slipped

on a low-neck Peter Pan blouse, with a fresh linen skirt. My hair was

about ready to tumble and my face flushed with worry over Waterloo.

"Oh, the devil!" Rufe pronounced, when the penetrating sound of the

door-bell reached us. But it was not the devil.

"It is Mr. Chalmers," I said, with a little catch in my breath as I

heard his voice down in the hall.

"Well, you run down and get him settled," Rufe said, holding up a

little bottle of dark-colored liquid to the light to read the label,

"--then come on back for a few minutes and help me give the rooster a

dose of this--will you? It always requires an assistant."

"Let's give the medicine now--then I'll dress before I go down."

"Nonsense! You look a thousand times prettier flushed and careless--as

you are now--than you do all fixed up with your hair smooth. I don't

like to keep him waiting long, for he might have come to see me about

something important. You sound him, like a good girl, and if he

doesn't want to see me particularly tell him that my family is ill and

that you will entertain him."

I did take time to glance into the mirror to satisfy myself that Rufe

was not entirely wrong--then I ran down-stairs.

Mr. Chalmers was standing on the hearth-rug with his back to the fire

(which Cousin Eunice had ordered kindled up all over the house when

she realized that there was danger of Waterloo having croup), as I

came down the steps, and when he saw, through the big doorway, that I

was alone, he came to the foot of the stairs to meet me. The front

part of the house was still open, and there was a beautiful moonlight.

After I had greeted him I stood in the dimly lighted hall a moment,

looking out into the night; then I went on into the long, beautiful

room, which was filled with the scent of roses to-night, and, as we

drew up before the fire, I shivered a little. There was just enough

crispness in the chilly air to cause a deliciously shivery sensation.

"Well, you have no engagement for this evening, I hope," he began, as

I moved closer to the hearth and stirred the fire into a brighter

blaze. "I should have telephoned, I know, but I was detained at the

office until quite late."

"No, there are no engagements to-night. Cousin Eunice has gone to bed

with a headache and Rufe is nursing Waterloo through a spell of croup.

By the way, you'll excuse me while I run back a few minutes and help

give the little fellow a dose of medicine?"

"Certainly--if you'll promise not to be long," he said with a smile.

"Oh, it will take only a little while. Then, when the invalids both

get settled Rufe can come down--unless you are in a special hurry to

see him about some mighty political secret. In that case I can send

him right now, and play the part of nurse myself."

"Please do _not_," he answered, speaking much more earnestly than the

occasion warranted. "I came solely to see you. Tell Clayborne he is

not to disturb himself on my account."

Waterloo was breathing better and had gone to sleep by the time I

reached his bedside again.

"I don't believe he's going to need the stuff, after all," Rufe said,

unbuttoning his collar and beginning to make preparations to be

comfortable. "Eunice says her head is a little easier, so I'm going to

lie down here and read the paper until I'm sleepy. Chalmers didn't

want anything special with me, did he?"

"No. He said you were not to disturb yourself at all," I answered, and

he looked up quickly as he deposited his collar on the dressing-table.

"So? He came to see you?"

"That's what he says. He may later swear it by the inconstant moon.

She is so beautiful to-night, that you can forgive her for being

inconstant." I rattled away to hide my trembling joy, brought on by

the anticipation of two hours alone with _him_.

But Rufe's eyes were grave.

"Ann, don't lose your head over Chalmers," he said soberly, with that

queer density with which a married man usually regards a love affair.

(Oh, stupid Rufe! My head has been lost so long that I have grown

delightfully accustomed to doing without it!) "He is a good fellow,

and all that, but I don't know that he's good enough for you."

"Ann!" It was Cousin Eunice's voice calling weakly from the darkened

room beyond. I went to her bed.

"Ann, is that Richard Chalmers down-stairs?"

"Yes."

"And Rufe isn't going down?"

"No."

"Well, listen, dear: he may propose to you to-night--I have seen that

he was only waiting to get a good chance--but _don't_ promise him

anything! Until we know him better, dear!"

I patted her hand softly, then ran into my own room to get a fan that

I might have something to toy with. There was a bottle of rich perfume

on my table, my favorite lily-of-the-valley, and I drew the long glass

stopper across my lips. Then I went to the window and looked out at

the white light of the moon.

"Not promise him anything!" I said half aloud, the beauty of the night

drawing a sigh of longing that was almost a sob. "Oh, don't they

_know_ that I would promise him my very soul if he should ask it?"

Richard was restlessly walking up and down the length of the long room

when I came down again. He crossed to meet me and held out his hand,

catching mine in his strong grip, just as if we had not shaken hands

only a short time before. "So I am going to have you all to myself

to-night?"

"Rufe said he would stay with his ailing family, if you would put up

with my society."

"Ah! Don't you believe that I came just to see you? I was afraid that

I should not be able to get a moment alone, so I was going to ask Mrs.

