CHAPTER XI

For the three or four days that followed Gordon Wright’s departure,

Bernard saw nothing of the ladies who had been committed to his charge.

They chose to remain in seclusion, and he was at liberty to interpret

this fact as an expression of regret at the loss of Gordon’s good

offices. He knew other people at Baden, and he went to see them and

endeavored, by cultivating their society, to await in patience the

re-appearance of Mrs. Vivian and her companions. But on the fourth day

he became conscious that other people were much less interesting than

the trio of American ladies who had lodgings above the confectioner’s,

and he made bold to go and knock at their door. He had been asked to

take care of them, and this function presupposed contact. He had

met Captain Lovelock the day before, wandering about with a rather

crest-fallen aspect, and the young Englishman had questioned him eagerly

as to the whereabouts of Mrs. Vivian.

“Gad, I believe they ‘ve left the place--left the place without giving a

fellow warning!” cried Lovelock.

“Oh no, I think they are here still,” said Bernard. “My friend Wright

has gone away for a week or two, but I suspect the ladies are simply

staying at home.”

“Gad, I was afraid your friend Wright had taken them away with him; he

seems to keep them all in his pocket. I was afraid he had given them

marching orders; they ‘d have been sure to go--they ‘re so awfully fond

of his pocket! I went to look them up yesterday--upon my word I did.

They live at a baker’s in a little back-street; people do live in rum

places when they come abroad! But I assure you, when I got there, I ‘m

damned if I could make out whether they were there or not. I don’t speak

a word of German, and there was no one there but the baker’s wife. She

was a low brute of a woman--she could n’t understand a word I said,

though she gave me plenty of her own tongue. I had to give it up. They

were not at home, but whether they had left Baden or not--that was

beyond my finding out. If they are here, why the deuce don’t they show?

Fancy coming to Baden-Baden to sit moping at a pastry-cook’s!”

Captain Lovelock was evidently irritated, and it was Bernard’s

impression that the turn of luck over yonder where the gold-pieces were

chinking had something to do with the state of his temper. But more

fortunate himself, he ascertained from the baker’s wife that though Mrs.

Vivian and her daughter had gone out, their companion, “the youngest

lady--the little young lady”--was above in the sitting-room.

Blanche Evers was sitting at the window with a book, but she

relinquished the volume with an alacrity that showed it had not been

absorbing, and began to chatter with her customary frankness.

“Well, I must say I am glad to see some one!” cried the young girl,

passing before the mirror and giving a touch to her charming tresses.

“Even if it ‘s only me,” Bernard exclaimed, laughing.

“I did n’t mean that. I am sure I am very glad to see you--I should

think you would have found out that by this time. I mean I ‘m glad to

see any one--especially a man. I suppose it ‘s improper for me to say

that--especially to you! There--you see I do think more of you than of

some gentlemen. Why especially to you? Well, because you always seem to

me to want to take advantage. I did n’t say a base advantage; I did n’t

accuse you of anything dreadful. I ‘m sure I want to take advantage,

too--I take it whenever I can. You see I take advantage of your being

here--I ‘ve got so many things to say. I have n’t spoken a word in three

days, and I ‘m sure it is a pleasant change--a gentleman’s visit. All of

a sudden we have gone into mourning; I ‘m sure I don’t know who ‘s dead.

Is it Mr. Gordon Wright? It ‘s some idea of Mrs. Vivian’s--I ‘m sure

it is n’t mine. She thinks we have been often enough to the Kursaal. I

don’t know whether she thinks it ‘s wicked, or what. If it ‘s wicked the

harm ‘s already done; I can’t be any worse than I am now. I have seen

all the improper people and I have learnt all their names; Captain

Lovelock has told me their names, plenty of times. I don’t see what good

it does me to be shut up here with all those names running in my ears.

