III

The following day Laurence returned on the mid-afternoon train, but

stopped at his office, sending on a friend he had brought with him in a

hack with the valises. This was Horace Lavery, a Chicago lawyer, rather

a frequent visitor at the house. Mary was in the garden when the hack

drove up, and came round to see if it were Laurence. She gave Lavery

a stately, somewhat cool greeting. He was a man of middle age, florid

and rather stout, gay and talkative. Always a little dashed at first by

Mary's manner, he would speedily recover himself and amuse himself in

his own way. Now, a little embarrassed, he said, after dismissing the

hackman:

"Well, here I am again. Laurence stopped down town, he'll be home by

seven.... Can I go upstairs and brush off, it was rather a dusty ride."

"Yes, but not the usual room, we have another visitor--the one next to

it."

"And shall I find you here when I come down?"

"I'm working in the garden."

"Perhaps I can help?"

"If you do, you'll get yourself all dusty again."

"Oh, I don't mind," he said effusively. "So long as it's in your

service."

Mary laughed and turned away. She always laughed at Lavery's ponderous

gallantry. But under the sentimental surface that he presented to her

there was another man, of whom she caught occasional glimpses that

interested her. At present, however, she was vexed at his coming.

She preferred to see Laurence alone, to break to him the news of his

parent's reappearance. And what would Lavery, with his glossy freshness

of apparel and man-of-the-world air, think of a shabby parent, suddenly

produced? She didn't care, though, what Lavery thought, except that it

might vex Laurence. She wished she had telegraphed him. She might send

down to the office ... but no, he would be immersed in work, and only

the more upset by it. She went slowly back into the garden, a favourite

spot with her; it had been laid out years ago by her father, and he

often came to help her with it.

Dr. Lowell had enjoyed having a good deal of money to spend on a

garden. It was enclosed by a brick wall covered with creepers on two

sides, the house on the third side, the other open, overlooking the

lake. There were gravel-walks, white wooden benches and trellises,

and in the centre, a sun-dial. The flower-beds had been touched by

the frost; but still blooming were verbenas and many-coloured asters.

The dead leaves had been raked up and smouldered here and there in

blackened heaps, sending out a sweet pungent smoke. Mary, bare-headed,

in a long black cloak, was down on her knees digging up bulbs when

Lavery approached, freshly groomed and enveloped in a delicate scent of

Florida-water.

"Let me do that," he urged, bending over her.

"What? In those immaculate clothes? You don't mean it."

"I do--I'll sacrifice the clothes. Please get up and let me dig the

onions."

"Onions! These are very rare bulbs, of a Chinese lily--they have to

be handled with great care and I always do it myself. So you may as

well sit down there and smoke your cigar. Some people are made to be

ornamental, you know, and others to be useful."

"And some are both," said Lavery, looking down on her heavy rippling

hair. "And again, others are neither."

He seated himself rather sulkily on the bench near by.

"Of course I know I'm not handsome," he observed. "So that was rather a

nasty dig of yours about being 'ornamental.' But you made one mistake.

I _am_ useful."

"Are you? For what?" enquired Mary, carefully separating bulbs. "I

always thought you just a bright butterfly."

"You never thought about me at all," he declared with emphasis. "But I

have thought a good deal about you."

He took out a cigar and a pearl-handled knife, cut the end of the cigar

neatly, and lit it with a match from a gold box. Then clasping his

broad white hands about his knee, he contemplated Mary's grave profile.

She seemed absorbed in her work and did not look up at him, nor betray

by the flicker of an eyelash any interest in what he thought. Still

less did she enquire into it. The silence lasted until he broke it,

petulantly.

"Mrs. Carlin, why do you dislike me?"

"I don't dislike you--at least I think not."

"You think not! Don't you know whether you do or not?... You strike me

as a person who would know her own mind!"

"Yes--but I'm not very quick about making up my mind. I don't feel I

know you at all well."

"You've known me for two years.... How long does it take you to make up

your mind?"

"Well, that depends--longer now than it used to. I don't feel that I

know very much about anybody. I used to be more sure about things."

She lifted the last of the bulbs into the basket, and rose to her feet.

"Won't you sit here and talk to me a little?... I almost never have

a chance to talk to you alone--that's why we don't know one another

better."

She looked at him and smiled faintly, but the shadow of sadness and

weariness did not lift from her face.

"I have some things to see to in the house--and then I must dress--"

"But it's hardly five now."

"Yes."

She sat down on the bench, brushing the dust off her black cloak.

"I like," said Lavery discontentedly, "to be friendly with people. I

don't like to be held off at arm's length and looked at as if I were a

queer beetle or something--or not looked at, that's even worse!"

"Do you think I do that?" Mary enquired.

"Yes, you do! You treat me as if I were hardly a human being!"

"Oh, how absurd!... You're a different kind of human being, that's all,

you belong to a different world."

"How a different world? I'm Laurence's friend, why can't I be yours?"

A sudden sternness, a definite recoil, in her expression, warned him

off this ground.

"How could you be my friend? There is nothing in common between you and

me," she said coldly.

"Now, how do you know there isn't? You say yourself you don't know

me!... But I think you've made up your mind that you don't want to ...

you think I'm frivolous and ridiculous, because I manage to enjoy life,

don't you now? A middle-aged butterfly, a mere sensualist--isn't that

it?"