Clayborne, as a great favor, to let me take you to the theater--or

anywhere else that you preferred. I have tickets here to the Lyceum,

and there is a taxi-cab at the door. Shall we go?"

"Let's stay here," I begged. "It has been an awfully tiresome day. Go

and dismiss the cab."

He looked gratified at my decision, then went out to send the cab

away. I glanced at the bower of a room and felt a thrill of

satisfaction. It was all so beautiful, and I love beauty.

"Shall I close these doors?" he asked carelessly, as he came in again

and I heard the chug-chug of the cab as it sped away. "Shall I close

these doors? It is really chilly to-night."

"Yes, I noticed," I said in some confusion, for I remembered that the

closing of a door had meant a great deal to Alfred a few days ago. Ann

Lisbeth had closed it, because she knew that he wanted her to; and he

had looked to see before he had said a word. Evidently it is a way

with lovers!

"I noticed that it is cold," I repeated, as he came over and stood

near me without speaking. "My hands are quite cold."

I recognized the absurdity of this as soon as the silly words were out

of my mouth, and I tried to think of something else to say quickly

enough to cover my shamefaced silence, but nothing would come to my

aid, and I had finally to meet his compelling eyes with a frankly

embarrassed little laugh.

"Let me draw your chair back from the fire," he said, after we looked

straight into each other's eyes for a moment, "or, better still, throw

something around you and let's go out on the little side balcony where

Clayborne and I always go to smoke. It is a glorious night."

I went out into the hall and got a long, loose wrap. As he held it for

me to slip my arms into the sleeves his eyes traveled slowly over the

crisp freshness of the linen gown I wore. My back was to him, but I

was watching him in the mirror.

"I have a worshipful reverence for virginity," he said at length,

"even if it be only of a white linen suit. I have always wanted the

first and best of everything. It is this entirely fresh and unspoiled

quality of your beauty that has so attracted me."

We were walking out through the long French window which opens on to

the balcony, and as we gained the shadow of a thick growth of vines at

one side he stopped, putting up his arm to stop me.

"Ann," he said, with the same sudden directness that had startled me

that day in the orchard when he had asked me about our first meeting,

"Ann, you have seen that--I am attracted? Dear, I don't want to

frighten you, you beautiful little _young_ thing," here he lost his

self-possession, "but I love you, sweetheart--love only you--love

you--_you_!"

His arms slipped about me, and tightening their clasp after a moment,

he drew me very close, so close that his perfect face closed

everything else on earth from my view. And his keen gray eyes became

two points of steel that pierced through, straight to my soul, and

carried with them a sweet potion that inoculated my being with

adoration for him.

I felt his cheek brush close to mine, his thin, cold face

transfigured; and, as if to prolong the exquisite torture of suspense,

we both held apart a moment before our lips met full. Then--

I was so swept by the storm of strange and wonderful emotion that my

senses failed to take it in at first--that Richard Chalmers was mine!

He loved me; he was feeling the same joy and the same torture that

were running like fire and wine to my brain. Even in the dim light my

eyes must have betrayed some of this bewilderment to him, if his own

thoughts had not been equally in a tumult.

"You are _sure_?" he questioned, after his passionate breath had

slackened a little so that he could speak. "Ann, this means everything

to me. Don't let me kiss you like that again unless you are very sure

of your own mind."

--But he kissed me again, and kissed--and kissed until his lips grew

cold, and I felt suddenly so tired that I could stand up no longer.

Oh, divine rapture of senses and soul! Could I forget that kiss in the

hour of death? I wished that death might come then, as we stood

together in that first passionate embrace, our lips meeting in kisses

of fire, our hearts throbbing in physical pain. Oh, to die

thus--together! So perfect was the moment--so supreme the joy!

My head fell over, with a little droop of utter weariness upon his

shoulder, and his arms loosened.

"You are tired," he said, in quick contrition, turning my face up to

the moonlight. "Shall we go back into the house? I'm a brute to treat

you this way!"

We passed in through the long window and walked over to the far

corner, where the big leather chair is. I sat down, lost in its ample

depths. Then he stood up in front of me and looked down with the

calmly contented expression of one who is greatly pleased over a new

possession.

"You beautiful little _young_ thing," he said again.

"Young?" I felt so secure, so happy, when discussing the question of

age with him now.

"That is all I'm afraid of! You may grow tired of me."

"You are afraid of nothing, Coeur de Lion," I answered with an

adoring look that brought on another avalanche of caresses. "I have

always called you that."

"Always? Since when?"

"Since that day at the gates of the cemetery."

"Ah! And I have never ceased for an hour to think of you since that

day--and to wonder how I could make you love me."

"When all the time you were the man of my dreams. Your face told me

that when I first saw you--cold as steel to all the world, yet strong

as steel for me."

"You have never imagined yourself in love before, Ann?" he asked,

after a little silence which he beguiled by raising each finger-tip of

my left hand to his lips.

"No."

"I thought not. A woman doesn't kiss like that but once."

"--And a man?"

