CHAPTER XXX

Some three evenings after he received this last report of the progress

of affairs in Paris, Bernard, upon whom the burden of exile sat none the

more lightly as the days went on, turned out of the Strand into one of

the theatres. He had been gloomily pushing his way through the various

London densities--the November fog, the nocturnal darkness, the jostling

crowd. He was too restless to do anything but walk, and he had been

saying to himself, for the thousandth time, that if he had been guilty

of a misdemeanor in succumbing to the attractions of the admirable girl

who showed to such advantage in letters of twelve pages, his fault was

richly expiated by these days of impatience and bereavement. He gave

little heed to the play; his thoughts were elsewhere, and, while they

rambled, his eyes wandered round the house. Suddenly, on the other

side of it, he beheld Captain Lovelock, seated squarely in his

orchestra-stall, but, if Bernard was not mistaken, paying as little

attention to the stage as he himself had done. The Captain’s eyes, it

is true, were fixed upon the scene; his head was bent a little, his

magnificent beard rippled over the expanse of his shirt-front. But

Bernard was not slow to see that his gaze was heavy and opaque, and

that, though he was staring at the actresses, their charms were lost

upon him. He saw that, like himself, poor Lovelock had matter for

reflection in his manly breast, and he concluded that Blanche’s

ponderous swain was also suffering from a sense of disjunction. Lovelock

sat in the same posture all the evening, and that his imagination had

not projected itself into the play was proved by the fact that during

the entractes he gazed with the same dull fixedness at the curtain.

Bernard forebore to interrupt him; we know that he was not at this

moment socially inclined, and he judged that the Captain was as little

so, inasmuch as causes even more imperious than those which had operated

in his own case must have been at the bottom of his sudden appearance in

London. On leaving the theatre, however, Bernard found himself detained

with the crowd in the vestibule near the door, which, wide open to the

street, was a scene of agitation and confusion. It had come on to rain,

and the raw dampness mingled itself with the dusky uproar of the Strand.

At last, among the press of people, as he was passing out, our hero

became aware that he had been brought into contact with Lovelock,

who was walking just beside him. At the same moment Lovelock noticed

him--looked at him for an instant, and then looked away. But he

looked back again the next instant, and the two men then uttered that

inarticulate and inexpressive exclamation which passes for a sign of

greeting among gentlemen of the Anglo-Saxon race, in their moments of

more acute self-consciousness.

“Oh, are you here?” said Bernard. “I thought you were in Paris.”

“No; I ain’t in Paris,” Lovelock answered with some dryness. “Tired of

the beastly hole!”

“Oh, I see,” said Bernard. “Excuse me while I put up my umbrella.”

He put up his umbrella, and from under it, the next moment, he saw the

Captain waving two fingers at him out of the front of a hansom. When

he returned to his hotel he found on his table a letter superscribed in

Gordon Wright’s hand. This communication ran as follows:

“I believe you are making a fool of me. In Heaven’s name, come back to

Paris! G. W.”

Bernard hardly knew whether to regard these few words as a further

declaration of war, or as an overture to peace; but he lost no time in

complying with the summons they conveyed. He started for Paris the

next morning, and in the evening, after he had removed the dust of his

journey and swallowed a hasty dinner, he rang at Mrs. Vivian’s door.

This lady and her daughter gave him a welcome which--I will not say

satisfied him, but which, at least, did something toward soothing the

still unhealed wounds of separation.

“And what is the news of Gordon?” he presently asked.

“We have not seen him in three days,” said Angela.

“He is cured, dear Bernard; he must be. Angela has been wonderful,” Mrs.

Vivian declared.

“You should have seen mamma with Blanche,” her daughter said, smiling.

“It was most remarkable.”

Mrs. Vivian smiled, too, very gently.

“Dear little Blanche! Captain Lovelock has gone to London.”

“Yes, he thinks it a beastly hole. Ah, no,” Bernard added, “I have got

it wrong.”

But it little mattered. Late that night, on his return to his own rooms,

Bernard sat gazing at his fire. He had not begun to undress; he was

thinking of a good many things. He was in the midst of his reflections

when there came a rap at his door, which the next moment was flung open.

Gordon Wright stood there, looking at him--with a gaze which Bernard

returned for a moment before bidding him to come in. Gordon came in and

came up to him; then he held out his hand. Bernard took it with great

satisfaction; his last feeling had been that he was very weary of this

ridiculous quarrel, and it was an extreme relief to find it was over.

“It was very good of you to go to London,” said Gordon, looking at him

with all the old serious honesty of his eyes.

“I have always tried to do what I could to oblige you,” Bernard

answered, smiling.

“You must have cursed me over there,” Gordon went on.

“I did, a little. As you were cursing me here, it was permissible.”

“That ‘s over now,” said Gordon. “I came to welcome you back. It seemed

to me I could n’t lay my head on my pillow without speaking to you.”

“I am glad to get back,” Bernard admitted, smiling still. “I can’t

deny that. And I find you as I believed I should.” Then he added,

seriously--“I knew Angela would keep us good friends.”

For a moment Gordon said nothing. Then, at last--

“Yes, for that purpose it did n’t matter which of us should marry her.

If it had been I,” he added, “she would have made you accept it.”

“Ah, I don’t know!” Bernard exclaimed.

“I am sure of it,” said Gordon earnestly--almost argumentatively. “She

‘s an extraordinary woman.”