"Well--something like that," Mary admitted. "But it oughtn't to matter

to you what I think.... I told you I don't understand people very well,

the older I get the less I understand them, and I can't make friends."

This quiet statement had an air of finality. He was silent, looking at

her thoughtfully, with a keen shrewdness, a questioning puzzled gaze.

"Well, friends or not, I admire you very much," he said abruptly. "I

hate to have you think me such a poor creature."

"I imagine it won't disturb you very much, if I do. You wouldn't care

much for any woman's opinion, you like to amuse yourself with women but

you don't take them seriously, you look down on them. You think they're

all alike and that a few compliments and pretty speeches are all they

want or can understand. You like to take them in, and then laugh at

them, it amuses you.... And men too--you like to play with people, try

experiments. You're more cool-headed and sharp than most people, you

think almost every one is a fool, in some way or other, and you like

to find out how--turn them inside out. That's how you enjoy life."

"Well, by Jove!" Lavery stared at her. "So you _have_ given me some

attention, after all--I wouldn't have guessed it! Now, do you know,

you're right about some things, but that isn't the whole story--"

Mary stood up and took her basket.

"No, I suppose not, but I must go in now."

Reluctantly he rose, and walked with her to the door.

"You're a severe judge--you won't even let the criminal speak in his

own defence," he said with some feeling. "'Give every man his deserts

and who should 'scape hanging?' Don't you think you might show a little

mercy?"

"I believe in justice," said Mary, with a sudden hardening of her face.

"That's what we all get--not mercy."

The bitterness of her tone remained with him after she had gone.... He

told himself that he would make her talk yet, he would find out what

was the trouble in this household, the shadow that hung over it. He had

tried to find out from Laurence, but in vain; even when he was drunk,

Laurence wouldn't talk about his wife.

* * * * *

Mary was dressed and listening for Laurence long before he came. Her

father-in-law had disappeared for the whole afternoon, and had not yet

returned; he had told her that he was going for a long walk, and John

had accompanied him. Mary perceived that the old man was very tactful.

She had seen it in his meeting with his grandsons, the manner in which

he at once took a certain place with them. He did not assert himself

in the least nor stress the relationship; he treated them not like

children, but with the courteous interest due to new acquaintance,

without familiarity. The two elder boys rather hung back from him; but

John had at once been friendly; they were all in some way impressed by

him.

It was dark, the lamps had been lighted, when Laurence came. Lavery was

strolling about the lawn and met him; and they came upstairs together

and went into Laurence's room, laughing. Mary waited impatiently till

finally Lavery went to dress; then she knocked at Laurence's door

and entered. He was in his dressing-room, splashing vigorously, and

answered with surprise when she spoke to him. In a moment he came out,

wrapped in a loose robe, his thick black hair and beard wet and rough.

"Laurence, something strange has happened. Some one is here--you

haven't heard?--your father has come."

A look of apprehension on his face quickly gave place to astonishment

as she ended.

"My father!... What the deuce!"

He looked dismayed; then as she went on to describe the new arrival,

incredulous.

"I don't believe it's my father. He wouldn't turn up like this after

twenty-five years without a word!... I've thought for a long time he

was dead."

"Well, he isn't--it's your father, sure enough."

Laurence, with a blank look, towelled his head and neck.

"Jesus Christ!" he ejaculated.

He went and stared into the mirror, rubbing his hair till it stood up

wildly all over his head. There were threads of grey all through it,

but the beard that covered his mouth and was cut square below his chin

was intensely black, and so were his arched brows, beneath which the

narrow eyes showed still their vivid blue. His broad shoulders, the

joining of the massive neck, were strong, unbowed.

"What did you do with him?" he asked abruptly.

"Put him in the best bedroom and gave him your special whiskey," said

Mary.

"The deuce you did!... Killed the fatted calf, eh?... Well, where is he

now?"

"He went to walk with John--John took a great fancy to him."

"He did?" Laurence's face changed subtly, relaxed. "Well, that's

something.... But, say--it's awkward about Lavery being here. I wish

I'd known."

"I might have telegraphed, but I didn't know where you were," said Mary.

"You can always reach me at the hotel," he said sharply.

She moved toward the door.

"I wish to the deuce Lavery wasn't here," he muttered.

"I wouldn't care about that." There was an edge in Mary's tone, but

with an effort she eliminated that touch of criticism. "Your father can

take care of himself--he's quite as much a gentleman as Lavery."

"No, is he really?"

Laurence turned round, a hairbrush in either hand, and gazed at her.

"He's presentable, really?... I shouldn't have expected it."

"He isn't very well dressed," said Mary quietly. "But you needn't be at

all ashamed of him. He's--there's something about him--well, I can't

describe it, but he has much better manners than Mr. Lavery."

"Oh, you always have a knife up your sleeve for poor old Horace," said

Laurence, turning back again to the mirror and brushing vigorously.

"I'll be down in ten minutes--but I'd rather see him alone first, you

know. Do you suppose he's come back?"

"I'll see."

In the mirror Laurence's eyes dwelt on her tall figure and white face

shadowy in the background. He said slowly with an undertone of pain:

"You look very beautiful tonight."

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