I must say I do prefer society. We have n’t been to the Kursaal for

four days--we have only gone out for a drive. We have taken the most

interminable drives. I do believe we have seen every old ruin in

the whole country. Mrs. Vivian and Angela are so awfully fond of

scenery--they talk about it by the half-hour. They talk about the

mountains and trees as if they were people they knew--as if they were

gentlemen! I mean as if the mountains and trees were gentlemen. Of

course scenery ‘s lovely, but you can’t walk about with a tree. At any

rate, that has been all our society--foliage! Foliage and women; but I

suppose women are a sort of foliage. They are always rustling about and

dropping off. That ‘s why I could n’t make up my mind to go out

with them this afternoon. They ‘ve gone to see the Waterworths--the

Waterworths arrived yesterday and are staying at some hotel. Five

daughters--all unmarried! I don’t know what kind of foliage they are;

some peculiar kind--they don’t drop off. I thought I had had about

enough ladies’ society--three women all sticking together! I don’t think

it ‘s good for a young girl to have nothing but ladies’ society--it ‘s

so awfully limited. I suppose I ought to stand up for my own sex and

tell you that when we are alone together we want for nothing. But we

want for everything, as it happens! Women’s talk is limited--every one

knows that. That ‘s just what mamma did n’t want when she asked Mrs.

Vivian to take charge of me. Now, Mr. Longueville, what are you laughing

at?--you are always laughing at me. She wanted me to be unlimited--is

that what you say? Well, she did n’t want me to be narrowed down; she

wanted me to have plenty of conversation. She wanted me to be fitted

for society--that ‘s what mamma wanted. She wanted me to have ease of

manner; she thinks that if you don’t acquire it when you are young you

never have it at all. She was so happy to think I should come to Baden;

but she would n’t approve of the life I ‘ve been leading the last four

days. That ‘s no way to acquire ease of manner--sitting all day in a

small parlor with two persons of one’s own sex! Of course Mrs. Vivian’s

influence--that ‘s the great thing. Mamma said it was like the odor of

a flower. But you don’t want to keep smelling a flower all day, even

the sweetest; that ‘s the shortest way to get a headache. Apropos of

flowers, do you happen to have heard whether Captain Lovelock is alive

or dead? Do I call him a flower? No; I call him a flower-pot. He always

has some fine young plant in his button-hole. He has n’t been near me

these ten years--I never heard of anything so rude!”

Captain Lovelock came on the morrow, Bernard finding him in Mrs.

Vivian’s little sitting-room on paying a second visit. On this occasion

the two other ladies were at home and Bernard was not exclusively

indebted to Miss Evers for entertainment. It was to this source of

hospitality, however, that Lovelock mainly appealed, following the

young girl out upon the little balcony that was suspended above the

confectioner’s window. Mrs. Vivian sat writing at one of the windows of

the sitting-room, and Bernard addressed his conversation to Angela.

“Wright requested me to keep an eye on you,” he said; “but you seem very

much inclined to keep out of my jurisdiction.”

“I supposed you had gone away,” she answered--“now that your friend is

gone.”

“By no means. Gordon is a charming fellow, but he is by no means the

only attraction of Baden. Besides, I have promised him to look after

you--to take care of you.”

The girl looked at him a moment in silence--a little askance.

“I thought you had probably undertaken something of that sort,” she

presently said.

“It was of course a very natural request for Gordon to make.”

Angela got up and turned away; she wandered about the room and went and

stood at one of the windows. Bernard found the movement abrupt and

not particularly gracious; but the young man was not easy to snub. He

followed her, and they stood at the second window--the long window that

opened upon the balcony. Miss Evers and Captain Lovelock were leaning on

the railing, looking into the street and apparently amusing themselves

highly with what they saw.

“I am not sure it was a natural request for him to make,” said Angela.

“What could have been more so--devoted as he is to you?”

She hesitated a moment; then with a little laugh--

“He ought to have locked us up and said nothing about it.”

“It ‘s not so easy to lock you up,” said Bernard. “I know Wright has

great influence with you, but you are after all independent beings.”

“I am not an independent being. If my mother and Mr. Wright were to

agree together to put me out of harm’s way they could easily manage it.”

“You seem to have been trying something of that sort,” said Bernard.

“You have been so terribly invisible.”

“It was because I thought you had designs upon us; that you were

watching for us--to take care of us.”

“You contradict yourself! You said just now that you believed I had left

Baden.”

“That was an artificial--a conventional speech. Is n’t a lady always

supposed to say something of that sort to a visitor by way of pretending

to have noticed that she has not seen him?”

“You know I would never have left Baden without coming to bid you

good-bye,” said Bernard.

The girl made no rejoinder; she stood looking out at the little sunny,

slanting, rough-paved German street.

“Are you taking care of us now?” she asked in a moment. “Has the

operation begun? Have you heard the news, mamma?” she went on. “Do you

know that Mr. Wright has made us over to Mr. Longueville, to be kept

till called for? Suppose Mr. Wright should never call for us!”