"I've told you that I have never cared for any other woman. That's

what makes me feel such an utter fool now! To think that, at my age, I

should have let a passion take such possession of me--before I knew

whether or not there was the slightest chance of its being returned!"

"Oh, love, how humble the little god makes us! When all along you have

been _King_ Richard to me."

"Well, there was never a king who found so worthy a queen-consort.

When are you going to marry me, Ann?"

We had strayed off the heights a little and I was taking a much-needed

breathing spell in the less rarified air, when he sent my senses

reeling again at the question. Married! To this regal creature, who is

so splendid in mind, body and spirit! And he was asking me to marry

him, me--simple Ann Fielding, a dreamer of dreams, who had never

dreamed one half so radiant as this blessed reality! To live with him

always! "The desire of the moth for the star," oh, joy, the moth was

going to reach the star this time! Greater joy! the star was reaching

out just as longingly for the moth, and calling the tiny creature

another, an infinitely brighter star!

"I hardly expected you to be in such a hurry about marrying," I

finally answered, after he had repeated the question. "I have heard

you say such cynical things about the holy estate--when you thought I

wasn't listening. One time you said you thought passion consisted

largely of not knowing what a woman looks like before breakfast."

"Sweetheart," and his eyes were very serious, "I am sorry for every

light word I have ever spoken about marriage--since you have honored

me so." Then teasingly he continued after a moment, "The thing I

desire most on earth just now is to know what _you_ look like before

breakfast, sweet Mistress Ann."

"Do you desire that most? Then what next?"

"You know, love. My ambition is next--and all I have in the world

besides you."

"You want to marry me and be governor of this state--now, on your

honor, which do you desire the more--_Richard_?"

He threw his arms around me again, as I called his name, and stopped

my mouth with kisses.

"Don't jest," he begged. "It is sacrilege to-night."

Then we strayed from the heights again, and fell to talking about his

ambition, and from that to more commonplace affairs still--how we

were going to spend the next few days, and how we might arrange that

to-morrow, Sunday, could be passed together. _Together_, that was all

that either of us desired.

"I'll come early enough in the morning to go to church with you," he

suggested, "then we'll have luncheon at Beauregard's, if we can get

Mrs. Clayborne to go with us, and--"

"Mrs. Clayborne?" I asked in surprise. "What for?"

"Ann," and he took my hand gently, as if he might be admonishing a

child, "I consider it entirely out of place for a woman to go out

alone with a man, even if the two are engaged. Evidently your mother

has never given the matter as much consideration as I have always

insisted should be used in the case of my sister--for I have seen you

alone with this friend, Doctor Morgan, several times. When I happened

to meet you in Beauregard's the night of the _circus_," there was a

struggle here between amusement and sarcasm, "I thought, of course, he

was some very close relative. But I find that he is only a dear

friend, with whom you take long country drives--and who gives you

heirloom volumes of Byronic poetry."

"We have known each other since he first started to college," I

stated, by way of defense, but I own with less assurance than I should

have used if there had not been before me the picture of the scene in

Ann Lisbeth's library.

"I think it would be well to return the book with a note saying that

you had found it too valuable a gift for you to feel justified in

accepting. And, of course, you understand that from now on _I_ furnish

you with every pleasure that it is in the power of a man to provide

for the woman he loves. If you want books, you have only to let me

know; if you wish to take a long country drive, you have but to call

me. I'll even take you to the circus," we both laughed, "if your

inclination is in that direction; but, little love, no other man must

come near you!"

"You are inclined to be jealous?"

"Not at all! I am simply trying to avoid all cause for jealousy."

"There isn't any other man who wants to come near me," I answered

truthfully, as I recalled Alfred's beseeching look when he had

virtually asked me to avoid meeting him.

"Nonsense," he declared, so suddenly and so decidedly that I smiled

with the pure joy of having him jealous. Richard Chalmers jealous!

Afraid that I might fall in love with some other man! "Nobody could

look at you without being attracted. I am far from being a ladies'

man, but I acted a fool for weeks last winter--because I had happened

to pass you on a country road. When you were driving with another man,

too!"

"That was because we had found each other," I said, running my hand

through his soft, light hair, and dwelling on the proud privilege that

was mine.

"--Well, you will be guided by my advice in this matter, I feel sure,"

he said finally, "and you are too clever a little woman not to manage

to keep all other men at arm's length without betraying the secret of

our engagement."

"Secret?"

"Yes, please, dearest! Let us keep it secret from every one save our

families until this deuced nomination business is over. There would be

a lot of talk, you understand, because I happen to be a little in the

limelight now. They would be wanting to put your picture in the papers

for all the other men to gaze at. I can't bear to see a woman's

picture in the paper."

I laughed a little and agreed with him. This was only another phase

of his kingly character. Whatever is his must be _his_, with a

fanatical exclusion of every one else.

"I called you Richard, Coeur de Lion, but it was a mistake. You are

a sultan."

"With only one love, my Nourjehan."

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