CHAPTER XV.

THE TRAIL OF THE SERPENT.

After the party was out of sight, I went into Mrs. Dennison's room to

see that the maid had performed her duty, as was my custom; for I had

assumed these light cares in the household, and loved them from the fact

that they attached an idea of usefulness to my residence in the house.

Everything seemed in order. Cora, the mulatto girl, was busily arranging

the dress her mistress had just taken off. Ear-rings and a brooch of

blue lava were lying on the toilet, and the pretty cap, with its

streamers of black velvet and azure ribbon, hung upon one of the

supports of the dressing-table, as she had left them.

I looked for the basket of mossrose-buds, but it was gone; some buds

were opening in one of the toilet-glasses, but that was all. Why had the

widow Dennison taken such pains to put the basket out of sight?

"What have you done with the basket?" I inquired very quietly of the

girl. "If you wet the moss again, we can fill it with fresh flowers."

"What basket, Miss?" inquired the girl, lifting her black eyes

innocently to my face.

"The basket you brought in here last evening."

"Oh, that!" she continued, dropping her eyes; "I've made so many of them

things that mistress doesn't seem to care for 'em any more."

"You--you make them?"

"Yes, indeed! Is there any harm, Miss?" she said, lifting her eyes

again, with a look of genuine earnestness.

"And you arranged those buds in the moss?"

"Yes, indeed!"

"And placed the half peach among them?"

"Was there any harm, Miss?"

"The half peach--after an Oriental fashion?"

"Dear me! I hope there wasn't any harm in the gardener's letting me have

that one. It was the first I had seen this year, so I couldn't give up

more than I did; but it was the biggest half that I saved for the

mistress."

Nothing could be more natural than her dawning contrition, nothing more

satisfactory than the solution she had given to a subject that had kept

me awake half the night. What a fool I had been! Was I, in fact,

becoming fanciful and old-maidish--ready to find error in shadows, and

crimes in everything? Heaven forbid that anything so unwomanly and

indelicate as this should come upon me.

Was it possible that I, in the waning freshness of my life, had begun to

envy brighter and handsomer women the homage due to their attraction,

and had thus become suspicious? The very idea humiliated me; I felt

abashed before that mulatto girl, who sat so demurely smoothing the

folds of her mistress's breakfast-dress across her lap. It seemed as if

she must have some knowledge of the mean suspicion that had brought me

there. How artful and indirect my conduct had been! In my heart I had

rather plumed myself on the adroit way in which my questions had been

put regarding that annoying basket. Now, I was heartily ashamed of it

all, and stole out of the room bitterly discomfited.

In shutting the door, I glanced back; the girl was looking up from her

work. The demure expression had left her face, the black eyes flashed

and danced as they followed me; but the moment my look met hers, all

this passed away so completely, that my very senses were confused, and

the doubts that I had put aside came crowding back upon me.

I went up to Mrs. Lee's room. She was resting on the lounge, sound

asleep; but her face seemed cold as well as pale. There was a strange

look about it, as if all the vitality were stricken out; yet she

breathed evenly, and though I made some noise in entering, it did not

disturb her in the least.

I sat down on a low chair by the side of her couch; for Jessie had

desired me to sit by her during all the time I could command. Thus I was

placed close to the gentle sleeper. The deathly stillness in which she

lay troubled me; it seemed too profound for healthy slumber. One little

hand fell over the couch. I took it in my own, and passed my other hand

softly over it. Strange enough, she did not move, but began to murmur in

her sleep, while a cold, troubled cloud contracted her forehead.

"Ah! now I can see everything--everything; they are cantering by the old

mill. I haven't seen it before in years. How beautifully the shadows

fall on the water; the waves are tipped with silver; the trees rustle

pleasantly! No wonder they draw up to look at the mill; it always was a

picturesque object!"

She was following the equestrians in her dreams--those strange dreams

that seemed to drink up all the color and warmth from her body.

According to the best calculation I could make, the party would have

reached the old mill about this time. It stood under the curve of the

precipitous banks, a mile or two up the river, and Mr. Lee had spoken of

riding that way at breakfast. Thus it seemed more than probable that the

party was exactly as she fancied it. Mr. Lee had doubtless informed her

what route he would take, and so her imagination followed him while her

frail form slumbered.

She stirred uneasily on her pillow, drew her black eyebrows together,

and spoke again:--

"Why does he leave my Jessie? She don't want to be left with that young

man;--and he, poor fellow! how frightened he is! What is that he is

saying? Wants to marry my Jessie! Alas! how the heart shrinks in her

bosom! My poor child! he should not distress you so! Yet it is an honest

heart he offers--full of warmth, full of goodness! Can't you understand

that, my darling?"

After this speech she lay quiet a few minutes, and then spoke like one

who had been examining something that puzzled her.

"Jessie, Jessie! what is this? Why does your heart stand still while he

speaks to her? It troubles me, darling. I am your mother, and this thing

disturbs me more than you can guess. You have driven one away--he

retreats to the rear, heart-broken. That other one comes up. Who is he?

what is he? Ask her, for she is watching him, and her loaded heart

follows after, though he, my husband, is by her side."

Here she dropped into silence again, only breaking it by faint moans,

and a single ejaculation, "Oh, not that! not that!"

Her face grew so painfully wan, and she gave evidence of so much inward

anguish, that I was constrained to arouse her. My voice made no

impression, and the clasp of my hand only threw her into a more deathly

slumber. I began to comprehend her state. I had heard of deep trances,

when the soul seems released from the body, or is gifted with something

like prophecy. I knew, or believed, that this was an unhealthy state,

the result of disease, or the offspring of a badly balanced

organization; and this thought horrified me; there was something of the

supernatural in it that filled my soul with awe. By the contraction of

her pale forehead, I saw that there was some distress in the head; so

lifting my hand, I passed it across her brow, hoping to soothe away the

pain.

Certainly, the face became calm, a smile stole across the lips, and

after a moment her eyes opened, and looked vaguely around, as a child

awakes from its sleep.

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