Mrs. Vivian left her writing-table and came toward Bernard, smiling at

him and pressing her hands together.

“There is no fear of that, I think,” she said. “I am sure I am very glad

we have a gentleman near us. I think you will be a very good care-taker,

Mr. Longueville, and I recommend my daughter to put great faith in

your judgment.” And Mrs. Vivian gave him an intense--a pleading, almost

affecting--little smile.

“I am greatly touched by your confidence and I shall do everything I can

think of to merit it,” said the young man.

“Ah, mamma’s confidence is wonderful!” Angela exclaimed. “There was

never anything like mamma’s confidence. I am very different; I have no

confidence. And then I don’t like being deposited, like a parcel, or

being watched, like a curious animal. I am too fond of my liberty.”

“That is the second time you have contradicted yourself,” said Bernard.

“You said just now that you were not an independent being.”

Angela turned toward him quickly, smiling and frowning at once.

“You do watch one, certainly! I see it has already begun.” Mrs. Vivian

laid her hand upon her daughter’s with a little murmur of tender

deprecation, and the girl bent over and kissed her. “Mamma will tell you

it ‘s the effect of agitation,” she said--“that I am nervous, and don’t

know what I say. I am supposed to be agitated by Mr. Wright’s departure;

is n’t that it, mamma?”

Mrs. Vivian turned away, with a certain soft severity.

“I don’t know, my daughter. I don’t understand you.”

A charming pink flush had come into Angela’s cheek and a noticeable

light into her eye. She looked admirably handsome, and Bernard frankly

gazed at her. She met his gaze an instant, and then she went on.

“Mr. Longueville does n’t understand me either. You must know that I am

agitated,” she continued. “Every now and then I have moments of talking

nonsense. It ‘s the air of Baden, I think; it ‘s too exciting. It

‘s only lately I have been so. When you go away I shall be horribly

ashamed.”

“If the air of Baden has such an effect upon you,” said Bernard, “it

is only a proof the more that you need the solicitous attention of your

friends.”

“That may be; but, as I told you just now, I have no confidence--none

whatever, in any one or anything. Therefore, for the present, I shall

withdraw from the world--I shall seclude myself. Let us go on being

quiet, mamma. Three or four days of it have been so charming. Let the

parcel lie till it ‘s called for. It is much safer it should n’t be

touched at all. I shall assume that, metaphorically speaking, Mr.

Wright, who, as you have intimated, is our earthly providence, has

turned the key upon us. I am locked up. I shall not go out, except upon

the balcony!” And with this, Angela stepped out of the long window and

went and stood beside Miss Evers.

Bernard was extremely amused, but he was also a good deal puzzled, and

it came over him that it was not a wonder that poor Wright should not

have found this young lady’s disposition a perfectly decipherable page.

He remained in the room with Mrs. Vivian--he stood there looking at

her with his agreeably mystified smile. She had turned away, but on

perceiving that her daughter had gone outside she came toward

Bernard again, with her habitual little air of eagerness mitigated by

discretion. There instantly rose before his mind the vision of that

moment when he had stood face to face with this same apologetic mamma,

after Angela had turned her back, on the grass-grown terrace at Siena.

To make the vision complete, Mrs. Vivian took it into her head to utter

the same words.

“I am sure you think she is a strange girl.”

Bernard recognized them, and he gave a light laugh.

“You told me that the first time you ever saw me--in that quiet little

corner of an Italian town.”

Mrs. Vivian gave a little faded, elderly blush.

“Don’t speak of that,” she murmured, glancing at the open window. “It

was a little accident of travel.”

“I am dying to speak of it,” said Bernard. “It was such a charming

accident for me! Tell me this, at least--have you kept my sketch?”

Mrs. Vivian colored more deeply and glanced at the window again.

“No,” she just whispered.

Bernard looked out of the window too. Angela was leaning against the

railing of the balcony, in profile, just as she had stood while he

painted her, against the polished parapet at Siena. The young man’s eyes

rested on her a moment, then, as he glanced back at her mother:

“Has she kept it?” he asked.

“I don’t know,” said Mrs. Vivian, with decision.

The decision was excessive--it expressed the poor lady’s distress at

having her veracity tested. “Dear little daughter of the Puritans--she

can’t tell a fib!” Bernard exclaimed to himself. And with this

flattering conclusion he took leave of her.

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