“Keeping you good friends with me--that ‘s a great thing. But it ‘s

nothing to her keeping you good friends with your wife.”

Gordon looked at Bernard for an instant; then he fixed his eyes for some

time on the fire.

“Yes, that is the greatest of all things. A man should value his

wife. He should believe in her. He has taken her, and he should keep

her--especially when there is a great deal of good in her. I was a great

fool the other day,” he went on. “I don’t remember what I said. It was

very weak.”

“It seemed to me feeble,” said Bernard. “But it is quite within a man’s

rights to be a fool once in a while, and you had never abused of the

license.”

“Well, I have done it for a lifetime--for a lifetime.” And Gordon took

up his hat. He looked into the crown of it for a moment, and then he

fixed his eyes on Bernard’s again. “But there is one thing I hope you

won’t mind my saying. I have come back to my old impression of Miss

Vivian.”

“Your old impression?”

And Miss Vivian’s accepted lover frowned a little.

“I mean that she ‘s not simple. She ‘s very strange.”

Bernard’s frown cleared away in a sudden, almost eager smile.

“Say at once that you dislike her! That will do capitally.”

Gordon shook his head, and he, too, almost smiled a little.

“It ‘s not true. She ‘s very wonderful. And if I did dislike her, I

should struggle with it. It would never do for me to dislike your wife!”

After he had gone, when the night was half over, Bernard, lying awake

a while, gave a laugh in the still darkness, as this last sentence came

back to him.

On the morrow he saw Blanche, for he went to see Gordon. The latter, at

first, was not at home; but he had a quarter of an hour’s talk with his

wife, whose powers of conversation were apparently not in the smallest

degree affected by anything that had occurred.

“I hope you enjoyed your visit to London,” she said. “Did you go to buy

Angela a set of diamonds in Bond Street? You did n’t buy anything--you

did n’t go into a shop? Then pray what did you go for? Excuse my

curiosity--it seems to me it ‘s rather flattering. I never know anything

unless I am told. I have n’t any powers of observation. I noticed you

went--oh, yes, I observed that very much; and I thought it very strange,

under the circumstances. Your most intimate friend arrived in Paris, and

you choose the next day to make a little tour! I don’t like to see you

treat my husband so; he would never have done it to you. And if you did

n’t stay for Gordon, you might have staid for Angela. I never heard of

anything so monstrous as a gentleman rushing away from the object of his

affection, for no particular purpose that any one could discover, the

day after she has accepted him. It was not the day after? Well, it was

too soon, at any rate. Angela could n’t in the least tell me what

you had gone for; she said it was for a ‘change.’ That was a charming

reason! But she was very much ashamed of you--and so was I; and at last

we all sent Captain Lovelock after you to bring you back. You came back

without him? Ah, so much the better; I suppose he is still looking for

you, and, as he is n’t very clever, that will occupy him for some time.

We want to occupy him; we don’t approve of his being so idle. However,

for my own part, I am very glad you were away. I was a great deal at

Mrs. Vivian’s, and I should n’t have felt nearly so much at liberty

to go if I had known I should always find you there making love to

Mademoiselle. It would n’t have seemed to me discreet,--I know what you

are going to say--that it ‘s the first time you ever heard of my wishing

to avoid an indiscretion. It ‘s a taste I have taken up lately,--for the

same reason you went to London, for a ‘change.’” Here Blanche paused

for an appreciable moment; and then she added--“Well, I must say, I have

never seen anything so lovely as Mrs. Vivian’s influence. I hope mamma

won’t be disappointed in it this time.”

When Bernard next saw the other two ladies, he said to them that he

was surprised at the way in which clever women incurred moral

responsibilities.

“We like them,” said Mrs. Vivian. “We delight in them!”

“Well,” said Bernard, “I would n’t for the world have it on my

conscience to have reconciled poor Gordon to Mrs. Blanche.”

“You are not to say a word against Blanche,” Angela declared. “She ‘s a

little miracle.”

“It will be all right, dear Bernard,” Mrs. Vivian added, with soft

authority.

“I have taken a great fancy to her,” the younger lady went on.

Bernard gave a little laugh.

“Gordon is right in his ultimate opinion. You are very strange!”

“You may abuse me as much as you please; but I will never hear a word

against Mrs. Gordon.”

And she never would in future; though it is not recorded that Bernard

availed himself in any special degree of the license offered him in

conjunction with this warning.

Blanche’s health within a few days had, according to her own account,

taken a marvellous turn for the better; but her husband appeared still

to think it proper that they should spend the winter beneath a brilliant

sun, and he presently informed his friends that they had at last settled

it between them that a voyage up the Nile must be, for a thoroughly

united couple, a very agreeable pastime. To perform this expedition

advantageously they must repair to Cairo without delay, and for this

reason he was sure that Bernard and Angela would easily understand their

not making a point of waiting for the wedding. These happy people

quite understood it. Their nuptials were to be celebrated with extreme

simplicity. If, however, Gordon was not able to be present, he, in

conjunction with his wife, bought for Angela, as a bridal gift, a

necklace of the most beautiful pearls the Rue de la Paix could furnish;

and on his arrival at Cairo, while he waited for his dragoman to give

the signal for starting, he found time, in spite of the exactions of

that large correspondence which has been more than once mentioned in the

course of our narrative, to write Bernard the longest letter he had

ever addressed to him. The letter reached Bernard in the middle of his

honeymoon.

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